#pls i am losing my mind here
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question to everyone else who has lost sleep bc of monsieur neuvillette and his stupid fr*nch titles.
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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there is very little neighborhood deco i can think of that needs to have a 1024x1024 texture and yet it seems that 99% of the neighborhood decorations released in the past 10-ish years have 1024x1024 textures
what are we doing
#no a tiny deco car does not have to have a 1k texture#no a small neighborhood poster also does not have to have a 1k texture#no a tree stump ALSO does not have to have a 1k texture#NH deco lights? you guessed it! also does not have to have a 1k texture#i am losing my mind over here pls send help#sims 2
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Lmao okay wait. I got asked that question about Feyre/Bryce/Aelin and I went down a lil rabbit hole and somehow ended up on a subreddit of people arguing over who would win in a fight if it were Feyre vs. Aelin.
And I am CACKLING right now because it seems like the bulk of people on that thread think Aelin would win, and the people who think Feyre would win are SO. UPSET. Like they are BIG MAD that anyone would think Aelin would win hahahahahaha
I'm cackling. I can't breathe I'm laughing so hard omfg. People really do 100% project themselves onto Feyre. They really think they ARE Feyre!!!!! I'm crying. Send help I can't breathe 😂😂
#lmao it's so stupid#idek how I ended up here#but I am just CRYING at these people LOSING THEIR MINDS 😭#these are old threads to be fair#but it's funny as fuck seeing everyone get so butthurt omg#what a nice little comedic rabbit hole that was#10/10 would highly recommend#the funniest part is that the people who think aelin would win are conceding to certain points#but the people who think feyre would win are losing their minds ahhaahahahaha#i'm being such a dick today my bad you guys#i don't even have an excuse for being a dick#my b my b#update: someone said feyre wins against aelin because she can wear a cruel mask#i genuinely can't stop laughing pls send help#(I feel the need to clarify that I literally don't care about this debate but BOY OH BOY...#(...am I having a TIME seeing ppl who think they ARE Feyre argue about this ahhh this is so fun omg)#oh god I hope a feyre or feysand stan sends me hate for this post#PLSSSSSS
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#i luv my friends ;-; i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind when i’m not living right by all my friends lmao 😭#i’ve literally been hanging out w ppl like at least every other day if not every day#we made semi spontaneous plan to go to pride tmrwwweww 🥹🥹 i’m excited#i just am so happy that i get to spend sm time w ppl rn bc we’re all somewhat free bc summer 😭#also idk i was just thinking abt this recently but like#it’s kinda new to me to like actually be comfortable/confident in knowing my friends want/like my presence ;-;#even then i’m not that confident LMAO bc after sm time together i’m like surely they’ll get sick of me#like we’ve seen each other every day the past like three days#but no 🥹 ugh like idk man i had one elementary to sort of middle and high school friendship#that like fucked me up i feel like lmfao 💀#like girl sidelined me so much for other friends that i just#:l and cried so much bc of that 😀 anyway 😀#so like idk i’m just so grateful rn 😭😭😭#also was thinking abt it recently bc my mom made me feel judged/ made me feel like she was annoyed that i was staying here on campus#when i technically don’t need to and my main/only reason is bc friends#and after that conversation w her i got kinda annoyed bc i was like#i have had so many conversations w you where i was sad af or frustrated that my friends wouldn’t reach out to me ever#or my friend who never paid attention to me when other friends were around#like i don’t think she’s actually judging like me staying for friends but it was that one conversation we were both kinda annoyed idk#and i was just like . pls#anyway 😀 i always have so many friend thoughts i always be overthinking it LOL#anyway anyway i need to be up in like 6 hrs LOLLLLLL pride tho yay 🥰🥰🥰#rip me not having clean cute clothes for this LOL 🤪#ong last yr i tied my hair in a ponytail w like rainbow hair ties tied down the ponytail……#idk if i have those but if i do maybe i should do that again LOL#idk might be too lazy tho we’ll see how much time i have to get ready when i wake up 🤡#jeanne talks#TOO MUCH BYE
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i hate being a non average pc user because im looking at the files for duality and its like yeah these are a lot of words but what do they mean
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I am warning you now you will not like the person I become when season 3 airs. You are not ready for it.
#IM GOING TO GO ABSOLUTELY STARK RAVING BONKERS#LOOK AT THEM#HOLY FUCKING SHIT#Saitama pls one chance just ONE#I cannot COPE#THIS RIGHT HERE#I AM GONNA LOSE MY MIND
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I JUST SPENT WAY TOO MUCH TIME WRITING AND EDITING MY YIN YU ANALYSIS POST ONLY TO DELETE IT BY ACCIDENT 😭🙏 I DONT THINK I CAN DO THIS AGAIN IM GONNA SCREAMMMMM
#GRAHHHHHHH#THIS IS BRUTAL#IM GONNA LOSE MY MINDDDD#AAAAAHASDBFKOSBRKFJCSOJDKF#IM SO DISTRESSED RN#I GENUINELY#I HAD SO MANY THOUGHTS AND NOW I CANT RMR ANYTHING#WHY OH WHY DIDNT I JUST POST IT#WHY OH WHY DIDNT I WRITE THIS ON NOTES BEFORE I MOVED IT HERE#OH MY GODDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HOW COULD TUMBLR DO THIS TO MEEEEEE#tgcf#yin yu#pls if u wanna actually know the analysis lmk#i cant do this im gonna lose my mind i am not strong enough to withstand tumblr deletion#OH MY GOS IM LITERALLY NEVER GONNA TECOVER#UAVEKVNKNALDJVOZJWOFJCPAJDJOCHSKCKCJAHDVJIAKDJCLCF SAVE MEEEEEEEE
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some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation
#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation#this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her#he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ??#he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me?#she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’#<- replied in DMs I mean#I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ??#how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind#‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’#and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior#saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago#so idk why she was bringing that up ??#and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis#straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here#btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her#including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv)#just nuts straight up nuts#negativity#like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???)#because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts#it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them#why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society#sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol
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Me, playing Flower: aww what a cute relaxing game
The blue bellflower and the Pure achievement: :)
#whyyyyyyyy#and why do i have to be such a completionist#i am losing my mind here#it#s worse than that similar achievement in stray#at least kitty had a check point *right before* the run#but i CAN'T SAVE IN FLOWER BEFORE DOING THE VALLEY PART#so i have to do the whole dream every time and the more frustrated i am the more reckless i get in the 'easy' parts#just#AAARRGGHHHH#flower game#annapurna interactive#annapurna pls i love you but you are actually killing me here#katie thinks she's relevant
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there is just something so gorgeous about the way that a non-religious person like ava looks at beatrice. the way that every time she looks at her, really looks at her, it's like she's seeing something divine. it's like she's never really been one to worship a deity that, to her is completely unknown, but beatrice is real and solid and she is everything. bea is beautiful, and she's the most holy thing that ava's ever seen, more so even than the halo, or reya, who she didn't look at with even a fraction of reverence as she does beatrice. how freeing that must be for beatrice, who's always thought of herself unworthy of this kind of unconditional love.
#am i losing my mind pls tell me if y'all see this too#anyway this show has literally changed me and I'm so devastated so here is a slice of what's going through my mind#avatrice#ava silva#sister beatrice#warrior nun
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throwback to last week when i posted a tiktok joking that i wanted the bg3 narrator to step on me and the voice actor found my vid and commented on it.
#i am STILL losing my mind over this#she was not supposed to know but here we are#!a suspicious lack of dragons. ( ooc )#blacklist for less soft nonsense.#!a red hot titanium baby with diamond teeth. ( mun )#!bean's face.#ms amelia tyler PLS!!!!#my response vid now has like 25k views#while the original joke vid has *checks notes*#87.4k 🫡😂
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for the love of god.
#TWT PLS. I AM LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE#I JUST WANT TO CHANGE MY USERNAME IS THAT TOP MUCH TO ASK#WTV i'll just try on my pc later
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being in a server for latine authors is so funny because despite all our differences at the end of the day we all share the same hobby: bochinchando en el (metafórico) (cibernetico) balcón con un café en la mano.
#HOWEVER. how is everyone here fucking straight I'm losing my mind.#there's gotta be at least one other queer in here. pls i am begging.#everyone's married with 2.5 kids and I'm sitting in the corner like what's up. orz don't worry about it.#anyway this means we can keep track of [redacted] trends in the industry which hhhhhh#🫠<- his ass keeps losing the battle against all the romantasy books#me 🤝 that one sci-fi guy#It's fine It's fine I'm just impatient as all hell and having three fulls out isn't helping.#The industry has slowed to a crawl so it really just is a waiting game at this point.#texts.
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the fact that i somehow have 356 followers is insane to me
why are you all here
#i lvoe you all pls be my friend#if you can put up with my complete insanity then we shal lbe besties#i spent like three years in high school trying to ge tmore than 100 followers#and like. tagging consistently and shite#now here i am just. farting around and losing my mind on a daily basis and suddenly people are watching lmao
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Your Weekly TV Guide
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2:30 PM: Skeleton Zine
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2:30 PM: Sonas ft. Undertale
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Halfway Autumn
Thursday:
2:30 PM: Handplates
Friday:
2:30 PM: Sona reacts to Handplates
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#Weekly TV Guide#Okay I chalk this one being late in the day up to my Surprisingly strong Sims 2 fixation lol#Was Super not expecting and yes I am still losing my mind about it lol#From one mind-losing to another! Far-flung queue lol#For reference: we're wrapping up November this week lol#The week starts out very silly hehe ♪#And hey there's some OCs in here! I wasn't far off with my jokey-joke NYR haha#I've been having on-and-off new ideas with them as well so maybe I can dedicate a whole page to concepts sometime soon >:3c#After getting the rest out of my system lol - new ideas have started to form but I haven't actually drawn anything since like - Tuesday?#And those were just finishing stuff up lol it's been almost a week since I've put thoughts to pictures!#Tomorrow's my offline day so you Know I'm gonna be chomping at the bit pfft#I'll be fine tho ♪ I'm looking forward to it :D#And to the stuff later this week!! I put a lot of effort into them and I'm very proud of them!!!#Pls look forward to them <3
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