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sketchbook sillies
#took these in the dark . can u tell . i know u can (they look like shiart im sory)#i can draw javi with my eyes closed + studying him is easy and fun so i tend to draw him a lot. plus he comforts me. i’m sorry kieran i miss#u so bad and i want to draw u lots but i don’t have the strength to look at ur in-game model as much as javier’s …….. :(#i promise i’ll study him soon so i can get the hang of him again#still slowly trying to get back in the swing of things since getting out of the hospital … life is so odd for me right now :/ anyway …#i promise i’m going to get to the things in my inbox as fast as possible im just … a slow person ….. and im so tired ….. please be patient#with me ….. thank u very much to everyone who said anything to me tho i look at them and smile every day even tho i dont have the energy to#do anything with them outright yet :]#anyway … my pookies … trying to make drawing fun again and practicing so slow …. i’m scared of burnout bad#i miss them so bad#javieran save me … save me ………….#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#art#hero draws sometimes#putting the art in shart with these i’m ngl but im just trying to have fun again :(
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SUPER DUPER QUICK BEFORE I FORGET I HAVE A COUPLE QUESTIONS FOR YOU GUYS
1. Last year for the whole month of November I posted a piece every single day and I’m curious would anyone be interested if I did that again this year??? :00
And 2. Would anyone be interested if I did an art raffle kind of thang????? Cuz I hit a Number of followers and I’ve always wanted to do one but I’m never had the chance to!!!!
#I called the thing where I posted something every day Ericvember and I did it cuz my birthdays at the start of Nov but I’m really nervous#for my birthday this year BCBDBDJCHXJ#also it’d be really nice to post some older art cuz I’ve been in the worst art block/burnout state I’ve ever had I think in my whole life#this year and I’m just tryna ease myself back into making art consistently again BCBDBDNXJDJ#I hope nobody minds how low-effort my posts have been lately!!! I know it’s just been a lot of doodles but again life stuff plus the worst#art block/burnout ever is an evil combo#I’m also really scared of doing the art raffle and making it seem like I’m. flaunting how many followers I have Y’know BCNDHDNDJDND#LIKE I DONT WANNA SEEM LIKE IM SHOWING OFF I JUST REALLY WANNA DRAW SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE
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im not even here at all but i might be taking a hiatus
#i miss my girls i wanna share everything i have planned for them but rip. burnout. plus i am just really busy.#will yall still like us if we came back a month later be honest 💔💔💔💔#i will only peek in for dreamquest because im tuned in so if u see me in aries likes after this close ur eyes#also to whoever sent them those anons seek help 😭👊#im a day late but that was atrocious but i cant lie i laugh when i remember the ITS OVER ask#also to the friendsies who sent in asks… i will get to them i promise 😭
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When the eepy mimir is comfy
#cult of the lamb#narinder cotl#cotl au#the lamb and the cat prophecy#puffy art#fanart#hes transparent btw!!#sticker cat GFVHDJKIFUVFHEJK#also!! sorry for the lack of art#ive started chapter 2 of this au!! maybe in one month or so itll be out (since its a big chapter)#plus i got burnout but i think im a big better? hmm
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Wally :3
WALLY!! IT"S HE! He's so HAPPY! Thank you, This honestly made me smile on a really rough day!
#i've had a lot of rough days recently#plus a massive art burnout#but im changing my meds around and i think it will help me!!#but im still here#fawning over wally#marrying him#jazzanswers#ask
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I really wanna draw Mefistrap with the 35 mm film as the red string of fate
#i was thinking about some artsy matching portraits or smth#but while Feliks got his red fabric and that tin with film and fire Munk got nothing XD#but yeah then it hit me i just can do something with that film XD#ive bren wanting to draw them so bad for the past 2 weeks#but mentally and energy wise im just laying on a floor like a pile of laundry XD#burnout is so fun XD#but hopefully i can get back to it soon cuz i miss it plus im really unwell about them#cats the musical#cats warsaw#mefistrap#warsaw guy talks
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HOW THE FUCK do you have so much motivation to do art. best i can do is a piece a day and then get burnt out after a week
-@grumbums-ooc
i dobt!!!
actually its the amino ask blog kid in me lol also got the mentality of "if i dont draw something for this blog today my whole social media presence will die in flames"
i also take unbelievably long breaks when i get demotivated (which sometimes leads to some artworks getting abandoned but yhats the prize i pay ig)
like one of the tjings ive been procrastinating on is zenqey's third lore post
#i also try to make it as easy as i can for me to make art#like some of the gifs i've made? online gif maker#also i got a brainrot for fawn and pascal so yknow#the autism does a lot#(i also use art as a coping mechanism sometimes so when im stressed i open ibispaint and just draw until i feel better)#also the opposite of taking breaks - sometimes i start drawing and won't do physically anything else until it's finished#plus (depends on person tbh) i watch youtube/listen to music that reminds me of the oc im drawing#if you get burnt out easily i recommend taking breaks whenever ur like “damn how tf” bc for me burnouts can mean really bad artblock#if you get artblock but u WANT to draw - i just draw and draw until i feel like im out of artblock#< (might not work?? my artblock times are usually short)
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im gonna quit my job soon
#personal#that place is a sinking ship and its sending me into burnout#idk when but definitely soon#plus im moving to a different place and i want a job thats closer to the new place#i just cant stand working there anymore#im just done with it all
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i just finished saw v and i don't have high hopes for the rest of the franchise (based on what ive heard) but im in too deep to stop now
#no i haven't enjoyed the last two no i don't expect to get much out of the next five or so movies. but i need to know.#i guess saw v mightve suffered bc i watched it basically immediately after iv#something i didnt do with any of the others#but i was told v was one of the good ones so i was looking forward to it. i dont think it was burnout yknow#but uh. i didn't like it. i think i liked iv more honestly. strahm and hoffman do absolutely nothing for me#i liked the traps. that was it though#it felt so pointless and empty. it was the first one where i genuinely wondered why they made it. why did they decide to keep going with#this. i think ii and iv both function more/better as setup for their following films but like. at least iii was pretty good yknow#like both amanda and hoffman's accomplicing feels kinda retconned in but at least amanda's an interesting character#what does hoffman have. what does strahm have. nothing. and no i don't think they have much in the way of homoeroticism either.#i don't tend to be so negative and im sorry if someone goes in the saw tags and feels bad about me talking shit about something they like#because i know that doesn't feel good. honestly i'd love to hear why people like v. maybe it'll change my opinion of it if i look at it a#different way yknow? but for now im just annoyed by it. iv was engaging in the moment but very forgettable#i liked riggs well enough but we barely learned a thing about him. he wasn't a deep character at all and i think that's a shame#but v was just a paperwork-based cat and mouse chase. 90 minutes and it still felt like they were wasting my time#why did strahm go to the old trap locations? i don't think he found anything out there. likr it was just a framing device for the flashback#but he didn't actually have a reason to go there. waste of my time#not an original critique im sure but saw ii on seems to be more focused on scale and layers of shit (i.e. having two games going at once)#than using the traps to examine the characters. i mean you go from two guys in a bathroom for a couple hours#learning about who they are gradually at a slow pace vs like 8 people in a house plus cop stuff plus 90 second traps of dubious fairness#hoffman has no real relationship with kramer (unlike amanda) and basically everyone who'd been following jigsaw is dead and so are jigsaw#and (presumably) amanda. what am i supposed to be here for? the vague outline of a saw trap? the type of torture happening?#im not even opposed to that per se but frankly the more they focus on the cops surrounding this shit the less fun it is#why are you making all the traps like 15 seconds long and tied to characters who aren't the primary focus. it's saw#ughh i miss adam. i miss amanda. hell i miss kramer and he was pretty present in this one (flashbackwise)#whateverrr. anyway that poll comparing chainshippng shotgunnshippng and coffinshippng where shotgun was last? lesbophobic.#im only half joking about that. im sure ppl have their reasons for coffin but i also think it's the tendency fandom bias for “two white guy#ships. but hey maybe vi and onwards will add more context to that that'll make me reconsider. i mean i wouldn't have liked the amanda#accomplice thing That much if i'd only seen ii. i think iii really makes it mesh better and it leads to fun character stuff#(though i still think i would've liked it more bc like. amanda was always grateful to jigsaw right? again hoffman comes outta nowhere)
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what do you draw when you are learning to draw
#speaking#im tired of drawing dragons but with everything else i have like#lack of skill plus choice paralysis#what are you supposed to draw#where do you start when you learn to draw#i only get to draw for like 40-60 min a day it feels like sometimes#and im so tired all the time i think im in another lil burnout#but i wanna draw link and mako trig and all sorts of People#and all i can do is dragons and heavily cartooned cats#sorry this post has turned into venting but i do want actual advice holding your hand#im bad at trying to do art in multiple sittings??#like it feels like i have to Finish In One
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#i be. experiencing introvert burnout i suddenly regret hanging out#almost everyday#for the past two weeks#it’s also that i basically get messages everyday#and feel bad if i dont respond to them#because i dont want ppl to think im ignoring them 😭#also i have pf2e tomorrow which is like ordinarily fun#but its like hours of socializing#maybe i’ll just rot in bed on fri#and actually read smt like i said i would lol#on the plus side i watched iron claw today and it was good but im so tired 🥹
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(Jacobsbadwig) with all due respect, when the fuck did you get back! I missed you!
never left, only reincarnated :)
#i missed you too!!!!!! how's the fanfic going???? well i hope :)#it has been a Time#my burnout & mental illness got the better of me. i intended on divorcing myself from fandom & deleting my blog#i wanted to make myself as small as possible so i could spend whatever energy i had on work and drugs#i was afraid my presence was negatively affecting the fandom at best & contributing nothing at worst#it didn't feel like there was any place for me anymore - not because of anything anyone said or did but bc#many posts i made i no longer agreed w/ & bc i was too burnt out to write new theories i figured no one would notice or care i was gone#so i got super drunk and deleted everything#people contacted me about my blog but i was too anxious to reply#bc i didn't want to admit i had made a mistake#i kept the handle in case i ever wanted to post#but for a long time i had nothing to say about twilight outside of what my fanfiction had to say about it#i lurked for a while & at the end of the day i missed the community that came with participating in fandom#really tho - what helped was quitting my crushing job and taking several months to travel around the pacific northwest#(burnout is REAL!!!!!!)#and the admin of the twilight Discord server recognizing my handle & taking the time to talk to me - which was very sweet of them#plus - i am rereading Eclipse for the fanfic rewrite and began to have Thoughts#tbh i've been finding it amazing that anyone ever noticed i left or remembered my handle! im kinda blown away#anyway here's all the information you never asked for LMAO#i am happy to be back in the circle :)#cheers to you#<3
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im sorry i dont care what the wiki or tiktok say theres no way velvet and veneer are minors those mfs are like 25, 21 at the least😭
#like they literally go to prison and buy yachts and dont seem like they live with their parents 😭#plus i felt like it was implied that they had floyd trapped for at least a couple years right??#and i dont remember the movie saying they were overnight sensations so that gives me reason to believe V&V have been doing music for like-#atleast a few years#and i dont feel like they'd start being popstars at like 13 vbfefuhfvuhebh#trolls#also hi i havent been here awhile due to irl stuff and burnout#im probably not gonna make content for a bit just warning ya#forest fumbles
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why is doing basic tasks so hard
#txt#i cant ask for any help eiithr bc im kn hs i should be doing this myself#i shouldnt need my mom to sit with me#plus shes burnout and exhausted snd asleep rn#i hate myself
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#i truely have so much anger built up inside me about my job. ive done a very good job of making it unbearable#and after taking a 10 day vacation. plus 2 days of not working bc im sick. i really dont wanna go back#i was planning to take 3 days to not do fucking anything but my boss just emailed me with some time sensitive#logistical things. so like i guess i gotta fucking do that tomorrow. i started reading the email and it made my head hurt#and she started it off like. hopw ur feeling better and i dont wanna cause stress but...#like bro. listen. if u tell me these things u put them in my head and i csnt stop thinking abt them until theyre done. and its not her#fault bc im the one that put myself in a place where im barely keeping it together. its just frustrating#bc it feels like hope u feel better but also kill urseld 💖 but again thats just how it feels bc im so. idk how to describe it im like in a#state of post burnout. im sitting in the ash. alone in a desolate landscape and its like jesus how tf do i fix this?#and i cant even run out my anger rn bc im sick. and i mean i have the energy to run i dont feel lethargic but like i doubt that would aid#recovery lol. ugh. 2 months. thats all. then i move away. assuming i find a place to live lol. bc i currently haven't yet#but whatever. assuming i get better quickly and dont get worse and dont get covid on top of this cold bc my dad got covid#it will have been a bit of a blessing i came back sick bc i have a clear justification for not working and for telling people to fuck off#when they ask for things from me. like today a lab mate asked if i could sample Monday. which it technically#a holiday but i probably would have said yes if i wasnt sick. and i would have had to teach undergrads some bullshit friday if i wasnt sick#instead i just did nothing all day bc i almost moved bsck my flight and didnt leave home until the weekend anyway#i guess its good i didnt bc then i would have been stuck in ohio bc my dad found out he had covid yesterday#idk its all just frustrating bc im halfway in a transition and im not doing very well but i cant do anything to fix things until i leave#the southwest. like i dont even kno if i have health insurance rn. my benifits change request was processed but like does thst mean it was#approproved? fucking idk. so everytime i do anything i imagine a worstcase scenario where i end up hospitalized and damned to an empty#bank account or eternal medical debt. tho my mum said they passed a law where they arnt allowed to do thst to u anymore 🤷♂️#whatever. im annoyed. i dont wanna work 😫#unrelated
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I wanna draw so bad but in the grand competition for my energy drawing keeps losing to the long reigning champion: crocheting
#I've got so many ideas and my brain's itching to draw#but i just dont know how to prioritise it over crochet when the latter is easier to do when im tired#and im tired a lot since it started getting warmer#plus drawing just takes a ton of my mental energy#probably something about me being amateur‚ not used to it and getting quickly tired cuz all the decision making and stuff#i know it'll probably improve with practice but rn i get tired just looking at my pencils#wanted to start learning digital but yeah nah#is it autistic burnout? is it seasonal affective disorder in summer? is it some possible fatigue problems? who knows not me#im just frustrated with it#also also market season is starting and last year i only did fall ones and after 3rd i was scrambling to make stuff and it was a lot#i wanted to build up a stash of stuff now so i dont have to scramble and wreck my hands with crocheting later#I have a bunch of plans for what i want to crochet to sell but so far ive only had the energy for making the easiest thing i over and over#lucky for me its a quick pattern and i like it a lot‚ it sells and i dont even have to undercharge myself for it#but still#dont have probelms with energy guys it sucks so much#just venting#personal
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