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i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-
i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ
#the only way forward is to live in a state of denial#i need someone to talk to abt it but every time i even think too hard i start to shake like a wet dog#please please if you come across this in the void somehow and havent read it PLEASE give it a shot#actually pro tip- dont fucking do that#the will of the many#james islington#already read the one and only fic thank you for your service 🙏#I wanna chat spoilers but honestly i dont even know where to start#if [redacted] doesn't come back its on sight#give me my scrungle or give me death#when i tell you i was ugly crying its an understatement.#SPEAKING OF#[redacted]/vis would have been cannon if the author wasn't such a- [GUNSHOTS] (/lh)#hi hello its been a day but im back bc i cant stop thinking about this#“im going to make sure you burn for this” okay and im just supposed to be okay?? after all that??? IM JUST SUPOSED TO MOVE ON?????
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Need to see Lord Huron so i can stand there and sob while they play ghost on the shore.
#actually theres lots of songs i woukd start sobbing while singing#number one right beneath ghost is love like ghosts. i will be CRYING if i hear that live#lord huron#lord huron you wanna come back to arizona soooo bad#i know yall were just here in may but i couldn’t make it PLEASE#Drops in the lake will make me ugly cry too
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i want to slowly peel the skin off of my face until im unrecognizable
#988blr#cvtblr#cvtt!ng#sh cvt#sh things#i wanna die#i wanna kms#self h@rm#self destruction#self destructive behavior#self destructive tendencies#self destructive thoughts#i want to cry#can i please start cvtting again please#🤡⚠️
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[ not ship art ]
off day at devil may cry
#i wanna see the three of them hang out as besties more ngl#there's just so much potential here... capcom please listen to me........ i wanna see the ladies more.............#devil may cry#lady(dmc)#trish(dmc)#dante(dmc)#allyart#felt the need to mention this isnt ship art in the captions bc i dont wanna see anyone arguing over anything#if you wanna start ship disc horses under my art please consider. dont <3#anyway im off to bed its almost 2am lmao
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I just watched every episode of amazing digital circus and boy are my arms tired
#screaming crying throwing up#tadc kinger#wtf#tadc zooble#why why why#seriously i litterally started crying wtf why am i crying over a chess piece#blanket fort#i waited a year like an idiot#i wanna be zooble#kinger needs a hug#let me hug kinger#please i am begging#tadc angel#WTF IT WAS SO SCARY???#zoobles is nb right?#its 2 am#the amazing digital circus jax#jax is an asshole#jax is an npc#pomni is jesus#i am crying#this series scares me so comfortingly
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i barely started to get over leaving sumeru and all the cast behind and then this small section happens and makes my heart heavy again AHHAHA STOPPPPPP
#PLEASE im gonna cry#i got too attached to everyone (not counting dori tho honestly. consider her excluded everyime i mention the cast LMFAO)#i wanted to start the quest now before i explore everything but now this makes me wanna#draw hkvthm or smth bc i feel like im never gonna see them again and im like#haha#what am i gonna do without them ahahhh (desperation setting in)#oh to stay in sumeru#my heart hurts GAHHHH#I ACTUALLY FEEL SAD AAAAAAAAA STOPP#fontaine rambles#tbd
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*leans against door seductively* does anyone have any tips on what to do when its hard + uncomfortable to breathe and ur heart is beating faster than normal to the point where its hard to focus on anything else
#rambles#/genuine#preferably without having to go to a hospital or anything#i dont have Money and also i dont want to go anywhere or call anyone i just wanna feel better enough to finish this drawing#and/or go to sleep please please pls#dont stress or worry abt anything btw im fine im just In Pain and its hard to ignore. ots not even the kind that hurts a lot#i just feel horrible in a physical way like im out of breath#will delete later sory if this is a scary post#at all. again donot worry i will be A OKAY#i hate when my body does scary shit like this man i just wanna draw km already constantly paranoid abt stuff like this#(shh dont tell anotne i said this but im gonan start crying like actually 😼)#i guarantee my own safety. muah. ily my beloved mutuals + followers#also ove been feeling like this since abt 2-3 pm i think if thats anything#iiirc?#it feels like its gotten a little worse but maybe kts bc im laying fown
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i'm thinking abt completely archiving konigceo and melovrs in maybe a month and moving accounts how do we feel about that
#melotalks#i'm gonna miss all the moots i made on konigceo#and all the fics i wrote#and every single one of my followers and notes#but i just don't care abt cod anymore#and i wanna get a fresh start u know !!#i already have the blog and everything ready#so if u guys wanna know the account dm me/send an ask :3#please all my moots go follow the new account#i might genuinely cry if my moots don't reach out to me#i'm gonna miss u all sm.
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bought this eren plush off mercari for $15 and the seller still hasnt shipped it out (i literally bought it last night LMAOO) but im feeling dramatic so i might cry if i dont get him in my hands soon
#ch:erenj#HIS PUPPY EARS.#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#i just wanna hold him in my hands#i feel like crying i need to cry. I need to cry into him#on my period rn sorry im a sensitive mess when i am#I think of anything not soft with him and i start crying. Such a BABY!!!
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Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.
#okay so here’s the thing#QB and I have been doing lil activities online lately#which helps him with his stuff he has going on and helps me to not feel fucking lonely all the time#bc i had another hangout friend but I Very Much Screwed That Up Tee-Bee-Aych#so I’ve been late to most hangouts. i constantly have little issues pop up where I’m so sure I’ll piss him off#friday night like an hour into the hangout I went ‘idk how to say this but like i recgonize I’m being quiet and if you want me to talk more#please lemme know’ and he told me that he was having some worries attached to that so we talked things out and it was fine#ITS ALWAYS FINE#AND SOMETIMES THAT IS WHAT PUTS ME ON EDGE OR MAKES ME START FUCKING CRYING (off call) WHICH IS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT LIKE#LOOK I LOVE THAT HE’S PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. ONLY OTHER PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THAT LEVEL OF CHILL IS MY ACTUAL PARTNER#BUT I’M SO FUCKING SURE THAT I WILL SCREW IT UP TERRIBLY. LIKE DISASTROUSLY.#SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? BECAUSE PART OF MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME TO JUST GHOST EVERYONE AND RUN AWAY#SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST CONTROL THE OUTCOME BUT LIKE#I REALLY WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH QB AND WB AND BB AND I’M STRUGGLING SO HARD WITH THIS#like lowkey the thought of screwing up in the same way I always have is literally painful and my chest is killing me I just—#god I fucking hate this shit#can I get the stardew heart ranking system please?? so I know exactly where I stand all the time???#I don’t necessarily trust people to tell me what I’m doing wrong until it’s too late
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RGG FINALLY MAKES THE SMARTEST BUSINESS DECISION OF THEIR LIVES
#snap chats#SHUT UUUUUPP FINALLY#me and every mother fucker like 'id KILL for a bunchan plush' and it only took like. 18 fucking years#WHOLE ASS ADULT#shitting and crying shitting and cying#i love how the second rgg started to acknowledge their audience they started producing plushes#like it feels like the days after that initial clip went out we been seein these bitches come out in the works and im a Big Fan#like you get it team..... im so proud of you.... please take my money im beggin....#i dont even know which one id want theyre all so cute and im too poor to get all of them#cause i know damn well im gonna have to talk to a contact in japan again to get one shipped to me#ts ok its a living...#anyway persoal tag ramble time get out#yesterday was asctually fine :) i went to the mall and decided to get my bro. A Bunch Of Shit as an apology#but then i texted my sister bout the sitch and grew up a bit so i went to dinner with the fam#then i talked to my sis after dinner and she said she was gonna help me Deal With Things so. good day i guess :)#ok thats all from me i wanna shower BYE
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i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun
#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon#im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭#its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week#it better come tonight i swear#im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything#i hate being alive#yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn#i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!????#im gonna kill god#can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please#please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time#😔😔😔😔😔#ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn#i fucking hate myself#i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight#i wanna fucking kms#sorry im oversharing
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you have gyatt to be rizzing me
#1:39 am panic attack bath 😊#body feels physically really really unwell presumably from anxiety but i don't know :'( i don't like it i don't wanna throw up#it's more crying than anyhting it's like a misery attack#no it is also a panic attack there is anxisty symptoms. but the 1st and most reoccurring has been crying#i wish we hadn't woken up for a little that was not good for us#i hope we can go back to sleep ;; please#oughf almost started crying again i don't know wtf to do#— coyote 🐕#— mandated blurry signoff tag
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augghh ,.....
#girl i wanna cry so bad#im so tired#and my gormones are not helping#my mother just fucking bombarded me with so mant questions about uni and i know shes trying to help#but im genuenly so tired i just want to go to sleep#and she keeps asking me stuff and im standing up and my uterus hirsts so bad but she didnt stop expanding#on shit that was SO unnecesary#fucking . have u not heard me before#i told you 5 times that im not recursing this class because it would be so bad#and you keep asking my stuff about what if i did retook it#why do you never listen !!!!!!! and then when im tired of trying to get a word in#you start complaining that this is jow a lonologue and not a concersation !!!!!#my sister in christ whenever i try to speak you dont stop tlaking. what do yoh mean#and i took 2 bugs out of the house and now i have phantoms bugs feelings . feel like there are moths flying toward sme#would be ok in other situations but i cant deal with the phantom sensation rn#crying from frsutration. help!!!!!#im genuenly so sad and angry and upset#not even at my mom. shes ok but rn shes getting on my nerves because im very sensitive and im so tired#i just want to sleeeeep. please.#girl i frel like such a failure#the 10 girl goes from getting 10 in four classes to barelt passing 5 classes. devaststing#i prommy i know im more than my grades but my ego is not feeling it this time#i feel so burned out time is slipping through my fingers#i want a hug 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪 fuck#sorry for the long venty post. if u read this far u deserve an award
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ich hasse schienenersatzverkehr
#WHY DOES IT TAKE ME 1 HOUR FOR A ROUTE THAT'S USUALLY 35 MINS PLEASE I WANNA CRAWL OUT OF MY SKIN#for someone who struggles with identifying and actually feeling emotions...... this is actual hell#and why does my body / mind do this to me. pure torture#my bus ride rn is also a sensory nightmare. people reeking of alcohol. screaming children. loud conversations#i had to put deodorant on my nose to feel better please i want this 7ish min ride to be over immediately#if someone wants to sit next to me i might just start crying fr
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anyone else thinking about how here we are where the continents once crashed together before they went their separate ways forever
#crunchyposts#musicals#family got apple tv again and i decided to rewatch the come from away proshot#i didnt wanna do the whole thing so i just skipped to stop the world and OUGH#TAKE A PICTURE OF THE SCENERY OF A LOOKOUT OF A MOMENT WHICH IS OVER OF THE OCEAN OF THE RIVER OF THE TREES#STOP THE WORLD PLEASE?????????????#think about come from away for a second. think about humanity coming together and finding love and connection despite#trauma and horror and grief and the fact that you may never see them again but you love and bond and take care of each other#if i type any more ill start crying#humans protect each other..... i choose believe that we're wired for love and kindness#love for everything in the entire world not just other people but animals or stories or hobbies etc etc etc#this is what we're built for !!!!! yk what i mean#vibes
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