#photos by my beloved kai :3

[ppilotco]

more old(er) leila

[bluwus-art]

Cube kai out at the gardens for his birthdayyyyyyyyy

[aluminumneedles]

The Great Knitted Christmas Gifts Bonanza of 2024

(Working title)

Besties and beloved mutuals, welcome to the chaos.

This will be wacky. Zany. Incredibly boring at times and possibly excessively dramatic for no reason at all except my (and hopefully your) amusement. We will laugh! I will cry! We will perhaps commiserate over things and also I will aggravate my carpal tunnel! I will ask for advice on things I don't know how to do! I will make polls because audience participation is enrichment for me! Good shit good shit let's get started

At the time of writing it is September 18, 2024, also known as 98 days before Christmas Eve, which will heretofore be known as The Deadline™️. I have, at present, four family members for whom I am making gifts. Now you may be thinking "Kay, that's only four people. That does not warrant a big post." But I'm making one anyway so here we goooo

PERSON #1

Mom. I already decided on my mom's gift, she's getting a shawl. It's my first shawl and I'm kinda geeked about it. It's the Cosmos Textured Knit Wrap from Mama in a Stitch

(photo taken from Mama in a Stitch's website I hope that's ok??)

Yarn is Red Heart worsted weight acrylic in Royal. Now here's the situation: I haven't made a wearable with acrylic yarn in awhile and I wasn't a huge fan of how it felt last time. But I know people do it literally every day, so: when the time comes I will be soliciting advice on how to make it soft and comfy. Plus I hate blocking and I'm gonna have to block this so yay growth!!

PERSON #2

My sister. Adorable, likes a pastel, super long hair, so I was thinking...scrunchies? And then I was thinking scrunchies are not necessarily on the level of gift I was aiming for so I thought...scrunchies + matching leg warmers (babydoll goes to the gym sometimes so i thought it would be cute)? And then. AND THEN. Was scrolling Pinterest instead of sleeping and I found these!!!

Now there are pros and cons

Pros:

I have been wanting to knit lace

I have been wanting to knit socks

Cons:

I have no experience knitting lace or socks

Oh well f*ck it we ball! Will still try to match the scrunchies to the socks. Send thoughts/prayers/advice/yarn recs, because idk what I am doingggg

PERSON #3

My brother. So, at the first of the year I started knitting a blanket kind of just because--I really liked the pattern and I wanted the feeling of starting something new in the new year. In April I decided it would be a gift for my boyfriend at the time, in May it became too hot to knit with wool, and in July the relationship ended. My brother has expressed interest in a blanket from the same pattern and has offered to take this one off my hands. I'm about 3/4 of the way done. Should be an easy gift, right? Maybe I'll throw in a matching pillow?

However, I once promised to make him this sweater:

(image snagged from the MomentsinTwine Etsy shop)

I bought the pattern, I bought the yarn, and I never delivered. (I started it and frogged it twice because my gauge was so so off.)

So uhhh PLEASE do the poll I need help deciding. Yarn would probably be a golden yellow wool blend, because that is the color he wanted 3 years ago and if I ask for an updated color choice he'll know what I'm working on 😭

PERSON #4

My dad.

Y'all.

I have no idea what to do for this man. He is a very classic "I don't want anything" person, and I am a classic "Must. Give. Gift." person. So already, times are tough!! What am I supposed to knit this man???

So I was thinking slippers-- I found a pattern for Woodland Loafers on Ravelry (pattern by Claire Slade) and I thought they were adorable. But then I was thinking why not make a whole, like, cozy care package? So I thought slippers, mug rug + mug cozy, maybe something else? He likes music, he likes to relax and watch his lil shows, he likes M*rvel?? Open to so many suggestions babes.

So...yeah. That's the show. I'll update as I go along, and if you're ever curious about how things are going or want to bully me about not making progress, please nudge me!! Sorry this was so long okay bye

[baekhyunnybyun]

2024 In Review

rules: link your favorite and/or most popular post from each month this year <3 (it’s totally fine to skip months!)

tagged by the lovely & incredibly talented @bu99erfly 🫶🏻 tysm beloved!!

JANUARY (Total Edits: 19)

Most Popular: Wonwoo, Mingyu, Dokyeom & Seungkwan for Cosmopolitan Korea, May 2020 Favorites: Baekhyun for Madam Figaro China, Feb 2024 // Kai's Solo Eras Birthday Countdown - Kai, Peaches & Rover

FEBRUARY (Total Edits: 10)

Most Popular: Ten "TEN" Teaser Image #5 'Nightwalker' Favorites: All of Ten's "TEN" Teasers // Donghun in Every Era

MARCH (Total Edits: 2)

Most Popular: The Boyz "Phantasy Pt 3" 'Love Letter' Write Ver. #Memorial Favorite: This Anon Ask about Junhee's teeth (I wasn't very active in March, but I love that this was one of my top 10 posts for that month)

APRIL (Total Edits: 3 and they're all ksoo's concept pics)

Most Popular: D.O. "Blossom" Concept Photos #1 Favorites: D.O. "Blossom" Concept Photos #2

MAY (Total Edits: 17)

Most Popular: WayV “Give Me That” Teaser #1 Favorites: Baekhyun in Every Era // Suho "1 to 3" Teasers // D.O. "Mars" MV Concept Teaser // WayV "Give Me That" Teaser #5 // All of A.C.E's Supernatural Teasers

JUNE (Total Edits: 26)

Most Popular: Jaehyun "Forever Only" Teaser Images Favorites: Haechan in Every Era // Red Velvet "Cosmic" Never Say Goodnight Teasers // Baekhyun for Dazed Korea, July 2024, The Covers

JULY (Total Edits: 28)

Most Popular: Ten “The Highest” Teaser Image #2 Favorites: Wonwoo for Waves China, Mar 2021 // Kun "The Highest" Teaser Image #2 // Haechan's & Jaehyun's "Walk" Road Trip Teasers

AUGUST (Total Edits: 26)

Most Popular: Baekhyun for Harper’s Bazaar Men China, Aug 2024 Favorites: Jeonghan for Noblesse Men, Sept 2024 // Chanyeol "Black Out" Teaser Image #2 // All of Jaehyun's "J" Teaser Images (but specifically #Scene 01 for some reason)

SEPTEMBER (Total Edits: 30)

Most Popular: Bibi "Lowlife Princess: Noir" Concept Images Favorites: Baekhyun 240908 SBS Inkigayo //Jeonghan for Going Magazine Vol. 1 // Baekhyun "Hello, World" Melon Magazine Exclusive Photos

OCTOBER (Total Edits: 29)

Most Popular: Jaehyun “Unconditional” MV Teaser Images Favorites: SHINee for GQ Korea, Oct 2016 // Sunwoo "Trigger" Flash Concept Photos // Hyunjae "Trigger" Riot Concept Photos // TBZ "Trigger" Trigger Photo #3 // Minho "Call Back" Teaser Image #2

NOVEMBER (Total Edits: 30)

Most Popular: Dokyeom for Allue Korea D-Edition, Nov 2024 Favorites: Jaehyun Countdown Week 2 "The 7th Sense" // WayV "Frequency" Teaser Image #4 // A.C.E "Pinata" Teasers - Trapped Mirror Ver. #SOLO & Destroyed Mirror Ver.

DECEMBER (Total Edits: 5+)

Most Popular: Baekhyun, Chen & Xiumin "The Last Christmas" Teaser Images Favorites: Minho in Every Era // Jaehyun Countdown Week 7 "Try Again"

BONUS: Moodboards (Total: 19)

Most Popular: Woozi + Pink Favorites: Kun + Red // Sehyoon (A.C.E) & Dawon (SF9) + Light Brown // Sunwoo + Purple // Minho + Sunshine // Chanyeol & Kyungsoo + Retro

tagging (no pressure 🫶🏻): @yunogf @okaysign @dojaejung @baekslight @antonleez @ohmyminsung @neonsbian @jiwoonhyung @myungjaehyun @hoforwonho @kyufeed @atlantis-area @96z @hongtonie @donghyuckkies @vcrnons @sungtaro @honeydewtual @xiaoten @hyeongseo @seonghwacore @yujaeren @lovesight + anyone who sees this and wants to do it <3

[reveluving]

okay but Graves x shy!wife on the Sims, though???

Peak delusion is having the urge to make a Sim of Graves with the charismatic, athletic, brave, snob and finally (and surprisingly!) hopeless romantic traits! A CEO in the business career who is also a former high-ranking officer in the military, and has a high skill in horse-riding.

He owns a pretty big land, and lives with his two pets; a noble steed and Kai, his mischievous but nonetheless loyal Shiba Inu.

He’s also hoping to ask out the pretty shy lady (you!) that he always sees at the park. A self-employed writer/artist, a frequent visitor of the neighbourhood’s coffeeshop and a big favourite of Kai’s.

Always gifting her red roses every time they see each other, with dates like rollerblading (him holding her for a couple-spin!!!) and photos worth framing at the photobooths during the summer festivals, treating his beloved to a lavish dinner at the bistro, watching the stars in his backyard, maybe even woohoo in his hot tub slkljjdsldj

Bonus! Since I'm mainly referring to the Sims 3, this takes place in Appaloosa Plains because you cannot tell me it’s not the most fitting neighbourhood for our beloved yeehaw of a hunk 💅🏽

Come & check out my COD m.list!

[taavisplushies]

zayn and kato! my prime shiba plushies :3

zayn is a piebald husky (white) and kato is an agouti husky (black)!

more about prime shiba below!

prime shiba is a small business focusing on dogs/wolves! they have plushies, stickers, keychains and more.

of course, the plushies are my favorite product! the 2 i have are very soft and well made! they’re both 15in, so they’re perfect for hugs!

what i love about prime shiba is that the plushies are unique! for instance, they have plushies of unique breeds i’ve never heard of (kai ken, thai bangkaew, etc), and also plushies of common breeds that have unique fur patterns, like the 2 huskies i have.

since the business is small, prices are expensive… but they’re not super high! $45 for a 15in high quality plush! i think that’s a good price, because i’ve seen smaller plushies go for more!

ALSO there are sales sometimes! AND if you live in the US, free shipping for plushies!!! anyway, there’s a sale rn! the older plushies have higher discounts than the newer plushies and preorders.

prime shiba makes plushies ranging from 15in to 30in! good sizes for cuddling!

unfortunately prime shiba does not have a lot of followers. on instagram, they have less than 2k :( i hope one day they can become big and famous!

these plushies below are my favorites…

quil my beloved… there has been multiple versions of them! blue eyes, brown eyes, and then this one which is i think bigger than the previous ones.

i love the design!! unfortunately i just don’t have room for such a big plush (or the money lol). i’m hoping one day a smaller version of quil is made… i would buy that so quick!!!

shikoku ken plushie!!! i think their name is haku, but im not 100% sure. sometimes the owner doesn’t put the names on the listing and idk why….

anyway i think this fella is so cute!!! maybe one day i’ll get them if they are on a big sale! i like them but i don’t like them enough to spend a lot on them yknow? like it’s a want, not a need lol

okay this fella has a simple design but the color is so pretty!!! love you nike… but again, i don’t like em enough to spend a lot on them!

falcon!!! love this design, and idk if you can see but there’s little freckles on their muzzle!!!

if i had the money, i definitely would snatch this fella up, even without a big sale!

okay last 2!

embry looks so sweet!! she’s a need tbh. i hope i’ll be able to get her someday.

quest my beloved…! this photo doesn’t do him justice. he’s so cute! i think i preordered him a few months ago when he was on sale for $30 but i can’t remember for sure. i’ll just have to wait for december and see if he shows up lol

OH I FORGOT ATLAS!!!

i can’t add any more photos but he’s a bluish grey and white border collie and super cute :3 another one i’d like to get someday… even if it means spending a lot lol

[glindaupland]

yoonphantom: “You came all the way to Daegu…Thank you, Ki-yeol ^^”

Musical actor 카이 Kai went to go see POTO in Daegu and took pictures with 이상준 Lee Sang-jun, 조승우 Jo Seung-woo, 윤영석 Yoon Young-seok! (He’s credited as his stage name Kai in his musical career, but his name is 정기열 Jeong Ki-yeol)

He was in 3 out of the 4 last seasons of Y&K Phantom as Erik with Lee Sang-jun as Cholet (2015 + 2018-19) and Yoon Young-seok as Gérard Carrière (2018-19 + 2021 - on rotation with 전동석 Jeon Dong-seok who's also in one photo below)

At the time of writing this post, he's playing the role of Javert in Les Mis in Seoul (with our beloved double French man 최재림 Choi Jae-rim - this was my cast combination for the opening night show in Busan~!)

[impulsivefanwriter]

Ninjago Fic Rec Week — Day 3: Angst &/or Kai

Note: All these fics are included in the Day 1 and Day 2 posts, I'm just reposting for people who want the specific categories

Kai

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28136997/chapters/68942907 — Same People But Not Really 

Top-tier fic right here by the glorious @kittydemon9000 (go shower them in positive comments!) with a great Discord, this fantastic fic features our beloved show Kai (Smith) finding himself in the movieverse after Garmadon blasts him with the Megaweapon. Full of fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, and damn good writing, one of my favourite fics of all time :D

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13854819?view_full_work=true — Earbuds

In a world where the ninja don't know each other's civilian identities, Kai finds out the identity of his crush, Jay.  A fantastic plasma story filled with pining, an oblivious electric boy, and a smashed window or two

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23449558/chapters/56209675 — Caught Red-Handed

A hitman Kai AU full of angst and some hilarious crack as he finesses his way through a labyrinth of underground criminals... and falls for three good-guys along the way who could screw up everything (or even save his life); this great fic was written by the extremely talented @fanfalc-616 who you can go shower in positive comments

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27799876/chapters/68058064 — Time for Amnesia

Another amazingly written fic by @fanfalc-616, this time featuring an amnesiac Kai being utterly (and angrily) baffled by the ninja, some of which (a freaking robot that's totally evil, an annoying idiot, and a kinda scary stick in the mud) claiming to be his boyfriends while another claims to be his younger brother.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25916767 — Cool Down

A fantastic fic about Zane's element as a counterbalance to Kai's in stressful situations, and how a hug can go a long way

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28612956/chapters/70128354 — When your love rival is a frog

This one. This one right here is gold (and a personal comfort fic). Movie Kai has had a crush on Jay since, well, forever- but the one thing getting in his way of flat-out proposing is a slimy green frog named Kyle. Brilliantly written and stitches-inducing hilarity ensues.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/34723405 — Divided for Keeps

A brilliantly written one-shot based on an AU for SPBNR (the above fic) where Smith lands in the movieverse without his memories and is adopted by Garmadon. All he has is his phone with photos of his family- but when his phone gets smashed by some of the Dorksquad for fear their identities will be revealed to Garmadon, he decides to never again let friends into his heart. Perhaps a certain overheard conversation can change his mind...

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30933857/chapters/76392629 — One Hell of a Summer Job

After a fight with a bully on school grounds, Kai finds himself exiled to manual labour on a farm. He despises everything about the job... except the three cute young farmhands working there

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36502231 — And the Vocab Word of the Day Is...

Someone's taught Zane a word he shouldn't know, and thus we have this hilarious one-shot

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38467489/chapters/96140524 — Keep Your Secrets Near

Another SPBNR inspired fic, this time a pre-curser to Smith's arrival. In this AU, movie!Kai is too injured to become a ninja, and finds his siblings' increasingly concerning behaviour suspicious. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38652201 — The Venomari Venom Incident

Yet another fantastic SPBNR inspired fic, this time featuring so much hilarious shenanigans. When a prank against movie!Lloyd (Green) goes wrong, Smith is doused in venomari venom. Naturally, things go wrong immediately.

https://www.tumblr.com/angeldrawsstuffs/711788606697701377/the-letter?source=share — The Letter

show!Kai, trapped in a Pixie Hollow Movieverse, receives a... short letter from his little brother.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38299120/chapters/95698927 — So A Traumatized Teen And Two Dragons Get Sent Back In Time

Kai finds himself back in the events of the pilots with no memory of how he got there along with two small amnesiac dragons he can suddenly understand (pssst- this one was also written by @kittydemon9000! Go shower their ask box with positivity!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/44418760/chapters/111722089 — Shogun: Becoming

(also inspired by SPBNR) What if instead of Zane, S11 Kai got zapped to the movieverse instead of the Neverrealm? Struggling with missing his family, the temptation of the staff, and his weakened powers, Kai must figure out how to get home while befriending this universe's ninja-- a struggle all of its own

https://archiveofourown.org/works/39091860/chapters/97792278 — Walk a Mile

A fun bodyswap fic featuring Kai & Jay learning to tolerate each other

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40019130/chapters/100220688 — SPBNR pero ahora Smith es un gato :D (Spanish)

And yet ANOTHER amazing SPBNR inspired fic, this time featuring Cat!Smith :D This one is in Spanish!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/26238865 — An Impromptu Little Brother

You want RG siblings fluff? You've got it! This adorable fic showcases the sweet bonding of S1 Kai and Lloyd

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37437592/chapters/93429598 — Ignitus

During the reign of Emperor Chen, Elemental Masters are outlawed. Morro escapes from an experimental facility but finds himself handcuffed to Kai, who failed to capture him again. When Morro reveals that the ninja don't know the whole story, the two go on the run and build a team of elemental masters to take down Chen for good

Angst

https://archiveofourown.org/works/15404622/chapters/35752608 — Lost in the Void

In which Jay discovers a secret new power to his element and everything goes great(?) from there

https://archiveofourown.org/works/24324337/chapters/58644697 — Cold Nights

Snake jay content my beloved

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36920599/chapters/92111470 — Changes

More snake jay content my beloved

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28298904/chapters/69342846 — From a Laboratory

In which Zane is an digital AI that suddenly finds himself uploaded to a physical body and must unwind a spiralling conspiracy of hidden human experiments

https://archiveofourown.org/works/29490180 — Home Is Where You Are

Movieverse Lloyd gets stabbed and his cousin Morro wants to stab people as a result- a hurt/comfort fic

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27700081/chapters/67792351 — Your Mistakes Are Yours to Keep (BEING REWRITTEN)

Post Skybound angst my beloved

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25156273/chapters/60957967 — Sit Still, Look Pretty

A Detroit: Become Human style AU where newly built Zane is 'gifted' to the ninja... who begin to suspect there may be more to the android than meets the eye

https://archiveofourown.org/series/3557314 — Overload (Series)

Jay goes missing, and an investigation into a nearby power plant leads to... so much terrible trouble

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37798150/chapters/94374718 — Would You Like To Enter Stardust?

An absolutely heart-wrenching "everything is terrible" angst-fest of a Prime Empire fic for all you SRJ angst-lovers :D

https://archiveofourown.org/works/46263796 — Play to Win

A beautifully written fic that makes me go feral of Nadakhan forcing Jay and Cole into a Scrap n' Tap match... against each other

https://www.tumblr.com/angeldrawsstuffs/707259828912996352/a-lost-father?source=share — A Lost Father

movie!Zane's Papa Whint goes out one day to buy milk.

[kai-strophics]

Kai my beloved

*places this blurry photo of Tessa in your inbox*

*devours it whole*

I HEART THIS CAT <3

[20cm]

curiosity tag ! ! 💕💕

tagged by: @hyukaheart (who also made the game <3) && @yeonjuins !! thank you both mwah mwah 💛💖💛

sorry in advance that this is long.. if anyone reads this<3 u deserve a medal 💕✨

Q: which artists make you instantly smile when you hear their laughs?

A: ohhh hmmm wonho ! beomgyu + kai also .. and taehyun!! i think felix also :].... yj<3

Q: what’s a song you’d like to recommend to the person who tagged you?

A: ooooh yes! 💖

for hope: 何度でも by Michita ft. MouthPeace for woo: Lose My Cool by Amber Mark

Q: which artist(s) have your favourite voices?

A: jjong + onew from shinee, kihyun + joohoney from monsta x, hanse + seungwoo from victon, beomgyu + taehyun + yeonjun from txt.......probably forgetting some </3

Q: what are some of the sets from the wonderful ccs here that you find yourself thinking about often?

A: buckle up i have a lot </3 off the top of my head uhmm 💕💕

made by ana @yjunies: this blue orangeade one that makes me smile when i see it // this set of yeonjun on tingle interview because its special to me // this fairy of shampoo one that is just... beyond gorgeous

im SO obsessed w/ literally every gfx work that woo @yeonjuins has put out but the first one i ever saw tht made me speechless was this netflix 0x1=lovesong edit because not only was the gfx itself great but the video editing!!!!! was so cool

from ryu @gyukai: this 2 year anniversary set because its so so creative and cool! // and her get to know me set for the japanese ver mv of run away bc its so so bright and pretty

erin's @jaehyukkies REALLY beautiful ab6ix close set that i rb on sight. literally so so so obsessed w/ it

THIS set meg made putting lovesong to a siken quote that made me tear up ngl

lulu's @cherriki dear sputnik set has been living in my head rent free since i first saw it

this 3 part set of parallels between the dooms night & other mvs that @/songofastar made because its SO cool [ 1 ; 2 ; 3 ]

this other set from @/songofastar that puts quotes from the storybook over mvs

this really cool logo/mvs gifset

this set from @/jjunies mv aesthetics series

this fucking gifset of yeonjun w/ pink hair from the we lost the summer mv shoot

this set of yeonjun during a stage performance of blue hour that makes me bark like a fucking wounded dog

Q: if you could steal (affectionately) an idol’s pet, who’s would it be and why?

A: odi!!!!!!! soobin im willing to share but u have to let me have custody on weekends or something 🙄🙄!!! and because i really would love a hedgehog of my own <3 but also im just so obsessed w/ odi help...........also ik taehyun has probably given aengdu to a different home but ive always wanted a snake so >:) ...... OH and kkoongie . taemin give me your fucking cat.

Q: which artists that share your star sign do you like? ​

A: hmmm god time to find libras. the only one off the top of my head is joohoney!! and yes <3 i do like him a lot :] OH CHAN. BANG CHAN. and hanse!! and yangyang .. why the fuck are all the libras rappers. OH JONGHO ATEEZ<3333 jongho my beloved vocalist maknae also ....... HOW DID I FORGET KEY!!!!! .... my god wait. woong ab6ix, jeonghan svt, hanbin/b.i my beloved also......... why are a lot of my biases libras 😭

Q: do you have any favourite photoshoots that your ults have done? ​

A: oh YESSS okay !! ^_^ 💛

yeonjuns ul:kin shoot!!!!!!!!!! new york fashion week <3

weverse magazine nov. 2020 ........ (yeonjun specifically)

txt's recent tmrw magazine shoot (some of the photos here on tumblr</3)

wonho's fault magazine shoot

whatever the fuck floor granola was taemin did for dazed korea

wonho for dazed korea too

Q: what songs do you always get stuck in your head? ​

A: given-taken + drunk-dazed by enhypen, salty + o sole mio by the boyz, baby don't stop by nct u, chronosaurus by stray kids, ....pied piper....., anti-romantic + puma + frost + magic by txt, scaredy cat + nerves + no blueberries by dpr ian, love me or leave me by day6, killing me by ikon................. those ALL get stuck in my head

Q: who are your favourite dancers in kpop right now? ​

A: taemin !!!!! hyunjin for sure... yeonjun of course. shownu + wonho <3, felix and juyeon also were really impressive during kingdom :]

Q: are there any photos of your ults that you find yourself thinking about a lot? ​

A: oh jesus. sorry this is ALL yeonjun im mentally ill. yes i made this in photoshop FOR this post ... the one where hes covering his mouth is for funsies bc its my discord icon and i love his dramatic ass

Q: which artist(s) do you feel you can see yourself in? ​

A: ok not. to sound insane i guess but anyways. yeonjun

i really relate to his history of struggling w/ self confidence and honestly just faking it til you make it. like just saying it often enough until you believe it. it helped me a lot when i was a teenager + going into college and helped me be more extroverted + talk to people.. also his sense of dramatics. like ik it may not seem like it because im a lot more mellowed out on tumblr dot com but im . dramatic and hyperactive in real life. like i call him annoying (affectionate) bc i look at him and go "me too lol<3"

also his drive + hating losing + wanting to be better while also knowing you have a long way to go + knowing you havent really made it....like oh for SURE i relate to just how he feels about work and drive + passions ... its really how i felt in school and college.. even my hobbies . i take pride in being really detail oriented + a perfectionist and i like knowing im doing well...when i was younger i definitely could be a little cocky but it was mellowed by that lack of self-confidence at the same time 💀

anyways. enough psychoanalyzing myself and my kpop guy. im also a huge fan of dancing, fashion, and i like taking care of others <3 so idk i see myself in him a lot actually

Q: who’s rapping do you always find yourself vibing with? ​

A: joohoney + i.m from monsta x.. i love their solo work, i really like dpr live's stuff! and dpr ian, suggi, b.i, and woodie gochild !! ☀️

Q: are there any artist/s who’s talking voice you could listen to forever? ​

A: OHHHHH BEOMGYU i could fall asleep to his talking voice.. same w/ felix<3 .. oh and taehyun could spend 1hr explaining the chemical makeup of paint from the hardware store and i'd listen to him 💖💖

Q: is there anyone who always manages to give you gender envy? ​

A: yeonjun + beomgyu give me wardrobe envy.. and hair envy. so does felix. OH and juyeon ^_^💕

Q: and finally, which idol do you think the person who tagged you is most like? ​

A: yesss <3 ok so

hope you give me HUGE felix (stray kids) and hyuka vibes youre so sunshiney and bright! 💛

woo gives me san (ateez) + minhyuk (monsta x)!! i like your artistic sense and aesthetics! 🖤

okay that was SO long. if you read it all im giving u a big hug LOL 💖

idk who has or hasnt been tagged sooooo <3

@sodrippy @gaemin @slowrabbitpd @chaotichae @cherriki @heeseunq @97choi @minki-s

[araingirl]

Ah, so I literally forgot about this one. But, now I just recalled, and here goes one of my favorite asks ;)

I'd like to know some headcanons/random facts about Aylin Esther, one of our beloved OCs for Kai. Like, how did she first met Bladebreakers, her past (maybe?), and other similar things.

Thank you! ^_^

Oh my...finally an ask about Aylin :P. Thank you so much for the ask, dearie. Here it goes.

1) The first she physically met the Bladebreakers as their new coach (When Hiro was gone again), but before it, she worked as a part-time commentator during the matches. In a friendly match between Tyson and Kai, Kai was on the verge of losing almost. But...Aylin's fiery voice and bursting commentary made Kai win that (Sorry, Tyson fans...don't be sad because she showed no indifference to praise Tyson in that match too). From the same game, Aylin and Kai started knowing each other.

2) Aylin is very simple. Neither she is so beautiful in appearance, nor does she come from any high-background family. She's just an average engineering student, an admirer of arts and creativity. She loves singing and writing, plus she's quite a good orator too. Often she helps the bladers prepare their speeches if someone of them has to join any interview/press conference.

3) She loves to be behind the team always, doesn't like to take credits at all (Duh, what's her credit btw? :P). She speaks quite less than Hilary in personal life (Not in professional life :P) but when she opens her mouth, her tongue becomes a pair of scissors. Her words are savage but she tries her best to speak the truth not by hurting anyone. Hurting or humiliating someone is the least thing she wants.

4) She has long, red hair which crosses her hips. A bit wavy it is. Usually, she keeps her hair braided but when Bladebreakers/Kai loses a match, she forgets to bind it. When you'll see her going to bed by keeping her hair unbound or not combing her hair, know that she's in stress/depression. *Sighs* Also, she wears specs.

5) She's a mommy-like friend to the Bladebreakers, specially to Tyson. She cares for him a lot, sometimes, they often get engaged to a fight (Most of the times because Tyson pranks on her). She consoles Tyson when he misses his mom. Almost the same for Max; you can see them often sharing their chocolates with each other. With Ray, she's a very good listener; they will talk endlessly about philosophy and different views of different people. They cook dessert items in the kitchen too. And what to say about Kai? She gives him his own space, doesn't interfere about his private life but when he needs something, she shows herself. Sometimes, she talks to Kai just like Kai himself to irritate him but Kai feels rather amused. With Kenny, she helps him collect the data of a battle/Beyblade.

6) After her arrival, somehow, Hilary becomes a bit gentler and quieter (Not much, only a bit). She combs Hilary's hair and dresses it with beautiful flowers. Often, they buy matching dresses and shoes from the market and click photos after wearing them. Sometimes, they both create a destruction when they tend to cook together but in the end, thanks to Aylin, she manages everything. :P.

7) But it doesn't mean that she's always very sweet. Often, you can see her chasing Daichi with a broom all over the house. Why? Because he calls her "Great-grandma" -_- -_-. Besides, sometimes, she gets angry with Bladebreakers too. Then, she threatens them, "I'll leave you and become the coach of Blitzkrieg Boys!" Kai has to calm her down and convince her at that time *Sighs* :P.

Umm...that's it. Thanks again for the ask :*

[miaouerie]

whumptober 2020 ------ day 29. alternate prompt: nightmares

@whumptober2020​  Rebelcaptain Hunger Games AU: Cassian is Jyn’s mentor in the 70th Hunger Games. After being crowned victor at fifteen years old, Cassian is all-too-familiar with what it takes to bring a tribute home, and what becoming a victor really means.

content warnings: references to forced prostitution, creepy whump

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After a fitful sleep Cassian wakes.

Draven arrives in the morning to escort him to the finalists’ interview with Caesar Flickerman. Of course, all of the tributes who made it to the finals except for Jyn are dead, so the mentors are the ones being interviewed. It’s not so much a panel-style interview as it is about Flickerman edging in jokes about Cassian and Jyn that make him uncomfortable but he laughs along anyway, lets the audience see a relieved, devoted, grateful lover boy anticipating his reunion with his beloved.

The rest of the day is filled with various publicity events he has to attend.

-

After a fitful sleep Cassian wakes.

He’s wanted at the Remake Center to consult on Jyn. The Gamemakers have a long list of improvements they wish to make. Cassian refuses them all; he knows that he has no power in the final decision but he plays up her natural beauty, insists on his sincere, proven attraction to it. The lead designer coos over what she calls a ‘charming, backwards sort of animal magnetism’ but the only improvement ordered for Jyn is the full body polish. Cassian internally heaves a sigh of relief.

The rest of the day is more publicity, this time geared towards thanking the sponsors of the lesser tiers below the President’s Circle. A powder blue envelope comes at dinner to dictate the rest of his evening.

-

After a fitful sleep Cassian wakes.

It takes him a moment to realize that he is not in his quarters at the Tributes’ Tower and instead he’s still in Trimalchio Plena’s massive bed. His patron from last night. Did Draven forget to pick him up?

No, the thought strikes him as stupid as soon as he thinks of it. Draven always comes to get him at the end of an appointment. Always on time; never late or earlier. So he lays there in the dark, his surroundings foreign and cold as the sleeping arms he woke up embraced in, until an Avox comes to wake Trimalchio and to escort him back to his escort.

Trimalchio’s decidedly softcore tastes did not leave him in a state that necessitated a trip to the Remake Center, so he’s driven back to the Tributes’ Tower where his peevish head stylist is waiting for him.

Kay sniffs; his unimpressed demeanor hardly ever disguises his eagerness for verbal jousting. “You’re late.”

“No, he is not,” Draven curtly replies. Cassian cuts through the beginnings of their portentous exchange and heads to his bathroom, where Kay has already started the shower on his preferred preset. After a few minutes to himself Kay comes in to sit and talk to him about his plans for Jyn’s final interview dress—strapless dress, or perhaps a backless jumpsuit? There is a 87% chance that doing so will become the next season’s fashion trend.—while Cassian lets the hot water cascade down his face, neck, shoulders, chest. They continue the conversation over breakfast where Draven has already poured him a cup of caf.

More interviews. Another appearance at some soft opening ceremony. More nonsense.

A powder blue envelope.

-

After a fitful sleep Cassian wakes.

He’s not really ready to be awake; he wakes up to throw up because he got far too intoxicated at the behest of last night’s eager, if not implacable, client. The lights are still on from the party, but he’s the only one stumbling around at this hour. He passes a few rooms that have people dozing in them. He had been sleeping on the floor.

Where is Draven?

After throwing up he hunches down by the toilet and puts his head in his arms. The ornate clock ticking away on the wall reads 07:02.

Draven comes for him an hour later, brings him back to District 5’s floor. Kay has the mockup of Jyn’s dress and another of the jumpsuit on two similarly proportioned Avoxes, and the three of them pass commentary until Cassian excuses himself to throw up again; he sees Kay get up to follow with a roll of their eyes and a sigh.

Kneeling down next to him the head stylist presses two wake-up pills into Cassian’s palm and calls for an Avox to bring a glass of warmed water. “You shouldn’t be so dour; I’m already working on your outfits for the Victory Tour. So you won’t have to trouble yourself, opining on my designs, until next year.”

Cassian doesn’t say anything, just presses his head against the cool marble of the toilet seat. Kay is trying to be supportive in their own misinformed Capitolite way, but he could do without the reminder that things aren’t really over and that the Games don’t ever end.

Kay and the prep team get him ready for a solo photo shoot as part of an exclusive interview with Capitol Weekly. Draven informs him that there is an afterparty he is obligated to attend, thrown in honor of his first successful mentoring stint and the love he’s found in the Games. Cassian regrets not asking Kay for more wake-up pills but he figures he should be able to get his hands on some anyway.

-

After almost twenty-four hours of being awake, Cassian falls asleep. But not really. It’s more like he closes his eyes and when he opens them again, he’s in Sophmora’s dungeon. There’s no mistaking it—the purple and black tiles beneath his feet, the smell of candlewax from the burning sconces on the walls. Anticipation rakes his shoulders, as well as unfettered lust.

Even in a dream, it’s an unsettling feeling to be here and to walk around unrestrained. Cassian isn’t even sure why he’s dreamt up this place, of all places, until he sees her.

She’s naked save for some leather straps, the dominatrix turned submissive: a spreader bar is tucked into the crook of her knees and a gold chain links her leather boots together by the ankles. Gold cuffs bind her wrists overhead to the back of a gold collar around her neck. Her back is facing him but he knows that she senses his approach.

Without him thinking it, a devilish smirk works its way onto his face. An Avox pushes Sophmora’s trolley of torture tools his way, and Cassian marvels over each one—his hand hovers over each, until he picks up the cat o’ nines.

Sophmora’s speaking to him; it’s hard to describe, but he knows she’s speaking to him without hearing a word from her lips. His mouth opens in reply; their exchange is obscene, pornographic, a near-perfect reversal of their formal roles as the buyer and the bought. He says without speaking that he’s been looking forward to this, hurting her in the same ways she’s hurt him. Inflicting pain for the pleasure of her punishment.

He steps behind her, trails the knotted ends of the whip over her bare back. She shudders; he laughs, and that’s how Cassian knows he’s dreaming because the whip feels too solid, too comfortable in his hand.

Before they get started he leans in close behind and reaches around to cup her face. The creepy familiarity is from the same move that Sophmora has always used on him; she turns her face away, just like he’s done the same. But when he cruelly grips her chin to jerk her face back to his instead of Sophmora’s red irises he’s startled by a pair of green, stardust-flecked eyes.

No—

He tries to stumble back but every movement of his has been choreographed to a script; he’s forced to watch as Jyn’s fearful eyes fill with tears and she tries to curl herself away from him. He hears her cries and accusations without hearing a word from her lips; why did you save me if this is what I’m condemned to do? You should have let me die, let me die, let me die—

Cassian pulls back, stands up. He can still hear her sobs without noise. Then he rears his arm back to strike, and then he—

-

After a fitful sleep Cassian wakes.

When he sits down in the dining room Draven informs him that Jyn is to be discharged from the Remake Center today, eight hours before the Closing Ceremony, after which they will convene at the president’s mansion for the Victory Banquet which will take up the remainder of his schedule through the end of the night. Tomorrow will be Jyn’s final interview with Caesar Flickerman at 2 o’clock and then they’ll board the train back to District 5. Cassian should feel relieved; he really should. The end of this horrible nightmare is in sight.

But he has to see Jyn first. In spite of what Draven just told him there’s a fear he has, that the past few days have all been a dream, that he’ll wake up and Jyn will still be in the Arena fighting for her life. He knows that isn’t true. But until he can see Jyn, touch her, hold her in his arms—

—without a whip in hand, though that was a nightmare too—

—he can’t be too sure he isn’t dreaming.

[iateyourdoggo-part2]

chapter 6: play date at Kinako's house

so yes, it will be a play date at Kinako's house but not just for Kinako, but for everyone. E v e r y o n e. So enjoy this next chapter while your here! (your basically here for the story anyways why did i say that???)

tw: swearing (1 word), emojis, @buse, yelling, kids/siblings

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Kinako just picked up everyone from school (so im now changing the days of school to australian version bc its easier) since it was the last day. The schools weren't far walks from each other. Everyone arrived at home and everyone asked if they could have their friends over tomorrow. Since it was the holidays, Kinako said yes and Kai was going to have a playdate tomorrow as well. Kinako also thought it would be fun to bring Saika, Aori and Jien, too.

The first day of the holidays came and Kinako woke to the sound of a doorbell. She got out of bed and went to the front door. There were 10 people, not including an adult, that were waiting outside.

"Uhhh... What's going on?" Kinako asked.

"Everyone says their here for a playdate." Saika chuckled.

"I'll just leave Wakaba here for you guys." said a woman. It was the mother of Kai's friend.

"Okay. Bye Miss. Chou!" Kinako waved goodbye at Wakaba's mother and picked him up. "Well uh... come inside? I guess?"

Everyone walked in and all of Kinako's siblings came out to meet their friend. Kinako picked up Kai as well and took them both to Kai's room which was also his play room. It was now only Kinako, Saika, Aori and Jien in the living room. They had no idea what to do so they went to Kinako's room. The only room that had no noise was Reiya's because she was practicing her bass guitar in her room with her friend. The other kids were just playing games or talking about things they shared.

The older teens played some truth or dare. They didn't play any other games like spin the bottle because, duh, they all were taken by someone in the circle.

"Aori my beloved, truth or dare?" Jien asked.

"Dare. Haha good luck finding a good dare."

"I dare you to let me go through your phone pictures."

"Fuck!"

Aori handed his boyfriend his phone and Jien went through every picture in every file until he stopped at the last file. It read 'My Beloved' Jien looked at Aori and smirked. He clicked on the file and saw a bunch of saved photos and taken pictures of Jien. There were pictures of Jien shirtless, doing a cute face, him with Aori or Jien with cute filters. Jien chuckled about it and Aori blushed then snatched his phone back. Jien giggled and saw the 2 girls taking pictures.

After a couple of rounds of truth or dare, they all went to the kitchen to make some food. Aori and Jien served the food and Saika and Kinako went to get the kids. Kinako knocked lightly on the twins' door and opened it to see them both hugging their 'friends' arm.

"I-" Kinako was shocked but also confused. "Okay. 1. Come eat food. 2. Is she really your friend or above that? And 3. Why are both of you hugging her?"

"T-this is just a close friend! That's all... hehe." Ichisaki whispered tugging at their friend's shirt.

"And Tsukikage is a boy. He looks like a girl and..." Kisaki continued, he paused for a bit and did some quick little emoji drawings in a notebook.

😠👩‍🦰👏👊😥👩‍👦❌👩‍👧✔💁‍♀️🗨👗💭🧑➡👧

(angry, mom, hit, grabbed by force, scared, son, no, daughter, yes, mother, says, girl outfit, thinks/wants, boy, turn into, girl)

They all used emoji drawings to communicate when they had a secret or something. Kinako knew that the twins' friend Tsukikage was forced to become a girl by his mother.

"They have known me for a while and both like to hug me and stay close to me, that's all!" Tsukikage chuckled.

"I'm sorry, by the way for assuming you were a girl." Kinako apologized in humiliation.

"Hehe it's fine!"

"Well come eat because we're all waiting for you. And you 2, I will speak to later.", she pointed 2 fingers at her eyes and turned them to the twins' eyes as a warning, but not so much as a warning.

The whole table was crowded. There were 15 people. 2 toddlers, 2 pre-teens, 5 who just turned teens, 2 teens, and 4 young adults. The kids ate at the table and the older teens ate in the lounge room. There was so much dishes to wash.

"Why didn't you tell me about your relationship with Tsukikage? Are you guys dating him or-?" Kinako asked as she warned before.

"Well not exactly dating." , Ichisaki corrected, "We're just... friends."

"Hehe... Not exactly dating? What does that mean?" Tsukikage came out of the boys' room with a smile on his face.

Tsukikage was pretty popular at his school with the boys. He specifically chose to become friends with the twins for a reason. He may be a tall kid that looks 16 who are friends with 2 short twins who look 8 but they all get along so well they all practically know each other fully.

"Nothing!" Both twins spoke fast at the same time and turned their heads blushing.

'Soooooo... they're bisexual? I guess? Best not to think because I accidentally assumed a gender...' Kinako thought. She assumed they were bisexual because they were talking about a girl they met who was pretty a couple weeks ago when school started.

"Just next time tell me that you guys have a crush, doesn't matter what, gender or no gender." Kinako said calmly.

Both of the boys started to yell at her for saying that Tsukikage was their crush. She just walked back to her room and sat with her beloved Saika on her bed.

"What happened?" Saika asked because of the yelling outside.

"Just sorted out a few things with the twins. Kai and Wakaba should be going to bed now. You wanna help?"

Saika nodded and went with Kinako to a room where Kai and Wakaba played and looking a bit tired. The 2 girls put both toddlers to bed reading stories narrated by Kinako and lullabies sung by Saika. Kinako was also caught up in Saika's beautiful singing that even he fell asleep.

Thankfully, Kinako was very light. So Saika carried Kinako to her room and placed her on her bed again. Aori and Jien saw and left the room to watch some T.V on the couch. Saika laid down next to her girlfriend and had a small nap.

(here is what all the kids are doing btw:

Arisu and their friend, Kimu, studied in their room and then talked about some people at school. (not talking anything bad in case ur wondering, the 2 r just saying about some nice things about others)

Reiya and her friend, Hibina were, as mentioned before, practicing their music.

The twins and Tsukikage were playing some Mario Kart.

Kai and Wakaba were sleeping.

Tsubaki and her friend, Reiju, were working on a school project about animals.)

Saika and Kinako woke up to a small ringtone coming from a phone. Saika's mother, Rimi, called to come over for dinner and said to bring her as many friends as she wants, if she wishes. Aori and Jien were invited by her mother so they would be going. Ms. Rimi knew about Aori and Jien's relationship and was a bit disgusted but invited them anyways so she could be seen as a nice person. Saika decided she'd invite Kinako.

"B-but I can't!" Kinako exclaimed, "I need someone to look after my siblings..."

"Don't worry!" Saika touched Kinako's upper arm and rubbed it, "I know a very good friend who is very good with kids because she owns one of the best babysitter companies here."

"Really? Thank you!" Kinako was glad because her girlfriend just saved her life.

The rest of the day finished and everyone went home. Wakaba's mum picked him up from the playdate and left. That was such a long day. Now everyone was cleaning their rooms from their playdate.

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This chapter took so long it took up most of my time. its hard while i have my studies.

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@ibukis-music-shop @ultimate-plushielover @godly-gummybear @just-a-potterhead

(what the friends of everyone looks like:)

Reiji (Tsubaki's friend)

Tsukikage (The twins friend)

Hibina (Reiya's friend)

Kimu (Arisu's friend)

Wakaba (Kai's friend)

[quillbetweenboots]

OMINOUS

by Lala J. Thorpe

Genre             : angsty romance

Pairing           : Uruha “The GazettE” x Mizuno Rin (OC)

Rating            : T 

 It was after graduation ceremony for 3rd grade students. This girl was standing at the podium delivering speech as being awarded as the best graduate in her year. My love. My so beloved young lady. I was sitting at the second row of teachers’ line. Her eyes were glistening with unshed tears compiled with trembling voice. The crowd goes progressively quieter listening to her. As my colleagues reckoned, she excelled in almost all subjects except Math. I was teaching her class and noticed how she didn’t put much effort into every exercise I gave. As passionless as it seemed as her attitude could become a fatal blunder for her own goal.

           “Uruha-sensei, I appoint you as the private lesson tutor for Mizuno Rin,” the school principal spoke to me one day. “She cannot stay reluctant in your math class or she won’t be able to enrol in a French university after she graduates.” I looked up at him and I couldn’t remember how I said yes.

           She was difficult. Numbers were her worst enemy and complains and whining kept releasing from her mouth. One afternoon she was crying out loud screaming at me she hated being put in this private lesson, saying her head couldn’t deal anymore with those numbers. It’s not unusual though. I sighed and let my hand caress her ponytailed hair.

           “I know you can do this. Mizuno, look at me.”

           She lifted her face showing those swollen eyes. “Just this once, ‘kay? You’ll be free from numbers by the time you’ve been admitted as a literature student. You can do this.”

“I hate you, Sensei,” she whimpered. And she rose from her own frustration at once.

This lesson wasn’t always conducted inside a classroom after the bell. Sometimes she requested to have it at the weekend. Having intense classes everyday was stressful for her. While she was studying with me in my small studio, I played soft tunes with my guitar. She told me about her dreams of having education abroad and how she got bullied because of that in elementary school. We were growing closer gradually before we knew it.

And then it happened.

We kissed. One evening in my studio.

“Omae no koto ga suki da yo,” I said.

“Watashi mo,” she replied burying her face into my shoulder. “Daisuki desu!”

“We’re so doomed if school knows about us.”

“Hai.”

“Let’s just keep it for ourselves until graduation, okay?”

“Wakarimashita.”

That’s how we began to see each other secretly. Taking her on date outside town to avoid local people. The only person who learnt about this was Mizuno’s best friend, Ogawa Nacchii. They were so close that Ogawa could tell anything between us even though no words were uttered by Mizuno. Tell you what? Because Ogawa was frequent in accompanying her in my private lesson, not to mention in my studio, she was now dating one of my bandmates, Kai the drummer. They were so in love with each other without having any concerns about getting expelled from school. One afternoon on a peaceful date at a small beach, I decided to make a promise.

“Mizuno…”

“Hai?”

“Promise me you’ll give your best for your final exam. Go to France. Live your dreams.”

She nodded contentedly. “Un. Yakusoku desu!”

“Soshite…” I inhaled. My hands caressed her cold hands. “Let’s get married.”

Her jaw dropped, taken aback. “Sensei…”

“Mizuno Rin, would you give me the honour of being my wife?”

Her eyes were welled up.

“I know this is so sudden but I can’t think of anyone else but you. I’ve fallen deeply for you since I noticed that burning passion of yours. All I want is to be with you now. Dakara…I’ll always have someone to come home to whenever I go on tour with GazettE. Mizuno…would you be mine forever?”

“Yes! SENSEI, YESS!!!”

Now here she’s standing before me and many people. Showing people how it’s really done. How she was really gonna be living her dreams in France.

“I would like to give my biggest gratitude to especially Uruha-sensei, who never stops motivating me to fight. Without whom, I probably would never get up and overcome my difficulties in learning numbers. Thanks to it, I was able to get admitted in my dream university in France. Sensei, arigatou gozaimashita.”

Her gaze fell at me with rather hidden meaning. My chest was surged with pride as the audience clapped their hands for my love. Ogawa Nacchii, her best friend, was wiping the tears away from her red fluffy cheeks.

All graduated students were gathered outside the hall after the ceremony finished. Some were crying with their classmates, taking pictures with family, or even confessing to their crush. Mizuno was there laughing with Ogawa and few other classmates. She caught my eyes and gave a sweet smile. I smiled back at her.

“Meet me after this,” I mouthed inaudibly to her. She nodded.

When I was about to turn around to go back to my office, my eyes caught someone standing a few feet away behind Ogawa. His eyes were glaring almost emptily at her when his left-hand took something out from the pocket. A knife. A fucking pocket knife! With a trembling hand, he lifted the knife above his head and walked towards that small group.

“MIZUNO!”

 *flashback, author’s POV*

“Sensei, chotto iissu ka?”

Uruha paused from straightening students’ exercise sheets. Most students had already left and this guy was standing before his teacher.

“Can I help you, Uesugi?”

Uesugi Toru. One of top students in his year who was battling for first rank with Mizuno Rin.

He walked closer to Uruha’s desk. “If I happen to tell you something, will you perhaps expel me from your class?”

The bizarre question made Uruha frowned that he had to observe Uesugi’s facial expression before answering him. “Whatever do you want to tell me?”

“I know what is going on between you…and Mizuno-san.”

Uruha nearly choked his own saliva. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he scoffed avoiding Uesugi’s glare. “There’s nothing between us.”

“Oh, is that so? Then pray tell me what it is.” He showed Uruha a picture of him in his phone sitting with Mizuno behind the window of a small café in Shibuya.

“I was just giving her private lesson. She asked me to do it there as she’s too tired to do it in class over and over,” explained Uruha. “It’s not like what you th—”

“Then what was this?” Uesugi slid to the next photo. He was hugging Mizuno right before they got out behind the glass door. “Does a teacher happen to hug his student after giving her additional lesson?”

Uruha was quietened down. “Omae…”

“Because I’ve been following you almost everywhere, Sensei,” Uesugi confessed.

“You freaking stalker. Give me your phone!” Uruha almost fell over his desk scattering the piles of paper but Uesugi was too quick to pull the phone away from Uruha’s reach. “What the hell do you want, Uesugi?!”

“These…could be my tools as I’m gonna visit principal’s room, and you’ll be fired from this school. As well as Mizuno will probably be expelled…”

“Or what?”

“Or you stay away from Mizuno. From now on.”

Uruha sniggered quietly. “Like hell I’m gonna fall into that cheap threat. You already know what I’m capable of in this school. As for Mizuno, she can always find other school if she gets expelled from here. Ja na, Uesugi.” With that last sentence, Uruha collected his things and walked off the class. “Staying away from Mizuno? As if I would,” he muttered.

“No, it’s not like that, Sensei!” Uesugi spoke loudly before Uruha crossed the door.

“Then what?” Uruha turned around. “You happen to like Mizuno too? You’re jealous because she chose me over you?”

“Not as close.” Uesugi glared at his teacher. “Sensei ga…suki desu kara. And there should be no one who could be with you. Except me.”

“Dou yu koto da…?”

 *end of flashback* Mizuno’s POV

I was talking to Nacchii and my other classmates when I caught a glimpse of Uruha-sensei, telling me to meet him after this. Seeing his smile filled with pride stirred my heart. I was able to hold my tears whilst giving speech this morning because he told me not to cry in front of the audience. Because I’d love to see your smile on the podium, he said to me. What a beautiful day!

I was about to have a chat again with my friends when I heard Uruha-sensei called me loudly.

“MIZUNO!”

I could feel he abruptly grabbed me from behind and pulled me into his chest before.

“Gghhaaahh!!”

Why is he groaning? Why is he screaming in pain? As I turned around, Uruha-sensei was slowly falling to the ground with his arms were still circling my body. His face already contorted with pain. The intense screaming filled my ears horribly roughly mentioning his name…and blood. Blood? What blood?!

“Sensei…? Sensei, what happened?!” I nearly shouted seeing his face grew paler. He was still holding me.

There I saw it. On his upper right back. A pocket knife stabbed him. Then there’s blood…dripping slowly, escaping from his flesh.

“That’s him! Uesugi stabbed Uruha-sensei!”

I caught Uesugi’s panicked look behind Uruha-sensei for a second before he tried running away from the crowd. Wh—what the hell actually happened here?

“Mi—Mizuno…”

I returned my gaze to already weak Sensei. “Sensei, daijoubu desu ka?”

“Yokatta…” he whispered giving me a weak smile. “I’m glad you’re okay.”

Tears were rolling down my cheeks seeing his face full of agony but still managed to smile at me. “Sensei, please hold on!”

“It hurts…” He spoke difficultly between his intense pain “…to see you cry. Smile for me…onegai.”

I shook my head failing to suppress my tears from falling continuously as I rubbed his cold cheek. “Sensei, look at me please. You’ll be fine, Sensei. Please hold on! Somebody heeellpp!!!!” I screamed my heart out asking for help before the bleeding worsened. My other hand was reaching for his wound attempting to stop the blood. Nacchii sat beside me supporting his body as well.

“Rin…his bleeding…”

I sobbed quietly in front of him.

“Remember that I love you…R—Rin. No one will take you away from me.”

“Don’t say anything. You better keep your promises to me, Sensei,” I whispered. He gave me one last smile before being lifted by school staffs and brought him to infirmary. I still stayed at the ground looking at my bloody hand whilst Nacchii’s still holding me. Comforting me that he’s gonna be fine even though she was also crying. It all happened to quickly in this day. My head couldn’t even make it out clearly. Please, be well, Sensei. Remember the promises we had made. Dakara…ikanaide.

to be continued.

[reistellae]

Kpop Boy Mullets RANKED

THIS IS MY OPINIOOOOON!!! But also, mullets.

15. Baekhyun

I mean. I hated it. HATED IT. TRASH. 

14. Mino

A two toned mullet is a Brave choice, but this kinda broccoli looking mess isn’t...right.

13. Youngbin

It looks dead, mint ain’t it and the contrast of mint to the black undercut, no.

12. JB

I love my mans so much and I really tried to get behind this, but it really isn’t his style. Like at all. 

11. Hyunjin

IS IT BAD? No. But it’s more of just shaggy overgrowth than specifically a mullet. It’s a pretty boy mullet for a pretty boy.

10. Kai

It’s just the right length for his neck and the bangs swept back to free the forehead, while attractive, takes away from the True Mullet.

9. Hwiyoung

It’s definitely top ten because THIS mullet skyrocketed my boy to the bias wrecker lists and that is what we call impact. But it is also a pretty boy mullet, otherwise it would’ve been higher.

8. Ravi

Length? It’s there. Style? It’s there. The Gothic mullet seems to be the move.

7. Himchan

With a bit more length, it’d be a true mullet and I personally think it didn’t get its proper dues during its time, so here’s that appreciation it DESERVES.

6. Jongup

Two mullets in the same group during the same era? BAP did that. I know I trashed on Mino’s two toned mullet, but the shift from white to this light-medium blue is appealing to me?? Also almost a true mullet, if not for the bangs.

5. V

Now, I personally preferred it black than blonde. It’s tasteful and suits his vintage appeal.

4. G-Dragon

Apparently, grandpa G-Dragon has been rocking the mullet long before your kpop boys. AND he looks great with them. I love the brown one w glasses, he looks like a lesbian aunt. 

3. Taeyong

Taeyong looks good with (almost) every hairstyle he’s had. His mullet was STRONG, his confidence was THROUGH THE ROOF. He’s hands down king of hairstyles (except those fucking cornrows omg baby what was you doing???).

2. The8

I know this’ll be the MOST controversial ranking and I understand why The8′s is the beloved mullet and I agree, he has the perfect neck to hair ratio, and deciding to usually do a middle part is flattering without fully breaking the mullet style. Definitely was close between The8 and my number one.

1. Hongjoong

Higher, further, faster? More like longer, bolder, better! It obeys the typical mullet conventions of straight cut bangs, has the truest mullet length, has nailed the undercut. He even had decorations in it during promotions for Say My Name. Ultimately, I loved Hongjoong’s mullet because of its loyalty to the mullet brand while also making it his own and working it 110% with confidence, he knows he looks good regardless. 

I can’t believe I have made a mullet ranking post, but it had to be said. Anyway, uh stream Focus on Me by JUS2, Senorita by G-IDLE, Piri by Dreamcatcher, and Bang Yongguk’s debut solo album. 

*Obviously I do not own ANY of these photos and credit goes to their owners. 

[baekhvuns]

Miss Baek I forgot to include this in my previous message:

NOT MY DREAM but my friend who barely has any dreams was probably influenced by me talking about Hwa, so he showed up in her subconscious. This is what she sent me:

"I was camping on a beach in Alaska with some river guide, a few other random people and Seonghwa. The guide was trying to figure out how to feed us for the night so he slaughtered a giant whale. Hwa was mad that he killed something massive just to sink the rest of the body. We were also arguing over how he cut up the meat. I woke up in the middle of everyone arguing over why we killed the whale."

Sounds pretty awful ngl, they were also on a small wooden boat, BUT SEONGHWA HAD WAIST LENGTH BLACK HAIR 😭😭😭😭 how can I enter her mind I NEED TO PERCEIVE THIS SEONGHWA 😳😳😳😳

What about an AU... minus the whale killing maybe, but... lost somewhere on the sea with long haired Hwa. Rapunzel era Seonghwa when 😩 - DV 💖

hi !!

Baek?! Jwyeuusshahs was it a good dream?! 👀

yes☺️

Laundry boy Hwa my beloved <3 my brain is creating its own AUs every single night, lol

LMFAOOOO no bc same 😭😭 some of those scenarios id never put out omg 😭😭 i rmr having this one dream where i was in the sm practice studio? and u know the beginning song of that porn thing 😭😭 the one ppl did challenges too where they played it and see who’s head turned 😭😭😭 i did that in my dream where i played it fhfhf coincidentally baekhyun was there and he shot his head up and then i got scolded for it???? bRO U RECOGNIZED IT FBWMFJWK

I did take a photo of me giving the middle finger to SM's building, so it was the first step in my revenge, lmaooo. Gonna plan my next move soon... I really don't wanna give my money to any big company, but SM especially yet I can't stop cause Shinee and Taeyeon and Hyo and some other soloists... I bought Kai's and Baekhyun's albums too 😩 I wanna be free from SME so bad

YES YES OH MY GOD WHAT A ICON !!!!!!! there should be a trend to do that pose tbh,, but then sm would sue 😭😭 YEAH NAUR SAME but their artists 😩😩 not the new ones but the older one’s music is so 🤌🏼🤌🏼✨😮‍💨 i can’t help but do it,, sm rly has us fans on the slave contract for more than 10+ years

At least Hannah could still sing, right?! Feetless, but still slaying. And please don't ask about the head thing, I had problems okkk...

NO BATTERY 😭😭 no bc anon what the fuck were u and ur friend on 😭😭😭🔫

Damn the scent must be strong then :o omg do you know them?! https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/51xurg7EyqL._AC_SY355_.jpg I had the 🍑 one also 🍒 and they were so cute plus smelled nicely, I carried them in my pockets

I DO BUT I NEVER EVER GOT THEM 😭😭😭 id get those glare eyes and a shake of head and i knew i wasn’t getting, do u rmr the chapstick phase 😭😭😭😭 LIKE A BOX OF CHAPSTICKS

I actually only like half of the Ep Fin 🙊 I had a change of heart and love Ep 3 now (Illusion is not my beloved, but it's bearable) I also revisited their debut back in 2020 and tbh no skip for me, love the tropical vibes. Still ZFP1 is my fave fave! I really can't wait for what they have in store I'm hoping for something hard-hitting and rock inspired, but from that little spoiler Seonghwa was giving I'm not sure...maybe he's fucking with us. Shit I almost forgot we're getting the JP cb soon, ROOOOOCKYYYYYY. Hopefully people don't abandon bodyguard Hwa in favour of boxer Hwa 😳

i would like to say, dazzling light superior >>> FBWMDHEK UR A WAVE GIRLIE ME TOO !!! no bc kpop needs more tropical music, we need winner back 😭😭😭😭 HEY HEY I WILL HUNT U ALL DOWN IF U GUYS CHANGE BODYGUARD TO BOXER 🔫 I WILL GIVE THAT SAD ENDING FHKWHDKW

Yes, ofc I interview myself, I argue with myself, I agree with myself kausiayshshwgdsh Kokobop omfgggg and Wave 💙 I do like fresh scents the most, fruity ones too! Not a big fan of flowery, many flowers make me sneeze. And pls don't steal everything or I will have to arrest you :(

YES YES 😭😭😭 and utopia! i feel like u give those vibes! some flowery scents r labeled as not strong but they are SO strong???? I WILL MAKE A HEIST AND ROB YOU RN ARREST ME 🔫

You're living my dream damn! Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic 🤪

LMFAOOOO idk what sm was on during that era but truly so legendary along with snsd’s hypertonic supersonic 😭😭😭

Today I have this lil video to offer. I'm obsessed with it and it's back on my tl 😭 he's ao cute, Seyoung my baby. I mean that's just Hwa let's face it. 🥨 boy, pls give him all the pretzels in the world: https://twitter.com/hwalilac/status/1522602163494879232?t=FIDYL5wscxM0TUD3Vnh9sg&s=19

SCREAMING HES SO FUCKING CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 TAKE ALL THE PRETZELS TAKE THEM TAKE THEM

So I haven't been reading webtoons recently I seriously need to catch up on reading and some kpop content 😭😭😭😭 but I found a new webtoon called Long After The Ending and the plot is so interesting and pretty unusual!

👁👁 gonna go add that in rn!

Uhm also do you know those ASMR NSFW videos on YT? Sometimes when I search for MARS ASMR I get that one video called "ASMR Seonghwa moans" in my suggestions 😬 It's obviously not him, though some people in the comments genuinely thought so 💀 I never listened to it for longer than 10 seconds. But today I was showing someone his AMSR content and they were like "uhhh and what is THAT"

i DO! theres a what… 👁

And then my bestie reminded me of a cam boy Seonghwa and porn star Seonghwa fanfics. 🤚🏻 Jesus has left the chat long time ago... there's no hope for us - DV 💖

HDMWHDKWJDKW STOP BC THERES SO MANY GOOD ONES HERE PLS 😭😭😭

NOT MY DREAM but my friend who barely has any dreams was probably influenced by me talking about Hwa, so he showed up in her subconscious. This is what she sent me:

"I was camping on a beach in Alaska with some river guide, a few other random people and Seonghwa. The guide was trying to figure out how to feed us for the night so he slaughtered a giant whale. Hwa was mad that he killed something massive just to sink the rest of the body. We were also arguing over how he cut up the meat. I woke up in the middle of everyone arguing over why we killed the whale."

LMFAOOOO????????? SEONGHWA FISHER!AU?????? seonghwa titanic au…

Sounds pretty awful ngl, they were also on a small wooden boat, BUT SEONGHWA HAD WAIST LENGTH BLACK HAIR 😭😭😭😭 how can I enter her mind I NEED TO PERCEIVE THIS SEONGHWA 😳😳😳😳

he what.

What about an AU... minus the whale killing maybe, but... lost somewhere on the sea with long haired Hwa. Rapunzel era Seonghwa when 😩 - DV 💖

LMFAOOOO FHWKDHWK READER AS FLYNN RIDER AND HWA AS RAPUNZEL 😭😭😭😭 PLS IT WOULD BE A DREAM TO READ IT