#pleaseeeee dont rb this

[kaguya-muneuji]

wheres that post with that one problem about people not rbing enst art posts

[thistmfcharacteris]

it would be so slay if u guys would rb these too

[httpiastri]

About what 🩵 anon said, and what you said, ik nobody asked for my opinion, but I believe fred will likely move on from the academy like mick did with alpine and i have a feeling merc might take pepe... it would not be fair at all for rb to drop him, but he's had sh*t luck in his f2 season and we know rb aren't too kind on their juniors not performing. And they probably already have arvid and ollie goethe moving up, so i doubt they want more than two-three juniors in f2 like they had 5 in 2022. plus tramnitz is likely to come through in 2026 after doing another year in f3 so... about fda, maybe they pick up fornaroli or christian. I don't see christian in ferrari red, but i also don't see fornaroli in ferrari, but surely he has to be picked up by an academy, being f3 champ and so on. How many f3 drivers do you think will move up to f2? The top 6, right? Any thoughts on anyone being dropped by their academy?-❤️

ooooo pepe in merc? very interesting… i would not be opposed 🥰 but yeah as much as i love pepe (with my entire heart), it doesnt feel too likely for him to remain in rbj, considering their history with their juniors. especially if we get like really technical abt their current status: iwasa, lawson, h*djar, marti, goethe, tramniz, lindblad… and they only have four f1 seats, AND theyre very reluctant to let go of any current-day drivers…… (plus i wouldnt be too surprised if they were to go for a more experienced driver soon)

chris in the fda would be super cute 🥺 but idk, the fda seems to wanna build their juniors up from when they're babies… not very common for them these days to pick up drivers in the higher categories :/ but yeah fornaroli is bound to go somewhere, not sure where tho!! but then again, his championship win wasn't that impressive. no hate to him, but with no wins and five other drivers in contention for the championship in the last round… and pretty much only winning because christian decided not to get involved and just go off track instead…. 🤷‍♀️ and even not doing it in his rookie year, idk. but also interesting how only arvid was a rookie in contention for the win, when last year we had gabri and paul?

as for drivers making the move up… very hard, but (if they have the right funding, then) i think there can be a lot of f3 drivers moving up, considering how many of the 2024 f2 drivers im assuming are moving away. leo yes, gabriele yes, luke pleaseeeee, arvid yes, dino if they can work out his funding (seems kinda alright ig but seemingly not with a top team), chris i hope?, ollie yes… then idk? tsolov possibly? i really really want seb to move up too but idk 💔

and the academies… i dont wanna think abt it too much because my heart will be breaking

[eyefocusing]

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE can I put your dt87 triplet doodle on a shirt. Not to sell. I just. Happen to have the embroidery floss and I have a week off of work.

(No pressure!! You can say no)

ok slight note. It might not be a shirt. It might be a hoodie instead. I’m not sure.

Of course, I’ll rb the post with a picture with the product and I’ll credit you. I just want the design on a shirt just for me :)

yknow what! yeah! as long as you dont print it or use it for commercial purposes im totally cool with that. really appreciate that you asked! and id love to see the final product!

[02zhoonie]

i wanna be moots w u but im shy 👉🏼👈🏼 (super shy) i also dont write (kinda want to but am nervous) i just rb stuff 😭 but istg we have like the same brain i see ur posts ab stuff and im like SAME BESTIE SKDKSD

HI LOVEYYYY pleaseeeee feel free to drop me a dm or more asks if ure shy hehe!! I WLD LOVE TO TALK TO U

also this isn’t my main blog so idk how to be moots with people anymore HAHHAHAHAHA or reply to people’s comments on my posts so pls just dm me or send asks hehe

[garlique]

all the things i would tell my mom if i went back to my ten year old self with what i know now

under a cut because it got really really long i guess i have a lot to say to her lol

1. hi mom i know i look like yr ten year old but im actually yr 19 year old. im gonna tell u some things i need from u and i need u to write these down and remember them

2. im fucking transgender, i found this out for myself at like 14 or 15. im going to change my name twice; both of my h names are deadnames. my gender is also a lot more complex than i’ll realize it is but with you and dad, i will settle on the name miles and he/him pronouns. please please actually take me to get new clothes when i come out i might tell you i don’t need it but i really really want it. also you and dad for years have nasty habit of calling me the wrong name and pronouns when you get mad at me. i don’t know if it’s because you genuinely want to hurt me by doing it or if it’s just that you still think of me as a girl named ****** and can’t hide it when you’re emotional but jesus christ does it fuck me up. dont do that shit. also pls dont leave me to transition on my own. im a child with a lot of issues and because you help me so little with my transition i’ve been yet unable to get top surgery. im incapable because

3. i am really fucked in the head and idk how much of it is nature vs nurture. i have adhd, am autistic, have *, believe i’ve been depressed my entire life, and have been having panic attacks since i was around 6. i also have cptsd; i dont know if telling you this will make that better, because im already really traumatized. but my first memory in my entire life was sitting on the closed toilet late at night while you brushed your teeth, sobbing because i was having a panic attack and you brushed me off and sent me back to bed where i continued to have a panic attack until i wore myself out enough that i couldnt physically keep my eyes open. which brings me to my next point

4. i need MORE from you. as a 19 year old before this i have SO many issues with trusting people and getting help. i have a form of ptsd which i believe is partly due to what i consider your emotional neglect. i dont know what you can do to make it better because if i did i probably would have asked for it in this timeline. but it really is not my responsibility to make sure YOU can parent me effectively. how are you so unaware of my emotional needs?

5. YOU need to receive mental help. by the time i’m like 15 or 16 you seem from my perspective to hate your life and you LOVE to unload it onto me. i remember telling you SO MANY TIMES that you should see a therapist (i started therapy freshman year) and every single time i suggested it you will say “no i dont need therapy” . which is because you used ME as your therapist. please dont fucking do that to me. you can tell me about your life and your day to day but holy shit the amount of breakdowns i had because of what you told me? please for the love of god you have so much fucking trauma please please please get help this is how generational cycles begin and is the main reason i decided at like 17 to never have kids.

6. in either 5th or 6th grade im going to get lyme disease and im not going to tell you because you told me when i was very young that you hated taking me to the doctors and so im not going to tell you for months that i can’t use one of my arms or that i can’t put weight on one of my legs. if i remember right it first showed up in my right shoulder abt 3 months after YOU injure your shoulder and so when i first tell you my shoulder hurts you tell me that it doesn’t and that i’m just mimicking you. please just take me to the doctor in like february instead of june. im basically fucking crippled as a 19 year old and i think it is in large part because of the lyme disease

7. please for the love of god please please fucking take me to the dentist regularly

8. in 9th grade early/mid december im going to confess to a friend that i am feeling suicidal and she and basically everyone else in my life who finds out is going to handle it terribly. im going to attempt suicide again in the spring of my sophomore year and it’s going to be awful for everybody again. after that attempt you don’t let me shower by myself for three months. i know it’s because you’re scared to lose me but i’m going to tell you a little secret: im terrified of dying. i dont Actually want to die. i just have so little control of my brain that dying or sleeping for a long long time is the only way i can see to get my shit under control. in 8th grade i make friends who are terrible for me and spend my nights talking them out of suicide. here is where i learn how to keep people alive lol. i dont know what you can do to help me that won’t make me hate or resent you but i’m telling you now so that maybe if you have the time you can prepare.

9. abt my mental health: pls take me to get autism/adhd tests n diagnoses. my * diagnosis will b impossible to get before i turn 18 and i am going to try to keep it from u . i promise u tho raising an autistic kid is not as hard as it seems and by now im so fucking traumatized that i’ve already learned to internalize everything

10. when im in high school i forget what year you severely injure yourself and spend a really long time in the hospital and rehab. this is what i feel most guilty about in my entire life: that the time you were gone was literally the easiest few months of my life. right abt two weeks before you do that is when i decide that you weren’t a good parent to me and that i am no longer safe around u; maybe if we can deal with some shit now we can have a better experience. btw i feel like it would b cruel if i didnt tell you so here r the brief details of yr injury **

11. by the time im in college i have constant panic attacks and dissociate heavily for the weeks before i have to leave college to come home. you need to take me seriously, i don’t know what else i can say to make this believable. i’m already real fucked up; you need to change the future for me or it WILL affect me for the rest of my life. i latch on to every woman who’s older than me who’s nicer to me; i think that’s the definition of mommy issues

12. i came back to tell you this because i really do believe you can change. if i thought there was no hope i wouldn’t have bothered telling you this. i think you can change because you DO love me (speaking of which telling me i love you but i don’t like you is? kinda fucked up? maybe don’t say that to a child ever again although i think by now you’ve stopped saying it because that will set me up with some fucked up ideas of love until i really begin to be loved by other people) and i think you want the best for me and i think you would want to change so that i could have a better life. i love you and i believe in you

[senoritaimperfecta]

I found a picture of me from back in 2008 from the 1st I went to Disneyland & then compared to the photo when I went back in early December 2019

I am the same

[pulpdjuice-moved]

its 4am and i never post wips but 🥳🥳🥳