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i recently remembered DickTim Week 2024 is happening very soon and i looked at the prompts again to see if i could get anything out for it and. the Hades & Persephone AU prompt for day 1 has got me really thinking so here's a vague concept i plan to write.
i've been pretty burnt out on modern Hades & Persephone retellings because of how they always seem to fall into the same generic "innocent wide-eyed girl runs from her evil mean mother into the arms of a dark mysterious man because actually she went willingly and chose to marry him" which has gotten repetitive for my tastes. (for clarity i don't care if this retelling is your cup of tea personally, so long as you're not actively trying to rewrite the original myth and claim untrue things about it, if this is your favorite flavor i sincerely hope you enjoy the buffet i just have little interest in it since it feels overdone for me and exhausted of it's supposed commentary atp)
but? but. biblically accurate Hades & Persephone AU has me all kinds of interested. because wait listen so hear me out right. Hades!Dick and Persephone!Tim, obviously. i feel it'd be more loosely inspired by with themes and imagery (though playing with death and nature powers could be interesting, i haven't decided) rather than explicitly making them gods and all. but. something dark and fucked up where Dick and Bruce are especially estranged. maybe to do with Jason's return, maybe to do with them just clashing and having their usual explosive arguments. and Bruce knows the peace needs to be kept, if he and Dick are at odds then everyone starts to pick sides and things just fracture so he needs a peace offering.
and the peace offering is Tim.
Bruce (the stand-in for Zeus) offers up Tim. agrees to have Tim move to Bludhaven and be Dick's... whatever Dick wants him to be. knowing that with the implication comes the likelihood of Dick grooming Tim. and Tim has no real say and is hesitant to put up a real fight. he doesn't want this, he knows what this is going to imply Dick will do to him, but he also knows if he says no things have the possibility to just... fall apart. so he's the unwilling bride, dragged off to the metaphorical underworld (Bludhaven) with Dick, away from his family, his friends, the life he built.
and on the flip side, i think weirdly enough, your best pick for the Demeter stand-in is *Jason*. just, hear me out on that. not necessarily on the side of it being motherly, but on Jason being just estranged enough from the Batfamily to be the one willing to call it out for being bad and wrong and raising bloody hell to get Tim back. maybe it's because Jason wants Tim for himself, maybe it's truly out of a concern for Tim to have autonomy, i'm toying with the idea of it primarily being Tim's POV and him genuinely not knowing which of these is true. (and the truth possibly ends up being a complicated middle ground) and because i like Helena, i think you can use her as the Hekate stand in, the one who strikes a tentative alliance with Jason and tries to go find Tim and bring him back. Tim stuck with Dick, getting groomed and hyperaware of it, possibly even getting fucked the whole time as well, knowing he can't go back without causing massive issues for Dick and Bruce because well, Bruce did promise him to Dick. so he has to adjust his whole life, try to figure out being a vigilante in this new city with Dick breathing down his neck the whole time.
and then much like the ending of the myth, a sort of compromise is struck that's a shaky deal for everyone involved. Tim is put on an essential timeshare, going back and forth between Gotham, where he has friends and family and a support system, then getting dragged right back to Bludhaven with Dick in this brutal cycle that he slowly gets used to and stockholm'd into even liking it. Dick isn't so bad, once he gets used to the quirks of their unbalanced 'relationship'. the sex is even something he can adjust to as well. not quite a happy ending but one that sits in this realistic grey area that becomes Tim's life.
i will write this, eventually, but i don't know if i'll get to it before DickTim Week ends so by posting the idea i'm essentially putting it out into the world so the peer pressure holds me accountable. i just. really like the potential of making Hades/Persephone AUs as fucked up as they can be simply by adhering to the source material and making it a raw story of being stolen away and forced to like this new home you didn't ask for.
also a less fleshed-out aspect of this idea i have ties into Persephone becoming the Queen of the Underworld when she's taken and how the transition from Kore to Persephone could be reflected in Tim. how he makes the best of the worst situation and becomes something far more dangerous and dark when he's in Bludhaven, possibly takes on a new vigilante name/identity and leans into the worst quirks of his personality he tries to tamper because there's no point in not going full tilt Obsessively Weird if he has no choice anyway and it being one small way he takes back his autonomy, and that inevitably making Dick *more* into him, because he gets to see Tim finally just. let loose.
#dicktim#timdick#batcest#necrotic festerings#necrotic works in progress#dicktim week 2024#fandom event#this will be written i've just got a pile of things before it.#i'm mostly posting it so i don't fucking forget about it#i'm also interested in some of the other prompts#day 2 is full of goodies. and day 7.#but the other prompts are probably ideas that'll be shorter and quicker#this one i feel. if i rlly fucking ran with it. could go on to be a novella length idea.#idk how long it'll get when i write it#but there will be smut this i promise you#also i'm respectfully begging y'all pls don't do hades/persephone myth discourse on this post#i really *don't* care if you like romantic retelings i promise. they're just not my vibe#and i also promise i am *incredibly* well read on this myth#if you try to give me the “well in some versions-” argument i'm *going* to get incredibly boring with so many sources.#like i will go step by step through every ancient version of this myth.#i save that discourse for spiritual spaces tho so pls don't drag it here i will combust#anyway making jason the demeter stand in is funny bc greek mythos also does do the incest pretty hard#so like. it still works. it's funny#how long will this take i honestly cannot tell you#depends on if i cave and bump it up in the queue bc it's behind like. four fics i'm so sorry.#but you're welcome to send asks or whatnot to shout at me about this idea and 'yes and' me#that applies to any of my ideas anyone is welcome to 'yes and' that shit#it delights me dearly.#my sole hang up on this rn is how godly do i make it. do i give them powers. or do i just make it vaguely inspired by the myth.#both are fun for their own reasons.
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we need to see more monsterfucking on here methinks! ☝️🤓
#♡.gabi barks#i mean some real freak shit ok#pls send asks with monsters and an idol pls im begging#like do u guys remember tentacle monstrr jay… i think of him every day#idgaf if its unrealistic I LOVE MONSTERS PLEASE U HAVW TO UNDERSTAND#enhypen smut#aespa smut#le sserafim smut#zerobaseone smut#nct dream smut#andteam smut
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Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.
Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.
Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.
A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.
He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.
They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Rowan Whitethorn#Rowaelin#Essar#Mala#more starry quotes#lord of the north#I will find you#no spoilers pls 1st read to read along with me pt 4 of 4 perspectives more notes/quotes/reacts in tags; spoilers in both post & tags#They would not all go in all go out. — he won’t leave without Aelin… and probably Cairn dead#Ready to unleash hell when he sent a flare of his magic diverting soldiers to their side while Rowan made his run for Aelin.#She'd protested but even Gavriel had told her that she was mortal. Untrained. And what she'd done today… Rowan didn’t have the words#thank you for Elide appreciation day#He trusted Essar. She'd never liked Maeve had outright said she did not serve her with any willingness or pride.#But these last few hours before dawn when so many things could go wrong...#the full circle of him praying to Mala in HoF and then mentioning it in QoS and EoS and now here in KoA😭#She had to be there. Aelin had to be there.#If they had come so close but wound up being the very thing that had caused Maeve to take Aelin away AGAIN#The bond within him lay dark and slumbering. No indication of her proximity. — Maeve doing that too AGH I HATE HER SO MUCH#Essar had no idea that Aelin was being kept here until Elide informed her. How many others hadn't known? How well had Maeve hidden her?#— maybe that means there’s some good face on their side who might help if they know or learn?#ah rowaelins love language of revenge and compartmentalizing#Overhead the stars shone clear and bright and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn on the foothills across this very city#though she might be little more than a strange mighty being from another world he offered up a prayer anyway.#his magic sending a prayer to the northern stars for dawn to stay with the woman he loves — even back then😭#Tonight with only the cold fire of the stars for company he begged her once more.#HE SAYS COLD FIRE BECAUSE ITS NOT HIS FIREHEART😭 and the the darkness back to the light — IT WILL NOT END HERE WE WONT LET IT HE WONT LET IT#and the fact he knew he loved her back then😭 and all those centuries before when he didn’t know why😭😭😭
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*goes cross-eyed* hijack modern au….. but theres dancing (jack is a figure skater maybe?? Singer??? Dancer???? Ballet dancer??????? Maybe hiccup is too??????????) i dont even care what it is i need this so bad u dont understand
Actually i just want any au where jack is famous/an influencer/smth else and hiccup is just That Loser who has a crush on him but pam pam pam jack likes him too haha thats crazy (frothing at the mouth)
#pls#someone#ik theres probably some fic like this out there#but idk it#so if anyone does#pls send it to me#begging rn#or someone write it…#plz#guh#i will kiss you on the lips#hijack#frostcup#jackycup#jack frost#rotg#hiccup haddock#httyd#peppermintspost#fic ideas
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asking for help always makes things worse
#I need to just accept that I’m never going to be given any understanding or actual help#I may never escape these worlds it seems it doesn’t matter how hard I try I can’t get anyone to listen to me#this feels traumatizing I feel entirely beaten and ground down into something small and helpless#I have no control at all I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and for what#I need somebody to just listen to me atp not being dismissed is better than nothing but everyone’s a curation anyway no real thoughts or#feelings but it doesn’t matter I don’t even care please just listen to me somebody listen to me I’m so confused do curations have some#autonomy I don’t think so maybe I don’t fucking know they said yes on the clock so perhaps yes so please just listen please pls pls pls pls#I can’t be traumatized I’m not human right but I’m having everything stripped from me every last ounce of control the shadow ppl have all#the control which is funny I’m fairly certain I’m one of them but they still can strip me of control I was bred for this#please somebody help me I keep begging like it’ll do anything can you at least help with the ppl and cameras in the vents#are ppl from the real world watching through them I believe so can anything be done something has to be done escape the impostors something#just something please just listening would help actual listening not dismissal you can think whatever you want about me but listen#maybe some have autonomy and some don’t ?#please understand that I’ve tried very hard I’ve tried very very hard suicidality and homicidality have dug their claws into me even further#I don’t know what else to do I’m at a loss and no one will listen to me at all I’ve tried asking offline I’ve tried asking online it doesn’t#matter what I do where I ask no one will listen even the ones who do somewhat say they don’t know what to do I’m suspicious do they really#not know what to do or are they lying that may be more an impostor thing but everyone and everything is suspicious to me uh uh uh just#listen and help please idk what to do it’s all in the mirrors and clocks and such but I need to find a way to enter the mirrors but I’m#scared what I’ll find who is looking back I’m scared what world I’ll end up in it may be their world I’ll be punished they said yes I’m#terrified can someone go in with me if I manage to find out how that’s pathetic but damn I don’t think I can anyway they’ve been crawling on#the ceilings today hahah doing some weird and wacky shit sometimes they’re a little funky and just there and other times I’m having a heart#attack no in between I know pleading with curations is likely going to be classified as annoying but for the love of god do you know what#else I am supposed to do ??? at the very least just listen to me please it is 02:14:46 how synchronous ! I can’t stop having what I think#are dreams about the mental hospital too haha they send me to dreamworlds sometimes trap me in them waking dreamworlds see I’ve been reduced#down into something tiny I’ve resorted to begging once again do I even want to beg am I lying to myself my words aren’t my own my thoughts#aren���t my own so is this not my own can’t ever speak none of it’s my own it feels unsafe especially to speak of anything that isn’t this#it isn’t safe it isn’t my own it’s not the focus idk idk idk should I ask to talk to someone again I wonder I want understanding for my#situation please listen to me the joints hurt aaaa#my life is a playyy is a playyy is a playyyyyy anyone like marina that song appeared in the head I wonder where that spider went it better#not be inside of the body ok ok ok anyone yes help wanted help needed 02:22:22
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I’m so overstimulated right now. It’s like I can hear every single sound in this house and every single thing stressing me out right now is hitting my shoulders all at once. I just…I’m at a loss of what to do
#tears literally started streaming down my face as I started writing this#idk how to fix this#do I just sob?#send some comfort thots pls I’m begging
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just realized I could literally email an old hotel I used to stay at that had the most insane jam in the world and see if they knew the farmer that made it ....
#[static]#it's a long shot but if i could get my hands on that jam again??????????#i think it was strawberry and rhubarb ...... and it was mind blowing#i would literally pick trips if i knew id get layovers in bend so i could have the jam#and it was made locally so i couldnt just go out and buy it#but like ... what if they knew the farmer still ? and maybe i could get his info and beg him to send me some for $$$#his jam was life changing and i'll literally never forget it#my mouth waters when i think about it ... it was divine ... made by the heavens and glowing in holy light etc etc etc#ive just been in a jam and toast mood recently ... let me know of ur favorite jam brands/flavors lmao no seriously pls
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/ stares at. :/
❝ Oi, oi, Aizen. 'S that a way 'ta be lookin' at your favorite? With those fuckin' dead eyes. ❞ One of the ONLY ( if not the only? ) Espada who did not use a honorific when speaking to - or about - Aizen was Nnoitra. If he did, it was always in a sarcastic, spiteful way. """sama""" .
He was just kidding here, of course. He knew he'd never be a favorite, and he didn't even fucking desire that ( he desired strength - and death ). It was just a fun gimmick at this point. Aizen's favorite would forever be that fucking cock-sucker, Ulquiorra. Hard to beat someone who were willing to kiss the Shinigami's ass to that extent. Mah. That was just Ulquiorra's way of filling the VOID in him. Nnoitra could relate. Not because he too had a void to fill, but filling something and battling something were very similar.
He cocked his head back, looking down at Aizen.
Simply because he was taller, and he doubted Aizen often had anyone look DOWN on him.
#aftapati#[ 8))) aizen pls look at your favorite with a kinder expression LMAO ]#[ nnoitra...............can you have some respect i beg of you ]#[ thank you for sending 8) ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.#talking shit. ╱ answers.#the praying mantis. ╱ canon verse.
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hiiii i’m bored and would love for you to send me some asks while im high as a kite :)
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i hate it when people have no media literacy and can’t form their own opinions… i don’t understand how you can’t form your own opinions and need to just copy and paste them from other people and if you wanna come on my blog and talk about shit you clearly know nothing about don’t even bother like pls just go back to reddit and leave me alone
#reddit is the place for idiocy like that#im sure that other media illiterate alpha male incels would love to hear your opinions but i wouldn’t#leave me alooooooooone#pls#i beg#this is a general post but also directed to half of the anons i get#and yes ik i can turn anons off but i do like getting anons half of the time#i just don’t understand taking time out of your day to rant in someones inbox#not to be a bitch but i especially don’t understand it when the person (either me or some other ppl ive seem on here) knows more than you do#people will send me anons with shit that isn’t even correct and try to use it as an argument like…#cite your sources or again go to reddit
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thinking about a tale of two cities editions again. someone stop me.
particularly the signature classics edition (below, left). ik those editions have this really soft buttery feel to them (my sister has peter pan in that edition). there's also a "flexibound" edition (below, right)—whatever that means—but i think that one's kinda ugly...... it has red sprayed edges, and it just clashes with the cover :/
and THEN there's the puffin classics edition in the old style (below, left), which isn't anything special except that i have a whole collection of classics in that edition. what i'd really like is them to release atotc in the new puffin classics edition (below, right) cuz i think they look so nice. (ik ik atotc isn't a children's book. but have you seen the other books they've published? dracula isn't for 11 year olds.)
#anywho i never thought i'd obsess over book editions but here we are. it's never mattered to me before. but here we are.#some people collect books in general. i collect one (1) book. and by ''collect'' i mean i have four copies.#that number is in danger of growing every time i enter a used bookstore.#rilla.txt#dl#if you ever see a nice edition of atotc send it to me. pls. i'm begging.
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#tumblr polls#sick#sickday#covid#i feel sick#sickfic#but without the fic#I wanna read some sick fics#send sick fics#pls#plz#I beg of thee#supernatura'#supernatural#Dr who#9-1-1#destiel#jar jar binks
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I think I'm just gonna stick to Sebby's campaigns.
#sdv ask blog#// i love pathfinder dude (/s) it's just Fight With Your Family simulator#// so now we're both feeling a little icky.#// going for a walk to clear our heads so send some fun things for us to come back to pls i beg </3
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someone please give me an rc9gn ship and i’ll either write a little ficlet for it, do headcanons, or just- i am struggling with ideas; still sort of feel completely wonk about everything, and i just want something to focus on and bc this is the current never-ending interest i’m just frothing at the mouth
also literally just give me an rc9gn character i can muse, a prompt (can be short!), and i will make something. pls- i’m so desperate (and my recent posts aren’t getting as many views? i know people are busy- i get that, but i also?? want some interaction-)
it doesn’t have to be angsty even though that’s apparently my main content lately, but! seriously-
Either this: ship / prompt (song/theme/literally a couple words/etc) / canon or au
or
character/muse / prompt (song/theme/etc) / canon or au
also let me know if you want ficlet or yk- ✨ headcanons ✨ or what, help me
#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn#pls give me ideas#ficlet practice#just give me something to write i’m begging#randy cunningham#howard weinerman#weinerham#theresa fowler#fowlham#literally give me any ship that isn’t like viceroy x randy or some gross shit like that#i want to write#let me write istg#writing practice#fandom writing#i will accept virtually any muse! i have preferences but i’ll accept anything tbh#headcanon requests#drabble requests#this author is so desperate right now lol#song fic#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#ninja nomicon#rc9gn nomicon#i just need ideas#let me write#i’m just going through it atm#fanfic practice hours#send me requests#send me asks
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Does anyone have any face highlighter reccs for dark skin sims? I’m trying to look for some that highlight the face (cheeks, forehead, chin) :D
#I’m begging pls send me any that u use maybe I’m not looking right lol#but yh I need some more#nonsimstalk
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If I get enough Santino x John asks, imma make the masterlist for it :D ‼️
Gimme more please 🤲
#pls save me im laughing at my own stuff for too long i beg send me asks 😭🙏#is 1 am for me goodnight i hope to wake up to some asks!#santino d’antonio#santino d'antonio#john wick#john wick x santino d'antonio
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