#please do not question my sanity
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I promised my friend to wake up at 6 AM to play badminton with her. I get up from my bed around 11:30 AM every day😭😭😭
#and I'm still awake#reading cricket rpf#please do not question my sanity#the fics on Ao3 are too hard to resist#and some of these are actually cute so
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boat boys, shortgrass and greenbeans- what more could you ask for?
(ps-drawing reqs are open btw i need inspiration helpp)
#guys guys is it gay to be obsessed with kakashi??#well surely it's not gay to be obsessed with shrek?#also joel and scar- two ends of the spectrum lol. if you ever have to go to the dmv kids - just bring a sword with ya#disclaimer (don't do that. please and thank you.)#half my time drawing this was just me cracking myself up#and the other half was me questioning my humour and sanity#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#grian#ethoslab#bdubs#life series#life smp#trafficblr#hermitblr#boat boys#hermitcraft fanart#bdoubleo100#bdouble0#hermitcraft#me art
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#yakuza#rgg#yoshitaka mine#note for my own sanity: i never thought yk3 was going to get announced during the summit since they've been very clear its a long ways away#i just thought this would be funny <3#i was very disappointed by the summit but i won't be getting into that here for personal reasons. yall have fun but its just not my thing#please do not take this as an attack on your sillyguy and do not send me questions about it.
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Was I the only one that audibly moaned when Toji finally showed up?! 🤤🤤🤤🤤
#toji fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji smut#dilf toji#fushiguro toji#Toji please rail me into oblivion#I need him in a way that would make people question my sanity#I AM DOWN BAD FOR HIM AND I DO NOT CARE WHO KNOWS IT
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someone, commenting on my fic: I wanted you to write a (non canon) ship moment in this chapter
me: *looking at my tags that say nothing about shipping, at its "gen" ao3 label, at the fic that has had absolutely no shipping in it so far* what on earth made you believe I was writing a story with shipping in it
#writing#writers#fanfic#genuinely baffled#also please don't do this it's rude#like I was polite in my response but also firm that I don't. I don't write many ships for ANY fandom#and when I do they're almost always canon#I have like. ONE non canon ship out of the half million fandoms I'm in#I don't even care about shipping#there's a million other fics that focus on that ship go read them leave mine alone#I get mostly positive feedback on my fics but every once and a while there'sa comment that makes me question my sanity/choice to be a write
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If I suddenly die due to high stress levels (more so than usual), just know that Louis and Lestat's bullshit finally got the best of me. I adore them immensely but fuck. Just for once in your goddamn eternal lives, could ya'll just fucking talk to each other for once. Do they know how many of their problems could be solved, or better yet, avoided altogether if they just said some words?!
#the right words bear in mind but i digress#i love them. they love each other but i do be questioning my sanity because of their lack of braincells sometimes#JUST TALK. PLEASE. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST TALK TO EACH OTHER!!!!!#they really said communication? we don't know her#my boys are so stupid bless their hearts#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#vampire chronicles#tvc#my vampire chronicles
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woooo new oc time
Meet,
Sunbaked Finch Cookie! Based off a vampire ground finch!
Sunbaked Finch, much like the vampire ground finch, has a habit of feeding off of other cookies! Formed from a rather unpleasant childhood (trauma), this habit has gotten them into trouble before, but they’ve made no attempt to fix it, and will continue to not fix it until it kills them!
Friends are, unfortunately, not exempt from their feeding habits! As found out by Ventresca Cookie (belonging to @limboraptor) at, some point!
Sunbaked Finch Cookie, and will, bite anything that moves- whether it’s friend or foe does not particularly matter to them-
While I’m not too sure how Sunbaked Finch met Ventresca, I can say with certainty that if anyone were to be considered a part of Ventresca’s crew, they likely would be, even if unofficially! They’re about as looney bins as would be needed to willingly go into an entire hurricane for one sea beast. Although they are, of course, mainly going for the prospects of food, and helping a friend.
Fun fact; Sunbaked Finch used to have wings!
Keywords; used to.
sort of comic below the cut; warning for, possibly disturbing imagery? Not too sure how well anyone would take wing “bones” trying to break through “skin”. So- yeah look with caution?
”Hey, Ven, could you look at my back? It feels like something’s been pushing against my shirt-“
“Sure, couldn’t be too-
…baadd…-“
“Oh shit.”
“Huh? Ven?- Ventresca? What’s wrong?-“
(this is where that warning comes in.)
“….We’re paying a visit to a doctor.”
and now, wingless lore <3 Sunbaked’s wings were removed forcefully, after an incident where they were caught by another cookie in high power after draining some poor bloke dry of their jam. Sunbaked was expected to be facing charges for what would have been considered a murder, but, their, captor so to speak, thought of a different punishment for them rather than jail time.
You can guess where that went- but yeah, Sunbaked basically had their wings ripped off for doing their best to survive :D
This will all probably change at some point so enjoy this trauma while it lasts- and shoot me if this is too edgy for a cookie that looks like them ;-;
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#crk#cookie run oc#crk oc#cookie run kingdom oc#cookie run fanart#sunbaked finch cookie#ventresca cookie#captain bigeye cookie#Meet da baby!! :D#I will say again that nothing with them is concrete#my brain is severely doubting the functionality of their lore so yeah- it both feels too much and too little at the same time#suggestions for their lore are#more than welcome please share I don’t know what I’m doing#my brain is stuck on evil lesbian I have yet to draw and just wants to get sunbaked posted so here they are-#okay I’m gonna lay down now though I am tired-#I was gonna draw th evil lesbian but turns out trying to draw Ventresca repeatedly saps my energy-#specifically without refs-#aaaa I’m not even sure if I got ventresca’s reactions right aisbianskauanasjs fubrsmuansjsusns#imjustgonnacrumblenow#I’ll question my sanity in the evening-
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mfw i ask maestro if he needs me at rehearsal on tuesday and he responds by telling me i'm wonderful, i'm always watching and listening, play better than a principal, etc
#sasha speaks#oboeposting#like. thank you maestro However this does not answer my question LOL?#for more context ive been only attending thurs rehearsals this term and missing tues for the sake of my workload and sanity#which Has been very good for me i think. and my playing has not suffered (though we'll see how proko 1 goes next month lol)#but next week is concert week#regular rehearsals on tues and thurs plus a dress on fri. was already planning on attending thurs and fri but wanted to ask abt tues#maestro does want me there but i can make time for it. i don't need to stay past the beethoven anyway he said it's fine#but anyway the principal oboe was out again today and of course has his part with him#so we were without oboe 1 tonight. and without the prominent oboe 1 solos. in beethoven 7...#i played cues where i had them. and a few places where i didn't but had the part more or less under my fingers already haha#i just like to play those melodies and i think it's more useful for the whole ensemble to hear those prominent parts in reh#but i think maestro was especially pleased. i mean he didn't ask me to do that but i did anyway. and without the part#but whatever i'm just happy to play.
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#it's 1am and i'm depressed and don't want to go to bed#there's such an unbelievable amount of century-defining tragedy and horror in the world rn#and i know that’s always true but jfc we know about so much more of it simultaneously now#like i'm supposed to be chill and functional in the face of war pandemic climate change forever chemicals micro plastics and fascism?#and and and?#i'm supposed to smile and ask follow-up questions when people tell me about vacations to Hawaii#rather than shaking them and saying holy fuck stop doing that please learn about the ramifications and historical context of your actions#i'm supposed to smile and give a measured response when a new coworker asks my other coworker and me#when they can/SHOULD use generative AI *for work purposes*#rather than screaming and throwing articles at them about the environmental impact of LLM bullshit#and that's all large scale#that's not getting into the fact that there's a growing family chilliness over refusal to communicate about I/P shit#or the fact that my mom is dying slowly and hates it and is worsening her relationship with my siblings little by little#or the fact that I'm peeling away at my sanity trying to process a divorce and get healthcare for my cat and dental care for myself#or the fact that it takes hours of research to find DISH SOAP THAT DOESN’T KILL THE MICROBIOMES OF THE LOCAL WATER SUPPLY#(10/10 recommend 'blueland' for that if you're reading btw)#like i'm painfully aware of the back-patting level of efficacy that i have for buying different soap and going to the farmer's market#but there's only so much i can do so i have to try to do what i can right? but it's so little and everything is so much#and my mental health is a mess; the fact that my particular neurotype is known to get more volatile with age scares the shit oit of me#like it's this bad at 33 and it gets WORSE?#my job is great for personal privilege but so *so* meaningless and redundant#and how tf do i look at all of this and not feel fucking hopeless?#i can distract myself with my garden but the candide approach was myopic even in the 17th century so it's hard to justify now#I'm so tired#just... fuck man#tag rant#i should delete this but I'll forget if you read this far i hope it wasnt damaging to your mental health#i just had to let off the brain scream pressure somewhere
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Hey hey can these professors get their hands off my fucking throat. I am not into breathplay. I screamed the safeword like an hour ago.
#personal#rattling the fucking bars like a madman#I have so much shit to do *screaming*#Proceeds not not do it or do it so slow it might as well be me not doing it#AND I ALWAYS WANT TO WRITE OR DRAW AS SOON AS I AM SO FUCKING BUSY#FUCK#If a little fanficy comes up sometime in the approaching week please question my sanity#oh lol ->#cw: suggestive
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i really need to rewatch uwe before the upcoming season finale and properly gather my thoughts on it but i really really like the show! its goofy and cartoony style paired with a serious story about these warriors' souls stuck in an eternal war with the evil, the slight psychological horror of being used as hosts for said souls and almost completely discarded and disregarded (though it doesn't say too much about this, this is more my overthinking), the steampunk elements, the character designs, the voice acting... all of it. despite that i still have some irks with it, like the pacing. this show would've definitely benefited from having more episodes. for such a story heavy show 10 episodes doesn't feel enough. it worked with primal, genndy tartakovsky's previous show, because there was little to no dialogue there. it did an excellent job at making the viewer understand what was happening with mere facial expressions. but uwe characters have a lot to say, a lot to work out between each other. and it's clear tartakovsky wants to tell more. they need more episodes to do that. i hope the show gets renewed for a second season. i need everything that i'm extremely confused about to be addressed and cleared up
#the whole emmalinda thing! she's both of them and neither of them! which woman is taking the centre stage?#it's confusing. everyone calls her melinda. but she's not really herself#everytime she looks at her reflection emma's there instead. so emma is still in the ''backseat''#this emmalinda has both of the women's memories#she's an enigma to me#dimitri while heavily influencing edred's behavior is just. not there. chilling the background. rolling with whatever (free him 💔)#alfie and seng? i have no fucking idea half the time. they're like emmalinda to me#this whole thing is so confusing.... we need to see the other hosts shining through more. not just emma. just a bit. please. for my sanity#i don't care for the romance. at least now that they are they way they are. emmalinda isn't just one person#so her being pinned with either edred or winston doesn't feel right to me. ''is she into edred? is she into winston?''#yes and no! no and yes! she's two people!!!!! it's complicated!!!!!!!! forget the romance#it's fair to question their relationships status though considering everything (edred and melinda were lovers for eternity;#emma and winston were about to get married)#but man. whatever#WHY IS THE ELF KINGDOM JUST A FEW KILOMETERS AWAY FROM THE MAIN CITY. why are the elves that edred knew still alive#do they just live that long what the fuck#aelwulf is just going to be stuck pretending to be his brother for the rest of his life huh. that's fucked up. are they not gonna notice#this is a rambling mess isn't it. it's rare for me to go off like this in public i think. i usually keep that all in my head
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My mother cheating on my father with a guy 30 years younger than her and when we tell her it's disgusting and unacceptable she tries to justify herself like "Oh, this is so Christian moral and catechism puritanism from you" and "This is the patriarchy that's talking".
.... Are... Are you trying to justify your CHEATING on your husband since 1990 on feminism and freedom? ABSOLUTELY THE FUCK NOT, YOU WILL. She thinks she's not in the wrong because, what, fuck her Christian education and she's a woman, she can do anything she wants ? Is she FUCKING KIDDING ME???
YOU CHEATED, YOU ARE CHEATING, YOU'VE BEEN CHEATING FOR MONTHS, YOU FUCKING JERK.
You hurt your husband, you threw him out of the house, you hurt your children, you think you can come back to my father's village? Your youngest daughter is TWELVE, and you're hurting her so much she's bottling everything in so well she could win an Oscar already, AND YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS OKAY AND YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG OR MORALLY REPREHENSIBLE ?
What sort of fucked up imaginary world are you living in that cheating is acceptable. For heaven's sake. She had the galls to tell me "adultery is banal, it's ordinary, everybody is doing it, it's not serious; don't be so dramatic". *screams* Hi, hey, if everybody is jumping off the bridge, are you going to jump too? Have you not PAID ATTENTION? Wars, murders, catastrophes have been done because of CHEATING, it is not a MODEL, it's a warning!!! Wtf, wtf, WTF.
I'm tired, I'm so tired. I have a thesis to write and I can't bring myself to work because my mother is throwing away all her life, acting in a shameful and unacceptable way, and disrespecting her family. My grandfather and my uncle and aunts aren't aware yet, but when they learn, oh boy, they might jump in a plane for Morocco to go yell at her.
Anyway. I'm having a real bad time these days and my only solace, my only salvation, are my sisters and my brother.
#rapha talks#so this rant is on one hand to let you know why i'm not very active right now and on the other hand just to rant bc i needed to get it out#on telling her that there is a real imbalance a giant red flag in her rship with the guy she tries to tell me i'm being patriarchal#Is she fucking kidding me#did she get a lobotomy in secret and that's why she's dropped her brain off and is acting in that unrecognizable way????#because we (siblings+father) are truly starting to believe that she's actually sick for acting like that#she tried to explain that she's free and she can do whatever she wants because it's her life and she can't resist her desires#????????????#I AM CONFUSION#i know you guys don't have all the details in hand but please please tell me we're not blowing things out of proportion#because i'm seriously starting to doubt my sanity my morals and my grasp on reality#i'm having a bad depressive episode right now and the one person who was 50% of my support system is gone#(as an added layer of unhealthiness: the guy in question is 23 + a blackafrican immigrant in morocco undocumented - she's white and settled#yeah there ABSOLUTELY NO aspect of this whole thing that's either sane or moral or acceptable#and i am going crazy and my father is in very bad shape he's not sleeping or eating anymore#and she refuses to question herself or think over her actions#oh and the other thing is that they both (parents) want me to come home to get a job back where i worked last year#her because she wants the money i could bring (my salary last year wasn't mine it all went to the family)#him so i can take a flat and take my youngest sister with me because i'm the second mother and she can't stay with Her and her lover#and i am so tired#so very tired
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. @sugarplum-failure
#@sugarplum-failure I know. I fuckin hate it#it seriously makes me question human intelligence if this is the shit people come up with#here’s the thing: you can’t. or at least you SHOULDN’T believe anything that comes from anyone about TS#that DOESN’T ACTUALLY come from TS..#themselves#and what has EVER come out of their mouths that confirms ANYTHING you’ve brought up that people say#and the hundreds of other batshit conspiracy theories#it’s ALL lies.. it’s has all been made up.. if these people had an ounce of sanity in their peabrains#they would watch/listen to TS in ANY INTERVIEW EVER and understand they did and WILL ALWAYS adore each other#ughhhh it’s exhausting existing in this world with these trash trolls#I try to do my part but I wish there were more safe spaces to love them#just everyone out there do their part to believe and appreciate them and their truth#please please please 🙏#because if there’s anyone in this world to believe about them and their friendship it’s ONLY THEM.#there’s those close to them as well but it’s TS life and their lives to live and share as much as they wish#ok that’s it for now.
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hello guys what is up
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#please do not question my sanity it left a while ago#loki#greek mythology#wolverine#mha#disney#tsp narrator#geronimo stilton
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I’ve got 9. I’ll be 20 this year. I don’t feel old.
A hard zero for me.
#like#wdym#you never taken photo with a film camera?#nor listen to a CD?!#I understand the vinyl one#but a CD???#the vinyl and the VHS goes together I suppose#here's what I did in the list:#I didn't count the rotary phone because I just turned the dials but the phone didn't worked anymore#it was fun tho#same with th typewriter#it didn't worked#but the sounds the touches made were fun#Anyway#taken photo with a film camera#listen to music on a CD#listen to music on a vinyl#watched a video from a VHS tape#mainly pixar movie ngl#used a phone book#I used to found them fun when I was younger#don't question my sanity please#sent a postcard#more than one actually#and also letters#I even used to have a stamp collection#I still do actually#I even have a stamp made out of iron#and a stamp in braille#anyway enough about my stamps
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