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Your first pride story was touching and all but you still married a man.
Yeah, bisexuals do that sometimes.
#thank god the first people i encountered in the queer community didn't have this shitty pov#because i spent 16 years feeling like an imposter in my ultra conservative christian community because i liked girls and boys#and if my first terrified forays into the queer community told me i was an imposter there as well#unless i performed my queerness to their specific liking I cant imagine how lost I would have felt#pro tip: if you're telling someone they can't be part of the family unless they deny a part of themselves#you are part of the problem#bisexual#lgbtq#queer#gatekeeping
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im a big fan of esper powers slipping loose in harmless ways when they're happy
#LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO i love this one so much i love them#rishou#ritshou#RITSU BEING A LATE AWAKENED HAS A WEAKER GRIP ON HIS POWERS SO THIS SHIT HAPPENS AND I XJDJCJ#and shou. he is very deliberate with his esp! that's um. upbringing and everything he went through#he has fun with them he experiments- absolutely! That's fanon. but they never slip out of his control#he thinks he'd freak if it ever happened (👀) so the fact ritsu's do sometimes and-#-how it ties to his emotions is a huge point of curiosity for shou#mp100#this piece makes me fuzzy im just so glad it came out as intended#the sketch (which was done.. 5 months ago) i edited to have this bad quality photo taken in the dark vibe and then chased it when rendering#but still had to brighten the end result cause Phone Performance idk how you guys have your settings so better safe i guess#but still!! i bet this looks super dark and indistinguishable to some even with max brightness because say they're out in the sun#and im scared of that!!#but man i sat on it long enough i wanna post And i won't sacrifice my vision this time. can't brighten a night till its not night anymore#its a long persisting issue of mine- drawing with full brightness on ipad and then transferring to the phone and going Why is this so bleak#Despair#it's why i grew to hate post production editing it's always so-.. degrading?? discouraging??#I'm progressively better at catching and fixing that problem early on#sketches will still be murky af but I'll copy paste the full image fix the curves and then either go back and switch all the colours#OR FUCKING DRAW OVER THE EDITED SKETCH LAYER WHICH I'VE BEEN DOING A LOT LATELY ITS SO WEIRD AND LOOKS KINDA COOL#and aaaall stems from laziness (read: time management) like bruh those 40+ layers? i aint going back there to fix every colour#mp100 fanart#mob psycho 100#mob psycho fanart#ritsu kageyama#shou suzuki#kageyama ritsu#suzuki shou#ALSO i deliberately tried to make esp blend with the environment; nothing dazzling and mindblowing. felt right for this piece
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oh ok so its the usual no-homo bullshit you always hear, good to know.
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#look im a reasonable guy#i dont get worked up easily and ive been around writers rooms and understand the pressures of writing a big show like wwdits#hell i even liked season 4#but this has got to be one of the most offensive bs ive read that wasnt from 2015#‘its only a small (but vocal) amount of people that actually want to see them together’#‘their love isnt ~s*xual~ they dont need to kiss its more ~profound~ than that’#‘you don’t REALLY want to see them together! (thats gross!)’#also ‘the power dynamic is ~problematic~’??? are you kidding me???#jfc its like someone literally got this out of the queerbating handbook from 2010#and like yeah i know wwdits isnt queerbating but its queerness feels more performative when it treats an actual central relationship#like its a gross kinkything only a few freaks on the internet want#instead of a legitimate plausible story that deserves exploration#nandermo should be a triumph - a victory for the characters and something the writers should be pleased with writing#not…this.#like it’s some problem pressured reluctantly upon them that needs to be carefully defused#this has left a bad taste in my mouth
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Any group that cheers someone setting themselves on fire and dying as a “political statement” is a death cult and dangerous to everyone.
It shouldn’t need to be said, but here we go: Take needed medication, listen and try to learn from facts even if they’re associated with opposing points of view, and don’t set yourself or others on fire.
Damn, it’s like dealing with tantrumming toddlers only terrifying.
#jumblr#i don’t even know the guy’s name i just know his performative activism is nonsensical#he brought attention to something people were already talking about#not an accomplishment only a sad gesture from someone who clearly had deeper problems
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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My manager was supposed to do evaluations with all of us in December. Technically I think he’s supposed to do them like. Once a month.
But *shocked pikachu face* it’s been six months and I haven’t had one. Didn’t get the December one. Never see him. Just work in the tiny store and get ignored.
#ramblies#vent#it’s not that I want a performance review but not getting to talk to him ever means problems boil over before they can be addressed#the little store is probably shutting down soon and we’ll see if I get reallocated#I know the district manager is having some ‘get your shit together’ talks with him which I heard the last district manager had started too#until he got fired
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#utapri#uta no prince sama#tokiya ichinose#mod pip#what is his PROBLEM#I WATCHED THE SECRET LOVER PERFORMANCE AND HE STRAIGHT UP STUNLOCKS YOU
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Some stairwell singing
#song is the Britten arrangement of The Last Rose of Summer#i actually really like the feeling of singing straight tone sometimes. but I never get to do it in performance#so I kinda just wanted to uhhhh chuck this out into the void. and Tumblr's as good a place as any ig#if you hear my intonation problems no you don't#if you hear my over-modified vowels no you don't#if you hear my support problems no you don't#if you know me irl and have heard me sing this song 10000001 times already NO YOU DON'T#I have other rep I promise. I just can never quit this song. Idk it hits different#singing tag#singing#benjamin britten#folk music#trad folk
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Love that stupid hairbrushing scene where Padme pretends to brush her curly hair. It's so doll-like, but the doll she's playing with is herself. Putting on a performance for her husband, but really acting out a fantasy for herself.
#And then she puts on her lip gloss before going to bed. Just a perfect pretty little wife with no problems#just love and domestic bliss.#it reminds me a tiny bit of that one scene in the marverlous mrs maisel#where midge waits for husband to fall asleep before taking off her make-up and putting her rollers in and then wakes and puts it all back o#before his alarm goes off and she pretends to wake up. all to preserve the illusion. the fantasy.#with padme the vibe is slightly different#because she's not really expected to perform this kind of tradwife shit#but this is her escape from the crushing weight of everything else she cares about going under#padme amidala#alternatively: she sent all her servants home so she could host her secret husband#but has no actual idea what her hair-care routine is#so she's just doing whatever#but i kinda don't entirely vibe with because of the whole handmaid body-double thing#surely she had to be able to act the part
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I'm rewatching Sleeping Beauty for the first time since I was, like, four. I'm honestly surprised by how much I'm enjoying it.
#the only problem is that all i can think about as i'm watching is benni and omega performing together in so familiar a gleam#sleeping beauty#digital art#character art
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Hi Skyblr is this anything
#Resh is the immense self-hatred Corrupted King is the delusional god complex#I love this man so much#It’s a problem#Being a King Resh lover is so difficult fr#Been surviving off this concept art and some murals for three years (Performance moth)#sky children of the light#sky cotl#eden elder#King Resh#Corrupted king#Resh#Sky king#text post memes#shitposting on main#Resh come home
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#this is my problem with her#at this point it’s obvious that her activism during the Lover era was performative#anti taylor swift#personal post
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Well..... if America and the whole world ends up going to Hell. If this is truly the beginning of the end of human rights, reproductive rights, LGBTQ rights, women's rights, trans rights, black and brown people's rights, better yet all of humanity as a whole.
I deeply hope ya'll Fuckers that voted third party and willingly refuse to vote for Kamala Harris due to your self-righteous and moral purity bullshit will hopefully die a slow and painful death under Trump with the hell and chaos he'll will unleash on the world.
Because ya'll pieces of shit refuse to vote against Fascism happening in America because Harris wasn't your " Pure and Perfect candidate ".
I pray that Hell will have a special place for all of you bastards and so-called ActiviSts and fake Leftists that choose your pretend moral purity over doing actual real good.
FUCK ALL OF YA'LL and FUCK OFF TO HELL.
#politics#us politics#america#political#election 2024#2024 presidential election#2024 elections#presidential election#social issues#election day#leftist brainrot#leftist hypocrisy#performative activism#slacktivism#social problems
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sometimes the laziness takes over your body while you are at work and you forget to make an effort to interact with people and then one day you are like why do the people around me seem hesitant to speak to me. girl it is because you forgot you had to say out loud words to get that to happen
#but it's so much effortttt#i know it vastly improves the vibes and people let you get away with small mistakes more and it's in general good to get along with others#but my godd#having the same struggle i've had every day of my adult life that has not changed no matter what i do or how capable i become which is that#deep down i really do kind of hate this#in a way that is kind of unrelated to whether i like a person or not or whether we get along well or don't#those things do not fix the problem because the problem is when they like me i'm being me well. and when they don't i'm not#it's not even really a judgement on me it's not my fault i hate this it's just a fact of life that to get a result you perform an action#but then you start feeling like a robot and it makes you crazy
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I feel like the bigender identity fits Sanji a lot and I've seen a lot of trans women, trans fem and other headcanons, but there's something about Sanji embracing both genders and preforming them - sometimes separately, sometimes together - that just resonates with me a lot.
#sanji#with his more masculine presentation#it does feel very genuine to me#the problem is that he represses his feminine side#and that is expanded in morimo island#what i mean is that sometimes its not about feeling dysphoric about how you present yourself#sometimes is about the euphoric felling you are dening yourself#because of fear and internalized prejudice#and i feel like thats exactly what his 40s design show to us#allowing himself to perform gender in all the ways that feels right to him#bigender#non binary#one piece#sometimes he wants to feel like a lady in a dress#with lucious hair and pretty makeup#and sometimes he wants to feel like a guy in his suits#sometimes its a mix of both and sometimes is none#its fluid and beautiful in a unique way#but the key is him lerning to allow all of his sides to be presented
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I am also constantly thinking about every single one of Ed’s facial expressions when he’s drowning in the gravy basket. Eyes closed and peaceful when he first falls on??? The desperate struggle to escape??? The confusion when he first sees the light and then the Relief the Love that lovely smile on his face when he realises who it is???? Chef’s kiss. All of it. Chewing my own arm off. Raucous applause from me!
#likeeeee likeeee hhhhhhh#HOOOOOO#HAAAA#such an amazing performance#like#they really put taika Waititi fully clothed#in a wig#in a tank of water#and he whacked out the most besotted and lovesick expression I’ve ever seen????#what’s his fucking problem????#edward teach#ofmd
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