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launching a rescue mission!
from utilities included, ch. 8
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#one piece#sanji#zoro#zosan#nami#usopp#helmeppo#koby#bartolomeo#other ppl but theyre just cameos#utilities included#DONT draw crowds. i suffered. i cannot explain. i didnt even detail that many crowd ppl but i was fighting for my life the whole time#blood sweat and tears. ill be complaining about this one for a while#BUT. IM SO HAPPY WITH IT?!#shoutout to emmie for helping me with the barto pose#and shoutout to bege for bringing a whole infant to a rager. my favorite detail that i added to please myself#anyway i learned i love drawing koby and barto
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the biggest letdown in the entire dead boy detectives show was when i realized that niko and crystal weren’t actually in love but niko, in fact, had a parasite.
#dead boy detectives#i cannot stop thinking about it#please help me there’s not even fan content yet
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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"There now, there's a good boy." (05.02)
#can they flirt even more?#yes they can#Siegfried Farnon#Audrey Hall#ACGAS 2020#All Creatures great and small#ACGAS#siegfried x audrey#impeccably and smart and remarkable that's his wife right there#when I watched this my brain immediately altered the scene and added her leaning against his shoulder and them holding hands#cannot help myself#what is series 5 please?#I forgot how to can#let's bring this tag back#ACGAS spoiler#ACGAS spoilers#spoiler
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Wei Wuxian eats a watermelon. Yep!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#nothing out of the ordinary here. Just good fandom fun#Watermelon discourse has been going on and I want to let people know where I stand.#This came about because I wanted to experiment with translating the (traditional) PD-MDZS style to a digital format#and while sitting there thinking of what to draw...my inspiration came to me.#This is the equivalent of sneaking vegetables into the spaghetti sauce but its important to get your gotdamn veggies#I'm not very good at organizing my thoughts (evidence: the tags of every post on this blog).#but please do not look away from this moment in history. One person cannot solve it and no one expects you to.#Even if it is just spending time doing some research on the situation and history. Or boosting posts that are more articulate#Any action helps! ANY action! Everyone has a different level of capacity for this and that's okay. Anything is fine. Dont let it be nothing#Anyhow. did I like doing this digitally? Yes but its mixed. It was faster but also spark the same joy I usually get while drawing#I will have to get over it very quickly though. You will all see why in a few days
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Yk I never did truly recover from the sick fic chapter
#one day im gonna make a post overanalyzing every single frame from this chapter bc its just so good#everything from how confused sakura looks at the idea of them coming to visit him when hes sick#to suo suggesting they leave bc he knows them staying here the now will only make him worse/uncomfortable which is the last thing he needs#bc yeah although he shouldn't and doesnt have to hes used to dealing w/ things like this alone#hes convinced he needs to and thats not smth you can just expect to change from one visit#still i need my hurt/comfort sick fic sequel please and thank you#so we can get a full circle of sakuras character development where he actually lets them help/asks for it#and NO im NOT projecting 🙅♀️#i DONT just wanna see my son getting comforted through his sickness when hes at his most vulnerable nuh uh 🙅♀️🙅♀️🙅♀️#wind breaker#wind breaker spoilers#sakura haruka#ALSO ALL THIS ^^ WITHOUT EVEN MENTIONING THE REASON HES SICK IN THE FIRST PLACE LIKE????#MY SON WAS SO EMOTIONALY CONFLICTED AND CONFUSED THAT HE GAVE HIMSELF A FEVER 😭😭😭😭#ALSO also i seriously cannot get iver how scared he looks in the last panel like ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#ok im going off in these tags rn i need to stop fr
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Prompt 267
Danny is rather incensed, but it’s absolutely nothing compared to Tucker and Sam.
Not only are they children, again, despite being ready for freaking college (which he had worked so hard throughout the summer, what with his grades thanks to ghosts) literal hours before, but they’re also in a completely new place.
And now they’re toddlers! Toddlers! Two or three at most! It’s horrible, they’re all so tiny and clumsy and practically none of their powers work and-
Is that a dragon?
There is now a dragon sniffing at them which is heavily concerning. Um, hey, please don’t eat them? Pretty please? They will growl and bite at you- oh Ancients that’s a lot of dragons.
#Prompts#Danny Phantom Crossover#HTTYD Crossover#DP x HTTYD#Space core Danny#Life core Sam#Storm core Tucker#The dragons of the nest: Wow strange wingless hatchlings like stinging-ground-cousins#Dragons: :( Where are their caretakers have bad-metal spikes got them? Oh no are they ALONE?!#Cloudjumper bringing Valka to the nest: :) I brought friend who can help strange-hatchlings :)#There is a language barrier issue#The trio deserve to be absolutely Feral#They can glow but they’re also babies (& even when they regrow to adults they don’t get every power)#Or their ghost forms which is annoying#Halfa Trio#Did Cloudjumper grab Hiccup too or just Valka? Up to the writer#Valka expecting to be eaten: Why are there three babes here-#Bewilderbeast: Hi hello yes please take the hatchlings they cannot get off me without help as they have no wings thanks#httyd x dp
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francis madoka magica crozier
(the witch designs are here and also posted separately with some lore under the tag 'the soul gem passage')
#the terror#puella magi madoka magica#obligatory magical girl au sketchdump#digital art#krita#francis crozier#harry goodsir#james fitzjames#john bridgens#cornelius hickey#also jopson would be SO homura coded that i cannot even handle drawing that someone please help me out with it#everyone is plagued by white magical beasts big and small x2. now with kyubey in the mix#you'd think finding the passage would be easier with their powers - and yet -#anyway sir john held back on becoming an mg until he was desperate to make a break for it#his wish was for the passage to be found - but he did not specify it would be him who'd find it#so he died long before that eventually happened#also no cat ears here if you see them that's just a diadem or another headpiece sorry#thinking about if hickey made his deal after the flogging#again in a bad state and with bad phrasing - just something like 'i wish to get out of here'#and then his ears perked up when they left the ships and he jumped at the chance to get everyone together because he thought he WOULD#get himself and all his boyfriends out.#well. they did leave crozier's camp#anyway i'm probably not gonna draw more of these so if anyone wants to join in i'd like to see some takes on their witch forms!#also yeah. crozier's shoulder pieces ARE modelled after tricorn hats#both bc he lost the other two captains and had to bear the responsibility for the expedition on his shoulders#and because i just wanted to use a symbol of power in a silly way as some mg outfits do#and yes jfj has a cprset and yes i was thinking of orpheus while drawing bridgens#and goodsir in a beret just felt right lol#also made hickey's clothes less open than the others' bc reasons#the soul gem passage
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HOW did Stain not run up to him and hug him I don't know.
The voices he made while crying killed me.
#i couldn't find this pic on Pinterest#so i took a screenshot myself#and GOSH#this scene is so fucking sad and heartbreaking#I CANNOT WATCH IT AGAIN#HORRIBLE THE WAY TOSHIS VOICE IS#SO DESPERATE AND SAD#GOSHH AND THE THINGS HE SAYS TO IZUKU FUCK MEEE#THOSE TWO AND THESE TWO#MY HEARTTTT#i- i couldn't even hold back my tears#his VOICE#i cannot get over anything in this scene#THE BENTO#THE “u haven't eaten yet :(”#HELP ME REALEWSEE EMEEE#NEVER make this man cry EVER again#please#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#toshinori yagi#akaguro chizome#all might#stain mha#izuku midoriya#stainmight#<- ig?
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Hi
heres whats going on in the images :3
1) gregory taking tonys pickles out of his burger because tony doesnt like them
2) tony won gregory a jumbo sonic plush at the carnival
3) beckory ringpop proposal...
4) movie night where gregory and tony watched a horror movie and tony does Not like it and gregory finds it funny
5) tony ellis and gregory polyamorous.....
6) tony and gregory sleeping
7/8) beckory hugs/comfort
9) tony complimented gregory and he Died
10) beckory under mistletoe + beckory reading & drawing
#fnaf#five nights at freddys#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#tftpp#fnaf tftpp#gregory fnaf#fnaf gregory#fnaf gregory fanart#tony becker#tony becker fanart#ellis fnaf#beckory#beckory fanart#idk what you'd call ellis/gregory/tony#but me and juno call it doctor bellboots... if u even care...#also mildly off topic but if anybody is a warrior cat-er Please help me figure out a name to give tony because its genuinely so frustrating#i cannot think of a name for him that fits.
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☆ i'd steal a hundred kisses before you'd say goodbye and then make a hundred wishes In the name of you and I
im barely with it but my insane brainrot forced me to draw this !! (i rise to draw silly gay people then die for like 20 years)... enjoy :] btw song is a hundred kisses by she wants revenge which is apart of my ship playlist i made xP
also funny human designs(?) idk slight edits to scarab becuz im goofy and prismo is slightly inspired by all the cool designs i saw but also hints of what i could think of!!
#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#fionna and cake#adventure time#prohibitedwish#fanart#doodle#wishfulart#please someone help me i cannot stop thinking about these two my ass even made a PLAYLIST...LAWD!#its like 2am why am i awake
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y’know. the heralds maybe had a point. instead of entering a recursive cycle of suffering, just let one man be the bearer of all agonies. i want the cycle to end. if that means one person suffering for the sake of everyone.
#help.#this shit is not looking good as a U.S. citizen#i cannot even sleep#cosmere#the stormlight archive#stormlight archive#brandon sanderson#taln#talenel’elit#talenel#please. just one last good thing.
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Imagine if you will... Ray with a tongue piercing ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ 💭
A more "messy" version under the cut bc I wanted to practice tears and stuff.. 👀
#Ok I may have put way more effort into this than I should've but I literally couodnt stop thinking about this#I used this as an excuse to practice rendering so technically its productive ( ��ꈍᴗꈍ)#I really enjoy drawing tears and idk what that says about me as a person#I just love the idea that hes just talkin away and suddenly you see a little glint in his mouth and oh my god is that what i think it is?#and hes such a bottom that he would just let you open and pkay with his mouth to see for yourself#he's just my lil sopping wet meow meow I can't help but put him thru situations#I think often about his different sides clashing and being very gap moe#like Ray with a tongue piercing? please someone hold me back bc I'm going AT HIM#I want EVERY version of this man I cannot even explain how deeply the brain rot goes#the day I stop thinking about Saeran Choi is the day I drop dead actually#I wont fill the tags with any more salacious comments about how sl\/tty this man is but just know the thoughts are plentiful#anyways enjoy the food#more art to come as I'm getting back into my artistic groove lately#my art#mystic messenger#mysme#saeran choi#mysme saeran#mysme ray#mystic messenger unknown#unknown mysme#ray mystic messenger#mystic messenger fanart#mystic messenger mc#mysme mc
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Younger liberals in my social media echo chambers: Ha, Kamala Harris is going to kick Trump's ass! Can you imagine his tantrum when he loses to a woman? I can't wait to elect our first female President this November!
Me:
#not rebloggable because I don't think spreading doomerism is helpful#but uh. I'm doomspiraling today y'all. like physically nauseous with anxiety#it's just. so many people are SO confident in a harris victory. but afaik trump is still projected to win the electoral college#and i know. i know! there's still so much time. harris has barely started campaigning. hasn't even announced her vp#i just. i CANNOT get my hopes up and then have a repeat of 2016. i genuinely didn't think there was even a CHANCE of trump winning#if you were too young to be involved in the 2016 election PLEASE hear my plea - you CANNOT take this for granted#get involved. volunteer. vote and make everyone you know vote. ESPECIALLY in swing states#us politics
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hi I love your tags so so much! they were so sweet and so interesting and creative and the whole Aphrodite type of beauty thing sounds really interesting do you have any articles and recommendations to read further into it??
-hogoflight
Hello my fine feathered (I am assuming possession of feathers if you are, indeed, capable of flight) @hogoflight! I'm always always happy to hear that people appreciate my frenzied rambling in the tags :D! I have a lot of articles and recommendations :D!! Ancient Greek notions of beauty and representations of it in their art and sculptures is a pretty well studied topic! There isn't any way for us now to know definitively what the beauty standard was (it varied widely from region to region and culture to culture after all) but here are a couple of my favourite reads about Aphrodite and what her representations tell us about idealised beauty!
Probably the most empirically extensive one I can list is Krönström's thesis which compares statues of Aphrodite and literary text referring to both the goddess and mortal women to determine physical ideals for women in five specific eras of Grecian antiquity. Including measurements of the statues there are many descriptions of Aphrodite as 'curvy' with a 'voluptuous figure' and with 'ample buttocks and bosom'.
"When the beauty traits are described in the texts, they are never extreme or anything that could not be found in normal people just that they are more beautiful in every aspect. Furthermore, the sculptures’ physical forms look healthy, they are tall and have distinct curves. Great examples of this are the Knida sculpture and de Milo (the Melian) sculpture."
Of course, these images are still idealised, and there was still a concept such as 'too fat' or 'too skinny' found in written records (and this thesis even includes analysis of pornographic writings and descriptions of the fashion and stylings of pubic hair of women from different regions!!) but from an interpretational standpoint? There is absolutely no reason why these can't refer to a fuller figure. Height was also a very important factor after all and over the course of many eras, it seems like being well proportioned in addition to the length and appearance of one's hair were the most important factors (and, like Apollo, greater beauty was given to those with curlier hair)
Mireille M. Lee's 'Other Ways of Seeing' essay which talks about the forgotten female viewers of Knidian Aphrodite which is also extremely illuminating on how Aphroditic sexuality and sensuality was perceived totally differently from the well documented male voyeuristic gaze (which was overly preoccupied with the statue's nakedness and therefore over-sensationalised the statue's physical appearance) vs women's perspective on the statue which is more centered on the beauty of simplicity in Aphrodite's garment and decoration and in her power and ability to captivate both in her finery and without it. I think it's especially useful in exploring the importance of finery, jewellry and adornment in representations of Aphroditic beauty.
"Some of the small-scale copies are heavily jeweled, especially those from the eastern Mediterranean, for example the Hellenistic gilded terracotta statuette in the Çanakkale Museum (Fig. 5) in which the goddess wears, in addition to the armband on her (right) arm, the following: a necklace with multiple pendants; cross-bands extending over both shoulders and hips, with a cascading pendant in the center; a coiled snake armband on the left arm and another snake on her left thigh, and a twisted anklet on her right leg. (The left leg has been restored, and might also have featured an anklet.)"
"Jewelry is especially associated with Aphrodite in Greek literature. As seen above, in the Homeric Hymn to Aphrodite, the goddess adorns herself with gold jewelry, dress-pins, and earrings in the shape of flowers (162–3)..."
Finally, and to me, the most important one in the argument for an interpretation of Hyacinthus as fat, beautiful and fundamentally Aphroditic comes from Brilmayer's brilliant brilliant thesis done on Aphrodite's work and influence in Archaic Greek Poetry which does away with all of that masculine preoccupation with physical proportion, measurement and bodily ideals for a focus on a Sapphic Aphroditic ideal centered in clothing, ornamentation and, most importantly cunning as symbols of Aphrodite and ultimately a feminine idealised form of beauty. This paper also discusses Pandora and Helen in these terms and it is just kind of a wonderful read tbh.
"Combining Homeric and Hesiodic elements with her own ideas, she [Sappho] alters the way female beauty is viewed. For example, the Homeric war chariot – a symbol of male, military prowess - comes to symbolise the totality of Aphrodite’s power uniting in itself male and female qualities. Having addressed the concept of beauty directly, Sappho then concludes that beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. With the help of Helen of Troy and her beloved Anaktoria, Sappho sets out to reinvent the concept of female beauty as a godlike, subjective quality that may be expressed in many ways, yet remains inspired by Aphrodite."
The conclusion to all of this of course is that Aphroditic ideal beauty is much more fluid compared to its stricter Apolline masculine standard. The nuances and understandings of both are of course, constantly being studied, analysed and scrutinised but really, if Dionysus who was both bearded and clean shorn, effeminate, birthed and rebirthed (and twice gestated!) and strongly associated with vegetation can be popularly portrayed as fat and handsome, why can't Hyacinthus?!
#ginger rambles#ginger answers asks#Once again I do not care how it happens or who I have to pay#I don't even care how much research I have to do#All I care about is more unique portrayals of Hyacinthus#Literally that's it#I will go through every academic hoop to make that possible if that's what peeps need TRUST#No because there's a genuine conversation to be had about a Hyacinthus who is split between masculine and feminine qualities#Likewise there's a wonderful conversation to be had wrt Apollo's fluidity in terms of presentation and how it does not reflect on his gende#the way Dionysus' fluidity reflects on his#Apollo is ALWAYS masculine no matter his ornaments garments makeup or action#It doesn't matter that he has the prettiest curls or wears elaborate dresses for his kitharody and dances#or values the deep dyes of the lapis - Apollo is ALWAYS male and that cannot be concealed by any finery or garment#Aphrodite however is an ally in this measure because through her beauty bridges the gap between the mortal and the divine#And we see this constantly in the way mortal beauties are able to attract the eye of many gods and how glory and ultimately immortality#are gained from these things#After all even after their deaths or betrayals or tragedies#We still tell their stories and remember their names#And what is Apollo if not the one who recites all of these beautiful memories - what is Clio if not the one who records these histories#ANYWAY PLEASE DRAW FAT HYACINTHUS#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I AM ON MY KNEES I AM BEGGING (no pressure seriously I'm being very lighthearted) BUT ALSO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE#TOGETHER WE CAN KILL THE PATROCLES/HYAPOLLO VISUAL PARALLELS WE CAN DO IT I KNOW WE CAN#ANYTHING SO THAT XANTHIAN DEVIL ARISTOS ACHAION DOESN'T GET ANY MORE PARALLELS WITH APOLLO P L E A S E#This is of course entirely because of my own biases and such there's nothing objectively wrong with comparing and paralleling#Hyapollo and Patrocles - however and I cannot stress this enough#P l e a s e#Thank you for the ask <33 Always a pleasure to provide more relatively obscure references mmhm#Hope this helps!#oh almost forgot
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I realize I have a very specific type in people thanks to Karasu
#cocky men with smarts... a deadly combination for someone like me#i'm calling out to a god i don't even believe in at this point send fucking help#karasu the man you are#NOT EVEN IN A SIMPING SENSE. HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME DIZZY LIKE AAAAAAA RELATABLE (in terms of demeanor. not smarts exactly.)#AND SO WELL WRITTEN TOO#please please please let him shine in the main series someday too please please please#head empty no thoughts just karasu being an analyzer in general#ugh i cannot write a post about him without sounding like a lovesick guy (which i am)#karasu tabito#episode nagi#bllk episode nagi
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