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I guess these count as shitposts, they’re just based off of some random text posts I was looking through on Pinterest tho idk. :3
#castlevania#castlevania games#castlevania ii#castlevania ii: simon's quest#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#castlevania rondo of blood#richter belmont#simon belmont#art post#my art#doodle post#shitpost?#castlevania meme#akumajou dracula#akumajo dracula#god that’s a lot of series tags for one goofy post#I only ever use all the Simon’s Quest tags because I wanna make sure all the fans of the niche game get to see new content ya know?#wow rare richter drawing no way#I should draw him more often but he just only gives me the vibes once every blue moon I guess lol#I used to draw him a looooot more often when I was into smash bros cause I played as him mostly at first#oh how the tables have turned#sorry richter I’ll draw you again soon :(#yeah but they’d be friends and should have more silly doodles together#all the Belmonts would be friends but ya know
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きみとそらをとぶ / feat. 初音ミク & 巡音ルカ
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Y'all... why does this give me intense nostalgia for a time I know I can never get back to?
Like... That's THE Pokémon song! The one you hear at the end of your journey. The one that makes you wanna go back to your mom and show her your Pokémon badges.
I really do love Pokémon lol. I love the games even though I hate battling. I'm actually in the process of trying to complete my Pokedex in Let's Go! Eevee, before I build my dream team for the Elite Four. I love my Eevee, I named her after my cat (as you do).
Idk... I'm tired, and in pain, and in my feelings about this song.
#Vocaloid has been with me forever#idk#i think im just having a depressive episode#i remember the Kagamine vs Hatsune fan war! it was pretty friendly iirc#i remember when there was only the 6 main vocaloid and how exciting it was to get MORE!!!#amd the fanloids! Yowana Haku and Akita Neru who were originally just Wrong Miku!#playing Pokemon Diamond for the first time#and then Platinum and then Black!#and playing Pokemon Stadium with my cousin and making 100 stupid Miis juat because we could#playing Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist of the Roses and having to hide from Seto Kaiba bc he was obsessed with me (wtf? 🤣)#the knowledge that life is fleeting and everything we love having to grow old#and the loss of those we thought we'd have forever bc we're kids and we just didn't know#and how when you're older and lonely... all you have are memories to keep you warm#and your beloved cat lol#ya wanna hear something funny?#i was praying for more hours and now that i got em. i dont want em! wtf!?!#to be fair though#I'll get $420 for one week so I guess it ain't too bad#im always afraid#im afraid that everyone hates me and just puts up with me bc they cant fire me for no reason#and im afraid to ask my professor for a reference bc im afraid he hates me#vocaloid#hatsune miku#pokemon#project voltage#miku#Youtube
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Zero Day (2002)
#movies film cinema#zero day#ben coccio#I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told#me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors#I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take#cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later#Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects#he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right#there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director#so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai#but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged#Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed#The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive#“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols#I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script#He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants#I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget#The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing#I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.
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#its seems we really may be at the end of vanity#i missed a call from my dad and thought we might be in a connors birthday situation but no. not yet#he did say that it feels like this is it bc my mom's situation is complicated bc she has so much wrong at this point#its like a h0use md episode. the doctors dont seem to kno what to do and shes not very coherent#so my dad was saying that i should look at flights and by tonight hell let me kno if i should pull the trigger and buy a one way ticket home#it sucks. he sounds rough. i feel so bad for him. his wife of 29 years is dying#its not fair. shes only 53#i wanna be there but im stuck here across the country. i wanna go home. thats a bit frighting tho bc itll take me at least 10 hrs to travel#and i dont want her to die while im in the air but i also dont want her to suffer#i hope she gets better but if she doenst i hope its fast. there dont seem to do any good options. shes so tried and its so complicated#and if she does get better than this then what would that even mean? my sister says it doesnt feel like there will b a better anymore after#this. and bless her to the ends of the earth she reached out this morning and was giving me updates#comforting to kno im not just being dramatic. its actually just really bleak#its kinda funny tho. my sister was like meh it doesnt seem so bad and then like 10min later she was like yeah no i was wrong its sorta#horrible apprently shes been deterorating#god. if i go back home do i take clothes for a funeral? do i keep up to date with my genomics class? will i become offset from my graduate#cohort? will i get my wish to play with legos at home? all questions worth considering#well. ill deal with whatever comes. so it goes. itll b fine. i mean ill b fine#just sad ya kno?#three weeks ago she was alright and saying she could fly out to take care of me after oral surgery#now shes dying#unrelated
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I DID IT! I GOT OUT OF THE UNDERWORLD!!!!
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YESS PROUD OF U, ANON!!! NOW DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN-
#ya know anon u and my irl friend are playing hades at the same time lately and both of u are making me wanna replay it#actually im not done with my only playthrough!! i still have the side quests to finish up LOL#answered asks#anon
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Do you recommend Mouthwashing? 🤔 I see it’s blown up recently and I’m on the fence if I should play for myself or just go watch some else play it LOL
I DO! It’s a linear story with a single ending so if ya just want the story and context you can probs just watch a let’s play. But if playing the game is an important part of experiencing a story for you then I would recommend getting the game yourself
#asks#dread0narrival#listen to me I love Mouthwashing way more that I thought I would. I will recomend it to everyone#keep in mind it is a horror game and as such gets spooky scary at times#if ya just wanna watch a let’s play I ain’t gonna judge ya. that’s what they’re for#at least I’m fairly certain there’s only one ending. I’m just some guy tho. I’m not a professional game… player or something#linear here being used very loosely
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tumblr’s feeling pretty dead for me (in terms of engagement) anymore so i don’t feel so shy about sharing this dumb Bloodborne art i did back in november im never gonna actually finish lmao
it’s for a fic i haven’t finished (or even posted) yet... there is a trend here 🙈
anyway Micolash is the slug man, change my mind
#art#artists on tumblr#fanart#bloodborne#bloodborne fanart#bloodborne oc#myart#despite the fic not centering on the augur of ebrietas in this picture... it really ought to be lmao#was very inspired by a fic i read where a choir member fed their augur some crumbs or smth from a table and i was like !!!!!!#LET THE FUNKY LITTLE GUYS BE THEIR OWN ENTITIES#also slugs are cute anyway so this is perfect#anyway i stg my one friend almost disowned me when i admitted i have read manymanymany fics with Micolash in it and like#i dont simp for him i just think ppl have some interesting ideas/headcanons for him thats all#he’s the resident weirdo and honestly im more 👀 for Valtr anyway if im being honest LMAO so this is fine#I wanna go full brainrot for Bloodborne again so the fic can like exist lmao but... im so close to finishing Sekiro#and finishing Sekiro means I can FINALLY play Elden Ring lmao so like... i have to be STRONG 😤#fics will wait even if I’d posted part of it already ya know?#anyway maybe tumblr will just turn into my wip/sketch blog#the lack of notes on anything when I *do* post just kinda draw further attention to some doubts ive been having lately#namely like... my value? like people only value fanart and it took me so long to get *out* of that mindset#but now im like staring into the void again like ‘damn maybe i should give up the oc shit and go back to fanart only’ 😔#so maybe i need to sit down and reassess my relationship with art again... i feel kinda stagnated atm anyway#but in my defense i have been busy so i haven’t drawn as much as I’ve wanted to#but blehhh NOT ME TACKING THIS STUFF ONTO A FUN POST#i should try to do this dumb idea i had based on the fact I had like 50+ pearl slugs in my inventory when i beat Bloodborne last time#tfw ur pockets are just filled to the brim with slugs
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which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang
#it all started when grian touched my redstone he played himself like a xylophone set on automatic doc monster is a savage with technical#skills and crazy vocal acrobatics i’m a legend of the nho with etho beef and double o docmc is coming for you seven fold i got rendog and#other firemen to douce the flames that you shoot at this leviathan iskall can try again you think i’m in hiding i’m just biding my time#putting pen to paper coming up with rhymes were the star studded group got together just to crush you once we start something you know were#going to see it through i’m the knight the soldier who brings the fight at first light y’all had to incite so now i gotta indict you’re#guilty of getting murdered with words y’all are outgunned go home nerds hermitgangx16 if you think you can stop the symmetry that’s false#gteam is dialling for help but i’m in ignoring their calls and when their bodies dissolve you know that false’s on a killing spree try to#stop my pvp and perish painfully i’m the queen of hearts heads and body parts your diamond armour can’t compare to my martial arts i’ll#send a poison dart to make you breath your final breath gteams name will be the only thing left caffeinated animated redstone innovator my#behaviour’s crazy can’t phase me impulse is never lazy tango why would you betray now my scope is aiming better run from cover from all the#ghast balls that i be taming without a sound without no hesitation my creations are amazing better watch your step or the gteam will end up#blazing whos the better team there is no controversy but before it’s said and done y’all be begging us for mercy hermitgangx16 x gone give#it to ya i’m gone give it to ya x gone give it to ya what lyrical boxing dropping blows on all my foes and the gteam they’re looking#unclean needing some sunscreen burnt by words this herd of nerds it’s ubsurd how my rhymes got them injured danger danger i got lasers to#cut them up like razors it’s flexing season and i got flavour their weak defenses like trenches and fences that these dense heads are#presenting they’re presenting them alright they’re not very good i could walk over them i could jump over them i could use an ender pearl i#could use my elytra come one gteam geez hermitgangx16 now i’m back and i got some things i wanna say what’s the letter that starts the#alphabet a ladies get it line the diggity be on the way cleo don’t know who she freaking with all the signs say to notify her next of kin#this digitty dog be dropping bombs nothing but hits spit that line again brrr cause the message is i could mumble rap and still be the best#there is hermitgangx16 oh you wanted me to do a verse i’ll have to check with gteam i mean i’ll have to check my schedule to see if i can#see if i’m able to do that sort of thing busy guy lots of things to do oh do averse bananas do a verse bananas i just don’t know if it’s a#good idea for me to a part of this song really#i just typed all of that out from memory im a little bit insane i think
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I really should go back to the short story about the fishwives and bal maidens tbh
#holds a special place in my heart#someone needs to hold me to it#mind you I’ve only got the idea for the story not an actual plot lol#idk! between this and the short about the Duke of Cornwall’s regiment#I have two interesting playing fields in which to uh. okay#at least re: fictitious Cornish history.#god help us if I wrote a short story inspired by ALL my special interests#I did one VERY loosely inspired by Antarctic exploration. didn’t even take place in Antarctica lol#I’m still steadily working on my fungi guide#aaaah I want to talk to someone about the stories I’m writing#I was really proud of my polar-inspired one#:/#it is collecting dust in my desktop folder#I chewing on the walls here#the fishwife story is one that’s been rattling around#but I kinda don’t wanna write it if I don’t get to share it ya know?#im still gonna TRY and work but there’s a lot less motivation#I need to find a new local writers group
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…surely I can make it ‘til August.
(she says like a pining liar.)
#tiger’s roar#…granted…my pining really only acts up when like#hope is at play. stupid hope…#or…insecurity. either interpersonally or because gdi I just Really want to be soothed Right NOW by THAT person Sorta(ish) Here#…’Here’ being…relative. haven’t seen ya in literally months#aaaaaand it’s hard to keep myself from resenting ‘seriously? not even ONE weeked once a month?!’#but…whatever. you said you wanna be friends? then I’ll choose to believe you#…hard to have confidence in Sooner when. can I even fight my crappy self worth to write cover letters?#is that even a Good Idea when just. typing in an intake form…actually tired me out#will I ever be able to work a job. can I even be a student again#am I biting off more than I can do#…I really wish My Own Family will just SOOTHE already#but they only yell at me when I need that so.#and they can’t even show Enthusiasm for ANY Wins I’ve had along the way#…the most ‘supportive’ they know how to be is to Assist with transportation#and IDK staying out of my way. I GUESS.#…and yeah just. I would love to…somehow…see you.
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I'm so fucking excited to get all this outstanding work done, and for tax season to fuck off. I cannot wait to have more time to play games with pals, go out with friends whom I haven't seen in a few months....go to some random meetups to meet new ppl and create new connections (and perhaps snag me a new person wink wonk LMAO).
And just...have more time to live. To stop feeling as lonely as I am feeling rn. CAUSE HOO BOY, it's been hitting me hard. And I can't do too much about it CAUSE of the deadlines I need to meet!
#I have learned my lesson: no more zines. or rather. no more modding zines#as much as I love you grizz zine. the amount of work you have placed on my shoulders is too much. heck. the other mods have it worse#I dont enjoy doing overtime and coming home to work on the art for the zine that I really should have had help with :')#27 spots...thats way too much for me at least. my hands are struggling and I am getting flare ups again. and I am not including the notes#I legit havent drawn anything for me in months because of this and I just wanna draw abby n pilos cuddling!!!!!! LMAO#and I so badly want to reach out to ppl to play games with and I cant cause Im either WORKING or WORKING#I really want to stream games again too.....I REALLY want to play 999 with someone :'))))))))))) would be a fun game to share......#and the cube escape game too#AUGH I HATE BEING SO BUSY AND ALONE SOMETIMES LMAO. IDM being single but this is an instance where a partner would be nice to have to blab#but ye I am so excited for may. most things will be done and work will still be rough but more manageable!#so ye. IM so sorry if you read all this I just like talking. and I dont really have anyone to talk to rn except myself XD#(ye ye I could reach out to ppl but hm. well I am tbh LOL. but ya know. busy. haha)#also typing has been really painful lately. the only reason why these tags are ending is cause my hands are numb from typing. :')))))))))))#ok goodnight
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#ive finally calmed the fuck down NDNDDDDJN#realistically... we've only been buddy buddy like the past 2 months.#and like i think i was doing a lot of assuming. like he may be playing it cool bc hes not sure if i like him... Like That. you know NDJDJD#IDK. i think i was rishing bc i was scared id never see him again#hut now that i saw him... after graduating... and being out of school.... and we have semi plans to meet in feb....#really dont think theres a need to rush. like i want him in my life and i think at least that feeling is mutual JDJDJDJKDMDMDM#like he basically signed up for double hang outs with me. idk if he realized it JDJDJDJJD#bc every month or 2 we'll have plans with the bigger group AND ones with just me him n our other friend (that wants no part of the#bigger group JDJDJJDJDJD) so !!!@@@@ ya....#feeling much better and calmer !!!#i do miss him tho JDJDJDJDJJD. i wanna message him but idk what to say. but ik i'll think of something heheheh#and who knows... he may message me too !!!!! ya....#gotta focus on getting a job anyway HDJDJDJDJDJDND#my applied to count is still 1 LMAO#a lot of the companies.... dont seem real????? idk being a software company and not having a website.... or having a website#and having lorem ipsum or like the dedault wordpress blog post on pages.... its giving scam JDJDJDJJDDKDKD#but ya... the search continues...#personal
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“Sorry for all the pings” as though I’m not the one single handedly keeping the friend group meeting regularly despite adult life schedules across three states.
#ra speaks#personal#@ing everyone in the discord for the weekly Get Together and wheel of activities selection (video games. movies. writing. dnd. vibing.)#sometimes it’s like oh no I’m annoying they don’t actually like hanging out in discord and playing games and watching movies together :(#and then I remember how fucking depressed and lonely I was in college and I don’t want that for my little bro so it’s like.#listen here You executive dyfunctioned fucker I’m the only person in this group getting medicated for my shitty dopamine receptors#so I’m going to keep pinging you until you agree to meet at the designated meeting time to talk shit abt your classes and play minecraft#gotta hype myself up sometimes ya know? one of ‘em mentioned our group is the only ones from That Friendship Era that still talks regularly#like fucking hell my plan to keep us in contact worked but now I gotta keep this up what if they get sick of it what if they don’t wanna -#oh shut up anxiety brain they love this and probably need it as much as you do
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*opens Xbox to play ESO*
*the temptation to replay Mass Effect takes over*
No…no brain, we HAVE to play something new. Or finish Elden Ring. Literally ANYTHING we can’t go down another year and a half Mass Effect fixation—
#captainderyn rambles#I’ve gotten really into playing eso this last like two weeks#I remember almost none of it from when I played years ago#so any mutuals hmu lol#I really need to hop into swtor#but that requires my laptop and I don’t wanna game on my laptop rn ya know? not as comfy#I miss my gaming setup from high school when I had space for a desktop 😂#it only ran medium graphics but by god was it glorious
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if i graduate its over for you motherfuckers
#if i graduate that means ill have more time to write whatever i want#like yeah writing about some ocs is fun but i would also like to write something else#if ya kno wat im sayin#ive also gotten really into splatoon but not like lore wise#im into splatoon the way dudebros are into every fps#lets see what else#i wanna draw but my mom is next to me and drawing in front of her idk me da vergüenza#ugh can it be tomorrow already i wanna smoke some zaza#im boreeed#.-.#i havent played nss in a while but im still burnt out on it#i havent played anyother game besides taiko and splatoon actually#honestly i dont know what to do after i finish school like i was thinking of going to a temp agency and finding an office job#the dream is to work for a game company but thats just a dream and i gave up on my dreams a long time ago#its funny bc my profs would talk about the publishing world n selling their stories and im like#lol im not gonna be writing books im only in the program cuz 1. i didnt do the remedial math class bc that shit costed money and#b. i wouldve been miserable in anyother program so#if you made it this far in my tag ramble congrats#you found him: 🐀
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oh also skyblock players, garden update just dropped on the main server 👍
#i cant play rn but have fun if you can#i've got stuff i should do first :/#im putting it off but i dont wanna be THAT unproductive ya know. only a little unproductive#like complain on twitter levels. not play an entire game levels.#chat#sb
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