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writerintheworking · 8 months ago
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Smut one shot requests (I write them on Wattpad & here but you can only request on here, my Wattpad user is sm_twrit_r) I only do male smut sorry
Baby:
-damiano younes
-niccolo govender
- Brando de sanctis
-fiore fiorenzi
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Harry potter + fancast:
-theodore nott
-mattheo ridde
-tom riddle
-lorenzo berkshire
-regulus black
-blaise zabini
-cedric diggory
-harry potter
-ron weasley
-fred weasley
-george weasley
-draco malfoy
-professor snape
-professor lupin
- James potter (fancast)
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Outer banks:
- JJ maybank
- john b
- poper heyward
- rafe cameron
- topper Thornton
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The vampire diaries:
-damon salvatore
-stefan salvatore
- Enzo st john
-jeremy gilbert
-tyler lockwood
- alaric saltzman
-klaus mikealson
- elijah mikealson
-kol mikealson
- kai parker
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The walking dead:
-daryl dixon
-rick grimes
-carl grimes
-negan smith
-glenn rhee
-ezekiel sutton
-jesus (Paul) monroe
-abraham ford
-alden
-merle dixon
-dwight
-shane welsh
-micheal mercer
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Stranger things:
-steve harrington
-eddie munson
-billy hargrove
-jonathan byers
-dimitri
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Riverdale:
-jughead jones
- archie andrews
- f.p jones
-sweetpea
-fangs fogarty
-reggie mantle
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Shameless:
-ian gallagher
-lip gallagher
-carl gallagher
-mickey milkovich
-kevin ball
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Grey's anatomy:
-derek shepherd
-alex karev
-jackson avery
-mark sloan
-george o malley
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Random:
- Jake webber
- johnnie guilbert
- Colby brock
- Sam golbach
- Vinnie hacker
- ghost (cod)
- ghostface
-dominic fike
-javon walton
-jaden walton
-matt sturniolo
-chris sturniolo
-dean winchester
-samwinchester
-percy jackson(og)
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The rookie:
-tim bradford
-john nolan
-wesley evers
-aaron thorsen
-henry nolan
----------------------------------------------- if there's any kinks, tropes or setting you want in lmk in comments or lmk in messages
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criscostarr · 8 months ago
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Iowa!, collage, 2024
This is the piece I labored on longest. When I originally started it I thought it was garbage, and it went through four or five iterations before it was done. I wanted to make something that represented the Midwest (which is so dear to me) and specifically highlight places my friends or I lived. Last-minute, I stuck the MADE IN CHINA tag in the bottom right corner to be cheeky. I would like to highlight the amazing print "Freight train leaving, Sadorus, Illinois" by Wesley Queypo, an artist I can find little information about, that became the centerpiece of this collage.
Illinois: "Freight train leaving, Sadorus, Illinois," I.B.E.W. Local 146
Iowa: Background map, Old Stone Capitol, Floyd Monument at Sioux City, Old Shot Tower at Dubuque
Tennessee: Elvis
Texas (not Midwest, who cares?): Texas Chili con Carne (this is an amazing recipe which is why I included it), U of T and Texas A&M commemorative beer cans
Wisconsin: Paul Bunyan beer can (brewed in Waukesha) (one of these cans sold for >$1k?)
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sunnydaleherald · 1 year ago
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The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Saturday, October 14th
CORDELIA: I feel a little guilty. ANGEL: Don't. - I mean, nineteen dollars for a - sashimi couscous appetizer is money well spent. How was it anyway? Pretty good? I mean, it ought to be pretty... CORDELIA: It's delicious but that's not what I feel guilty about. ANGEL: Oh. (Sees Wesley looking at him) I'm not cheap, I-I'm just old. (Slipping into a slight Irish accent) I-I remember when a few bob got you a good meal, a bottle *and* a tavern wench. - You were saying?
~~Belonging~~
[Drabbles & Short Fiction]
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Warm Me Up (It's Cold Inside) by Rivana (Xander/Devon, E)
Friday the 13th at the Farmer's Market by watcherless (Buffy/Faith, T)
Before the Break of Dawn by AidenFlame (Dawn, T)
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Untitled by blue-moon21 (Darla & Drusilla, not rated)
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After by MillennialCryBaby (Buffy/Spike, R)
[Chaptered Fiction]
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Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Shadowed Suspicion, Chapter 396 by madimpossibledreamer (Ensemble, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure crossover, T)
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Fate Plans and We Laugh, Chapter 18 by Hermione2be (Dawn/Bruce Wayne, multiple crossovers, T)
Charming Sunnydale, Chapter 21 by QuillBard (Buffy/Faith, M)
House of Slayer: The Slayer, The Witch, & The Key, Chapter 16 by BrennaLynn (Buffy & Dawn, Harry Potter crossover, T)
You Are Worth Saving, Chapter 9 by Kittenwritings (Spike/Fred, Cordelia/Wesley, Buffy/Faith, M)
To Be Hers, Chapter 16 by faefawn (Buffy/Spike, not rated)
Her Old Fashioned Boy, Chapter 8 by Bobbie23 (Giles/Jenny, T)
We Don't Know What's Around the Corner, Chapter 6 by the_widow_twankey (Angel/Spike, M)
Lavender Haze, Chapter 5 by Sera (Buffy/Jax Teller, Sons of Anarchy crossover, M)
Kinktober 2023, Chapter 14 by Skyson (Buffy/Giles, E)
Narnia: Interlude, Chapter 4 by BrennaLynn (Buffy/Faith, Chronicles of Narnia crossover, T)
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Chosen One 2: Welcome to the Hellmouth, Chapter 8 by all_choseny (Buffy/Spike, R)
A Marriage of Inconvenience, Chapter 16 by all_choseny (Buffy/Spike, R)
Dead End Plots, Chapter 5 by Melme1325 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)
Surviving Together, Chapter 4 by ionlylikebadboys (Buffy/Spike, Adult Only)
Where Clocks Don't Tick, Chapter 2 by Willow91 (Buffy/Spike, R)
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Back to the Light, Chapter 4 by MountainKing (Buffy, Torchwood/Doctor Who crossover, FR18)
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A Place in the Sun, Chapter 32 by honeygirl51885 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)
Chosen One 2: Welcome to the Hellmouth, Chapter 8 by all_choseny (Buffy/Spike, R)
What the Drabble? Chapter 26 by VeroNyxK84 (Buffy/Spike, R)
Out For A Walk... Bitch, Chapter 3 by MaggieLaFey (Buffy/Spike, Adult Only)
Autumnal Shorts, Chapter 14 by VeroNyxK84 (Buffy/Spike, R)
[Images, Audio & Video]
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Artwork: domestic Spuffy getting ready by underxstars (worksafe)
Artwork: Buffy and William Pratt by Lia Livingstone (worksafe)
Artwork: Spike in 6.03 After Life by Lia Livingstone (worksafe)
Artwork: J.C Leyendecker inspired Spike portrait by vampyrwaltz (worksafe)
Artwork: Willow by mistyintherivers (worksafe)
Artwork: happy fuck him on the floor friday buffyverse fans by indulgetheother (Angel/Spike, Darla & Drusilla, NOT worksafe)
Artwork: Buffy by Superfandomcorp (worksafe)
Cartoon: Dawn & Buffy by Paul Gadzikowski's The Hero of Three Faces (Fringe crossover, worksafe)
Manip: Spike/Cordelia by pass-the-dyanmite (worksafe)
Gifset: "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls by andremichaux (Buffy/Spike, worksafe)
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Artwork: Buffy card I made for a friend’s birthday! by Lady-of-Letters (worksafe)
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Fanvid: Buffy Summers | what was I made for? by Lauren Faulkner
Fanvid: Buffy The Vampire Slayer - Music Montage / Hit me with your best shot Pat Benatar by Johnny Lwrence
Fanvid: Buffy&Angel - All about us by Othania
Fanvid: Buffy & Angel || Wishful Thinking by Alice
Fanvid: Angel After the fall Episode 1 opening by Buffynatural / Smallville Season 11
Video: Angel Season 6 episode 1- After the Fall (Canon comic continuation) by Buffynatural / Smallville Season 11
Fanvid: Wesley Wyndam-Pryce | Buffyverse | Always Dreaming by Jess Wilson
Vidlet: Buffy The Vampire Slayer Season 7 Edit by Buffy The Vampire Slayer
[Reviews & Recaps]
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Really enjoyed listening to the “Buffy” Audible series “Slayers”!!! by Buffyfan145
I read the Angel book "Shakedown..." by oveliagirlhaditright
Episodes 10, 11, and 12 “Nightmares”, “Out of Sight, Out of Mind” and “Prophecy Girl” and Season 2 episode 1, “When She Was Bad” by mothmans-wedding-photographer
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Thoughts on the audio book...(SPOILERS) by ross1251
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Video: The BTVS Twisted Guide S01 S11: Out of Sight Out of Mind by Twisted View
Video: Forever-Slayer Sunday by Jane Talks Buffy
Video: Fred reacts to Angel S2 Ep19 by kawaiiconcept
Video: Fred Reacts to Angel S2 Ep20 by kawaiiconcept
Video: Fred reacts to Angel s2 ep 21 by kawaiiconcept
Video: Fred reacts to Angel s5 ep 22 by kawaiiconcept
[Recs]
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Fic rec: Gamble on Destiny by leni (Buffy/Angel, T) by I Will Remember You Marathon
[Fandom Discussions]
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We should have had an Oz/Cordelia friendship arc by 5bi5
the entire concept of ben & glory in buffy season 5 is so wild… by imunbreakabledude
Jesse and Cordelia in the “Slayers” verse [spoilers] by oveliagirlhaditright
[Thoughts on a possible sequel of "Slayers"; spoilers] by oveliagirlhaditright
I do wonder what the rest of the gang was up to in Slayers [spoilers] by oveliagirlhaditright
[Love triangles in "Slayers"; spoilers] by oveliagirlhaditright
I just realised Buffy is wearing the cross Angel gave her when she kills him by bluestarsandclouds
Part of the reason why buffy is such a well respected character by Glossyfruitloops
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who was the best for willow? by the vampslayerr
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Slayers: A Buffyverse Story releases all episodes today - thoughts? continued by multiple posters
Reacting to Reactions! BtVS Season 5 [The Normies reaction to Out of My Mind] by multiple posters
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So WTF was with the robot ninja in [AtS] S5? by suikofan80
horny angel annoying [in AtS Season 1] by valiwagg
7x22 - smh [why weren't Anya, Andrew, Xander, Dawn, Giles and Wood outside the high school for the final battle] by Individual-Task-4586
The invisible girl by Tsole96
Buffy’s cheerleading tryout by Manoodless
Something that has always bugged me… [Spike never had a funeral] by AlabasterPuffin
Did the initiative really not know about the Slayer? by danielelington
Why are only some potential Slayers trained before hand? by lovemeonwednesdays
Buffy TV vs. Angel TV by caldude1985
What if buffy never went to the master? by Tsole96
Robin Sachs appreciation thread by kittyflaps
Graham was the unsung hero of The Initiative by dabzandjabz
Why would giles or buffy go to the master at all? by Tsole96
The state of Sunnydale (Slayers) [spoilers] by ChrisWithGlasses
Harmony, a lot like soulless Spike? by WhatName230
Slayers ending! for those who have finished [spoilers] by Andrew_belfast
Just experienced "I will remember you" for the first time... by Sourpatchmoms
One of the worst parts of watching seasons 5 & 6 (haven't seen 7 yet) is how they turned Buffy into a mom by SafiraAshai
Thoughts/Theories on the Audible-Verse (Slayers spoilers) by primal_slayer
Buffy's money problems in season 6 by Groundbreaking_Ad613
Question about Cordy's ascension to higher being by Typical-Owl9521
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Video: The Buffy Tag🧛‍♂️🎃 by David's Book Reviews
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Video: 'Slayers: A Buffyverse Story’ Official Trailer by Audible
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causewhywouldnti · 1 year ago
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My thoughts as I’m watching 24 seasons of law & order svu:
Season 7
The season is starting off strong with Elliot undercover. He and Fin are just great together. Elliot being made aware of his anger management problems whilst he’s pretending to be a pedophile is ironic.
7x03 “911”, I get why it got Mariska an Emmy, her acting is great in it and the story is set up differently. However, it probably won’t go on my rewatch list. And I’m sorry, but I have to say this, but her chest compressions were more like stomach compressions. They would have saved no one.
Absolutely loved getting an insight into Elliot in 7x04. Also, him finally addressing his anger problems.
7x06, what can I say, nazis getting their asses kicked, Munch getting shot in the ass, Benson and Stabler having a hospital scene and Marcia Gay Harden showing up. Great episode all around.
7x08, I liked their discussions about end of life care or pulling the plug. Did not like the open ending with the rapes.
7x10, good episode, got even better after they were told to stand down. Olivia leaking to the press, Elliot calling her out on it, and Dad mode for Cragen. I do wonder if they ever followed up with Jackson Zane. Or is the dude still held in contempt?
I love in TV, when medical equipment isn't correctly installed, yet the monitor is still normal. Like in 7x11, when the electrode isn't even attached to the body.
Donelly conspiring to have a kid get free was great in 7x12. And their discussion on gun control is still accurate 17 years later.
Elliot hiding in the trunk of the car in 7x13 sent me. I just really was not expecting that. Warner getting her time to shine though.
So I know Mariska was pregnant during this season. So they did the obvious things to hide it: started off with her wearing open coats all the time, then the camera only showed her chest and face. In 7x13, we graduated to big objects for her to hold. Camera work in the last few episodes is creative.
7x19, well let's be honest here, I knew how this episode was gonna play out. It didn't disappoint. Benson and Stabler both choosing each other over the job. My personal favorite moment of the episode has to be the silence of the two of them after Gitano was killed. Just great acting of the two of them communicating without saying a word.
Stabler really misses Benson in 7x20. I did like that she came to him after he and Blaine got into it. Stabler's eyes say so much when Benson hands him the evidence to arrest the girl.
Look how happy Benson is, when Fin and Stabler go to her in 7x21. The season finale was kinda depressing.
Familiar faces: Chandra Wilson, Paul Wesley (the Vampire Diaries), Noah Emmerich (White Collar), Marin Hinkle (Madam Secretary), Marcia Gay Harden (the Newsroom), Cody Kasch (Desperate Housewives), Ruben Santiago-Hudson (Castle), Tina Holmes (House), Keke Palmer (Scream Queens), Matthew Settle (Band if Brothers), Tom Verica (How to Get Away with Murder), Zeljko Ivanek (Madam Secretary), Schuyler Fisk (OTH), Rebecca De Mornay (Raise Your Voice), Brian Slaten (Rizzoli&Isles), Michael Boatman (Spin City), Rebecca Wisocky (Ghosts CBS) and Brittany Snow.
Favorite episodes: 7x04, 7x06, 7x10, 7x12, 7x13 and 7x19
Favorite lines:
"You’re not weak. You’re so busy being strong and helping everyone, you’ve got nothing left for yourself.“ - Dr. Hendrix to Stabler in 7x04
"Four-pack of coolers and a box of condoms. What, you plan on getting frisky with the Hamburglar?“ - Fin 7x21
"Your conversation skills are what I like best about you.“ - Donna to Stabler 7x21
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meme-space-nine · 1 year ago
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SNW: Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow
If anything happened to SNW Kirk I would kill everyone in this room and then myself. This episode was phenomenal. A lot of this plot makes zero sense and it pulls a Time's Arrow Guinan by making consulting a long lived friend before they meet a major plot point. There's also a really good romance between La'an and alternate Kirk that rests on a foundation of him being the only person she's ever met that doesn't immediately make certain assumptions about her based on her name that weirdly no one in her entire past has bothered to change. There was some good chemistry between them, and the final scene is truly devastating as she loses the one person who she could be free from her past around.
The episode opens when a guy is shot by a bullet and hands a Thing to La'an before vanishing. She goes to the bridge and then finds KIRK IS THERE! They go back in time with the Thing, and Kirk knows how to drive a sports car but not use a revolving door. Kirk hustling chess players in a park is so on brand!
Then someone attacks a stupid bridge across all of lake Ontario somehow that they made up for the "get to the bridge" pun. They run into a crazy conspiracy theorist who tells them a bunch of alien stuff. After seeing the rest of the episode there is literally no reason why she would do this.
They need an engineer for something, so they drive the 7 hour trip to vermont between scenes to find Pelia in the past but she isn't an engineer yet, so it was mostly pointless except she gets a watch to walk around a 600 square mile city to see if it glows when its close to the thing they want to find.
So it turns out Sera was a romulan the whole time. She shoots alternate Kirk and tries to force La'an to open the door while explaining why old Trek was off on their timeline. Turns out she wants to kill Khan! Who is a little kid who has to live with the stigma of shooting all the guards before he even does anything in history because La'an left the gun in his room before zooting back home.
Finally some asshole time agent shows up and says "thanks for doing my job, give me the thing, you have to suffer in silence for the remainder of your life, thanks bye! That was begging to be a Daniels cameo, but Daniels isnt that much of an asshole.
In summary, this was a hell of a lot of fun and elevated both La'an and Paul Wesley's Kirk in my eyes. Hijinks took place and were amusing.
Rating: 5/5
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speedygal · 1 year ago
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 James T. Kirk (Paul Wesley) becomes a recurring guest star, and one of the season’s episodes makes a point of closing on a shot of Kirk together with Spock and Uhura (Celia Rose Gooding).
*gets worried in the first half of the above sentence*
*relaxes in the second half* nice way of using a recurring guest star. I look forward to the shot! :D
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ravenspeakrp · 3 months ago
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VICTOR MORGRAVE is looking for their LOVE CONNECTION!
MUN INFORMATION
Name: Dusto Character: Victor Morgrave, Ancient years old, Original Vampire, Paul Wesley URL: mourningreveries Would you like to be contacted regarding details of this connection? Yes please! 
CONNECTION INFORMATION
Relationship type:romantic Relation to your character: Love connection Name: UTP Age Range: UTP Species: Vampire FC suggestions (if any): Camila Mendes, Claire Holt, Lily Collins, Danielle Campbell, Elizabeth Lail, Hailee Steinfeld, Florence Pugh, Nina Dobrev, Ana De Armas, Cierra Ramirez, Lindsey Morgan Provide a description of the connection: It wasn’t meant to mean anything; it was just supposed to be a one night stand between two vampires who happened to cross paths in their travels. What it ended up being was a level of connection that neither of them had ever felt with another person before, and it was so all consuming that it scared her, and she ran away before the dawn had come. In the years since then, Victor has tried to find her again, but had always come up short, and he can’t help but wonder if his only shot at true love came and went in the blink of an eye. Now he finds himself trying to find something, anything, that makes him feel what he felt in that one night, and if he can’t, then he isn’t sure if this living for eternity thing is really for him anymore. Anything else (inspiration or any other details you’d like included): N/A
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taletheoldcrowtold · 5 months ago
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Pride 2024 - Day 11
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Movie: To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar
Made in: 1995 – Set in: 1995
Starring: Patrick Swayze, Wesley Snipes, John Leguizamo, Stockard Channing, Chris Penn, Blythe Danner, Alice Drummond
Rated PG-13 for: Inappropriate talk and scene of non-graphic attempted sexual assault, implied domestic abuse
When two Manhattan drag queens, Vida Boheme and Noxeema Jackson, tie in a regional competition, they are given plane tickets to compete in Los Angeles. But when they find novice drag queen, Chi-Chi Rodriguez, upset about losing, Vida decides to take her under her wing and drive to Los Angels so that Chi-Chi could go with them. Along the way, their car breaks down in a small town where they turn the lives of the townspeople upside down.
Not spending too much time on the road, the movie doesn’t waste a lot of time on scenery shots and focuses on the friendship that is blossoming between the three ladies. It’s a fun movie that may have a plot that sounds similar to Priscilla: Queen of the desert, but it isn’t the same at all.
Spoilers under Keep Reading Line
No one dies in the movie and none of the drag queens get beat up.
I was a little nervous the first time watching this because I was afraid there would be bad interactions between the drag queens and other people, but there was few of those and it’s a very fun and up-beat movie. I liked the three ladies and thought they were a real hoot. Vida is a really good role model and someone you’d want to have as an aunt. Noxeema and Chi-Chi had some of the best lines and almost stole the show. It is a little weird that the sheriff was so determined to catch the three of them but maybe his prejudice and hurt masculinity was just that great? I kinda wish it said where exactly they ended up (but maybe I missed which state they were in) Also, though I want Chi-Chi to have a grand romance, it was a little questionable that she was wooed by a teenage boy. I would guess he was around sixteen, maybe younger, and she was a lot older than him (I’m not sure how old she was but I’d guess late twenties—early thirties). But nothing happened between them and I can see where she’d be swept away by a guy who was kind and good to her without thinking about age. It was still a funny and enjoyable movie and the three of them really pulled off those outfits.
Mom’s Thoughts: I thought this movie was a blast. How often are you going to watch two action heroes (Wesley Snipes and Patrick Swayze) dress in drag? The acting was superb and there were a few surprise performers in small parts—Robin Williams and Ru Paul. It’s humorous in places and I found myself warming up to the three main characters, wanting them to find their way to Hollywood and stardom. They get stranded in a small town when their car breaks down and each one makes special friends with the townspeople. Needless to say, they left the town a better and livelier place than they found it. It’s a feel-good movie with some serious subjects (some domestic violence), but all’s well in the end. No one gets beaten up, except someone in town who deserved it, or dies at any time in the movie. I would watch it again.
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glitterysummerkitty · 7 years ago
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Masterlist
Masterlist (Mar ‘18)
Kit Harington
One Shot- 1 (I Will)
One Shot- 2
Henry Cavill
One Shot- 1
One Shot- 2
One Shot- 3 (What?)
Sebastian Stan
One Shot- 1
One Shot- 2 (Romanian Beauty)
Aaron Paul
One Shot- 1
Jared Leto
One Shot- 1
Niall Horan
One Shot- 1
Zac Effron
One Shot- 1 (Blind Date)
Bill Skarsgard
One Shot- 1
Paul Wesley
One Shot- 1 (Worried)
Jamie Dornan
One Shot- 1 (Da Da)
Harry Styles
One Shot- 1 (Meet the Dad)
One Shot- 2 (Nerves)
Iwan Rheon
One Shot- 1
Jake Gyllenhaal
One Shot- 1
One Shot- 2 (Part 1 of Jake & Candice series- AU)
One Shot- 3
One Shot- 4
One Shot- 5
Gif Series
1. Jared Leto (The Interview)
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marie-swriting · 2 years ago
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Never Again - Stefan Salvatore
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Summary : You and Stefan have been sleeping together for the past couple months but you're still not official. You two want more but you're afraid the relationship will end up like the ones you already had.
Warnings : mention of sex but nothing explicit, angst, mention of past relationships who weren't healthy, mention of killing, maybe some grammatical mistakes as English is not my first language, tell me if you see any and if I missed any warnings !
Word count : 2,1k
French version on Wattpad
French version on Tumblr
Song inspiration : Fingers Crossed by Trevor Daniel & Julia Michaels
Making sure Stefan is still asleep, you leave the bed. You do everything in your power to not make any noise, cursing every single time the floor cracks a little. You take your clothes off the floor and get dressed quickly. You readjust your tee-shirt when you’re walking toward the door of the Salvatore’s manor. You’re about to touch the door knob when a voice startles you :
“You’re sneaking off again ?”
“I’m not sneaking off.” You retort to Damon. “And what do you even mean by ‘again’?”
“Please.” He starts, rolling his eyes. “It’s been two months since you’ve started to see my brother every night and every morning you’re leaving without saying goodbye. I thought it’d become serious at some point.”
“Well, it won’t. I need to go. The girls are waiting for me.”
“Say ‘hi’ to Elena for me.”
“Bye Damon.” You exclaim without even listening to his last sentence.
You get in your car and start driving to Caroline’s, trying to not show how your conversation with Damon is troubling you. Obviously, you knew Stefan and you weren’t discreet. You both are vampires older than one hundred years so you don’t sneak out like teenagers, but nobody knows you're spending almost every night together. You don’t have to tell anyone about this. You both know what you’re doing. At least, that’s what you hope.
When you arrive at your best friend’s, you notice you’re the last one. They’ve already started eating some snacks. They know you’re often late, so they don’t wait for you anymore. You’re not mad at them for doing so. You’d do the same. Quickly, you start participating in the conversation, eating the sweets on the table.
You spend all of your afternoon with Caroline, Bonnie and Elena talking about everything and anything, watching movies and doing other activities. You have known them for a year and a half now, but you got close to them easily. You got along pretty well.
As Caroline is talking about the last gossip in town, you go heating the pizza that you ordered at lunch time. So you leave the living room and go to the kitchen. You put the slices in the microwaves. When it’s done, you take back the plate. You don’t have time to put a foot outside the kitchen before Caroline is running toward you while Bonnie and Elena try to stop her. You’re frowning, not understanding what’s going on. When Caroline gives you your phone, you notice the new text from Stefan and you understand why she is acting like that.
“When were you going to tell us ?!” Caroline screams, outraged while you try to play it cool.
“It's nothing worth talking about.”
“I hope you’re joking ! ‘You spend the night at my place or I go to yours ?’” Caroline says, quoting Stefan’s text. “And you call that ‘nothing’ ? When did you plan to tell us ?”
“Caroline, she deserves some privacy.” Bonnie reminds her.
“And you, when were you gonna tell us about Klaus ?” You ask Caroline and she opens her eyes big while Bonnie and Elena look at her, shocked. “Yes, he told me.”
“Don’t change the subject !”
“It’s not a big deal, Caroline.” Elena protests.
“You’re not being serious ? You’re telling me you don’t want to know more after seeing that text ?”
“I mean, only if Y/N wants to.” Bonnie answers her.
“Like I said, there’s nothing to say. Yes, we see each other sometimes at night. But it’s only from time to time. Nothing serious.”
“Wait, so it’s you ?” Elena asks me, as if she just got a revelation. “Damon told me a woman was always leaving Stefan’s room at every sunrise. I would have never guessed he was talking about you.”
“It’s not a big deal.”
“Wait a second again, you told us ‘sometimes’, Damon told me it’s almost every night ! During the week, there’s only a night where Stefan is really alone, according to him.”
“Really, that much ?” Caroline laughs, surprised.
“Sometimes, we just talk.” You answer to your friends. “Now, can you all stop talking about our private life ? There's nothing more to say about it !”
“I don’t get why you two haven't taken it to the next level yet.” Bonnie says and you sigh.
“Maybe we don’t want to. Honestly, I’m fine with how things are right now. I’m not sure I want a relationship once again. And he never said anything about us being serious.”
“Why not ?” Elena questions.
“Personally, I’ve never had any luck when it comes to love. My first boyfriend, or suitor like we used to say, I killed him because I lost control. The second tried to kill me when he discovered I was a vampire. For the third, we were in a toxic relationship. I tried love and it’s not for me.”
“You and Stefan, you’re meant to be.” Bonnie assures.
“I don’t know…”
“Oh, come on ! The looks you two give to each other don’t lie. You should be together !” Caroline exclaims.
“We’ll see. I don’t want him to feel like he has to do something and then it…” I start saying and Elena guesses the end of my sentence.
“Ruins everything ?”
“Yeah, kind of.”
“Talk about it. Who knows ? Maybe he wants to be with you, too.”
Not wanting to talk about it anymore, you change the subject, reminding them that the pizzas must be cold, again. You noticed that Caroline still wants to talk about it, but Bonnie sends her a death stare, stopping her from doing so. You mentally thank her for that. However, the rest of the day, you can’t help but think about their thoughts about the situation. It’s true, you’d like to make your relationship ‘official’ but if it’s unrequited, you wouldn’t know what to do. Furthermore, you’re scared that your next curse about your love life is you ruining everything. After your last love story, you’ve sworn to yourself you wouldn’t fall in love again, but Stefan and you had to kiss once then sleep together to change the promise you made to yourself.
At nightfall, you go to Stefan’s house. You don’t need to wait a lot for the situation to go from normal to heated. Once you’re done, you decide to change your routine, staying until he wakes up. That night, you don’t catch any sleep, thinking about the way you’re going to bring up the conversation. As the hours go by, you get more nervous. You try to think of every worst case scenario, hoping they won’t happen. You wouldn’t be able to handle it.
When the clock shows seven am, you feel Stefan moving a little next to you. He opens his eyes and frowns when he sees you laying next to him. You turn your head to him and smile kindly, trying to look relaxed.
“Are you really here ?”
“I hope you’ll be happy about it.” you say, laughing nervously.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean it like that. I’m not complaining but I expected to find your side of the bed empty, as always.
“I decided to change that. Hope you don’t mind, though.”
“Not at all, don’t worry.” He smiles.
“Stefan, I want to talk to you.”
“I’m listening.”
“Do you think that one day we could take it to the next level ? I mean, not that I don’t like what we have right now ! But we spent so many times together the past couple months and we never said if… if our relationship could be more.”
“I didn’t expect that question.” Stefan admits, sitting against the bed frame.
“Don’t feel like you have to do anything ! I just want to know where we are.”
“Yes, I understand. But I have to say, I don’t know. I like being with you, to say I don't like it would be a lie, but I don’t know if I’m ready to be in a new relationship. Katherine manipulated me, Elena fell in love with my brother. I’m not saying you would do the same, but I don’t want to live those kinds of situations ever again. I’m sorry if I gave you hope we could be together. Hope you understand.”
“I understand, don’t worry.” You say, trying to act like you don’t really care. “I’m… happy we clarified the situation… I have to go. I have something to do at my place.”
You see Stefan is about to say something but stops himself. You don’t pay anymore attention to him and take your clothes off the floor but this time, you don’t get dressed without making any sound. You do it quickly, wanting to leave as fast as you can. You knew there was a risk he’d push you away but deep down, you had hope it wouldn’t happen. Apparently, you don’t even need to be in a relationship anymore to feel that ache in your heart when you feel betrayed. After all, he doesn’t owe you anything, you know it but it still hurts. You bid your goodbye to him before leaving, almost running.
You isolated yourself the whole day. You only talked with Elena through text messages. After that, you almost didn’t take a look at your phone. You’d rather spend your day reading a book, leaving reality and your problems behind.
At seven pm, you look for new notifications and you’re surprised to see several missed calls from Stefan. You delete them, not wanting to talk to him right now. You know his reasons to push you away are valids. You understand his fears, you have the same ones, but you thought you’d talk a little bit more together. But thinking back to the discussion, you quickly ended it, you couldn’t handle ruining something again. You’re about to resume reading your book when you hear someone knocking on your door. Without any motivation, you go to open it. You open your eyes wide when you see Stefan in front of you. He seems nervous and… guilty ? He asks if he can come in and you let him. When you close the door, you both stay silent, looking at each other. You don’t go to another room. You’re too embarrassed to invite him to sit down on your couch, the conversation of this morning still playing in your head. You were really stupid to listen to your friends ! Now, there’s a tension between you two, something you didn’t want.
“I apologise for this morning.” he starts.
“You don’t have to, Stefan.”
“No, I owe you an apology. I want to take it to the next level. When I woke up and I saw you were still with me, I realised I wanted to be with you, just like you do. Elena told me you wanted more, even though you told me you just wanted to know.”
“Don’t pity me, please.” You beg him, feeling even more humiliated.
“It’s not the case. I love being with you. I love the moments we spend together, especially during the night where we just talked and got to know each other. I’ve never felt that big of a connection with anybody else before. But…”
“You don’t want to have your heart broken again.” You say, guessing the end of his sentence. “I get it. I have the same fear. We could say, we’ve never really had any luck in love.”
“Yeah.” He laughs softly. “But I want to try it. I pushed you away out of fear, but the moment I did it, I cursed myself. Deep down, I was waiting for that moment without knowing I was.”
“Your fears talked for you, it’s legit. It was the same for me when we talked about it with the girls and I talked about it.” You reassure him. “But with you, I want to overcome my fears. You’re the first person with whom I want to do it. I don’t want to miss a relationship that could be beautiful because my old scars are not completely healed.”
“Me neither. I trust you enough to set my fears aside. I really want us to be together.”
This last sentence makes you feel so much joy. Without thinking, you kiss him. Compared to the kisses you had two already shared, this one is full of love and tenderness. Stefan brings you closer by putting his hands on your hips. After a few seconds, you break the kiss, but your foreheads are still touching.
“You won’t sneak out in the morning anymore ?” Stefan asks you, a smile on his face that you share.
“Never again.”
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bellarkeselection · 2 years ago
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I Won't Control You
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Request from @thegettingbyp2 Hiya, could you write a Stefan fic where the reader is sired to him (like with Damon and Elena they don't realise it at first and when they do find out) Stefan is really upset about it because of how much he loves her. He doesnt want to feel like he's in control of her or anything.
Caroline my childhood best friend keeps trying to convince me that I am sired to Stefan since Klaus snapped my neck during a fight and I died with his blood in my system. But I don't feel any different...I mean at least as different aside from becoming a vampire. I actually took it rather well. Now I'm not some weak human like Elena who always needs saving. Rolling over in my boyfriend's bed wearing one of his shirts he enters the room tossing me a blood bag that I tear opened feeling him climb in beside me. "We need to talk about something, Y/n. Can you hold that down or is it nasty?" Stefan leaned up on his elbow watching my movements as I kept drinking the bag no problem. "I guess so...although I remember last week I couldn't keep anything down except for-" He cuts me off sitting up running his hands through his hair in frustration about something I wasn't sure of. "Animal blood...geez Caroline is right about us."
"Stefan, what are you talking about. What's wrong. Talk to me please." I dropped the bag onto the nightstand scooting over and wrapping my arms around his neck resting my chin on his shoulder. He lifted his face from his hands where I saw that he had tears slipping out meaning he was crying. "Caroline was telling the truth Y/n. You're sired to me. I'm sorry for taking advantage of you. I'll break the bond and you never have to see me again if that is what you want." He turns so he was facing me his hands shaking in his lap so I take a hold of them. Moving my freehand I wiped away his tears hating to see him upset. Even before I was turned I felt so sad when he did but now I feel it so much stronger as a vampire. "Stefan, you don't have to change anything about our relationship. I still love you no matter what. You know that right..I love you." He shoved my hands away catching me off guard as he gets to his feet stomping around in front of the bed clearly still upset.
Climbing out of the bed I vamped in front of him wrapping my arms around his neck so he would look me in the eye. He slumped his shoulders showing me those soft eyes of his. "Stefan, lisen to me. I don't care if there's a bond so why should you?" He ran his hands up my sides where I heard his breath trembling. "Because it means I can control you without even realizing it. That's something I never wanted to do. That's why I told you who I really was and I never compelled you to forget anything. I - I don't want to control you, Y/n." Leaning up on my toes I cut him off before he could say another word where I felt him kiss back softly leaning into my embrace. "You feel that. You see that, Stefan. You didn't tell me to kiss you or stay here still. I chose to and ill choose every single time. You don't control me..you never have." He moves his hands cupping my face in his drawing me in for another kiss where we backed up falling onto the bed knowing that bond or not we loved each other.
Comments really appreciated ❤️
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moonvis · 3 years ago
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YOU WERE HIS LIFE
DAMON SALVATORE x FEM! READER
Summary: How will Damon and your friends react to your tragic car accident?
Warnings: angst, car crash, death, sad!Damon :((
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Living in the world you did, getting murdered was the most common way to die. Thanks to Damon, you were always saved before anyone could do you harm. He wouldn’t let you die by the hand of a single soul. What no one had seen coming, was a car doing the job.
The weather outside was filled with thunder and rain pouring down harshly at your windshield. You were driving home from a cosy night with your girlfriends. Elena, Bonnie and Caroline lived close to each other while you lived a five-minute car drive away. You used to live in the same neighbourhood as each other, but moved into another house when your mother passed away.
You promised Caroline you would text her once you got home safely, because it was 1 am and stormy outside. After all, you lived in Mystic Falls. Enough said. Thinking back at the very needed evening with your friends, after so much Traveller drama, you kept a big smile on your face. You sang along to the prettiest song you knew, Chariot, and honestly just enjoyed the short drive home.
Your thoughts drifted over to Damon as you sang the song you loved so much. It was not his type of music, but somehow it had still become your song.
“BABY I PLAN TO LOVE YOU ALL MY LIFE---”
Followed by the beautiful sound of your singing came a scream. A short-lived scream, because the vehicle in front of you came out of nowhere, driving straight into the side of your car. With a loud crash, came nothing. Absolutely nothing, because your world turned completely dark.
Damon sipped down his last glass of Bourbon for the night. He had spent the night with his brother which they didn’t do much these days. Stefan went to bed earlier, which left Damon sitting alone on the couch, giving him some time to think.
The situation with the Travellers in Mystic Falls worried him. The problem with the other side collapsing as well. For starters, his best bud Alaric would be gone forever. At this point Damon and all of your friends couldn’t do much before the Travellers did their next move, or until Bonnie came up with an idea to bring all of your dead supernatural friends back.
The worry he carried in his chest was starting to get annoying, and what he really needed was Y/n. The girl who always made him feel better, and let us not forget, be better. Without a second thought, he picked up his phone and went to dial your number. To his surprise, your name popped up on his phone screen before he had the chance to call you first.
With a smile creeping on the blue-eyed vampire’s lips, he answered the phone. “Hey, you.”
“Hello is this Damon Salvatore?” Came from a dark male voice.
Damon’s body immediately tensed. He put his glass down and leaned forward. The loud noise coming from his phone gave off a bad vibe.
“Yes, who is this?” Damon asked quickly, desperate for the man to speak.
“I’m Officer Bryan and I saw your name was number one in the emergency contacts. I’m sorry to tell you this sir, but Y/n Y/l/n had passed away in a very recent car crash.”
“No...” An immediate shot of nausea hit Damon at the news ringing through his ears.
Damon held the phone weakly to his ear, stirring straight forward, trying to process the situation. He had trouble focusing on the conversation with the Officer.
“Sir, are you okay? We will-”
Without letting the officer finish, Damon hung up and sped outdoors like he was running for his life. Which in theory, he was. You were his life.
As soon as your father and sister got the news, your friends did as well. It spread around quickly even though the clock was after midnight.
Your passing felt strange. There was no supernatural being or murder involved, just a stupid car and its drunk driver. And worst of all, you were just a simple human who still had your life ahead of you. You were going to grow up and live out your dreams, which was all Damon ever wanted for you. Dating him, a vampire who can’t age, wouldn’t be a problem either, you just said you’d figure it out along the way.
No words could describe the great grief and pain Damon was feeling. You were the first woman he knew he truly loved; you were his soulmate. When he got the news about your accident, he sped to the scene, but he knew it was already too late. He was killing himself inside for not giving you his blood daily, then you would at least be alive as a vampire. Now, you were gone, for good.
As soon as Elena got the news she contacted Stefan, the only person who could keep her collected. Thought she didn’t contact his mostly for Damon and everyone else’s sake. Your death could easily be the end of Damon, resulting in him turning off his humanity. Stefan growled with annoyance when his phone wouldn’t shut up. He had been in a deep peaceful sleep.
Stefan didn’t even check the caller when he picked up, “Hello?”
“Stefan? You’re finally awake.” Elena sobbed through the phone.
Stefan quickly came to himself when he heard Elena’s saddened voice. He sat up in bed and felt a knot in his stomach, “Elena, what’s going on? Are you okay?”
“N-No! Y/n-” Elena almost couldn’t get the words out, “Y/n’s gone.”
Saying it out loud hurt like a bitch.
“What do you mean?” Stefan was up on his feet at this point, worried he understood what Elena was saying.
“Y/n died! She is dead!” Elena was hysterically crying at this point, feeling the walls around her crash down.
Just an hour ago you were with her and your girlfriends, laughing and having the best night together in forever. Your death was surreal.
Stefan felt his head spinning. He was barely awake and had to process the sad news at the same time. It felt like he was in the middle of a nightmare.
“Stefan, you- you need to find Damon.” Elena managed to get out.
“Yeah.” Stefan took a deep breath and sniffed through the phone, “I’m on it.”
With that Stefan got dressed and rushed out to find his big brother. You were the only thing keeping Damon collected, and now you were gone.
Damon would usually deal with his emotions by laying in the middle of the road or drink away his problems. Though right now, the heartbroken vampire wanted to feel pain. He wanted to feel every bit of his stomach bend and turn. He wanted to feel his head going around in circles. He wanted puke so badly. You could expect him to go around killing people, to at least turn his humanity off, but no. The love he felt for you was stronger than any feeling in the entire world. You were the best thing that ever happened to him, so you deserved his mourning.
Damon had been staying at the hospital since the ambulance brought your lifeless body there, but he couldn’t bear to stay when your family came crying to your room. They deserved to be there with you, alone. With that thought, he sped off before they could see him and slowed down when he was far off into the deep woods. He fell against a tree, leaning on it to keep himself from falling to the ground.
“Oh god.” Damon said out quietly.
The tearful vampire gritted his teeth to stop himself from crying. His whole body ached, and he wanted to scream at the top off his lungs, but only sobs escaped his mouth. Without managing to hold it back any longer, tears ran down Damon’s cheeks like a waterfall. It wasn’t like him to cry like this, but the feeling of losing you was the most painful feeling he had ever felt.
“Y/n- Oh god. No, no, no.” Damon’s cracked up voice became louder as he spoke. “Why? Why the hell is this happening?! AHHHH!!”
His painful scream made birds wake up and fly away form their nests. The screaming was soon replaced with the loud sobs. Damon felt his knees give out resulting in him collapsing to the ground. The more he cried, the more intense the pain in his chest got.
“I-I can’t do this. I can’t. I’m so sorry Y/n- I-I-”
Yes, he was thinking about flipping the switch right there and then, but a familiar voice interrupted him.
“Brother.”
Damon knew it was Stefan, but didn’t turn around to face his brother. Stefan clearly miserable and tired, made his way over to Damon and went down on his knees in front of him. He understood Damon was still himself, thankfully, and put a hand on his shoulder. Seeing Damon cry like this was new to him, almost scaring him, but he knew he needed to be there for him.
“Damon.” Stefan said with an understanding voice, “I am so sorry.”
To Stefan’s surprise, Damon wrapped his arms around Stefan and cried his heart out. Stefan hugged him back and felt his own tears flow down his cheeks.
Elena, Caroline and Bonnie had gathered at Elena’s house for the second time that night, needing to be together to process the sudden loss of a best friend. While Elena was talking to Matt and Caroline with Taylor on the phone, Bonnie sat with Jeremy on the sofa. She was crying into his shoulder while pinching her eyes together. The loss of you were to much. If there was one person she wanted to share the pain of death with, it would have to be you, but that would never happen since you were just a normal human. At least, that is what everyone thought.
“Bonnie?”
Bonne flinched at the sound of her name, but kept her head buried into Jeremy’s shoulder.
“Bonnie.”
Bonnie flinched once again, annoyance filling her. The last thing she wanted was hallucinating you and getting false hope about you still being alive.  
“Bonnie. Hey.”
Bonnie gritted her teeth and tore away from Jeremy’s embrace, anger clearly in her face. Jeremy looked surprised at his girlfriend and put a hand on her shoulder.
“Bonnie are you-” Jeremy spoke softly, but stopped when Bonnie interrupted.
“Stop it!” Bonnie jumped up from the sofa, clenching her fists. “Why do I hear Y/n in my head?!”  
Jeremy got up from the sofa as well, confused at wat Bonnie were talking about. When Bonnie turned to fully face him, she looked like she was seeing a ghost. Which she was, literally.
“Bonnie, I’m here.”
Tears ran down Bonnie’s cheeks at the sight of you behind Jeremy. It was really you.
“Y/n- How?” Bonnie ignored Jeremy and walked past him to get closer to you.
You shrugged with a small smile on your lips. “I’m not sure, but I’m here.”
“I don’t understand. Human’s don’t-” Bonnie tried to process your presence, and then suddenly realised something. “Y/n, what are you? I-I had this feeling once, but never thought any off it. Yes! Y/n, you must be a witch!”
You laughed with joy and just nodded with agreement, “I guess I am, or you know, was.”
“This means there is still hope for you! Once I figure out how, I can bring you back with all the others!”
“Yes! I’m so happy!” You cheered along with Bonnie’s excitement.
You stepped closer to each other and got ready for your pass. “See you on the other side.”
With that you touched Bonnie and passe through her. Bonnie was screaming in pain shortly after, but with a smile on her face. Jeremy was right by her side, trying to understand what just happened.
“Bonnie, did you say Y/n?”
Bonnie threw herself at Jeremy and hugged him with happiness in her face. She nodded in response, which made a smile grown on Jeremy’s face.
It was crazy how the most painful grief and the happiest feeling of joy could be experienced in between just few hours. Once Bonnie collected herself, she hurried to tell the good news to Elena and Caroline who told Taylor and Matt. She wanted to tell your father and sister as well, but did not want to give them any false hope and bring them into the rest of your dangerous world.
With Damon and Stefan, no setting had changed. Damon was still in indescribable pain and kept leaning against the same tree as before. He had told Stefan he wanted to be alone, but he refused to leave in fear of Damon flipping the switch.
Stefan brought out his phone to message Elena to check up on her, but before he could even turn the device on, a message lit up the screen. His eyes widened as he read the message.
“Damon.” Stefan signalised his brother, a sound of shock in his voice.
Damon lifted his head and quickly dragged his hand over his red, watery eyes. Damon’s breath caught in his throat as he read the message in front of him:
“Y/n was a witch. We can bright her back.”
THE END
(the reason I won’t continue this is because I don’t have the motivation. I’m just deciding to post it because it’s been chilling in my drafts for months now)
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leossmoonn · 4 years ago
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vcan i request w a reader who wears glasses and is kinda shy abt that fact and one day her bf stefan finds out and instead of finding it not pretty, he finds it hot and is super turned on (you can add smut if YOU want) and is like "Y/N you look so hot"
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pairing - stefan salvatore x glasses wearing, fem!reader
type - fluf, smut
warnings / includes - mild language, suggestive, teasing, flirting, lots of making out and kissing, steamy makeout scene + touching, the end alluding to sex. the end is really just a mindless makeout scene bc i didnt want to write full on smut, but i decided to add a little more than i usually do :). and this takes place in the first season. 16+
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“Shit,” you muttered, shuffling through your bathroom cabinet. You moved everything around, trying to find your contact boxes. You could’ve sworn you had enough for the next month, but apparently, you were wrong. You must’ve miscounted or not had enough when you picked up the full six month supply six months ago.
You cursed again, beginning to put everything back in its place. You picked up your contact solution, it ending up slipping out of your hands and falling on the floor.
“Nice job,” you muttered to yourself, bending down to pick it up.
“Y/n? You okay?” Stefan’s voice sounded from outside your bathroom.
You straightened up, beginning to panic. “U-Um, yeah! Do-Don’t come in, I’m uh… shaving my um… vulva?”
You quickly took off your glasses, shoving them and the contact solution into the cabinet. You slammed the cabinet shut, calming yourself as Stefan enter the bathroom. 
“I thought you said you shaved yesterday?” Stefan asked.
“Oh…. um,” you leaned against the sink, putting your hand to the back of your neck and rubbing it sheepishly. “Well, you know, hair grows back very fast. Especially on women’s bodies. It’s amazing how we survive,” you chuckled.
Stefan smirked, leaning against the doorframe. He crossed his arms over his chest, looking you up and down. You looked at him shyly.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” You asked.
“Because you’re cute,” he answered. You smiled, “Thank you. I try, you know.”
“So, what dropped on the floor? Your vulva?” He teased.
You rolled your eyes, “Funny, but no. My razor did.”
“Ah, I see. Sounded kinda heavy.”
“Well, what do you think it was? A computer?” You chuckled, turning around to get ready for work. You went to grab your toothbrush, but you missed by a few inches. You sighed and squinted to try and get your vision clear. 
“You okay?” Stefan frowned. “Yeah, I’m just tired,” you shrugged, grabbing your toothbrush again. This time you were successful.
Stefan hummed in reply, coming up behind you. He wrapped his arm around your middle, setting his chin on your shoulder.
“Why’re you tired? It’s not like you did anything last night,” he said with a grin.
You giggled and put toothpaste on your brush. “Ha-Ha.”
“No, really! It’s not like you spent the night with a sexy vampire having the best sex of your life,” he remarked.
You smiled from ear-to-ear, leaning into him as you began to brush your teeth. After a few minutes, you bent down to spit, your ass pressing against Stefan.
“Ooh,” Stefan said, his hands caressing your waist. “Trying to get me riled up.”
You giggled, standing back up and putting your toothbrush down. You spun around, putting your hands on his chest.
“Would it be so bad if I was?” You titled your head. “Hmm, no,” he smiled.
“Good,” you bit your lip, your eyes gazing at his lips. You stood up on your tip-toes, closing your eyes as you pressed your lips to his.
As you two kissed, your hands roamed his chest, going up to his neck. Your fingers buried themselves in his hair as Stefan’s hands went from your waist to your ass, his hands going under your thighs and lifting you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist, opening your mouth to take in a shallow breath. Stefan took the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth. You started to pant heavily as you french kissed him.
“Mm, Stefan,” you hummed, butterflies swarming in your chest.
You grabbed a fistful of his hair, pulling him impossibly closer. Stefan’s lips trailed down from your lips to your neck. You sighed contently, rolling your head to the side so he had better access. His lips attached themselves to your sweet spot that was near the nape of your neck. His fingers climbed up your sides and under your top, skimming over your skin.
“O-Ooh,” you squeaked, pulling his hair as encouragement. “Stefan,” you sighed as his lips trailed down further.
“Hey, Y/n- Oh, my God! My eyes!” Bonnie exclaimed.
Your eyes flew wide open and you pushed Stefan away, him stumbling back into Bonnie. You landed on your feet swiftly, pulling your top down.
“Sorry, Bonnie,” you apologised without looking at her.
“It’s alright,” she chuckled. “I just didn't expect you two to be at it this morning.”
“Well, you know us hormonal, in love teenagers,” Stefan smirked.
“Yeah, I can definitely relate,” Bonnie snorted. “Anyways, can I use the bathroom? Jeremy and I were on our way out, but I need to redo my makeup.”
“Yeah, go ahead,” you nodded, moving out of her way.
You and Stefan went out of the bathroom, closing the door behind you. You looked up at Stefan, immediately irrupting into a fit of laughter.
“Oh, I can’t believe we got caught,” you groaned, running your hands over your face.
“Hm, well, wanna continue?” Stefan asked. You sighed and put your hands against his best, “Oh, I wish, but I gotta get ready. My shift is in thirty minutes.” 
“Alright. Need me to drive you?” He asked.
“Sure,” you nodded and went to your room. Stefan followed you and watched as you got changed into your uniform. You worked at The Grill alongside Matt. You had to wear jeans and the company shirt.
You began to put your jeans on, but missed the leg hole completely. You began to topple over. You were about to fall when Stefan caught you in his arms.
“Ah, thank you,” you chuckled. “No problem. Hey, are you okay? You seem to be… missing things,” he asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” you reassured. You moved out of his grasp to get dressed.
Stefan narrowed his eyes and stared at you, wondering why you were acting so weird. You usually weren’t so clumsy and stand-offish. He hoped that you weren’t hiding anything.
“Alright, let me just go to the bathroom real quick and we’ll go,” you said.
Stefan nodded and let you go to the bathroom, going downstairs to get in his car.
“Oh, hey, Stefan,” Elena smiled as he climbed down the stairs. “Hey,” he greeted her.
“Is Y/n finished?” She asked. “Yeah, almost. she’s upstairs. I’m giving her a ride to work,” he answered.
“Oh,” Elena frowned. “I thought I was going to do that.”  “Oh, sorry. She said I could take her,” he apologised. “No, no, it’s okay. Why don’t I go and see who she wants,” Elena said, going up to the stairs.
Elena walked to the bathroom, knocking on the door. “Y/n? Can I come in?”
You opened the door immediately and pulled her inside. Elena yelped as you shut the door behind her.
“Are you okay?” Elena asked. “I don’t have any more contacts,” you said.
Elena stared at you for a few minutes before bursting out laughing. You glared at her, not understanding why she was laughing.
“What’s so funny?” You asked.
“No-Nothing,” she giggled. She gasped for air and sat straight up, re-composing herself. “I just don’t understand why you’re so worried.”
“Do I have to explain it to you again? I don’t want Stefan to see me in my glasses,” you explained.
“You’ve been dating him for four months and from how well you two are doing, it looks like dating could turn into marriage. He’s gonna see you in your glasses sooner or later,” she sighed.
“Not if I can help it. Look, I know I told Stefan that he could drive me, and that’s fine, but I still need you to do me a favour.”
“Like what?”
“I need you to go to the eye doctors and get my supply of contacts.”
“No,” she shook her head. “What! Why? Please?” You whined. “I’ll tell Damon to stop bothering you and die."
“As tempting as that sounds, I’m not going to help you hide yourself from Stefan. He’s going to find out. And it’s better if it’s sooner than later,” she argued.
“He’s never going to find out. Please? I’d hate to ask Bonnie since she’s out with Jeremy,” you frowned.
“Why not ask Caroline?”
You laughed, “You think Caroline cares? You think she thinks about anyone other than herself?”
Elena rolled her eyes, “Well, then looks like you’re just gonna have to face your problems.”
“You are no help.” You muttered, pushing past her and going to your cabinet. You grabbed your glasses and stuffed them in your pocket. 
“You’re seriously hiding them until you get to work?” Elena scoffed.  
“Yep!” You exclaimed, running down the stairs. You slipped on your sneakers and went outside to see Stefan waiting for you in your car. You got in, huffing in exasperation.
“You okay?” Stefan asked. “Yeah, Elena’s just being annoying,” you grumbled, buckling your seatbelt.
Stefan didn’t say anything, but put his hand on yours, rubbing his thumb across your knuckles. The action calmed you down immediately and you relaxed in your seat as Stefan drove you to The Grill. He parked in front of the restaurant, turning off the car and looking to you.
“Want me to pick you up?” Stefan asked. “Considering you’re gonna have my car? Yes,” you nodded.
Stefan chuckled at your teasing tone, leaning over the seat and pressing a kiss to your lips.
“Don’t work too hard,” he said. “No promises,” you chuckled.
You gave him one last kiss before hopping out of the car. You went into the restaurant, putting on your glasses, making sure you avoided the windows so Stefan wouldn’t see you. You went to the back, punching in your time card and tying an apron around your waist. As you went to grab a pen and a paper pad, Matt walked in. You glared at him as you saw a teasing smile on his face. 
“Why does it look like you’re about to make fun of me?” You prompted. 
“I’m not. I just think it’s stupid how you still hide your glasses from Stefan,” he shrugged. 
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah, well, if you had to wear glasses, you would’ve hidden them from Elena.”
“Actually, probably not,” he stated. “Well, good for you,” you said. 
“You shouldn’t be afraid of Stefan seeing you in your glasses.”
“I look so ugly in them, Matt. He’s gonna run away the first chance he gets,” you frowned. 
Matt chuckled and shook his head. “Give him more credit, Y/n. He’s so in love with you.”
“Thanks,” you muttered. “And hey, for the record, I think you look pretty with your glasses on,” he complimented. 
You softened up at his words. “Don’t let Stefan hear you say that.”
“You know I didn’t mean it like that. Anyways, table three needs their food and table twelve needs to order,” he said. 
“On it,” you nodded, smiling at him as you left the back. 
You finished your eight-hour shift, feeling absolutely exhausted. This whole week you had been working eight to ten-hour shifts. You wished you could take the night off, but you needed to money for college. Damon, and even Stefan, had insisted on compelling the school board to let you get in for free. As tempting as the offer was, you declined... for now. You wanted to feel normal in all the supernatural events that were happening around you, and working six nights a week let you do that. 
As you finished wiping down the last of the tables, the door opened and the bell jingled. 
“We closed ten minutes ago. If you’re hungry, there’s a diner down the road, about 5 miles out, that’s open 24/7,” you said. 
You turned around to see who the intruder was, but dropped the rag as you saw that it was Stefan who had walked in. He was carrying a bouquet of flowers and a box of takeout, as he did every week after your Saturday shifts, to praise you and help you relax after a long week of work and school. You had totally forgotten about him coming. Which meant you hadn’t put your glasses away. 
Before you had turned around, Stefan had a big smile on his face, excited to spend the night with his girl. But his smile faltered once he saw the glasses on your face. His excited expression was replaced with a surprised and confused one, but he didn't mean it in a bad way at all. He was actually intrigued to see you in glasses. 
He never had seen you in any type of glasses before. Not even the fake ones girls wore with their outfits sometimes. He liked the way yours looked on you, though. He thought you looked gorgeous. Something about the way the way the blue frames made your eyes pop, how your lenses accentuated your eyes more. He could see your lashes and makeup more clearly now. Not to mention how cute you looked, too. It all made him just fall more deeply in love with you, which he didn’t think was possible as he was already so infatuated with you. The way you were looked at him through the glasses, all innocent-like, turned him on, too. A lot, honestly.  
He pushed the dirty thought that were beginning to enter his mind as he saw a few tears roll down your eyes. He knew that his reaction probably wasn’t the best, and regret was painted all over his face once he realised that. He put down the flowers and food, moving towards you with open arms. But you stepped back, turning on your heel to walk away. Stefan sighed and used his vampire speed to go in front of you. You bumped into him suddenly, letting out a little huff. You tried to push past him, put he put his hands on your arms to stop you, gently holding you in place.
“Baby, look at me,” he demanded softly. You disobeyed him, not wanting him to see how big of a nerd you looked like. Stefan’s right hand left your arm and went under your chin, lifting your head up. You tried to fight his pull, but he was five times stronger than you, easily. His heart broke as he saw your mascara-stained tears all over your face. 
“What’s wrong?” He asked. “You saw me in my glasses,” you mumbled. 
“Is that so bad?” He asked. You nodded your head. “Yeah, because I look ugly. My eyes are ten times their regular size and I look like a librarian.”
“Yeah, a sexy one,” he smirked. 
You frowned, shaking your head. “You’re just saying that.”
Stefan sighed, looking you deep in the eyes. “You know that I wouldn’t be saying that if it wasn’t true.”
“Men are good liars,” you pouted. Stefan chuckled, “Y/n, you look hot. I’m serious.”
You searched his eyes for any hint of a lie. But of course, you couldn’t find it. You knew in your heart that he wasn’t lying. You knew that he loved you no matter what, but all the doubts and insecurities overshadowed the logic. You shook your head once more, averting your eyes from him. Stefan noticed this. He knew that just telling you how he felt wouldn’t work. He had to show you, which was what he was best at, actually.  
His left hand left your arm and snaked itself around your waist, pulling you flush against him. His right hand moved from your chin to your cheek, cupping it softly. As he started to lean in, you started to panic. You couldn’t understand why he wanted to kiss you while you looked like a raccoon with glasses on, but all of your doubts left your mind as his lips brushed against yours. You melted into him instantly as he kissed you. The kiss was slow and tender, making your mind foggy and knees weak. After a few minutes, though, you started to get impatient. 
Your hands made their way up to his hair, tugging fistfuls as you deepened the kiss. You opened your mouth, allowing Stefan to slip his tongue into your mouth. Your tongues fought for dominance as you started to walk backwards. Stefan hit the bar counter, pulling away. 
“You believe me now?” He asked in-between pants. 
You grinned, “Totally.” 
You then crashed your lips back onto his, this time kissing him in a more fervently. Stefan’s hand left your face and went down to your thighs, where his other hand already was. He lifted you up and spun you around, setting you on top of the bar counter. You grinned into the kiss, wrapping your legs around his waist and pressing yourself against him. Your hands left his hair and went down to his shirt where you lifted up the hem, trying to get it off. Stefan broke away from the kiss, discarding his shirt quickly. 
He leaned back into you, this time attaching his lips to your neck. You groaned softly as he nipped at your soft skin, his hands making their way up your shirt. You cradled his head in your hands, arching your back as his hands groped your breasts through your bra. You moaned his name, closing your eyes as one of his hands went down to your pants. He un-buttoned your jeans, taking this sweet time with touching you.  
His fingers glided over your skin softly, putting little-to-no pressure. Your whole body felt like it was on fire as he touched the area just above your panty line. You could feel the little heartbeat beginning to pulse between your legs. You began to grow impatient again as he wasn't touching you where you needed him the most. Your frustration caused you to whine and complain. 
“Stefan.” You dragged out his name, pulling on his hair. Stefan smirked against your skin, knowing what you wanted, but refusing to give it to you so fast. 
“Patience,” he whispered. 
You groaned and pushed your hips up to his fingers, trying to get him to put pressure. He chuckled and ran his fingers over your underwear, applying pressure over your clothed clit. 
“Oh,” you gasped. Stefan watched with a satisfied grin as you threw your head back in pleasure, your mouth agape and chest heaving up and down. 
As his fingers started to slip under your underwear, you two heard voices in the back. 
“Stefan, we have to go,” you breathed out. 
“Wanna go back to my place?” Stefan asked, removing his hand from your pants and helping your re-button them up. 
“Yes, please.”
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zalrb · 3 years ago
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alright i did it, *that* borgias scene to stefan and elena
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the funny thing about it is, there is still the inherent awkwardness of someone being related, i.e. i didn’t want to make stelena siblings but damon and stefan are still brothers. MESS. either way, you know if you’re too young to read this.
Elena said nothing as Jenna finished brushing her hair, moving a few strands around to frame her face, as if she were getting ready for a ball or her actual wedding night. 
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“You look beautiful,” she said helpfully.
“I would think I should look pleasing,” said Elena tersely, staring at her reflection. “Like a decadent meal ready to be consumed.”
Jenna shook her head. “We did not expect this.”
“Which part, aunt? The night itself or the insistence of that king to bear witness to my humiliation.”
“Stefan is a mere younger brother and his uncle didn’t feel he was important enough to be a witness. It should’ve been a simple adjustment, a king instead of a prince, but because Stefan insisted on attending—”
             Elena raised her hand to stop the conversation. “I’ve heard enough.”
She felt something in her loosen and tighten at the same time; Stefan had insisted on his presence because she’d told him his attendance was the only way for him to make it right with her. She’d seen his devastation when she spat her terms, this was the last thing he wanted and yet he kept his word. For that, she felt love toward him. Yet, the sting of this command, of putting on a performance of the most intimate kind, of forcing a union she did not wish to fulfil, kept her in an armour of fury and she was glad that Stefan was devastated, for she was devastated also and she wanted him to feel what she felt.
“It wouldn’t matter anyway, three witnesses, one witness, the indignity remains the same.”
“Elena,” said Jenna, holding her shoulders. “It will be over in one night.”
“Not for me,” she said.
“Damon will surely take care to make you as comfortable as possible?”
When Elena only turned her head, Jenna stroked her cheek.  “This,” she said pointing to the heart-shaped locket draped around Elena’s neck. “Should I remove it?”
Elena’s hand flew up to the necklace Stefan had gifted her, clutching it. “No,” she said forcefully. When Jenna furrowed her eyebrows, Elena sighed. “It will be my safeguard.”
             Jenna fixed Elena’s hair one last time. “I think it’s nearly time, my dear niece.”
             Elena nodded.
 Stefan stood outside the doors, leaning against the wall with his eyes closed, simmering with the theory that he was actually, quite literally in hell.
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His uncle, Alaric, paced in excited anticipation, humming and chewing. Stefan didn’t dare open his eyes, fearing they might betray his indescribable rage, but he could hear Alaric tossing what was sure to be almonds into his mouth.
“Is now really the time to be eating, Uncle?” he said through clenched teeth.
             “Ah, Stefan, you know how I am, food and show, mm?”
             Stefan struggled to find an inner serenity to keep him if not calm then self-possessed but no such place within him existed, not for this. The bells started to toll and with each chime struck him with overwhelming dread.
The clicking of footsteps. Stefan opened his eyes to see Jenna Gilbert heading toward the doors. “I believe it is time,” she said when she reached them.
“Is she—?” Stefan spoke without thinking. He cleared his throat. “I trust your niece isn’t too offended by the proceedings, madam.”
Jenna glanced at Alaric and sighed. “She will her do her duty,” she said with as much contempt as she could. “And has a necklace to safeguard her as she does so.”
Stefan winced. Jenna headed into the chamber but he stayed where he was, reeling from the words she’d said so thoughtlessly, ignorant of their meaning. It was the necklace he’d given her as a token of his affection, the necklace he’d given her before they spent the night together. He put his hand to his mouth. He couldn’t do this. He could not do this.
“Come, come,” said Alaric, walking through the doors. “You insisted on being here.”
He had to.
Each of the seats were spaced apart at a fairly considerable distance, for which Stefan was thankful — it allowed him some freedom; he still had to be careful not to betray his true feelings but not as much as he’d originally thought. A sheer curtain separated him, Alaric and Jenna from the rest of the room where a large bed raised on a platform rested. Too sheer, Stefan thought. He’d be able to see everything.
A robed Damon entered, first looking at the bed and then glancing over at his audience. He tried to express his usual bluster but was more subdued than usual. Soon after, Elena appeared at the top of the staircase on the opposite end of the room. Stefan could see the necklace on her and did all he could to swallow the pain.
             Elena walked down the stairs and with each step, memorized Stefan’s place in the audience, at once hoping the sight of her wearing that necklace caused him as much pain as it caused her to wear it in this circumstance, and wanting nothing more but to rush to him and assuage him of his agony. It was a dual symbol; an expression of her love for him and for her resentment at what he’d asked her to do.
             Once she reached the floor, and she and Damon came together, he stared at her. “One night and then you will move on,” he said, nodding. “It’s only one night.”
             Elena nodded with him, wondering how he could not know at that very moment that he was not the man she wanted to spend the night with, any nights with. Damon untied his robe, letting it fall, and aware of Stefan’s eyes on her, Elena turned her head, glancing back to him as much as she could, and let her robe fall, revealing her naked body.
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Stefan felt a surge of lust and protectiveness; the sight of her always stirred him but the sight of her here, in front of his uncle, crushed him. Alaric made a noise of approval.
             “Beautiful!” he said.
             Stefan glared at him in a quick glance, willing him to shut up, but instead Alaric smacked his lips together, lewdly. He pictured it clearly in his mind: taking a sword and running his uncle through with it.
Elena did her best to ignore the sounds, the jeers, the indignation it brought about, and took Damon by the hand. They walked up to the bed, lying down on it, him atop of her, both of them getting into the proper positioning.
Elena wanted as little preamble as possible and reached down, guiding Damon into her; she made a slight noise when they made contact and Stefan balled his hands into fists, his nails digging into his palms. He’d been straining against the composure he had to keep since his family and her family spoke this act into existence and now, the difficulty to keep himself together was broaching impossible, exacerbated by Alaric’s excited shifting in the seat next to him. The way he hated it, her entwined with another man, his brother no less, it was enough to turn the stomach and cause him to retch.
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Damon began to move and Elena grimaced with each thrust, the movements felt like a foreign attack on her insides, eliciting from her noises of discomfort as she tried to adjust to the sensation.
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For all of the bravado he’d exhibited before they married, for all the innuendos and the promises of passion, for all of the rumours of his proclivities, Damon didn’t seem to know what to do when presented with an audience, which — Elena could feel — only made him more insecure.
His movements slowed and Elena glanced up at him; he was distracted, looking over to the curtain. Lord in heaven, she just wanted him to finish so this could be done, so she could be done. She reached up and turned his face toward her, looking him in the eye.
Elena held Damon’s face. “With me,” she said. “Just here with me.”
Damon nodded. “Right.”
The sight of her touching his face, them whispering secrets incited a grief in Stefan to integrate with his rage. When would this godforsaken night before?
Damon buried his face in her neck and redoubled his efforts, though it did nothing to redouble Elena’s gratification. She closed her eyes in an attempt to endure the awkwardness until its completion but she was aware of everything; the cramping in her legs, the hardness of the bed, the …  the … the coolness of the necklace on her skin; the necklace Stefan’s fingers had touched, the necklace the hard contours of his body had skimmed the night they made love. The memory of it made her breathless and an ache sprouted deep in her gut. She began to turn —
Stefan slowly leaned forward as Elena’s head turned to the side. His shift in posture wasn’t one he intended, rather it was instinct. He was suddenly excited and couldn’t comprehend why; it choked him with a kind of embarrassment, and then — Elena opened her eyes, her head still turned to the side. Her expression was knowing and focused entirely on Stefan, drawing him to her, as if there were no curtain separating them, as if there was nothing at all between them.  Stefan’s body tightened instantly and he bit his bottom lip, his hands were in tighter fists but he wasn’t sure if it was out of his need to control his lust or his anger.
Elena smiled at the reaction, her gaze becoming more intense, as she let herself move to see if Stefan would answer her motions with his own expressions. She was completely thralled to them and suddenly found herself shifting to see if she did something Stefan liked. Her newfound enthusiasm compelled laughter from Alaric but she paid as much mind to that lechery as she did to Damon’s misplaced confidence; every sigh, every moan, every back clutch belonged to Stefan.
He looked at them through bleary eyes, reddened with unshed tears as the guilt and the shame and the jealousy chewed away at him — coveting his brother’s wife, loving his brother’s wife who he humiliated with this night, it made him ill. Truly. But that didn’t stop his heart from racing, his blood from rising at the knowledge, at the proof that even here, even with just a look, he could please her, titillate her — the intimacy of that aroused him to the near-obliteration of his shame.
Elena’s brow furrowed with the intensity of the moment.  When Stefan’s lips quivered, her hips moved; when he clenched his fists, she arched her back; when he chewed on his lip, a moan escaped hers. She never took her eyes off him and Stefan thought he would die if he did. Elena moved even quicker, her moans getting louder, the pressure deep within her rising and rising —
She was close, Stefan could see that, but she was waiting. For him. For his permission. Her eyes were needy but not so much for her climax but for his blessing. Stefan’s lips parted, his body tremored, and he jerked his head, a slight nod, granting her what she needed to let go. Elena closed her eyes and cried out, her back arching, and then she looked back at Stefan with a grateful smile, which only served to spur his own quiet release. He breathed heavily, closing his eyes.
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queenofstelena · 2 years ago
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Pancake (A Stelena Fanfiction)
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Summary: in another world, another universe, another time where Elena and Stefan stay together and Stefan is terrible at cooking. That's why it's another universe cause normally he can cook pretty well.
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"Your burning the pancakes Stefan!" Elena said, gasping. In an AU where life, and fate worked out for the pair, and we're Stefan was a terrible cook.
"I'm sorry love, this was supposed to be good and a surprise! I thought it would be nice if I made some pancakes for once since it's our anniversary." Stefan said defeated as he looked at the spatula.
"Awww, this is so sweet Stefan," Elena said cupping his face. "But, let's clean this up before the kids wake up 'cause they go a little crazy for some pancakes and to make sure no fire starts!" Elena said as matter of a fact.
She turned off the stove and grabbed the pan carefully. She went over to the trash can and scrapped the pan. Elena handed the pan to Stefan and he went to put it in the dishwasher.
He then went over to the counter, grabbed the spatula, and put it in the dishwasher.
"Well, we make a good team you know!" Elena said looking over at Stefan as she put her hands on her hip.
"Yes, we do indeed," Stefan said walking over and kissing Elena softly on the lips.
"How about we ask Aunt Jenna to watch them and we go out for a fancy dinner date? How does that sound? I may not be able to make food but I can definitely take you to food!" Stefan said looking at Elena.
"That sounds wonderful!" Elena said ecstatically.
"Great!" Stefan said smiling sweetly at Elena. He then went in for a soft kiss but was interrupted. They were interrupted by 8-year-old Grayson and 5-year-old Lexi.
"Ew!" They both said in unison. "That's gross!" Grayson said walking closer to his parents.
Elena and Stefan both laughed and shook their heads. "You'll understand when you get older, sweetheart but until then let's get you two ready for school," Elena said crouching down and kissing both their foreheads.
Both kids smiled excitedly for the school day. Stefan smiled mischievously as he said, "Let's get you two dressed in some fresh clothes." As he said this he picked them both up and twirled them around. They all squealed and laughed. Elena watched happily watching them laugh and giggle.
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little-diable · 4 years ago
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I fell by the wayside - Stefan Salvatore (angst/fluff)
Request by @activist-af​ Okay so I’m depressed and so here we go, stefan Salvatore x reader set to before you go. I’d imagine something similar to stefan struggling post ripper in like s3 or after whenever he goes with Klaus. And reader comforts him and makes him feel loved and it helps him cope. Ty 🥺
Please show some love to my lovely @activist-af​. Enjoy my loves. xxx
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I fell by the wayside, like everyone else I hate you, I hate you, I hate you But I was just kidding myself
“Stefan”, her timid voice echoed through the bathroom, his head was hanging low, bloody knuckles gripping the sink, not caring about the tiny glass shards, that were cutting into his skin. 
“Please leave”, Stefan whispered, he couldn’t let her stay, couldn’t deal with the possibility of hurting the one thing he truly loved. “I’m not leaving”, she stepped further into the room, locking the door behind her, Stefan could hear her heart rapidly beating, she was probably just as scared of him as he was. 
A sob wrecked through him, the grip he had got tighter, blood was still seeping out of the wounds, “I don’t even know how many, I lost count”, he whimpered, mind taking him back to all those moments, where he had sunk his fangs into a helpless persons neck. “Hey, look at me”, (y/n) carefully placed her hand on the small of his back, he jumped at the contact, eyes squeezed shut, “no”, he mumbled, she couldn’t look at him, would only see the monster he had turned into. 
With trembling legs he slowly turned towards her, expecting her to run as fast as she could, leaving him behind with his demons, battling the fights he’d have to lose. “Time can heal but this won't.”, his shaky voice made tears well up in her eyes, “oh Stefan”, (y/n) wrapped her arms around his middle, head pressed into the crook of his neck, inhaling his intoxicating scent. 
“It will be alright”, she mumbled, not letting go of him, “it won’t”, Stefan sobbed, he fell onto his knees, taking (y/n) down with him. She cradled him in her arms, back pressed into the wall, his tears soaked through the fabric of her blouse, leaving a damp feeling on her skin. (Y/n) kissed his forehead, mumbling sweet nothings to calm his rapidly beating heart, to stop the tears from flowing. 
She had never seen him this devastated, if she could, (y/n)’d do anything to take his pain away, she’d go through hell and back for him, anything to save Stefan Salvatore from his own demons. “I can hear their cries, their begging, it will haunt me forever”, he should have never followed Klaus, should have never turned off his humanity in the first place, killing all those innocent lives came with a price and now Stefan had to pay for it. 
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go
“Up you go, come on”, (y/n) had her arms wrapped around his middle, helping him onto his own two feet, walking him up the stairs, to their shared bedroom. “Wait here”, she pushed him down onto the bed, making her way into the bathroom, eyes focused on the tub as she began to fill it up, squeezing some of her lavender soap into the water. 
He had his face buried in his hands, back rising and falling with every sob, tears were dropping down onto the floor, the sight broke her heart over and over again. Wordlessly she helped him undress himself, stabilizing his trembling frame, her clothes followed shortly after, she sunk into the hot water first, giving him enough room to place himself between her legs, back pressed into her front. 
Was there something I could've said To make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
Her fingers worked on his tense shoulders, slowly his crying seemed to die down, leaving a red eyed Stefan staring at the wall ahead. “I’ll certainly burn in hell for this”, he gulped, head falling backwards, nestling between her boobs, eyes closed as he tried to control his breathing. “Even if you have to, I’ll not leave your side once.”, she kissed his hairline, hands moving up and down his side, falling into a calm atmosphere. 
It would take Stefan a long time to get over his inhumane crimes, but no matter how hard he’d cry, how much he’d suffer, (y/n) would be by his side, no matter what, not leaving him once. 
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