#please dont die yet fandom

[heyimcelery]

Eyefestation sketches!!

Might colour it another time but for now that's all I have in me

[wingsofhcpe]

me about to have mud and rotten tomatoes thrown @ me by at least half of my musketeer fandom friends when I say these two have more chemistry in that one scene than Sylvie and Athos ever did:

[morganafayes]

morganafayes bbc merlin fic rec list <3

hiiii here is a tiny little fic rec list i made for fun of some of my personal underrated faves in the fandom!! i've tried to avoid stuff that's already pretty well known + have a decent balance so hopefully yall might find some new stuff you haven't seen in here :)

the witch and the queen - toxic morgwen slay <3 very short!

in our quiet hour - i mean just read everything by lupinely. its all so good. its everything. they have never missed. id recommend 'castled' by them too... insane merthur fic. their dynamic is perfectly written. also their gwen character study mwah

heir - gen, arthur & merlin. genuinely have never once stopped thinking about this since i read it and it makes me sick :/

off the deep end - now THIS. this is good shit. toxic merthur modern au where they are exes and hate each other and hurt each other. finally someone who gets their specific brand of codependent toxicity. bbc merlin modern aus peaked here i dont care

swan down - nimueh ficlet about her relationship with arthur. gave me many brainworms............ please read it. its very short and it will make u crazy.

this graveyard - ok i havent finished reading this yet bc its like 10k. but its morgana/gwen and a rewrite of the whole dark tower thing which as you all know is the bane of my existence. society if the the writers had actually written that episode well etc etc.

i hear deserts heal your history - THEEEEE fic of all time. genuinely i have never stopped thinking about this fic ever. i have such complicated feelings on it. it makes me want to die and throw myself off a cliff at the same time. this is the morgana centric fic of all time genuinely she is done SUCH justice here oh my god but also. everyone is very mean to merlin. my poor guy..... :( in terms of morgana fics though. a must read <3 also great exploration of the mergana dynamic. reading this was truly where my mergana crusade started btw. also read their other morgana fic its absolutely fantastic (i havent finished it either though because im slow asf...)

living for the hope of it all - mercelot warriors come get your heartwrenching angst <3 i have more mercelot fics to rec if people want. i hate them and i love them

ouroboros - merlin/morgana. insane freaks at it again. my fave victims of lavender divorce

drawing lines - gwen character study which i <3.

the chakra of merlin - okkk this is a strange one. it feels almost semi incomplete because although it does. end. it doesnt really. its most interesting for its sci fi elements + character exploration which i find really interesting and well done. merlin is truly unhinged here in the worst ways. when is he not though

the huntress' heart - mithian/gwen slay!

tongue tied - yeah its another truth spell merthur fic... what can i say im basic. its very good though!

dragons! - morgana/gwen. super short and cute <333

[virginia-the-opossum]

Im not seeing alot of posts on here about this, but i have on youtube sooo...

Doctor Skipper, Nerdstagic, Cinema Sins, Rotten tomato critics, other movie critics and youtube movie reveiwers have ruined media literacy by their need for money.

All they do is sit around and hypercritic movies that they know jack shit about while pretending they do, some of them havent even watched the movie, they just want attention and to ruin the movie for its fandom and its chance in the box office.

Doctor Skipper and Nerdstagic have both made videos shitting on the Monsterverse and American Godzilla in general because Godzilla Minus One was "better". Yeah, the movie was awesome! And it deserves all the attention and The Oscar it got. But GxK: The New Empire isnt even out yet, stop bullying it, telling people something is going to be trash before they see it, means theyre going to view it as trash through the lense of your opinion.

Godzilla Minus One and GxK: The New Empire dont compare, they are two separate genres. Godzilla is allowed to be goofy or serious. There is no right or wrong Godzilla. If you like goofy, good for you! If you like serious, good for you! People are allowed to enjoy the two genres separately or together. I love both! But critics dont look at the fact that in the og showa era made by ToHo, it was goofy as hell, he was doing dances and flying using his breath.

The directors of both movies support each other and love each other's work.

Yes, all the shitty sequel cash grabs we've been getting are awful. But Godzilla isn't that,.... yet. If we keep getting divided on these issues and only viewing them to trash and meme, that spreads negative interest, but more profits. More profits means theyre gonna do it again. Boycott movies you know you wont like, but leave other people alone about it, and especially don't make videos without researching the subject or even watching the movies. Just like some of the recent Marvel movies and shows, if we let it turn into a cash grab, our fandom will inevitably die. Like the posters and trailers for GxK- "Rise together or fall alone".

Sidenote: theres nothing funny about the Lucky Dragon Incident.

Sidenote 2: Please stop spoiling GxK

Edit Sidenote 3: stop using ai for your clickbait thumbnails for your edits of GxK trailers

[purityonice]

TROLLS FANDOM PLEASE DONT DIE YET!!! IM JUST GETTING STARTED!!

[kindred-spirit-93]

salutations of peace!

welcome to this blog dedicated to the many, many thoughts wondering in the expansive meadows of my inner mind. we have:

fandom rambles

OC galore and random lore dumps

deep life thoughts TM

excerpts of books ill never write

memes, awful puns, wordplay my beloved, rants about anything and everything

music and art and language appreciation

vivid descriptions of things that would put ebony dark'ness dementia raven way to shame

and so much more! my vision for this blog is essentially a scrapbook of sweet wrappers, weird poetry, dried flowers, inexplicable blood drops from untraceable source(s), cute little doodles, coffee stains, all tied together with glitter glue and skull washi tape ^-^

so feel free to sit back with some snacks and watch me as i take apart my mind thought by thought and have epiphanies and shit :)

*:･ﾟ✧ but before all that, a few things:

Memento Vivere, is latin for remember to live. you may be familiar with its more morbid counterpart, Memento Mori, remember you must die. i sometimes have to remind myself to stop and live, to really smell the roses & appreciate my short existence on this spinning rock in space. this blog is my escape, my breath of fresh air, my cup of mint earl grey on a rainy january morning.

my pfp is a funny twist on a dua in arabic that translates to: "oh Allah, who lifts the heavens, lift (raise) my marks." which is very faithful to the theme of this blog & my life lol.

main @lemedstudent2021 and oc blog @bright-side-of-the-moon feel free to drop by for a chat here there and everywhere ;)

*:･ﾟ✧ a lil about me:

hijabi, jordanian, dont have social anxiety; social anxiety has me, sleep deprived, herbal teas, psychiatry, procrastinating af

medical student, full time and life long learner, salty snacks are better than sweet treats there i said it, strawberry milk supremacy

chaotic academia aesthetic, cats, existential (and assorted) crises, art on my lecture notes, atp i have more wips than neurons

current hyperfixations & interests: greek mythology (currently reading the iliad!), epic the musical, hadestown, paris the musical

*:･ﾟ✧ general rules and guidelines:

this blog aims to be a safe space for anyone and everyone, leave your prejudices at the door or dont bother coming in :)

youre all welcome to share thoughts and ideas and suggestions, please keep it halal tho (so pg-13 and mild language). in the very least label accordingly so those yet with innocence stay safe

hate and bullying and disrespect in all forms will not be tolerated, bigots and brain dead buffoons will be blocked on sight

that said, for what remains of my sanity; zionists and anti-vaxxers DNI (i will come after you and your essential oils)

if i remember anything ill add it later, for now bring your marshmellows were making s'mores on the dumpsterfire that is life

behold moi. art by my beloved @sunshines-child ^-^

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i will eventually edit this and add tags i use for stuff & a masterlist for all my shenanigans. tysm for reading this far lol and enjoy ur life ig :D

[itsss4t4n]

Who I write for /Rules

Masterlist

I'm new-ish to writing (i used to write fanfiction when i was like 13. i'm 19 now and write very rarely) but I really wanna do it again.

So this is a list of characters/fandoms I write for as well as some rules for asks. Some things may be missing from this list so if you dont see something on this list, feel free to ask. :))

Do add as much detail as you want to a request and please ALWAYS have at least some sort of prompt, as i'm really not good with coming up with storys on my own yet.

I WILL NOT DO SMUT SO DONT REQUEST IT! I might however do spicy stuff (Nothing more than making out or somewhat implied stuff tho).

My writing will be mostly pg 13 but please still be careful if the fic-warnings include sensitive topics, and i might repost some 18+ things so be careful when navigating my blog.

Please be nice and have manners when requesting.

Also please include what gender/pronouns you want the reader to have (i write for all genders). If its not included I will default it as gender neutral. :)))

I also write poly relationships and AUs.

Some things I will not write include: Pregnancy, toxic/yandere, student x teacher, love triangles.

(Also english isnt my first language, and even though, in my opinion, i speak it really well, if they are any mistakes, thats why.)

Heartbreak high

Harper Mclean

Quinni Ghallager-Jones

Darren Rivers

Spencer "Spider" White

Anthony "Ant" Vaughn

Malakai Mitchel

Sally face

Sal Fisher

Travis Phelps (male or gn readers)

Larry Johnson

Ashley Campbell

Harry Potter

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Charly Weasley

Bill Weasley

Cedric Diggory

Olliver Wood

Draco Malfoy (+6th year only)

Theodore Nott (+6th year only)

Marauders

James Potter

Sirius Black

Remus Lupin

Regulus Black

Evan Rosier

Barty Crouch jr

Pandora Rosier

Lilly Evans

Marlene Mckinnon

Hogwarts Legacy

Sebastian Sallow

Ominus Gaunt

Gareth Weasley

Poppy Sweetings

Imelda Reyes

Die drei fragezeichen / the three investigators

Bob Andrews

Peter Shaw

Justus Jonas

Skinny Norris

Twilight

Jasper Hale

Emmet Cullen

Carlisle Cullen

Esme Cullen

Rosalie Hale

Alice Cullen

Sam Uley

Paul Lahote

Charlie Swan

Leah Clearwater

Jacob Black

Pjo

Let me know if you want book or show

Percy Jackson

Annabeth Chase

Luke Castellan

Clarrisse La Rue

Selena Beauregard

Charles Beckendorf

Ethan Nakamura

Nico di Angelo (no romantic fem readers)

Rachel Elizabeth Dare

Will Solace

Travis Stoll

Connor Stoll

Hazel Levesque (no romantic)

Jason Grace

Leo Valdez

Piper Mclean

Magnus chase

Magnus Chase

Samirah al Abbas ( no romantic)

Alex Fierro

Blitzen

Hearthstone

Mallory Keen

TJ (Thomas Jefferson jr)

MCU (Avengers)

Bucky Barnes

Steve Rogers

Tony Stark

Sam Wilson

Natasha Romanoff

Yelena Belova

Peter Parker (tom holland and andrew garfield)

MJ

Wanda Maximof

Piedro Maximof

Clint Barton

Scott Lang

Stephen Strange

Kate Bishop

MCU ( Guardians of the galaxy)

Peter Quill

Daredevil (Season 1)

Matt Murdock

Karen Page

James Wesley

X-men universe

Deadpool

Wolverine

Francis

Xavier

Mystic

Angel

Kurt

Venom

Eddie Brock

DC

Harley Quinn

Jason Todd

Dick Grayson (any version, young justice, robin, nightwing,etc.)

Wally West (youngJustice)

Artemis (young justice)

Roy Harper (young justice)

Disney Descendants

Mal

Evie

Carlos devil

Jay

Benjamin Beast

Chad Charming

Audrey Rose

Jane

Lonnie Fa

Uma

Harry Hook

Gil

Rise of red

James Hook

Hades

Bridget

Ella

Cloe

Red

Morgie

Kingsmen

Eggsy

Tiny Pretty things (Netflix)

Bette Whitlaw

Oren Lennox

Shane Madej (no romantic fem readers)

June Park

Jennifers Body

Jennifer Check

Colin Gray

Ever after high

all characters

Redacted Audios

(no x reader, just ships)

literally all characters

[mako-neexu]

I HAVE NO EXCUSE FOR MYSELF

anyways edguda porn fic [shakes and collapses in the middle of the street]

DO NOT READ IT IF IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLW i think i wont tag this as cheating/NTR because the only real relationship for me is edguda no matter what form their love takes on when they're the ones that is focused on 🫶 also the title is corny but i PROMISE its for a good reason PLEASE i explained it in the fic i think im more insecure about the title actually..

i guess this is smut practice though... im never confident with my writing but i would die if i dont write.. so im cringe yet free... and theres no one to feed me in english fandom and jp is so fun to be with but i keep a little distance as well with them since i'd rather be always respectful in our conversations and not say the wrong thing...ha, anxiety-

so i have to make food for me and hopefully infect someone who would like edguda enough who would also feed me... truly a plan of wait and hope kuhaha! ( dies in agonizing flames)

[rock-n-onyx]

uhmsuhms so ok so you get the Haven. That is most written out oc who isnt a fandom one or anything,,,,,Or persona. Persona in oc world is lored up but dont feel like sharing.yet.

This blorb except I rewrote entire backstory because felt uncomfy with somethings

>O<

Okay okay this is prolly a lot and maybe too mych and uhmuhm yeyyeye

~ Basic Info ~

Haven (God. Of. Fate) | 20yo. | They/Them pronouns- Don't mind being reffered to as He/She though

> They can no longer age, such is the curse of being throned a god.

Has a partner (Cas) To which they are very happy gayly in love- And engaged!

|| Despite commonly being seen and misinterpreted as a girl, Haven's actually amab, which makes it more fun to fuck with people- Especially people who try to be mean.

:: A survivor of the old world (1/6)

Like to dress howerever, after all "Gender is bullshit" They will be as silly as they want- Always

Not only sarcastic, but also heavy with the randomest dark humor jokes to cope with any problems.. With close friends only (<Will eventually get therapy, just not ready to open up to some stranger)

Hates cooking, please dont make them do it, they cooked an egg following a recipe perfectly and it STILL ended up charred black

> No label for sexuality. They don't care, just love their partner.

the only happy ending they need is to stay with their partner. Even if they die together, even if they lost everything- Just would find comfort in being with Cas as any happy ending.

Very protective of friends/family. You don't fuck with someone they care about without having consequences

Originally their hair was a beautiful brown, yet now it only growns black and white. They call ot a curse- And specify no more then that

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Okaokay backstory ihmuhmugxjnmmfmsnnfnsnf

Haven's childhood was. Unfortunate to say the least. Their father passed young due to health issues and sickness, though he was happy being there for at least two years.

After that it was just Haven and their mother. Who didn't know how to raise a boy. For years, she did try to be a good mother, she tried to love Haven and raise a healthy boy, but at the cost of her own sanity, and at some point she started breaking and falling apart.

It very quickly lead to emotional and mental abuse. Their mother was a mess, and she would constantly take out her emotions on Haven.

- Though she would never physically due something, the yelling and everything... It wasn't good. She was always greiving, and Haven was mostly just left alone for far too long as their mother would lock herself in her room constantly..

Haven was 11 when that changed. When the neglect and emotionsl abuse had come to an end. Because her mother had gotten so unstable, and due to the terrible smell that had come from the house- Neighbors assumed it was just hording, but when someone came to check on the two...

Haven had been left alone with their mothers slowly rotting corpse, as she hung from a noose... As she was written in a note; Sorry for being a bad mother, and willing to go away so Haven didn't deal with her anymore.

Haven at that point, just eventually moved around houses until being placed with their not much better grandparents! The place they lived in was filthy, and just disgusting. Haven was only there for a year, until eventually, almost at the age of thirteen-- ran away.

--> Haven had met Cas and [Spirit] when they were 7, they were best friends, as well as <spirits younger sister> ...They were close, and when haven ran away, they went to [Spirit] because they were closer..

Haven eventually moved in with [Spirit's] parents... Sister. Who was sweet. and absolutely adoring of Haven. She was there even when around fourteen, Haven started messing with their identity.

They wanted to be more. They saw girls wear dresses, and they wanted to do that too... For a year (14-15) they thought they may have been a girl! Where- Haven's name came from. It wasnt always Haven, but legally they had changed it finding their previous name.. Didnt feel right for them.

Around 16, they finally landed on their identity; Nonbinary. They felt both genders, and in a way neither at the same time. Yet the name Haven, they still loved.

By this time, Haven and Cas also got into a relationship- Nothing too serious, started platonic as they were both uncertain of their feelings.

...They had been 16 for 135 days, before the withering happened. They lost their new loving and caring mother, as she protected them. As she saved them, when the world around broke.

Haven and Cas got seperated when getting saved by morality... Both believed the other to be dead. For a while.

When being saved by morality, Haven was brought to somewhere unfamiliar. A field of flowers, yet, nothing felt real. All that layed ahead of them was a cursed mask.

They never would be a god, had they never touched the mask- But no matter...

They were 18 when they finally were able to leave, when they finally could control the abilities they had now... Which they hated- And instantly their goal became finding out what happened to Cas.

It only took a few months for them to be reunited, able to walk the same land, hug again... And for once- Kiss.

Eventually they'd meet up with some of the others too. Which brings the end... To the start of a beginning.

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\\ There are holes and gaps in what happened as they became god. All thats known is that it wasn't easy. Especially knowing how long it took to be ALLOWED to leave.... but they know their role now. -R

...Only 2 people have had contact with morality, too hear them.. Know them... Haven is one. (1/2)

<3

Haven is my skrunkly blorbo and has been in many many forms and pasts and. Has changed a lot from what was. Has been everywhere and one of the few ocs i think didnt come from an old name i used.....

Used to be like an inserted oc into fandom canon whatever but i mean. Mehhhhh didnt fit up and interests changed so dragged back to the thinking chambers and YAH

anyways maybe i should post onto oc blog again but also lazy

GNDJQJFJVKVFJRIFN HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT

SO IN DEPTH??? I LOVE???

[superdanverstrio]

Do not still any of my work

A/N: some asks take longer to write so please dont be mad if it takes a while. I'm actually taking a break from writing because its starting to feel more like a task then an obby so, Im so sorry if you requested something it will take longer to post.

Latest update: December 26

Request guidelines (PLEASE READ BEFORE REQUESTING)

Request: are close

Fandoms:

supergirl

Marvel

Kidnapped | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | Baby Danvers |

You could’ve die | Superfriends and reader |

Gala Gone wrong | Baby Danvers |

Here for you no matter what. | 1 | 2 | Baby Danvers |

Funny accident  | Kara x reader |

Right through you | 1 | 2 | Kara Danvers x Daughter!reader |

Beautiful in my eyes | Tony Stark x reader |

Fake friends | Tony Stark x Daughter!Reader |

Feelings | Steve Rogers x reader |

Supergirl x Marvel

Nothing yet

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

k, m, n, t for pd and/or suck!!! >:33333

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

-> you know i gotta say wiwi. i have to. that character was Made For Me i swear to GOD . genuinely i cannot think about prime defenders season 2 episode 39 without feeling physically sick bc i love it so much. its the only one i havent relistened to since i heard it the first time. i KNOW its gonna make me cry again so i genuienly have not touched it even though theres things in there i need to hear again for character research. his arc is so like. narratively satisfying in a way that hits me so fucking deep to my core in an extremely personal way. and like. there were definitely some Decisions that i was REALLY ANNOYING about hating when they were brought up because im used to media with bad storytelling/creators that do not care about their characters but. looking back on it i would not change a single thing about it. i love you wiwi so much.

-> FOR SUCK.... its not over yet. so i cannot definitively say. campaign finale comes out tomorrow so my answer may change depending on that but for right now i think i gotta say arthur. i joke a lot about hating arthur for no real reason in particular but. man his story is just REALLY good. not going 2 give you suck spoilers (hehe) but i also really like how shilo has grown through the campaign. hes my little guy :]

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

-> TIDE. TIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIDE TIDE TIDE I LOVE TIDE SO MUCH. thats my dad thats my best friend i love tide so much dude. every time he is mentioned or on screen i am just like :D HI TIDE I LOVE YOU TIDE

-> grefgore :] light of my life this is how i feel anytime i think about grefgore

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

-> CHARACTER STUDIES. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I LIKE A GOOD SHIPPING FIC AS MUCH AS THE NEXT GUY BUT PLEASE GOD WRITE THEM IN CHARACTER. EXPLORE THEIR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS AND WHY THEY MAKE CERTAIN DECISIONS THE WAY THEY DO. this doesnt even go for just pd and suck this is like. true for every single fandom ive ever fucking been in. do you know how hard it is to find character studies in the danny phantom tag on ao3. nobody has even fucking watched the show how are they going to write character studies they just want (<< i cannot legally finish this sentence without getting in so much trouble) I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING MY FUCKING SELF AROUND HERE. ALL I EVER WRITE ARE CHARACTER STUDIES BC THATS THE WAY I THINK ABOUT CHARACTERS. I LOVE THEIR MOTIVATIONS I LOVE TO GET INSIDE THEIR BRAINS LIKE A LITTLE PARASITE AND IT IS ALWAYS SURPRISING TO ME WHEN OTHER PEOPLE DO NOT THINK LIKE THIS. (edit im just now reading through this and realized the question says three things. i did not process that. my three things are all more character studies please)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

-> oh dude i have so many hmmmmmmm how to choose just one. i have a LOT of feelings about wiwis original death and i might write something about that when i can get over my shrimp emotions about him. dakota cole audhd truther but that ones pretty much canon anyway so i dont think it counts. vyncent and his relationship with growing up in fantasy world and then being thrown into prime and how he adjusted to that. I think he really lies shitty syfy channel type horror movies that are so stupidly bad. and also plays a lot of video games but again i think thats mostly canon already. i think tide listens to dad rock but also like. ocean man by ween. you already know about my william and ashe being each others emotional support at concerts. i think william and ashe should hang out and do emo kid things more. i also have a lot of feelings about ashe and coping with the crippling loneliness of basically growing up alone and how the pd becoming like INSTANT best friends was so much for him in sooo many ways. you already know how i feel about mark i am in the middle of dissecting him like im in a high school biology class as we speak. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know im gonna think of something really good after i hit the post button so stay tuned

[niredsw]

okay this is a bit serious, but nothing new. i just feel the need to say it out loud and know atleast i shared it even if people dont see this

almost exactly one year ago, i attempted something, i think you realize what it is. but im glad i failes at that. not gonna lie at first i was thinking "you failed this just like you fail at everything. you do not deserve to live yet you cant even do the only thing you needed to do." i am not proud of that era but it is a part of me and i accepted it as how it is now. its all in the past, i met wonderful people and i am happy with my life, even if it still have its downsides. i mean, whose doesnt am i right?

anygays

after the attempt, i was not okay, mentally and physically, i started to lose weight to an extreme level, most of my friendships ended all because of my behavior, i started to have daily fights with mom, sometimes even got beaten up twice a day because of those fights, i started to fail all my classes, my classmates hated me, my teachers were constantly talking with my parents, asking what happened to me. i was one of the brightest students and then suddenly i started sitting in the back window seat, sleep all day, not eat anything, not talking to anyone, stopped listening to my teachers, almost got suspended once, started smoking withouth my parents knowing, cuts almost every day, fights, burns, panic attacks...

and then.

i got raped in that time. im not being racist but an arab guy in my school. he. yknow... he couldnt do anything further because i screamed and a teacher came, but he touched me, and i still feel his touch on me sometimes, i cannot feel clean enough no matter how many showers i took.

and then, i met tumblr.

i was on my tablet at school all day, i read every single fanfic about all of my fandoms, all of my ships, read all of my favourite webtoons more than 4 times, including sbg, but it wasnt enough, so i started looking for another medias/platforms i can look at, and i found tumblr. i found you guys.

you all have no idea how much every single one of you helped me, i lost my spark and you gave it back to me like it was nothing.

i will forever be grateful to whoever god is up there that i met all of you. i love all of you so much and i dont wanna lose anyone. please dont ever leave me or i would literally die.

[melodrangea]

hi! Thank you so much for this oppurtonity to request! I am so glad the soul eater fandom is still alive after all these years!

Anyways can i request medusa x s/o who is her soul mate? (S/o is also a witch)

But in the end they didn't work out (for obvious reasons). And they are missed each other despite everything. I am not sure if you do angst but if you dont then thats ok just SFW headcanons pls. :) once again thank you very much.

of course anon! I actually started this blog because my favorite soul eater blog was deleted

figured someone had to keep it going, I'm so glad you're enjoying so far!

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Medusa x Witch! Soulmate

-let me get this out of the way

-you guys AREN'T healthy; at all

-but that's what made you so drawn to her

-you were being attacked by a meister/weapon pair and losing

-as you were close to being killed you felt blood splatter on your face, you looked up and saw an arrow protruding through the meister's chest, their weapon (not headless) next to them

-you looked up and saw with Medusa, her menacing aura was terrifying, yet you still managed to notice the small mark on your wrist disappear; a sign that your soulmate had been found

-Medusa looked at you with cold eyes and you just sat staring in fear

"my this is interesting, seems you're to be mine"

-and she took the word mine very seriously, you never had a choice really, waking up one morning in a locked room, you were now her lover; her prisoner, there was no say in it other than it happened

-your magic was far weaker than hers so you couldn't fight back, and you wouldn't die young like human, you were stuck

-you were only let out when she felt like it, often to clear her victim's blood off of her by taking a shower with her

-or for her to test new spells on you, seeing if you had the strength to fight back

-Medusa wasn't very talkative, but when she was, it was very condescending, reminding you that you were made for her and her alone

-the day she turned herself into the DWMA was the first day in a long time you had seen actual sunlight

-it scared you, burning your skin to even think about going beyond the confines of your prisoner; your home

-you had the chance to run away but you couldn't, so when Medusa found you weeks later, you didn't protest. following through on her orders without protest

-Eruka tried to convince you to leave but you just couldn't, after all you and Medusa were written in the stars, how could a fate like that be wrong?

-when you saw Medusa even in her child body she was terrifying as ever, all she did was give you orders, find Crona and make him fall in line

-she didn't love you, she never did, she didn't even like you in particular

-when Medusa's soul was obliterated, witches made a treaty with the DWMA

-you were free, to do whatever you please, where ever and whoever

-so why did you find yourself sitting in the same dark padded white room, waiting for her to open in and pull you to her, to feel her snakes wrap around you?

-an unshackled prisoner after so long finds himself longing for his confines after all

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just a reminder my dears situations like this are not love, if you have to be isolated to feel love for someone, it isn't real

I hope you enjoyed anon and continue to enjoy and request!

-Melodrangea <3

[noihavenosanitythanksforasking]

Can I give you some honest advice? Do your own research on the Noah topic. Because the anon that said the rape was a lie is full of shit.

The situation is a lot more complicated, and people truly vilified Noah for things he didn't actively do and that he didn't actively say.

Noah didn't say or do anything outrageous. Someone held up a sticker with him in frame and he didn't agree with it (didn't disagree either I'll grant you that) but he didn't hold it, it wasn't his.

And his IG post should tell you everything you need to know because he was literally saying what everyone should be saying. That innocent people didn't deserve to die - whether they're Israeli or Palestinians.

And the thing is, Noah is Jewish, how he understands and perceives his own culture has to be acknowledged as well. But please, do your own research.

You said you're I'm new to the fandom but I'm sorry for my bluntness but is no excuse for bringing up a subject like this without having the full picture. Because that's how misinformation is spread, with people not taking a few minutes of their day to understand something before even posting about it and bringing up a topic that has been talked about ad nauseum.

If you want to vilify a teen boy be my guest, but make sure you're doing for the eight reasons and based on what you actually know and not what some random online told you.

girl i am doing my own research?? am i not allowed to express my concerns on my own blog on the internet? im legit a 17 year old kid tryna figure out what the hell happened and what to believe. im not attacking anyone. i never said i was taking one persons word for it. im just trying to figure out what i believe. i personally dont give two shits about anyone's political opinion but i DO CARE that thousands of children are being killed. im not saying that noah is a terrible person im just trying to understand. everyone makes mistakes and im allowed to be disappointed in a public figure for being tone deaf or whatever. im not calling for his death. im not sure why my tumblr is suddenly a battlefield just because i saw that he apparently didnt consult his pr team before making a post. sure maybe he did nothing wrong. that doesnt change the fact that he hurt people? again im not trying to attack anyone nor do i have the authority to make any sort of statement but im allowed to be upset/ want to look into the topic without being treated like im holding a gun to his head. im not trying to be rude and obviously this is a sensitive topic for you and i get that. your totally entitled to your opinion and beliefs and im not trying to take that away from you.

if i was a influencer with thousands of followers and very much in the public eye i would understand your advice on this. but im not? im a kid on my blog with a very small following of people who most definitely do not hold my opinion as law. no one is making their opinion off of mine (and if you are dont bro). i dont even have an opinion yet??? im looking into the topic as we speak.

i dont know noah. im not jewish. im not Palestinian. i am not educated on any of the politics involved and i dont want to be. all i care about is people are dying. and thats not okay. weather or not noah was supporting the genocide or not his actions were tone deaf and obviously not throught through. yes he is a teenager. however noah is a public figure. thousands of people look up to him. he has a team of people managing him and no matter how you spin it it shouldn't have happened. again im not saying hes a terrible person im saying he made a mistake? im not calling for his death or wtv. please understand that i am legitimately just trying to figure it out for myself. posting something on the internet (that was not in any way shape or form attacking him or calling a terrible person whatsoever) to try and see other peoples ideas on the situation is a normal part of information gathering.

i hope this didnt sound rude im not trying to be rude im just trying to communicate my stance rn

[uhhhitsme]

54?

this is so funny to me because i have like 6 lizzy mcalpine songs on this playlist and ALL OF YOU KEEP REQUESTING THEM WHAT IS THIS MADNESS.... the first person who inadvertently requests one of the 30 crane wives song will be the one i die for

dw joel, this one is probably a normal length because i dont think you've ever heard me making inhuman noises into my phone yet so i dont wanna scare u away 🙏 i promise i had a normal reaction to your barb art

anyways, this song is pretty straightforward---its a sweet, slow song about the singer being in love with another person, but being afraid to take that leap and show that affection for the fear that the feelings are unmatched. i (and im sure most people in the saf fandom do) headcanon curtwen as rivals -> friends -> lovers, so there certainly would've been that kind of uncertainty pre-relationship, and also during relationship, because at first im sure both of them tried to treat what they were doing as a casual thing.

there's some pretty imagery that the artist uses in the lyrics comparing the person of their affections to, like watching the snow fall for the first time or going to see the northern lights. miraculous stuff! i personally think that those comparisons really work from curt's perspective. when i write stories from curt's pov, i try (and fail lmao i suck at having distinct tone) to make the more flowery prose related to memories and sensation, and my favourite thing to do is to have him compare owen to something miraculous and kind of impossible. the word that comes to mind is "angel." this is mostly because i also really think he has raging self worth issues, and as a result, sometimes sort of can't believe that someone amazing as owen could want to be with him. that he gets to have him. sooo

anyways, please please PLEASEEEE keep these coming! i have two other requests ill get to in the afternoon and these are REALLY fun i love yapping about my curtwen songs

[torialefay]

First of all, wishing you all the best of luck on your assessment🍀🍀🍀🍀

Second, mad agree with you on the hair post like😊

Third, coming from a lower middle/middle class area, i have never met a single person who was financially "normal" to this area or on the poorer side who would dare throw their electronics like chan has before. Even if they got richer later, old habits die hard, and you learn the value of money. I mean, I've seen people toss or flip their phone softly when bored, but never that hard or with a laptop or something, holy shit. You can tell a lot about someone by their interactions with not only people, but everything. The amount of times i watched an idol and went "🫵rich kid attitude" is kinda funny. And i totally agree with all the asks that came in between you and your mutuals and some anons, skz are all mad hardworking, but i dont think you can or should ignore or cover up the fact that they had the financial help and the resources to learn more and give them an advantage above the rest both personally amx through jype. Its kinda like college acceptance imo. And YES creatively free with many many many restrictions. Not even talking about k-idols, normal musicians have talked about the restrictions and requirements they need to have for their appearcance and the songs they released, i can only imagine being an idol is just exponentially demanding and restrictive. Their real voice is there, but it's smaller than a lot of stay think. Hayley Kiyoko talked about her company (label?) Not wanting her to write anymore songs about girls and Colbie Caillet has a whole song about her frustration that her label wanted her to write more love songs.

*incoherent noises* i could go on forever, but my god, cortana, play "we dont believe whats on tv" by twenty one pilots

And oh my god, i wish fandoms lighten up some. Its okay to not like everything every artist or show or whatever you like comes out with. It may even be healthy to not. When you love someone, youre not gonna let them keep fucking up and then you go "youre doing amazing sweetie", no, you have to tell them that they fucked up so they are aware of their mistakes and get better. Im pretty sure i read somewhere that skz mentioned thats what they prefer anyways. Sure its gonna hurt, especially since so much heart and hope, and hardwork went into it, but if its not good, its okay to admit that and that goes for every relationship ever. And if they dont wanna listen, then, thats on them.

Im really loving all the reality checks on here recently and i havent even ranted on about "i like it" yet lmao

thank you baby!!!! and tbf, i think they could look good in absolutely any hair color or hair style. except i never want to see christopher in another fully-red moment again. his lil red highlights or whatever he had recebtly for the mv were cute, but i'm not here for the full red like leave that man alone 😭

i was talking to one of my moots about this a little bit, so i'm actually glad you brought it up... but idk it's kind of embarrassing(?) idk for me to talk about so please bear with me im queasy lol. i was never some like super spoiled-brat rich kid or anything, but growing up i would say my family was very well-off or privilged maybe? idk it's kind of awkward to talk about bc i don't want people to feel certain ways about me but yeah. i think when you are in that kind of position, it's so easy to not even realize how advantaged you are. like there's that mentality of "oh i'm such a hard worker and that's how i've gotten here" when really, as uncomfortable as it is to admit, you don't *actually* know how far you would've gotten if you'd done it ALL on your own. not relying on anyone else... and not knowing if "just you" is good enough is a veryyyy hard pill to swallow- aka why most people disregard their privilege even being brought into the equation. it's easier to just pretend it doesnt exist. hence, i guess, why we love to think of SKZ coming up from nothing... it's just so easy to fall into that trap. and i feel like even the skz members fall into that trap themselves

unfortunately, that is the biggest drawback of being a kpop idol. in a way, you can't even be your full self anymore. which is sad. like not only do you not have full control of your own music (which is supposed to be your livelihood), but you don't even have control over how you're perceived. i talk a lot ab how i wish i could hang out with the guys behind the scenes, just to see what they're REALLY like... and when you think about it, that's kind of sad. i consume so much SKZ content, but even with all of that, it's very apparent that we don't know how they are when the cameras cut off. everything we see of them is specifically controlled by their team... except for things like bubble ofc and we see what that has revealed to us about chris lol. it's just so sad, but then again, it's exactly what they signed up for. (bonus points to u for the twenty one pilots reference though my god how i love them)

it's definitely not healthy to tell someone that they're amazing and perfect in every way and agreebwith absolutely everything they say. that's not helping anything. there's obviously a lot of stays who felt uncomfortable with the song, but imagine if no one said anything??? like literally everyone was too scared to say it and everyone just went along with it. theyd have a whole new comeback w songs ab not fucking liking you and just wanting to fuck and shit 😭 which like, power to them, but stays would just be playing themselves at that point lol

haven't ranted on "i like it".... YET?!?! oh lord, i'm strapped in and ready 😭😭😭😂