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[part one] [part two] you to me, me to you
#fire emblem#fire emblem heroes#lif#sharena#alfonse#summoner#kiralfonse#not really but i drew this with the intention#finally done with the last part……#i was gonna delete ibis app and found this still unfinished#so i finished it lol#tbh i dont like it :///#but ive drawn so much……….#anyways book 3 feh you will always be dear to me :’)#my fav part from here is when lif closes his eyes#funny enough thats the part that i threw in solely for pacing purpose lmaoo#when i opened the file yesterday there were 2 blank panels without any sketch#for pacing purpose#i was all ????? what did you plan past me?????#and i didnt wanna think too much so i just deleted one panel HAHAH#should i do final part where kiran summons lif…… kinda like a closure………#AW MAN SO MANY IDEAS SO LITTLE SKILL SO LITTLE TIME#jejesart
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This was a pretty neat dub of my lil comic!! I love how the VA for Gregory performed the dialogues, it was really nice!! I'm so glad ya'll like it so much enough to wanna dub it ! Really makes me giddy and happy all around! This was really cool!!
Yall can go check them out, their channel's pretty neat ! :3
#op initially slide this in my inbox#and i received it while i was away so i was planning to reply back when i get home#but for some reason when i went back to check its gONE#i dunno what happened#i must have accidentally deleted the submission or smth maybe??#i'm so sorry if that was the case reignedrjgndrg#i really tried lookin for it refreshin my app constantly#i was hopin it just glitched out but it really didnt popped back up for some reason#but i HAD to tell and let them know i love the work they done dubbing it so here we go!#thank you again so much!#i also wanted to tag them here#but tumblr requires you to type a username very specifically down to a tee#and i forgot their alternative username here uhdvjgsdg#but if you see this#yeh i just wanna let ya know i liked ittt#i really appreciate this aaaaaa#Youtube
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study break! 🍵 (read tags)
#it’s me i’m the one taking a much needed break from studying by doodling on my phone LOL#today marks my first year of being on tumblr :)#and although i had a whole thing planned#my ipad died#lol#and i’m still in public and kinda tired#but i still want to commemorate one of my first posts made on this account and by default my first drawing ever made on procreate#so notes app it is LOLLL#with my finger again#i might delete this and redo it later but. in the moment it feels just right :)#if you read all of this i love you#because by simply being here it fuels the inner kid in me that hesitated for years before ever posting my art#it’s silly yeah but#knowing there are communities out there that enjoy the same things i do with such curious creative passion#it reminds me that i don’t have to let go of the things that make me happy just for the sake of other ppl#so thank you for stopping by - for being here to enjoy the moment#yeehaw#kitsunecrows art#tododeku#tddk#todoizu#doodles#izutodo#midoroki#todoroki shouto#midorya izuku#notes app#bnha#mha#good luck!
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had to book a random week off work just to take those hours so i’m THINKING of turning it into a cute little writing retreat and booking a premier inn room in a city i’ve never been to before and just kinda escaping and shutting off and getting this fucking project DONE
#i think it could be cute#my diet would go to shit but it’s max 4 days like ill be fine#wake up have breakfast then spend the morning writing. go for a little explore to find lunch somewhere.#back for more writing in the afternoon (or maybe writing out and about)#delete all my distraction apps and just focus on the work#i could do it for ~£200 total including travel and food i think#which if i save… i could manage that#and i’ve already got the week off ANYWAY and no other plans like what else am i gonna do. sit in my fucking room? whatever
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anyway im probably gonna hold off on the job search until i finish my thesis. firstable priorities (duh) and secondable... its not exactly helpful to engage in the single most depressing activity known to humankind when i really need to be in a mindset of inspiration not desperation
#idk why i like torturing myself so much#like i feel guilty when im NOT looking for jobs because.. in 2 months ill be running out of money and i should be planning ahead etc etc#but when im writing cover letters and sending applications i also feel guilty for wasting time that could be spent on my th*sis project#especially with the deadline fast approaching 🫥#and in the end it always sends me down a panic spiral#so...#i guess this is an accountability post or something idk#smute stop it right now im serious no stop delete the monster app unsub from the stepstone emails#make sure you graduate#THEN despair over job market#e basta#&#thesis writing
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damn this inferiority complex got hands
#my issue with writing has honestly never been a lack of motivation or ideas#it’s always my fuckass head telling me i haven’t experienced enough of the world to tell a ‘proper’ story#that i just don’t Know enough to write anything substantial and it’s actually why i keep deleting and orphaning lots of my stuff 😭#i would’ve cleared my entire ao3 page if i didn’t write the last few for my friends ngl#like i get so scared that the story won’t hold up that i get stuck in the planning stage and eventually drop it#i’ve long fics planned out in my notes app that i never got around to writing bc i feel like i don’t KNOW ENOUGH. WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE#it’s less end of the worldish when i’m on an editing kick but once things get quiet i’m like ok girl what next and the answer is to cry#tally txt
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will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual
fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable
#i’m sorry fuck i wish i liked christmas i do#but i haven’t felt anything close to enjoyment of the period since what was it right ten exact years#every single fucking one of them it just got MORE fucking depressing#we dont talk about covid times because god i wish i could delete them from my existence#two years ago it was just depressing af#last year for a miracle it was halfway okay and hey managed to spend one with the grandmother for once#except she died three months later and this one it will be….. meh but the rest of the month has been a total nervewreck already#but of course EVERYWHERE around you is like JOYOUS TIME EVERYONE IS HAPPY SEASON OF MAGIC#as it is i’mma have to do half of the presents in january ffs#ah right forgot today was the anniversary of the other grandmother dying#and the entire first week is anniversary of 2020 nervous wreck of doom so hey that’s all fine#yeah that happened no i had no plans to mention it good luck to me wanting to move over that specific instance ig#i just wanna stop feeling stuck in being miserable until december 26th arrives and i can hope to get my shit under control the year after#yeah sorry for the pity party i’m just not feeling great whatsoever add feeling totally useless to the list and here we are#i’mma just go catch up on replies now just god now i feel like crap bc the moment i opened the app i just vomited out negativity g r e a t#personal for ts#janie rants
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love going on the “hi yeah I haven’t even looked at my inbox/messages for months sorry sorry sorry it’s nothing personal my life’s just been in shambles and I’m starting to pick it back up even though I know I’m gonna drop all the pieces at least 3 more times before the year’s over” shame tour I’mma make t-shirts later for it
#starlight personal#gonna be actually answering the questions in my inbox#planning to post the notes for tmagr since I’m probs never gonna finish it#and I’m making 0 promises to have any kind of consistent online presence#b/c I’ve learned it’s best for my mental health to delete these apps when I’m approaching crisis mode#so I’ll just be like the fun uncle who shows up to holidays with a six pack of nonalcoholic beer;#chats about whatever#slides you a $20#and disappears for the next 2 years#tbf 2023 was a horrible year okay it was so bad#some of it included; I almost got a grippy sock vacation twice#i tried a few new meds and they all sucked and i went through Literal Drug Withdrawal to the point i was sick for a month and lost 30lbs#i started ketamine treatment and experienced ego death twice!!!! horrifying!!!!!#i got my manager fired#i got my coworker fired#everyone else on the team quit and j was the last one left#my cat died and it was the worst thing that ever happened and it still hurts so bad#the person i thought would be a forever best friend was just. not there for me. and b/c i was struggling and not putting in 150% effort#the friendship just. died. and we live 5 min away from each other yet she’s out of my life forever#it’s for the best but that’s a different kinda grief man#ANYWAY I HAD A TERRIBLE YEAR#2024 is off to a somewhat better start but I’m keeping expectations low#first ketamine appt of the year was. brutal. and tough. and it’s been over a week and I still feel raw#everyone who knows about ketamine: it helps you process emotions and trauma and brings those things to the surface so u can work on them#me when it brings trauma to the surface and makes me feel my feelings: this is HORRIBLE what the FUCK my entire innards are exposed and raw#I forgot how easy it is to babble in the tags like this it doesn’t feel real since I doubt anyone will read all of this lmao#god I’d kill for some weed rn BUT HAHA YEAH ANKTJER SHITTY PART LF 2023 I GOTTA CUT BACK ON WEED#can’t even have one bad coping skill like come on
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im finally getting ads completely in spanish now including the close/exit/proceed/shop now buttons that are on them ^_^ gonna start a journal soon for it as well!
#not spiderstuff#small rambling and updates feel free to skip or read that#im still really scared to speak it in front of my friends and family bc they'll just make fun of me for trying to learn and being so quiet#BUT. ill get there or ill die#i have a lot of plans so i havent actually been posting much here or reblogging much but i come on here every now and then#and i deleted the app like ages ago to discipline myself anyway. not that u guys asked BUT i just wanted to share!#but yeah. doing work constantly and trying to have fun drawing again (working btw! yay) and writing in free time and exercise with my dog +#for his health and my skin and just overall being healthier ! and less online#in preparation for a shit ton of things about to be thrown my way and idk if ill ever really BE prepared but. yknow thats life#and im going back to counseling and seeing if i can get back on meds to help with issues. i don't think ill be able to tell them everything#bc thats so dangerous rn? i don't trust anybofy like that#but i gotta. fuck this stupid baka human experience <- reference.#i cant beliebve adulthood is so close. like what the hell#i can't use my llittle guy excuse for attacking politicians anymore omg nooo
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The weather needs to stop being cold and cloudy and stupid and miserable so my brain gets back out of fart stink hibernation seasonal affective disorder bastard mode. I gotta draw Sol Badguy but my motivation is directly tied to how much the sun's been out like I'm some kinda sunflower solar panel
#textpost#Winter is ALMOST OVER I saw a dandelion today in the yard and it was over 40f after the sun went below the treeline this evening#HOWEVER. we have gotten snow until May before. Hell on this bitch of an earth#Ordered Loctite for the grub screw on the gear on the extrusion motor shaft for my Ender today#Can't use it til it comes in and I glue it in place...#Tomorrow I gotta work on my 25th anniversary GG zine piece. It's gonna be cool af this whole zine is#Been thinking of things to do to my red jacket too. Might do a design with my brain dog on the back#Haven't thought further than that yet#Haven't worked on translations in a while either. No motivation. Too many think points required to read Japanese#I'll get back into it eventually#I've been keeping up on my kanji studies at least so it's not degrading. God there're so many#Mostly I've been reading a lot. Got a book on dragons. A western. Some books on writing to clean up my technique#Did a little planning for chapter 5 of Interlude this evening too. I didn't get far because I gotta reread Begin's epilogue#and check the actual canon timeline. Though Interlude's got about 5 more months chronologically til it's to the end of the epilogue#Need to clean my pipe (weed) too...#I deleted the Tumblr app off my phone the other day. Need a social media detox. I was wasting a lot of time on here#Getting worked up about shit that doesn't matter
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[ID: Two replies from @most-certainly-not-lennard I NEED TO KNOW ABT YR OCS YOUVE MADE THEM KNOWN I NEED TO KNOW ABOUTTHEM or keep it to yrself if yr not ready to talk abt them thats chill too but just know i am interested End ID]
aaaaa tytyty for the invitation!!!! one day i'll talk abt em but idk idk idk..... i haven't rlly developed anyone's character or story or lore etc etc it's kinda just. look i made up a guy. yk. i also need to read moreee original stories bc i'm Good at writing fanfiction but original stuff? not as much.... (also thinkin abt it. my ratio of fanfic words read to original stories words read is prob like 3:1 ToT) OH BUT !! i'll prob make em in a picrew (or commission the wonderful @/crunchity-munchity) and then i'll post those :>
#chirping#i might post my fanfic here tho!! problem is i always loose steam immediatelyyy whoops#2b fair my general strategy w writing is um. brute force it. like no planned plot beforehand no drafts no storyboards no inspo playlists#none of that. it's gotta be perfect on the first try lmao (<- is well aware this is why it gets burnt out on fics)#ALSO sorry for the late responseee i deleted the tumblr app so i don't get notifs anymore lol#talking to mutuals#len 🖋#ALSO ALSO sorry if this seems a little scattered. that's bc i am. ok
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went out last night, had multiple gin & tonics and took out my contacts in the first try….. I did not expect that in the slightest like i struggle when i’m SOBER. anyway i looked so cute (white skirt pastel pink crop top white bag pastel pink nike 97s silver jewelry type of look) and i had funnnn <3 Also heard one dude say i am very funny but like under his breath and u really shouldn’t say that to me i am like so serious when it comes to being a jester.
#ok on todays lists of things i wanna do is: study and work - put shit in my queue and delete the app and limit everything - answer texts#clean my room - plan out next week#that’s it 🫡#oh and i got invited to go on a trip with these new friend group and i’m considering it but who knows whoooo knows it would be fun though#do u guys rmr the cherry guy? Yeahhh… No comment ❤️#tt
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oops a while ago I posted a bit of my comic that uh... I got very excited about (I love the boyos) so if you reblogged it... um, have a spoiler! Working on fixing it now and uploading + finishing the pages before it, eheh...
#Fever made a m i s t a k e#I'm mad at myself now#why did I do that#also sorry for those that actually like this shit for not posting I had a big breakdown and reset my phone and uhhhhh yeah I deleted the app#sorry#i'll try to resolve this issue I missed LC#I have a bunch of stuff planned for yall
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not trying to hate but it’s disappointing that a bigger tottenham blog is using the f slur nd you still haven’t apologized
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#like what .#my head’s been hurting about this all night and all day#1) it was a screenshot of someone else saying it . i know some other queer people ‘reclaimed’ the slur or whatever but i didn’t#and i don’t plan on it😭 but it was insensitive of me to post. i get it#2) i’m going to delete the post but i’m going to talk to kady before i do#3) i’m not a fucking influencer. do you want me to post a notes app apology or smth#4) i wish people would just dm me before making posts bc if you message me i’m gonna listen💀 i’ll listen and LEARN !!!!!
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Thought my desktop had some sort of malware. turns out i just have over 180 gb of overwatch gameplays saved in my local disk 🥲
#im glad i have a separate storage driver tucked somewhere in my desktop.#DESK *** OMG#was on the verge of tears bc this is the first ever pc i bought with my own money blood sweat and tears. I assembled it from scratch#and installed the os and apps little by little when i had saved up enough#i didnt wanna do it all over again bc i spent an entire week just planning everything and executing the assembly and installation#in short it’s not much but it’s like a relic to all my hard work during my first 2 yrs of working#AND I also didnt wanna delete the videos cos i could literally watch me gain more friends and get better as months passed.
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hi guys i love you very dearly but please do not send an ask multiple times to try and get me to notice it it majorly clogs up my inbox and gets frustrating to have to delete multiple of the same ask
#i promise i see it and i'll do my best to get to it but ive been planning an event for here#and also i have a job and a life so give me a second alskdfjlaksdjdsf#(not mad tho) i promise#plus the app crashes every single time i try to delete asks so i have to do it on desktop which is so annoying
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