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yippieitsarvensart · 7 months ago

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Gen Lilia

#she/her lilia please and thankyou!#<threat #I love blue and red in my pieces brooo someone take these colours away from me #digital art #art #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst fanart #twst #twisted wonderland #lilia twisted wonderland #lilia vanrouge #lilia twst #twst book 7 #twst chapter 7 #twst lilia #twst wonderland

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rapha-reads · 4 months ago

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Me: I want to talk about Louis de Pointe du Lac in the books and how he's constantly haunting the narrative whenever Lestat is the narrator, even when he's not physically present or Lestat isn't even consciously thinking of him, because Lestat is actually always thinking of him and remembering him and using him as his humanity compass, and...

The tiny rational part of me: can you PLEASE go to bed, you'll write a love letter to Louis once you've had more than 4 hours of sleep, I am begging you, your eyes are burning, your neck is aching, you're starting to get a headache and you're being slightly delirious.

Me: but Louis.

Rational me: LATER.

Anyway I love Louis and I love how Lestat completely adores Louis and I love how every single vampire of the Court, from the most ancients to the youngests, know that they belong together and no one should ever try to separate them.

Also Louis noping out of the entire drama with Amel and those clone guys to go peacefully read in his crypt far away from the entire drama is so FUNNY AND RELATABLE, like same mate, saaaame, I'm good reading about it, don't wanna live it, no thanks.

#rapha talks #rapha reads #the vampire chronicles #prince lestat #prince lestat and the realms of atlantis #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #loustat #anne rice #books #i swear louis is the only vampire with brains in this entire world #homeboy definitely understood early one that he should only deal with his own business and stay away from the insanity #or should i say he went insane in the 70s and kick-started an entire societal revolution and he didn't like that one bit #so now he'd rather be left alone to his own device and honestly he's so right #his only flaw is that he's entirely devoted to lestat but like. who can blame him.#but yeah he's the ghost he's rebecca haunting the manor and guiding the story even when he's not there #no wonder anne rice identified herself as being him or him being her i understand i understaaaaaand #oh man can someone take me out please #my mind does not want to shut up i'm tired of myself #anyway #i love louis #that's it that's the post

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toddtakefive · 5 months ago

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btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage

#and him trying to stop neil from asking if todd not reading at the meetings is okay isn’t him wanting not to go #its him not wanting neil to ask because (as someone with social anxiety) it’s EMBARRASSING ASF for someone to ask for things on your behalf #literally just think about it as the meme of ‘when i tell my friend im hungry and he tells his mom that *i* want food instead of both of us’#and the whole ‘neil not knowing how to take no for an answer’ thing…… dont get me fucking started #the kid who’s had to take no for an answer his whole life? the kid whose first proper scene IS him taking no for an answer? are you serious?#being encouraging and accommodating and (admittedly) a little pushy when he’s got his mind set on something—#—is NAWT the same as not being able to take no for an answer or bulldozing through conversations with people #he and todd DO listen to each other in those conversations theyre just on opposing sides—#—because their understandings of the world don’t fully align at that point in time/the movie #which is totally fucking normal?????? because later on they DO properly align?????????#i feel so crazy about this every time i see someone say todd didn’t want to go the dead poets meetings because it’s so obvious he DID #he was just scared #and you know what maybe it IS a little forceful #but given how dedicated todd is to shutting off and hating and isolating himself he NEEDS a little forceful to be broken through to #if no one ever pushed me to do things when i was scared (as irritated as it can make me) i’d never do SHIT dude #and obviously todd is the same way because he ALL BUT OUTRIGHT SAYS AS MUCH #‘i appreciate this concern but i’m not like you’ IS about neil’s voice and opinions mattering to people but it’s ALSO about—#—him being outgoing and trying new things and putting himself out there #WHICH TODD WANTS TO BE ABLE TO DO!!!!!!!!#the moral you take away from todds growth is NOT that he has to change to be accepted because he DOESNT #its that he has to gain the confidence and belief in himself to grow and become the version of himself he WANTS to be #he NEVER changes on a fundamental level to make others happy (although his growth does make others happy) he just opens up more #and i dont know WHY some people think his arc is becoming a completely different person #like yall PLEASE #this isnt even an anderperry thing this is an issue even if you read them completely platonic #i blame the FUCKASS novelization…. dps book you will always be hated by ME #dps #dead poets society #neil perry #todd anderson

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james-spooky · 1 month ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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dragon-subway · 1 month ago

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one day I'll get to working on my massive, still growing pile of dream projects <- fool who likely will not

#THERE'S SO MANY THING I WANNA DOOOOOO I WANNA MAKE COMICS I WANNA MAKE ART BOOKS I WANNA MAKE GAMES I WANNA MAKE VIDEOS #SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL (please never ever take me away they all form together into a nest that keeps my hope alive)#telly static

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verdantmeadows · 2 years ago

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(scents you with my preorbital and forehead glands) (scents you with my preorbital and forehead glands) (scents you with my preorbital and forehead glands) (scents y

#muntjac deer #deer #deers #video #animal #animals #source: birds___animals on twitter #book of kells #please don't leave anything mean on this post about this guy #animals cant control how they look and all deserve love!#you can say stuff like LITTLE FREAK in an affectionate way though!#not saying this on the post itself bc i feel like that takes away from my silly comment #hope what im saying makes sense #posting this bc me and my partner love it and he asked me to post it #cute #love this guy..

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candlesoul · 3 months ago

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rambling

#im workin all day workout chores and projects and still cant sleeping night and i feel so so tired #i feel like im emotionally dead bc i cant even start reading books anymore i cant find any mental energy for it #i shouldnt read news so much its also depressed but i do this bc of i need to feel im on control sth i know stupid #but future seems so dark i hate warand economy going more bad #my mom trying to call me which this is so scary for me she trying to take control again and im running away from her #please let me go she is like poison i swear let me go gghghg #anyway i will rambling #if i dont reply your text just know that i have no energy so thats why i cant even write pls forgive me…….#i need to see ocean #why life should be so dark like this? i really dont understand? whats the point?

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angeltism · 5 months ago

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this is so funny yes i'm one of the harbingers. yes one of the harbingers is my big brother. yes i've had a crush on one of the harbingers for 4 entire years atp. i like villains but this feels a little too far

#➳ the fool speaks #my big bro isn't THAT bad at least!! he's silly and nice and who cares about the murders he's an amazing big bro ^_^#ummmmm im me and therefore am exempt from all judgement #anddddddd actually the guy i have a crush on sucks can someone please stop him.#i just want to like. put him in a jar where he can't hurt people. press him between the pages of a book so he's harmless but i can still #just stare at him yk. does that make sense. someone take away alllll his power and just let me look at him a littlebit

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rosicheeks · 7 months ago

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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

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cringefailfagcat · 8 months ago

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the way one of my friends offered to get people drinks. one of the others asked for a rum and coke, so i asked for a vodka lemonade n then they stood right behind me and went 'is olive allowed to drink?' it killed something inside me a little bit. like i wasn't episoding i've been responsible about my drinking recently don't take away my autonomy when i'm capable of looking after myself please. i know i barely can but don't. don't make this one of the few things people will actually talk to me for

#sorry but i just feel so isolated in the friend group #like no-one's leaving me out its just everyone is coupled up and the only other single people are in a qpr and go home together to watch #korra everytime we hang out and it kills that i'm the only one who has to go and be alone. everyone else skips off all happy and i'm left #to go back to my little den of depression and fight through the panic abandonment response that i get every time i leave them #but if i isolate myself completely i will be even worse. my therapist told me to make myself socialise as much as i can and i've been tryin #and it's usually alright for most of the time when we're together. like nice even if its heartbreakingly lonely and i dont have the spoons #to contribute consistently to conversations #vent #sorry i'm just. i feel like i'm falling apart slowly #catching bits as they fall and shoving them back into me but still deteriorating faster than i can fix myself #i want to stop.#i can't be a human anymore #i can study and live in literature but i cannot be human #i can't be loved.#i just want to beg one of my tutors to let me camp out in their office for a few hours so they can help me somehow do my essay #like. i can't do it on my own. i can't think enough to scrape up my memory of the books i'm writing about #and i don't have time to reread them to find quotes #i just. want to be a cat hiding under people's tables with the occasional pet from people who are kind enough to like my type of creature #but be left to sleep and do what i need to at my own pace #is that really so much to ask? can i become smaller please. take away this body of mine and give me something that fits the shape of me

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notbeyondbirthday · 1 year ago

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When you follow a Kira stan blog for more dn content and they post about how they disagree with MOST conservative talking points but they are a MODERATE LIBERAL and censorship and liberal bias in the media has gone too far afahsjwlekwlejqpk BRUH

#you really understood the assignment huh #socioeconomic factors behind crime WHO #muh freeze peach #i cannot i am sorry i am a radical i am an anarchist centrists please get the ever loving fuck away from me #centrism is conservatism light you cant change my mind #read a book take a trip out of your gated community do SOMETHING #i dont care if i sound like a condescending bitch this is real this is me im exactly where im supposed to be now #this person also just posted about having never heard gunshots before like WHAT #YOU LIVE IN THE USA #WHERE ARE YOU BEVERLY HILLS #im too poor for this shit

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strangefable · 2 years ago

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mkay, listen. as a bona fide expert on this, if you say your interpretation is "objectively" the truth, then... you are doing media literacy wrong.

no such thing no such thing no such thing

#i am annoyed #i am cranky #this is My Field of Expertise #and i hate seeing people throw around words they don't know how to use correctly #taking my field's jargon the fuck away from fandom until y'all learn #there is no 'objective' truth there is only interpretation #and it is always colored and dependent on many factors #you cannot be objectively correct about a character in a piece of media oh my LORD please stop #sometimes i regret following main tags for things #but i am doing the appropriate thing and making this post #instead of yelling at people on their blogs #because oh my word do i ever want to throw the whole book at someone #the literal book on critical theory in fact :|#is this also inspired by people being shitty to a friend of mine? yeah #but it's also about a new post that popped up in the tags that REALLY PISSED ME OFF

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kazz-brekker · 2 years ago

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i genuinely do not think this was my professor’s intent but unfortunately by structuring my advanced creative writing class to be 99% quiet work time and 1% check-in where you go around and say like 1 sentence about how your writing progress is going this week they seem to have landed upon the exact combination of factors to make me feel both wildly isolated from the other writers in my class despite the fact that the main reason i wanted to take the course was to have a community of writers around me to talk to and also to make me have a semester-long imposter syndrome breakdown about how my book is awful and none of the revisions are working and no one will ever want to read or critique it

#i'm aware complaining about a class i am incredibly lucky to take makes me sound like a huge whiny brat #but also GOD at this point i would give ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING #to just hand someone a chapter from my book and be like 'here. read this. please tell me if the revisions i did made it suck more or less.'#i cannot exist in a completely isolated and self-sufficient writing environment! i need criticism! i need praise!#i need to talk about the characters from my manuscript and have someone understand what the fuck i'm talking about!!!!!#pie says stuff #my writing #my life #pie goes to college #i feel like i'm going completely insane while everyone else in my class is peacefully typing away which just makes me feel WORSE

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endlessfebrvary · 4 months ago

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//so I'm back from my weekend away* and while it was nice to see family, it also really tested my patience, and the batch of new mosquito bites is really putting me through the ringer. then I queue in to work to find that I'm literally the only one who can access the system because of all the power outages in the city :)))) my boss isn't answering her phone so I guess I'm expected to just handle all the calls by myself?????? dunno but it's been an hour and I'm already exhausted so yay!!!!!!!

hope y'all are faring better than me, truly. happy tuesday!//

#its funny cuzz it wasnt really time away for me and my sister since the place mama booked is just in the next town over from us LOL #so same region #but very nice property all the same #Im so fucking stressed about work though #idek what the plan is #am I just supposed to work all shift alone??? what happens when I go on break?#when I queued in there were 8 calls waiting #one was waiting 20 mins #another waiting 15 #I got chewed out for it #and I really just want to cry #I took 36 in an hour which may not sound like a lot but I promise it is #(when we are busy we usually take like 20 something in an hour)#send help please THANKSSSSSS #laughing my anxiety off {ooc}

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zombieskae · 4 months ago

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I kinda want to write something, but if anyone writes it, I'll be forever grateful.

I just need me a good book about regulus (ofc it's a fanfic) being the one who killed his parents, reasons aside, and the book revilves around him trying to cover up, and it's the perfect crime, just- he can't live lying to everyone about it, and the first person he ever tells, because (Edgar Allan Poe's shit) he hears his parents voices, sometimes heartbeats, and footsteps following him down the streets and in the empty halls of the Black house, anyways, the first person he ever tells this to, could be Remus, or Pandora, they don't even react badly towards him, they just hug him and kind of just don't believe he would actually kill anyone.

The second he tells Barty, he does this maniac laugh, and asks wherehe hid the bodies.

But there's this thing, he carries them with him.

In a bag made to fit anything, he put the corpses of his parents and told everyone they went far away to France.

#anything could change #just take the inspo #run with it my little crows!#fly away with the knowledge i put together from my way home on the metro #i clenched my teeth so badly it hurts #i hate being in the zone because it hurts me #literally #i will destrly my insides slowly when concentrated #i want to eat empanada #and drink chicha #pretty please #hp marauders #harry potter marauders #the marauders era #the marauders #art #book #fanfic #ao3 fanfic

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hismercytomyjustice · 5 months ago

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“This is going to be a multi-chapter fic rounding out at about 75k words/eighteen chapters.”

Ha. Haha. HAHAHA. HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHA.

The FUCK it will. I just hit 70k words and I still have like 4.5 chapters to go.

┬─┬ ︵ /(.□. \）

Fuck my LIFE. Fuck this FIC. Fuck EVERYTHING.

I have never written anything this long before AND IT.

JUST.

KEEPS.

GOING.

It’s never going to end, is it?!

I am fucking DOOMED.

( ༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ )

#hismercy’s musings #fanfic writing HELL #someone please save me from myself #someone take my fucking phone away #fuuuuuuck #ancient books and horror stories #my writing

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