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To this day I hope you post again 🙏
it's always tough receiving messages like these, since as a reader myself, I know the feeling of patiently waiting for a writer to post - be it meals or crumbs.
yet to be honest, I have no idea what to post anymore. I feel completely rusted in writing - I have the feeling of wanting to post but I can't seem to stop hating everything I write.
It's also been so long since I've read TCF, I'm not sure anything I write now will be relevant. My only comfort is that TCF's community has grown so much since I first started writing, nowadays you'll find plenty of better content out there haha
I, too, hope I post again in the future. I love reading and though I often go through an intense cycle of hatred for my own works, I always come back to writing.
So I do hope I do write and I wonder what I should write nowadays? Do people still read reader inserts?
More TCF?
New series...?
Anyways, I hope everyone who's still haunting this blog, a very, very nice weekend~
#chatter#it's been so long I've forgotten my own tags#nonny whoever you are I've failed you#failed everyone following actually#oh gosh#it sounds quite depressing but im just reflecting#perhaps I should start posting again? something small?#it took me days to respond to this message because I don't know what to say except i'm a bad writer ;m;#I hope everyone's doing well though#if you've got some new stories to share I'm all ears#I'd love to know who are the best sellers in TCF writing nowadays haha#perhaps I can be inspired by them#or.. maybe i should focus on my wips first ouch
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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my entry of a sonic/amy/shadow bodyswap as seen in @eccentricglimpse 's fic Walk a Mile in My Shoes for the 2024 SONIC BIG BANG !!!! in a matchmaking mishap, sonic swaps with amy, amy swaps with shadow, and shadow swaps with sonic. (i also included my interpretation of a 2nd swap not shown in the fic, because i couldnt resist drawing shadow as amy) check out @frostios and @peachy-keenss for other fanart of this fic!!!
i am so thankful for the mods of this event and all writers, artists, and readers involved for fostering an incredible environment. this was a blast to be apart of, i cant see what the future brings. CHECK OUT @sthbigbang ❗❗❗❗❗❗ RAAAAAHHHHH
#sonic big bang 2024#ohhhhh my god COLLAPSES#cant believe we're finally in the posting phase#the concept of this body swap inspired me so much i made so many comics#perhaps i will post them someday ...#usually i go weirder with my colors/shading but this method was very relaxing#we did it reddit#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#swag#body swap#i wish i gave myself more time on this but its Done. i can rest now#my art
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💖 Help Me Decide On An Idea! 💖
It's 2024 and I no longer wish to be a one-trick game dev lmao ^^; Help me decide on what visual novel idea I should consider in the future!!
Please note: 14DWY will still remain as my main focus and priority; this will just be a casual project for me to on the side to prevent burnout and tunnel visioning <3
(I may move posts like these to my main account (@cutiesigh) in the future since it's not inherently 14DWY-related!)
#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#Can you tell I played The Forest once and got inspired lmao#I'm also open to making the sapphic VN idea gender neutral; but tbh I want more wlw VNs out there#Where are da ladies at.... I wish to woo them (🧍♀️ <- number 1 girl kisser in the entire world)#Or perhaps it's because I got yaoi in my spotify burger and I'm HAUNTED T_T Like wtf is yaoi music......#Anways!! I'm also open to making the hot buff guy a hot buff GIRL too!#Whateva folks prefer#Okay time to eep zzzzz
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The gang’s all here!! They’re on the case!! And there’s no ghost that they wouldn’t chase!!!!!
@mysticalcats’s Foxglove, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, @emimii’s Clownaire, and my own Bluebelle :)
#this was indeed the project I was working on lmao#WHY DID THIS TAKE 17 BILLION YEARSSSSSS#I actually rly like how the actual paint turned out#ESPECIALLY FOR FOXGLOVE SQUEEEEE#he looks so cute….and I got all the colors mixed for Chaumet#watercolor oc painting: 1#back paint neck pain headache pain: 0#no but sketching this took such! a long! time!#I just straight up could not get foxglove and bluebelle right it was maddening#but I persisted and I beat the odds‼️‼️ Yipee‼️‼️#I love all of these guys so so so much I’ll prolly never stop thinking about them#please never stop talking about your ocs ever#and I am working on being coherent about Bluebelle as we speak!!!!#I got an idea and now I’m trying to make my brain not be mean about it#literally just chanting to myself ‘YOU! CAN MAKE! IT AS WEIRD!! AS! YOU WANT!!!���#shoutout to my fairytales throughout that ages book for inspiring me#100 points and a drawing of your choice if you can figure out the story Bluebelle’s backstory is based on lmao#ANYHOW#I just be rambling in these tags I perhaps need to calm down lol#I LOVE YALLS OCS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!#clownaire was literally perfect from the start I NAILED his pose first try and then he was very supportive the rest of the way through#live laugh love 🫶🫶🫶💐💐💐🩰🩰🩰#next up: Jemima painting!! with two special guests!!!#oh shit those are a lot of tags uhhhh I’m done now i promise 🫶🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#sorah’s silly scribbles#(also the text right under the drawing are a Scooby doo song LMAO it’s called Dig It Scooby Doo it’s insanely catchy)
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i know ita cause i like deadly premonition but i see WAY more of its influence in longlegs than alan wake. sorry.
#like i see longlegs and im like.. ok there clearly a LOT of horror game influences here#like the biggest i think is undoubtably sh3#and like not in the way of ooh scary monsters but in kind of just how the world acts around lee#but as far as an alan wake comparison the only yhing i can see is the culty stuff and the fbi agent otherwise i dont see many correlations#now dp. which has so many influences from twin peaks and 80s shlock i can vividly see.#like the autistic fbi agent with Two personalities forged by seemingly unknowningly being connected to the killer#the sigils and cyphers#the other people doing the killing for yhe real killer.#THE PREMONITIONS AND WEIRD PSYCHIC LINKS BRO CMON.#It feels like. and perhaps I am just too into both of them and making these connections (pepe silvia)#but it feels like someone played dp and was like.. “ok but what if we played this straight a bit”#like not entirely OBVI. but.. i think it def inspired it a bit. theres too many correlations i think now that ive seen it twice#and played dp.. like a million times. it is my fave game after all..#but then again maybe i am just looking too into it. but i dunno i see a lot of horror game stuff in there in differeng ways and i think in#this day and age its silly to think games cant influence other media... im just saying.#what am i saying... play deadly premonition its like 10 bucks and is deally fun and easy. and weird!
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GILF- god I love flies
#insects#inspired by the fact that I’m now the person people ask about flies in my lab!#I looked throw some stuff to find a key for a guy in my lab and found him three big ol books#and I just… I love them. I’m so happy to be where I am and doing the research I am but they are my favorite things#perhaps one day I can become a fly guy again#Diptera
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I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE UKULELE MUSIC BUT IT IS WHAT I HAVE.
#random thoughts#AND IF I AM PIGEONHOLED INTO THE STEREOTYPICAL TRANSMASC MUSICIAN BOX I SHALL EAT YOUR EYES OUT.#there's piano too. and there will be whispering. and screaming. and various other sounds.............#would like to be more like the people who inspired me to make music (will wood stomach book malice mizer) but i guess i have to make do.#with my shit. oh well.#there are going to be so many sounds. 39 specifically is going to have subliminal messaging. and you might get some. insect noises in samsa#you can guess why for both of those. (how revealing!!)#also i feel like 39 should have a music video but i don't have anything to do it with. ):#i hope that ONE DAY my music shall exude. vampiric dissociative death spiral. a creature at the heart of the forest screaming secrets#but also just a boy who is tired of pretending at the end of it all. track 09 is just so intensely that.#i think my favorite song on the album is 39. which is ironic because it's about the one thing i don't tell people.#but it's so good i don't know. visceral. reflective of my style perhaps ?#there's a ticking metronome in the background that penetrates your ears and hurts you ! ! ! ! !#and i don't bother trying to be poetic. i use my long and tangled words and i make them vulgar and violent.#i also like affections & apologies because it's the opposite. it's sweeter. most importantly it's for ciel. that's what matters. {:#afterwards i plan on releasing a song composed entirely of poetic nonsense.
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i'm just saying
it should be obvious artists and writers talk to and are friends with each other on here, if indicated no less blatantly than us chain reblogging each other
please, go ahead, make and take alllllllllllll the implications of that little phenomenon
#hi gem#hi gin#hi deer#hi blake#unfortunately i cannot shield them from ever having to deal with online shit#nor can i bundle them warmly to mine own soft bosom#alas all i can say is#stop being mean to my friends you fuckin' shitbirds#go eat breakfast#maybe a waffle will calm you down#throw some orange juice on that malcontent#drown your urge to make yourself and your internal equilibrium someone else's responsibility with a nice egg in your trying time#finish off with stuffing cereal in your mouth so you can think over your words before you just chuck that shit out pell-mell#what fuckin' part of dead dove: do not eat is eluding you?#do you require a flashlight?#or a magnifying glass?#perhaps a BiC highlighter#do you neeed it to be your favorite color for you to grok the concept#????????????????????#do you need the gif that inspired it?
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on the talk of injuries and trauma, we never really see bakugan have lasting injuries in the series, they either seem fully recovered in ball form or they just die. so what if, in the rare cases that they do have lasting injuries, they take effect in ball form as well. perhaps the part that would be an injured limb is either too stiff or too loose, a missing wing is also missing in ball form, scars become scratches in ball form. they never quite come out of their ball form the way they used to, but they can still do it all the same.
#this is inspired by the bakugan my sibling and i had as a kid#the wing of my sibling's ventus helix dragonoid came off#and my aquos dragonoid struggled to roll out correctly. specifically with its legs.#we didnt have the all the cards and stuff and we never knew the rules so we played with them like dolls and stim toys#bakugan#also that last sentence is a bit of a. despite everything its still you. for me.#i developed epilepsy when i was 15 and i try to do the things i loved and love as much as i can. so even tho i have changed. im still me.#perhaps its a bit comforting for me that these same things would apply to these giants and dragons and tigers and the like
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Just watched the 2019 ROH (Fabiano/Schrott/Lungu) version of the Gounod Faust with @skeleton-richard and since Gounod doesn't really work hard to make Faust a sympathetic or psychologically complex character I was kind of flabbergasted when the final image of the production (Faust alone onstage, restored to old age) actually kind of broke my heart. Good staging, or deep-seated blorbofication? I have no idea.
(I'm a weirdo and I like the Berlioz version better but this was a really good staging)
#hot faust summer#like i think the most cohesive reading of the opera's final moments is that he's repentant#in this staging i mean i know it can be played many ways#because mephistopheles and the demons sink into the ground laughing after the angel turns them away#and perhaps faust has been inspired to face old age and death with the integrity that marguerite did#and maybe he deserved to be depressed and alone all along but#ow#i need my heart to live
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I want to be perceived, but you know what? I also am scared of being perceived
#but can we ever escape being perceived in this world where it is increasingly telling us we have to market ourselves? our personalities#on the internet to be successful? I'm thinking upcoming authors musicians singers etc#but at the same time I fear people seeing me and judging me for everything I do even though it is impossible for everyone to like you#but then again should we fear being perceived at all when who we are is a collage of people and things we love and have taken in to shape#who we are?#and how can we develop if we do not take in things we percieve from people around them and present ourselves to others? we seem to engage i#a sort of ritual habitual taking in giving out if I cut one end of the wire what would happen#and can I even escape being perceived at all when we as humans are social creatures and to at least some extent love being with others#perhaps it is inescapable but we should continue with fear#this is inspired by that one text post that is like I don’t want to be perceived but I want to be adored#idk just thoughts#ignore me#kat's asides
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i have. 35 attacks left. to revenge. ive gotten like. 15 out of 45 or smth i dont remembor the number
i naur realistically i dont have to revenge them all but also. i really really do love and appreciate the arts wahhhh. i want to hang all of them on my wall to look at forever. and i def want everyone to know i appreciate and that every art is rlly meaningful to me 🥺
#me looking at friends whoeve warned me ahead of time 🫣#dont get me wrong its so fun but also im trying not to burn myself out so im taking it slow WAHHH#my goal rn is focus on mutuals and friends. then the rest#im motivated fr though. i just dont want get art block and get tired halfway thru by trying to rush thru everything#i shall do what i. can. i am excited though#bee buzzes#also i cant even explain the overwhelming inspiration seeing my characters in dif styles and takes has on me ???#i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane#like me taking breaks from artfight by doing some enako stuff. and tbh i think its really great. ive been messing more with backgrounds#and environments and etc etc#i think its perhaps been the best ive been in a long time? experimentally too. and im having fun! i feel less... stuck and so s unmotivated#and the best part is that its all been really fun. geniunely. if anything im proud of myself thinyear#this year i mean
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What are some rare characters you love that you think people don’t draw or write about enough
Do Max and Dex count I love them and I feel like I'm approximately 80% of the Helix fandom rn lol
Doug Peterson and Russ Frushtick from Law Abiding Citizen - the fandom has gotten real quiet over time but I still love them so much ♥ There's a lot you can read into or leave silly with their dynamic, I still wholeheartedly recommend the emerge, transformed series as one of my favourite interpretations of Russ especially 💕
The Editor from Jazzpunk - he's just a silly little guy! It's honestly such a shame that he's only really in the last chapter, I would love to see him explored more, he's the worst ♪
Tatsumi Souichi from Koisuru Boukun - genuinely one of my all-time favourite characters, and The Only Good Tsundere as far as I'm concerned lol. I'm gonna write about him! I've got my fanfic and video essay sitting in my drafts, but like agh!! He's so interesting!!! So beautifully flawed - he's internally consistent which is my Favourite - and watching him grow and change while still being himself over literal years has been a truly unparalleled experience as a reader 💖
Luke Wigglebig and Florette from Pajama Sam: You Are What You Eat From Your Head To Your Feet - I joked before about being the only person on the internet who ships them but like, I'm pretty sure that's actually true lol. Even just more fanart of them by themselves would make me happy, they're so cute!! Especially Luke, his design is adorable
And then probably a more well-known one but I haven't been following his fandom popularity lately haha, Fai D. Flowrite from Tsubasa - him, Nova, and Watanuki move in and out of being my CLAMP faves, though Fai is probably the most complex of the three of them. And he's a trash man! A garbage fire of a wizard ♥ I love him
#This also made me realize I didn't have a Jazzpunk link in my taglist over on Drabbles lol - fixed now!#And also that I apparently have a fairly wide margin for ''Characters who I want to see more of'' and ''Characters I want to make more of''#How rare are we talking here 'cause uhhh#If you wanna get into fancharacters/OCs/etc. I have perhaps Too Many of those as well lol#That's literally the only reason Max and Dex are a strikethrough because otherwise 10000%#And y'already know about my big feelings towards many others - I wouldn't have a whole Vargas blog if not lol#I have other OC faves as well :D Cheerybot jumps out to me haha#As well as when smol shares her characters with me <3#There was this one story that I was told by an artist as context for a commission and I was enthralled but never followed up on - a shame!#I ended up making a little extra art out of inspiration haha ♪#Anyway lol - these are just the ones that immediately spring to mind since I've drawn them :D#I almost certainly have more who just haven't made it to my paper yet lol#Not enough girls in this list - tossing in Wendy (and Jennifer) from Rule of Rose as well ♥#I could probably talk about several of these at even further length lol - I already have for some!#There's also specific dynamics I rarely see - my favourite rarepairs are probably Krillin/Vegeta(/Bulma/18) and Thranduil/Bilbo lol#There is too little appreciation for polyships!! So many of my faves have two hands!!#And to be fair Nova is probably rarer than Fai - there's definitely not enough fanfic about her dynamic with Hikaru!#I kept almost including other faves but I was like No Wait this about rare characters lol#I'm delighted to see all of my faves! But I would doubly so to see these get the love they deserve hehe <3#Can you tell that I really enjoy ahem Interesting Personalities lol#All my faves are disasters I love them <3
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It’s interesting to reflect on how my relationship to anthy as a character whom I use to process my own trauma ties in neatly with her in-universe role as the symbolic embodiment of all suffering. Like, I displace my pain onto her and she holds it like she held the swords of hate, but it’s my hope that by weaving myself into the story over and over as she ultimately frees herself again and again each time I rewatch and I experience that release and catharsis through her that I will ultimately be able to cross that threshold and walk through that gate into freedom myself.
#which ultimately is the thesis of utena as I understand it#that no one can save anyone else but you can inspire them to save themselves#anthy can’t save me#but by processing my trauma through her character#as almost a sort of guided imagery exercise#perhaps I can become inspired to save myself#for now I’m still trapped in my coffin#but I’ll keep trying to dig myself out#it’s show about breaking cycles and I’m still stuck in a cycle of watching the show over and over in an attempt to process#but maybe one day I’ll reach a turning point in my healing journey and will break my hyperfixation on the show#and move forward from it as I move past my trauma#but for now I’m still very much in the thick of it
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eve silly moments compilation
#original character#oc#bottom right is a faceswap according to my gf because eve would never smile like that#bottom left is with my girlfriends ocs/dnd npcs#perhaps i will post more of them if i get the go signal from her#and maybe once i redesign them i feel like they look too close to the characters they were inspired by#if you can tell who theyre based on then uhh... i Really should redesign them#they were originally made for a ttrpg campaign so they look sliightly different from the original characters#but they are... too similar#yuyu oc#eve oc
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