#phantom of the opera stim

[januscorner]

Phantom of the Opera Flemerman Stimboard

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Universal Monster Collection; {Credit}

[eyndr-stories]

Being very normal [lie] about @kibbits's Break A Leg boys!!! They are running around in my brain causing drama all day long <3

These doodles I would say are roughly around the time where Y/N has known them for a bit, so they're not tooooo dangerous anymore, and they're just starting to figure out the whole (waves vaguely) identity thing lol

To explain the little mini comic just in case its not clear: Y/N is lamenting to Moon about some car troubles (whether they drive themself or couldn't get a ride someplace or what have you), and the next day, Sun asks how the car situation is going. Y/N is a little confused because they remember talking to Moon about that, not Sun. Sun is confused because he's not sure what the difference is. He's not even sure who's out right now (Both? One? Which one? What's the difference???)

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The Phantom | Erik (The Phantom of the Opera) stimboard with related stims!

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requested by @average-book-enjoyer!

[the-leech-lord]

🎼Erik Destler Stimboard🎼

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Day 6 of cringetember stimboards - Yandere

Erik’s the OG yandere lol X3

[fymo-blogs]

how about a stimboard of Christine Daaé from the phantom of the opera

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Christine Daaé stimboard

Requested by: Anon

Themes: Fancy dresses, lovecore, roses

Note: @erikaskblog this you?

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[anunknownmartyr]

Raoul de Chagny Stimboard ~ 🪞☀️🌊🌻🫐🤍🦋🎻 =3

[altchristian]

did you guys ever had an hyperfixation that vanished for a while until some random night you're finally about to fall asleep and then "SING MY ANGEL OF MUSIC !!!! OOOOHHH-" just pops out in your mind ? no, okay..

[meilia-stims]

Meg Giry (The Phantom of the Opera) stimboard

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[microwaveable-creatures]

HOLY SHITTT /pos

this is genius!!!!

performer: @abby_seim 

video source:  @josey__terry

[amyloveletter]

Sing for me…… SING !!!!!!!!

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Costumes of the Opera; {Credit}

[biceratops7]

Dude idk if this was on purpose because Ramin isn’t autistic, but I love how his main stim is finger flicking/ drumming because a HUGE part of his sense of self is being a composer. There’s a really good chance he does that cause it’s the muscle memory of playing his organ.

forgive me but erik’s hands get SO much more autistic after point of no return and in the final lair. like when christine physically unmasked him in front of everyone the stress of it had him psychologically unmask too

edit: if you see this post be sure to look at my reblog of it where i added photos and gifs!

[miles-wrightworth]

Miles and Phoenix headcanon dump

TW for self harm, abuse, disordered eating, trauma, sui attempts, scars, ableism and homophobia mentioned once

put some of your fav headcanons about them in the replies/reblogs and tell me your fav of mine!

these guys are not okay. headcanons below (not all angsty I swear)

Miles

Full Name: Miles Gregory Edgeworth

Gender: demiboy/boyflux, he/they

Appearance hcs: 

Really pretty eyes

he has many scars on his shoulder from an incident with MvK

he has some scars from a suicide attempt around his neck (ropeburn)

He has self harm scars on his forearms and thighs. Lots of them

He has scars on each of his wrists from his 1yg suicide attempt

He is VERY pasty. Like he's WHITE ASF. 

General hcs:

Has an eating disorder (anorexia-bulimia) because of MvK’s constant harsh criticism of his appearance

Struggles with self-harm (cuts on forearms and thighs)

Has tried to kill himself multiple times

When he left the ‘choosing death’ note, he meant it. He has the scars on his wrists to prove it

Trans. He hid it from MvK and has pretty much been stealth his whole life. He never goes on T, just does voice training and gets top surgery when he ‘chooses death’ in germany. He has to recover alone. (or with Void vk)

Gay. women love him, he doesn't understand wtf they're trying to do

Autistic. He doesn't understand a lot of jokes and social cues. He gets overstimulated sometimes. He has a happy stim where he doesn't flap his whole hand, just his fingers. He has a nervous stim where he grabs something or tightens his hand into a fist and squeezes. He has bled a few times from his fingernails digging into his palms from this. 

Has some internalized homophobia and ableism due to MvK >:(

Fav musical is Phantom of the Opera 

He uses Earl Grey and lavender scented cleaning products and has an extensive hair care routine. 

On that note, his hair is soft asf and Phoenix loves to pet it

Miles is an lgbtq+ icon in Japanifornia. He's a prominent political figure who is openly gay (stealth trans for a while) and he advocates for lgbtq+ rights

He is English and Japanese

He knows English, Japanese, German, French, and Borginian (after aai). He knows at least a little bit of every European language

Plays violin, flute, cello, piano

He is starved for affection (both physical and otherwise)

He hates being touched unless he completely trusts the person touching him

Hates hospitals because of DL6 when he woke up in a hospital (and because of a few sui attempts)

Is a huge cat person, but owns Pess because she’s trained to help him with panic attacks

Favorite food is German cheesecake, likes sweets a lot

Wears gay little garter socks, sleeps in silk pjs

Character development questions:

What does his bedroom look like?

Fancy queen bed with a canopy thing. Burgundy and pink bedspread with plushies secretly stashed in the closet. Has a desk with a whiteboard in front of it. Uses the whiteboard for case notes like those connection boards in police departments. Has a clean mahogany desk with a fountain pen, laptop, tasteful lamp, and legal pad on it. Post-it notes EVERYWHERE.

Any daily rituals?

Has tea at 4pm every day without fail. Gets upset if he is interrupted. Tells Phoenix how his day went every day when asked. Tends to work overtime.

Cleanliness habits?

Very clean. Has a maid when he lives alone and has Gumshoe clean his office biweekly. Once he moves in with Phoenix and Trucy, he ends up cleaning the house frequently.

Eating habits/daily menu?

Tends to skip meals, both accidentally and sometimes purposefully. Has lunch with Phoenix whenever possible. Has tea frequently. Earl gray. Likes sweets and has butterscotch on his desk and in his bag. He eats it occasionally.

Fav way to waste time?

Watching Steel Samurai, writing poetry and fanfiction, listening to music

Book genre?

Psychological horror, the DSM5, gay romance, likes stories set in Victorian era and psychology related books

Long term goal?

Use his influence to make the law as effective as possible and get justice for victims of crimes by punishing criminals

Fav beverage?

Tea. hands down. He also loves virgin strawberry daiquiris 

Coping strategies?

Self-harm (before he tries to recover). Once he marries Phoenix, he becomes comfortable going to him for help. He listens to music and watches Steel Samurai to distract himself. Has his blue cat plush that he uses to self-soothe.

Pet peeves?

Liars, slow drivers, slow walkers, has an unnatural and extreme burning hatred for child abusers/bad parents, incompetent people.

What is in his pockets?

Ornate Swiss pocket knife, fountain pen, mini packet of wet wipes, monogrammed handkerchief.

Phoenix

Full name: Phoenix Ryuichi Wright

Gender: genderqueer, he/him

Appearance hcs: 

Heterochromiaaaaa! Right eye is brown, left eye is blue

Big puppy eyes

He's pretty tan due to his partial latino heritage

He has a scar on his lip, scars on his hands, and many scars in his mouth from the glass necklace shards

He has a scar on his cheek and hand (very deep scars) from a squabble with Kris 

He has large burn scars on his side (where his kidney would be ig) from MvK’s taser

He has many scars from falling off of Dusky Bridge. Some are cuts and some are burns

He’s a chubby guy naturally. He is pretty self-conscious about it and about the fact that it makes him look more feminine.

General hcs:

Adhd. he chews his pen and bobs his leg as stims.

He has really bad abandonment issues due to his mother leaving as well as Dahlia’s betrayal and Miles’ leaving him twice

when he was around 11 his mom just dropped him at a foster center or smth and left (because she was struggling with addictions and didn't want her child to grow up in that environment and she was a single mother so she had nobody to take care of Phoenix) Phoenix grew up as a stealth transmasc in foster homes without any permanent family until he was out of the foster system at 18 and lived in a dorm

Trans. has had top surgery since he was 20. Started T at the age of 21 and got bottom surgery while studying to take the bar at 23. Mia helped him through recovering from both surgeries and she was very supportive.

His hair is naturally spiky but he gels it to make it EVEN MORE SPIKY

During 7yg he becomes an alcoholic (partially due to Kristoph’s influence) 

His alcoholism reminds him of his mother so he feels horrible about it and tries his hardest to keep it from Trucy

He has trauma from Dahlia and Kris. sometimes he can't take meds or eat certain foods because it reminds him of past trauma

Phoenix downplays his trauma or feels like it's his fault for trusting Kris/Dahlia cuz he's surrounded by people who have "worse" trauma and he's like 'oh well my parent didn't get murdered in front of me. my trauma is nothing compared to Athena or Miles' he never wants to talk about his own trauma because he feels like its invalid so he just never tells anyone and pretends its fine

He is latino and Japanese mainly (perhaps also greek teehee)

He knows English, Spanish (not as well and EG tho), and a little bit of Japanese

Can actually play piano

Love languages are touch and words of affirmation

After 7yg, he is really paranoid for a solid year or so due to Kristoph

He hates hospitals because he had to be hospitalized after Dahlia’s trial for about a month for healing his throat and stomach as well as for psychological evaluations

Wears random socks, half of the time colorful. Sleeps in boxers and a t shirt

Uses Axe body spray when 14-33, uses coconut old spice once he gets his badge back

Character development questions:

What does his bedroom look like?

Pretty messy. Clothes everywhere, a few plushies, a desk in the corner with a corkboard in front of it. He puts random files, pictures, notes, etc. on it and has some on parts of his wall. Nothing fancy. Just below a queen size bed with two pillows and a blue blanket. 

Any daily rituals?

After 7yg, he checks if the door is locked twice when he comes in the house or leaves. Always says hi and bye to Trucy as well. Always asks Trucy and Miles how their days were over dinner. 

Cleanliness habits?

He sometimes gets bursts of energy to clean. Usually tries to clean up right after he gets something messy, but forgets a lot and doesn’t clean up his dirty clothes very often. Just below average hygiene and cleanliness.

Eating habits/daily menu?

Doesn’t like to eat crunchy stuff much, but makes an exception for always getting crunchy shell tacos. He usually has an average breakfast (bagel, cereal, bacon). Meets up with Miles to have lunch whenever possible (partially to make sure Miles eats). They usually go to a casual restaurant, eat lunch for an hour or so, and then get back to their jobs. Miles, Phoenix, and Trucy all take turns making/helping to make dinner. They eat out about once a week. Sometimes to celebrate winning a case.

Fav way to waste time?

He likes drawing, annoying Miles, sleeping, and watching those dramatic stupid shows like Dance Moms and The Bachelorette.

Book genre?

He doesn’t like to read. Doesn’t have the attention span for it. But he loves comics and manga. Particularly enjoys medieval setting fictional adventure stories that have a happy ending. Occasionally reads cheesy romance novels to laugh at it.

Long term goal?

His goal in life is to be needed and remembered. He wants to help others and be remembered as a light in their lives. He wants to make a significant positive impact on the lives of the people around him.

Fav beverage?

He likes sweet tea, cream soda, and plain ol’ water the best

Coping strategies?

He tends to ramble and vent to the people he’s close to (Maya, Miles, Larry sometimes) but also tries to push them away somewhat and neglects talking to them as much as he needs to because he’s afraid he’s being annoying or clingy. He ends up pretending it’s fine even though it’s not.

Pet peeves?

People judging others, bullying, people being inconsiderate or ignorant of the needs of others, liars.

What is in his pockets?

Random trash, gum, phone, wired earbuds from a gas station, probably some random 30 cent pen.

[tookishcombeferre]

The state of the world is looking pretty scary out there. But, I wanted to give you a message that will hopefully bring some hope.

Back when I was 13, the very first Percy Jackson book was just gaining popularity. And that was the closest thing I'd ever seen to disability representation in a book that was massively popular.

Before that? Nothing. Or at least, nothing that people could actively recommend to someone my age.

The closest thing I had to "queer" representation was the scraps I found in fanfiction, much of which, was rampant with ... um ... problems. Big ones. But, it was all we had back then so we held our noses and read it anyway. Most of it, I couldn't bear to finish. But, back then, that was "the done thing," and I am still learning to let go of all of the scars that has left on me. That those are not the loves I deserve. That that is not the kind of love queer folks give. That we are not, nor do we have to be, synonymous with proshipping. Because, at 12/ 13? That's what I was taught by the adult fan writers in my life.

But, I am unlearning. We are makinging a BETTER world for the youth of today.

You don't have to put up with that crap.

Because, now?

We have characters like Ari and Dante from Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe.

We have characters like Kade Bronson, Jack Willcott, Nancy Whitman, and others from the Wayward Children book series.

We have Alex Fierro, Hearthstone, and Blitz from the Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard trilogy.

We have Nico di Angelo from the Percy Jackson saga.

There's a whole host of interesting representation of queer identities in webcomics like The Glass Scientists, Heartstopper, and others.

There are so many more canon characters that are out and being written for the middle grade/ YA crowd in traditional books and graphic novels.

Y'all have cannon representation being created for you right before your eyes. Some of them even have disabilities! Some of them look like you. They think like you. They act like you! And, what a glorious thing that is!

When I was young, the closest thing I had to people who were like me were Disney villains. Many of them were quirky and queer coded. They thought strangely and the moved stiffly or with elongated gaits like my "autistic walk." I never got to see myself "good." (The wicked's lives really are lonely.)

As I grew, I found scraps of myself in Anthony Warlow's musical portrayal of Jekyll in the 1994 recording of Jekyll and Hyde. I found bits and pieces of myself in the way Ramin Karimloo seemed to "stim" as the Phantom of the Opera in the 25th Anniversary version of the Phantom. I fell in love with Diana from Next to Normal, but she didn't really fit either. Our states in life were so different at the time.

I always found parts of myself, but I never found a whole. And, I never really got to be totally "good." I was never the hero of the story. I never had a heart of gold.

So, characters like Undyne, Papyrus, Alphys, and Mettaton would have never existed in a game rated E10+ when I was growing up. The subjects of their narratives were "too taboo" for anyone that young to think about. I was 20 when those characters were created.

Movies like Nimona would have never been made.

So, as much as things suck, as hard as things are, there are good things out there to hold onto. We have come so, SO far. Don't throw all our progress out the window. Don't put your head down and give up.

Fight. We come from a long history of fighters.

They say we don't exist?

Exist harder.

The generation before me marched, screamed, shouted, and yelled so I could exist.

The next phase was getting to tell queer stories that ended with nuance. Queer stories with true queer heroes. Queer stories with happy endings. We're working on that.

*I'm still working on that.*

I type until my hands are sore. I rehearse monologues and songs for hours so that folks might get to see themselves on stage. Because, all of that is important to me. It's important to me for people to see disabled actors, queer actors, trans actors, doing art, performing art, and doing things out in the world.

It's important to me for people to see disabled and trans folks happy and thriving.

We've hit a set back. We're going back to our organizing stage. We're going back to our roots.

Learn your history. Know that we've fought before.

And, don't give up. Please. Don't give up. I'm not giving up. Neither should you.

[fymo-blogs]

Let me remember not to go overboard this time LOL))

A Erik stimboard,you can use any of these images ,I don't have many now because my dad cleaned my device

Unknown artist for the art

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Erik stimboard

Requested by: @erikaskblog

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