#people telling her she should be jealous of Anna

[parallelity]

Nothing more painful than Luke getting his diner smashed in and then coming to Lorelai’s house wanting to whisk her away to get married… all for her to say she slept with Christopher 😭😭

[cosmopretty]

Jealousy Jealousy

Caroline Harvey x Fem smut

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Your girlfriend Caroline wasn’t jealous or possessive normally at all, but she hated when someone flirted with her girl. It didn’t happen too often since people knew that you bothered together. But you loved to piss her off and tease her, and sometimes she can’t take it anymore. Earlier the team and you were figuring out what to do, ultimately deciding to go to an open bar/restaurant. Now you’re sitting on your bed finishing up your mascara, while KK sits with her head in your lap while she texts Laila to hurry up and be here all ready.

You look down at her and run your fingers through her hair, massaging her scalp with your newly done nails. She moans leaning her head back “Fuck baby” you smile and lean down kissing her forehead before getting up. She whines “Come on Laila gonna be late anyways” she says before standing up and putting her shoes on. She stands behind you while you fix your dress in the mirror.

Caroline’s hands move to your waist squeezing your hips she looks at you through the mirror “You look so beautiful” she whispers before turning you to face her. You blow her a kiss and run away, sprinting to the door. She chases after you before wrapping her arms around your waist carrying you up in the air turning you back and putting you down. You squeal and push her back “Laila’s outside come on” you tell her handing her, her phone back. She reads the messages from Laila “Oh shit my bad” she laughs grabbing your purse for you and putting her hand on your back leading you to Laila’s car. She opens the back door for you and hops in after, you smile at Laila and Anna in the front of the car.

“Thanks for picking us up” you say before putting your feet up in KK’s lap, relaxing. Laila looks over and points her finger at the both of you “No lovey dovey in my car” you laugh at her words and stick your tongue out at her.

The drive to the restaurant was pretty fast it was only a few blocks away. The four of you meet the rest of team and start ordering food. You sit next to KK and look around “I wanna dance babe” you pout at her and she shakes her head no. You roll your eyes at her and get up dragging Laila with you to dance.

You both stop at the bar and order shots first, the alcohol burns your throat and you make a face scrunching your nose. Laila laughs “One more shot and we dance girl” she says waving her hand at the bartender to get more. You click the shot glasses together and both say “Cheers” at the same time before downing the shot. Shaking your head Laila grabs your arm and you both start twirling around the dance floor.

You move your body and hips to the song playing and Laila matches your energy. She twirls you into her and looks over at Caroline who was watching you both a glare on her face. Caroline wasn’t jealous, well that’s what she told herself. She knew you and Laila were just friends and you would never do that to her but she couldn’t help but feel annoyed how hers best friend’s hands were all over you.

Laila winks at KK from above your head, her arms move down your hips almost on your butt. You giggle and lean your head back to look up at her “Don’t KK will get mad and Ion wanna have to deal with her” you tell her pouting. She shrugs “That’s what makes it funny you should see the look on her face right now” Laila says before twirling you around. She brings you back closer to her before turning you around to face your girlfriend.

Caroline states dead at you and you immediately stop moving for a moment just looking at her. Before you can think Laila wraps her arms around your waist, hugging you from behind “Just go along with it the look on her face is hilarious” she whispers winking at Caroline before you start moving your hips the the beat of the song playing. After a minute of you and Laila dancing together Caroline finally snaps getting up and grabbing your arm.

Laila laughs and waves goodbye to you while KK drags you to the bathroom. She shoves you inside lightly before locking the door “What the fuck were you doing?” she asks you still glaring at you.

The bathroom starts to feel even smaller than it already was, it was one of those small one person bathrooms. You look up at KK and shrug trying to hide your smile. She sees you smiling and raises her brows at you “Oh so you think it’s funny to be all up on my best friend knowing I’m watching” she says sarcastically.

Looking into the mirror you ignore her and fix your hair, before looking back at her “Awww poor baby are you jealous?” you ask her pouting at her sarcastically.

KK steps towards you and grabs your chin making you look at her “Yeah I’m jealous you’re my girlfriend not hers” she states looking down into your eyes. You lick your lips before bringing your hand to caress her cheek “Yeah how bout you prove it to me” immediately after hearing your words she kisses you. Her arms move down your body squeezing your hips the same way Laila did but stronger.

Pulling away from the kiss she lifts you up putting you on the sink counter. KK starts kissing down your neck, biting and sucking leaving purple marks on the side of your neck. You moan grabbing the back of her head “Please Care” you say out of breath. She stops her assault on you neck and puts her hands on your thighs squeezing them “What Laila ain’t here to do it for you? Now you want me? Because you’re all needy” she says looking at you expectingly.

You groan “Come on don’t tease you know it was all fun and games” you say looking up at her through your lashes. Caroline could never say to you, especially when you were looking up at her with those heart eyes of yours.

She kisses your lips again sliding her hand under your dress, before rubbing your clit through your panties. She moves her hand into your panties and starts rubbing your clit with her thumb “Please KK please” you beg the girl bringing your hand to brush a piece of hair from her face. She nods “Yeah tell me how much you need me baby” she says looking at you no longer touching you. Your legs squeeze shut “I need you KK so bad please I’m yours” you say out of breath. She smirks and kisses you again bringing two of her fingers to your hole. She slides her two fingers in slowly, your head tilts back as you moan from the stretch. She smiles and kisses you neck her other hand coming to your neck squeezing it, to make you look at her.

She tilts your head to look at her and she starts to move her fingers in and out of you faster. You moan a little too loudly and she takes the hand that was around your neck to cover your mouth “Shhh baby don’t want everyone to hear you huh” she asks curling her fingers inside of you. It was embarrassing how fast she was able to get you to be all needy and ready to cum.

She can feel you squeeze around her, your hand comes down onto the counter grabbing it as you whimper into KK’s hand.

“You wanna come baby? I can feel it” she teases you moving her hand from your mouth. You nod fast “Yeah please I’m gonna-gonna cum” you say moaning. Caroline smirks and kisses you once more “Yeah my girl gonna come, cum for me” she tells you curling her fingers inside you once more. Your body jolts as the band in your stomach that was building up, finally snaps as you cum all over her fingers.

She moves her fingers slowly helping you ride out your high. She slips her fingers out of you and puts them in her mouth licking your juices off of them. She gets on her knees in front of you and you shake your head no “Get off the dirty floor KK please can’t take anymore” you tell her out of breath.

“Don’t worry baby m not doing anything” she says licking at your pussy, cleaning it before fixing your panties in place. She helps you up and off of the counter before fixing your dress for you. Caroline looks down at you running her fingers through your hair “Your mine you know that right?” She asks you holding your face in her hands.

You nod and smile “I’m all yours and you’re all mine I know that I just like fucking with you” you laugh biting your lip. She rolls her eyes at you “You gotta stop doing that it pisses me off” she states before her hands move down your body smoothing down your dress.

“I love you so much” you tell her looking up at her your hands holding her waist.

Caroline looks down at you and nods “I love you more” she tells you kissing your forehead.

She grabs your hand before leading you back to the rest of the team who was already eating their food. Laila smirks “Have fun in there?” She asks laughing at you.

The food smells way too good for you to skip out on it and go home with KK so you suck it up and shove her head before sitting down bringing KK with you. You sip on your water and Laila laughs grabbing Lacey’s shoulder shaking the poor girl “Look at her neck oh my god y’all are freaky” Laila says in shock. You look at Caroline “Please say you didn’t leave hickeys” you pout, eyes wide.

Caroline laughs and scratched the back of her neck “My bad baby” she says before pointing her finger in your face “Shouldn’t of don’t all that with Laila” she states before starting to eat her food. You groan and look at Laila “NO MORE FROM YOU” you yell sticking your tongue out at her while KK wraps her arm around you.

Send requests please for anyone I need ideas that I actually like so I can write them

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An Oath of Feelings - Final part

pic credit: @reeeereeeereeereee

Arulmozhi made his way through the long corridor. He swore he saw Vanathi just a minute ago , her jasmine-decorated long hair fluttering in the soft breeze, her voice echoing as she laughed at a joke of one of her Sakhis. Goodness! when did he became attuned to her so much? Now he understood what his Anna was saying about love- it was sweeter than honey, addicting than any intoxicant in the world and it strengthens one's resolve, not weaken it. He thought of all this while he stood in the empty corridor, wondering how his Anna was able to survive all those years not able to see Nandini when he himself was feeling morose after not seeing the stealer of his heart for a day. Maybe he should talk with Vanthiyathevan? No, he dismissed that line of thought immediately. There was no limit to how much Kundavai teased him after the incident the other night about his brave-but-utterly reckless attempt at window jumping. And how dare Vanthiyathevan join in when he was the one who suggested the idea in the first place? No, he isn't going anywhere near those two. He will prove his love on his own. Thus deciding, he retraced his steps back to his chambers.

Once his footsteps started to fade away, Vanathi came out of her hiding place behind the pillar and gazed at the retreating figure. Maybe she was taking this a bit far? Should she talk to him? But what result would that give? He may say something sweet and she will fall for it and then he would go back to ignoring her again. What she wished, what she craved was for him to show his feelings for her, feelings that her Akka claim exists. Many a time she has seen Vanthiyathevan kissing the back of Kundavai's hand or whispering in her ear or simply gazing at her when she was preoccupied by some other task. He was indifferent to the fact that they were other people watching or making remarks about them. How many times has she imagined her Yaanai pagan gazing at her so, of him whispering sweet nothings in her ear or him standing close to her in public so that everyone will know they belong to and with each other. She wondered if all these fantasies will come true or remain the same. Her train of thoughts was broken by one of her Sakhis.

"Vanathi, why didn't you tell us you were playing hide-and-seek with Ponniyin Selvan?" her sakhi taunted her.

"Oh be quiet!" Vanathi whispered in annoyance before walking off.

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Vanathi has never really been jealous of her Kundavai Akka, in fact she greatly admired her Uyir Thozi's intelligence and courage. But at this moment, when she was sitting with her in her chamber, preparing for the evening aarti, she realised she was envious of Kundavai - not of her reasoning and understanding but of her success at a fruitful relationship. Ever since they had been acquainted with a certain Vana clan prince, she had seen a budding affection forming between the two. She didn't exactly knew when it became solidified but once she heard him call her Akka an 'Apsaras' and saw Kundavai's face turn as red as kumkum and she knew - this was not a mere flirting. She heard a genuineness in his voice, the same genuineness she heard when he earlier declared " Uyir ungalodayathu Devi". She thought of all this when she kept glancing at Kundavai, who was humming while arranging the Pooja thali. Just then a servant came in " Ilaiya Piratti, Vallavaraiyan Vanthiyathevan is seeking permission to enter" .

"Let him in " Kundavai said excitedly

"Speak of the devil and the devil is here" mused Vanathi. She was quite fond of the Vana Kula Prince and already considered him as a brother but she was still disappointed that he didn't attempt to give some good advice to Ponniyin Selvan despite their close friendship.

Vanthiyathevan came in " How are you this evening, ladies?" He asked . His sense of formality was often times confusing. In public, he resorted to formal titles such as 'Ilaiya Piratti' and 'Kodumbalur Ilavarasi ' but in private he called her as 'Devi' or even 'Maya Kannan' while he reserved the sweetest of nicknames for his lady love.

"Vanthiyar, do you have any news for us?" Kundavai asked

"Devi, things are as you know. Sendhan Amudhan will reach Thanjai in 2 days time" Vanthiyathevan replied

Vanathi was confused. What? Sendhan Amudhan is coming? But why? Suddenly she remembered Arulmozhi's oath of bestowing the crown. Surely he didn't say it seriously? Surely he only said it to spite her?

"And Samudrakumari will also be joining him. They decided to have the wedding ceremony the day after they arrive. So much preparations yet to be made" Vanathi heard Vanthiyathevan continuing his narration and Kundavai nodding along. Marriage? What marriage? She realised she said this thought aloud as both faces turned towards her.

" Yes, Maya Kanna. Perhaps you missed out on the news. Ilavarase wasn't joking when he said he wished to hand over the crown to Sendhan Amudhan. He presented the matter with the emperor and he too agreed that this was a rightful decision"

"And what about Samudrakumari?"

"Ah that. Amudhan has always loved Poonguzhali and although she was reluctant at first, as she doubted the genuineness of his feelings she later returned his feelings and has now accepted his hand in marriage. I am not bragging but I may have had a hand in uniting the couple." Vanthiyathevan said with a smirk and earned a pinch in the arm from Kundavai for 'going off topic'.

Vanathi was already in her world of overthinking. So, Ponniyin Selvan wasn't in love with Poonguzhali? Then why did he admit having that conversation with Kundavai Akka? Was there any existent feelings for her in his mind as Kundavai Akka claimed? Now she decided she have to talk to him. At least before she leaves for Kodumbalur. With these thoughts in mind, she stood up.

"Kanne, where are you going?" Kundavai asked

"Akka, I'm just going to meet someone. I'll be right back" Vanathi hoped she was being discreet enough but Kundavai managed to see through it.

"No, you can meet anyone you want after the pooja. Now go, time is ticking "

"Yes Akka" Vanthiyathevan and Kundavai watched a disheartened Vanathi leaving the chamber.

"Ennavale, as much as I like your idea I'm afraid it is lacking action" Vanthiyathevan turned to his lover with a mischievous smile.

"I know my plan doesn't involve tree-climbing or window-jumping like you'd wish but it is effective. It's exactly like you said - they want to come closer. We are just giving them the necessary push" Kundavai said calmly.

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Vanathi was hyper-focused on her aarti plate as she, along with Kundavai's other companions, made their way back from the temple. All through the Pooja, she prayed for happiness for all and a ray of clarity on her otherwise chaotic life. She was wondering when she would get the answers to all her questions (even Kundavai Akka was not with her, making some excuse after the Pooja that she didn't even pay attention to) .

"Vanathi, are you done playing hide and seek with Ponniyin Selvan?" One of Kundavai's companion started her teasing.

"Aren't you leaving for Kodumbalur anyway? Don't worry , I don't think Ponniyin Selvan would come to find you since all of us would be here to take care of him" another companion chimed in

They had reached the gardens when Vanathi decided to retaliate.

" What is all this talk? Keep your Ponniyin Selvan with you. He wasn't mine in the first place" She said, with her back to them, determined not to show them the sadness in her face.

"I beg to differ Devi"

All of them turned towards the source of the voice and found the object of their conversation standing in front of them.

"You are exceptionally good at hiding Ilavarasi" Arulmozhi said with a triumphant smile, " But now, since I have found you may I have a word with you"

He led her a safe distance away, so that her companions can only watch them and not eavesdrop on them.

" Akka told me I can find you here"

"I wanted to talk to you, Ponniyin Selvare about Poonguzhali..."

He sighed and said " I don't blame you for misunderstanding Vanathi. It is true that once I had a conversation with Akka about my then feelings for Poonguzhali but then I also asked you whether you would believe me if I said my feelings have changed over the months... Because that is what happened"

"What do you mean?"

"I was always under the impression that what you sought after was the throne and Poonguzhali always thought Amudhan's feelings will fade away someday. Then, Vanthiyathevan once asked if we have ever got to know you both as a person and to that we were answerless. So we decided to get to know you both better before making a final decision, just so we wouldn't feel guilty afterwards. Little did we knew fate had other plans"

Vanathi stared at him wondering about the direction of his narration. " In the few months that I got to know you I learned to appreciate your presence and adore your personality which made me confused because I was unfamiliar to this sensation"

"what sensation, Aiyya?"

"I understood you were insecure of the prospective marriage to me, and I wanted to erase that insecurity. I couldn't understand that feeling so I stayed in denial for weeks"

He looked at her then "I met with Poonguzhali again and she admitted she also started to develop an affection for Amudhan's sincerity. We still cared and respected each other but the feelings we began to develop for you two felt..stronger. Finally it was Vanthiyathevan who advised us to follow our heart and that's what we did"

"So you like me?" Vanathi asked. She was hoping this wouldn't be any of her usual dream. Her Yaanai Pagan was actually declaring what she wanted to hear all this time. "Better than that" Arulmozhi said, gazing lovingly at her " Nan unnai katalikkiren"

Saying this, he reached out and touched her hand. The sudden movement caused Vanathi to lose balance and the aarti plate to tumble down.

"Oh Lord, she has dropped the aarti plate. How inauspicious!" One of the onlookers commented.

"No, look closely I think the wick is still burning, so it's not inauspicious " another replied.

Vanathi felt Arulmozhi's hand circle her waist and pull her close to his chest. She gasped and put both her arms round his neck.

"Don't faint on me again Vanathi" He said almost breathlessly, "You made me so worried the last time"

"Ponniyin Selvare, what are you doing? Everyone is watching" Vanathi said, blushing but making no attempt in getting out his hold.

" Let them watch" Arulmozhi said with a grin, quickly glancing at the group of girls standing at a distance away, looking awe-struck.

"If you still wish to go to Kodumbalur, then let me come with you. Not as Ilavarase Arulmozhi Varman but as your varunkala kanavan. I respect your oath and proud of your determination" he continued and smiled wholeheartedly when Vanathi nodded. " I finally understood what Vanthiyathevan said . Sometimes love can be shown better through actions"

"What do you mean?" Vanathi cocked her head to the side and looked at him with confusion.

Arulmozhi simply gave her a smirk and tightened his arms around her, lifting her up and twirling her. Her squealing mixed with his laughter and the loud gasps from the onlookers. Well,not all onlookers. Kundavai and Vanthiyathevan watched the happy couple from the balcony.

"Who knew my Thambi was such a romantic?" Kundavai remarked with a short laugh

" Why Devi? Do you me to twirl you like that? " Vanthiyathevan asked with a wide grin and Kundavai smacked him in the arm.

"Noo" She said playfully "maybe another time?" She smiled sheepishly when Vanthiyathevan raised his eyebrows.

The End

A/N: Me dropping a long af fic once in a while. You can clearly see how much I was influenced by the Veera Raja Veera full video song...come, let's rant in the comment section

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[corvidae-corvus]

SOOOOO I'm watching frozen w/ my little sister, and it's bringing back fierce opinions younger me had. And new Opinions that I have now.

Hate that Hans was the bad guy smh. Worse thing ever, little me hated it, and bigger me still hates that even to this day.

My headcanon: Anna, Hans, and Kristoff are all in a polyamorous relationship! ☝️

Idk how it would have happened but it should have happened. I really like Hans as a character and actually now that I'm watching it, I guess it makes sense that he's the bad guy, he has the motives and shit, just the twist villain with him didn't feel right but also it kinda does? Like I can see it works but I don't like the execution? That's just me though.

Anyways my headcanon involves Hans actually caring about Anna and they kiss but it doesn't work. Like what Hans has for her isn't love it's infatuation. Or desire idk, so she thinks that she's actually in love with Kristoff and stuff and so she goes to try and find him. And she is kinda in love with Kristoff, and Hans and her talk and he's understanding and let's her go, or he acts like he's ok with her being in love with another guy and so he's conflicted but he ultimately chooses to let her go. He goes to get Elsa and Anna goes with Olaf to get Kristoff, Uhhhh the bad guy can be the little old man or someone else that was introduced in the beginning idk. Could have introduced another bad guy in the beginning (in this au) anyways everything happens the same towards the end only Anna stops someone who isn't Hans or helps Elsa in some way, elsa hugs Anna proving true love isn't just romantic it can also be familial or platonic or whatever. Kristoff and Anna are dating and Hans has to go back to his kingdom. Also Hans having 12 brothers? Hans saying that he could have caused an accident towards Elsa? Yea that man's family is probably evil. His family is probably more dramatic and evil and stuff. Where else did he get these crazy ideas?

Anyways continuing this au arendale gets more political, Hans has made an impression on the people soooo excuses on how he can go back to arendale, him and Anna catch up, uhhh something happens, now he's forced to spend time with Kristoff, they don't like each other and are jealous of one another, Kristoff fears that Anna will leave him for Hans especially since when her and Hans reunited they had such good chemistry. He calls him a pretty boy (motherfucker thinks he's pretty) Hans calls him a brute underneath his breath (he thinks Kristoff is hot asf) Kristoff is very nice and Hans is kinda like a snake. Anna likes them both.

It's is a "love triangle" Anna wants them to get along Hans Is in love with Anna and unknowingly falls in love with Kristoff, Kristoff is in love with Anna and is also unknowingly fallen in love with Hans. Hans realizes his feelings first. Is in pure agony. I think Kristoff is next actually and he at first thinks he just starts to like Hans as a friend, cue bromance, realizes he's in love with Hans, panics cause instead of worrying about Anna he's worried about himself. Calms down and becomes the most composed since he knows about Polyamory since he grew up with the love experts, now planning on what to do next.

Anna is the last one to realize (she's kinda slow when it comes to romance) panics the most. Goes to the love trolls, cue musical, realizes she is polyamorous and that she might be able to have both.

Hans is dramatic and hates himself. Tries to leave. Anna and Kristoff talk. Uhhhhh something something, Elsa is AroAce and discovers her true love is politics (or is lesbian, both? Her true love is still politics idk). Some bad guy causes trouble, something something Hans, something something Anna and Kristoff tell each other their feelings. Anna and Kristoff try to save Hans. Hans becomes the damsel in distress (Lol). They all tell each other their feelings. Now in a poly relationship.

Elsa's pov is a political drama and The others are a romance.

Hans is introduced to the love experts. (His in-laws)

Happy ending.

[cheynovak]

Forest Green Eyes - PART 3

Castiel & Y/N Winchester  

Warnings:  Bad family dynamic, over protected, abuse, bad language …  

Side note: English isn’t my first language.  

Words:  1142

This story takes place after the SPN finally. Jack asked Castiel to go back to earth to be the guardian angel of Y/N. Cas accepts this task but only to discover that Y/N is the biological child of Dean.  

 

Part 4 - online now  

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All Castiel could think of is how he wanted to hold her in his arms forever. How right this feels.  

It has been a long time since he felt these feelings. But is there a chance he feels this way because she reminds him of.... him? 

Even though the bunker had no windows Castiel knew the sun was already shining.  

He looked down, Y/N hadn’t moved since last night. She looked so peaceful when she slept.  

Her hair was a perfectly untouched, her breath steady and slow, her arm resting over his chest.  

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Last night was special for him. She had told Steve that she would always choose Cas.  

Steve clearly was jealous that Y/N and Castiel were so close. But he of course had no idea what they went through. “You walk around pretty much naked!” He yelled “I’m always wearing clothes!” She answered “Yeah, if you call underwear clothing.”  

“Christ! Steve I always wear shirts and shorts! Don’t overreact, Cas never noticed what I wear.”  

“Oh really? Cause last night when you decided that it was a great idea to socialise and watch tv together I definitely saw him staring at your legs!”  

 

Castiel knew that ear dropping was bad, but he told himself that all he did was protecting you. “Did he stare at her? Glanced maybe...” Besides after the fight, when he checked on her, she admitted that she needed him, she trusted him.  

The angel started smiling like a mad man thinking about that. 

 

Although he didn’t want to move or end this perfect moment, he knew she had to go to work. But it was Friday so maybe they could have a movie night. While the angel was in deep thoughts Y/N woke up.  

“Goodmorning.” she yawned. “Goodmorning beautiful.” A silent pause. She lifted herself of the bed. She smiled a little... awkward he noticed, while she searched for new clothes and walked to her bedroom.  

“Eh, I was thinking, maybe we could have a movie night tonight?” Castiel asked to change the mood in the room.  

“Yeah sure. But I really need to leave now I'm already late.” “Really not looking forward seeing Steve.” She mumbled as she walked out.  

Well that couldn’t be more awkward he thought. But at least he had a purpose for the day.  

Searching for a good movie and snacks!  

 

It was almost 3 pm when Y/N texted Cas:  

“You mind going for a drink instead of movie night? X “  

“Where do we meet?”  

“Roadhouse? Anna and Tom will be there after work.” 

Great he thought, he was invited to go have a drink with her colleague and his girlfriend. She just invited him so she wouldn’t feel bad for ditching their movie night.  

“If you want a night with friends, I can pass. No hard feelings.”  

“Castiel, YOU are my friend. See you at 7 <3 “  

That night you, Anna and Tom walk in straight to their usual table. Anna immediately eyed a not so bad looking man the other end. “Y/N why don’t you get the first round?”  

While you walked away. Anna looked at Tom “The best way for her to forget Steve is meet new people.” She grinned.  “Maybe we should mind our own.” He answered shaking his head.  

The second Y/N leaned against the bar the guy walked over. “Hey honey, haven’t seen you here before.” Y/N side eyed the man, ignoring him hoping he’d walk away.  

 

But instead, he laid his hand around her shoulder. “Listen, buddy, I’m really not interested so take your beer and leave me alone please.” She said while removing his hand a little aggressive.  

“Feisty, I love it.” He grinned 

 " You have no idea.”  

Both of you looked behind the man, Castiel had just walked in. He placed his hand on the man’s shoulder passive aggressive telling him to walk away.  

“This your boyfriend honey? Isn’t he a little old?”  

 

Without hesitation you walk towards Cas and wrapped your arms around his waist.  

���”You have no idea what an older man can offer a girl.” Y/N said in her flirty voice.  

Castiel felt his face turning red. But decided to play along. Just as he wanted to kiss the side of her head, she turned and lifted her head to kiss his cheek.  

His lips softly stroke hers, not a full-on kiss, but enough for both of them to be startled.  

For a second that felt an eternity she looked at Cas, lost in his soft blue eyes, then at his lips. Y/N laid her hand slowly on Castiel’s neck, feeling her fingers going through his hair, and slowly pulling him closer for another kiss. This time their lips touched properly and Castiel pulled her closer by holding a hand between her shoulders and one on her hip.  

 

Even though the kiss didn’t take long, both of them were out of breath. Your foreheads still touching. “Why don’t you go sit with your friends, and I’ll pay for the drinks.” Cas said grinning softly. “Great idea.” She whispered.  

Y/N turned around looking at her friends at the table, both looking at her with their mouth open and eyes in shock.  

“I don’t want to sound like a drama queen, but isn’t that your roommate?” Tom asked, “You know the dude Steve didn’t have to worry about?”  

“Well, Steve doesn’t have to worry about anyone anymore.” You tried to sound normal. “If I had known you were, you know, doing your roommate I wouldn’t have send you of to that good looking guy!” Anna said. “I’m not doing anyone. Cas just helped me out of an awful situation with that so-called good-looking guy.” Y/N’s voice sound frustrating.  

After a couple of drinks Anna decided that she wanted a picture. “Social media freak.” Tom whispers to Cas who in return only smiled a little.  

“Ok, Y/N get closer to Castiel, Castiel maybe you hold her a little. Tom kneel down in front. I will place myself next to you.”  

*Click*  

As Anna was giving instructions to the bartender, who was so kind to take a couple of pictures, you felt Castiel’s eyes linger on you. 

 

*Click* 

 

 And like a magnet your face turned towards him. You grabbed his hand that hanging over your shoulders. Looking in each other eyes once more grinning. 

And alll you could think of was kissing those angelic lips again. But that was the beers you had earlier talking, right...   

 

*Click* 

.... Right? 

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If you liked this, please check out my masterlist for other stories.

[zalrb]

I’ve seen so many people say that Stefan only loved someone if they saw him as a hero and he wasn’t in love with Elena anymore in s4 because he couldn’t be her hero anymore. Also that Stefan only fell in love with orphaned girls. First Katherine, then Elena, then Caroline. What do you have to say about this?

On the real, part of me just wants to leave my response at, based on the meticulous and involved masterlist that's pinned to my blog that answers these types of ridiculous assertions in various posts even if not directly asked, I think my stance is clear and the other part of me is bored so I'm debating.

I guess I'll go with the latter but I have to reiterate that these are stupid takes.

he wasn’t in love with Elena anymore in s4 because he couldn’t be her hero anymore.

4x23

besides the fact that I would never say Elena saw Stefan as a hero and I would say that Stefan never cared for anyone to see him as a hero, which is something I’ve explained in great detail over and fucking over again, I mean I have a masterlist, Damon is the one who wants to be Elena’s hero

to the point that Sybil gets her hooks in him by pretending to be an Elena desperate to be saved

even the framing of Damon running off to “get his girl” is very him swooping in to be her saviour or her hero

The language of Stelena is different

Damon tries to frame Stefan’s behaviour in 2x08 as “all hail hero hair Stefan going off to get his girl” but Stefan is literally just like, it’s not even about that. Elena is in trouble and I need to find her it’s really just that simple

which is the kind of attitude Elena herself has about Stefan

but not taking any of that into account (because who cares about context amirite) if their argument is that Elena didn’t see Stefan as her hero in season 4, I guess they’re forgetting that Elena still does rely on him quite a bit

From another post of mine (MASTERLIST) Like blood is supposed to be where they have their disagreement except that even with that, Elena looks to Stefan, they work together like a team

The one time she didn’t, she literally had no choice because she was sired to Damon and Damon explicitly told her not to tell him.

to the point that when she has no humanity, the way she chooses to explain to Rebekah that she’s a bad person is by bringing up how she destroyed her relationship with Stefan

and she was plainly jealous in season 4

Stefan simply de-centers himself because he’s not Damon and he respects boundaries so when they’re not together anymore and Elena is having issues, he’s not quick to swoop in and save the day because that’s not his place anymore, that’s Damon’s 

DErs should just say they hate boundaries and leave. Like we’ve all watched the show, there are receipts.

2. Also that Stefan only fell in love with orphaned girls. First Katherine, then Elena, then Caroline. 

So, people realize that TVD is a show right? And Stefan isn’t written as a character who specifically goes out of his way to fall in love with orphaned girls and it’s not even like it’s a pattern that the show didn’t realize they did, which makes him, I don’t even know what they’re trying to say with this accusation, that he likes women who don’t have parents so he can fill a void?  JP and co simply have a hard-on for killing off parents because it’s the only way they can think of to try and nuance their characters and/or get Elena to relate to them

Rebekah

Anna

Katherine

Rose

Who on this show isn’t an orphan or doesn’t have abandonment issues because their parents are negligent?

Tyler’s parents:

and then Damon kills Mason

Bonnie:

Grams died

her father died

her mother is absentee

and doesn’t even stick around when Enzo dies.

Matt

Kelly just disappears leaving him to fend off rent and car insurance on his own

even when Matt tells her to leave in 1x18, she didn’t have to go, she could physically leave the house and stay around to keep an eye on her son but she just straight up leaves

Caroline and Matt bond in season 1 because they both feel incredibly isolated, for her because Damon is abusive and for him because he has no one in his life, Kelly is never around, his father abandoned them and he thinks Vicki left too not knowing she was murdered 

Season 8  for Matt is all about contending with his dad abandoning him.

Hell, Kai has parental/family issues

The heretics are a found family because they were cast out by their covens. This is just a TVD staple.

3.  What do you have to say about this?

 What a STUPID argument.

[adamwatchesmovies]

The Tearsmith (2024)

While I didn't enjoy this film, that doesn't mean you won't. No matter what I say, the people involved in this project did it: they actually made a movie. That's something to be applauded. With that established...

The more time passes, the more I realize I was too harsh on the Twilight series - particularly the first film. The Tearsmith is the latest version of the good girl, dangerous boy doomed romance YA novel adaptation genre. The leads have great chemistry, which means it will definitely appeal to its target audience. Older viewers will roll their eyes at the melodrama, meaning they might enjoy it too - if they like chuckling at bad films.

Orphaned when her parents die in a car crash, eight-year-old Nica is sent to the oppressive Sunnycreek Orphanage, overseen by the cruel Margaret Stoker (Sabrina Paravicini). Nicknamed “The Grave”, the orphanage is a dreadful place where children are physically and emotionally abused when they misbehave. Years later, a teenage Nica is adopted by Anna and Norman Milligan (Roberta Rovelli and Orlando Cinque). As she’s about to leave with her new parents, the brooding and acidic Rigel (Simone Baldasseroni) catches the Milligans’ attention. They decide to adopt him as well. Despite her best efforts, Nica has always been attracted to Rigel. Now, she’ll be free to act upon her feelings - for better or worse.

You're wondering what this film has in common with the 2008 high schooler-vampire romance. That's because you haven't seen Simon Baldasseroni's Rigel. With his chiseled abs, dark hair, pale complexion and push-me-pull-me attitude towards Nica, he’s almost a carbon copy of Edward Cullen. There’s even a scene where he saves her from walking into oncoming traffic. Every time he and Nica interact, their conversation is capped by a disgruntled remark about how she should stay away. If only she could. In her defense, his efforts to distance himself seem halfhearted. He gets obsessively and dangerously jealous of the classmate who asks her out, Lionel (Alessandro Bedetti). But Rigel and Nica could never be an item because "she deserves a fairytale ending and he’s a wolf" (Werewolf? I wish). Everyone knows wolves are the villains in all fairytales, so you should stay away from them (despite what Nica’s mother said before she passed). In summary, he’s too broken and dangerous to be loved! Oh, and they're "brother & sister".

You can tell The Tearsmith is based on a novel from the subplots and secondary characters. There’s Asia (Juju Di Domenico), the girl who dated the Milligan’s now-dead son and still mourns him, Nica's one friend from the orphanage, Adeline (Eco Andriolo), and her new best friends at school: Billie (Nicky Passarella) and Miki (Sveva Romana Candelletta). You could've cut them all out without affecting the main plot. Once you understand that, everything becomes a cliché. Every year, someone anonymously sends Billie flowers and a love letter. You should be able to deduce the identity of the secret admirer without problem. Remember that the book was written in 2021 and that all the subplots are essentially self-contained and ultimately, superfluous.

In a way, the villainous Margaret Stoker is also unnecessary because there’s so much going on in this movie. Nica survived a traumatic car crash and spent years in an orphanage. She didn’t also need to be messed up by a Jonathan Crane-like headmistress. Her possible romance with Rigel would’ve already been taboo/strained because they’re adoptive siblings. We didn’t need an enemy making things more difficult for them. Gloomy Rigel is already doing plenty on his own.

The Tearsmith (a title that's explained at the beginning but doesn’t quite make sense to me) often generates awkward laughs. More than once, the plot moves at break-neck speed, making you wonder if these people’s emotions are always taking them for a roller-coaster ride, or if we’re just skipping through weeks - if not months - worth of events. Criminal acts, including attempted murder, are never reported to the police. Then, there’s the not-really, but sorta incestuous romance between Rigel and Nica, which will have you screaming “Nooooo!” Over and over.

All that said, I can understand why this film has proven so popular on Netflix. Simone Baldasseroni and Caterina Ferioli have terrific chemistry. There are many scenes where you wonder if this is going to be their first kiss, or if Rigel’s dark side is going to pop up again, which makes the film exciting. The two are not related, which makes the scenario sort of appealing for teens who won't realize how demented a romance this is. One thing’s for sure, you love to hate the villains (yes, there's more than one). Does that mean I recommend it for teenagers? Not quite. There are too many romantic double standards and the backward attitude about how you should comfort someone who's been attacked kills a lot of its romance - but it’s close. I will also note that the film is rated R for nudity (don’t worry, everyone at the time it takes place is eighteen years old), so, you know, there’s that.

The Tearsmith is entertaining - sometimes the way it intends to be. Generally, however, it’s a bizarre mashup of Dickensian orphanage drama and Stephenie Meyer-brand romance. My least favorite thing about the film is that unlike 50 Shades of Grey, 365 Days, After and so many other Twilight clones, The Tearsmith does not end in a to-be-continued. Instead, it abruptly tells us the fate of the most important characters and ignores everyone else. At least you can’t accuse it of overstaying its welcome. (Original Italian with English subtitles, April 24, 2023)

[ginnyrules27]

Hi Ginny, what do you think of my interpretation of Elle x Akio?

Elle and Akio

Elle didn’t have much friends because one, she was very shy and timid to make a move and two, she wasn’t liked very much due to the fact that she was basically a teacher’s pet, that and she was one of, if not the most smartest girls at Auradon Prep.

But all of that comes to an end where one dreadful morning where Elle accidentally rolled onto Audrey’s brand new shoes while she tried to open her locker. Audrey viciously scolded Elle to the point where she was humiliated and cried herself to the bathroom. She didn’t meant to hurt Audrey.

Audrey then soon realized she made a grave mistake by humiliating a girl who was wheelchair bound and as a result, she was given a death threat by Elle’s older sister, Melody.

When all of that drama was over, she was outside eating lunch when a kind boy came to her named Akio. He was Anna and Kristoff’s son.

“Hey Elle. Are you alright?” He asked her gently.

“Yeah, I think so,” she sniffed.

From that day, Elle made a friend, and a potential romantic partner, and same goes for Akio.

Well, she knew Akio for a very long time, it’s just that she never talked with him until now. And she was happy when he did.

Since that day, they’ve always been together everyday at school. Some people thought that they were a couple, but that was further from the truth. Elle even explained to him about how she was paralyzed from the waist down.

“….yeah and that’s how I got paralyzed,” Elle explained. “Because of that one horrible crash on my home from Audrey’s 6th birthday party.”

“I’m so sorry to hear, Elle. The greatest thing was that you were miraculously saved and still here.”

“I know, and that’s why I’m grateful everyday.”

Elle didn’t realize she was falling for Akio, and Akio was slowly falling for her as well, despite her disability.

Overtime, they gotten more closer each passing day, with Akio showing Elle his ice powers, but they were too scared to confess to each other.

“That’s so cool!” Elle exclaimed. “Are you able to control your powers?”

“Yeah.”

One time, Akio was kind of jealous when Elle was hanging out with Shang, but she later on explained that she was helping him to expose that horrible Physics teacher.

From that moment, Elle realized that Akio was truly falling for her.

After going back and forth with their friendship/ relationship during the 10th grade because they were too chicken, Elle and Akio became a couple when Elle was in the 12th grade(she skipped a grade) and Akio was in the 11th grade.

“Here, I made a cute bracket made of thick ice for you,” Akio said as he tenderly puts on the bracket on Elle’s hand.

“Awww! Thank you, Aki!” Elle kissed his cheek.

When Elle graduated from Auradon Prep and work as a lab tech, her and Akio’s relationship was stronger than ever, especially when she was closely monitoring her friends who were on the Isle giving food to the needy.

“You’re such a kind soul,” Akio noted. “You know that, right?”

“I know. Mom and Dad always tell me that Melody and I should be kind and smile despite adversity.”

As soon as Akio graduated from Auradon Prep, and shortly after Bal’s wedding, he decided that was going to propose to his mermaid princess, and he just did that.

“Yes, Akio!!” Elle screamed happily as she kissed her fiancé. “I will marry you!”

“What a lucky guy I am.”

Three months after Akio proposed to his girlfriend, they were finally married.

Their wedding was quiet small since Elle would get overwhelmed with too much crowd but it was perfect in her eyes as it was the best day of Elle’s life as she married her best friend and partner.

“Eeek” Anna squealed as she hugged Elle while letting Krystal, Akio’s little sister sat on her lap. “I have two daughters now!”

“And I have two sons now,” Ariel giggled as she watched Eric gave Akio a hearty clap on his back while Akio held Ethan, Elle’s little brother.

…

“How does it feel to be my wife?” Akio asked.

“It feels great!” Elle beamed. “Now we can be together forever.”

After three years of marriage, Elle and Akio became parents to three wonderful children named Amelia, Abel and Esther. With Amelia being the eldest and her twin siblings born a year after.

“Y’know, seeing the twins standing in their cribs and making an attempt to crawl gives me motivation to work on my feet,” Elle said as she watched her four month old twins trying to crawl on the mat while Amelia was asleep in her nursery.

“Are you planning to, despite doctors saying that you can never walk?” Akio asked.

“Yeah, I’m going to do physiotherapy to test my legs.”

“Very well then. I’m here for you as your support system.”

“Thank you, Aki,” Elle kissed his cheek. “Thank you.”

Elle would have never thought her life would have ended up this way, but she was glad as this was her happily ever after.

Oh this was amazing! Thank you for sharing this :D

[ridiasfangirlings]

anna telling the homra boys all her school drama and now all of homra has a personal grudge against some 14 year old girls for looking ugly at anna

Can you just imagine if someone tried to Mean Girl Anna, like how dare. Anna probably doesn’t think much of it either, because she’s dealt with so much shit already that people trying to be mean to her in petty teenage girl ways absolutely isn’t even on her radar. Imagine Anna starting school and of course she gets a lot of notice for her looks and maturity and just her general mysteriousness, there are all the rumors about how she’s a mafia princess or a rich heiress or whatever. In general most people treat her well, Anna’s so nice that it’s hard for anyone to be mean to her, but imagine there are some mean girl types who immediately feel all jealous of her and decide her quiet demeanor is actually because she’s stuck up.

So now the mean girls decide they’re going to try and bully her, only for them to constantly hilariously fail because again, Anna has dealt with so much worse than this, plus she probably sees all their pranks coming and avoids them. Like imagine one day when it’s Anna’s turn to clean the classroom and some of the girls try to set up a trap to get her covered in soapy water — no one can say how this goes wrong, but Anna does not get soaked and the girl swears she saw a bird made of flames protect Anna from the water. Another day they decide to steal her shoes and hide them, only for Anna to immediately go into the corner where they hid the shoes and pick them up without even hesitating.

Anna is like vaguely aware that these girls seem to dislike her and she’s a little sad about it but she’s got her own friends too so it’s fine. One day at Homra though imagine she’s telling all the guys about things that have happened at school, her voice is very calm and matter of fact but the Homra guys are having this growing realization like ‘wait…that’s called bullying, isn’t it?’. Of course everyone’s pissed off that someone has dared to bully Anna, imagine Yata trying to rally the troops to go defend her and Kusanagi has to remind them that they’re dealing with normal fourteen year old girls (so they should just be intimidating but don’t actually hit anyone, Kusanagi is however fine with staring down some kids who decided to bully Anna). 

[dayscrazed]

Chain of Thorns Countdown!

For each day leading up to the release of Chain of Thorns, I’ll be posting one song parody inspired by Rent!

13 days to go: “Out Tonight” POV- Matthew

12 days to go: “Will I?” POV- Jesse, James, Alastair, Matthew & Cordelia

11 days to go: “I’ll Cover You” POV- Lucie & Jesse

10 days to go: “One Song Glory” POV- Thomas & Alastair

9 days to go: “Take Me or Leave Me” POV- Anna & Ariadne

8 days to go: “I Should Tell You” POV- James & Cordelia

7 days to go: “Another Day” POV- Thomas & Alastair

6 days to go: “Today for You” POV- Lucie & Jesse

5 days to go: “Light My Candle” POV- James & Grace

4 days to go: “What You Own” POV- James & Matthew

3 days to go: “Tango Maureen (Jamie)” POV- Cordelia & Matthew

2 days to go: “Goodbye Love” POV- James, Cordelia, Matthew, Grace, Alastair, Charles

Goodbye Love:

Grace: It’s true you got your spouse and bought a house James: It’s true. I’m leaving now for Curzon Street. It’s true you’re with that yuppy scum? Alastair: You said he’d never speak to her again Cordelia: Not now. Charles: Who said that you have any say in who he says things to at all. Grace: Yeah. Alastair: Who said that you should stick your nose in other people’s- Charles: Who said I was talking to you. Alastair: We used to have this fight each night. He’d never admit I existed. James: She was the same way. She was always run away, hit the road, don’t commit, you’re full of sh*t! Alastair: He’s in denial. James: She’s in denial. Alastair: Didn’t give an inch when I gave a mile Grace: I gave a mile James: Gave a mile to who? Cordelia: Come on guys chill! James and Alastair: I’d be happy to die for a taste of what my parents had. Someone to live for, unafraid to say I love you! James: Oh, your words are nice Grace. But love’s not a two-way street. You’ll never share real love until you love yourself, I should know. Cordelia: You all said you’d be cool today. So please for my sake. I can’t believe he’s gone. I can’t believe we’re dying. I can’t believe my family must die. My dad helped me believe in love. But sometimes I disagree. Cordelia, Alastair, James: I can’t believe this is goodbye

Matthew: I hear, there are great restaurants out West

James: Some of the best, how could she?

Matthew: How could you treat her so?

James: You just don't know How could we lose Nephilim?

Matthew: Maybe you'll see why When you stop escaping your pain At least now if you try All this death won't be in vain

James: These deaths are in vain

Matthew: Are you insane? There's so much to care about There's me, there's Daisy

James: Daisy’s got her baggage too

Matthew: So do you

James:  Who are you to tell me what I know What to do?

Matthew: A friend

James: But who Math are you? "Math has got his drink", they say "Math lives for his drinks and Math’s in love with his drink" Math hides in his drinks

Matthew: From what?

James: From facing your failure Facing your loneliness Facing the fact you live a lie Yes, you live a lie, tell you why You're always preaching not to be numb When that's how you thrive You pretend to create and observe When you really detach from feeling alive

Matthew: Perhaps it's because I'm the one of us to survive

James: Poor baby

Matthew: Daisy does love you Is she really jealous Or too proud to let it show?

James: Daisy did look sad

Matthew: Daisy deserves more Grace is causing misery And you’re running out the door

James: No more, oh no, I've gotta go Hey, for someone who's always been let down Who's heading out of town?

Matthew: For someone who longs for a community of his own Who's with his books, alone? I'll call I hate the fall

James: You heard?

Cordelia: Every word You don't want to hurt me Without divorce guarantees You don’t want to watch me fail I just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, came to say goodbye love Goodbye Just came to say Goodbye love

James: Glory

Cordelia: Goodbye love

James: One blaze of glory

Cordelia: Goodbye love, goodbye

James: I have to find

Cordelia: Please don't touch me, understand I'm scared I need to go away

Matthew: I know a place, a city A retreat?

Cordelia: Maybe could you?

Matthew: I'll pay

Cordelia: Goodbye love, goodbye love Came to say goodbye love, goodbye Just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, goodbye love Goodbye love, hello, Lilith

[wehadabondingmoment]

@anna-scribbles you are right and you should say it. Their dynamic is being two dumbasses who love each other. How are they not more popular??

It's like "Oh, I love her and I actually know her because I am Chat Noir and I trust her with my life." But it's also "In Ladybug's eyes I am random civilian #3574790416 and thus, I need to pretend like she hasn't scratched me behind the ears and called my abs fine af"

And to the unknown public it just comes off as "The fragrance guy jumped off a skyscraper with a huge ass smile on his face? Maybe we should be concerned about this?"

Meanwhile, Ladybug is all like "Omg I go to school with you and I need. To. Be. Careful. about sharing details because what if you realize it's me, Marinette?? Or WORSE. What if you think I'm some crazy fan? I mean, I am a fan but not like that and oh my god, he's smiling, I wanna melt-"

And they're celebrity x celebrity but also celebrity x "normal" person because they are famous in such different ways?? P h e n o m e n a l. They're mutually pining idiots who can't think straight around the other and Ladrien has such comedic potential that I could write essays about it.

I've seen people being like "Marinette fell first but Adrien fell harder." NOT Ladrien. No. They're the epitome of "They both fell fast and they both fall harder"

They have this kind of dynamic where Adrien could say the most random shit like "My game avatar reminded me of a Capri Sun and I feel like Capri Sun could be a super cool hero name? Like Sailor Moon and Capri Sun against the world!" (Sorry, I feel rly drunk right now, don't take me seriously) and Ladybug would help him design an outfit?

Like one of them would cry at a movie and seeing them cry would instantly make the other one cry too? Like it's raining and they both have umbrellas but they share one anyway to be closer to each other. Except that they try to make sure the other stays dry and push the umbrella towards them and away from themselves and it turns into a subtle battle of 'how can I make sure the other stays dry?', causing them to arrive at home soaked. They're the "lovey dovey sticky notes on the mirror" type of couple. The "we are trying to have a sleepover but both of us are too flustered at the idea that the other is next to me and I can't sleep a wink" type. They are so fluffy.

But also the "I love you so much but dating you feels wrong because I am keeping secrets." The "You don't love the other me and it terrifies me." The "I have seen you die countless times and it still haunts my dreams." The "My boyfriend's father is my enemy and I can't tell him and break his heart." The "Both of us have jealous fans and dating will put us and our loved ones in danger." They are so angsty.

They have tooth-rotting fluff and heart-shattering angst and Ladrien crack one shots are the funniest thing you have ever read and I love them for it with an intensity you would not believe. They add something to the lovesquare that affects its very core and I am so incredibly fond of them.

sometimes i remember there are people who don’t like ladrien and i find i cannot relate to anyone less

[ajoytobeheld]

Oh our lives (San Francisco)

April 16th, 2009

I have no idea how on earth we got ourselves into this situation. Three years ago we formed a band through boredom and thinking we could be better than the bands that played first on at every gig we went to at Cardiff Barfly. Now, April 2009, I wake up in the same hotel as Glasvegas, with a stinking hangover, after an evening of party with Sky Larkin, Yoni Wolf, Girls and drag queens. Thank you for enabling us to do this. I swear we are making the most of it.

Some Notes…

We’ve never been able to spend as much time in SF as we’d like to.

Show was rad. I owe a massive, massive thank you to Vanessa, who came through with the ventolin, which means I can get as drunk in the desert as I want, and not have to worry about dying (through an asthma attack. Alcohol poisoning or melting is still very much a possibility).

Our Tour Manager, Joke Puleo, has had the pleasure of touring with Why? in the past, when they’ve supported Yo La Tengo.  Subsequently, Yoni made the trip from Oakland to come hang out and watch us play. He’s a lovely, funny man, and in ultimate flattery, he wanted our record after the show.

Also in attendance were our pals Girls. They’re signed to the label I mentioned being “involved with”, the other day. They’re San Fran residents so were able to tell us the cool hangouts to go after the show. Choice had to be made between Paradise Lounge or the Eagle. An employee of the Paradise place described the Eagle as “butt-fucking, hairy chests”, so that’s where we headed. Girls are the best people. They’re touring the UK soon, so I get to see them play at Bristol Dot To Dot Festival. Very excited.

Really fun drag act, called Anna Conda. Me and Doug chatted with her lots afterwards, and she knew our band. She thought Ellen was the girl from the Ting Tings though.

When we got back to the hotel, Neil heard some Scotch people talking, so he did the British thing and went and spoke to them. It was only motherfucking Glasvegas.  He said they were very friendly, but me and Neil were mostly just jealous because they had an entourage of girls with them, and we just end up alone in our rooms every night, talking about mexican food or Football Manager. Also, someone from Glasvegas has a shared library (Glas Vegas’ Library) on iTunes (shared librarys annoy me generally) and they only had two Cocteau Twins albums (Treasure, and Heaven And Las Vegas), which I thought was strange (I think that’s just based on them being Scottish and wearing black a lot). They did have TWO mp3s of Caravan Of Love by The Housemartins though, which redeemed them in my eyes.  And yes, nice people, I hope their show in SF tonight goes really well.

Sky Larkin have left us now, to go back to Yorkshire. We first played with them in Bradford, on September 13 2006, and have remained the best of friends (or perhaps Awesome Pals) since. They are amazing people and an amazing band, and we love them dearly. Me and Katie were debating last night whether if we pretended to be going out it would make us get more famous. I cannot speak highly enough of them.

WE’RE NOW DRIVING TOWARDS COACHELLA, WORKING OUT WHAT SONGS WE SHOULD PLAY AND TALKING ABOUT ANIMALS’ MENSTRUATION CYCLES. VERY EXCITED!! ABOUT BOTH THINGS!!!

THANK YOU FOR LETTING US DO THESE THINGS!!

[beefmastersblog]

Wandering Sons

I will admit, I wasn’t sure I would like this anime simply because I thought I wouldn’t be able to relate to the themes of it. Still, I decided to watch the entire thing because I’ve never seen anything like it before.

Wandering Sons is a beautiful anime with an amazing story and messages that anyone can relate to, even if they aren’t struggling with their gender identity. It follows the story of Nitori, who identifies as a girl but was born a boy.

One of the themes I noticed in this show was an issue of bullying. We don’t see much of it in the first half of the show, but we start to see it starting in episode 7, when our characters end up in new classes and Nitori finds Doi, his childhood bully, also in his class. At first, Nitori is very nervous about it, but Doi acts nicely towards him, even going so far as to tell him he looks cute as a girl and that he should wear the outfit to school. But after Nitori does, Doi tells him he’s a moron, and suddenly, the entire school thinks he is a freak and nobody wants to be seen around him.

Another major theme of this show is the stigma around crossdressing. We see it a lot with Nitori’s sister specifically, calling him weird and strange for wanting to dress up like a girl. You can tell this really affects him, and she embodies that voice inside his head that is telling him that what he is doing is weird and wrong. But it all comes to a head when she demands he break up with her friend, because “she’s normal and you’re not”. But when he actually goes to confess this to her, Anna is supportive and understanding, proving that everything his sister was saying was just his sister’s opinion, not everyone’s. We also see this stigma around Chi, who sometimes likes to come to school in a boy’s uniform. A lot of people passing by loudly comment that she is an attention seeker, and her outfits are not supported. And when Takatsuki decides to finally wear the boy’s uniform, his teacher pulls him aside and asks if he thought it would make him look cool. And when Nitori decides to try it at school, Chi warns him that it will attract the wrong kind of attention and people will label him a pervert for it. And it was true, when he came to school dressed like a girl, he was the only one sent to the nurse’s office out of the three crossdressers, and the only one who had their parents called and got sent home. We see that some of his own friends, like Momo, turned on him and called him a freak.

Another thing I noticed in this show is a changing development of friendships, especially between Nitori, Chiba, and Takatsuki. We see that they once used to be a very close trio, but things changed once feelings got involved. But when the three of them went singing together with Anna, it seemed like things were starting to change again, now with Nitori spending a lot of time with his new girlfriend, and Chiba and Takatsuki growing close. But after everything that happens, in the final episode, it was cute to see them all together, dressing Nitori up like they once used to.

One thing that I really liked about this show was the development of the side characters, specifically Chiba and Takatsuki. Chiba started off as an angry person, jealous of the fact that the boy she liked didn’t like her back, and instead was in love with one of their closest friends, Takatsuki. And this anger and jealousy destroyed their friend group. As they moved on to middle school, she remained bitter, still wanting Nitori to love her, wanting to be the Romeo to her Juliet. During the play arc, it really seemed like she was finally getting over it, as she befriended Ariga, but once she found out that Nitori was dating Anna, everything came crashing down again, with her even going so far as to want to quit school. I think this back and forth of feelings is very relatable. Healing and progress isn’t always going to be linear, sometimes there are things that set you back, and it was very interesting to see it portrayed in this manner. But what surprised me most was the fact that it was Takatsuki that came to her house and asked her to come back to school. Watching their relationship change once Nitori was out of the picture was very interesting. Their relationship felt very genuine and I really enjoyed watching these two spend time together and I thought it was very cute the way Chiba commented on the fact that his hair looked nice when it was slightly longer and he grew it out to that length.

I also really enjoyed the relationship between Anna and Nitori, even though I wasn’t expecting to. I liked how she served almost like a mentor to him, helping him with his acne and other problems. The fact that they started dating was a little shocking to me, but I ended up thinking they were cute together and made a good match. It was nice to see him get paired with someone other than the other transgender character in the show. The same thing can be said for Yoshida, I like that her character was included here as well, with a healthy relationship displayed between her and her boyfriend. I think that is incredibly important, especially when it comes to pieces of media that deal with marginalized groups. Too often, we see, for example, a person of color get paired with the only other person of color. I thought it was very unique to see healthy and diverse relationships portrayed in this show. Even with her getting scared when she heard Nitori dressed up as a girl at school, it was nice to see them reconcile at the end of the show, with her finally understanding and accepting who Nitori is.

On the topic of Yoshida, I loved the way that her and her boyfriend served as role models to Nitori and Takatsuki. I thought that it was very cute of her to give Takatsuki her old school uniform, and it was adorable when her boyfriend commented on how well he tied the tie, especially since we know how hard it was for Takatsuki to work up the courage to actually even wear it in the first place. Those two are incredibly supportive and demonstrate just how important having a role model or mentor can be.

Overall, I really liked this anime, and it was an unexpectedly good watch.

[adrianasunderworld]

I was thinking Jamil is jealous of Kalim getting some attention from Jasmine during chapter 4. Jamil clearly has someone in mind yet it ruins once Kalim gets along with him

Jamil: Say Jasmine, wanna- huh? *He eavesdrop on their conversation*

Jasmine: You really a fun person Kalim and even nicer than any of NRC students especially when most of them are egotistic and prideful.

Kalim: You really think so? That's awesome to hear, Jasmine. I always love meeting new people and meeting you is one of the best.

Jasmine: You remind me of my father, I don't know why. My father and I usually argue regarding who I will end up and my freedom, but I still deeply love him with his fun and energetic nature like you.

Kalim: Your father sounds like a sweet one, it makes me want to meet him too and telling him that he is lucky to have a daughter like you.

Jasmine: I am happy to let you meet him. We might go carpet riding.

Jamil just stared with glaring look as he didn't want him to be closer to her. Kalim doesnt have romantic attraction to her but it seems more friendly to her. I also feel when Kalim is in 180, he made sure that he says terrible things to Jasmine for her to hate her which made her upset and for Jamil to help her calm down.

Jasmine: You know, Jamil. You're a great guy, I wish there's a way I can help you and your family but I don't have that power.

Jamil: You don't have to worry, being servant means looking out for everyone especially a beautiful girl like you.

Jasmine blushed when he said and of course that time made her heartbroken once he realized he is using everyone. It makes me think Jamil and Jasmine didn't want to remember the kiss but some people kept reminding her.

Floyd: It's unfair that you get to kiss one of the princesses. Maybe I should overblot to get little mermaid to kiss him.

Jamil: You don't even have much negative emotions. And please don't make me remember that.

Tiana: I never thought you end up kissing him.

Jasmine: It's complicated but I don't know why but he seems better than someone I know but older.

Jasmine and Kalims relationship is 1000% platonic. Kalim is just way too much like her dad to view him in any way beyond that. Maybe Jasmine also reminds Kalim of one of his sisters, so he acts very brotherly towards her. Like if you didn't know them you would swear they were siblings.

But even so, even though Jamil knows this, he's already going off the deep end, and he's not going to give something else for Kalim. So when he has him go 180, he's particularly hurtful to Jasmine so Jamil can look even more like a better person than him.

It's in these moments that Jamil and Jasmine hit it off. I think out of all the ships, Jamil has come the closest to actually kissing Jasmine before the blot. Like they're talking and bonding, maybe Jamil makes the beautiful comment, they come so close, only to get interrupted by Grim or some Scarabia students needing help.

The thing is Jamil has always been interested in Jasmine. He saw her around all the time and wanted to talk to her but was always too busy to. Now that he's actually spending time with her, he likes her a lot and wants to go out with her. But this is book 4. We already know he's getting out of hand and so caught up in his plan to overthrow Kalim that he's seeing how much he's fucking that up.

After the events of Book 4, Jasmine acknowledges that Jamil is genuinely trying to do better and work on his relationship with Kalim. But even if she forgives, she isn't going to forget that easily. She's to tolerate Jamil around for Kalims sake, but their relationship is going to be strained all of Book 5, because she is rightfully pissed at him.

And yes Jamil has not known peace at basketball since then. Floyd will not let him hear the end of it and neither will Ace when he gets all the details.

Meanwhile at Ramshackle, they all want the details.

Anna: So how was it? Was it at least a good kiss?

Jasmine: Drop it. I'm not saying anything else on this.

Mulan: That means yes.

Jasmine: Shut up!

[yup-thats-me]

Courage || Johnny Depp x reader

Could you, maybe, write one with nervous Johnny when he tries to ask reader out, but doesn’t have enough courage so he steps back? (+ However, not so long after he sees her interaction with someone else (laughing and hugging, for example) and decides to take his chance, even if he’s nervous she will turn him down. Other details up to you! Fluff and happy end, please! ☺️) request by @anna-lestern

pairing: Johnny Depp X actress!reader, Chris Evans x actress!reader (platonic)

warning: language, slight possessive Johnny, kissing for acting purposes, a bit of teasin, age gap of fifteen years

summary: Johnny had decided he'd tell you his real feelings for you but seeing you kiss Chris Evans on a movie set, he began to wonder if that was the best idea.

a/n: sorry for the random hiatus and even more sorry for the long long wait. forgive me too if this is bad :(

masterlist.

Johnny had a package of your favorite food with him as he was guided to the set by a crew member.

He had come to visit you during your shoot. It has been this way for the two months. He would come whenever he could before lunchtime, and bring you food so you and him could have the lunch in your trailer, spend some time with eachother. Being best friends for more than a decade had its advantages.

Today was nothing new. Except that hee had determined that he would ask you put on a proper date.

He knew maybe you'd turn him down seeing how you've been friends for the past fifteen years. And also the fact that there was a 15 years age gap between you two. You met him when you co-starred with him in one of Tim Burton's movies. From then on, you became best of friends. Staying with him through thick and thin, talked him out of his stress, helped him when he had severe anxiety, held him close to you. You were basically his calm in the storm.

The fans loved your friendship too. All these facts but Johnny believed maybe, just maybe he would have a chance with you. Stupid idiot heart, he cursed under his breath.

When they reached the set, he saw you on your chair on your phone.

He thanked the crew and proceeded towards you. He kept quite standing behind you and screamed in your ear making you jump form the chair.

"JOHNNY!" You shouted with a smile.

You pulled him in for a hug, wrapping your arms tightly around him. He hasn't came a song day for the past week. You thought he stopped your cute little ritual understanding he had works of his own. When in reality he was just arguing with himself contemplating whether or not he should ask you on a date.

"I missed you. Where have you been? Moreover how are you? You haven't even texted me this week."

He chuckled kissing the top of your head. "I was busy, Y/n." He looked around the studio, people still rushing to do their work. "Isn't it time for the lunch break?"

"Huh? Oh yeah. We have to film a shot then we could have the break."He nodded.

He was talking to you as usual when he spotted Chris Evans walking towards the two of you.

He had met Chris in one of your Marvel movie premiers. They became fast friends. Johnny liked him, lovely bloke. But the fact that he was working with you on a project togethe made him a bit jealous.

It wouldn't have mattered to him if this was a year ago but ever since Johnny accepted his feelings for you, things changed. He died everyday to tell you his feelings and seeing Chris at present, he once again contemplated if he should or shouldn't ask you out. The chances are you and Chris are together. I mean, you and Chris look perfect for each other.

"What's up, Captain Jack Sparrow?" Chris shook his hand with Johnny's.

Johnny smiled in courtesy. "Not bad, Captain Rogers."

The two began to chat and you stood there smiling, occassionally piping in.

The directors announced to summon you and Chris on set. "Okay, John-John. We'll be back in like twenty minutes." You kissed Johnny on the cheek as you waved goodbye.

Johnny stood there with a smile in his face watching you do your work wonderfully. What he didn't knew was, there was a kissing scene with you and Chris.

He saw Chris pull you in by the waist and connected his lips with your plump ones. A pang of jealousy hit him.

After a few minutes the director yelled cut and you parted with Chris. To dissolve the awkwardness, Chris pulled you for a hug. It wasn't something new that you had to kiss him, but everytime it made you shy. Chris knew that.

You sighed in deeply, enjoying Chris' brotherly embrace. What you didn't notice, Johnny had clenched his jaw hard. Trying his very best to not act out. Of course he knew you were an actress and it was your job. And he hoped there were no emotions attached.

"Mr. Loverman over there is fuming, Y/n", he smirked.

You pulled yourself from the embrace and faced Johnny quickly, seeing him smile at you from distance. "Oh shut up, Evans," you smacked his arm playfully.

The lunch break was announced. You bid Chris bye as he went out to have his lunch. He knew you would have your lunch with Johnny.

You skipped over to Johnny. "How did it look?" You asked.

Johnny hesitated for a moment. "Great as usual, darling," he said.

You both stood there awkwardly. It seemed to you as if Johnny wanted to say something but wasn't quite to able to formulate the words. His face gave it away.

"You want to say something, Johnny?"

He shifted his weight form one feet to the other. "Uhh...yes actually." He paused a moment. "I was wondering...would you go out for dinner tonight? Not like our usual friend dinner date. More like...oh fuck it. I love you Y/n and I'm not able to keep that to myself anymore. You don't have to say it—"

He was cut off by your pink lips on his. It caught him by surprise, not being able to react. Feeling him not kiss you back, you thought you'd done a big mistake and began to push yourself off him when his hands clasped over your waist, pulling you in deeper. Wrapping your arms 'round his neck, the kiss began to grow hotter.

You parted from the kiss slowly, remembering people were still there. He pressed his forehead against yours, smiling brightly.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He laughed. "Oh God yes. I've smitten by you from the moment I saw you Johnny. I love you i love you I love you."

The sweet moment was broken when claps erupted thorough the studio. Turning around, you saw the crew and other actors clapping and smilling at the two of you. Your cheeks reddened and tried to hide your face in Johnny's chest.

Chris came forward. "Finally. My ship has sailed." He laughed.

Johnny laughed alongside him. "Oh Evans, shut up," you giggled.

[erodasfishtacos]

Cheating!h blurb where ana asks why they dont have sex or at a party and she’s trying to pull him into a room and y/n watching him try to make excuses and then next time having sex with y/n he says anna keeps trying and she has the pride he doesnt give in... or something exploring that situation

warnings: smut, cheating, angst

“Anna, I just-“ Harry huffs as she tugs him into a spare bedroom of the party after he had put up a valiant fight to keep them in the main area.

Her hands are unbuttoning his already barely buttoned shirt, running down his bare skin, and he is cut off by a sloppy kiss to his mouth.

Fear shoots up through him, it’s not YN, he doesn’t want this with her.

“C’mon, it’s been almost six months and you still haven’t touched me. Just fuck me,” Anna complains, fed up with the lack of or more like nonexsistence of their sex life.

It was near impossible to believe, someone like Harry who oozed sex out of every pore of his body wasn’t sexually active or interested in fucking his girlfriend.

When Anna takes a different approach of going for his belt buckle, mouth trailing against his collarbone, and attempting to get to his groin - which hadn’t hardened in the slightest.

“Enough,” Harry states firmly, grasping her wrists lightly and making her look at him, “I don’t want to have sex right now, okay?”

His girlfriend’s face falters, “You never want to.”

“If you don’t like it break up with me,” He hisses, knowing YN is going to get suspicious the longer they’re in a room together.

Anna, who really did have a kind heart, frowns, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to pressure you into anything. I would never force you to.”

Harry just rebuttons his shirt, “S’fine. Let’s just get back to the party and have a good time, yeah?”

She nods as Harry swings his arm around her shoulder, unlocking the door, and pausing when he sees YN a bit of the ways down the corridor - staring at the two leaving the bedroom.

“I’m going to get a drink,” He dismisses bluntly, his focus set on the girl who was visible angry with him in the kitchen.

Before he can get out a word, she steps forward and swipes her thumb against his collarbone.

It comes back with the waxy substance of Anna’s bright mauve lipstick.

“Have fun in there, did you?” YN asks, she tries to keep her tone cool and unbothered by Harry sees right through it to the insecurity.

“You know I didn’t,” He replies between gritted teeth, how could she get jealous when this was all her?

He didn’t want a girlfriend.

Well he did but he only want her and she fucking knew that.

“If you wanted me to believe you, maybe you would have wiped her lipstick marks from your neck and chest,” She chuckles and it makes Harry’s hair on the back of his neck stand up.

It was the distinct chuckle and tone she used when she was upset but wasn’t going to admit it over her dead body.

Before he can call her out, she shoulders past him, disappearing into the dancing crowd of people and out of his side.

“Fuck,” He mutters, running a hand through his hair before trudging off to find Niall and Zayn - to distract himself.

-

“Stay the night, please?” Anna asks softly when Harry pulls up to her small, quaint little house that fit her perfectly.

“M’sorry. I have a long day tomorrow.”

It was a lie. It was rarer that he told the truth to his girlfriend than fibbing.

“So? Let’s cuddle, do something,” She begs, frustrated with her emotionally and sometimes physically distant boyfriend.

Harry shakes his head, “Maybe next weekend.”

He always said that.

It never happened.

—

As soon as he drops off Anna, his next stop is a route that is ingrained in his head front and backwards, her apartment.

He has a key, doesn’t bother knocking and just barges into the dimly lit house with her shoes tossed clumsily on the floor - almost trips.

When he finds her, she’s in a towel - freshly showered, and brushing through her hair in her small walk-in closet.

She heard him come in, knew he was storming in here, and still didn’t turn around when he slammed open her bedroom door.

He’s crowding behind her, knocking the brush out of her hand, and pinning her to the wall, “You’re so bloody ridiculous. You jealous little brat.”

YN doesn’t respond, her body still wound tight with tension and a gluttonous feeling of rage for earlier in the night.

“Been fuckin’ you and only you since I was seventeen. Y’know that I didn’t fuck her, didn’t even touch her and you still have the nerve to act like a crybaby,” Harry seethes, his whole chest pressed against her back, no room to escape.

“Her lipstick was all over you,” She argues back weakly when his hands come to the knot in her towel, teasing at unraveling.

“Yeah because she was begging me to fuck her and I said ‘no’ so she tried to get in my pants and I pushed her off.”

“Why?” YN murmurs, quiet in the small space.

“You fuckin’ know why,” Harry growls with his teeth grazing across her bare shoulder blade.

“Say it.”

“I pushed her off ‘cause you’re the only person I’ve fucked since I was seventeen. My cock is yours,” He rasps, untying the knot and letting the towel drop.

He wishes she would just end all this bullshit.

Let him have her fully and completely but she was so fucking afraid of getting hurt when it wouldn’t happen.

“Go on, tell me who owns this cunt,” Harry demands, hand tucking between her thick thighs to cup her puffy mound in his hand.

“H,” She whimpers as his finger lightly slides up the wet groove of her center with a careful drag.

When she doesn’t give him the answer he wants, he gives her clit a hard pinch, “Don’t make me repeat myself.”

“Yours, fuck - it’s yours,” YN huffs at the slight but welcome pain on her nerves - relaxing when it returns to soft strokes.

“Anna is pretty, y’know? Had her on me, kissing my neck, unbuttoning my shirt and shit,” Harry hums against her ear, two fingers sinking into the tight heat of her body.

He continues, “Didn’t even get hard when that happened. That’s how fucking trained I am for you. What a tight fucking leash you have me on.”

YN turns a bit into putty at his words, insecurity slow flooding out of her body, and feeling more like how she usually does.

“How do y’ever forget? How much I love you?” He asks in true disbelief, it literally oozes through his pores how much he adores his high school sweetheart.

“Don’t-“ She squeaks desperately.

“Why won’t you let me tell you how much I love you, baby?”

His voice like dark, sweet honey that seeps into her every nerve-ending and makes her feel lethargic, in a boneless silky way.

“Stop plea- Just touch me,” YN begs when his fingers crook into against her plushy, tight walls with focused strokes.

“You need to admit it, y’stubborn little thing. I know how in love you are with me,” Harry pushes, needing to hear validation from his favorite person on this earth.

He squats down, spreading her cheeks, and leaning in to lick from the top of clit all the way back to her other entrance.

His large palms keeping her apart, digging into the thick skin until his fingers are white - tongue finding her core and darting in to her most sensitive area.

“H, oh my god,” YN moans, head falling forward against the wall, pushing her hips backward into his mouth.

“Darling, c’mon. Show me how sweet y’can be f’me,” Harry goads encouragingly, it always took a little bit of effort to get her to break.

“I love you….s’much,” She whispers, voice cracking on the last syllable as he rewards her with a suckling kiss to her clit and slips his fingers back in.

“I know y’do, baby. You know I’d never give it to anyone but you,” Harry coos, anything to get her to soften her harsh edges, chip away at her stone wall.

Her hand reaches behind to weave through his hair, her stomach sucking in harshly as she feels her tight band snap as she releases.

“O-oh, you’re mine. Y’mine,” His love chants as she rides out her intense wave of her orgasm as he helps her through it.

“M’yours,” Harry agrees immediately, standing up and a smile breaks on his face when she turns around and wraps him into a hug.

“I love you. I know you didn’t touch her. I just hate it,” YN murmurs softly, undoing his shirt and sliding it off of his shoulders.

His smile fades at her words, “Then make it stop. The minute you tell me you’re ready to make this work, I’ll break up with her.”

“I’m no-not ready,” She stammers, eyes widening like a deer in headlights at his words.

So afraid. So fucking scared.

“Okay, okay,” He soothes when he sees her chest start to rise faster and faster with anxiety.

He doesn’t want to drop it.

He wants to shake her and ask her how the fuck she doesn’t see that they’re already in a relationship and she’s being blinded by irrational fears.

Harry waddles them over to her messy bed, pushing her back and adjusting until she’s in the center - staring at him with doe eyes.

He loves her so much it hurts to look at her for too long.

When he tugs off his jeans, taking his phone out to put on the side table - he sees an unread text from Anna.

I’m sorry about earlier. I really want to make it work with you. You’re a great guy x

Harry should feel bad. Maybe his stomach should have dropped or something at how awful he’s being to that girl.

But when his love is splayed out, pliant and malleable for him, he can’t find an ounce of fucks to give as he tosses it on the bedside table.

He had been in love with this girl since he was sixteen, never fell out of it, he was addicted to her - willing to go through all this bullshit if it meant he had her.

It always felt like the first time, crawling on top of her, and bending down to pull her puffy lips into a strong kiss as he slides in, always a pleasant stretch.

As they move together, in a familiar rhythm, she murmurs against his lips, “One day, I’ll be ready.”

“Please, make it soon, darlin’,” Harry pleas, swallowing harshly before pushing his emotions into hard, deep thrusts.