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To this day I hope you post again 🙏
it's always tough receiving messages like these, since as a reader myself, I know the feeling of patiently waiting for a writer to post - be it meals or crumbs.
yet to be honest, I have no idea what to post anymore. I feel completely rusted in writing - I have the feeling of wanting to post but I can't seem to stop hating everything I write.
It's also been so long since I've read TCF, I'm not sure anything I write now will be relevant. My only comfort is that TCF's community has grown so much since I first started writing, nowadays you'll find plenty of better content out there haha
I, too, hope I post again in the future. I love reading and though I often go through an intense cycle of hatred for my own works, I always come back to writing.
So I do hope I do write and I wonder what I should write nowadays? Do people still read reader inserts?
More TCF?
New series...?
Anyways, I hope everyone who's still haunting this blog, a very, very nice weekend~
#chatter#it's been so long I've forgotten my own tags#nonny whoever you are I've failed you#failed everyone following actually#oh gosh#it sounds quite depressing but im just reflecting#perhaps I should start posting again? something small?#it took me days to respond to this message because I don't know what to say except i'm a bad writer ;m;#I hope everyone's doing well though#if you've got some new stories to share I'm all ears#I'd love to know who are the best sellers in TCF writing nowadays haha#perhaps I can be inspired by them#or.. maybe i should focus on my wips first ouch
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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More from Shall these Bones Live by @undercat-overdog
+ one of my fav scenes with Sauron Being Horrible (again)

#there’s a ton of other scenes I wanna draw but im too lazy#like Tyelpe telling Gandalf that Sauron proposed and Gandalf’s moment of oh shit he actually loved him#that was funny#also Sauron staring at Tyelpe at any given moment cuz that’s always fun#and the light of the trees scene#i can just IMAGINE the scene in my head#tyelpe looking ethereal#sauron staring(again)#two dead fools in love#i will draw them.. one day.. perhaps..#and i havent even started on what brings us together#which is ANOTHER banger#there’s a thousand scenes i wanna draw from that too#like Brim freeing Sauron from his chains#Merillë in general#and the fricken wedding which is one of the most beautiful things ive ever read#why is this fandom filled with great fics#so many inspirations yet so little time#silmarillion#celebrimbor#sauron#mairon#silvergifting
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my entry of a sonic/amy/shadow bodyswap as seen in @eccentricglimpse 's fic Walk a Mile in My Shoes for the 2024 SONIC BIG BANG !!!! in a matchmaking mishap, sonic swaps with amy, amy swaps with shadow, and shadow swaps with sonic. (i also included my interpretation of a 2nd swap not shown in the fic, because i couldnt resist drawing shadow as amy) check out @frostios and @peachy-keenss for other fanart of this fic!!!
i am so thankful for the mods of this event and all writers, artists, and readers involved for fostering an incredible environment. this was a blast to be apart of, i cant see what the future brings. CHECK OUT @sthbigbang ❗❗❗❗❗❗ RAAAAAHHHHH
#sonic big bang 2024#ohhhhh my god COLLAPSES#cant believe we're finally in the posting phase#the concept of this body swap inspired me so much i made so many comics#perhaps i will post them someday ...#usually i go weirder with my colors/shading but this method was very relaxing#we did it reddit#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#swag#body swap#i wish i gave myself more time on this but its Done. i can rest now#my art#ridley art!!
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💖 Help Me Decide On An Idea! 💖
It's 2024 and I no longer wish to be a one-trick game dev lmao ^^; Help me decide on what visual novel idea I should consider in the future!!
Please note: 14DWY will still remain as my main focus and priority; this will just be a casual project for me to on the side to prevent burnout and tunnel visioning <3
(I may move posts like these to my main account (@cutiesigh) in the future since it's not inherently 14DWY-related!)
#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#Can you tell I played The Forest once and got inspired lmao#I'm also open to making the sapphic VN idea gender neutral; but tbh I want more wlw VNs out there#Where are da ladies at.... I wish to woo them (🧍♀️ <- number 1 girl kisser in the entire world)#Or perhaps it's because I got yaoi in my spotify burger and I'm HAUNTED T_T Like wtf is yaoi music......#Anways!! I'm also open to making the hot buff guy a hot buff GIRL too!#Whateva folks prefer#Okay time to eep zzzzz
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oh yeah before i forget cute mttpoly headcanon because i said so: when killer finds out (through SOME way of means. he has his ways) that dust and horror like something then at every chance he can he goes and finds that thing for them :3 because I SAID SO AND IT'S CUTE ‼️‼️ (something something killer has no idea how to properly show affection and appreciation after believing his whole life was meant to cause pain and suffering to those close to him and now that he's trying he does silly goofy stuff like this hehe,,,,,,, dust is DROWNING in piles of fluffy blankets and books. horror cannot keep up with eating the amount of snacks killer keeps stealing for him 😞😞😞)
#this was inspired by when parents do this to their kids after finding out they like one thing and buying that thing over and over#thank you untitled29876011111 for helping me figure this one out ‼️‼️‼️ wasnt quite sure of how i could justify this fluffest 💀💀#listen untitled29876011111 gave a fire reason as to how this wouldnt be incredibly ooc and weird but anyways#i haaaave to add onto it and make it sillier by suggesting that this isnt even a conscious thought#killer just sees something that one of then would like and hes like 'hey dust and horror would like that'#and for SOME reason his body's already walking into the shop looking at the thingy 😒😒😒 he didn't do that on purpose#but hey hes here now........... and then killer steals the thingy and causes a massive commotion#i need to get to writing my mtt fic so that i can actually put all these ideas to use#a lot of my ideas can work in the context of that fic i just havent written it 😒😒😒😒#at first killer just started giving the thingies to hrdt casually but then horror started pointing out the stupid amount of stuff he gave#and then killer was like wait is this not good???? uhhh what can he do.........#and then he started Upping the dramatic factor by getting cards and chocolates and flowers and stuff with the gifts#(horror hated it (he preferred the older way killer gave them gifts) but dust was flattered (and a bit embarrassed))#killer's just glad to have figured out yet another detail about hrdt 😈😈😈😈 time to add it to his always growing list of things about them#AUASGAUXHSJZHAH MTTPOLY SWEET CUTE FLUFFY MTTPOLY ARE SO FUCJING STUPID#i NEED to study and analyze killer so i can come up with more accurate stuff than what i already do heheheehehe#guys this isnt ooc at all trust 😒😒😒 untitled29876011111 approved it himself and CLEARLY his opinion is very very important and peak#anyways back to drawing shitty horrordust (i must shower and brush teeth hehe) perhaps i will actually get a full night's worth of rest :3#tricule hc#YEAH THIS IS A HC THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED IN MY HEAD TRUST THIS IS SOOOO THEMMMMMMM#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#mtt poly#murder time trio poly#utmv#sans au
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The gang’s all here!! They’re on the case!! And there’s no ghost that they wouldn’t chase!!!!!
@mysticalcats’s Foxglove, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, @emimii’s Clownaire, and my own Bluebelle :)
#this was indeed the project I was working on lmao#WHY DID THIS TAKE 17 BILLION YEARSSSSSS#I actually rly like how the actual paint turned out#ESPECIALLY FOR FOXGLOVE SQUEEEEE#he looks so cute….and I got all the colors mixed for Chaumet#watercolor oc painting: 1#back paint neck pain headache pain: 0#no but sketching this took such! a long! time!#I just straight up could not get foxglove and bluebelle right it was maddening#but I persisted and I beat the odds‼️‼️ Yipee‼️‼️#I love all of these guys so so so much I’ll prolly never stop thinking about them#please never stop talking about your ocs ever#and I am working on being coherent about Bluebelle as we speak!!!!#I got an idea and now I’m trying to make my brain not be mean about it#literally just chanting to myself ‘YOU! CAN MAKE! IT AS WEIRD!! AS! YOU WANT!!!’#shoutout to my fairytales throughout that ages book for inspiring me#100 points and a drawing of your choice if you can figure out the story Bluebelle’s backstory is based on lmao#ANYHOW#I just be rambling in these tags I perhaps need to calm down lol#I LOVE YALLS OCS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!#clownaire was literally perfect from the start I NAILED his pose first try and then he was very supportive the rest of the way through#live laugh love 🫶🫶🫶💐💐💐🩰🩰🩰#next up: Jemima painting!! with two special guests!!!#oh shit those are a lot of tags uhhhh I’m done now i promise 🫶🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#sorah’s silly scribbles#(also the text right under the drawing are a Scooby doo song LMAO it’s called Dig It Scooby Doo it’s insanely catchy)
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GILF- god I love flies






#insects#inspired by the fact that I’m now the person people ask about flies in my lab!#I looked throw some stuff to find a key for a guy in my lab and found him three big ol books#and I just… I love them. I’m so happy to be where I am and doing the research I am but they are my favorite things#perhaps one day I can become a fly guy again#Diptera
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i know ita cause i like deadly premonition but i see WAY more of its influence in longlegs than alan wake. sorry.
#like i see longlegs and im like.. ok there clearly a LOT of horror game influences here#like the biggest i think is undoubtably sh3#and like not in the way of ooh scary monsters but in kind of just how the world acts around lee#but as far as an alan wake comparison the only yhing i can see is the culty stuff and the fbi agent otherwise i dont see many correlations#now dp. which has so many influences from twin peaks and 80s shlock i can vividly see.#like the autistic fbi agent with Two personalities forged by seemingly unknowningly being connected to the killer#the sigils and cyphers#the other people doing the killing for yhe real killer.#THE PREMONITIONS AND WEIRD PSYCHIC LINKS BRO CMON.#It feels like. and perhaps I am just too into both of them and making these connections (pepe silvia)#but it feels like someone played dp and was like.. “ok but what if we played this straight a bit”#like not entirely OBVI. but.. i think it def inspired it a bit. theres too many correlations i think now that ive seen it twice#and played dp.. like a million times. it is my fave game after all..#but then again maybe i am just looking too into it. but i dunno i see a lot of horror game stuff in there in differeng ways and i think in#this day and age its silly to think games cant influence other media... im just saying.#what am i saying... play deadly premonition its like 10 bucks and is deally fun and easy. and weird!
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i don’t want to be forgotten while i’m still alive
#today an old friend told me that they forgot about everything that happened between us#cuz they don’t care and it’s not important#and i loved them so much it ached#did help inspire me do a lot of creative work tho#just made me realize/recall how sad it is to be forgotten when you’re still there#perhaps that’s part of why i write#so that i can be immortal in one of the most beautiful ways#i ramble too much in the tags don’t i
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on the talk of injuries and trauma, we never really see bakugan have lasting injuries in the series, they either seem fully recovered in ball form or they just die. so what if, in the rare cases that they do have lasting injuries, they take effect in ball form as well. perhaps the part that would be an injured limb is either too stiff or too loose, a missing wing is also missing in ball form, scars become scratches in ball form. they never quite come out of their ball form the way they used to, but they can still do it all the same.
#this is inspired by the bakugan my sibling and i had as a kid#the wing of my sibling's ventus helix dragonoid came off#and my aquos dragonoid struggled to roll out correctly. specifically with its legs.#we didnt have the all the cards and stuff and we never knew the rules so we played with them like dolls and stim toys#bakugan#also that last sentence is a bit of a. despite everything its still you. for me.#i developed epilepsy when i was 15 and i try to do the things i loved and love as much as i can. so even tho i have changed. im still me.#perhaps its a bit comforting for me that these same things would apply to these giants and dragons and tigers and the like
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i have. 35 attacks left. to revenge. ive gotten like. 15 out of 45 or smth i dont remembor the number

i naur realistically i dont have to revenge them all but also. i really really do love and appreciate the arts wahhhh. i want to hang all of them on my wall to look at forever. and i def want everyone to know i appreciate and that every art is rlly meaningful to me 🥺
#me looking at friends whoeve warned me ahead of time 🫣#dont get me wrong its so fun but also im trying not to burn myself out so im taking it slow WAHHH#my goal rn is focus on mutuals and friends. then the rest#im motivated fr though. i just dont want get art block and get tired halfway thru by trying to rush thru everything#i shall do what i. can. i am excited though#bee buzzes#also i cant even explain the overwhelming inspiration seeing my characters in dif styles and takes has on me ???#i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane#like me taking breaks from artfight by doing some enako stuff. and tbh i think its really great. ive been messing more with backgrounds#and environments and etc etc#i think its perhaps been the best ive been in a long time? experimentally too. and im having fun! i feel less... stuck and so s unmotivated#and the best part is that its all been really fun. geniunely. if anything im proud of myself thinyear#this year i mean
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What are some rare characters you love that you think people don’t draw or write about enough
Do Max and Dex count I love them and I feel like I'm approximately 80% of the Helix fandom rn lol
Doug Peterson and Russ Frushtick from Law Abiding Citizen - the fandom has gotten real quiet over time but I still love them so much ♥ There's a lot you can read into or leave silly with their dynamic, I still wholeheartedly recommend the emerge, transformed series as one of my favourite interpretations of Russ especially 💕
The Editor from Jazzpunk - he's just a silly little guy! It's honestly such a shame that he's only really in the last chapter, I would love to see him explored more, he's the worst ♪
Tatsumi Souichi from Koisuru Boukun - genuinely one of my all-time favourite characters, and The Only Good Tsundere as far as I'm concerned lol. I'm gonna write about him! I've got my fanfic and video essay sitting in my drafts, but like agh!! He's so interesting!!! So beautifully flawed - he's internally consistent which is my Favourite - and watching him grow and change while still being himself over literal years has been a truly unparalleled experience as a reader 💖
Luke Wigglebig and Florette from Pajama Sam: You Are What You Eat From Your Head To Your Feet - I joked before about being the only person on the internet who ships them but like, I'm pretty sure that's actually true lol. Even just more fanart of them by themselves would make me happy, they're so cute!! Especially Luke, his design is adorable
And then probably a more well-known one but I haven't been following his fandom popularity lately haha, Fai D. Flowrite from Tsubasa - him, Nova, and Watanuki move in and out of being my CLAMP faves, though Fai is probably the most complex of the three of them. And he's a trash man! A garbage fire of a wizard ♥ I love him
#This also made me realize I didn't have a Jazzpunk link in my taglist over on Drabbles lol - fixed now!#And also that I apparently have a fairly wide margin for ''Characters who I want to see more of'' and ''Characters I want to make more of''#How rare are we talking here 'cause uhhh#If you wanna get into fancharacters/OCs/etc. I have perhaps Too Many of those as well lol#That's literally the only reason Max and Dex are a strikethrough because otherwise 10000%#And y'already know about my big feelings towards many others - I wouldn't have a whole Vargas blog if not lol#I have other OC faves as well :D Cheerybot jumps out to me haha#As well as when smol shares her characters with me <3#There was this one story that I was told by an artist as context for a commission and I was enthralled but never followed up on - a shame!#I ended up making a little extra art out of inspiration haha ♪#Anyway lol - these are just the ones that immediately spring to mind since I've drawn them :D#I almost certainly have more who just haven't made it to my paper yet lol#Not enough girls in this list - tossing in Wendy (and Jennifer) from Rule of Rose as well ♥#I could probably talk about several of these at even further length lol - I already have for some!#There's also specific dynamics I rarely see - my favourite rarepairs are probably Krillin/Vegeta(/Bulma/18) and Thranduil/Bilbo lol#There is too little appreciation for polyships!! So many of my faves have two hands!!#And to be fair Nova is probably rarer than Fai - there's definitely not enough fanfic about her dynamic with Hikaru!#I kept almost including other faves but I was like No Wait this about rare characters lol#I'm delighted to see all of my faves! But I would doubly so to see these get the love they deserve hehe <3#Can you tell that I really enjoy ahem Interesting Personalities lol#All my faves are disasters I love them <3
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It’s interesting to reflect on how my relationship to anthy as a character whom I use to process my own trauma ties in neatly with her in-universe role as the symbolic embodiment of all suffering. Like, I displace my pain onto her and she holds it like she held the swords of hate, but it’s my hope that by weaving myself into the story over and over as she ultimately frees herself again and again each time I rewatch and I experience that release and catharsis through her that I will ultimately be able to cross that threshold and walk through that gate into freedom myself.
#which ultimately is the thesis of utena as I understand it#that no one can save anyone else but you can inspire them to save themselves#anthy can’t save me#but by processing my trauma through her character#as almost a sort of guided imagery exercise#perhaps I can become inspired to save myself#for now I’m still trapped in my coffin#but I’ll keep trying to dig myself out#it’s show about breaking cycles and I’m still stuck in a cycle of watching the show over and over in an attempt to process#but maybe one day I’ll reach a turning point in my healing journey and will break my hyperfixation on the show#and move forward from it as I move past my trauma#but for now I’m still very much in the thick of it
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#shut up luci#delete later#i cant keep thinking of alice going to japan for a meeting but deciding to arrive early to do some casual tourist things bc its been so long#since shes done tourist things. anyway this is like the early aughts or late 90s whatever. she goes to the bridge to see all the cool fashio#fashion and maybe take pics like a rude tourist. maybe even check out the shops and buy something cute. and shes like WOAH so many cool styl#styles. heavily inspired by me england i am england i invented punk me personally i did that. and goth. whatever the hell this lolita is#is also clearly inspired by european fashion. and vw's mini crini line.#she just thinks jfash is neat. doesnt rly get all of it but she likes it. its cool. but then as shes taking picture like a rude person#she notices one girl look straight at her and then duck and turn around and speedwalk away. and iggys like oi wait im sorry i'll delete the#picture im sorry miss i didnt mean to be rude! and when she catches up to her shes like ?!?!?! sakura??? why are you dressed like this???#and sakura is like ahhhh i didnt know you would be here. sometimes i dress up when i am not working. it is fun i have some friends who like#to meet up here. yes humans. ahhhh >_< i really didnt mean for u to see me like this..... and iggys like oh its no big deal i dont mind.#i think this whole lolita thing suits u. hahaha remember when i used to dress all punk and gothic and whatnot? what you wear outside of work#is your own business. plus its cute :3 like u :3 hey maybe next time we can dress up together and go clubbing or to a concert. er...#a live as u say. haha lol. and sakura is like mmm perhaps. that might be fun. and then alice is like Right now how do i get to the maid cafe#from here. and sakura is like >_> ok um which one.#i love them
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I'm at the point of the fic where I've written out all of my good ideas except there's still plot to go, so now I have to come up with more ideas I guess. When will it end?? When will I know peace OTL I'm at 10k. This is going to be what. 20k? 25k? If I'm trudging through this at 50k I'm claiming this as a nano project because I deserve it
But it gets worse though: I need to edit it and fact check it with canon, which I ideally I'd try to do without getting emotional about all the early episodes (literally impossible)
#re-learning via experience that fic authors who write 250k fics are stronger than any other force in the universe#I respect them so much and also fear them#personal#current inspirations: ramen episode where Cheng Xiaoshi tricks him into a dive (no reason because he can dive without him)#the part where they eat one bowl of ramen together off screen#the part where lu guang is consoling him over the nth bowl of ramen he has to eat#taking a break for today to go be a person#perhaps clean my room etc
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