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AS & Freakum Will Return!!
Hey, yāall! How yāall doing?
Iām alive. Iām just busy ASF. We have an artist in residency at my college (Rosie Herrera Dance Theater), plus BHM Showcase rehearsal, and I am SWAMPED.
A lot has happened since Iāve been gone! So much interaction has been happening on my blog lately and Iām beyond thankful (Big love to @angrythingstarlight for the shout out)!So, to those who are new, welcome! And to those who are still here, thank you for waiting on me.
I hope to get back to writing soonā but I am swamped with performances and deadlines for the next week. They got me running around like crazy during this BLACK ASS MONTH š¤¦š¾āāļø Itās crazy.
However, graduation is eminent āØ
Pray for ya girl.
#I LOVE ROSIE HERRERA#im just exhausted#lol#lyv momentš#lyv speaks#ari levison x reader#ransom drysdale x reader#fanfiction#black fanfiction#black writblr#black writer#dancer#dance problems#performer problems
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oh ok so its the usual no-homo bullshit you always hear, good to know.
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#look im a reasonable guy#i dont get worked up easily and ive been around writers rooms and understand the pressures of writing a big show like wwdits#hell i even liked season 4#but this has got to be one of the most offensive bs ive read that wasnt from 2015#āits only a small (but vocal) amount of people that actually want to see them togetherā#ātheir love isnt ~s*xual~ they dont need to kiss its more ~profound~ than thatā#āyou donāt REALLY want to see them together! (thats gross!)ā#also āthe power dynamic is ~problematic~ā??? are you kidding me???#jfc its like someone literally got this out of the queerbating handbook from 2010#and like yeah i know wwdits isnt queerbating but its queerness feels more performative when it treats an actual central relationship#like its a gross kinkything only a few freaks on the internet want#instead of a legitimate plausible story that deserves exploration#nandermo should be a triumph - a victory for the characters and something the writers should be pleased with writing#notā¦this.#like itās some problem pressured reluctantly upon them that needs to be carefully defused#this has left a bad taste in my mouth
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Any group that cheers someone setting themselves on fire and dying as a āpolitical statementā is a death cult and dangerous to everyone.
It shouldnāt need to be said, but here we go: Take needed medication, listen and try to learn from facts even if theyāre associated with opposing points of view, and donāt set yourself or others on fire.
Damn, itās like dealing with tantrumming toddlers only terrifying.
#jumblr#i donāt even know the guyās name i just know his performative activism is nonsensical#he brought attention to something people were already talking about#not an accomplishment only a sad gesture from someone who clearly had deeper problems
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Your first pride story was touching and all but you still married a man.
Yeah, bisexuals do that sometimes.
#thank god the first people i encountered in the queer community didn't have this shitty pov#because i spent 16 years feeling like an imposter in my ultra conservative christian community because i liked girls and boys#and if my first terrified forays into the queer community told me i was an imposter there as well#unless i performed my queerness to their specific liking I cant imagine how lost I would have felt#pro tip: if you're telling someone they can't be part of the family unless they deny a part of themselves#you are part of the problem#bisexual#lgbtq#queer#gatekeeping
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if heās really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) arenāt. yk. identical. shouldnāt Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jerseyā finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity fallsā his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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My manager was supposed to do evaluations with all of us in December. Technically I think heās supposed to do them like. Once a month.
But *shocked pikachu face* itās been six months and I havenāt had one. Didnāt get the December one. Never see him. Just work in the tiny store and get ignored.
#ramblies#vent#itās not that I want a performance review but not getting to talk to him ever means problems boil over before they can be addressed#the little store is probably shutting down soon and weāll see if I get reallocated#I know the district manager is having some āget your shit togetherā talks with him which I heard the last district manager had started too#until he got fired
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new discord update is like literally the worst update of an app ive ever experienced and im putting that over tumblr fucking live
#fire.txt#its so inaccessible and extremely rough on my muscle memory AND almost everything needs both hands to perform like#what about us who cant use both hands all the damn time. i have a lot of problems on my left side. this is so so bad#discord you arent a social media platform stop acting like one you're actively making things worse for the user experience.#at least give us a damn toggle
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Hi Skyblr is this anything
#Resh is the immense self-hatred Corrupted King is the delusional god complex#I love this man so much#Itās a problem#Being a King Resh lover is so difficult fr#Been surviving off this concept art and some murals for three years (Performance moth)#sky children of the light#sky cotl#eden elder#King Resh#Corrupted king#Resh#Sky king#text post memes#shitposting on main#Resh come home
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The most moderate, nuanced and productive people I have discussed the Israel-Hamas war with have been Jews, Israelis, and people with Palestinian family. Everyone directly affected by this just wants it to stop and to have peace and safety in the region in a way that minimises the casualty count.
The most extreme and performative and vile things I've been told are by people who have no connection to this and like to think they are experts because they have covered adjacent topics during learning, or read stuff online.
If all the randos in the west would just shut up for ten minutes and let those of us actually affected, with an understanding of the history of the land and the culture and the generational trauma experienced by Jews and Palestinians alike talk, we might actually have a chance to salvage this and stop it spiraling
#jumblr#antisemitism#i/p#nuance is something so easy to have and yet people choose not to#we are measured and non extreme because we dont have the privilege to be angry.#someone literally said that they wont ensge further with me because the topic makes me emotional#jews get called genocidal#palestinans get called Antisemitic#how about the rest of you shut the fuck up and let the adults talk#maybe youll learn how to problem solve and not be a bigot if you listen to those you so desperately want to hate#its pathetic#we all know hamas doesnt represent all Palestinians#we also know hamas teaches Antisemitism in schools in gaza and the west bank#these two things can and should co-exist in your head#that doesnt meam all palestinians are rabid jew hating murderers#it means the situation is complicated and not black and white and will take more than just screaming for a ceasefire to actually solve#we are not a football for your performative activism
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Well..... if America and the whole world ends up going to Hell. If this is truly the beginning of the end of human rights, reproductive rights, LGBTQ rights, women's rights, trans rights, black and brown people's rights, better yet all of humanity as a whole.
I deeply hope ya'll Fuckers that voted third party and willingly refuse to vote for Kamala Harris due to your self-righteous and moral purity bullshit will hopefully die a slow and painful death under Trump with the hell and chaos he'll will unleash on the world.
Because ya'll pieces of shit refuse to vote against Fascism happening in America because Harris wasn't your " Pure and Perfect candidate ".
I pray that Hell will have a special place for all of you bastards and so-called ActiviSts and fake Leftists that choose your pretend moral purity over doing actual real good.
FUCK ALL OF YA'LL and FUCK OFF TO HELL.
#politics#us politics#america#political#election 2024#2024 presidential election#2024 elections#presidential election#social issues#election day#leftist brainrot#leftist hypocrisy#performative activism#slacktivism#social problems
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sometimes the laziness takes over your body while you are at work and you forget to make an effort to interact with people and then one day you are like why do the people around me seem hesitant to speak to me. girl it is because you forgot you had to say out loud words to get that to happen
#but it's so much effortttt#i know it vastly improves the vibes and people let you get away with small mistakes more and it's in general good to get along with others#but my godd#having the same struggle i've had every day of my adult life that has not changed no matter what i do or how capable i become which is that#deep down i really do kind of hate this#in a way that is kind of unrelated to whether i like a person or not or whether we get along well or don't#those things do not fix the problem because the problem is when they like me i'm being me well. and when they don't i'm not#it's not even really a judgement on me it's not my fault i hate this it's just a fact of life that to get a result you perform an action#but then you start feeling like a robot and it makes you crazy
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I feel like the bigender identity fits Sanji a lot and I've seen a lot of trans women, trans fem and other headcanons, but there's something about Sanji embracing both genders and preforming them - sometimes separately, sometimes together - that just resonates with me a lot.
#sanji#with his more masculine presentation#it does feel very genuine to me#the problem is that he represses his feminine side#and that is expanded in morimo island#what i mean is that sometimes its not about feeling dysphoric about how you present yourself#sometimes is about the euphoric felling you are dening yourself#because of fear and internalized prejudice#and i feel like thats exactly what his 40s design show to us#allowing himself to perform gender in all the ways that feels right to him#bigender#non binary#one piece#sometimes he wants to feel like a lady in a dress#with lucious hair and pretty makeup#and sometimes he wants to feel like a guy in his suits#sometimes its a mix of both and sometimes is none#its fluid and beautiful in a unique way#but the key is him lerning to allow all of his sides to be presented
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Love that stupid hairbrushing scene where Padme pretends to brush her curly hair. It's so doll-like, but the doll she's playing with is herself. Putting on a performance for her husband, but really acting out a fantasy for herself.
#And then she puts on her lip gloss before going to bed. Just a perfect pretty little wife with no problems#just love and domestic bliss.#it reminds me a tiny bit of that one scene in the marverlous mrs maisel#where midge waits for husband to fall asleep before taking off her make-up and putting her rollers in and then wakes and puts it all back o#before his alarm goes off and she pretends to wake up. all to preserve the illusion. the fantasy.#with padme the vibe is slightly different#because she's not really expected to perform this kind of tradwife shit#but this is her escape from the crushing weight of everything else she cares about going under#padme amidala#alternatively: she sent all her servants home so she could host her secret husband#but has no actual idea what her hair-care routine is#so she's just doing whatever#but i kinda don't entirely vibe with because of the whole handmaid body-double thing#surely she had to be able to act the part
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I am also constantly thinking about every single one of Edās facial expressions when heās drowning in the gravy basket. Eyes closed and peaceful when he first falls on??? The desperate struggle to escape??? The confusion when he first sees the light and then the Relief the Love that lovely smile on his face when he realises who it is???? Chefās kiss. All of it. Chewing my own arm off. Raucous applause from me!
#likeeeee likeeee hhhhhhh#HOOOOOO#HAAAA#such an amazing performance#like#they really put taika Waititi fully clothed#in a wig#in a tank of water#and he whacked out the most besotted and lovesick expression Iāve ever seen????#whatās his fucking problem????#edward teach#ofmd
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#this is my problem with her#at this point itās obvious that her activism during the Lover era was performative#anti taylor swift#personal post
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THE DEH MOVIE CUT GOOD FOR YOU??? i didnt watch it but what the actual fuck š
yep! "anybody have a map," "to break in a glove," and "good for you" were all axed, along with (I believe) all song reprises, and evan's entire thing about talking to an imaginary version of connor got cut so "disappear" was replaced by a new alana song called "anonymous ones." fucking bizarre decisions all around.
#chbosky. look. I would have accepted removing imaginary friend connor. that type of surreal plot device is much harder to do on screen.#and beefing up alana to fill the void makes sense and would have been welcome if you'd actually fixed the biggest problem with her arc#(the fact that is doesn't really end and she just vanishes after leaking the letter)#but cutting all that other material and reframing the story to super extra spotlight ben platt is just diabolical#whatsmore it didn't even work. softening the heidi scenes does him a massive disservice#because his performance in those scenes on stage was excellent.#deh#answered#anons
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