#personal life lmao
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Having an honest conversation and telling them how I feel:

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Is she Lucy Westenra, or is she just a vessel for the writer's barely disguised fantasy of a women being punished for her promiscuity? Is she really"Bram Stoker's" Lucy Westenra: a naive, innocent 19 year old, with a cheery personality and a bright future ahead of her? Or has the writer instead just slapped her name on an OC that behaves nothing like her, and- with none of the grace or decorum that Lucy's tragically short story deserves- sexualized her slow and agonising death as much as possible, whilst very unsubtly doing their best to blame her for being murdered, so that we won't object to her being killed again later in an even more gruesome and sexual manner?
#every dracula adaptation gets every character wrong- but the way Lucy is treated in particular makes my blood boil#she's not stupid for being naive. she's not stupid for fixating on marriage. she's 19. A TEENAGER. she's allowed to be young#of course she doesn't have much life experience! that's why it's so tragic! when she dies we mourn the person she was meant to become#and regardless of however adaptations try to spin it; she did not want to be killed. she wasn't aware of dracula like the other characters#she didn't deliberately let dracula kill her. she didn't ask to be a vampire. she wasn't in love with dracula or anything like that#she died not understanding what was happening to her. she never lost her naivety. and that makes it even more tragic in my opinion#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk#i think my old dracula hyperfixation is reigniting and i don't have the strength to stop it lmao#lucy westenra#dracula#bram stokers dracula#dracula daily#lit student screams into the void
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Here are some Season 2 Arcane GIF comparisons before and after I color and sharpen them! | Season 1 Comparison GIFs
#arcane#arcaneedit#gifmaking#reminder that if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then i dont need to hear ur opinion so fuck off and make your own gifs :)#sooo yeah!!! just sharing this very old coloring comparison i use from time to time to make sure i follow a certain peg for my gifs#but i dont really follow it to the T of course#and now i will use the tags to rant/comment about my coloring process lmao#ok so.... arcane s2 is SOOOOO much brighter than s1 i am so so so thankful we have such bright scenes instead of all the dark ones in s1#because it makes my life so much easier#that being said my coloring isnt really perfect i still cant handle more complex tones like the mel gif......#i used to have a more stylized coloring wayyy back in s1 (esp when u look at my old gifs) but i kinda realized i had to change it#so i scrapped all my old psds and now coloredit EVERYTHING MANUALLY#hence why sometimes i gif the same scene but theyre colored different since i never use a preset PSD now#however it became way more tedious to make gifs... so yeah.... lmao#but in the end i like it more!!! i like that my new coloring just basically matches the show more but is just brighter and more saturated#unless ofc i dont like the tones of the original show i.e. the vi gif you see there where its super green gray???? idk i dont like it so#i recolored the entire thing#anyways thats really it coloring will always be something i continue to try to improve on but recently ive just been v busy so i just#speed color and edit everything and dont rlly take all adjustments into account so no more complex tones and#i just stick to basic things#oh right sharpening! so for sharpening i use a very basic setting: just 500 px and 0.4 radius which is what i use for almost everything#i also dont add noise bc the landscape photographer in me does NOT like it LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#but yeah thats really it for sharpening oh i also use 4k sources as much as possible bc it gives the best quality and if#i cant find any source i just upscale everything by myself then crop stuff again back to 540 px and imo it really just does look better#personal tag
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And his heart grew three sizes that day
#stobotnik#doctor robotnik#doctor eggman#jimbotnik#sonic 3#sonic movies#spoilers#sonic 3 spoilers#sonic the hedgehog#the grinch jokes CONTINUE#each movie jimbotnik gets more and more grinchy#hes a terrible gremlin of a man who has been rejected by society his whole life#but for unknown reasons theres a super hot person who is WAY too good for him that is hopelessly devoted to him#im convinced playing the grinch prepared jim for this role lmao
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Tracing the silhouette of the two of us, I feel it throughout my body-- the magic you cast on me. I want to shorten the distance between us.
Let me stay beside you tonight.

#hdskkdjd I've been wanting to draw rhis for weeks#my life is finally slowing down#I've been hopping all over the country for the past few weeks bc of my personal life#it wasn't touching grass anymore it was caressing a whole forest lmao#i keep thinking of malleus everywhere i go of course#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#malleyuu#twst yuu#twst fanart
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simon riley, ang panget mo talaga (affectionate)
#why is writing captions in filo so liberating LMAO#but srsly like when i look at ghost?? he looks very....... ??????????#like even when i look at his actual game model (esp the MW3 ones).. he doesn't look too menacing to me#sir you look like a weeb??#BUT MAYBE THAT'S WHAT HE'S GOING FOR? IF SO THEN IM SORRY??#sometimes when i really think about it.. if i saw a guy with a mask like his in real life? i would NOT take him seriously#personally!!!!! he looks the “scariest” in his jawbone skin from MW2019 LOL the rest are mid.........#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#simon riley#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#ghost#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch
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the life series celestial themeing is kind of funny at this point because the only reason that existed in the first place was from ppl noticing ''hey isnt it a fun coincidence that the first 3 life series winners have obvious ties to celestial bodies? we should make a thing about that.'' like you can do all you want to explain why scar represents earth or uranus or whatever but unless its as obvious as ''pearlescentmoon has moon in her name'' then its never really gonna fit the formula. and thats fine. it was only ever a fun coincidence guys. please.
#like personally i stopped using it after limited life bc there is basically no other player who could win and keep that theme going LMAO#its fine. it was cute.
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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One puppet episode later—
I’ve been here *counts* 6? YEARS??
#lh#I may not be an old school fander#but 6 years later I’m still here and yeah#I guess this is just my life now??? 😅😅😅#everyone needs a hobby#mine is just analyzing one man’s personality endlessly lmao#learning new things about ourselves was my first episode ever#thomas sanders#sanders sides#roman sanders#logan sanders#ts roman#patton sanders#virgil sanders#ts meme#ts extra
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I KISS MY GIRLFRIEND AUGH I AM SO SICK OF FACETIME I WANT FACE TIME
We’re getting breakfast Sunday :3
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Suptober - Day 3 | Royalty
#suptober24#suptober#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel art#destiel fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#I had to step away from this I was over working it and over working it lmao#I may recolor it a little more simply after this month is done#but I do love the overall piece lol#also yes the horses name is baby!#I always loved the concept of the royal leaving the toxic palace and way of life to go marry a commoner and learning how to be a person lol
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red white & royal blue ± george villiers references I feel that James I, who fell madly in love with a very fit and exceptionally dim knight at a tilting match and immediately made him a gentleman of the bedchamber (a real title), would take mercy upon my particular plight.
#rwrb#red white and royal blue#mary & george#mary and george#rwrbedit#nicholas galitzine#userninz#usermegsb#usernuria#perioddramaedit#mine*#user artistic license for the v&a shot#pretend the statue is there#nick playing the person henry told alex all about is soooo crazy to me#like life really does come full circle#i have to bow down#in more ways than one................#i had to make a loose gifset on this lmao
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some golden guards + caleb
i wanted to take a break and do some character design of a few golden guards based off of some of the ones seen briefly in canon. i also drew hunter and caleb as references for faces and stuff. i tried to make them as similar as possible, but also looking very individual to one another. since belos claimed that hunter looks the most like caleb, i tried to stay true to that while keeping the other three looking similar but not quite as identical. anyways i love them <3 they’re like the most mentally ill family ever to me
these weren’t supposed to be real ocs or anything but then i ended up giving them names and backstories and so i wrote a little about them aaaand now im obsessed. i will try to make a full body ref for them, especially alistair and/or constance, if i have time

i apologize for my godawful handwriting 💔
#the owl house#the owl house fanart#the owl house oc#hunter toh#toh hunter#hunter noceda#hunter deamonne#caleb wittebane#the golden guard#grimwalker#digital art#digital illustration#character design#oleafia art#sorry if the descriptions don’t make sense i was trying to write as much as i could but i ran out of room lmao#if i make the full body refs i can make a more in depth post about each of their lives#i’m also so happy with how i drew hunter in this#he’s just a little guy :(((#also i’m pretty sure it’s canon grimwalkers can be created at any age#idk how this is controlled but i’m assuming hunter was created as a baby or toddler and raised by bells as we know#i think he was def the youngest gg and probably the youngest grimwalker#constance was like 23 or something when she was ‘born’ and then died at like 36#victor was similar but lived til 40#ali was ‘born’ at 17 or 18 idk#and died at 25#i didn’t have room to write this but i think for ali belos pulled the ‘ur parents were killed by wild witches and stole ur memories’ trick#and was like ‘omg i’m so generous for giving ur worthless ass a job since ur a homeless teen with no magic’#and ali was like ok so that makes no fucking sense and decided to just fuck around with belos for whatever short life he had#alistair’s personality and parts of his backstory were inspired by a fanfic i read recently by elliptical on ao3#their works r SO GOOD u need to check them out
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Why didn't Peter tell MJ he was Spiderman? Dating her put her at risk, it would have been better if she knew so she could try to take safeguarding measures.
I mean, that's the crux of so many superhero/civilian relationships in mainstream comics, isn't it?
The realization that the superhero doesn't respect his civilian love interest enough to give them the full story because their narcissism and performative martyr-complex won't allow it.
Because people who put a mask on to go fight crime have control issues. And giving MJ all the information would give her the power of choice, putting them on equal footing, and Peter's black-hole of a guilt complex won't let that happen.
And because H!Peter loves Mary Jane, but only so much as what she represents- a 'normal' life that he can take off and on whenever he pleases. She's not really a person with needs and desires that he respects, just the representation of a life he can put on a pedestal and worship. (Also because writers need that "drama" of Superheroes having to constantly choose between their loved ones and the suit.) The superhero can never choose their loved one, because the moment they put their own happiness over the suit, their run as a superhero is effectively over.
#I hate hero/civilian relationships personally#the manufactured drama of flaking out is so old#superheroes dating 'ignorant' civilians is basically class tourism im gonna come out and say it lmao#'if i dont teach my kids about sex they wont get pregnant' ass thinking#hunting!spider snippet#H!Peter loves mary jane- but...also not really he never respected her#also because peter thinks hes protecting her- when hes actually just infantilizing her----because hes a control freak#gonna say it: MJ is the normie life beard Peter wears
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#crumb#this is not about relationships lol. this is actually about foils#this is the website where we post about character analysis. after all.#EDIT for the person who keeps sending me asks: it's fine if you are poly like live your life with joy and love#my tags here were just me clarifying what i was thinking about when i drew this lmao
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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.
genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.
you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.
I'm really normal about this, actually
#sbs rambles#omegle#it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness#but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending#there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character#and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds#checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down#and...I dunno. the internet is different now#we don't live in that world anymore#anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together#and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that#that was a really important part of my life#it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao#and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break#like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like#(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off
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