#persifal

[telogreika]

Madoka has to become a factory worker

[onesecretperson]

I Think the Biggest Difference Between Me And Nuero-typical People is That I Don't Need To Engage With The Outside World To Stave Off Boredom.

Now there's so many things I haven't read, video shows I haven't watched, and conversations I haven't had because I was too busy looping thoughts and scenes in my head over and over again for mental stimulation. I really really wish I had lived my life without this, being subject to the same boredom of everyone else if there's not any new information from outside to engage with after too long. Then I'd be able to do things, engage with fascinating Science and History. Both read more and Write more.

[dezzn00t]

A remake of the old ones!

[romantichopelessly]

invitation to speak more about the secret good td3 in your head, if you so desire!

Ok so I sat on this ask for DAYS because I wanted to have some cohesive, great answer, but the thing about The Dreamer Trilogy that haunts me is that I can never come up with good concrete thoughts about how to fix the issues I have with it, which is why I reference the “secret good td3 in my head” because it can never fully leave my head in any real way. That being said here’s a list of some elements I would change to make my secret good td3, in no particular order.

The visionaries don’t exist. Liliana, Persifal, etc. are just psychics that keep getting visions of the end, and die for reasons other than their power. Explaining what Visionaries are and subsequently over explaining the magic system of td3 is part of what made the trilogy so confusing and ruined a lot of the magic that the TRC universe already had for me. We don’t need concrete explanations, and psychics can still fill this role. The changing age and exploding added nothing?? to the narrative?? that I can think of?? We can even keep the age gap for Carliana if we want to, just make Liliana an older psychic like Maura/Persephone/Calla. It will even add to the excellent Carmen-Mr. Gray parallels.

Lean more into the themes of the age group. TRC is a coming of age story. It’s about being 17/18. It’s about learning your inner self and getting others to see the true you. TD3 should be more about being 19/20/21. To me, TD3 at its peak is like Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 6. Which is uniquely about the horror of being in your early 20s, losing support systems, having to learn to be a full self-reliant person, grappling with what your parents did to you, and the crushing loneliness of not being around Your People anymore. TD3 has all of these themes, but I really think they need to be fleshed out more, and given proper conclusion that isn’t just “yippee everything is fine now!”

Greywaren is longer. I think almost everyone agrees that Greywaren, as a book was just too short to wrap up all the plot lines set up, and does almost none of them justice. That book needed a whole rewrite. In theory, I’m completely fine with how it opens—Ronan being in a dream coma was foreshadowed from CDTH, and is an idea that I’d actually thought of as interesting before even reading the book. Other elements of this book like Declan’s rampage, Matthew going rogue, etc are great directions for the characters, I’d just want to rework them. I could make solo posts about any of these.

The Pynch breakup either doesn’t happen, or is set up further in advance and lasts longer. Personally, I lean towards the latter. Adam and Ronan’s conflict is set up from the very beginning of CDTH, or even from Opal (Adam warring between wanting to stay with Ronan and needing to follow through with his lifelong plans, and being frustrated that Ronan never asks for anything from Adam (specifically, to stay) ((side note: perhaps Adam’s insecurity here about Ronan respecting his boundaries so thoroughly stems from both having a family that never would respect his wishes, and Gansey (Adam’s model of love, Adam’s model of everything) having to learn not to ask things like that of Adam. What does it mean that Ronan never even tries?)) AND Ronan dealing with the crushing loneliness of being left and dealing with the consequences of having a long distance bf who is more successful than him). So they needed to have an argument about this. It’s also just in character that these two would not be perfect communicators. So. My idea: In CDTH we get no Adam POVs, just Ronan’s side of the story. We see, rather than Ronan just getting upset over one missed text, that Adam begins to pull away after the murder crab incident. We the audience don’t know why, other than Ronan’s unreliable narration and insecurity. So when Adam doesn’t respond to that one text at a vital fraught time, Ronan does what he does best, shuts down, pulls away and self destructs. Then MI rolls around and we start getting Adam POVs. We learn that after the murder crabs, Adam was throwing himself into trying to fix the nightwash situation for Ronan (Adam is not in contact with Declan here, unfortunately). After visiting for Ronan’s birthday and seeing the Lace, Adam starts to have dreams/premonitions about the end of the world (no visionaries in this universe, just psychics who are/were close to dreamers getting the visions!!). So he obviously sets out to fix this alone too. He calls his best approximations to contacts in this underground world that aren’t Declan. Henry and Mr. Gray. (+ maybe also Maura & Calla) ((Also don’t worry Henry doesn’t leave the Sarchengsey trip, just advises Adam on where to start)). Now that Adam has lost contact with Ronan (he was busy and missed the message and Ronan went off the grid like in canon), he goes full throttle into trying to solve everything while managing being his perfect Harvard persona (this gets him close to a breakdown, very reminiscent to Dream Thieves). Perhaps we get to see Adam and Declan working together to acquire sweet metals and understand the underworld of magic together. He and Ronan fight the one time they get to talk over the phone, Adam because he is truly scared Ronan will be the one to end the world, Ronan because he feels like this is another person perceiving him as a failure and wanting to control/baby him (+ he hates Adam hanging with Mr Gray and Declan of all people). By the time Greywaren starts, Adam is wrung out and hurting and Ronan is dead to the world, so yeah. He doesn’t think he can spend emotional energy playing safeguard to his boyfriend’s coma corpse. And then by the end of the book they have an actual argument/discussion no “they didn’t need words” cop out.

The number of Dreamers/Dreams has to be reduced. It’s cool to say that dreams were always integrated into this world, but it creates so many plot holes it isn’t even funny. There is no way Niall could have passed off the Greywaren being a box that brings dreams to life if Dreamers were such a common occurrence. No secret can be kept that well, someone in the black market would have known, and thus Greenmantle/Mr. Gray/Laumonier/ect WOULD HAVE KNOWN !!!

Declan does not have all his character erased by suddenly loving his mommy and daddy. Seriously what the fuck was that. Declan suddenly deciding to forgive his father because actually Declan was secretly the favorite child first is INSANE. Especially after seeing that that changed because Niall and Mor WANTED TO KILL HIS BROTHER!!! The two tenants of Declan Lynch in TRC were protecting his remaining family and fucking hating that Ronan idolized Niall just because Niall loved him best. So why make Declan turn around and do the same??? Suddenly Niall wasn’t so bad because actually he let Declan be shoved into a car trunk during a shootout out of love. I hate this plot line. Family doesn’t have to be forgiven. Understood, that’s one thing. Forgiven?? Not always. Sick of it. The real takeaway from seeing those memories should have been closure to Declan’s arc of learning that dreams should be viewed as people completely.

I definitely have other points but I cannot think of them right now. And I want to post this so I will. But TD3, as you can see, makes me an insane person.

[emilythedog661-tf2]

Introduction to Me (The Pin Post)

Hello! My name is Emily and i do SFM Posters as well as sometimes art i draw on my tablet

i am always open for SFM requests so if you have a request, go to where it says 'Ask for SFM Requests Here' and send in your Request

The main posts you will see on my account are -

- Bush Medicine

- Helmet Party

- All the Mercenaries

- Other TF2 Characters (E.G. Miss.Pauling, The Adminatrator and ETC)

- Emily the Red and White Electric Cat (My OC and the RED's 10th Class) and Wolfie the Husky (BLU's 10th Class)

- and other random things (E.G. Links to Fanfics, Drawing, TF2 moments i experienced in game, TF2 Videos and Random Stuff)

Then for SFM Requests, i will do -

- Bush Medicive

- Helmet Party

- FlashFire

- Bomb Voyage

- Any other Ship (Except for Maggot Bear or Russian Raccoon)

- The Mercs Bonding with My Cat Character, Emily or with Wolfie The Husky

- Descriptions of the Mercs doing random things (E.G. being different classes, Defending each other, Having a Group Hug and etc)

- Poses (Either Meme poses, couple poses or Single person poses)

- Emily and/or Wolfie doing things (E.G. battling robots, playing together, sleeping and etc)

- My other OC (e.g. Robin the Robot, Winnie the Witch, Heavy's Girlfriend, Sylvia and her Sister, Jody, Medic and Sniper's Daughter, Lucy, Engineer and Soldier's Son, JD and others)

That's all and some other things to point out -

- when writing in the asks, please keep it as simple as possible as if you write a long paragraph of something persific, i will turn my brain off and make something that i choose from the first paragraph.

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- My SFM Pictures isn't as good as some better SFM artists on here or anywhere else but i am getting better each day.

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[glutenfreedragonpotion]

IM GOING TO HAVE WAY MORE ROOM AND MONEY FOR SHARKS AND COOL VINTAGE THINGS

Decluttering and selling off old hyperfixations mode this evening we do be makin money and entering new chapters

[snatchyocto]

SHAPES OF MAY EXCEPT I DONT KNOW IF WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE ONE PERSIFIC SHAPE FOR THIS MONTH SO I MIGHT FUCK UP

YAY

ANYWAYS: SEND ME YOUR BLIXERS/CIRCLES!!!!!! I WILL TRY AND DRAW THEM, ONCE MAY ENDS YOU GET NO MORE >:]

/VPOS /GEN

[eah-shiper-69]

Now taking ask's

Please specify what you ask if you want something persific

[fmp24]

Chavont clay

Chavant NSP which stands for Non-Sulphur Plasteline is a wax-based clay which doesnt dry out or shrink making it ideal for sculpting . it's also used for car modelling . They make larger scale models to add persific details before it gets made in small scale.

It's price varies where you get it from

[dragonstepp]

Excaliber

Last night I watched Excaliber, one I saw the only other time way back in the early 80s. I order it once from amazon, but it was not programmed for my DVD player.

I was shocked when in this second showing I realized it was very catholic. The grail and so forth. Otherwise, it was interesting to see the second time around.

But I've got to say, at the end, when the hand raised to take back the sword, I burst out in tears. And kept crying as we saw Persifal watched the ship flow away with Arthur's dead body.

I have always loved the book by Katherine Kurtz titled titled Lammas Night. One of the things that most loved the most is the thought that Merlin would come back when England it needed it most.

And the truth that the engines in the Spitz planes was called the Merlin engines. Now I wonder when the third time for Am Brach Sidh will return for the 3rd time to save England.

Perhaps America is the one that needs The Fairy Flag most.

Carol in Austin

[telogreika]

It's getting cold

[spacecat-studio]

NaNoWriMo Day One!

I haven’t done NaNo before but I decided to try to finish my current project, a Character Bleed (by KL Noone) fic, it’s actually volume two, titled The Redemption of the Dread Pirate Tourmaline (you can read volume one in its entirety here)

Because I am an adhd chaos muppet I forgot to check how many words were already in the manuscript before I started today so I have no idea how many words I wrote! I was skipping around, filling in the necessary political bits so it’s hard to say but I cracked a thousand at least. Word count as of midnight was 92,898.

a snippet, from the main character’s dialogue:

Tor looked them dead in the eye. “Have we not already clarified that point, General? I am here to fight against Alba’s corruption and oppression. Persifal Fourniere is the son of a comtiz, but his mother and her family have been involved with radical Ceri politics for years, and were in danger of being imprisoned for it. If you are willing to let people rot in Alba’s vilest prison, when I can do something to help them, to free them, then this is not the cause I believed it was when I was joined you.”

[mermaidenmystic]

Fairy Land - Persifal's Dream ~ 1906 ~ Paja Jovanovic (Serbian realist painter, 1859-1957)

[goodbearblind]

"Nessuno dovrebbe tollerare che vengano inflitte agli animali delle sofferenze e neppure declinare le proprie responsabilità. Nessuno dovrebbe starsene tranquillo pensando che altrimenti si immischierebbe in affari che non lo riguardano. Quando tanti maltrattamenti vengono inflitti agli animali, quando essi agonizzano ignorati per colpa di uomini senza cuore, siamo tutti colpevoli." Albert Schweitzer Albert Schweitzer (1875-1965), medico, teologo, filosofo e filantropo insignito del Premio Nobel per la pace nel 1952 per la sua attività di chirurgo missionario nell’ospedale Lambaréné in Gabon. Dedicò la vita ai poveri e ai sofferenti, includendo una notevole attenzione anche ai diritti degli animali. Nalla foto Albert Schweitzer con Persifal, il suo amico pellicano. . . #albertschweitzer #persifal #ifilosofielaquestioneanimale (presso Planet Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGjlF5_gsuE/?igshid=2j94wto53hc6

[nkobqt]

[dezzn00t]

mmmmm let freddy enjoy his oolong tea, kay?

January, 2021

mmmmmm random doods, feels like wanna draw more stuff oh my fnaf gijinka tho