#petra destroyer

[mirkokosmos]

by Mirko Lalit Egger

[banghwa]

tbf unholy has been playing everywhere so i’m not surprised he knew it even though i appreciate the gay of it all, HOWEVER the kim petras bottom anthem on his 2019 playlist was truly a historical event, top 3 jungkook lgbt moments for sure. love that dude

EXACTLY like im not surprised he knows it its been playing literally EVERYWHERE for the past several months they were playing it when i was in a department store the other day HOWEVER the fact that he knew it well enough to sing it on live and DANCE to it....corroborates with previously exhibited behaviour

[dingdawny]

Sorry for the paragraphs of tags but... I like pokemon.... smiles insanely

Drop your headcanons for MCSM partner Pokémon here!

Reblog or comment, do whatever you like! I want to see the variation of what people think characters’ partners should be. (This definitely isn’t because I’m considering doing a Pokémon Story Mode AU…)

Jesse - Pikachu (I know it’s basic) Olivia - Tinkaton Ivor - Malamar Gabriel - Charizard or Aegislash

[tadbitsketch]

accidentally took a 4 hour nap and now i can't sleep so mcsm theory time!

ok so this is kind of something that i never really see be debated in the community, but i do see it be represented in different ways. i'm talking about ✨the parallels between the new and old orders✨

for the most part, we can all agree that

magnus: axel (griefer)

ellegaard: olivia (redstonist)

gabriel: petra (warrior)

which just leaves two characters in each order: ivor and soren, and jesse and lukas.

i keep seeing people represent jesse in soren's place, because they're both the leaders of their respective groups or something like that. but i disagree.

lukas parallels soren much better because they're both architects. they're also both writers who live(d) away from civilization. they also both have a habit of being a little* bit dramatic in their storytelling of their adventures.

so if everyone else parallels each other in their roles... how does jesse parallel ivor?

the funny thing about these parallels is how it's not just in job that they match... kinda.

and i have some fun lil theories/analyzations on this, of which i will share!

theory 1: similar arcs

something really cool about these two (and some other notable characters i'll discuss another time) is that they both have character arcs where they grow and change as people.

ivor's plans of revenge backfire horrendously, and after that problem is solved, he makes new friends. ones who aren't liars, people who genuinely help. they're brave, and they forgive. they're willing to learn and change.

and so is he does too.

meanwhile jesse is a noob who knows barely anything about minecrafting who eventually saves the world. they learn a lot from the mistakes of their predecessors.

both ivor and jesse grow as people because of mistakes from the past. they both are characters who have decided to change things from how they were, whether it be how they were themselves or how someone before them was.

theory 2: creation/destruction

so i came up with this awhile ago, but you can split the members of the order into two groups (based on their "classes," so to speak): creators and destroyers.

olivia and ellegaard make redstone contraptions, lukas and soren build. they are creators.

axel and magnus blow things up, petra and gabriel slay monsters. they are destroyers.

what is ivor, then? his role as an alchemist means that he can create potions to help AND potions to harm. he is both a creator and a destroyer.

and jesse, our main character with quite the skillset (except for alchemy), also fits both the roles of a creator and a destroyer. jesse does whatever the heck jesse wants.

boom. parallels.

and one other funky thing i've noticed

ivor's stone in the amulet is the lapis blue one. jesse's favorite color is canonically lapis blue.

[yourlocalmeta1head]

Types of pets AOT characters would have

Characters: Erwin, Hange, Miche, Levi, Moblit, Eren, Armin, Mikasa, Connie, Sasha, Jean, Reiner, Bertholt, Yumir, Historia (Christa), Petra, Oluo, Gunther, Eld, Nifa, Abel, Keiji, Tomas, Nannaba, Gelger, Henning, Lynne

Erwin: He'd have a male Chinook dog named Soldier. They're hardworking, which he appreciates, but they're also loyal and family devoted, so that means that they're good with kids. He takes the best care of his dog ever.

Hange: Definitely has a male Leachie Gecko. And a big one. Takes the best care of it and has somehow lived for like 20 years and is still thriving. They named it Bennidect Bartholemu Cambel.

Levi: Hange won him a goldfish at the fair, and they named her Goldie. She's lived for 5 years and is in amazing health. Levi's actually grown to love Goldie a lot, which Hange kind of expected, but Miche and Erwin totally thought he'd give it back to Hange after like a week.

Miche: Has a huge male gray Bouvier des Flandres with longish hair and "bangs" that cover his eyes a bit. He probably named him Sherlock because he has "big locks of hair". Had to have his tail docked months before Miche adopted him, his tail got stepped on and crushed by a cow.

Moblit: Doesn't have a pet cause "Dealing with Hange takes the same amount of work" but he also helps with Hanges lizard because it's high maintenance.

Eren: He has a female African Grey Parrot that he named "Freiheit" which is German for "freedom." He talks to his parrot like it's a therapist. He also gets upset when someone says his Parrot's a girl, and he'll argue back with something like "no, actually he's a guy" even though the parrots a girl.

Armin: He has a male Eastern Box Turtle. He named him Squirt because when he adopted him, the first thing Squirt did was spit water at his face, so Armin thought it'd be appropriate to name him Squirt.

Mikasa: Female Maine Coon named Kiku. Her mother told her that the Kiku flower was her favorite flower and that it's believed the flower can prolong peoples lives.

Connie: Male Hyacinth Macaw he named Destroyer since he thought he (THE BIRD) would be able to destroy anything in its path (A BIRD). He trained his bird to attack anyone he points at while screeching "CA CAW!"

Sasha: Male squirrel she named Squirrelly. She didn't buy him from anywhere. She was literally sitting at the park and a squirrel came up to her and sat with her then followed her, and so she took him home and named him Squirrelly. That was 4 years ago.

Jean: Male Collie named Zeus. He thought Zeus would be a cool awesome name for a dog. He also trained him to chase Eren on his command.

Reiner: Female Boxer he named Rocky. He also specifically tried to find one with unpinned ears and an undocked tail. He takes her on hikes all the time, and she loves them so much.

Bertholt: Male Ferret named Mozuku. He loved to eat Mozuku as a kid, so he named his Ferret after it. Sometimes really late at night he has a dance party with his Ferret, and he definitely has spent hours to teach his Ferret one trick.

Yumir: Female Tarantula named Fang. She loves to scare Reiner with her. Yumir also takes such good care of Fang you'd almost think she loves her more than Historia. It's to the point where if she's at home, she'll take Fang out of her enclosure and just have her on her shoulder while she does stuff like chores or watch TV.

Historia: Female Beagle named Poppy. She dresses her up, and they watch TV together all the time. Sometimes they have "hype moments" where Historia hypes up Poppy by saying stuff like "LETS GO, WE CAN DO IT!!!" and they do it for like 10 min. Poppy is also those dogs that know every trick in the book. Historia has even taught her how to backflip and do hand stands. Poppy can also do a handstand and walk in a handstand.

Petra: Female Norwegin Forest Cat named Camellia. Petra's the type of person who walks her cat, but she loves it. Gives her cat super good food. Literally the happiest cat you will ever meet. Also the sweetest cat ever. Super playful and soooo soft.

Oluo: Male Irish Wolfhound named Captain. Loud as hell. Literally the most talkative dog you will ever meet. Super sweet dog, just very talkative. Also, if you put a bowl of food out in front of him he'll eat like Oluo has been starving him for months. Genital giant. His dog is a literal giant, is not even funny.

(man standing next to dog for size reference on how tall this damn dog is)

Gunther: Female Albino Ferret named Xiomara. When he was looking at ferrets, the people working there told him how Xiomara was turned down for adoption so many times the owner wanted to claim her as "unadoptable", and he was confused when he heard the reason was because of how she looked. But he thought the contrast of her red eyes to her white fur looked super cool, so he adopted her and named her Xiomara, and she's been his best friend ever since. He takes her everywhere is loves her so much, it's adorable.

Eld: Female Duck Tolling Retriever named Penelope. She has total attachment issues. They're basically attached to each other. Eld is going to the bathroom? So is his dog. She also does so many tricks and is so polite. And she attends doggy daycare, and lets just say she may be the teacher's favorite.

Nifa: Female hamster named Sunny. She's a total troublemaker. The food she's eating? Stole it right off Nifas plate. She eats clothes if you don't pay attention to her, she's escaped her cage, she almost drowned herself because Nifa fed her 2 minutes late. If your finger gets too close to her mouth, she will bite you.

Abel: Male Brussels Griffin named Scrappy. Will eat ANYTHING. You left the toothpaste out? That's Scrappys toothpaste now. You forgot your shoes? NVM those are Scrappys shoes. Also wears dog shoes every time he goes out.

Keiji: Female Pointer named Coco. She is the sweetest dog ever. Super gentle, doesn't bite, doesn't scratch, not aggressive, while all the other dogs are outside play fighting Coco's right next to Keiji. Whether it's her laying on the floor, her laying next to him, or her laying on top of him, most of the time Coco is with Keiji. Sometimes he even puts her outside to play with the other dogs because he's so attached to him.

Tomas: Female Texas Heeler named Luna. She's also a super sweet dog. She's also very, very energetic. If you get up even for one second, she'll get so excited. Luna's one of those dogs that will not stop spinning in circles. And every time you see her, she's panting as if she just ran the longest dog marathon ever. If you ask Tomas what she's like when they get home, it's normally the same story how she just is so exhausted she can't do anything.

Nannaba: Female Ferret named Phoebe. Very very energetic and loves to do tricks. She will climb everything. Walls? Climb. Fence? Climb. Furniture? Clime. YOU? CLIMB. Loves cuddling so much, she gets pissed if you get up while she's asleep. Also eats hair. She even eats Nannabas hair, and she has pretty short hair. One time in the winter Miche was growing out a beard for a dare and Phoebe started eating it while he was staying the night at Nannabas.

Gelger: Male rat named Rocket. Rocket is the craziest laziest rat ever. Sometimes Gelger has to hand feed Rocket his food cause he's too tired to get up, then 5 min later he's running around all over the place and sliding everywhere. He also poops soooo much. Gelger even took him to the vet once because he got nervous that something was wrong with Rocket because of how often and how much he would poop. Turns out he just poops a lot. When they go to other peoples houses Gelger has to put Rocket in a diper because hes worried about him pooping everywhere.

Henning: Male Cane Corso named Butch. When he adopted Butch he wanted a Cane Corso that still had it's tail and who didn't have cropped ears. Butch is so scary when you first meet him, but then he becomes the most lovable dog ever. He gives the sloberist kisses and is always drooling, but that's ok. Super strong. He's knocked over the whole barbecue grill before.

Lynne: Female Rabbit named Daisy. The sweetest bunny you will ever meet omg. She never gets in the way of anything and is even potty trained. She always shows off her tricks and is very proud of it. One time she even did a back flip but got scared when everyone cheered. Very unpridectible. One time it was getting late and everyone realized they haven't seen Daisy for a while so everyone was freaking out and when they checked outside Daise was sitting on top of an Opossum.

[agathas-megacoven]

Bauklötze is such an amazing song. It can be interpreted as if it’s about Eren, everything he lost when the wall fell and what he became because of it.

But recently, when looking at both contexts in which it was used, I think it can also be interpreted as a giant metaphor for the true Survey Corps but especially Levi and his heart. The first time it was used was when the original Squad Levi, especially Petra from what I can remember, was begging Eren to trust in them. Eren does and it all goes tragically wrong and Levi’s looses some of his most beloved companions.

The next time we hear it, it’s Hange’s outro song. She wants Levi and co. to trust her decision to buy them enough time and this time, it goes tragically right. She succeeds but she dies in the process - and she’s the last of Levi’s most beloved companions from a time the rest of them can’t remember.

“I like playing with blocks, I build carefully with bricks. Take a look at my empty box of bricks.” A wall has been built, slowly, purposefully, around someone’s heart. “You innocently break my wall down with dirty hands.” Despite how distant Levi tries to be because of previous loss, he can’t help letting people in and he cares deeply despite the inevitable pain. The dirty hands bit - the lyric also really fits with Bert being an innocent kid with blood on his hands, but there’s also Levi with his comrades, soldiers covered in dirt and blood and grim and Hange is known to neglect her personal hygiene without Levi’s intervention.

“And that day was a fiery sunset.” In contrast to the breaking of the wall, the day Levi lost Hange in the Anime was a fiery sunrise. “I hide the blocks from you. A sad memory of my childhood.” The loss of his mother, his first loss from what we know, what caused his first wall. He’s hiding the blocks from the broken wall, hiding how much it hurts to lose someone, Isabel, Farlan, his first squad, Erwin, now Hange.

“Is that the destroyer or the creator?” Eren with all manner of things he could do with access to the founder, he’s using it to destroy the world and create a new one for loved ones who don’t want him to commit such a massive atrocity in their names. “With the fervour of hate, we weild our swords. Is that our fate or our will? We’ll fight until the hot wind takes our wings away.” Don’t even get me started on that final line. That’s Hange, through and through. She’s the only one who wears the classic Survey Corps cape in that episode, wings of freedom on the back. It’s the first thing to catch fire from the heat of the wall colossal titans. It’s so damn literal. I can’t help but wonder if Isayama based her outro around this line or if Isayama had any say in what kind of lyrics he wanted in certain songs.

“I don't put anything into the box of bricks. I don't want to lose anything. I hide the toy blocks from you. I carefully build walls of bricks again” he doesn’t want to lose Hange but he’s hiding how much her decision is hurting him so as not to disrupt her bravery or interfere with her choice. He’s so used to rebuilding the walls that keep being broken around his heart. To love is painful and it’s as Hange says when she hugs Mikasa on that rooftop in Shinganshina:

[ironbloodcd]

The suggestion has the homunculus pausing - his gaze lifting from where it had been fixated upon the page of a book. His focus hadn't been out of any desire to ignore his chosen deity, mind. If anything, the artificial man wishes to learn as much as he can so that he might be of use to the god he serves. He lacks in many things, but hopes that by bettering himself, he might be able to change that.

He might become worthy of the god who has chosen him as his first follower.

It's clear by the way that the homunculus' brow furrows that he had not, in fact, considered such an option. A name has always seemed like yet another thing that he is unworthy of, a gift that he had failed to earn from the one who would have bestowed it upon him. It's but another thing that he'd been jealous of when it came to Albedo. It felt like his 'younger brother' had been given everything. The Balladeer's question has him wondering though - why not name himself?

"... you... chose yours, yes?" he asks in turn. Slowly, he eases the book in his lap shut, clearly shifting his focus to this matter that feels as if it's of more importance than a tome that he can resume reading later. Still, his fingers pick at the binding of the book's spine as he mulls the thought over in his head.

"How... did you do so? How did you... decide a name for yourself... ?"

❝  ...  ❞   light  frown  pulls  at  the  corners  of  kunikuzushi's  mouth.  he  is  as  unsurprised  as  he  is  incensed  on  the  homunculus'  behalf.  it  would  be  only  natural  to  grow  DEFENSIVE  over  one's  loyal  follower  —  yet  this  anger  feels  more  personal.  as  if  he  is  looking  into  a  warped  reflection  of  his  own  circumstances.  (  would  she  have  done  something  similar,  if  she  thought  to  KEEP  HIM?  he  wonders.  )  certainly  the  names  bestowed  upon  him  by  the  fatui  were  similarly  conditional  —  though  it's  precisely  for  that  reason  why  he  doesn't  cling  to  them  particularly  fervently.  they  are  more  akin  to  a  crown,  a  medal,  a  prestigious  title  than  the  precious  gift  that  is  a  true  name.  he's  well  aware  they  could  be  torn  away  from  him  at  a  moment's  notice  if  he  fails  to  meet  expectations.

considering  what  he  has  in  mind,  it's  really  only  a  matter  of  time.

❝  why  don't  you  name  YOURSELF?  ❞  the  balladeer  suddenly  asks.  why  doesn't  he?  surely  the  name  he  gave  himself  was  largely  out  of  SPITE,  yet  it's  a  name  nonetheless.  there's  something  strangely  freeing  about  that  —  as  if  he's  taking  back  a  piece  that  she  refused  to  give  him.  he  can  only  imagine  the  homunculus  might  feel  similarly;  it  seems  their  thoughts  all  too  often  align.

[ent-is-indecisive]

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𖦹°‧★ Favourite Songs : theres like 100 songs in my "absolute favourites" playlist. What are you asking. So i guess i'll give a fun little sample : drinking song for the socially anxious by the amazing devil. Josslyn by chase petra. Guest room by future teens. Damage by fit for rivals. Ramblings of a lunatic by bears in trees. The destroyer by garçons. Her wirt by corvus corax. Fear innoculum by tool.

𖦹°‧★ Favourite Colours : yellow (black and indigo)

𖦹°‧★ Currently watching : i am. Not very good at watching stuff. I've recently rewatched the old guard?

𖦹°‧★ Last Movie : i think it was ocean's 11? I was making my way through heist movie and this one was very disappointing. 2/10, barely.

𖦹°‧★ Sweet, Spicy or Savoury : sweet. Like savoury has its moments but ive got a sweet tooth.

𖦹°‧★ Relationship Status : No.

𖦹°‧★ Current Obsession: good question. I could say folk dances, i could say pottery and soil/clay composition of a specific village. But they are all rotating and ever present. Steddie's kind of just there, will probably last until past new year? Idk

𖦹°‧★ Last thing i googled : ... i use duckduckgo and i close my tabs so tbh idk. On my computer the last tab i opened i looked up cherry tree to double check a drawing.

Tags : @trensu my creative buddy and if you think it'd be a fun thing to do @[you]

[ao3feed-drstrange]

Avengers Unfiltered: Earth's Mightiest Group Chat - Petra's Family Tree

by Agent_Ashton1409 This is Petra's family Tree from my story Avengers Unfiltered: Earth's Mightiest Group Chat. Words: 142, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 3 of Group Chat's Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, X-Men - All Media Types, Guardians of the Galaxy (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Thor (Movies) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Tony Stark, dr.strange, Thor (Marvel), Loki (Marvel), M'Baku (Marvel), Yondu Udonta, Logan (X-Men), Pepper Potts, Odin (Marvel), Frigga | Freyja (Marvel), Ramonda (Marvel), Hank Pym, Charles Xavier, Pietro Maximoff, Vision (Marvel), Groot (Marvel), Kurt Wagner, Warren Worthington III, Wanda Maximoff, Shuri (Marvel), Kitty Pryde, Rogue (X-Men), Storm, Jubilee, Jean Grey, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Hope Van Dyne, Gamora (Marvel), Nebula (Marvel), Mantis (Marvel), Carol Danvers, Okoye (Marvel), Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Clint Barton, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Bruce Banner, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Scott Lang, Peter Quill, Drax the Destroyer, Rocket Raccoon, Wong (Marvel), T'Challa (Marvel), Hank McCoy, Scott Summers, Piotr Rasputin, Nova Corps - Character, Dora Milaje Characters (Marvel), Jabari Tribe Members (Marvel), Asgardian Characters (Marvel), Guardians of the Galaxy Team Members (Marvel) via https://ift.tt/LH2nQja

[ulkaralakbarova]

Destroyer

When Erin Bell was a young cop, she was given an undercover assignment that ended badly and destroyed her life. Years later, she must face her demons in order to make peace with her past. Credits: TheMovieDb. Film Cast: Erin Bell: Nicole Kidman Silas: Toby Kebbell Petra: Tatiana Maslany Chris: Sebastian Stan Ethan: Scoot McNairy DiFranco: Bradley Whitford Gil Lawson: Toby Huss Toby: James…

[creativejamie]

“Time of Vengeance” / Destroyer Explained: What’s Up With the Ending?

Pros: Nicole Kidman, who got used to her character; the entire cast is at a decent level; chronology of events; key events are not revealed immediately Cons: the make-up artists overdid the appearance of detective Erin “Time of Vengeance” / Destroyer Genre crime drama Directed by Karyn Kusama Cast: Nicole Kidman (Erin Bell), Sebastian Stan (Chris), Toby Kebbell (Silas), Tatiana Maslany (Petra),…

[twes2363a]

This is a snippet of where Elizabeth, Cherry, and Petra are in the city with Jaiden along with Terronica, Rodney, and Johnathan being far away from them. Jaiden recognizes the witches Elizabeth, Cherry, and Petra from them ruining his Halloween Party months ago, and then Cherry says she wants to bring Jaiden to his doom, along with Petra saying she would rather turn Jaiden into stone and destroy him with destroyer spells. Oh God, that is really dark of them. But hopefully, Terronica as Super Wolf Girl will save the day, but will she?

[rogue-barnes-16]

RUSSIAN ROULETTE (Destroyer fic)

Request: just watched Destroyr too nd I'm thirsty for a fic nd saw you're taking requests from it. Can you do a fic where chris goes undercover with the reader instead with erin and when the Russian Roulette shit happens the reader does something to stop it nd chris confronts her later or smthng || idk it's a messy request sorry. || Pls make it anon??? || lol srry XOXO

Pairing: Chris x reader (Destroyer)

Genre: angsty (?) idk how to describe it

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Warnings: not actual spoilers (that's a warning), tension, makeout, language

A/N: first of, I feel like I should make this clear again THIS DOES NOT CONTAIN SPOILERS BUT IT IS BASED ON A PART OF A SCENE OF THE MOVIE. Also, DAMN I enjoyed writing this. Also, it soothed the pain caused by the movie (thanks Nicole Kidman, you lovely human being, for destroying my heart). Anyway, enjoy <3.

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I lay down on the sofa, giving Chris a brief glance to check on him. A while ago, I could have just asked him since all the party noise would have covered our voices, but it all had gotten really quiet.

People had slowly left, and in the house there were just a few people left. Silas, sitting on the armchair; Petra and that other girl, checking their messed up makeup in the mirror; Toby, playing some random video game; Chris, sat right behind Toby, and Arturo, who was coming my way in the moment.

"look what I found" he shook the pack of beers on his right hand, a mischievous grin on his face.

"reinforcements" I extended my hand for him to give me one. "nice, I needed it" I opened the one he gave me and took a sip.

When Arturo made a hesitant attempt to sit besides me, I moved my leg for him to have more room. "looking gorgeous today, Y/n" he said, half cuddling me.

Arturo was kind of pinning over me, I knew it. I sometimes, if I was in a playful mood, would lead him on. He knew I 'was with Chris' —even though we weren't actually together���, so there was nothing else apart from teasing and light flirting.

Chris, however, to pretend, most of the times would play the jealous boyfriend card, but right now he was distracted.

There was someone who was noticing it, though. Silas had his eyes on us, and, if I only had noticed it before, I would have stopped.

But I hadn't.

I jumped at the loud thud that sounded right besides me. When I turned to it, I saw a small gun on the floor.

"Arturo" Silas called the boy besides him. He tilted his head to the gun with a sick smile on his face. "let's see if your time has come?"

The room, now silent, was filled with anxiety and tension.

I tried playing it cool, but the fear in my eyes gave me away. I knew I was being too obvious when Chris decided to intervene.

"fuck it, Arturo" he said carelessly, not looking at anyone, but at the joint he had just rolled. "don't do it" he added, lighting up the joint before giving it a puff.

"it's none of your business Chris" Chris replied at Silas' statement with a gesture of indifference while he let out the smoke. "C'mon Arturo, grow a pair. Don't wanna play?"

I knew things were about to get worse than expected when Arturo got up and grabbed the gun from the floor.

"there he goes" Silas commented, letting out a dark chuckle. "c'mon, come here and look at me in the eye."

I stole a glance at Chris, who was subtly staring at me with almost unnoticeable nervousness in his eyes.

"Wait" all of them turned to me. "he doesn't wanna do it." before Silas could protest, I gave him a knowing smirk "doesn't have what it takes"

"sweetheart, it's done" Silas made himself more comfortable before looking at Arturo again. "someone gotta play now, so go ahead"

I wasn't going to allow that to happen.

"I wanna play." I stated, standing up. "and I definitely got what it takes" I made my way to then, noticing how Chris' breath hitched, making him swallow the smoke and causing him to cough. "c'mon give me the gun"

Arturo gave me the gun, not before looking at Silas for approval. "Okay sweetheart" the man sitting before me let out a chuckle. "same rules. Gun against your head and eyes on me"

"Silas, c'mon" Petra, who had stayed silent until then, spoke with a trembling voice. "don't- babe, let's drop it."

"Nope, babydoll" the man replied. "c'mon Y/n, make the roulette spin, will you?" it took me a second, but I managed to made the cylinder spin without looking at it. "atta girl."

"baby, quit it" I heard Chris voice, but I didn't really listen to it. "leave it, c'mon" I took a deep, shaky breath, and, when I felt my eyes watering, I pulled the trigger. "Y/n!"

Nothing happened.

I exhaled, tossing the gun to the floor and shutting my eyes. "Y/n, sweetheart, you're nuts." Silas started to laugh, giving me a surprised look. "it was loaded. You can't let people tell you what to do like that" everyone started to chuckle lightly too.

"it has three bullets inside" I turned to Chris, who was holding the gun with the cylinder open. "holy fuck" he managed to feign a laugh and I exited the room, feeling my whole body shaking.

"Chris, go get your crazy girl" Silas said, not able to stop laughing. "go and fuck, she'll calm down!"

I heard heavy steps behind me before a large hand grabbed my forearm, dragging me into a dark room. "what were you thinking" Chris hissed, shutting the door. "what the fucking hell, Y/n?"

"he-" I chewed my lip harsh enough to draw blood, while my back rested against the wall. "there was three bullets, you said it yourself. I knew there was a trick."

"so what?!" he hit the wall besides me, taking a shaky breath "it was damn obvious there was a fucking trick. That's not a reason for you to play the Russian fucking Roulette"

"what if he had killed himself?" I asked, hugging myself in a vain attempt to refrain my goosebumps.

"better him than you"

"Silas gave him the gun because of me. 'cause he was flirting with me" I explained "I didn't want his death in my conscience" I replied, gripping my forearms.

"yeah? Well I didn't want a bullet in your fucking skull and I almost got it" he bit back, choking on the last few words. "do something like that again and you're out"

"you can't fucking do that" I stated. "we're undercover, you can't make me leave."

"fuckin' bet, baby" he growled, trying to pass by me and open the door. He couldn't, though since I put myself between him and the door. "move your ass out of my way, Y/n"

"you really wanted one of the criminals we're chasing to get killed?"

"I swear to fucking God Y/n-"

"Tell me" I shoved him back for him to get away from the door "that you wouldn't have done something like that if you thought it was the right thing to do" when he, instead of replying, growled under his breath with his eyes on the ceiling, I repeated, "fuckin' tell me you wouldn't-"

We heard the door's lock clicking open and I panicked, afraid someone might have heard us.

"fuck"

I took a glance at the door, which was being opened.

"shit" When I turned to Chris again, I barely had time to process that he, with his hands gripping my hips, was backing me against the wall before hurriedly crashing his lips against mines.

"Hey guys- Okay" Toby stood there, holding onto the door frame, for a long minute, watching us making out. "they're fine!" he yelled, turning back to the room where everyone was. "I think they're gonna fuck!- sorry for the interruption, I'll give you some... Privacy"

With that, the door closed again and we were left alone in the dark. It was only when we were sure we were safe, that Chris let go of me.

We stood close to each other, breathing heavily. From my current angle, the moonlight made the tears in his face gleam.

Those tears that I didn't even know were there. Those tears that kept running down his cheeks nonstop.

"what are you fucking looking..."

He went silent when my arms wrapped around him, gripping the back of his jacket with both of my hands.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry" I whispered. "but I don't regret it. It was the right thing to do. Arturo didn't deserve that shit, you know it"

"you didn't either" he circled my hips, pulling me flush against him, like I was going to banish. "Goddammit, Y/n. You didn't either" he muffled a brief sob by burying his face deep into the crook of my neck. "God fucking damnit."

"nothing happened, Chris" I mumbled in a shaky breath, bringing him impossibly closer to me. "I'm fine"

"you scared the shit out of me" he muttered under his breath, letting himself rest against me. "I was so fucking terrified-"

"we're alright" I whispered, pulling away to wipe his tears.

After a beat of silence, he leaned on me an planted a tender, careful kiss on my lips. And it was easy to tell that this one wasn't feigned. This one had Chris' actual feelings on it.

"what was that?" I muttered, slightly confused.

"two weeks deep into this and you already put your life on the line three times" he explained with his jaw clenched. "I'll better come clean 'bout my feelings before you do something stupid and get yourself killed." I nodded, not really knowing what to say. "you... Don't have to- we can just keep pretending, it's fine with me" he cleared his throat, fidgeting with the hem of my jacket. "but, just in case, I needed you to know"

I nodded again without letting any word escape my lips. He waited for an answer that didn't come, and after a few seconds, he cleared his throat again and walked to the bed.

I frowned at him sitting on it. "we should wait a bit." he explained "they think we're fucking so-"

"it's gonna make it more complicated" I blurted out, half wining because, damn, I wanted to be with him. To actually be with him.

"why?" he questioned, resting his elbows over his thighs. "because we'll get too attached? Because we'll get hurt if something happens to the other?"

Those questions made me angry because they were, in fact, the reasons I was going to give him. Now that he had said them out loud, I realized they were stupid reasons.

We were already too attached to each other. We would get hurt anyway if something happened to one another.

"Y/n, I need you to say something"

I walked to him, sat on his lap, and caressed both of his cheeks with my hands. "Okay. Let's do this" I replied, pulling him into a kiss that was, by no means, meant to be rough, but ended up being it.

"Listen" he pulled away for an instant to take off his jacket and mine. "don't you fucking dare to play the Russian Roulette ever again."

"Okay" I pulled the tee off my body and tossed it to the floor. "I won't"

"promise you won't do anything stupid" he demanded, leaning to kiss my jaw, just to pull away to throw his shirt besides mine.

"I promise"

"Good" he cupped my cheeks, bringing me closer to kiss my lips. "cause I'm not sure if I'll be able to stay undercover if something happens to your reckless ass"

[hazmatmaid]

Caught some axolotls while I was out on an adventure. Decided to build them a kickass aquarium complete with redstone lighting and viewing platforms.

The golden one in particular seems to like attention. Comes up a lot to pose.

[themadvigilantist]

every single time they show petra in a flashback, it’s always in slow motion and always erin looking over at her like she is the world but, with mild concern in her eyes and honestly? same

[woodsbeyond1]

There is something I've been thinking about, When did Jacks started to catch feelings, and when did he realize it?

By the end of OUABH I didn't think he felt anything except just attraction, which I believe was a source of entertainment for him (if the POV was any indicator, because he seemed to like being close to her physically, and he likes the reactions he gets out of her) but other than that, nearly all his actions in OUABH can be attributed to his desire to achieve his goal. So by the end of OUABH, I wasn't "shipping" EvaJacks much because there were so many lies and tricks between them(especially with that reveal at the end of the book) so it really made me feel like Eva was just a tool this whole time and he never considered her as more. Except at the crypt when he gave in to the attraction he felt for her, but after that POV I believe it wasn't that deep to him at the time, more like he was having fun.

A bit into TBONA too I kept thinking 'he might be saving her because he still needs her to achieve his goal' (much like what Evangeline thought). I just kept doubting everything he did.

But then there are some things that he didn't need to do, and feelings that didn't belong to someone who was just using Eva as a tool.

-Like saving Marisol when Eva asked (however Eva was about to take matters into her hand and possibly endanger herself (not very practical for Jacks) so maybe that was his incentive and we're back to square one)

-However the JEALOUSY, now that right here was a direct giveaway and it's so beautiful because it's the same feeling Eva felt at the beginning, the feeling that made her realize she's falling for Jacks. Usually, jealousy is that uncontrollable feeling that makes the character realize they're NOT okay with that person being someone else's. It's the destroyer of denial. And so I think his jealousy made him realize that maybe she wasn't just a source of entertainment to him. So his jealousy when Chaos pinned her to the bed? His jealousy whenever she was approached by a male during LaLa's engagement party? Dare I say, his jealousy when she kept kissing Apollo in his suspended sleep state?

AND HE KEPT TRYING TO DENY HIS JEALOUSY. Like when he told LaLa he is just giving her what she wants and that she's not what he wants.

But then Stephanie just ended all his denial using the truth stone. When he said this in the Hollow:

“It’s all right. I’d probably kill another man if I found him with you like this.”

He probably didn't think much of it. But what if after he discovered Eva was wearing the truth stone, he recalled that moment and realized that he would truly kill another man if he gets near Eva? What if then he realized that his jealousy was the truth and not just an act to "give her what she wants."?

And so comes the reckless request to pretend she was his for a night.

Another feeling I thought was an indicator of his feelings was his anger/worry when she got hurt by non-fatal wounds. Like how he was so angry after seeing the "I DON'T WANT TO KILL YOU" on her arm, or how he was so soft and so worried when she got flayed. How he held her when she was breaking down after she killed Petra. Please. He doesn't even realize what he's doing.

I wanted to write this post to try better understand Jacks feelings and trace back his care for Eva that caused nothing to be of equal value to him 🥺🥺