#personal bitching

[thehighpriestessofcuddles]

My sister is stopping by on her Canada adventure and her cat escaped the camper

It is ten fucking degrees outside

I'm gonna commit a crime against god if she doesn't turn back up I stg

[b0ngwater69]

Typically i am not the type to tell people to get to work bc that is litchrally above my paygrade but if these three dont stop huddling up and talking when there is mad shit to do i might snap at em a little bc it's not just insulting to me but also the manager who is way too nice to tell them to get back to work himself and they are taking advantage of that

[ragecrack]

Pharmacy pls call and tell me my medication is ready so I can return to bed. I'm begging you.

[randomfillername]

I feel so weird. My whole life felt like it was constantly being dismissed in elementary school I was told I'd make friends in highschool in highschool I was told college would be the best years of my life. I love what I'm learning like I actually love it, not like how I tried to force myself into loving my old program, but I feel like I suck ass at it. And I feel lonely, I have like one irl friend, and I barely see her cause she's so busy. I'm trying so hard to interact, I actually really like people but it's like my social skills went down the shitter! I can't even look my teachers in the eye! I was never the fun party kid in highschool like my parents where and I was never the smart kid everyone thought i was at some point. It's like I've gone to mush. I'm cleaning out my room but just now getting rid of the the wall colour and abundance of stuff I was spoiled to an overwhelming degree with and it's weird and I hate it. I feel like a weird man child. Even if I manage to earn a good apprenticeship in 6 months I'll still have to wait years and years to be able to move out and be a man. I swing to much between unexplained happiness and I don't give a shit to paranoia over every bit of how I am to worry over shit that should not be priority.

[danepopfrippery]

Relating this hard ti Nandor in s3 isnt a good sign is it?

Id take a super slumber but every damn time i wake up im angry soo

[ceephorsshitshow]

You ever get so upset at something so stupid but with deeper, more important meaning to you and you alone that you put yourself in adult timeout.

[danepopfrippery]

Lucky. My parents were like that…until they realized it was cuz my mother is ace. So they moved back in together after 20 years of divorce…3 times….besties and everything.

U have no clue how fucking weird it was never mind embarassing (he asked her to marry him again so she could have his insurance. She declined cuz shes deeeep into fundie shit and says it would be lying)

I hate when people are like “as a child of divorced parents, divorce is terrible 🥺” as the child of divorced parents who had a contentious and toxic divorce, divorce is awesome, it’s vital and liberating

[professionallyunstable]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[localdiscountgoth]

what was discussed in therapy today was that i was so traumatized as a child it caused me to build walls which dont allow me to feel emotional bonds or form trust the way im supposed to.

im literally unable to trust other people no matter the facts, i always think theres an ulterior motive. there is no exception. i assume everyone is lying to me just to fuck with me

i live my life through a dense fog where i cant seem to form emotional bonds. theres always a barrier.

anyway dont treat kids like shit unless your forking over the $$$ for therapy 20 years later

[b0ngwater69]

The need to eat vs the looming $1k+ out of pocket to fix my fucking mouth

[randomfillername]

I feel like I've done nothing in my week off of school. I got sick, and my throat hurts. My ears feel clogged. I don't wanna bitch to my parents since they got me medicine and took me to get soup. it makes I want to be held by someone so bad. I have a fucking climbing class Monday and a knot test followed by my chainsaw test the next day! I feel so fucking weak, I could barely hold a pack of soda today. I'm scared I won't pass it, and all my instructors will hate me and hate how weak I am and how I can never push hard enough. I'll never get a job If I'm weak and they hate me. I'm worried every awful thing my grandpa said about women when I was younger applies to me, and only me, specifically.

[danepopfrippery]

Poverty, generational poverty, etc all doomed me but getting sick when i was just starting out (19/20 years old) is what did it.

And ppl wonder i related so hard to izzy telling the unicorn to fuck off.

Ive been sick most of my life and diagnosed at least 16 years. If one ever stops being angry about being disabled i have yet to hit it (prbly cuz as my doctors know im blessed and more and more things come up like it just never fucking ends with this shit body)

Like my sis just got diagnosed w fibro andn it didnt hit her til about 5 years ago, at which point she had a tween child and had long learned to make men do her bidding. She gets to be sick with a family in a house she owns. Im a hobo truly bereft of what to do once my cats leave this life

[carlyraejepsans]

"speak for yourself" make your own post❤️

[hellorhighwatertoothandfknnail]

No Presets for me tonight, thank you shitty medical equipment. At least I can still be here for my best friend when she needs me.

I miss a particular person to the point that it hurts. I hope they're doing well.

[professionallyunstable]

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

[brainrotcharacters]

the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.