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This month will be so so much fun. 😎✨️
Plans📒✅️
Finishing up traditional artworks.
I planning to join the challange of this month for the bagginshield community, also have two fanfictions where making illustrations.
I would like to make a concept for lotr and hobbit style tattoos.( i currently learning how to do tattoo)
Maybe continue with the fanfic that i started the Shining like the Arken. Its a modern au where the Durins has a jewellery empire and Bilbo just coming in the middle of the story.
Wanna doing a fanart about the design of Gror made by @mrkida-art , ohmymahal...please check out the gallery of this artist, the fantastic as a word is not enough to describe how good the artwork that they done.
Also developing skills in digital art and draw new things for practice, i would like to learn to render.
So tons of plans 😌🤝💪✨️💖
#artists on tumblr#sketch#bagginshield#the hobbit#thilbo#lotr fanart#tolkien fanart#fanart#plans for february
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A Very Yandere Valentine
In your desperation to make a man fall in love with you, you try a love spell. The results are...debatable.
February was your least favourite month for a reason. You were broke from Christmas, still single, and your resolution to go to the gym every week was coming along horribly. It was blistering cold, but without the holiday cheer and shopping sales to make the weather bearable.
And if all that wasn't enough, you were stuck seeing happy couples everywhere you looked. The Valentine themed ads were everywhere - you couldn't even watch YouTube without some company reminding you exactly how lonely you were.
But things were going to be different this year.
This year, you finally had a crush on someone. You finally had some chemistry to keep you from feeling like the most unlovable single in existence. This year, you were going to have your romantic, picture perfect Valentine’s Day.
Just one little issue. Your Valentine had a girlfriend.
Who he loved. Or at least claimed to. You were skeptical. Would a man in love follow you like a puppy? Would he open doors for you and bring you coffee every morning?
If he did that for everyone in the office, maybe you wouldn't be kneeling in a circle of candles at midnight. But no. He went out of his way everyday just for you. He wasn't a very talkative person, but when he followed you into the break room, you'd end up yapping for much longer than your HR would approve of.
He was different with you. You were special to him, you knew it in your heart.
You didn't realise he had a girlfriend until one of your other coworkers told you. And oh boy, wasn't that a fun revelation. At first you were hurt. Why was he leading you on if he had a partner? Were you reading too much into this whole situation? What if he was just being nice to you and you totally misinterpreted it?
You tried to put distance between you and him. Tried to respect that someone else had a claim to him, even if he might have been flirting with you.
It didn't work.
He would look at you with those liquid brown eyes and you'd feel your resolve and your morals just melting.
As you lit the last few candles for the ritual, you reminded yourself that at least you tried to be the better person. If this was a moral failing, it wasn't one that you gave into easily.
And maybe this was for the best. If he was comfortable enough to flirt with you, didn't that mean he wasn't happy in his relationship? If your silly little spell worked, it might give him the courage to finally break things off. It would be kinder to both him and his partner.
"It's fine if I'm doing it for love," you told yourself.
You lit the final candle and sat back on your heels. There was a shallow bowl in front of you, filled with milky white water. It certainly looked mystical with the candlight flickering across the surface. Now if it would just be mystical...
You picked up the first of your twelve roses - one for each month of the year. You plucked off the petals one by one and dropped them into the water. Like a more wiccan version of he-loves-me he-loves-me-not. With each petal, you tried to picture what you wanted from the relationship. Kindness. Loyalty. Consideration. Love.
It was easy to do. Your man was an easy man to love. You could already picture him in your home - making late morning pancakes in nothing but his sweats, sprawled on your couch reading one of your beat up paperbacks, in your bed. He was meant be yours, you could feel it. Why else-
"Ow! Shit, that hurt!" You looked down at your finger and the rose thorn embedded deep in your skin. Blood was already welling up around it.
"Goddamit. Why now?"
A single drop rolled off your finger and plinked into the bowl. It sunk past the rose petals and turned a small part of the water a sickly pinkish colour.
You carefully pulled the thorn out and stuck your finger in your mouth. It must have went in far deeper than you thought, because your whole finger throbbed. You looked down at the last rose left unplucked. So close to finishing...
You sighed and stood up, stepping carefully out of the circle. You were too worried about the chance of infection to finish your ritual. And besides, whatever daydreams you had weren't going to come back while you were still dripping blood all over the place.
In the bowl, the rose petals drifted until they covered the entire surface. When you emptied the bowl, you were too tired to wonder if the blood poisoned your spell. To tired to notice the petals curling up and wilting long before their time.
You woke up with a wine hangover and a throbbing pain all through your finger. Usually you'd power through it and go to work, but you didn't want to see your crush. Didn't want to be reminded that you were once again alone on Valentine's.
You called in sick to work, took some antibiotics for your finger and curled up under your duvet. As if the universe was sympathising with your mood, the low grey clouds that hung around all week finally burst. Cold February rain drummed on your windows while you picked out your favourite comfort movie.
Yet another romantic Valentine's all on your own. Lucky you.
You were just about drifting off when the knocking started. Loud and impatient at your front door, aggressive enough that you jerked out of bed with a yelp.
"Coming!"
You didn't have any parcels being delivered today, did you? And you certainly weren't expecting guests. Not in the middle of the week, and certainly not when it was so miserable outside.
You opened the door half expecting the person to be long gone. They couldn't have been here for you.
Your co-worker was standing on your threshold, still in his suit with his tie damp and askew.
"Y/n! Thank God, I was so worried about you."
You could only blink at him. How the hell did he know your address? You certainly never mentioned it. And what was he doing here in the middle of the work day?
"Aren't you going to let me in?"
You jumped. "Shit, sorry. Please come in."
You stood aside, self consciously trying to smooth down your hair. He was carrying a packet of some kind. He set it down on your kitchen table before shrugging out of his suit jacket and tossing it across the back of your chair. He was so oddly at ease in your apartment, like a man coming home after a long day rather than a guest in a new place.
You followed him, still feeling like this whole interaction was a fever dream. Maybe the rose thorn from last night really was poisonous and you were somehow hallucinating your office crush unpacking a whole slew of takeout onto your kitchen counter.
"Um..." You decided to abandon any ideas of tact. "What are you doing here?"
"You didn't come into work today. Didn't even call me." He looked up at you. "I was worried about you."
"Oh." Despite the strangeness of this whole encounter, butterflies were fluttering in your belly. "You noticed I wasn't there?"
He shrugged and went back to arranging the stuff he brought. "I always notice you."
There were about half a dozen takeout containers, all from your favourite places. He continued, "I figured the weather must be getting to you, so I decided to check on you. Really y/n, you've got to tell me if you're not going to be around. I was frantic when you didn't show up."
It was so like him to turn a nice gesture into a lecture. So strict all the time, so proper. You couldn't help but smile - it was all part of what made you like him so much. All prickly on the outside, all care within.
He pulled out a chair and nodded at you to sit. His hair was slightly damp from the rain and falling loose from its carefully gelled back style. This was the most out of sorts you'd ever seen him. And all of it over you? Come on, how was a girl just supposed to ignore that?
He pushed your chair in behind you and leaned forward to pull a container closer to you, his arm right next to your ear and his cologne thick in your nose. Your heart leapt. He did the same thing at work all the time, one hand right by your shoulder as he pointed out your mistakes on the monitor. Maybe you were delusional, but would a guy who treasured his personal space - who stepped back whenever anyone else was within half a foot of him - really get so close to you if he didn't like you?
"Here, eat up. I got them to make it special." He was so close that his voice felt like a rumble more than anything else. You could almost feel it in your bones.
"Aren't you going to join me?" you asked.
"Nope. It's all yours."
He stayed behind you while you ate, his forearms crossed on the backrest. You were acutely aware of him watching you.
"What are you doing for Valentine's tonight?"
Were you sleep deprived or was there a hard edge to his voice when he asked you that?
"I might have a date later," you lied.
You didn't see it, but his grip on your chair tightened.
"Really? With who?"
"Just some friend from the gym."
You cringed internally. That was such a bad lie. You didn't even know anyone at the gym. You tried to change the topic.
"You? I'm sure you've got something planned with your girlfriend."
He was quiet for a moment, and then, "What girlfriend?"
Huh? You turned in your chair to look up at him. His expression was entirely serious.
"Your girlfriend? I asked Jenny from marketing and she said you were dating someone. That it was serious."
He raised a brow. "You were asking about my dating life?"
Crap. Too late to back down now.
"Mm-hmm. I was just curious. And you never really mentioned anything, so..."
"So you asked Jenny from marketing?"
Could the ground just do you a favour and swallow you now? That would be much lessless painful than admitting to your office crush that you were kind of, sort of stalking him.
"...yes? Look, I know it wasn't my place. And that I was totally invading your privacy. I'm really sorry. I can't imagine how uncomfortable I'm making you and honestly -"
"Y/n," he cut you off, "I don't have a girlfriend."
Huh?!
"But Jenny said -"
"Jenny is annoying and flirtatious. I just said that so she'd leave me alone."
"So I didn't have to do the love spell?"
You smacked a hand over your mouth. Too late. He tilted his head, smiling.
"The what?"
You turned away from him, your face on fire. Stupid love spell. Stupid brain. Stupid mouth that doesn't know when to shut up.
"Nothing. I didn't say anything. You sure you don't want some of this soup? It's great. Really robust flavour."
He leaned down and grabbed your hand before you could pick up your spoon. His face was right next to yours but you'd rather swallow a cactus than face him after what you just admitted.
"Let me get this straight," he said, sounding unfairly amused. "You asked Jenny if I was dating someone. She said yes, and your solution to that problem - instead of just, y'know, asking me about it - was to do a love spell?"
You squeezed your eyes shut.
Lord in heaven, please have mercy and send a meteor right at my apartment. Just a little one, doesn't even have to be bigger than a car.
"I was really drunk, okay? And I just... I just didn't want to be alone on Valentine's. It's the same every year, and it sucks. I'm sorry. It was dumb and stupid and naive."
"Definitely all those things, yes."
You flinched. He ignored you and continued.
"Not to mention selfish, dangerous and honestly a little bit toxic."
"Yeah, I get it." And to think you called the lonely Valentine's the worst ones. You sighed, looked down at your lap. This day couldn't possibly get worse.
"Y/n."
He didn't wait for you to answer. He just kissed you. One hand pulling your jaw up towards him, the other still resting on the back of your chair and tangling itself in your hair.
You gasped, too shocked to either pull away or kiss him back. Was this really happening?
Slowly, you brought your hand up and ran it through his hair. And oh, he practically purred.
"Silly thing. Never needed a love spell to make me like you."
He pulled you to your feet, hands coming to your waist and thumbs tracing over your ribs. You felt electric, every little movement making you buzz.
"Been wanting to do this since the first day I saw you." Another kiss, deeper, longer, somehow even hungrier. "How couldn't you notice?"
You leaned against his chest, lightheaded. "I thought you were being nice."
He laughed and you could feel it rumbling through his chest. He dropped one hand to your mid thigh, squeezed.
"I'm never nice. If you knew all the things I was thinking whenever we were next to each other, you'd run for the hills."
You met his eyes, feeling brave. "What sort of things?"
He smiled, but his eyes were dark. For a second, it scared you.
"I could show you."
Was he offering what you thought he was? You could have been modest, could have simpered and pulled away and played the blushing coquette. But you'd be a liar if you said you didn't want this, that you hadn't wanted to be in this exact scenario for weeks.
"Please," you said, looping your arms around his neck. "Show me."
He picked you up by your thighs and sat you down on the counter, your legs around his waist. His palms came to rest on your hips, heat bleeding through the thin cotton of your pyjama pants.
"This." He kissed your neck.
"And this." He ran his hand down your thigh, his thumb just barely brushing the edge of your panties.
"And very much this." He cradled your face in his hands and kissed you, tongue darting past your teeth and filling your mouth with the taste of him.
He was still slightly chilly from being outside, but you were boiling up and the contrast was a relief. You kissed him back, not quite as bold but just as wanting.
Did your drunken love spell actually work? Or were you just the luckiest girl in the city?
He loosened his tie. "I've got all day. How about I give you the best Valentine's day you've ever had?"
"Where do you want to start?"
He smirked, toying with the hem of your shirt.
"Oh, I think you know exactly where I want to start."
You takeout grew cold on the counter and the rain stopped and the sun dipped below the skyline before he was done with you.
You were still panting underneath him, your hands tied to the headboard with his tie when he finally decided he was satisfied.
"Wow... I didn't realise you had it in you," you breathed.
He wiped his mouth on his forearm, a glistening trail of spit and spunk.
"Oh yeah? Thought I was too tight buttoned to have fun?"
It was silly to be embarrassed after all the things he'd heard you say, but still...
"I honestly thought you'd be a lot more vanilla."
He laughed and crawled up your body, until his hands were on either side of your head. He leaned down and pecked your nose.
"And now?"
"And now I'm wondering what I did to get so damn lucky. My karma must be amazing."
He undid your hands, deft fingers moving through a complicated set of knots and pulls. You smiled. Oh, he was definitely a boy scout at some point.
"You should eat something. You've lost a lot of...fluids."
That made you giggle.
"And whose fault is that?"
There were slight marks on your wrists and he careful rubbed them.
"Mine. Terribly sorry about it beautiful." He didn't sound sorry in the slightest.
You were wobbly when you stood up, and it was only his arm around your waist that kept you from falling straight back into bed.
"I'm staying over tonight, by the way."
It was so like him to just decide he was invited. Still, you were absolutely not complaining. It was exactly what you wanted too. Strange, how he almost always seemed to know exactly what you wanted.
You fell asleep tucked against his side, sore and aching in the best possible way. In the rational part of your mind, you assumed that your love spell was just a silly lapse in judgement brought on by too much wine and far too many rom-coms. But if you could see the way he watched you when you slept, you might have started to question that assumption.
He brushed your hair away from your forehead, half frowning.
"Silly thing. I've been in love with you for so long."
He glanced at the alarm clock on your bedside table. Hopefully you wouldn't notice it, but he'd slipped a tiny camera behind the clock face. Same with your TV, bathroom mirror and the top of your fridge. There were at least half a dozen cameras hidden throughout your apartment.
Having you tied to the bed and distracted helped. You didn't notice him slipping off for just a bit longer than getting a glass of water or using the bathroom would warrant.
Unethical, yes. A total invasion of privacy. And if you ever found them, you'd be totally justified in getting a restraining order. But still...
"It's fine if I'm doing it for love," he told himself.
#Was supposed to post this on the last day of February to close off the romantic season#But life had other plans#Yandere#yandere drabbles#yandere imagines#yandere oc x you#yandere scenarios#yandere x reader#soft yandere#yandere writing#yandere male#yandere x darling#yanderecore#Fem reader#yanblr#yancore
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safe to say i like him a lot
#silver the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#sonic#sth#planned to finish and post this back in february but my schedule is so packed theres barely any time for drawing now...#tartieart
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end of spring🌸🧶🌱🧵
[prints]
#jjba#jolyne cujoh#jojo's bizarre adventure#stone ocean#deliart#if u guys only KNEW the amount of reworking this artwork had#i began working on it in fall and it had completely different flowers planned bc of that#but as february came i changed it to spring flowers and decided to cast a wide net with different blooms#bc i knew i was gonna procrastinate even further due to the hassle of lining the knit patterns#and when i finished it there were still cherry blossoms where i live so. but as im posting it they have ofcourse finished blooming.#i was sooo close to changing it again to like. bird cherry blossoms or lilac (which are currently blooming here) smh#i might make a fall version for this later though#bc im a little partial to the initial color palette i had. the outfit was gonna be red and the image darker overall#.. anyway putting this in scheduled posts since ill forget it in the drafts forever otherwise
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"It’s THE party spot and it’s like her cousin’s parents barely even care we’re there-.. they even have a butler!"
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#literally the last thing i did in game was finish this build... back at the start of FEBRUARY ffffffffgkjfkj#i have things planned u kno#but i'm still semi mouldy#my game is updated tho and i do feel an itch now and then so when my body gives me my brain back oooooo we can cook#or maybe like.... simmer#so i don't burn out#lmao
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farm boys Valentine's Days 💗
+ close up on the last one

#“but it's February. the trees are not bloo-” I DON'T CARE#WOE PETALS BE UPON YE#the universe was against me doing this piece#I wasn't planning to draw anything for valentine's#so the idea came up too late#then my new medications hit me like the bus hit Regina#I spent all day in constant state of almost passing out#and haven't done shіt 🥳#and today I got stuck at work because the door lock decided to break#my luck went to someone else this week#to anyone who read all these tags - thanks for coming to my ted talk#kung lao#raiden#mk raiden#railao#mk1#mortal kombat 1#mortal kombat#helsensm art
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happy "our marriage is never gonna recover from this" day
#this is why you share your plan with 1 (one) other person; kids. otherwise you end up embarrassing yourself in front of the people#you were trying to impress (and the man youve fallen head over heels for)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#ed teach#edward teach#blackbeard#september 1st#s01e04#Discomfort in a Married State#gif#i didnt get the colour grading quite how i wanted it but i had fun tweaking them! its all learning; baybeee#im having fun! hopefully new laptop will have the power to let me control more things. maybe#(or maybe thats just skill issues ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)#yall gotta be nice to me ok im still figuring things out#also like. as i said earlier. i knowwww this scenes been giffed to shit. but also not so many with the leap year note! so.#i learnt that 1717 was NOT a leap year in the process of making this. djenks i feel betrayed & lied to#did YOU remember we had a february 29th this year? because i sure didnt. i squandered her
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NeZha 2 International Trailer (哪吒2: 魔童闹海)
#china#fashion#video#movies#nezha#finally it's coming!#the director is from sichuan the hometown of pandas and his working name is jiaozi(dumplings)#and he graduated from huaxi medicine university#It's crazy because it's the best medical college in China and it has a higher intake than Peking University and Tsinghua University#He abandoned his career as a dentist#stayed at home家里蹲 for several years relying entirely on his parents' support#and eventually succeeded in creating a donghua like NeZha that became the highest-grossing animation film in china#respect#Youtube#all my friends who watched it gave it 10/10#I'm planning to see it at the end of February because the movie theater is overcrowded with too many people going to watch it now#box office god#nezha 2#nezha 2025
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Martian Stan AU - An Encounter
Spoilers for Chapter 4 :)
Comic under the cut!
…and this is why answering doors is a Bad Idea forever, kids. Take it from Ford.
Obligatory Tag list bc you all deserve to see Martian Stan for the Multimedia fic/au it is: @aroace-get-out-of-my-face @empressofsamoyeds @pinefamilycatsau @littlelilliana15 @pleasantartisanhottea
#I’ve literally had this drawn since Early March#late february?#E when was I making this I don’t remember#I was GOING to post it after the chapter but then AtLP happened and I figured I’d do it later. It’s later now!#I’ve this planned for so long you guys need to understand#gravity falls#martian stan au#stanford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#blind eye society#gf fanfic#Dw guys <33 Ford is totally in control of the narrative like he desperately needs to believe he is. Don’t worry about the. Gun. And.#Everything else
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midnight scrambles once again. Just some Harper concepts for
#dol#sketch#harper the doctor#degrees of lewdity#dol harper#I've been planning to draw this character since like ?#last year I think#the february of last year : )
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And just for a second, I can be one of the greats. No one can tell me to stop. I'll have everything I want.
#marc marquez#motogp#marcmarquezedit#motogpedit#bynadya#n.edit#*lyrics#wow i planned this gifset for his birthday a few months ago and finished it two weeks after his birthday lol....#did i accidentally manifest him in red in february........ wow.....
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Gen Art Februari: Hug - Sunny & Zipp 🌤🩷
First day of Gen Art Februari is here!!!!! I'm so excited!!! 🥰💗 Sunny and Zipp are some of my favourite besties in mlp, they remind me of me and my best friend 💖
#not ship art <3#literally I've been so impatient for this challenge#really exciting#I have many cool drawings planned!!! I'm so happy!!! 🥰💖💗🩷💕✨️🫶🎀#my art#fanart#genartfebruari#gen art februari 2025#mlp g5#mlp ang#mlp mym#mlp tyt#zipp storm#sunny starscout#my little pony#platonic ship#sunny & zipp#friendship#fandom spaces#amatonormativity#fandom amatonormativity#platonic relationships#gen art februari
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before they have to pack and leave the motel they stopped in for the night, before pain comes rushing back in and with it the dire reality of their situation, before the fear and uncertainty, they get to share this: a lazy morning, the first cigarette of the day and a rare moment of something almost domestic.
#WAOWWW HAPPY LAST WOLFGANG WEDNESDAY OF FEBRUARY WE MADE IT#art#artists on tumblr#oc art#original character#wolfgang#bastien#wolfien#genuinely didnt plan to work on this soon and then it got bumped up my queue because it was soooo freezing cold out here prev week#they bring me warmth and joy#whenever you see me paint them with very satured light just remember this is what it feels like for Wolf to look at Bastien#(at this point in the story. both because their eye got damaged and their color reception is all weird#and also because theyre . in . loooooveeeee)
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U can’t just drop a banger like “Marc Marquez cryptic pregnancy” and disappear.. I need to to know more
i was thinking about ways to babytrap him where he doesnt just mabort that thang for career reasons, and i think this could get the job done. i also think if its vale's (WHO ELSEEEE) that theres no way he believes that marc didnt know the entire time AND he is. as many other scholars have discussed borderline insane about marc presumably racing pregnant. i mean lbr the offseason is NOT long so he had to have been, and this is in many ways one of the keenest sharpest daggers you could drive into the soft wound of vale's injury issues wrt to marc's particular brand of psycho recklessness. like what if you had TRAUMA and you were ESTRANGED from the love of your life and he was RACING while PREGNANT with your BABY for MONTHS without TELLING YOU... okay saying that. i do realize that this is somewhat the plot of one those f1 heterosexual romance fiction novels but i stand by it!!!!!!! these guys are that level of insane anyways!!!! IDK! maybe marc gets knocked up like halfway through 2015 and has the baby at testing in february. truly maximum drama maximum soap opera marc has NO idea what is happening. its the first time loitering around the same hotel since sepang 2015, and it IS the trauma track, and marc truly thinks it is indigestion (at no point does begging off bike time happen however lol) until UH OH and the baby is there. and alex walks in on marc like on the bathroom floor with a BABY wrapped in a towel and baby goo truly more freaked out than hes ever been in his life its very soap opera. and honda is very smoke and mirrors about everything until genuinely six months later a pic of the baby leaks and its a tiny valentino rossi clone with brown intelligent eyes lol. and then vale puts the (confusing i think) dots together and the shit hits the fan
#i also got an anon that said marc doesnt want kids and i DISAGREE but i do think he has a very particular plan for his life#where racing comes before most things so he can focus on it like it deserves#not too dissimilar from vale in that i think! like i dont know but i think its a post-retirement priority for him. but idk!#anyways if anyone wants to write this i would read it i do love a soap opera. i do love their issues. and i think u could get into em here#motogp#callie speaks#asks#setting this in early february so maybe he could be back to his cota win two months later lol.#i am like marc i will not sacrifice him winning for jack or shit. he cares about his career TOO MUCH....#cryptic pregnancy au
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I’m gonna be so real I don’t regret quitting my job when I did bc it was truly tearing me apart and the company went under 4 months later and laid off everyone anyway bc it was truly a disastrous workplace but. I rlly thought the nightmare would be over by now 💀 I lose my health insurance in a month 💀 really fun times
#in my defense I literally did get hired for a job I wanted to do at a company I liked for excellent pay and good benefits#and then they completely screwed me 5 days before my start date#but. ppl looking at my resume now don’t care abt that#what do u do when u give up on ur dreams in favor of a back up plan you have proven experience in but then u fail at that also suddenly#anyway I have never dreaded a birthday more!#what do you mean I’ve spent another year as a complete failure AND I lose my health insurance#anyway. I’m trying really hard but I’m. Unwell.#I literally do not know how to continue living this way.#I’m gonna but MY GOD.#it’s February already. ITS FEBRUARY.#textdotjpg#delete later#sorry I just rlly needed to get this out of my system
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1 decade of Flight Rising
As of the time of posting, my account is exactly 10 years old...
#I'm sorry I haven't interacted directly with people much over this time span - I'm introverted and burn out easily and-#- have had several periods of intense stress over the past decade which leads me to prefer to just switching brain off and chilling out#I am getting to a more stable position now so am hoping to improve on it but it yo-yos a lot e.g. -#- I was burned out for all of February and most of March because I put in more hours (IT'S NOT EVEN A LOT OF WORK HOURS!!)#I also very likely have undiagnosed inattentive ADHD and am constantly on a rollercoaster managing myself#ANYWAY 🎺 🥳 I have an artwork of my progens planned that I wanted to have finished by today#but I just do not have the energy to have rushed it over the last few weeks#it can come later!! it's a HUGE piece and I won't be satisfied without a tonne of work so rushing it would be bad#no Ilwelintar still does not have new genes I keep changing my mind on what to give him lol#flight rising#lokenosse talks#flightrising
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