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berf-a-smurf · 1 year ago
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I’ve really been trying to avoid posting this but I’m desperately seeking help. I need to make rent, utilities, gas, insurance, and groceries for December.
CA$ 0 / CA$ 1500
(ETA: loan received Nov. 25; no longer desperately seeking financial aid.)
Interested parties, please read below the cut.
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I’m struggling hard. Please consider browsing my photography for sale (http://mwac.logicality.ca) or sending some spare change my way via the methods listed under “HOW TO HELP” near the end below or on my purchasing page (http://mwac.logicality.ca/purchasing.html). Thank you immensely 🫶
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My story
[TW: mention of suicide. Sensitive persons, please skip to “[END TW]” below.]
In July, I left my job as a bottled water (of the 5 gallon type) delivery assistant to attempt taking my life. I sweet talked a cab driver to take me and a nitrogen tank into the middle of nowhere.
For vulnerable people: that is not to give you ideas; instead PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE reach out to someone (my dad has since surprised me with his support; you never know who is really there for you until you ask) or even message me. Genuinely, sincerely, I will do my best to help everyone who messages me 🫶
My nitrogen tank and I sat in the woods for hours while I contemplated my plan. I felt so alone, like my disappearance would really mean nothing to anyone. My struggles and lack of skills (not to mention relentless imposter syndrome) would never let me keep a job. I was so hopeless. I continued on with my plan. I moved onto cleaning up my pictures. If my body and belongings were found, I wanted my family to have the good pictures to remember me by. No dumb screenshots, no nudes, etc. I didn’t get to the part where “my life flashed before my eyes”, but I stepped through it one picture at a time.
My pictures reminded me that I was capable of travelling and that there was so much beyond Canada that I still wanted to see. My pictures reminded me that I am capable of connecting with people and I shouldn’t leave my sister behind. And that I’ll find another partner to love as deeply as my ex. I remembered things I’ve achieved and that I’m capable of some pretty cool things.
I called 9-1-1 and asked for a police officer to pick me up and bring me to the psych ward. (I deemed them the best option as our paramedics are already stretched thin and our firefighters were busy with the province burning.) They ended up sending 3 squad cars - one with a dog to find me in case I did end up offing myself before they got there. They did the standard handcuffing, questioning, searching my person and belongings, and had me agree for them to seize the nitrogen tank.
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They brought me to our hospital for more questioning, blood samples, the works. I stayed the night before being transported to the next town’s hospital’s psych ward. I was there for two nights and the whole thing crippled my belief in our mental health care system. But they got me referred to a psych clinic in my town so there’s that.
Even though my psychologist says it’s too soon for me to be working, I’ve had no choice but to seek employment. The water company was open to hiring me back but I haven’t heard from them since. I’ve also not heard from the places I’ve applied at. I received one of two months of EI that I applied for - I reported a day’s worth of work I did for one of my dad’s customers and they cut me off and I keep getting told that the adjudicator will reach out but it’s been months now.
I am continuing my therapy plan and continuing to apply for positions. It’s getting down to the wire now, though, and I may lose everything if I can’t get through December.
For transparency, my breakdown of expenses are as follows:
$815.00 for rent due Dec. 1st (water, sewer, garbage included)
$107.59 for Telus internet due Dec. 1st
$128.77 for car insurance due Dec. 7th
~$40.00 for electricity (I currently have a $30 credit on my account but am projected to use about $70 worth. My apartment is electric heat so the bill climbs as the temperature drops.)
Groceries are about $40/week
And the remainder is for gas for me to go to my in-person therapy appointments, attend work interviews, and visit my parents who live out of town.
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TO HELP:
I am selling my photography for CA$5 per image as wallpaper or CA$30 per image as wallpaper with rights to print and post. More info on my purchasing page.
I also warmly accept donations of any size through PayPal.Me or Interac eTransfer.
Personal PayPal (https://www.paypal.me/joshmdm)
Photography PayPal (https://www.paypal.me/MiedemaWithACamera)
eTransfer to [email protected] (I worry that bad actors would maliciously email my personal inbox or use it distastefully so I’m only providing my MWAC one)
I only ask for money you can spare. If your finances are tight, please like and reblog.
Thank you thank you thank you a million times from the bottom of my heart for reading and a million more in advance for any and every penny I’m offered. 🫶
To avoid doing an FAQ, please ask questions in the replies.
I wish you the best possible day!
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swkrullimaging · 1 year ago
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Last Chance Jefferson Lake
We wanted to be sure to visit Jefferson Lake one last time before the season closure. We hoped to catch one last glimpse of the mama moose and her two calves feeding in the placid beaver ponds of Jefferson Creek. An Early Sighting It seemed like a good sign when we spotted the family in the woods not too far beyond the entry gate. Mama moose appeared to be enjoying the morning sunshine and soft…
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chimchimflams · 1 year ago
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pinacoladamatata · 1 month ago
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i have complicated thoughts on mythal but you have to pay me $10 to unlock my opinion so instead here's shitty memes
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puppyeared · 9 months ago
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i like him
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lostinthewoodsomewhere · 1 year ago
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Remedy characters that just casually hang out at the Remedy office...
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swkrullimaging · 10 months ago
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DXO Pure Raw 4
Comparing DXO Pure Raw 4 to Topaz Photo AI version 2.4 in my real world comparison using it as a pre-processor to Adobe Camera Raw and Photoshop. The Problem Unfortunately it has come to my attention that all of my software licenses are expiring this month. That includes DXO Pure Raw 3, and all the Topaz products including Gigapixel, and Photo AI. The two stand alone products Sharpen AI and…
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thesilvercondor-main · 13 days ago
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#286
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mishidefresa · 1 year ago
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Ryan sketches
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artharakka · 1 year ago
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Brooklyn Supreme?
Extremely lad
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obsob · 2 years ago
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what if a cat... was a frog
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swkrullimaging · 1 year ago
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Amazing Border Collie
There’s a reason why the border collie is my favorite dog breed. I was expecting to take a rugged hike after a big snow in the high country without seeing a single hint of society. However as is so often the case lately, some city people decided to invade my domain. As I was hiking past the free range cattle a truck came driving up the snowy road to the troll. Rather than take the dog for a…
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raveneesimo · 2 months ago
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Eddy VS his Older Brother
SOLD! Via the Early Access Tier on my Patreon!
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respectthepetty · 4 months ago
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Much like Ghost Host, Ghost House, eventually, everyone in Peaceful Property should be haunted by their past aka their families but some are missing like Home's parents and his grandfather's wives.
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So I think Home is being haunted by his dead grandfather (actual ghost).
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Since I believe I see the tiniest little ponytail sticking up from the ghost next to the child's tent and toys.
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Kan might be haunted too by a parent figure.
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While Peach is possibly being haunted by the chef who is standing between him and Best that the frowning face is covering up (ghosts from his past).
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Whoever it is in the picture is short, has his hands crossed, and might have been a parental figure to Peach.
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And I don't think he is the Chef Hong that Best mentioned since Peach starts to shake at the sight of this unknown person.
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So I'm thinking all of these parent-less children (bodyguard included) have to figure out how to confront their pasts TOGETHER, so they can make a future home for their new found family.
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So either they all move into their ghost busting headquarters,
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Or they take up residence with Home to help him with his grandfather ghost and never leave.
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But either way, they will learn they need each other because they can't do this alone.
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The grandfather left Home all the properties and probably knew they were haunted, so perhaps this was all part of his plan since Home expected to get nothing, but his grandfather was going to get Peach a family with the help of his attorneys even if he had to do it from beyond the grave.
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Sidenote: Kan volunteered for this position. And knows everything about Home.
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Interesting.
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But it could be me seeing things that aren't there.
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You see what I did there?
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(DO THE COLORS MEAN THINGS?!)
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nostalgicfun · 5 months ago
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Sorry for the long post but this has got to be THE estate sale. I fear I simply must attend.
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non-cannon · 7 months ago
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My valentines day dove chocolate wrapper says "Love is good, but chocolate is better" and I agree
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