#plural confession

[fact-anonymous]

vent

i hate it when people say that systems only have factives of well know/famous people,cus im a factive of an ex friend of the host and it just makes me feel less valid when people say that i cant excist

Mod Silhouette: People are so often caught in beliefs that confirm their biases. It's not fair to you and other factives of non-famous people.

You are allowed to exist, and your existence is valid. You deserve respect for that. Not to be pushed aside just for anti-factives to mock.

(feel free to ask me to delete the response)

[otherkin-confessional]

So both my partner and I are both systems, so I knew they'd be understanding and empathetic when it came to "weird" alters fronting all of a sudden. Buuut when I was first dating them I was a little worried since all of their alters are human, but I've been so so happy that my nonhuman alters have been accepted and embraced by them!! They've been really accommodating for when we go nonverbal and can't remember how to act like a person... Its made us all very happy that we can be ourselves without being judged or forced at act human :)

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[nyancrimew]

Confession: We (my system) are schizophrenic and I prefer being this way. I actually like my delusions and even the cognitive and negative symptoms, as annoying as they can sometimes be. If someone asked me to pick either my ADHD or schizophrenia to give up I'd pick ADHD hands down so fast. And I love having partners and friends willing to encourage the harmless/pleasant delusions (like, sometimes in the middle of July it'll just Be February for me, and I can use my fae magic to summon storms, stuff like that). Yeah the scary delusions and paranoia suck but I'll take them to have the rest and acknowledging them as real but not on a layer of reality I am existing on currently helps me cope completely.

Also it caused me to come up with the reality baklava metaphor (reality has many thin layers but it's too sticky for most people to easily move between them) so that's another W for us

really big fan of the baklava metaphor

[thedaythatwas]

one of my favorite post-canon komahina tropes has got to be uncannily observant komaeda. he knows which detergent scent hinata prefers to snag from future foundation's monthly supply drops. he knows that hinata prefers pens to pencils, and pens that click open to pens with caps that detach. he knows what time hinata tends to show up for meals, and how hinata takes his coffee (one sugar and a splash of low-fat milk. not black, but not too sweet, either).

(my drabble got out of hand, watch that happen below the cut lol.)

it's not that hinata himself isn't observant... well. alright. he isn't always observant. but he can lock in when he knows he needs to! he wouldn't have survived a killing game otherwise, and he's got some extra help now (when he decides to tap into it).

he just doesn't understand how komaeda keeps it up around the clock. he assumes it must be because his brain never really turns off. and, well. he's half right. komaeda has a hard time letting his guard down. actually, "hard" might win understatement of the century.

but it's more than that. of course, knowing the full truth would demand that hinata acknowledge the way komaeda's eyes trace his movements over breakfast, like he's mapping out a crime scene, or plotting the perfect kill. like hinata's some sort of prey. like he's special.

strip down hope's peak's dubiously ethical upgrades, and hinata's a reserve course student. he knows it. he knows that komaeda knows it, too. the attention he pays him doesn't add up, so he writes it off. he's imagining things.

so, when komaeda walks over to hinata's table to bring him coffee exactly how he likes it, it takes him off guard. he chalks it up to an exhaustingly keen eye, and maybe a bit of luck. komaeda's an anomaly, hinata has always known that. he rolls his eyes as the other slinks into the chair across from his own, props his elbows up on the table.

(he doesn't question why komaeda's bringing him coffee in the first place. komaeda knows better than anyone: hinata's whole "observant" thing... it comes and goes.)

[syscest-in-twain]

Me to others outside our system: I'm not really into pain, you know?

Me to my in-sys girlfriend, whom I trust unconditionally: Love, I don't think I'll ever cum that hard again without your claws digging into me...

okay so i wanna respond to this because this is like a Thing for intrasystem sex generally and it's extremely worth discussing. if you're pretty sure a kink or scenario is too wild for you but you feel a weird intrigue in it anyway, you gotta bring out the headmates into it and have sex where you very gently feel out what works and what doesn't. you've got the gd telepathy advantage you don't gotta be scared anyone's hiding anything. get a little weird with ur internal fantasy and/or headspace interaction and get off about it, try stuff. This is not a sneaky gateway drug to get you to have weirder kinks, you're just as likely to learn that you only like it specifically within the system because that's where you can know exactly what's going on for everyone involved. maybe that'll give you a cooler more nuanced understanding of it. It's cool and fun try it.

[plurillean-confessions]

Lays down on the floor

Why the fuck do I have a crush on another alter

(hoping this isn't seen by him )

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[system-confessions]

Ppl who think endogenic systems and traumagenic systems are enemies is so silly. I'm a created system, my best friend/roommate is a ramcoa system. We know our systems are very different, but we still respect each other and support each other.

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[lesboylycan]

"this is a blog for people with stigmatized disorders"

oh cool i sure hope it's genuinely safe for us, since we have ASPD and NPD--

"endogenic systems DNI"

welp. there it is

[candyskiez]

Saw ur also a ???% fan… 👀

Care to share your thoughts around him? Or headcanons if you have them? :D

1. You just noticed? I have NOT been talking enough about him then. I will rectify this immediately. (This is a joke you're good)

2. SO.

These will be scattered. Because I am a very scattered person.

I will flip flop between if I like the disconnect between ???% and Mob better as a plural thing or an allegory .I like both! Both is good! He's so fascinating as an allegory but also he's the most accurate representation of being plural I've ever seen and it's not even canon. So like. Two cakes!

I will always be insane about the manga version of confession arc. Hold on I need to talk about this in detail or I'll actually die.

His fucking. His fucking talk with Mob. "And you were never...never...looking at me." WHAT IF I SCREAM. Literally everything he says to Mob is so interesting and also relatable as shit whether you view it as plural or as an allegory. Both is good. Like you can view him telling Mob he forgot to protect himself and all that shit as like "You only do these good things to ease your own guilt. You don't actually want to be around people. You're selfish. This is who I am. I want to be able to exist without trying to be normal. I want to be able to be seen and not be harmed for it. I am tired of everyone ignoring this part of me because they prefer you. Would they actually do what I've done for them, or are they using me?" Like. Holy shit. It's so so fucking OW especially as an autistic person. But also as a system it's so easy to read him going "You pushed all the memories you didn't want onto me. You let me handle the things you didn't want. You shoved everything onto me, and I took it with stride because I loved you. You let me take all the hard things so you didn't have to face them, because you're a coward. This is my body too. This is my life too. Why don't I get to have that? Why do I have to give it up because you don't want me? They're my family too. You don't get to decide I don't deserve to exist because you hate yourself too much to admit I'm here." Like. Its so easy to read it as him being a protector who is SO fucking resentful of all the shit he's had to deal with, all the memories he has to hold alone, all of the shit he's experienced, and not a sliver of gratitude. Like goddamn does it remind me of my experience being a system. Either way the distance from him and the relationship between him and Mob has been my favorite part of the show since I started watching. And the manga is even more interesting and it's so!!!!!!!!!!!

More confession manga thoughts!! Him saying "Ritsu is my little brother. He was calling me Nii-san." Is so. He said that when Mob asked who he was. He viewed that as a solid part of his identity. RITSU is a massive part of his identity. Does he view Mob as not Ritsu's brother then? Does he feel like he was cheated out of his own family? I wouldn't be surprised nor would I blame him for feeling like that.

And even more confession arc shit. Hi. Thinks about how ???% in the anime at least had to steel himself before raising his hand at Reigen. He hates him but he still cares about him. He hates him but that guy raised him as much as his parents did. Clawing at the walls.

Actually y'know what I haven't talked about my thoughts on Reigen and ???% with anyone but the friend that I watched the show with and that is a tragedy that will not stand. ???% hates Reigen so so much but also cares SO much about him. Thinks about he passed out the second Reigen told him his parents were fine, and contrast that to him saying that he can't listen to Reigen in confession. He knows that if he listens to Reigen he'll believe him and that fucking terrifies him. He'll follow after Reigen because he means the world to him, because that man raised him, because he just wants him to be proud of him so fucking badly. He'll go back to being miserable and trapped, and everyone will go back to pretending he doesn't exist. He's terrified of Reigen, I think, because he knows Reigen is a good liar. Reigen can make him believe things. And he doesn't like that. He doesn't like how gullible he actually is. That's why he doesn't trust anyone- he's gullible enough to believe anything, so he has to distrust ANYTHING, no matter how much sense it makes, because he knows he can't trust his own judgement. He's been tricked before. He'll be tricked again. Don't trust anyone. Don't trust anything you see. This is another thing that works with either autism or plurality. The autism trauma of being lied to and deceived as "jokes" constantly turning you into a trust issue riddled mess that doesn't trust your own judgement or view of people, or a traumatized protector who FORMED to help you deal with people taking advantage of you and now distrusts everyone you love because "it happened before, it'll happen again, i wont let it happen." Or both!

God. I just LOVE ???% y'all don't understand. He's everything to me. Please god read the manga. I don't know if the translation I read was completely accurate, but I love the manga and anime both so so much. ???% is my favorite character as anyone who knows me can tell you and I will never shut up about him. My GUY

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[enlighten3d]

when the common sense and rationale kicks in for once and i have sit here and be like well yes that would be so fucking funny but the consequences would be bad

HATE having to do that.

[gumy-shark]

thinks abt post confession arc plural mob again. literally so good i keep forgetting it’s not canon

[otherkin-confessional]

Technically not a therian, but I’ve been calling myself one for ages and I’m starting to feel guilty. We’re definitely somewhere in the OSDD1 area, and thus my shifts are very much due to how solidified I am at any given time, but because it doesn’t present the normal way, I go around as a dragon theriomythic because that’s who else actually experiences it like I do. I’m having to come to terms with the fact that I’m legitimately lying to everyone when I introduce myself. Best wishes from your local dragon introject, not putting my source because I’m not aware of literally any sourcemates on here so it’d tell you exactly who was posting.

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[proship-fictionkinfessions]

our m0b and reig3n alter are rlly close and everyone was like “oh yeah theyre good friends” until they began getting VERY touchy around us. it wasnt a casual thing either one day they just started and didnt stop LOL

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

I was pretty neurotypical but for some reason since i watched kenadian i cannot get his blorbo out of my head

I litteraly just spontaneously created an alternate personality that is just kenadian and he loves commenting everyhting that i do like it's some sort of debunk video.

just this morning i heard him say "You should use f5 you probably missed something" while i was searching for my phone i can't

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[syscest-in-twain]

confession bcuz why not: our host fakeclaims himself a lot. it's gotten really annoying and its spread to others in the system. someone in our sys got so frustrated with our host, that he edged our host and forced him to say, out loud, "i'm a real system, we're real, i'm not fake" etc, stuff like that, before he was allowed to cum. idk is this anything. i think i worded this weird but w/e

ok deadass this ask probably sounds strangely particular to some people but "bang your headmate about that one specific insecurity that they have" in general is SO damn real. free kink for any insecurity that has a little bit of plasticity and playfulness to it, just add some scenario that invokes it the right way. slapstick-ass