#physicalillness

[maabelasdaruth]

So because Amelin knows that Solas will be taking her arm eventually, so since Skyhold she's actively encoding it with additional emotional locks. Dagna mentions how the anchor is like a key and while Corephyus was using it to open, Quizzy uses it to close. So Amelin, knowing the hand will eventually need to be sacrificed, encodes every breach she closes with a lock using memory and emotion. The Inquisitor is the strongest Rift mage in the world (currently) as she is her teacher's only student. So she not only connects with the tears to fix them, but encodes a locks on each one with a particular memory, and what better memories than those of Solas and her friends. There are memories and moments of love and companionship stored in the physicalility of her arm as she heals the holes in the veil, one patch job after another. Amelin weaving her love for Solas into the fabric of the world, the very veil he's intent on destroying is unlocked by confronting their relationship.

A love letter to the man who would destroy the world she loves more than anything. It's a bid for time as she uses his heart against him. He cannot faces his regrets, but he cherishes the mistake he made in letting her close enough to love, even if it was doomed for the start and they both knew it.

Just love thinking about him alone in the Lighthouse, eating at his single setting as he chews over a memory of agony from the months after their break up when she'd first told the truth and failed to convince him to leave his path. Him eating his divorced old man meal of bread, cheese, and dried meat. The pain was so real in his mind as he must confront that his choices are her regrets. Finally forcing himself to go back and confront the hand of the women he loves despite himself, only for the next memory to cripple him far worse than her pain as the next breach holds a memory of them happy together, her calling him vhenan with a look of pure hope in her eyes as they're just starting to sleep in the same tent regularly, wandering the fade together even in their dreams.

The love hurts more than the pain because he knows what she was offering him was real. She loves him even in his abandonment and betrayal. It's heartbreaking all over again to realize how she knew he would leave. She has been binding every memory into herself into an offered hand, all in the hope of him making a different choice.

[senseless6600]

Wenn selbst die Ärzte nicht wissen, was dir fehlt, macht einen das keinen Mut.

[kbfoto]

Sometimes I don’t even feel like a real person. Like all I am are my illnesses. Other days I feel myself. My old self. My true self. But it doesn’t last. It’s like I’m constantly in between, fluctuating like it’s nothing. My whole body feels tired and my mind is weak. I’m ready to get myself back. ♥️✊🏻😷 . . #spoonie #spoonielife #spooniewarrior #spoonieramblings #rambling #justignoreme #mentalillness #chronicillness #physicalillness #chronicallyill #chronicpain #random #split https://www.instagram.com/p/BpmTtZLg5lk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4oz969vw0zab

[3rdeyezoe]

#People are more #willing to #accept and #tolerate #physicalillness before they #remotely try to have #patience for #mentalillness as a #vet who suffers from #ptsd I can #attest first hand when #people don’t see me or I do not pickup my #phone they quicker get #defensive than send me a #text asking if I am ok; swinging by my #house and checking on me or when they see me #embracing me and making sure I’m ok No the #majority of #mankind rather write you off as #arrogant #selfish or conceded not #understanding remotely that you are in a state of #mental #illness We cry out in #different ways. We push people away; we don’t #communicate properly because we get tired of the #negative labels of being #mentallyill which then #leads to other #thoughts Please don’t be one of those people who confuse a #silent I need #help I need you to check on me to I don’t want to be #bothered we already think we are a #burden so #please stop #looking at someone’s #physical #qualities and then be #surprised when they stop reaching out because you #constantly question their #inconsistency instead of why they are being inconsistent with you. When a. Person with mental illness sees you take their condition lightly or it frustrates eventually we will #retract and become distant. No One ask to be mentally ill it would really help if you #embraced us and took the time to #learn how to #Love us We #Trying imagine if someone had asked #robinwilliams or #katespade how they were doing instead of thinking they were stuck up or #defensive or even #aggressive take the time to understand mental illness as well as what you can do for a person suffering. We would all #appreciate you 🙏😘 (at Charlotte, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bol-0DmHXl-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12f143rdpm3qy

[danika-alice]

The reality of both these photos are that I’m ill in both of them. Living with mental and chronic/invisible illness doesn’t really have a look, in the second photo I have make up on, I’m up and about but i’m in agony, I can’t breathe very well and my depression is setting in. In the first photo I was mid ‘flare up’ this is how I get when I over exert myself, or take on new challenges. My body takes a while to play catch up unfortunately but thankfully I listened to my body and I gave myself some attention, I self soothed and let myself rest and sleep it off until I was able to regain some stretch to pick those make up brushes up and carry on. My moods are massively affected by my physical ill health, Unfortunately my abandonment issues have reared their head over the last month or so and no matter what I do I cannot convince myself that people don’t hate me or people aren’t going to leave me. I’m constantly exhausted, physically and mentally. But hey, I washed my hair tonight. I gave my body the fuel it needs in the form of many vegetables! I need to learn how to pace myself more though. I’ve recently started art therapy and a maths and English course, for me that’s a lot to throw into the mix but I’m hoping my body gets used to it! I have a follow up appointment about my recent blood tests next week, all I know so far is that they have come back with abnormalities. I think one of the hardest parts of all of this is not knowing what’s going on. Tonight I’m struggling mentally, I’m struggling to be present on here, I’m struggling to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Did I mention I’m tired? I might look different in both these photos but the point I’m really trying to make is in both those pictures I was in pain both mentally and physically. Never judge someone on how they look. #thefaceofdepression #chronicillnessawareness #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #musclepain #pem #brainfog #musclespasms #bodyweakness #pain #physicalillness #undiagnosed #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #struggling #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #cfs #possiblyfibromyalgia #exhaustion #ill

[provokingdrama]

"Just Get It Over With" c. 2008. Acrylic on canvasboard. Basically how I feel now, although by the copyright date you can see I've felt this way for a long time. Mental illness is tiring, exasperating. Physical illness too. Currently suffering from both at the moment. . #art #artwork #surrealism #surrealart #darkart #tired #sick #mentalillness #schizophrenia #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizoaffective #physicalillness #commoncold #justgetitoverwith #exasperated #sleepy #overwhelmed #jaded #givingin #cynical #pessimism #acrylicpainting #painting #fineart #outsiderart #relatable https://www.instagram.com/p/B8t-sCXnzKd/?igshid=1h5brjmsatxm2

[tikibee2]

🤣🤣😂😷 #cleanEating #diets #physicalillness #sickness #disease #foodforthought #ijs #hialrious #eattoLive✨

[purpleschnauzer]

This post is not for the #narcissists because they don't care. This post is for those people living with a #narcissist. The abuse is #toxic and can even cause #physicalillness. The best thing that you can do is make a plan and leave. #advice #lifeadvice #abuse #wisdom #narcissism https://www.instagram.com/p/B1xL1NigmQV/?igshid=15j9sd7wiotia

[larryworks]

hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again 17k

"Stay," Harry whispers desperately, pressing his lips to Louis' temple like he can somehow ease the pain that's blooming there, but he can't make the pain stop and no matter how hard he tries he can't make Louis stay.

[bawarementally]

📷 @namirgv #mentalillness #physicalillness #getoverit #snapoutofit #weak #attentionseeker https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn97XNCgl1Q/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hqrn3gn5hw4r

[kbfoto]

I think the worst thing you could do with a chronic illness is focus on getting better. It will tear you down physically because you will mistake a good week as a "recovery" and it will tear you down mentally because you will eventually relapse. Focus on being as healthy as you possibly can. Make the most of it. Live in this moment and not next months. Slowly you will see your mental and physical health improve. Its funny how we never find the things we search for. 😷✅🌸🌺🌻💪🏻✌🏻#spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #chronicallyill #positive #positivevibes #positivity #positivethinking #staystrong #mentalillness #physicalillness #keepgoing #liveforthestory

[millllieo]

Things finally in progress after so long. Disability is in the process from mental/physical conditions. I only wish people could understand that no one wants to have a disability. I always hear "well at least you don't have to work." Trust, I would much rather work then have these disabilities that affect my everyday life. There's so much I want to do, but I can only do what my mental and physical will allow. Some days I can't get out of bed. Some days it just takes longer. Some days I'm "fine". You never know what's gonna happen day to day. Medicine isn't a cure, but it does help a ton. I was diagnosed last year with ADD/RA/Narcolepsy. Family doctor for years thought I was just lazy and didn't want to do anything. I knew something was wrong and so did my parents. After I lost my insurance I found a clinic and a doctor that actually sat down and listened to what I had to say and knew something was wrong. After some tests she gave me the details of it all. I broke down, of course I did, it was so much to take in at one time. After all these years of being ignored and just dismissed because I was "lazy" has left me behind about 3 years in mental development. I couldn't keep up with conversations, count money, drive, or remember to put the tooth paste lid back on the tub. That might not seem like much to most people, but having the attention span of nothing, and just being a mindless person in the world left me with extreme social anxiety. Having ADD on top of Narcolepsy also made it worse. Not being able to pay attention and then suddenly falling asleep doesn't go too well together. It started getting really bad when I turned 17. Only being able to stay awake for 2 hours no matter how long I slept. Life sucked for me. I couldn't remember anything, I couldn't stay awake, I didn't want to do anything. I've been on my medicine for a year and I've never felt so blessed to be "Normal" I have a long way to go, but the blessing keep shining through 💕 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #physicalillness #autoimmunedisease #rhumatoidarthritis #ADD #attentiondeficitdisorder #narcolepsy #sleepdisorder #blessed

[bunkirapp-blog]

@mobydill420 knows wassup! They post some of the best 📷 of the #OGKB. #Bunkirapp will have great pics, detailed information on #strains and how they treat #mentalillness & #physicalillness

[gosebby-store]

I had set a goal to record all I know & experienced abt #shingles #生蛇 with you who stays in #kualalumpur #selangor #malaysia #malaysians  Nvr underestimate tis #skindisease #skinillness besides #covid19 coz the damages is more than #physicaldamages #physicalillness which patient might be diagnosed with #depression #mentalillness #emotional #illness Spend few mins 2 #learnit and #shareit It's ur responsibility #takingcareofyourhealth #takingcareyourfamilies .  #GoSebbyStore #GoSebbyonlinestore A Compelling Mssg frm Industry Expert Dr Priya Gill, Skin Specialist - Dermatologist / Pakar Kulit  #2021双亲节 #2021mothersday #2021fathersdayxpert  #pricelessgift  #无价宝  4 #全马人民  #大马人 #malaysian #klmother #klfather #malaysiaparent

[sciencealert]

If physical illness was approached like mental illness. Today is World Mental Health Day. Let's try and stop the stigma. ✏️: Robot Hugs #science #mentalhealth #depression #physicalillness #sad #sciencealert #stigma http://ift.tt/2ybwIat

[danika-alice]

I was going to post about my body hair at some point soon but I was feeling hesitant because I feel incredibly vulnerable doing so, but @selfloveclubb did a post about hers and inspired me to think FUCK IT. I’ve recently stopped shaving, it was causing problems for me, it was making self care an even bigger task and sometimes it would prevent me from showering because I just couldn’t bring myself to shave even though I ‘needed’ to, so I avoided the shower more than I care to admit. I didn’t have the mental or physical energy for it, it’s exhausting enough staying on top of basic self care! So one day I decided to free myself from the shackles of societal beauty standards and shower without shaving, and my god I enjoyed that shower, I enjoyed not feeling this pressure that had bogged me down so much! I’m grateful for this experience of not shaving, and allowing my body to just do what it does naturally because for the first time in my entire life it feels like a choice, if I shave again it will be MY choice for myself! Every time I shaved I would be agony, I would either pull my back or my arms would ache and my legs would ache and the shooting pains would start and I guess eventually when it came down to it, shaving just really didn’t seem worth it in the end. So here I am, doing what I need to do to live life as comfortably as I can. I feel empowered I feel cute I feel beautiful I feel vulnerable And that is ok. My mental and physical health are the most important and this has lifted a weight off my shoulders. #hairy #hairyarmpits #hairyandproud #effyourbeautystandards #mentalhealth #chronicillness #invisibleillness #physicalillness #armpithair #dontcare #chronicpain #chronicpainwarrior #fatigue #depression #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #complexptsd #ptsd #wegotthis #feminism #femalepower #girlpower #pussypower #grlpwr #whoruntheworldgirls