#plural confession

[otherkin-confessional]

Ah, hi. Confessional here. I'm Lance. We've looked into therians and otherkin/alterbeings before a few times (often ending up in deeps dives that ripple out to affect me and how I understand myself for awhile afterwards before I bury it). It's always resonated with me since I found out about it, even if I didn't understand exactly at first. I questioned if I was one, and if so, what type? Our first instinct was dragon.

This time, though.

Okay so the thing is, I'm part of a system. Or at the very least, heavily suspected to be one.

And we stumbled into another deep dive recently as Moss—the part that deals with the worst of our body's chronic pain from fibro. Something kind of just... clicked? Moss feels like a demon. A demon of Pain, as he words it. A being "born of pain".

(It feels odd that he'd be a demon since none of us are religious, but I have seen that angel/demon kin don't always associate to the religious connotation? But at the same time... hell is a place of pain. It makes so much sense to him that a demon could be created from pain itself--a being so wracked with pain that its no longer the same because of it. Changed.)

There's more to the experience that make me think he's right, tbh. But ill leave it at that for now.

My other part is a shapeshifter that often stays in the form of a dragon. Lacey is her name.

I'm Lance. Just today I personally experienced this odd connection with snow leopards. Cats in general, really. But snow leopard specifically this time.

And I keep wondering if we're just making all this up. Like is it only there when we're focusing on the topic? We're normally just so out of it that we don't notice much about our body. If I look in the mirror, I don't recognize myself. I dont look like me. But then I think about that comic I saw. What if we got the chance to choose our ideal form... would it be human? No. No it would not.

I dont think most humans doubt how human they are, if at all outside their physical form.

My thoughts keep spinning. On and on it goes. But its time for sleep. I go to my den, now. My furred blankets make me feel like I have fur, sometimes. I like it. I like curling up the way cats do. Its instinct. I am. I am cat. I am a big cat. Its time for sleep, now. Sweet dreams, beings 🖤

(ty for letting me get this off my chest even if no one sees it)

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[fact-anonymous]

vent

i hate it when people say that systems only have factives of well know/famous people,cus im a factive of an ex friend of the host and it just makes me feel less valid when people say that i cant excist

Mod Silhouette: People are so often caught in beliefs that confirm their biases. It's not fair to you and other factives of non-famous people.

You are allowed to exist, and your existence is valid. You deserve respect for that. Not to be pushed aside just for anti-factives to mock.

(feel free to ask me to delete the response)

[nyancrimew]

Confession: We (my system) are schizophrenic and I prefer being this way. I actually like my delusions and even the cognitive and negative symptoms, as annoying as they can sometimes be. If someone asked me to pick either my ADHD or schizophrenia to give up I'd pick ADHD hands down so fast. And I love having partners and friends willing to encourage the harmless/pleasant delusions (like, sometimes in the middle of July it'll just Be February for me, and I can use my fae magic to summon storms, stuff like that). Yeah the scary delusions and paranoia suck but I'll take them to have the rest and acknowledging them as real but not on a layer of reality I am existing on currently helps me cope completely.

Also it caused me to come up with the reality baklava metaphor (reality has many thin layers but it's too sticky for most people to easily move between them) so that's another W for us

really big fan of the baklava metaphor

[stormyaxolotl]

System pfps and banners/headers

rotten girl miku

art credits: scalllions atticdmos ghostorbz camuigack kyudred yuritxrt dotpyenji kittycouch nikonkain

[syscest]

confession bcuz why not: our host fakeclaims himself a lot. it's gotten really annoying and its spread to others in the system. someone in our sys got so frustrated with our host, that he edged our host and forced him to say, out loud, "i'm a real system, we're real, i'm not fake" etc, stuff like that, before he was allowed to cum. idk is this anything. i think i worded this weird but w/e

ok deadass this ask probably sounds strangely particular to some people but "bang your headmate about that one specific insecurity that they have" in general is SO damn real. free kink for any insecurity that has a little bit of plasticity and playfulness to it, just add some scenario that invokes it the right way. slapstick-ass

[osc-plurals-confessions]

Greetings and Salutations!

As the name suggests, this blog was created specifically for those who wish to submit their experiences of being

fictives/fictionkin/alterhuman/Au versions ect! A little community for people to retreat to!

OSC PLURAL SERVER:

https://discord.gg/Ud9uN2KQPh

Tags that will be used:

#osc-plurals-confessions

#osc-plurals

A bit about the Mods:

HOSTS:

Name: Applin / Sam

Pronouns: He/They

Sys: The Cybernetics

Extra stuff: We are an OSDD 1B System known as the Cybernetics, this due to our C-PTSD and trauma.

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𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ Second Mod Info!! 𖹭

𐙚 Names ~ Sweet/Sweets/Cuppa/Tea 𖹭

𐙚 Sys ~ The Sweethearts 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ She/They/It 𖹭

𐙚 Other info ~ Hellohello! We are suspecting to be an OSDD system, as we have C-PTSD due to trauma. Still working things out though!

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ALTERS/FICTIVES WHO RUN THE BLOG:

Name: Mephone4 / Mike

Pronouns: He / They / 4 / 4self

About: I am typically the advice giver and comforter.I have some knowledge of systems due to research and personal experience, however by no means am I an expert or professional. Please do not take my word as such. My text is typically in blue.

Name: Fan / Finn

Pronouns: He / it

About: I am usually the blog's know-it-all! I know how to use this website and I know the rules practically inside and out! I am not again an expert or a technician! I am just a nerd! I like to usually reply to silly things with a funny or light hearted response. I am the, clown here if you will. My text is typically in red! I also love using emojis a lot.

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𖹭 SWEETS' FICTKINS ON THIS BLOG:

𐙚 Name ~ Two/Thomas 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ They/Them 𖹭

𐙚 About: Hiya! I am the co-host for The Sweethearts!! I am able two give comfort and affirmations, and advice two an extent!! I may also answer light-hearted confessions two!! My text will be in green for reference!!

𐙚 Name ~ Bow/Bonnie 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ She/It 𖹭

𐙚 About: Hiiii!!! Like my name is Bow!! Yahh, I'm like 15 mentally, sooo yah! I'm probably gonna answer like silly confessions and all that, but I might like give a little bit of advice every now and then! My text is pink and has my like symbol thing! -> ~ ⪩○⪨

Main blog: @justanapplenothinghere

Main blog: @ikintwosm

RULES:

No system discourse please. I would rather avoid having arguments through asks.

I will not be posting any offensive or rude confessions / responses to anons or ANYONE else. Character hate is okay as long as it's not directed at anyone in particular also if it isn't taken too far.

You can absolutely express your opinions, experiences ect. But do tell me if your confession must be given a Trigger warning for sensitive topics such as e.g : ab*se.

Be nice, I mean that's just common sense but sometimes it still has to be said.

I'm not keeping track of what signoffs are claimed or not. However what I can do is create for you a custom tag based on your signoff. That way it's easier.

Offensive object shows such as object redundancy and others are banned from being talked here.

Lastly, do bare in mind I do have a life and other blogs to run including this one. I'll be trying to post at least somewhat daily but please do not harass me for forgetting or being slow. Most likely I have received your ask amongst the others that it may have gotten buried.

DNIS:

PROSHIPPERS/DARKSHIPPERS/NSFW/ABLISM/RACISM/TRANSPHOBES/HOMOPHOBES/ZIONISTS/GATEKEEPERS OF CHARACTERS

Now that THAT'S taken care of, we can finally start!

[thedaythatwas]

one of my favorite post-canon komahina tropes has got to be uncannily observant komaeda. he knows which detergent scent hinata prefers to snag from future foundation's monthly supply drops. he knows that hinata prefers pens to pencils, and pens that click open to pens with caps that detach. he knows what time hinata tends to show up for meals, and how hinata takes his coffee (one sugar and a splash of low-fat milk. not black, but not too sweet, either).

(my drabble got out of hand, watch that happen below the cut lol.)

it's not that hinata himself isn't observant... well. alright. he isn't always observant. but he can lock in when he knows he needs to! he wouldn't have survived a killing game otherwise, and he's got some extra help now (when he decides to tap into it).

he just doesn't understand how komaeda keeps it up around the clock. he assumes it must be because his brain never really turns off. and, well. he's half right. komaeda has a hard time letting his guard down. actually, "hard" might win understatement of the century.

but it's more than that. of course, knowing the full truth would demand that hinata acknowledge the way komaeda's eyes trace his movements over breakfast, like he's mapping out a crime scene, or plotting the perfect kill. like hinata's some sort of prey. like he's special.

strip down hope's peak's dubiously ethical upgrades, and hinata's a reserve course student. he knows it. he knows that komaeda knows it, too. the attention he pays him doesn't add up, so he writes it off. he's imagining things.

so, when komaeda walks over to hinata's table to bring him coffee exactly how he likes it, it takes him off guard. he chalks it up to an exhaustingly keen eye, and maybe a bit of luck. komaeda's an anomaly, hinata has always known that. he rolls his eyes as the other slinks into the chair across from his own, props his elbows up on the table.

(he doesn't question why komaeda's bringing him coffee in the first place. komaeda knows better than anyone: hinata's whole "observant" thing... it comes and goes.)

[plurillean-confessions]

I used to be a persecutor and I tell everyone insys that I reformed because I wanted to be good when really the only reason I reformed is because my boyfriend was there for me when no one else was and helped me realise this system isn't full of idiots who deserve to be hurt, and everyone makes mistakes

And if he didn't exist I'd still be hurting us

!

[solarballs-confessions]

So in all of those fanarts, or animations of Neptune right now, it's basically him being really sad bc caelus left. (This is not hate, I actually love those fanarts really angsty 😏) but I genuinely think that cannon Neptune really doesn't care, because he knows that caelus isn't his best friend and he never even was, Neptune is just waiting for caelus to come back in the 'Uranus mindset'.

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[system-confession-blog]

I hope to see a day where pro endos like me aren’t lumped in with those who support created “systems.”

We’re trying to support the destigmatization of systems. Created “systems” only further the stigmas that keeps systems down.

[katamarv1]

Sometimes it’s hard to explain the idea of alters dating to non system ppl, because yes Sebastian solace, V1 UltraKill and Gabriel UltraKill are in a polyamorous relationship in headspace please don’t question it

[otherkin-confessional]

yk theres something really funny. i used to think i was some sort of shapeshifterkin, right? had a lot of confusion cause i was going back and forth about it so goddamn much.

and then i end up being a shapeshifter. in like. the system sense. pluralpedia page 'shapeshifter'. and a multitherian/multikin/etc etc. i dunno i just find that a little funny. like. "ohhhhhh i see. fucked up"

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[editblr-confessions]

its so damn hard finding graphics and shit as an endo, everywhere I go, it seems like everyone is anti endo...

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[proship-fictionkinfessions]

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Welcome to @proship-fictionkinfessions! Here we take any confession and tag it thoroughly for each confessor can find their confession! You can follow this blog under the pretenses that it is "Dead Dove, Don't Eat", proship/profic, and anti harassment!

We accept confessions from any kin! Fictives, Copinglinks, Soulbonds, and more are allowed to confess here as well! You may respond to each other in asks! We also accept canon calls if paired with a confession, but not otherwise! (Other kinfolk are allowed to confess here! This blog is just primarily focused on Fickin and Fictives!)

Minors, there will be NSFW present. Please use the tag blacklist system and blacklist "nsfw" and "nsfw confession" for your safety! <>

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[candyskiez]

Saw ur also a ???% fan… 👀

Care to share your thoughts around him? Or headcanons if you have them? :D

1. You just noticed? I have NOT been talking enough about him then. I will rectify this immediately. (This is a joke you're good)

2. SO.

These will be scattered. Because I am a very scattered person.

I will flip flop between if I like the disconnect between ???% and Mob better as a plural thing or an allegory .I like both! Both is good! He's so fascinating as an allegory but also he's the most accurate representation of being plural I've ever seen and it's not even canon. So like. Two cakes!

I will always be insane about the manga version of confession arc. Hold on I need to talk about this in detail or I'll actually die.

His fucking. His fucking talk with Mob. "And you were never...never...looking at me." WHAT IF I SCREAM. Literally everything he says to Mob is so interesting and also relatable as shit whether you view it as plural or as an allegory. Both is good. Like you can view him telling Mob he forgot to protect himself and all that shit as like "You only do these good things to ease your own guilt. You don't actually want to be around people. You're selfish. This is who I am. I want to be able to exist without trying to be normal. I want to be able to be seen and not be harmed for it. I am tired of everyone ignoring this part of me because they prefer you. Would they actually do what I've done for them, or are they using me?" Like. Holy shit. It's so so fucking OW especially as an autistic person. But also as a system it's so easy to read him going "You pushed all the memories you didn't want onto me. You let me handle the things you didn't want. You shoved everything onto me, and I took it with stride because I loved you. You let me take all the hard things so you didn't have to face them, because you're a coward. This is my body too. This is my life too. Why don't I get to have that? Why do I have to give it up because you don't want me? They're my family too. You don't get to decide I don't deserve to exist because you hate yourself too much to admit I'm here." Like. Its so easy to read it as him being a protector who is SO fucking resentful of all the shit he's had to deal with, all the memories he has to hold alone, all of the shit he's experienced, and not a sliver of gratitude. Like goddamn does it remind me of my experience being a system. Either way the distance from him and the relationship between him and Mob has been my favorite part of the show since I started watching. And the manga is even more interesting and it's so!!!!!!!!!!!

More confession manga thoughts!! Him saying "Ritsu is my little brother. He was calling me Nii-san." Is so. He said that when Mob asked who he was. He viewed that as a solid part of his identity. RITSU is a massive part of his identity. Does he view Mob as not Ritsu's brother then? Does he feel like he was cheated out of his own family? I wouldn't be surprised nor would I blame him for feeling like that.

And even more confession arc shit. Hi. Thinks about how ???% in the anime at least had to steel himself before raising his hand at Reigen. He hates him but he still cares about him. He hates him but that guy raised him as much as his parents did. Clawing at the walls.

Actually y'know what I haven't talked about my thoughts on Reigen and ???% with anyone but the friend that I watched the show with and that is a tragedy that will not stand. ???% hates Reigen so so much but also cares SO much about him. Thinks about he passed out the second Reigen told him his parents were fine, and contrast that to him saying that he can't listen to Reigen in confession. He knows that if he listens to Reigen he'll believe him and that fucking terrifies him. He'll follow after Reigen because he means the world to him, because that man raised him, because he just wants him to be proud of him so fucking badly. He'll go back to being miserable and trapped, and everyone will go back to pretending he doesn't exist. He's terrified of Reigen, I think, because he knows Reigen is a good liar. Reigen can make him believe things. And he doesn't like that. He doesn't like how gullible he actually is. That's why he doesn't trust anyone- he's gullible enough to believe anything, so he has to distrust ANYTHING, no matter how much sense it makes, because he knows he can't trust his own judgement. He's been tricked before. He'll be tricked again. Don't trust anyone. Don't trust anything you see. This is another thing that works with either autism or plurality. The autism trauma of being lied to and deceived as "jokes" constantly turning you into a trust issue riddled mess that doesn't trust your own judgement or view of people, or a traumatized protector who FORMED to help you deal with people taking advantage of you and now distrusts everyone you love because "it happened before, it'll happen again, i wont let it happen." Or both!

God. I just LOVE ???% y'all don't understand. He's everything to me. Please god read the manga. I don't know if the translation I read was completely accurate, but I love the manga and anime both so so much. ???% is my favorite character as anyone who knows me can tell you and I will never shut up about him. My GUY

[syscest]

clone fucking but its just you as a fictive fucking another ficitve of yourself in your friends system. inspired by us doing that exact thing a little while ago

yeah this is so real. same source sexual tension is such a thing. it's already such a fun weird time hanging out with other systems' version of the same guy as you. and when you have the hots for each other on top of that it's like. unique plural sex flavours you get to unlock. that shit rules