#poor ting

[nyasialiveshere]

I think it's deeper than people realize

I just got out of school a few days ago and honestly I was so busy that I was only halfway paying attention to what has been going on. First of all ever since that fiasco with bubble, and his phone breaking i honestly thought that something was up with him cause he was just acting weird...sigh I really didn't want to get into this I wanted to just relax and read or catchup on good trouble or something but I guess I'll Ramble instead.

I didn't know per say that he was leaving at first I just noticed he has been much more clingy with his fans than usual. Really pushing the boyfriend idol thing( which is so unhealthy for both him and them but I digress). He the entire rover promotions has just looked so tired and exhuasted to me. For this reason although I bought the album I refused to keep up with the promotions because of how out of it he looked. He lost so much weight( which isn't necessarily a bad thing its how quickly he looses weight and how he binge eats afterwards its just not healthy) he looked so tired and energetically drained. S.m absolutely sucks at promoting him and he takes on the bulk of the creative reins and stress for every album, so I understand his stress but it's how he deals with it. He is very sensitive and emotional but pretends not to be until he just snaps and lets it all out. Honestly as selfish as it is this is why I will check up on him periodically but thats about all I can do when he's like that.. seeing someone run themselves ragged not even caring if one day they won't be able to walk for the sake of their craft is too much.

I know people are angry at people suggesting that he knew he was going to the military and I dont know for sure but I really think he did. He's such an oddball he hints at stuff. And if you don't pay attention to his little hints you'll miss the irony of everything he, had changed his hair color back to black, was wearing a air jordan shirt with wings and said that he'd be right back.( also he never has worn came before and suddenly he's wearing it way more often) I just assumed everyone knew he meant he was going to the army. So when he did another live having to actually say he was going to the army explicitly I think he did it out of wanting to be a good idol. Good celebrities express their emotions to their audience. It was strange to watch cause in a way it was real I do believe he was hurting but how he be acting sometimes its concerning. I really dont think he has another area of his life to express that emotional, goofy, childlike self which is basically the real him. The military regardless of which part you are going to is no place to express that side of yourself. I really dont think it was kai of exo crying cause he can't sing and dance I think it was his inner child crying. He cares about singing and dancing but honestly not as much as he outwardly says he does. I think he would be just as happy acting, it's simply that fans didn't really respond well to his acting. Its not just exo he won't be participating in, it's also modeling, fashion, whatever else he does that people don't know about.. anyway he's been noticably holding onto, clinging too, trying to get back the youth he lost being an aspiring child star/ kpop idol. People forget he has headshots from when he was like 8 or 9 maybe 10. His parents more than simply wanting him to sing and dance wanted him to be famous. Its alot of pressure for a kid and it's also is a tale as old as time his story is different from what you usually hear in kpop, he didn’t just audition and happen to get in he was definitely groomed to be in the industry. He wasn't exactly doing youtube covers but if you weave the story together a lot went into him being Kai it wasn't just oh I wanted an Nintendo but I commend him for saying so dedicated to the little script. He never ever gives anymore information about his family or his career origins than he did at debut (trust me I've checked). But weirdly he offers the story without asking.most idols do not do this they stay as vague as possible. But he always has given info voluntarily that sounds odd and maybe didn't need to be said. Like how he looked so feminine as a child multiple people mistook him as a girl, and how his mother used to curl his hair and when he went shopping for dress clothes with his parents the people would bring out a dress instead.. Perhaps it is something important to him or he is trying to hint at something I'm not sure.

Gender fluidity is a mark of childhood I think he holds onto that part of his life where he didn't have to be what society deems as a man.

Regardless I worry about the kid cause I think he uses his celebrity as a comfort when he feels insecure. Like at least somebody cares about him, the real him. But I really dont think that's healthy.

It also really concerns me how when he's alone and it's quiet( no lights camera action) the first thing that pops into his mind when he's just speaking into the silence is to say he doesn't have any friends. He says he is a friend to other people yet he has no friends. He's so closed off even when he's close to people.

I know nobody wants to be lectured but this is why I'm so cringe and like why? when he sexualizes himself. Cause it's so..outside of his box..he is naturally a sensual person theres no issue with that but he's reserved in public. But he has to use his natural sex appeal to sell sell sell and look I understand, that's the world its disgusting, despicable and a complete product of colonialism (I'll get into that later). When he ripped up that sign of himself shirtless on inkigayo I was not surprised at all.

It's more and more common that sex symbols are coming out and saying how irl they are super shy and reserved. One day my sister was watching the Kardashians and I was like lemme just watch and see what this is about. It actually wasn't bad and I'm now convinved it's actually social commentary in disguise. So this episode Scott asked Kim to accompany him to an acting class and Kim was actually super shy and kinda nervous about having to introduce herself in front of strangers. People fail to realize people even when someone seems out of this world they are still a person. Sometimes dehumanizing someone isn't putting them down but lifting them up too high.

I think the deification of Kai both helped him yet hurt him tremendously. Jongin went from being a bullied kid who did ballet to a handsome upcoming idol to be treated like a demigod. Yet that's just how people looked at him, where was the inner work between that. It most likely didn't happen. Which is why he still has bouts of depression despite having such a successful career.

More than comments and likes and views the kid needs prayers.

[koreofitall]

Okay call me a simple bitch but when you're watching a streamer and they're sick and they sneeze and chat blesses them

And they thank chat

👌🏽🥰

Some good sheeyut

[chloeworships]

Encouragement:

I saw a dishevelled Eagle 🦅

I know the battle has been long and egregious but hang in there cupcakes 🧁 Your victory is assured.

Usually when I see Eagles it represents Americans, and or a military/political victory aka the Romans.

SN why does this look like me rn 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 my hair is everywhere 😭 Pray for me too babes because when the LORD showed me this exhausted eagle, I could relate. Poor ting. Sending eagle kisses 💋 and hugs 🫂 to whoever feels like this rn. It’s almost too much to bear and for whoever this message is for they are normally as strong as an Eagle 🦅 It’s like “the last man standing” kinda vibes I’m being told.

Remember this:

The Lord is asking us to stay hopeful and he will renew our strength AND our faith.

On the anniversary of this two year war between Ukraine ��🇦 and Russia 🇷🇺 I understand why we are also being shown this, however this is not just for those fighting a physical war. This is for those who are spiritually tired 😪

I have something else to share about Russia 🇷🇺 and the United Kingdom 🇬🇧 soon. Two separate messages. In fact, more countries could be involved including the Americans 🇺🇸 and us 🇨🇦

PS. Someone may try to ruffle your feathers. Don’t take the bait.

Big chuunnnneeeeeeeeee 🎶🇯🇲 (clean version)

[bibleofficial]

ok so the spots on his back & bum are ‘normal’ but he seems to have aspirated water; he’s drinking but he has ‘the hiccups’ which is like. physically impossible for birds so i need to get him to the spca or the bird rescuer to get antibiotics or smthg bc he might have pneumonia :(

awake for not 5 mins, walk outside to feed the pigeons & i find this baby at the door looking for help !!! found the right mf bc we on our way to a vet right now ‼️

[chaoticallytiny]

An Astarion Thought….

How would Astarion react to a Tav/someone who also likes to bite people? Not hard, not for vampirism reasons, but in the way many people like to playfully put their teeth on their friends/partners.

Tav: Astarion, can I bite you?

Astarion: Why?? You’re not a spawn…? *racks his brain for any missed signs of vampirism, but coming up with nothing*

T: *gently noms his arm*

A: ?!?! What do you even get out of this?!

Tav, with a mouthful of vampire arm: Luh ooo! (Love you!)

A: You’re weirder than Gale, and that’s saying something…

[stellanix]

what if neuvillette and furina familial dynamic, but furina is the one in the big sibling role instead of neuvillette

like, neuvillette may be the expert when it comes to legal proceedings, but outside the courtroom he's full of uncertainty - when he was lost and confused and struggling to understand himself, furina was the one who gave him guidance by encouraging him to get to know humanity

and then there's the way the members of the theater troupe in furina's story quest compared her to their former director, who they saw as an older sister figure, and how in the event furina took charge as the director and was the one guiding the cast and crew. she just seems to fit into such a role pretty nicely

i like this vibe it's neat

[dirtyoldmanhole]

cackling at the thought of niles & the ninjas thoughtfully concerned at why corrin looks deathly sleepy all the time, investigating around corrin's quarters, and discovering just how often and how creatively.... uh...... they are being dicked down by mister venerable knight.

and how much niles&the ninjas (and their lieges) really, really, really did not want to know that fact :D

[marginal-notes]

Okay, so. No one needs to hear me out on this. I’m just saying. One day I’m going to crack and heave out all my biting commentary about Naruto gender and clan and lineage politics through the lens of an always-a-different-sex Kakashi fic or outline, and it’s just going to… exist… out there.

No one else gets changed, it’s just Kakashi, and it’s going to be a nightmare from start to finish that’s definitely also heavily tinged by my personal perspective on being agender aro ace.

[fake-married-my-dead-fiance]

This scene made me laugh:

[Did you not sleep again? Team leader Oh is so mean. You're suffering so much from love sickness. She doesn't know how you feel.]

Meanwhile, behind the couch:

[Don't say useless things. Go to the parking lot and wait in the car]

her face!

[qveerthe0ry]

The X-Files is absolutely wrecking me y’all I have to yell about it I can’t hold back any longer

“YOU’RE MY ONE IN FIVE BILLION!!?!?!?”

HELLO???

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[faramirsonofgondor]

I’m still having trouble processing the fact that Roy suggested they tie everyone’s dicks together and Ted and Beard were just like “hmmm…. sounds interesting. why don’t we invite some of our fans to watch?” LIKE WHAT???? THATS LITERALLY SO INSANE.

Like I understand it’s supposed to be played off for laughs/comedy but also???? The fact that all three of them either didn’t consider the fact that someone would inevitably get injured or they just didn’t care???

Also, you mean to tell me Jamie’s pee pee got hurt and he just walked it off??? Like it was nothing? And then he kept playing??? Like what.. I don’t even like getting out of bed if I stub my toe how is this man playing football with rope burn on his wee wee.

AND YOU MEAN TO TELL ME REBECCA WAS OKAY WITH ALL OF THIS????

[haomnyangz]

just finished watching girls planet w/ the same friend i watched boys planet with,,, the difference in emotions for that final line up announcment mnet when i catch u mnet

the euphoria of seeing zhang hao win first place vs the devastation of seeing xiao ting barely place 9th

[chloeworships]

Omgosh. This is insane. The robbery message God gave us 😭😞

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[movielosophy]

Destined | You’re lucky

[incorrectsvlegends]

Koraidon: Come to think of it… You’ve always been nice to me.

Koraidon: I mean, you listen to all my problems-

Ting-Lu: No, Koraidon I just simply stand here while you talk, there’s a big difference.

[cryingforcrocodiles]

white people are so astounding