#plural confession

[otherkin-confessional]

Ah, hi. Confessional here. I'm Lance. We've looked into therians and otherkin/alterbeings before a few times (often ending up in deeps dives that ripple out to affect me and how I understand myself for awhile afterwards before I bury it). It's always resonated with me since I found out about it, even if I didn't understand exactly at first. I questioned if I was one, and if so, what type? Our first instinct was dragon.

This time, though.

Okay so the thing is, I'm part of a system. Or at the very least, heavily suspected to be one.

And we stumbled into another deep dive recently as Moss—the part that deals with the worst of our body's chronic pain from fibro. Something kind of just... clicked? Moss feels like a demon. A demon of Pain, as he words it. A being "born of pain".

(It feels odd that he'd be a demon since none of us are religious, but I have seen that angel/demon kin don't always associate to the religious connotation? But at the same time... hell is a place of pain. It makes so much sense to him that a demon could be created from pain itself--a being so wracked with pain that its no longer the same because of it. Changed.)

There's more to the experience that make me think he's right, tbh. But ill leave it at that for now.

My other part is a shapeshifter that often stays in the form of a dragon. Lacey is her name.

I'm Lance. Just today I personally experienced this odd connection with snow leopards. Cats in general, really. But snow leopard specifically this time.

And I keep wondering if we're just making all this up. Like is it only there when we're focusing on the topic? We're normally just so out of it that we don't notice much about our body. If I look in the mirror, I don't recognize myself. I dont look like me. But then I think about that comic I saw. What if we got the chance to choose our ideal form... would it be human? No. No it would not.

I dont think most humans doubt how human they are, if at all outside their physical form.

My thoughts keep spinning. On and on it goes. But its time for sleep. I go to my den, now. My furred blankets make me feel like I have fur, sometimes. I like it. I like curling up the way cats do. Its instinct. I am. I am cat. I am a big cat. Its time for sleep, now. Sweet dreams, beings 🖤

(ty for letting me get this off my chest even if no one sees it)

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[fact-anonymous]

vent

i hate it when people say that systems only have factives of well know/famous people,cus im a factive of an ex friend of the host and it just makes me feel less valid when people say that i cant excist

Mod Silhouette: People are so often caught in beliefs that confirm their biases. It's not fair to you and other factives of non-famous people.

You are allowed to exist, and your existence is valid. You deserve respect for that. Not to be pushed aside just for anti-factives to mock.

(feel free to ask me to delete the response)

[nyancrimew]

Confession: We (my system) are schizophrenic and I prefer being this way. I actually like my delusions and even the cognitive and negative symptoms, as annoying as they can sometimes be. If someone asked me to pick either my ADHD or schizophrenia to give up I'd pick ADHD hands down so fast. And I love having partners and friends willing to encourage the harmless/pleasant delusions (like, sometimes in the middle of July it'll just Be February for me, and I can use my fae magic to summon storms, stuff like that). Yeah the scary delusions and paranoia suck but I'll take them to have the rest and acknowledging them as real but not on a layer of reality I am existing on currently helps me cope completely.

Also it caused me to come up with the reality baklava metaphor (reality has many thin layers but it's too sticky for most people to easily move between them) so that's another W for us

really big fan of the baklava metaphor

[stormyaxolotl]

System pfps and banners/headers

rotten girl miku

art credits: scalllions atticdmos ghostorbz camuigack kyudred yuritxrt dotpyenji kittycouch nikonkain

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

So i'm spanish but recently ive just started randomly having my inner dialogue translated in english by doctor4t???????

Help???? What does it means???

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[osc-plurals-confessions]

Greetings and Salutations!

As the name suggests, this blog was created specifically for those who wish to submit their experiences of being

fictives/fictionkin/alterhuman/Au versions ect! A little community for people to retreat to!

OSC PLURAL SERVER:

https://discord.gg/Ud9uN2KQPh

Tags that will be used:

#osc-plurals-confessions

#osc-plurals

A bit about the Mods:

HOSTS:

Name: Applin / Sam

Pronouns: He/They

Sys: The Cybernetics

Extra stuff: We are an OSDD 1B System known as the Cybernetics, this due to our C-PTSD and trauma.

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𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ Second Mod Info!! 𖹭

𐙚 Names ~ Sweet/Sweets/Cuppa/Tea 𖹭

𐙚 Sys ~ The Sweethearts 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ She/They/It 𖹭

𐙚 Other info ~ Hellohello! We are suspecting to be an OSDD system, as we have C-PTSD due to trauma. Still working things out though!

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ALTERS/FICTIVES WHO RUN THE BLOG:

Name: Mephone4 / Mike

Pronouns: He / They / 4 / 4self

About: I am typically the advice giver and comforter.I have some knowledge of systems due to research and personal experience, however by no means am I an expert or professional. Please do not take my word as such. My text is typically in blue.

Name: Fan / Finn

Pronouns: He / it

About: I am usually the blog's know-it-all! I know how to use this website and I know the rules practically inside and out! I am not again an expert or a technician! I am just a nerd! I like to usually reply to silly things with a funny or light hearted response. I am the, clown here if you will. My text is typically in red! I also love using emojis a lot.

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𖹭 SWEETS' FICTKINS ON THIS BLOG:

𐙚 Name ~ Two/Thomas 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ They/Them 𖹭

𐙚 About: Hiya! I am the co-host for The Sweethearts!! I am able two give comfort and affirmations, and advice two an extent!! I may also answer light-hearted confessions two!! My text will be in green for reference!!

𐙚 Name ~ Bow/Bonnie 𖹭

𐙚 Pronouns ~ She/It 𖹭

𐙚 About: Hiiii!!! Like my name is Bow!! Yahh, I'm like 15 mentally, sooo yah! I'm probably gonna answer like silly confessions and all that, but I might like give a little bit of advice every now and then! My text is pink and has my like symbol thing! -> ~ ⪩○⪨

Main blog: @justanapplenothinghere

Main blog: @ikintwosm

RULES:

No system discourse please. I would rather avoid having arguments through asks.

I will not be posting any offensive or rude confessions / responses to anons or ANYONE else. Character hate is okay as long as it's not directed at anyone in particular also if it isn't taken too far.

You can absolutely express your opinions, experiences ect. But do tell me if your confession must be given a Trigger warning for sensitive topics such as e.g : ab*se.

Be nice, I mean that's just common sense but sometimes it still has to be said.

I'm not keeping track of what signoffs are claimed or not. However what I can do is create for you a custom tag based on your signoff. That way it's easier.

Offensive object shows such as object redundancy and others are banned from being talked here.

Lastly, do bare in mind I do have a life and other blogs to run including this one. I'll be trying to post at least somewhat daily but please do not harass me for forgetting or being slow. Most likely I have received your ask amongst the others that it may have gotten buried.

DNIS:

PROSHIPPERS/DARKSHIPPERS/NSFW/ABLISM/RACISM/TRANSPHOBES/HOMOPHOBES/ZIONISTS/GATEKEEPERS OF CHARACTERS

Now that THAT'S taken care of, we can finally start!

[syscest]

confession bcuz why not: our host fakeclaims himself a lot. it's gotten really annoying and its spread to others in the system. someone in our sys got so frustrated with our host, that he edged our host and forced him to say, out loud, "i'm a real system, we're real, i'm not fake" etc, stuff like that, before he was allowed to cum. idk is this anything. i think i worded this weird but w/e

ok deadass this ask probably sounds strangely particular to some people but "bang your headmate about that one specific insecurity that they have" in general is SO damn real. free kink for any insecurity that has a little bit of plasticity and playfulness to it, just add some scenario that invokes it the right way. slapstick-ass

[plural-confessionsblog]

i found out our close online friend had endogenic systems in their dni (they are A Singlet) and when i re-read it after our syscovery i panicked & deleted my account IMMEDIATELY with no warning, no goodbyes etc.... i feel so bad. i had always identified with the name I gave myself and now I won't be able to call myself it ever again. and i can't even think of the character I named myself after without nearly having an episode

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[thedaythatwas]

one of my favorite post-canon komahina tropes has got to be uncannily observant komaeda. he knows which detergent scent hinata prefers to snag from future foundation's monthly supply drops. he knows that hinata prefers pens to pencils, and pens that click open to pens with caps that detach. he knows what time hinata tends to show up for meals, and how hinata takes his coffee (one sugar and a splash of low-fat milk. not black, but not too sweet, either).

(my drabble got out of hand, watch that happen below the cut lol.)

it's not that hinata himself isn't observant... well. alright. he isn't always observant. but he can lock in when he knows he needs to! he wouldn't have survived a killing game otherwise, and he's got some extra help now (when he decides to tap into it).

he just doesn't understand how komaeda keeps it up around the clock. he assumes it must be because his brain never really turns off. and, well. he's half right. komaeda has a hard time letting his guard down. actually, "hard" might win understatement of the century.

but it's more than that. of course, knowing the full truth would demand that hinata acknowledge the way komaeda's eyes trace his movements over breakfast, like he's mapping out a crime scene, or plotting the perfect kill. like hinata's some sort of prey. like he's special.

strip down hope's peak's dubiously ethical upgrades, and hinata's a reserve course student. he knows it. he knows that komaeda knows it, too. the attention he pays him doesn't add up, so he writes it off. he's imagining things.

so, when komaeda walks over to hinata's table to bring him coffee exactly how he likes it, it takes him off guard. he chalks it up to an exhaustingly keen eye, and maybe a bit of luck. komaeda's an anomaly, hinata has always known that. he rolls his eyes as the other slinks into the chair across from his own, props his elbows up on the table.

(he doesn't question why komaeda's bringing him coffee in the first place. komaeda knows better than anyone: hinata's whole "observant" thing... it comes and goes.)

[plurillean-confessions]

I used to be a persecutor and I tell everyone insys that I reformed because I wanted to be good when really the only reason I reformed is because my boyfriend was there for me when no one else was and helped me realise this system isn't full of idiots who deserve to be hurt, and everyone makes mistakes

And if he didn't exist I'd still be hurting us

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[solarballs-confessions]

So in all of those fanarts, or animations of Neptune right now, it's basically him being really sad bc caelus left. (This is not hate, I actually love those fanarts really angsty 😏) but I genuinely think that cannon Neptune really doesn't care, because he knows that caelus isn't his best friend and he never even was, Neptune is just waiting for caelus to come back in the 'Uranus mindset'.

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[otherkin-confessional]

yk theres something really funny. i used to think i was some sort of shapeshifterkin, right? had a lot of confusion cause i was going back and forth about it so goddamn much.

and then i end up being a shapeshifter. in like. the system sense. pluralpedia page 'shapeshifter'. and a multitherian/multikin/etc etc. i dunno i just find that a little funny. like. "ohhhhhh i see. fucked up"

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[system-confession-blog]

I hope to see a day where pro endos like me aren’t lumped in with those who support created “systems.”

We’re trying to support the destigmatization of systems. Created “systems” only further the stigmas that keeps systems down.

[katamarv1]

Sometimes it’s hard to explain the idea of alters dating to non system ppl, because yes Sebastian solace, V1 UltraKill and Gabriel UltraKill are in a polyamorous relationship in headspace please don’t question it

[editblr-confessions]

getting really sick of editblr syscourse drama bc it's very clear little to nobody actually wants to talk abt the topic and instead people want to dehumanise others based on opinions that have little to no impact on them in a community which has nothing to do with syscourse in the first place, and im getting a sneaking suspicion that it may be related to all the recent callout posts over nothing whatsoever which very obviously stem from wanting a moral high ground over everyone else.

anyway, the editblr mentality seems to be:

anti endo = HATES ENDOS and wants them all to suffer

pro endo = HATES "REAL SYSTEMS" and doesn't understand anything about what plurality "actually is"

which is so stupid, and is also why i refuse to label myself on main. it's 2024, i cannot believe syscourse still happens on this website at all. there is so much more nuance to the topic than people are willing to give credit for, and i will never take any form of syscourse callout post seriously because of it.

anon you are the realest fucker ive seen. letting this queue skip too because its relevant.

[osc-plurals-confessions]

Mephone 4 here.

I’m only ever really “aware” when I’m regressed,

and I always miss my dad.

I formed out of upsetting animatics, and there’s something odd about being born out of stress,

but it’s not unlike my source, is it?

Anyways, have a drawing of myself. I made it.

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FAN HERE! Goodness! I would get our fellow Mephone4 here to give encouraging words of advice but he's not been doing well either.

I will try my best though with motivation! It is not great to be formed out of something so negative but that doesn't mean that you are in any way a burden or anything of any sorts. It is okay to feel emotion whether it is little or huge.

There are people out there who care about you. Even if you don't think so. I'm sure your dad misses you too. You are valid in always how you feel. Always.

Your art is lovely by the way!! You are a very talented young person!

HUGGING YOUUU!!!