#is it autistic burnout? is it seasonal affective disorder in summer? is it some possible fatigue problems? who knows not me
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I wanna draw so bad but in the grand competition for my energy drawing keeps losing to the long reigning champion: crocheting
#I've got so many ideas and my brain's itching to draw#but i just dont know how to prioritise it over crochet when the latter is easier to do when im tired#and im tired a lot since it started getting warmer#plus drawing just takes a ton of my mental energy#probably something about me being amateur‚ not used to it and getting quickly tired cuz all the decision making and stuff#i know it'll probably improve with practice but rn i get tired just looking at my pencils#wanted to start learning digital but yeah nah#is it autistic burnout? is it seasonal affective disorder in summer? is it some possible fatigue problems? who knows not me#im just frustrated with it#also also market season is starting and last year i only did fall ones and after 3rd i was scrambling to make stuff and it was a lot#i wanted to build up a stash of stuff now so i dont have to scramble and wreck my hands with crocheting later#I have a bunch of plans for what i want to crochet to sell but so far ive only had the energy for making the easiest thing i over and over#lucky for me its a quick pattern and i like it a lot‚ it sells and i dont even have to undercharge myself for it#but still#dont have probelms with energy guys it sucks so much#just venting#personal
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