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shiganshinaslut · 1 year ago

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I’m so stupid & sensitive I need to be treated softly by Aizawa T-T m his little babie kitty ok..

Wanna be enveloped n held in his safe arms.. wanna feel his warmth while he strokes my hair and soothes me quietly (T ^ T)

#feeling fragile tonight #m so small (T ^ T)#please take the thoughts out of my head #all I want is for him to comfort me #aizawa x reader #aizawa shouta #aizawa fluff #aizawa thirst #bnha thirst

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willowser · 11 months ago

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HMMMMM bakugou being just. the absolute picture of sin.

he works overnight and comes home early in the morning, around 3 or 4 am or so, and you greet him and give him a kissy and ask how it all went. and even though it's still dark outside and he's been working for twelve hours—he's still coming off patrol, right ? so he's still got some energy left, and he eats something and takes a shower and winds down as you fall back to sleep.

and it's not until much later in the day that he wakes up, early afternoon, and you're kind of tiptoeing around so that he can get his much-needed rest. you slip into the closet of your bedroom for something and you think you're gonna get in and out without a sound, but his hearing is so attuned to just about anything and everything at this point.

so rough and raspy, he grunts out, "what're y'lookin' for?" and you whip around real fast and he's just—

half sitting up in bed, bare back leaning against the headboard. an arm behind his head, so that his bicep is tense and round and stone-solid. stretched like that, his obliques are more prominent, taut and rippling up the side of his ribcage. he must have gotten hot while passed out, as he usually does, because the comforter is all askew; one of his legs is bent, the fine hair a dark gold in the waning day; the other is hanging off the bed, lightly swinging as he watches you, and the blanket has come down enough that you can see the bulge of his thigh muscles beneath his stupid tiny black boxer briefs.

and he's just so. man. in every single way.

(his hair is flat on one side, too, and his eyes are still a little puffy from sleep—but you think that adds to it, all in all)

#i have to get this image out of my head you don't understand #please take this from me i'm PLAUGED by him #he's so WAAAAHHH #like. he's always handsome. always. at all times.#but sometimes he opens his big fat mouth enough that you forget just HOW handsome #and then suddenly he's sitting there looking so cozy in your bed and softly blinking at you while looking like THE MOST ENTICING GUY #ON THE PLANET #and you're like............................oh my god.............#please take this image from meeeeeee GET IT OUT I'M SICK #✿ theme: domestic bakugou #✿ thoughts: bakugou #i've been back less than twenty-four hours and already i've had so much to say LMAOO

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bunnieswithknives · 16 days ago

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how do you think Fiyero’s scarecrow-ification went? Like on his POV of things

It was like being set on fire from the inside out. ♥

He wasn't particularly conscious, he'd lost a lot of blood beforehand, even outside of the amnesia au I doubt he'd really remember it. maybe just the impressions of green and burning. He was already in so much pain that at first he didn't even recognize what was happening, his broken ribs and bleeding guts indistinguishable from the sparks spreading somewhere deep inside him, his barely conscious brain only fixated on the single thought that he was going to die soon, and it would be alone.

It wasn't until the spell ate his lungs into straw that he started to thrash, a weak and exhausted visceral reaction as his throat spasmed for air, only to find more straw in his mouth instead. Straw sprouted out through the gashes in his skin and where broken bone met air as the fire began to creep outward, eating away at skin and leaving something unfamiliar in its wake, burning away everything else. Inescapable fire was eating him alive and spitting out a mockery of his body until finally, whatever part that tells him he needs to breath is eaten too, and the relief is so absolute that he passes out.

+ bonus version without the fire so you can actually see him

#wicked #wicked movie #the wizard of oz #scarecrow #fiyero tigelaar #fiyerocrow #body horror #gore #blood #transformation #art #digital art #fanart #digital painting #Do not expect me to answer asks like this regularly but Ive been wanting to do something for fiyerocrow transformation #maybe ill do a Boq one next but I need a Break from my oil painting style after all this. good god this was exhausting #its hard to see cause theres so much stuff going on in his face area #but theres straw coming out of a gash his throat. I thought it would be a 'fun' nod to his head being held on by a rope :3 #Also if you look closely at his eyes there is straw coming out of them. that's why his eyes are bleeding if you were wondering #hes also not meant to be missing an eye its just like swollen shut but idk if that comes across #And if you are wondering why there is blue marking on his face Im taking some inspiration from his book description #I might actually change his design more later probably give him a different hair type/style #but I am Nottt working on this drawing any longer please god no dont make me #Ok im done rambling now

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nixie-deangel · 3 months ago

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me to me: stop coming up with AU's until we finish at least 3 off the list!!

me to me: but just think about young nerdy professor Bradley in glasses and unruly curls with older, jaded, Jake trying to get his life together who both mistake the other as a teacher/student!

#nixie story ideas #nixie personal #hangster #sereshaw #i just cannot get the thought out of my head #also can't stop thinking about older werewolf bradley who's jaded and harsh who has to take on protecting younger jake who has some kind of #secret and bradley has to protect him with his life #like. brain please stop this #we talked about this!!!#we did!!!#I thought we agreed we wouldn't do this #until we cleared off some from the WIP list!!!!

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watchforstars · 2 months ago

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I didn’t like Ragatha that much at first.

I thought it was because she was boring and bland character.

Turns out—it’s because she reminds me of someone I’m not always super fond of.

From what I have observed, Ragatha seems to be a character with a personality of dishonesty/insincerity (i.e., People Pleasing, Approval Seeking, Conflict Adverse/Avoidant).

People Pleasing is generally not done maliciously; however, it’s a behavior to manipulate how people think, respond, and behave around her. It (usually) stems from the internalized core belief “I’m not good enough as I am.” All she genuinely craves is unconditional love, belonging, security, connection, compassion, and most of all: acceptance.

So she compensates by creating a caricature of what she observe people want from her. A “doll” that can fill any role that needs to be filled to be accepted. Be kind. Be approachable. Be pleasant. Be agreeable. Be reliable. Minimize self. Give. Give. Give.

Just don’t be YOU (because you won’t be accepted.)

And because of this faux persona, she struggles with being vulnerable to what it is that she wants and needs from others; thus, blocking that personal connection she craves in relationships (i.e., what Gangle was eluding to.)

It’s performative. It’s a form of a mask. It’s an endless loop of minimizing self to appease others. And it’s not sustainable. The pressure starts and keeps building under the surface. Internally building up inside. All those “negative” feelings you won’t allow you won’t allow to show that you stuff down and avoid. Those uncomfortable, ugly emotions: frustration, negative self talk, annoyances, rage, resentments, apathy, anxiety—fear.

So yeah…

I didn’t like Ragatha that much at first because her character reminds me of me.

(Even down to the stupid sauce usage. Mine was an addiction though. Put the sauce down girl!)

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lambsquatch · 7 months ago

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controversial opinion. I am dreading bald luthor.

#I Know max mittelman will manage to pull it off #but the thought of That Voice coming out of That Bald Head is terrifying to me #also maybe I struggle with design changes #still excited for whatever we get from s3! even if it takes getting used to!#my adventures with superman #maws lex luthor #please bring back leslie and rory tho if I dont see them Im rioting

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mewkwota · 10 months ago

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"A servant from the heavens above... Are you an angel?"

Even now I still don't know if I am articulating this right, but as I mentioned in a previous upload, I like to think about Volnutt being more than "just a Carbon". So here are some doodles of Trigger, the design is referenced from fellow user Sato and his work here.

Whether or not someone personally chooses to separate these two names/lives, I think the fact they're connected seems so cool.

This still doesn't make any sense does it? (; v; )

#so there we go that's my off-shot take #“boy what are you??” he is volnutt. which is ?????? :)#if anything just understand I think that's super cool as always ^^#and of course please check out the other user's art there #I like to give credit where credit is due #and I honestly would never have thought to consider trigger looking possibly like that (unlike everyone else who also thought so)#as you can see I am Very Smart in this sub series #doodle-daas #megaman legends #rockman dash #rock volnutt #megaman trigger #that said I think I'll take it easy from him for now because every time I draw him my head hurts (it's not your fault my boy ;; )

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dixidin · 4 months ago

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Was I the only one who thought of this

#PLEASE TELL ME #you can take the girl out of the magnus archives but you can't take the magnus archives out of the girl #anywho 10/10 new episode of digital circus. nearly cried #also I CANNOT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THE FACT THAT THE DIGITAL CIRCUS IS NOW ON NETFLIX #I thought it was a joke until I checked....#LIKE SUPER PROUD. BUT CRAZY SURPRISED #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #the magnus pod #magnus archives #tma #tma podcast #tma jon #jonathan sims #the amazing digital circus #tadc #digital circus

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kerizaret · 1 year ago

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W×S arc 2 song lyrics make me emotional

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tenwhiteandalusians · 2 months ago

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and then no one said anything about the fact that if i watched ONE MORE episode tenax pulls a "i'm not angry i'm just disappointed i'm hurt" about scorpus signing with the white faction.

#do you see the vision here <- guy who has a watch rate of one episode per month #oh the implications of scorpus not being there for tenax in his time of need... the death of the child who is not but is symbolically their #is that a separate fic completely yes but it is ALSO in some ways a divorce fic. tenax like i needed you but scorpus also needing him #OH MY GOD THEY LITERALLY DO SAY FELIX WAS HIM and i can do SO much with the concept of a “stray”. oh please. please strays instead of rats #one knife to the ribs one fixed race one apartment board THAT'S A STORYLINE BABY RISE OR DIE THE ROMAN WAYYYYYY #i do see your calla/tenax storylines i do. i could be swayed but we are not here for that currently this is the same as the chariot racing #like i KNOW what i said about the gold faction representing everything that scares scorpus a dream he never thought they'd reach #and then to have it ripped away now he no longer even has the dream untarnished i do understand. which is why the “i'm disappointed”#kills me even MORE because it shows he gets it. like on some level he does understand why scorpus had to but it's his pride that's wounde #so to continue from what i WAS saying with:#sets the bar so low because how else would tenax love him (as if tenax would not do the same thing if he lost) and they have even MORE #questionable celebratory reward sex. yes i assigned scorpus a degradation/praise kink the world works in wondrous ways don't question it #scorpus/tenax #those about to die #tenax making sure to care for the kids is what's killing me too because i REALLY want to draw a parallel with scorpus making sure he takes #care of the prostitutes. yes he's a notorious hedonist yes he has a lot of sex but he always pays well doesn't he. over-well. he pays too #much and ends up in debt he pays enough to buy girls freedom. so that they only have to if they want to. it gets him a reputation sure AND #it gets whole houses of girls under his (and therefore tenax's) protection. you can't bruise her up; that's scorpus' favorite girl.#she can charge more for being favored. he can pay for massive parties where no one else is invited and if he falls asleep midway drunk #off his ass after a race the girls would never say. they still get paid. if tenax comes to watch and give instructions they'd never say.#if tenax tells them all to leave and it's just him and scorpus in the golden room and all the girls see before they shut the door #and latch it behind them is scorpus on his knees in the soft plush cushions with tenax offering him grapes one by one from his fingertips #like a favored concubine instead of the champion whose laurels are tilted on his head they won't say a word. not even when the noise #inside the room continues for long after the hour runs out the girls still stand watch until it's quiet and then crawl back in around where #scorpus is alone in the big wrecked bed with a smear of blood or wine on his mouth who could say. certainly they wouldn't.#no matter what they still get paid. whether they did the work to wreck him or not.#ANYWAY #they take care of the selves they couldn't protect is what i'm trying to say. for tenax it's the child he was/scorpus it's the body he sold #only he hasn't stopped having to sell it. & i guess as we're learning with the extortion tenax is still a child running from a burning hous

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hellaverse-critical-confessions · 3 months ago

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(from this video)

#not a confession #helluva boss #the fact that they even mentioned Chaz just made me screech mentally #because... you know. if you've read my oneshot you know #but yes exactly. I also tie back to him the fact that Millie was so serious and untrusting during the flashback #(to be fair. being a mercenary is cutthroat business. but even while fighting and killing she seems a lot goofier nowadays)#how the timeline works in my head is #affair in Wrath. Chaz bounces to another ring and breaks her heart. she stays home for a while after that before moving to the city in Prid #she could've had her walls up out of a sense that the city slickers would only betray her #Chillie seems significant to me bc we've SEEN just how MUCH it takes for Millie to snap when it comes to loved ones and their bullshit #let alone turn from loving affection to seething murderous hatred #so you KNOW that whatever happened between her and Chaz WOUNDED her. or at least offended in a huge way idk #someone on AO3 wrote it so he cheated on her with her sister. like yeah that could do the job alright #though that does imply she loved him which is easily the biggest plot hole here. like. look at that thing #what is there to love #about Chazwick Thurman #he's an embarrassing roach with a dick complex #(also my girl Sallie would never have standards that low. please. she's also a lesbian now but that's another thing)#tbf Chaz and Blitzo are quite similar... except Blitzo has way less shallow writing... I wonder if that could be explored #her currently being so close to someone who is in theory strongly reminiscent of her ex. putting up with so much from him too #ah but I shan't keep talking Chillie. we'd be here all night if I tried to explain all my mental lore #isn't it funny how I've thought so much about them despite despising S02e03 and becoming physically ill by Chaz's sceentime #on my first watch #and then never watching it again #it's just the Concept of him alright. like shared ex of M&M who's a conman a loser a former mafia goon & whores himself to survive #who are you and how did you get here #plus the fact that he's a shark bc sharks are so cool. did you know threshers harm and even kill prey by whipping them with their tails #wish we could've seen that #I love it when anthros have their animal traits acknowledged #wow the tags here really derailed from the original screenshot. ignore them please 🙏

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averlym · 2 years ago

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pleaaase may i have 28 and 29 aramour angst ✨ i crave it

28: “Move out of my way before I make you.” // 29: “You deserve better.” (prompt list here)

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#the brainrot!!! so strong. anyways. to confront the woman dating your ex when there's super high tension....#anyway!!! highschool(?) modern au where the popular girl/ queen bee is whoever resident king henry is dating.. hm..#oh the tension between someone who used to serve you. now having taken your place. and you knowing the ins and out of that position..#especially that it's not all it's cooked up to be!! lots of thoughts about this au #art-wise i drew these as storyboards before i realised i cant video format well without audio so they're just here in storyboard form #i drew these in sketchy drafts and then in sketchbook then spent 2h lining them digitally bc the scans were yikes. anyways. i lost a frame #somewhere and it was before the “you deserve better” and it was like. “take it from someone who knows #fun fact!! i showed this to multiple irl friends without dialogue as i was drawing it. neither of them know the characters but.#immediately pinpointed exes vibes. and enemies to lovers. and basically homoerotic arguing tension.#remarkably pleased at how that was conveyed (and also amused. i love my friends). anyway if i were to do this again? then i'd draw in the #frames instead of re-doing the sizing after tracing. yikes that was an experience.#anyway!! (x3) anon i hope you enjoy the aramour angst. i hope it has something. i craved it a lot as i was drawing this #six the musical #six the musical fanart #catherine of aragon #jane seymour #also the characterisation was lowkey based off how mean girl seymour is absolutely a thing in the show. some of her lines. savage.#parallels!!! in show the "oh boohoo [..] i DIED'' and attacking aragon.. the rivalry here.. aaaagh #also!! the last line is a slightly paraphrased letter from aragon to her father(?) i think. found it online while looking for how she wrot #because i wanted her to sound more queenly... you also see it in how she's unbothered and rather unimpressed throughout seymour's posturing #the confidence in herself. meanwhile jane is defensive and a bit more prone to being flustered <parallels emotion in show script>#i'm just. very proud of these drawings together. narrative can be so very nice. the last two frames are kinda like a postscript.#sometimes the brainrot really gets you!! alright have a nice day.. comms are open and the fact that no one is taking them up rn feels a bit #sobering. but it's okay! i'm not in a rush.. it's more for the experience. hm. i wonder who wrote yes in the poll though #(can you. tell my ego is a little bruised?) nvm onwards!! eventually i'll get good enough to actually sell my stuff :OOO #oh an addendum: lowkey inspired by all the bathroom girl-on-girl confrontation scenes. one off the top of my head is the one from heathers #but there's quite a lot of those tbh

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malkaleh · 10 months ago

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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.

#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would #genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top #of a jewish trauma spike #and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm #does not look great #i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words #(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you��)#(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it)#(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else #abuse cw #i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered #this will disappear probably #UGH #(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing #(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead #and it’s like I can fake it so well #(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone #i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people #to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago

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on the absolute highest of keys james mcavoy does pull off bald charles really well and i wish we got another movie with bald james mcavoy

#xmen #xmen apocalypse #xmen dark phoenix #charles xavier #professor x #snap chats #i do not acknowledge dark phoenix most of the time. it did give us paris proposal but otherwise i was just kinda Eh bout it #this is NOT a dark phoenix review though someone worded my thoughts about it better than i ever could #i should rewatch it though and double check my opinions vJAELJAEKLJ i always like typing them out anyway ..#i literally watched it two weeks ago but i forget everything ever besides marriage proposal and mystique dying #cause of course they kill my girlfriend i HATE IT HERE first you take her powers in last stand and now shes dead #anyway. is this inspired by bryan cranston being on the casting list to be professor x in mutant saga NO #but it is in spirit... ive never seen breaking bad but i do have a fave interview clip OF bryan so i have no beef with him #HOWEVER .... i wanna see james bald again .........#like i dont know what it is his head shape just works REALLY well... please believe me please udnerstand me #ok bye i think im uploading a doodle page later

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itsalwaysdark · 2 months ago

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i was gonna make a post abt how i dont rly like like. Genre changing covers of songs and then realized upon introspection is that i sort of just dont like rock covers of songs generally

#there are exceptions probably. And i do like rock music im not like deep into it or anything but my dad likes rock music soni grew up #listening to it And enjoy it #maybe im just projecting my prejudices against rock fans into the covers. or something . but itll be like. a disco song and its a rock cover #and im sort of just like. IDK. im probably being silly abt it and it isnt avtually anything just From my interactions with rock fans a lot #of the ones ive spoken to NOT ALL r like..sooo goddamn pretentious and rly put down like Any other genre of music esp like. pop and also #like literally any genre with black roots For some reason . Who knows why that is ... so tomme when they do like a rock cover of a song it #feels more like a Lol fixed your song now Cool ppl can listen to it rather than like a. ooh i enjoyed your song and i wanted to try and do #it but in my style of music. If that makes sense. which is literally just me making up an issue and im Literally putting words in their #mouth I am realizing . IDKK just rambling i suppose. Apologies #like idk i think the novelty of like um. Ooh heres this super cutesy song in a more 'aggressive' sounding form is like. cool but it just umm #idk. ik everyone and their mother says this but i rly do like a wide variety of genres and i go to different genres for different things you #know. and i feel like . IDK i rly am just saying anything. is this an evil thing to say #okay sorry. do not take any of this seriously i am going to bed idt im 1. wording snything write 2 #idk if i have a salient (is that the word?) thought to express anyways . another miss for connor in the thinking department he has gotttt #to stop trying! gn everyone love you #also this was a thought that came to my mind bc of a podt i saw but its not like me being mad abt seeing that post or eing mad at the #person who put it on my dash LOL it was a fine video i loooove mirrors like that real ones remember #Just made me think abt it. and i think also i still have some lingering rage from that stupid fucking lay all your love on me cover ider if #that was a genre change or not i get so mad abt it that its fully blacked out of my head #but i think its influencing me in dark ways. and also im just imagining someone doing like an all i need is your sweet loving rock cover and #its making me so.mad #and please listen to All i need is your sweet loving off of gloria gaynors 1975 album '#'never can say goodbye' do this for me i love youuu :] its a rly good album

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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year ago

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It is what it is

#please give me a reason to hope #please give me something to know ill be okay #i feel like im constantly watching the world end. asking myself when it will finally take me with it #but it never does. not yet. i just have to sit and watch it happening all around me. everytime im powerless #everytime i witness things i cant change #i want to reassure everyone that ill be okay but in my head all my thoughts are racing just screaming “its not fair!!!” over and over again #i know ill make it out but i dont know if itll be alive. and i dont know if ill be the same

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