#pica post

[itwasntaphase]

Strange Sensations I crave:

1: taking my spine out and wringing it real good so it cracks every area and helps the pain (fuck scoliosis)

2: taking my eyes out and putting them into a glass of cold water (refreshing for dry eye)

3: Take my skin off and give it a very good scrubbing and moisturizing (no more itchy eczema)

4: taking my brain out and deep cleaning it then soaking it in an ice bath (I'm convinced this would cure my migraines)

5: Scratching behind my eyes (they are often itchy)

7: eating my many pica cravings without it causing issues (i.e. sand, foaming soap, decorative bar soap)

8: taking my muscles apart and soaking each one in a warm bath and then giving it a deep massage (bye bye achy body)

9: Pulling my sinuses out and rinsing them thoroughly (I think it would help my allergies)

10: removing my bottom jaw to give me a break from my TMJ for a while (self-explanatory)

Please reblog this and add yours so I know I'm not crazy in wanting these things. My therapist says these are symptoms from my OCD so that's fun.

[naturelovetheta]

Day 65

Oriental Magpie

Pica serica

[ehveerivv]

The only difference between me and a lizard is I can’t lick my eyeballs,

yet

[wardens-box]

After drinking some tea and eating some lapis lazuli ores, I certainly feel calmer. Warden sure was present today, maybe a little too present (sorry Wilbur). I'll try not to have him show up as much, since Fran is freaked out by the Warden as well.

A nice, calm evening before the storm. We have to sort out the problem of certain people here eating things they should not be eating. Hopefully Niki and I will come up with a good, edible, recipe that will satisfy everyone and have a similar taste and/or texture. And for anyone reading this, I'll link an article I found today that shows how harmful eating dirt (and other earthly materials) is.

[argentinagp]

never killl yourself

[35tr314]

my hearthstone app going to the picas whenever my phone updates its software: 🍃

[askharpymonet]

@talesofmetalandmagic

[threaded-esophagus]

Its so juicy 🤤🤤🤤

This is my video anyone using it anywhere credit @accidentalapricity please <3

[oslos-grandprize]

i can't stop giggling

[rainbowlack]

how about you watch this video of a magpie stretching and preening itself right on my porch and maybe you'll feel better

[dollydoee]

I need to stop eating my hair/pulling it but also nom nom nom

[3-heartstyle]

Llorona's relations w/ The Donquixote Family

For the most part, she's the only member of the crew that Doffy forced her to join. Her role of the crew is their treasurer because of her background of being a jeweler. Layla's "loyalty" is rooted in her fear of dying but she still has a bit of fondness for some members.

Doflamingo

She is absolutely terrified of Doflamingo

Won't look into his eyes since the first escape attempt gave her the tear tattoos on her face

She's aware that the only reason he wants her in the family is because of her devil fruit

Tries to avoid him as best as she can but it's difficult since he seeks her out

In Doffy's perspective, he has a sense of nostalgia of owning a slave as a celestial dragon

Mix in his mommy issues and you get uncomfortable interactions

Corazon

She's so confused by this man, they might be friends?

One moment he's cold and distant then suddenly he's attentive and surprisingly sweet???

Hates the fact that he hits the kids but knows she can't stop him

When it's just them together he shows that he has a sense of humor and can get her to laugh

Her reflexes have gotten better with his clumsiness

In Corazon's perspective, he knows he can't get her out without Doffy hunting her down so he tries his best to make her life less miserable

He finds her normalcy comforting and seeks her company when he's tired of everyone else

He does freak out internally when he realizes he fell for her and tries to hide it (beats himself up out of guilt)

Giolla

She finds her very... Eccentric...

This "friendship" is very much just her agreeing to Giolla's taste in art and crafting her "unique" taste of jewelry

Llorona does appreciate that there's another woman in the group

There is a hidden feeling of resentment towards her since it was Giolla's decision to take her in

In Giolla's perspective, she adores having another artist in the group

Loves having to pick out her clothes (with Doffy's input) and dresses her up like a doll

Appreciates the helping hand in taking care of the children

Senior Pink

She finds him one of the most normal out of everyone

At some point she pinpointed a romantic man underneath that hard boiled exterior

Teases him endlessly and likes to offer advice even if he won't take it (he keeps it cool through it all)

In Senior's perspective: finds her to be too fragile to be in the family, both mentally and physically

He only protects her if it's dire, he'll never let anyone in the family break his demeanor

He does go to her in designing the engagement ring for Russian

Diamante

She finds him extremely irritating

His constant prying and accusations of her relations with Corazon is one thing but also pursuing her? Annoying!

She uses his ego against him to leave her alone but it'll just be temporary and he'll be back at it again!

Diamante's perspective: he likes his women feisty and since her husband is dead it's fine to flirt (like he'd cared anyway)

But he has noticed that Corazon tends to be softer with her, if he's going to claim her then he has to have his fun first

Trebol

Disgusting! Revolting! Hates him and is loud about it

Everything he says gets on her nerves and causes her to lose her composure

Hates his power too! Reminds her of frogs (she hates them too)

Trebol's perspective: finds her outbursts amusing

Only sees her as a source of entertainment and as a weapon

Lao G

She finds him a bit odd but not off-putting

He kind of reminds her of her own grandparents

She enjoys his company and often spends her time just chatting away

His sudden bursts of energy when it comes to the letter G does surprise her from time to time

Lao G's perspective: a soft hearted young lady, maybe too soft hearted

Enjoys the company and finds her to be a well member of the family

Gladius and Pica

She feels like she's walking on eggshells around those two

Knows they're very destructive when they're angry and tries to avoid that as much as possible

If something riles them up, she'll try to calm them down (it never really works)

Gladius's perspective: he finds her bearable until she tries to butt in to calm him down

Pica's perspective: thinks of her like any other member, hasn't caught her laughing at his voice so she's safe for now...

The kids

She adores them!

She enjoys their company and raising them helps fill in the void of losing her son

But feels terrible that they're part of this crew and what they do to them

She wants them to leave and live a normal life but doesn't want to be left alone with these pirates

Baby 5's perspective: loves that she can be of use to someone so nice! Another girl in the group that loves romance too is wonderful to have

Buffalo's perspective: loves having her around! She's so nice and gives them ice cream when they're good

They both never want her to leave :)

Law

She saw her son in Law's eyes for a moment and it freaked her out

Kept her distance for a bit to avoid breaking down in front of him

It broke her heart hearing his story, she thought she has a chance to heal with him only to find out he'll die too

Tries to have Law get close with the other kids so he won't feel lonely

Law's perspective: he assumed that she avoided him because of his disease and hated her for it

When she stopped and tries to be nice with him, only confused and irritated him

Only tolerated her kindness since she's the only adult that doesn't harm the kids

[ehveerivv]

Me: “I may have eaten a straw…”

DJ and Ghostie: “EVEREN NO.”

[thethingything]

why the ever loving fuck am I craving Tums? and those chewable vitamin D and calcium supplements? why does our body want to eat fucking chalk??? I literally started taking vitamin D supplements every day recently. if ever there was a time I shouldn't be craving calcium carbonate it is right now

[islands-and-oceans]

you know what i think it’s the most annoying thing about being mentally ill/having learning disabilities is that like you tell people that your brain doesn’t work the same way as theirs and that like you actually don’t understand things the same way and your actions don’t always mean what they assume and you go hey when you do this i interpret it like this so could you maybe do more clarification but like it actually doesn’t occur to most people that your brain can work differently like ik it’s annoying and confusing but guess how it is for me

you know it’s even more frustrating when the person is also neurodivergent but they only consider their neurodivergent perspective and the neurotypical one they’ve learnt like…. there are more than two ways for a brain to work yeah i process things differently than both but i still try to take into account how you interpret things just and then the whole of you didn’t think of it one of these two ways then you’re lying or something the amount of times i’ve been told im malicious because i interpreted something wrong is wild because sometimes i notice too many things and sometimes none of the things

like heck i once had someone get angry at me for not noticing then because i dissociated which was a weird experience cuz obviously i don’t really understand ughhh

like yeah okay i’ve done a lot of really shitty things im not denying that it would be nice for once to explain myself without being accused of lying or talking circles around people just because i don’t think how you do

[tensleepshrike]

MILLIE AND SLEEP/DREAMING.

She's a rotisserie sleeper and heatseeker. If you share a bed with her, you can reasonably expect her to roll around the entire night and always have at least one limb draped over you.

Dreams regularly and vividly. Her dreams have occasionally been prophetic in nature but for very mundane events.

Sometimes, while dreaming, enters the Dreamlands, an alternate dimension/reality similar to our own but inhabited by extradimensional beings. She is lucid for these occasions and interacts minimally with her environment, preferring to hide until she wakes so as not to attract any more attention than what she already receives from her progenitor.

When in the Dreamlands, the sleeping vessel she leaves behind on Earth manifests shifting patterns on her skin like those of a dreaming cephalopod. The most common patterns are the vasculature of leaves, raised sigils, and star charts.

Has sleepwalking episodes once or twice a month coinciding with these sojourns to the Dreamlands. She usually ends up pacing around her apartment until she wakes but has been known to make it outside. The furthest she's walked is three blocks away. She can be spoken to in these states but replies in Deep Speech, which has been the ruin of a few good samaritans wishing to help her.

Divinity functions as a somewhat sadistic self-defense mechanism while she is having out of body experiences. Attempts to touch her will result in this happening ( tw for body horror/gore in linked gif! ).