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Morgott - This is really the gist of your dynamic. You've fucked around so many times that Morgott was bound to snap. And snap he did. Time to find out, Tarnished. Next thing you know, you found yourself on the ground, looking up at the Omen's enraged face. And his angry, leaking dick. Oh. Oh. Need a little help there, Morgott? Guess he did, what with the way you're practically loving on it.
Mohg - You thought you were cute trying to fuck around but Mohg showed you he was cuter by making you find out. Too bad it comes with a side of orgasm denial and making you ride him ceaselessly as he reclines on his throne. Hah. Thought you did something there, didn't you?
Godrick - Fuck you, Godrick, okay? Just... fuck you. You don't know who's worse, you or him, but what you do know is that you tried him one too many times to the point that his multiple arms and hands practically rip your clothes off you and make you scream and beg for more. Bonus points for Godrick making you suck on two of his fingers to 'shut you up'. Not for long, you spineless bastard.
Godfrey - Um... lmao. Why would you even try him, love? He's a grappler at his core and you don't even try to wrestle yourself out of his grip. Your entire being goes slack when feel the telltale signs of his arousal press against you and by the Erdtree. No wonder Marika liked him so much...
Radahn - Well, you don't even finish fucking around before he has you suspended in the air, his tongue and fingers doing stuff to your body that you never thought possible. He told you he'd have you screaming his name. Don't know why you didn't believe him.
Radagon - He's soft-spoken as always. But there's an edge to his voice that makes you shudder, doubly so as he thrusts into you brutally. Ferally. The walls of your bedchamber reverberate with the sounds of his name. And all who has ears to hear knows Radagon has claimed his prize.
VarrĂŠ - VarrĂŠ is an ass so why not bother him? And so you do. And his response is to... not fuck you. Because that's what you weren't expecting. And so it turns into a game of cat-and-mouse and you're more than 1000% sure you two are going to hatefuck in the near near NEAR future.
Patches - In this scenario, it's the reverse. He fucks around because he wants to find out. He wants YOU to fuck HIM. He's glad you got the hint (finally) but did your epiphany have to happen while you're fucking him silly?
Godwyn - He's an adorable golden retriever that you never really took seriously until he fucking snapped. You didn't think the man was capable of fucking you senseless, did you? You were very pleased. And very satisfied. You also reveled in the love bites he blessed you with. And poor Godwyn is so flustered but you can't help but love the way his blush deepens when you flash him a lecherous grin. You'll have to do this often.
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Kinktober Day 14 - Breathplay (Patches)
Kinktober Day 14 - Breathplay, Patches x Reader
Masterlist
Misc. Tags/Info - GN reader, could be interpreted as any patches except Bloodborne, choking, Patches being Patches and reader is a petty souls player, canon typical violence, implied/referenced hate sex to occur post fic, friends to enemies to lovers-esque, manipulative on both ends ngl, very ambiguous to if it will actually turn out decently well, choking
WC - 655
Nsfw under cut
You were clearly too trusting. Turning your back to Patches only for a minute, looking over the ledge to see what laid below, only for his foot to be planted on your back before your face planted into the ground in the ravine below.Â
You grumbled as you made your way back up, slaughtering monsters in your wake, intent on confronting Patches with the hammer in your hand. Maybe youâd kick him off a cliff too. See if that sorted out his treacherous attitude.Â
The second you spotted him, the anger in your system flared up into overtime, you sucked in a breath as you approached him, foot falls becoming unconsciously louder.Â
He turned, his face quickly becoming nervous as he stood up from his signature crouching position. âAh-ha - Friend, Iâm so glad to see you safe!â His voice was shaky and quick as he backed up, hands up and open in front of his chest.Â
When you didnât reply, but kept walking towards him, he seemed to get more nervous, shaking his hands all about and walking quicker backwards, closer to the ledge without even realizing it. âNow now, friend, we can talk this out. You and me, comrades in arms arenât we? Two peas in a pod, one in the same, no need to get all angry at me.âÂ
His mouth was curved into a tense and skittish smile, his skin stretching as it grew more wrinkled round the edges, his feet now dangerously close to the ledge. You reached him first, grabbing his clothing, then his neck, and you squeezed.Â
There was a huff of air forced out of his trachea, your joints straining and his hands reaching up to claw at your hands on his throat. You didnât answer, you didnât say a word, you wouldnât give him the satisfaction of being able to manipulate you, to play you.Â
He tried to step back, his face beginning to go red as he struggled in your grasp, but his heel felt the drop point just behind him. If he was able, you know he wouldâve made some gasping noise, but all the air was being trapped either inside or outside of him.Â
And when he finally got a moment to breathe, hands plucking your finger from his throat for a millisecond, he made a pathetic gasping south, a high pitched squeak as he tried to suck in air before being cut off from it once again. But there was something strange about it, something that compelled you to lessen your grip only for a moment.Â
Again - he made that noise as you tightened your hands again. It was a moving sound, one that made you want to hear it again, one that made you want to choke him again, to not let this be your last meeting. In a moment of mental weakness, you released your grip on his throat.Â
He was set to stumble back, to fall off the cliff, his eyes in a glassy daze and his skin splotchy and red. It would be the perfect revenge, his karmic debt paid well and true, but you grabbed his collar and yanked him forward, and he limply fell into you.Â
Your other hand grasped around his back, keeping tight to his clothing, so if he tried to kick you off again, heâd fall with you.Â
It was a minute before he began to speak again, only panting in your arms, trying desperately to catch your breath. His voice was shaky and gruff, hoarse and rough around the edges, âHad your vengeance, did you?âÂ
You didnât reply, staring down at him, he didnât look up at you. You hardly believed he felt shame, but from the strain in his voice, from the strain in his pants against you, maybe he did feel shame.Â
Finally, you said, âno.âÂ
Patches' shoulders shook, whether it be excitement or fear, he didnât try to pull away.
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âtrick or... tricked?
in which : you save a strikingly handsome vampire, not knowing he would get attached to you in more ways than one.
pairing : aventurine x gn!reader
wc 1.5k, vampire aventurine in celebration of spooky month, lots of flirting (re: dialogue), reader implied to be shorter than him, ofc he bets lol, art by @/shizuart, reblogs r much appreciated!! enjoy <3
for @stellaronhvnters ongoing event; the prompt i ended up w was vampire ^^ @staarri sighs i miss writing for aventurine.
you have no idea why aventurine has taken such a keen interest in you.Â
all you did was help a poor vampire in need. you saw him slumped against the cold stone of an alley one night, weakened and vulnerable; his pristine clothes torn and his blond hair dishevelled.Â
you stepped closer despite the little voice in your head telling you to mind your own business. vampires werenât known for displaying vulnerability so openly, yet there he was âbarely holding on, his gaze hazy as he drifted in and out of consciousness.
out of some misplaced sense of dutyâor perhaps it was pityâyou knelt beside him, offering your help. at first, he brushed you off, pride keeping him from accepting anything. but as the blood from his gashes continued to seep through his clothes and his breathing grew more laboured, he had no choice but to relent.
tearing a piece of your sleeve off to use as a bandage, you quickly tended to his wounds. heâs surprisingly compliant, letting you clean the gashes without complaint, except for the occasional groan whenever you applied the antiseptic.
rummaging through your bag, you pulled out a bottle of water and pressed it against his lips, watching as he gulped down the liquid eagerly. his eyes flickered with relief as the cool water met his dry mouth; and you noticed the way his shoulders relaxed, the tension visibly easing from his body.Â
after making sure he was somewhat stable, you stood up to leave. though you didnât expect him to thank you, and you certainly didnât expect him to latch on to you like this.
you take it back.
maybe you shouldnât have helped him. who would have known he would become so⌠attached?Â
you have tried everything. changing your routine, leaving town, even staying inside for days at a time, but none of it worked. he lurks in the shadows, leaning against a wall as you pass by, catching your gaze across a crowded room with an infuriating smirk.
you hoped, prayed even, that your indifference would drive him off. that maybe, if you didnât acknowledge him, heâd lose interest, move on to someone else.Â
though you couldnât be more far from wrong.Â
("aventurine, why are you always here?"
his eyes flicks down lazily to meet yours, a hint of surprise in them. slowly, he set his cup down and smiles.
"why sweetheart," his voice is smooth, amused. "iâm just enjoying the view.")
heâs patient, maddeningly so, with a persistence that makes it hard to ignore him.
you catch glimpses of him out of the corner of your eye âa flash of pale skin, a figure too still in the crowd, but every time you turn to face him, heâs gone, only to reappear moments later, closer than before.
how frustrating.Â
âi know youâre there, aventurine.â
a moment passes, then he steps into view, a relaxed smile on his lips that stirs something within you. âyouâre quite observant tonight,â he replies, a teasing lilt in his voice. âi was beginning to think you preferred to ignore me.â
you cross your arms, âi donât prefer anything about this situation, you keep showing up uninvited,â you retort, yet your heart betrays you, fluttering at the way he leans closer, the scent of him intoxicating.
âuninvited, sure. but unwanted? i'm not so sure about that." he chuckles softly, his voice like velvet, eyes gleaming as they meet yours. âi think,â a sly grin tugs at his lips, his fangs just barely visible beneath them, âyou're more intrigued by me than youâd like to admit.â
the roll of your eyes does little to hide the faint blush creeping up your neck. âyeah yeah whatever,â you mutter, glancing away to regain your composure, but even the sun rising on the horizon seems to pale in comparison to the heat radiating from your cheeks.
âiâll catch you later tonight, sweetheart.â he calls over his shoulder as he disappears into the early morning light, âtry not to miss me too much while the sunâs still out.â
you quickened your pace, weaving through the streets, desperate to put distance between you and that haunting smirk. but the faster you move, the closer aventurine seems to get, his footsteps silent but ever-present.Â
ânot now, aventurine,â the words came out sharper than you intended. âiâm running late for my date,â your breath hitching from the strain of trying to outrun him.Â
âa date, huh? is that what you call it?â he pushes himself off a nearby post, âand here i'm starting to think you enjoy my company."
"enjoy? not even close." you shoot a glare at him over your shoulder, before quickening your pace again. âwhy do you even care anyway?â
âbecause i do,â he replies simply, you can feel his gaze boring into your back. âyou helped me when no one else would. itâs only fair i return the favour.â
you stop short, your heart racing in a way that has nothing to do with running late.
ââand you donât seem to hate the idea of getting involved with someone like me.â
âsomeone like you?â you echo, incredulity spilling into your tone. âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â
aventurine shrugs, his presence still lingering close behind you. âvampires donât exactly have the best track record, you know. most people would steer clear of me.â
you raise an eyebrow, âand yet, here you are, shadowing me like a lost puppy. so, what do you really want?â
he straightens up, the glimmer in his eyes brightening. âi was wondering how long itâd take for you to ask." he saunters closer, reaching out to brush a strand of hair away from your face, his cold fingers lingering near your cheek.Â
âletâs make a deal.â
âa deal?â
"a bet, if you will," he corrects himself, his voice dripping with amusement. "it's simple. if you win, iâll leave you alone, for good.â his lips quirks upward, before continuing. âbut if i win, i get to taste you.â
your heart lurches at the word, dread pooling in your stomach. blood. he wants your blood, right? what else would a vampire want?
you swallow hard, thank aeons he can't see your face right now. âfine. whatâs the bet?â
he leans in close, his breath warm against your ear. âletâs see how well youâve been paying attention." you barely have time to react before his hands gently close over your eyes from behind, blocking your vision entirely.
âtell me,â his voice a low whisper, âwhat colour are my eyes right now?â
your pulse quickens. well, theyâre usuallyâ
âmagenta and cyan,â you mutter instinctively, the words slipping out before you can even think. aventurine chuckles softly, his lips brushing dangerously close to your ear as he speaks. âwrong answer, sweetheart."
his fingers remain gently over your eyes, his cold touch pushing your already racing heart into overdrive. "then, whatâs the right answer?" you ask, your voice barely a whisper.
âtheyâre red tonight,â he replies. you perk up âhow am i supposed to know that! you canât just change the colours on a whimâŚâ
âah ah, you lost the bet.â
taste⌠your throat tightens at the thought, your mind went straight to the worst-case scenario âa sharp bite that would sap your strength and leave you utterly drained.Â
his body presses against your back as he tilts your chin up gently, and you meet his gaze. yes, theyâre definitely red tonight âa striking shade of crimson, blood red. he looks down at you, a devilish grin spreading across his face, a smile so dangerously alluring, so handsomely wicked.
âughâŚâ you shifted uneasily, though you tried to play it off as indifference. "just make it quick and painless." you turn your head slightly to the side, exposing your neck.
aventurine blinks, taken aback for a moment. "oh?" he drawls, his voice dripping with mischief. "no, no, sweetheart. i donât want your blood."
confusion flickers across your face as you stare up at him.
"i want a kiss.â
aventurine leans against the doorway, an amused smile dancing on his lips. âlooks like someone forgot about their date,â he teases, his eyes glinting with that familiar blend of magenta and cyan âsuch beautiful eyes with vivid hues of twilight, too mesmerising for a beguiling being.Â
ânever had one in the first place,â you murmur, your words holding a hint of resignation.
he tilts his head as the corners of his lips curl up. âreally? then⌠can i be your date instead?â
you blink, caught off guard; your heart stumbles in your chest, and for a moment, youâre lost for words. you look up, meeting his gaze. thereâs something different, something softer about the way he looks at you.
âa little late to be asking, donât you think?â you manage, your voice quieter than before, the space between you feels a lot smaller than it did just moments ago.
âbetter late than never,â he says, his voice low and sincere. âbesides,â he continues, his thumb brushing gently against your hand, âwhoâs to say a night with a vampire wouldnât be better?â
you laugh lightly, âyouâre too confident for your own good.â even as the words leave your mouth, thereâs no real bite behind them.
he leans in, his voice barely above a whisper, his breath soft against your ear. âand yet you havenât said no.â
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Touya x reader on a pumpkin picking date but Rei made them bring little Shoto along since he wanted to get a pumpkin too !!! Reader adores kids but Touya's just embarrassed and annoyed
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so touya dressed as a scarecrow to a pumpkin patch (duh yn's idea) and all the moms whispering to each other abt how hot he looks mhm many many thoughts
be nice (or not) // touya todoroki
touya's burning glare was unavoidable no matter where you darted your eyes.
shouto had his arms lazily wrapped around your waist and head leaned against your chest in content as you three were being driven off to the pumpkin patch in the hayride along with several other families and couples chattering among themselves.
"the hay is poking my ass." touya dryly states, releasing a heavy sigh as he squirms to fix his position.
"that's a bad word, nii-san." shouto shushes him, lightly kicking his feet towards touya, but not quite being able to reach.
"you're right, shou, that IS a bad word. nii-san needs to watch his language, right?" you look down at the young child residing in your lap.
"mhm." shouto voices in agreement, sticking his tongue out at touya.
touya presses his lips together, and leans forward. he slowly inches towards shouto's face, causing the boy to push further back into you with fear.
"cover your ears." he whispers, laying his palms flat on his knees.
shouto tightens his grip around your waist and looks up at you, in which you nod your head in assurance.
he slaps his hands over his ears, and keeps his gaze on the passing scenery to avoid reading touya's lips- expecting profanities to escape his mouth the moment he wouldn't be able to hear anymore.
oh how you wished you could do the same.
"why the fuck would you agree on bringing the brat with us?" touya scolds.
"because your mom asked? and i love your mom? and i love shouto?" you furrow your eyebrows in annoyance. "you got a problem with that?"
"i do. you're annoying." he huffs. "unbelievably annoying."
"be nice to him, or else i'll shove a pumpkin up your fucking ass."
"wow and i was the one that needed to watch my language?" he peers around the cart. "be nice to me and maybe i'll return the favor." he smirks.
you silently flip touya off behind shouto's head as he leans back onto the hay-bale, crossing a leg over his knee with a taunting grin still plastered to his face.
shouto sees touya relax and releases his hands from his ears.
"what did you guys talk about?" he looks up at you with his teddy bear eyes and signature toothy grin.
"just about how nii-san is going to make today so much fun for you!" you smile, pressing your cheek against the top of his head. "isn't that right, touy?"
"yup." he gritted his teeth. "so much fun."
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"are you sure you want this one?" touya asks for the third time, motioning towards the large disfigured pumpkin which could have been triple the size of shouto's head. "super sure?"
"yes!" shouto exclaims, bouncing on the hay-bale in joy, crunching the needles beneath his feet. "i want that one!"
you and touya send each other weary glances. along with your own pumpkins, you wondered how you would be able to get this behemoth back home.
"aww, is this your kid's first time picking out a pumpkin?" a passing by worker asked.
"he's not-" touya starts.
"-yes it is!" you beam, "he's been waiting for this all month, right hun?"
"right." touya deadpans, a light blush dusting over his cheeks. "he's ambitious. 'course he picks the biggest and ugliest one."
"he's just like his mom! loves the ugly rotten ones." you huff out a chuckle, ruffling shouto's hair and shooting a brief glare towards touya.
"well!" the worker darts their eyes between you three, unaffected by the thick line of tension between you and touya. "we have wheelbarrows available at the front! in the meantime, you can pay at the stand and we'll keep these here for you until you're ready to leave and take these to your cars."
once the worker leaves you three, touya sends you one last death stricken glare before heading towards the stand to pay out.
the last time someone had mistaken you and touya as shouto's parents was when you two picked him up from school. the parents cooed to you about how polite "your boy" was from what the other kids had told them and praised you on your parenting.
of course you leaned into it, taking in all of the compliments with a bright smile and cheerful thanks.
touya on the other hand hated the attention, but wouldn't dare cross you. he'd idly nod and agree while you conversed with the other parents, letting you enjoy your 5 minutes of parenthood.
"can i go in the bouncy castle?" shouto tugs on your sleeve, pointing towards the crowd of kids rushing in and out of the inflatable structure. "nii-san, can i?"
"yeah, go." he huffs, shoving his hands in his pockets, following shouto's direction as he runs towards the other kids.
"what are you so pouty about?" you tease, hooking an arm around touya's elbow. "you don't wanna play house with me?"
"you're coddling the wrong todoroki today." he mumbles, leaning away from your puckering lips.
"you jealous of your baby brother?"
"as if." he rolls his eyes. "i could not give less of a fuck if you love my kid brother more than your own boyfriend. not a single fuck. why would i?"
"okay. good." you playfully shrug. "because i think your kid brother loves me more than you too."
touya quickly tosses a glance over his shoulder towards the bouncy castle, keeping tabs on shouto as he runs around with the others.
this could've been it. with the shortness, dry responses, and glares he had been sending your way since the morning, you were sure he was thinking of all the ways he could shut you up for the rest of the day.
you loved toying with his short fuse- it was pure entertainment for you. how can you bother touya today? how many inside jokes can you make with his siblings before he starts throwing a fit? how long can he go on with this "nonchalant" facade of his?
"if you want me to fucking die on the spot right now, then just say so." he wraps an arm around behind your neck and pulls you into him, hanging his head into the crook of your neck. "otherwise, stop being an asshole." he mumbles.
this was new- defeat.
"i know, i'm so mean to hurt my poor baby's feelings." you choke back a laugh.
you run your hand up and down touya's back, occasionally landing a comforting pat in between his shoulder blades.
he groans into your neck and pulls away, hands firmly gripping both of your shoulders.
"enough of that baby bullshit unless you really want me to put a baby in you." he lowly says.
and there it was- the attitude, and the venom that you had been looking for all day.
"don't threaten me with a good time, babe." you look up at him through your lashes. "not like i've been waiting or anything."
you leaned into the teasing. if there was one thing you had touya beat at, it was the push and pull of trying to get the other to break under the relentless flirting, and shameless vulgarities.
he returned your sultry eyes with a smirk. a hand on your shoulder made its way up to the side of your neck, thumb caressing the tender flesh beneath your jaw. he pulls you into him. his lips inching closer and closer to your own.
you felt your stomach twisting and your breathing stop. you silently pray that this feeling never goes away- this effect touya had on you.
he stops.
"you're sick and twisted," the hot breath of his words brushing against your parted lips. "and will be dealt with when we get home."
his hand continues upwards. he endearingly pinch the soft flesh of your cheeks between his index finger and thumb before walking off- the soft crunches of the browned leaves under his foot marking every step as he leaves you in the midst of the crowd of parents by yourself.
"shouto!" touya calls out, waving his arm to catch the boy's attention. "let's go. gotta grab the pumpkins, mom and dad got things to do later."
he peers over his shoulder at you with a lopsided smile, clearly amused by your giddy response. both you and shouto run up to touya and latching onto an arm.
"so, going back to that baby-making thing?" you lean up and whisper against the shell of his ear.
"later. and i won't be nice about it."
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Trust In Battle Scars
Summary: Joel Miller x Fe!Reader -> Even if you haven't always liked Joel, you've trusted him. And he's trusted you.
Disclaimer: Heavy smut, mentions of battle scars, blood, being buried alive, torture and murder (Joel hurts bad guys), swearing throughout. This is an 18+ so MDNI. Angst and fluff spread throughout. Joel takes care of Reader, maybe unlikely friends-to-lovers. Long fic. Not Proof Read.
Joel kicked the door open once more with his foot as he helped you inside, Tommy already inside throwing things away from the sofa to let you sit down.Â
âJoel, Iâm fine. Honestly.â
âYouâre hurt and bleeding. Youâre fine, my ass.â
He helped you onto the sofa before he stood back, propped his gun up by the wall and started to take off his jacket. âEllie, go and get the-â
She appeared by his side, the first aid kit already in hand. âHere.â
âHot water from the kettle.â
âOn it!â
You held onto your side, feeling the blood slowly soaked your clothes. âIâm fine. You donât need to make a fuss. Iâve survived through worse.â
But Joel was already on his knees, rolling up his sleeves and opening up the kit beside him on the floor.Â
âIf I let you out of my sight, youâd just let this fester until you collapsed.â
You shook your head. âNo I wouldnât. Iâd clean it myself.â
Through the front door, Tommy, Maria and a couple of others who had been there to see you get hurt came through the door just as Ellie came back inside with a large bowl of hot water before running upstairs to go and get fresh towels.Â
Joel reached out for the hem of your top but you recoiled back. âNoâŚIâm okay.â
Looking around, Maria was asking her husband a thousand questions and the others were staring at where the blood was soaking your shirt and hands.Â
He looked between you and everyone else before yelling; âEveryone out!â
âTowels.â Ellie placed them by his side.Â
âEllie, get everyone out.â
She took what Joel asked seriously. Turning on her heel, she started ushering people outside.Â
âEllie?â
She looked back from the door.Â
âKeep âem out.â
She gave Joel a mock salute before closing the front door behind her and Joel sat back on his heels, his hands on his hips. His voice sounded less hurried when he spoke again.Â
âTheyâre gone. They canât see from here.â
You were weary but slowly started to remove your jacket, Joel helping pull it from your arms before reaching for the hem of your top.Â
âThink Iâm gonna need your help.â Joel just nodded and helped you anyway. Lifting the t-shirt over your head, he took in your body. Under any other context the thoughts at the back of his head would be at the front. But he was too concerned with the hole in your abdomen to think about much else.Â
Across your body there were different sized scars. A couple bullet wounds that had healed over the last couple of months, if not years. Gashes â some were deeper than others but theyâd healed over. There were a couple of fresh grazes on your stomach from where youâd fallen afterwards, but theyâd heal on their own.Â
âThis is gonna hurt.â He couldnât lie to you.Â
You nodded in understanding. âI know. But I trust you.â
But I trust you.
That was something youâd been telling him since you met him. Even if you hadnât gotten along the best, youâd always trusted him. When you first got shot, you hadnât told anyone. Youâd kept it to yourself all day, but Joel had noticed you twitching and hissing each time you hiked your pack higher on your back. So, by the time night fell and the others said youâd gone to bed, heâd gone looking for you.Â
He found you by the river bed, biting on your lip to keep yourself from crying out in pain. The bullet was still there.Â
Youâd flinched when you heard his boots on the rocks of the riverbank, but he held his hands up. âRelax, itâs just me.âÂ
He didnât say anything else for a while, just walked closer to you before sitting on a rock beside you and holding up a light.Â
âHold this.â He told you before taking a look for himself. You and Joel, at that point, had probably shared two sentences at most since first meeting.Â
âYeah, itâs still there. You able to stay still?âÂ
You nodded nervously.Â
Joel just nodded. âOkay. This is gonna hurt soâŚtake a breath.â
You did so and the next two minutes were the most painful youâd ever experienced outside of being sung the Happy Birthday song.Â
Joel pulled it out and pressed a bound cloth to your shoulder before reaching down into the small pack heâd brought with him. Holding up a small needle and thread, he went to stitch you up but then faltered.Â
You just nodded. âI trust you.â
He took that as enough confirmation to continue. By the time he finished, he leaned forward and snapped away the rest of the thread with his teeth before washing the cloth in the river and cleaning away the blood from his hands and your shoulder. From there, he moved the strap of your top back up to help hold the gauze and tape in place.Â
After that day, watching Joel walk back up the stones and towards the smaller camp, you and him talked a little more. Until eventually you became friends. And out of everyone, you trusted him the most.Â
And you figured he felt the same about you considering you were the only one heâd let touch him after he got cut. Heâd assured Tommy he was okay, heâd yelled at Tess telling her he was fine, and everyone else had been warned away with a look.Â
But that didnât work with you. He wished it did, but it didnât.Â
Youâd opened his apartment door, finding Tess and Tommy stood outside. Tess was growing more and more annoyed and Tommy was looking like heâd been punched in the gut.Â
You didnât have to ask them what happened, you just walked inside and for as much as they wanted to follow you inside, they didnât. The door closed behind you and you found Joel standing inside the bathroom in front of the mirror trying to clean up his wound.Â
âWhat the hell happened?âÂ
Joel found you looking at him through the mirror. âNothinâ.â
âSure as hell doesnât look like nothinâ.â You marched into the bathroom to get a better look as he tried to swat you away. âYou need stitches.â
âI can do it myself.â
âGo and sit down. Iâll do âem.â
You watched as Joel went to open his mouth to say something, so you took the cloth out of his hands and stood back. âJoel Miller, so help me god, you go and sit your ass on that sofa before I kick you into next week.â
It took him a moment, but he sighed. Anyone else would have backed down when he maintained their eye contact, but not you.Â
âYou know, Iâm meant to be the patient here. Arenât nurses meant to have a nice bedside manner?â He asked you as he walked into the living room and sat down on the sofa.Â
You laughed as you ran the tap to clear the blood from the cloth before marching across the apartment and into the kitchen towards the kettle to boil some water.Â
âLuckily for you, Iâm not your nurse.â
You kept looking over your shoulder to Joel on the sofa who lay back and closed his eyes, trying his best to breath through the pain. Once the kettle finally finished, you poured the water into a bowl before carrying it over to the coffee table.Â
âLie down.â
Opening one of his eyes, Joel looked at you as you sat on the coffee table. You werenât gonna budge.Â
âLie down,â you repeated. And with a heavy sigh, he did as he was told.Â
From there, you lifted his top as far as you could get it before ringing out the cloth and shaking your hand to stop the burning.Â
You hesitated. âThis might hurt soâŚtake a deep breath.â
He did so as you pressed the cloth to his wound. A deep grunt came from his chest as his hand shot out and gripped onto your wrist. âTake it easy.â
Looking from his face, to his wound, you gave a small smirk. âThe man everyone fears in Boston and yet he canât take a little hot water.â
âAre you always this heavy handed?âÂ
âYouâre just sensitive to pain.â
âWhy donât we swap positions and see if itâs just me being sensitive to pain.âÂ
You chuckled. âAlright, alright. Iâll be lighter.â
You dabbed at his wound once more and he finally lay his head back and closed his eyes. âHappy?â
Joel just let out a noise from the back of his throat so you continued the way you were. âWhat the hell even happened?â
âSome bastard came out of nowhere and took a swing at Tess.â Joel grunted through his explanation as you continued to clean his wound before sterilising the needle. âI shot at him but he seemed to get there before me.â
âYouâre gonna have to apologise to her, by the way. Sheâs probably still pacing outside that door.â
âI know,â Joel admitted. âIâve heard her since she slammed the door.â
âSheâs your girlfriend, Joel.â He looked at you. âOr whatever the hell you want to call it. Look, just apologise. Sheâll forgive you.â Then you gave him a small smile. âYou got stabbed for her. She canât stay mad at you.â
Joel let out a small scoff in a laugh. âYeah, I suppose so.â
âIâd say look away, but youâre gonna feel this anyway. So, countdown from ten?â
Joel nearly shot up. âFrom ten?â
But then you stuck the needle into him and he grabbed your wrist again, throwing his head back. âWhat happened to ten?â
âSurprise, I guess.â
âSurprise, she says. As if sheâs not sticking a fucking needle into my skin.â
You rolled your eyes. âQuit whining. I didnât complain this much when you did it.â
Joel grunted again and squeezed your wrist. âJustâŚtake it easy.â
You did so and eventually you finished, wrapping the thread around your finger and pulling until it snapped. You cleaned the wound once more before shocking him and pouring a little alcohol over the top.Â
He shot up when you did that and found a smile on your face as you screwed the cap back onto the bottle. âNow apologise to Tess.â
You stood and made your way towards the door.Â
âY/n.â
You looked back before opening the door. âThank you,â
You nodded with a small smile. âAnytime, Miller.â
Opening the door, you told Tess heâd live before heading back to work.Â
There were more moments like that over the years, but the more scars you gathered, the more questions that would get asked by those closest to you. But out of everyone, you trusted Joel. He never asked questions. Frankly, he already knew the stories to each of your scars having been the one to patch them up in the first place.Â
So when you said you trusted Joel, you meant it.Â
Kneeling up, he warned you before he pressed the cloth to your side where you groaned and gripped onto his shoulder, squeezing your eyes shut.Â
âI know, Iâm sorry.â
You shook your head. âItâs okay. Iâm okay. I trust you.â
Joel just nodded and continued what he was doing. Every now and again heâd feel your nails dig into his shirt as he cleaned your wound before he had to stitch it up.Â
âJust a little longer.âÂ
You forced a hum to let him know you heard him.Â
âWanna lie down?â
You shook your head. âNo. I donât wanna move.â
âCan you lean back for me?â
It took you a moment, but you nodded.Â
âOkay.â Joel guided you back carefully, his eyes on you as yours remained shut tight. âTake it easy. Thatâs it. This is gonna hurt.â
You shook your head. âJust do it. I trust you.â
Joel nodded even though you couldnât see him. So, guiding your hand back to his arm, he held it down firmly. âWhen it hurts, just squeeze.â
âJoel, itâs a needle. Itâs gonna hurt.â
âYou trust me?â You listened to his question before nodding. âThen just squeeze. This is a deep one. Itâs gonna take me a while.â
âOkay.â
As Joel inserted the needle, your body reacted, pushing up and gripping onto his shoulder. You tried your best to take deep breaths, listening to Joelâs voice as he told you where he was at, how close he was to finishing.Â
âJust one more, okay?â
âOkay.â
Leaning over, Joel cut the threat with this teeth once more before leaning back, keeping his eyes on you to make sure yours were still closed before he poured out a little alcohol onto a dry cloth.Â
âTake a deep breath.â
âWhy?â
Joel pressed it to your wound and you sat up, your eyes going wide before shutting. Leaning forward into him, your hand gripped his shoulder tightly. He was sure to have bruises on his arm later on but if it meant you got through your pain, heâd live with them happily.Â
âIâm sorry.â
âItâs okay. Please tell me itâs done.â
Joel nodded. âAll done. But youâre gonna need a shower. Think youâve dragged half of the forest back with you.â There was a lightness in Joel's tone, you only wished you could feel it in yourself more.Â
Standing up, Joel threw everything into a pile before holding his hands out. âCome on, letâs go.â
It took ten minutes but eventually Joel got you to the bathroom and started the shower for you.Â
âThink youâll be okay?â
You nodded. âShould be. Thank you.â
Joel made his way out of the door, leaving it open a crack. âIâll be outside the door if you need me, so justâŚcall out.â
You nodded, thanking him once more before getting undressed and stepping into the shower. You watched as the water went from clear to filled with old blood, new blood, mud, dirt, a few leaves from inside your hair and eventually back to clear after you got completely clean.Â
Once youâd towel dried your hair, you wrapped another around your body, you stepped out of the bathroom after standing in the middle of it for a moment, so many thoughts running around your head, none of them were clear enough to remember.Â
Then you found Joel. Heâd been sitting on the top step outside the bathroom door. He stood quickly and took a breath. He didnât say anything; he didnât have to. But when you took a step closer to him, you were mere seconds away from him stepping towards you and wrapping you in his arms.Â
A hand in your wet hair, he pressed a kiss to the side of your head whilst his other hand held you against his body. âThank you for helping me.â
âIâll always help you.â
After a moment, you stepped back and nodded, wiping your eyes before he could see. But heâd already caught them. Extending his hand out to you, he brushed his thumb under your eye.Â
âCome on, I left you some clothes in the spare room.â
You followed Joel towards the spare bedroom where he left you to get dressed. And once you were, you walked downstairs where you found Joel heating up some soup in the kitchen.Â
âEllieâs gonna stay at Tommyâs tonight.â Joel told you. âAnd youâre gonna stay here.â
âThereâs enough room for Ellie to be here, too, Joel.â
He nodded as he placed a bowl of soup in front of you. âI know. But sheâs an eavesdropper and I want the truth. This way, it stays between me and you.â
You knew it was a shit lie when you told him as much when youâd all met back up at the bottom of the hill. If it had been just the others, you could have hidden it well enough so they wouldnât have noticed. But not with Joel.Â
He was right through you. And he saw right through the lie.Â
âItâs nothing, Joel.â
âBullshit.â
âCan we at least eat before you start the interrogation?â
Joel eventually agreed. And so you ate in silence. Until you couldnât take it anymore and hoped to distract him for a while. So, you asked about Ellie. About her school and her homework. You asked about his jobs working down by the gardens digging up new space for some more allotments.Â
Before you knew it, the sun had long been set and you and Joel were sitting on the sofa just talking. Until finally a silence settled over you both and Joelâs hand came to your leg.Â
âYouâre gonna have to tell me sooner or later. Unless you really want to know how loud Ellie snores?â
âI really do.â
âY/n.â
You took in a breath and sighed before sitting up straight. âOkay. But, you have to make a deal with me.â
Joel smiled a little. âI have to make a deal with you?â
You were being serious. âYes. You canât fly off the handle and it canât leave this room between me and you. Promise me you wonât do anything.â
Joel got worried and then silent.Â
âPromise me,â you pressed.Â
âI promise.â
With a sigh, you started to explain. âItâs stupid really. It was before I met you and the others. I was travelling with this group towards Cincinnati. Iâd met one of the guys one night and weâŚgot close.â
âGot close?â
You rolled your eyes. âWe were fucking, Joel. It wasnât anything serious. Just a way to let off some steam. In fact it had been his idea to keep things casual. Anyway, one night a few of his friends wanted to raid this place. I had a bad feeling about it butâŚI went anyway. Turns out the place was FEDRA owned. So, I told them what I thought and walked away. I didnât want to be another casualty for them. Pretty sure the only reason Iâd lived so long is because I was someoneâs girl.â
âWhat was his name? The guy you wereâŚâ
âFucking?âÂ
Joel nodded his head. âTrevor, or Travis. Something like that. We didnât exactly do much talking and this was over ten years ago. Anyway, that night I walked. Packed up what I had to my name, and left. A couple months later, I found an old farmhouse. It was in the middle of nowhere. No infected. For a while, I thought Iâd been followed but when no windows busted in the middle of the night, I finally relaxed.â
 âExcept, when I woke up in the morning, I heard footsteps. I had been followed, just not by infected. His friends, theyâd spotted me by pure fucking chance outside another town and followed me. Guess it got too dark to continue following so they pitched out in the woods for the night.â
Joel sat up. âWhat did they want?â
âApparently after I left them, Trevor, or Travis â heâd followed after me. Said heâd make me see sense. Only, he got chased by an infected somewhere outside the city. They blamed me for his death. Wanted revenge.â
âDid theyâŚâ
You shook your head but stood up and lifted the hem of your t-shirt which just so happened to Joelâs, before pushing down the band of your shorts. Carefully, Joel reached out and kept your shorts out of the way so you didnât hurt yourself any more than you already had.Â
His fingers were warm against your skin.Â
âNo, but they did get two slugs into me before I sent them limping away with their own bullets in their legs.â
Joel looked up at you before he dropped his hand, and you sat back down.Â
âWhat does this have to do with today?â
âRemember your promise to me?â
Joel nodded.Â
âTwo of his friends are here in town.â
Joel went to stand but you kept your hand on his arm. âJoel. Donât. It wasnât them. Theyâve got nothing to do with this. At least, nothing I can prove, anyway.â
âWhatâs that supposed-â
âSomeoneâs set up trip wires around my grid. I usually go further than weâre meant to on patrol. No-one else covers my grid, so someone has been watching me. At the very least, theyâve been asking questions. Must have tripped a wire and it threw out a knife.â
Joel took a breath. âDoes anyone else know? About before Boston?â
You shook your head. âIt was a long time ago. And to be honest, when I saw them, they didnât seem to recognise me.â
âYou canât just go off that.â
âI know, but I have to take my chances.â
âWhat if they-â
You shook your head. âThey wonât. I made sure of that. Once I hit the ground, I found all of their wires. Easier to see, I guess when youâre laid faced to the ground.â
You chuckled a little at that, remembering army crawling through the forest to pull all the wires and watching the blades fall flat to the floor. But that was a bad idea.Â
âTake it easy. You probably need new bandages.â
Joel stood and walked towards the desk drawer before pulling out some fresh ones.Â
âIâll stand.â
Joel sat down on the sofa as you stood between his legs, lifting your t-shirt so he could unravel the old one.Â
You hissed and he apologised. He was meticulous in unwrapping your bandages, being careful to not aggravate your wounds anymore than they already had been. And for a moment, his hand ghosted over your belly, his thumb tracing back and forth before he gripped onto your hip securely.Â
âJoelâŚâ
Looking up at you, Joel watched as you leaned into his touch and closed your eyes. He continued watching you as he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to your stomach, before pressing a few more to each wound, graze and finally the healing one on your side.Â
You let out a shaking breath, your hand coming to the nape of his neck, your fingers running through the strands of his hair.Â
Leaning back, his thumb brushed back and forth on your hip where he could feel the goosebumps popping up across your skin.Â
Leaning down, leaving his hand on the back of your thigh to hold you still, he reached for the fresh bandage.Â
âLift your top.â
You did as he instructed and felt his fingers dance across your skin as he slowly wrapped the new bandage around your middle, being sure to keep it crossed over each other until finally he tucked it securely into place.Â
His fingers wrapping around your hands, he let you lower your top as he stood, his body mere inches from you. You could see his chest getting tighter as he tried to control his breathing. Then you felt one of his hands trail up your body, your arm and finally settle at your neck, his fingers digging into the nape of your neck, whilst his other hand pulled you closer by your waist.Â
Any control you had over your breathing was long gone out of the window.Â
âWe shouldnât do this.â
Your voice felt too loud for how close you both stood, even if it did come out as a whisper. But you could still feel Joelâs hands fixed on your body, his palms moulding to each of your curves.Â
âNo, we shouldnât.â
You could feel your breathing getting heavier. You forced yourself to catch it before you swallowed, starting to lean up on your toes as you held onto Joel for dear life.Â
âOne of us needs to walk away.â Joel told you. But you shook your head.Â
âDonât walk away. Donât walk away.â Then you kissed him.Â
Pulling him down, you landed back on your feet, Joelâs mouth hot on yours. Then his palms were under your ass, lifting you before your legs wrapped around his hips. With one hand firm under your ass, his other pushed your hair back from your face before he walked across to the cabinet behind you before he sat you down on it and had both of his hands in your hair, both of you becoming deaf to the back of the dresser that hit the wall.
Once again, Joelâs hands were on your hips pulling you closer until your legs wrapped around him once more. Then his mouth moved. It moved from your own, across your jaw and down your neck. Leaning away, your breathing became ragged as he found your pulse under his tongue. You were pretty sure by morning youâd have a large hickey as a blaring reminder of what pleasure Joel could just give with his mouth on your neck.Â
Once Joel seemed satisfied with his work along your neck and jaw, he returned his mouth to yours where he only got a taste for more of you. From there, his hands ran through your hair until they finally got to the end of your shirt. Pulling it from under your ass, he pushed his hands underneath and carefully lifted it up your body before he broke the kiss and moved back to help you take it off.Â
His mouth was back on yours in a second and the t-shirt youâd been wearing was thrown somewhere else in the room before you started tearing at the buttons on his shirt. Taking a little too long, Joel moved back and started undoing the bottom ones himself as you worked on the top ones.Â
Once they were undone, he pulled the shirt off with your help before joining the t-shirt. His hand was back in your hair, pulling your mouth back to his. Nipping, licking and kissing your skin, he trailed his mouth back down your neck and across your collarbone whilst his hands unhooked your bra from the back.Â
âSo fucking beautiful,â his deep voice groaned before he pressed a kiss to the bow of your breast and lifted you from the dresser and carried you back to the sofa.Â
Joel was careful when he lay you down on the sofa before he climbed above you, his knee slipping in between your legs. With one of your boobs in his palm, his fingers lightly pinched at your nipple as he kissed the corner of your mouth. A gasp left you and Joel smirked before watching you as he lowered himself down your body and wrapped his mouth around it, licking and sucking gently, hearing small moans escape your mouth.Â
At the curve of your breast, he nipped at the skin a little before dampening the sting with his tongue and sucking just like he did at your neck.Â
âJoel,â you moaned.Â
Looking up at you from the bow of your breast, he pressed feather-like kisses. âLike that, baby?â
You swallowed thickly and nodded, feeling his tongue slip over your other nipple whilst his other hand travelled down the length of your body before hiking your thigh up so your leg wrapped around him.Â
âY-yes.â
You moaned again when you felt the hardness of him on your thigh.Â
With his tongue trailing back up your chest before his hand cupped your cheek, finally allowing you to kiss him again, his tongue slipping inside of your mouth, tasting everything he could, his knee shifted.Â
So grinding down, you took what you could. You could feel Joel smirk against your mouth. That fucker.Â
âYou want me already, Darlinâ?â
Your breath became heavy in your chest and for a moment, Joel took in the sight of you. Plump lips from his kiss, growing hickies along your neckâŚ
âYou better plan on fucking me, Miller.â
Joel chuckled. âI plan on more than that, Darlinâ.â
The way he looked at you in that moment, his eyes trailing your body, he looked like a man starved. And someone had finally put a meal in front of him.Â
Slowly moving down your body, Joelâs hands eventually found your shorts and unfastened them before pulling them down your legs as you lifted your ass.Â
Then he sat back, his hands stroking your thighs. âFuck, baby.â
âJoel, please.â
Even just the thought of what he was about to do was turning you on. If he planned on doing anything like what he already had been doing with his tongueâŚ
You moaned.Â
Joel chuckled. âSince you asked so nicely.â
You let out a small squeal as he pulled you a little further down the sofa and pushed your thighs a little wider and further up. Then he took his time. His mouth kissing the inside of your thigh, taking extra time for the gash that rounded your thigh.Â
Usually, anyone else who had gotten this far with you took one look at the scar and..stopped.Â
But not Joel.Â
âFucking beautiful.â
Then he looked at you and for a moment his eyes softened before he pressed a softer kiss to the scar. It was only for a moment, but for you it felt like the whole world, because after that, he only continued.Â
Kissing, sucking, licking, worshipping, loving your body in a way no other man had ever done. The scars didnât turn him off or make him stop. The grazes didnât make him falter in his want for you. In fact, he only added to them. But they were a lot more pleasurable to gain than your others.Â
Finally, his thumb dipped under your panties, stroking through your slickness. âFuck, your wet.â
Rushing back towards you, Joelâs mouth was on yours as his thumb parted the lips of your pussy before began circling your clit with a light pressure.Â
Your moan was swallowed by his kiss.Â
As you began to grind against his hand, Joel chased his own pleasure, too.Â
âFuck, baby.â Joel moaned into your ear.Â
âFuck, Joel.â You chased the feeling of his fingers, your body flexing under his. âFuck.â You gasped, your hand gripping onto his bicep.Â
âYouâre so wet.â
Looking down from your shoulder, Joel removed his hand for a moment hearing you whimper but his own joined yours as he buried his face into your hair after seeing your wetness coat his fingers.Â
Again, he was moving down your body, slowly pulling each side of your panties down your hips, his tongue tracing where they were.Â
âIs this okay?â
âFuck, yes.â
Then he tasted you.Â
The moan he gave as he did so had you chasing the vibrations of his voice. You needed more of him. Bucking your hips, Joelâs tongue traced around your clit.Â
âOpen wider for me, baby.â
With his help, you opened your thighs wider for him before he sucked at your clit. With a gasp of pleasure, you sat up and your hand fisted at the back of Joelâs hair. His hands were rough under your ass, pulling you closer to him.Â
Then his tongue entered you. His nose rubbing against your clit, Joel got a taste for all of you and if he wasnât hooked before, he was now.Â
You moaned his name over and over as you chased the pressure of him against your clit. âJoel. Joel, please. Ah, fuck. Joel. Iâm gonna- Joel!â
Feeling the sensation take over your body, Joel drank up every last bit of you. When he finally came back up for air, he licked the last of you from his fingers before he kissed you. You could taste yourself on his tongue.Â
âHope youâre not tired, Darlinâ, âcause I ainât done with you yet.â
Pulling him closer to you, you kissed him again before you let him guide you into his lap. With your hands memorising every curve and muscle of him, your fingers started to undo his belt buckle before you finally got his jeans down his legs, as well as his underwear leaving him fully exposed to you.Â
Joel just admired you as you straddled his lap once more, his fingers digging into your flesh as you rocked forward against him.Â
With one hand already dancing across your skin, his other made its way back down to your core. Your arms over his shoulders, holding onto the back of the sofa, you leaned forward.Â
âHow many do you want, baby?â
Joel already entered one and you gasped before sighing, rocking against him as his digit curled inside of you.Â
âOne?â
He added another. âOr two?â
âTwo.â A moan escaped you as he slowly pumped them inside of you and curled up. âDefâŚdefinitely two.â
As you rode Joelâs fingers, you could feel his cock in the side of your thigh, trying to leave itâs own bruise.Â
âFuck, baby.âÂ
Leaning down, you whispered into his ear. âJoel, I need more of you. I need you.â
There wasnât much left for Joel to do other than guide himself into your entrance, his hands resting on your hips as he led you down the length of him inch by inch.Â
Joel pushed the hair from your face. âSlow and steady, baby. Otherwise weâre gonna have finished before weâve started.â
You laughed a little, and so did Joel. âDonât you mean âyouâ?â
âAs far as Iâm aware, Iâm the only one with self control here, Darlinâ.â
You cocked a brow. âOh really?â
Joel nodded and hummed. So, taking his face in your hand you leaned closer to his lips.Â
âMaybe weâve gotta do something about that.â
Taking a breath as you kissed him, Joelâs arms that had been resting on the back of the sofa started to tangle with your hair before moving to stimulate you in other places.Â
âHold on to the back of the sofa.â Joel told you before one hand slipped between you both and started rounding your clit and the other held the side of your neck before fisting the bottom of your hair.Â
Then his mouth was everywhere. Licking, nipping, sucking â all whilst you rode his cock.Â
âShit, you feel so good.â Joel told you as he started to push up and into you more, the sounds of sex filling the room.Â
Joel could feel you taking him in, your walls pulling him up as your slickness surrounded you both.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you swore. âJoel. Iâm gonna come. Ahh, baby. Please. Fuck.â
Between his cock, his fingers and his mouth, you felt your orgasm building before your walls finally clenched around Joel as he let out his own orgasmic moan. Both of your movements became sloppy as the wave of your orgasm hit and you emptied around Joel as he emptied himself into you.Â
You and Joel tried your best to catch your breath as you both remained still, his hand leaving your clit to hold you on him, at your hip.Â
âFuck.â
Leaning down you kissed him once more as his hands snaked around you, holding you against him. You felt his hand travel up your back before rounded down and flicking across your nipples once more.Â
Finally he slowed and rested his head against your chest. And you both remained like that for a while until the feeling finally returned back into your legs, leaving a burning sensation in their wake.Â
After cleaning up downstairs, Joel met you in the shower where his hands tangled between the wet strands of your hair and your back took on temporary imprints of the shower tile. And by the time you both woke up in the morning, your legs were still tangled with Joelâs from when youâd climbed back into bed after peeing.Â
Once Joel finally woke up, you both lay in silence for a while, your nails trailing up and down his chest as his own fingers did the same on your arm.Â
âHowâs your side?âÂ
âI think the aching in my legs is distracting me.â
Joel smiled and leaned down to press a kiss to your lips. âGood.â
You kissed him back. âBut I think my bandage needs changing.â
Joel nodded. âGrab a shower and Iâll go and grab you some fresh ones. The ones from last night should be dry by now.â
âOkay.â You kissed him. âBut feel free to join me.â
Joel smiled and kissed your lips twice. âI plan on it.â
So, after an extra long shower, the feeling of Joelâs cock entering you from behind as he kept your hands pinned against the tile still fresh inside of you, Joel changed your bandage and you both finally got dressed.Â
By the time Ellie and Maria came knocking on the back door and entering the kitchen, it was like nothing had changed. Ellie might not have noticed it, but Maria certainly did.Â
âI brought you some antiseptic cream. Should help with the healing.â
âThanks.â
Joel looked towards Ellie. âYou had breakfast?â
Maria shook her head. âTried to, but she wanted to see you as soon as she could.â
Joel nodded before sucking the bacon grease off his thumb. âGrab a plate. Maria, you staying?â
âNo, best not. Iâve got a council meeting in twenty minutes.â
âCoffee to go?â You offered.Â
Maria nodded, a little confused as she watched the picture play out in front of her. âUh, yeah. Thatâd be lovely. Thanks.â
In front of her she saw JoelâŚhappy. His eyes practically followed every movement you made before the eggs spat in the pan and he turned his attention back to his cooking. His hand at your hip as he rounded you to get into another drawer, your hand on his back as you passed him to grab a to-go lid from under the sink.Â
The way you both looked at each otherâŚit was the same as before but justâŚmore.Â
âHere you go.â
Maria smiled for a few reasons other than the coffee you handed her. âThanks. See you guys later?â
You and Joel looked at each other, a little confused. âFor what?â
Mariaâs brows furrowed. Had you literally fucked the brains out of each other?
âItâs movie night.â Ellie told everyone. Joel looked at his daughter, his brain finally kicking into gear.Â
âRight. Yeah, yeah. Weâll be there.â
Maria smiled. âGreat. Well, I better run. Enjoy breakfast.â
Leaving, you turned back to Joel. âI completely forgot.â
âSame here.â He wiped his hands on a dish towel before transferring breakfast across to three plates.Â
The rest of the day ran smoothly. Maria made sure to keep you and Joel at a distance from each other when helping set up. If the morning was anything to go by, both of your functioning brains disappeared when you were together.Â
But she didnât miss the constant eye-fucking across the room you gave to each other. Especially when the other wasnât looking.Â
And it was only when you and Joel passed each other in the supply closet you got a few moments together which each time got interrupted by someone calling for either one of you or someone making their way down the empty hallway towards the supply closet.Â
That would be when you and Joel would jump apart and put an entire row of shelved between you both, you making small conversation as Joel turned his back, straightened out his mustache, grabbed the box heâd gone in for, slip past you, his hand patting or pinching your ass despite his eyes being fixed on the floor before he got an easy escape in order to cool down.Â
And once youâd gotten back home, he did everything heâd wanted to do to you in the supply closet, at home. At least until Ellie walked through the front door, calling out for him telling him she was home.Â
The routine you and Joel had set that night continued for almost a month. In between then, Ellie had worked out something had finally happened between you and Joel, as had Maria and Tommy.Â
A few others around town had worked it out, too, though they never had full confirmation.Â
Until the day came where you went missing.Â
You had meant to pass by the school and walk home with Ellie since it was Joelâs turn to cook dinner. Only, when Ellie walked inside half an hour late and without you, Joel grew a little concerned as well as a little annoyed.Â
You were never one to bail a plan, or even be late. So why werenât you with Ellie?
âShe didnât show.â
âWhat do you mean she didnât show?â
Ellie shrugged and dropped her bag by the door. âShe didnât show.â
Joel still fixed you a plate anyway. Maybe your work had run over. Only, the worry in the pit of his stomach seemed to grow more when he saw his brother.Â
âTommy, have you seen Y/n?â
Tommy nodded his head as he wiped down the bar. âYeah, earlier. She covered Charlotteâs shift on patrol during dinner time.â
Even with taking the extra shift, you still would have finished in time to walk with Ellie.Â
âHave you seen her since?â
Tommy shook his head but then called out for someone. A guy dressed in a dark coat walked over. âWhat can I do for you, Tommy boy?â
âYou seen Y/n?â
The guy looked from Tommy, to Joel and Ellie. âNot since the start of patrol. But she should be back by now.â
âWhy? What happened?â
The guy shrugged. âOne of the fellas said sheâd headed back early for something. She wouldnât say what. Theyâd finished most of their grid so he finished up on his own and met us back at the bottom of the hill.â
âAnd you havenât seen her since?â
The man shook his head. âIâm sorry, Joel. I havenât.â
âThanks anyway.â
He nodded. âIf I see her, Iâll let her know youâre looking for her.â
âThanks, Bryan.â
Tipping his hat, he walked away and back to his table. Then Joel grabbed his jacket. âEllie, stay with Tommy.â
âWhere are you going?â
âCheck her house. Stay with Tommy,â Joel repeated as he saw Ellie go to stand. She reluctantly sat back down.Â
He was outside your home in fifteen minutes. He called out your name but no reply came. Finding the spare key, he let himself in before looking around the place. Nobody. Then he checked his own home. Then the gardens, school, movie theatre and finally the bar again.Â
âFind her?â
Joel shook his head. âNo.â
But then he heard a laugh, and something dropped in his stomach. Turning around, his eyes made contact with another pair.Â
Youâd pointed out to Joel the men who you knew from before Boston. And there they sat, with a satisfied look in their eyes.Â
âYou looking for your woman, Miller? Or is she just fucking you like she fucked Travis?â
Joel was across the floor in five seconds flat, his hands at the collar of one of them. âWhat the fuck did you do to her?â
But he just laughed. Joel looked back at Tommy who just nodded to a side door. Everyone in the bar had gone silent, but he wasnât worried about them. Ellie didnât need to see what he was about to do.Â
So dragging the guy with him, he pulled him through the swinging door, meanwhile Tommy and a few others surrounded the other friend before he could make a move to attack Joel.Â
âThe bitch should still be alive if you can find her in time.â
Mostly the guy just laughed in Joelâs face until Joel had him slumped on the floor and had him screaming with a knife in his knee.Â
âYou psycho fucker!â
Joel remained calm. âWhere is she?â
âLike Iâd tell you,â Joel stabbed him once more. âIâm gonna ask you one more time and if you donât tell me, Iâll pop your fucking knee cap off.â
âFuck you.â
Joel twisted the knife. âOkay, okay! Sheâs in the upper grid! Sheâs in the upper grid!â
Joel searched his eyes, turning the guyâs head from side to side. âIf youâre lying-â
âIâm not!â He cried. âIâm not. I swear.â
âOkay.â
The guy calmed down a little. âOkay?â
âOkay.â
âSo youâll let me-â He screamed in pain as Joel shattered his knee. âAh! Fucker! You promised.â
âI didnât promise you a fucking thing.â
Joel stood and wiped the knife clean. âYou and your friend better be gone before I get back.â
âHow?! Youâve just broke my fucking leg!â
âThen crawl. Whilst you can still do that.â
The guy cried in pain. âYou crazy fucker! Youâll pay for this! I swear, youâll pay for this!â
Joel didnât look back as he walked back through the door. âCall a fucking lawyer.â
The guy's screams of pain died away with the swinging of the door and by the look on the other guyâs face, he was shitting himself.Â
Joel grabbed him by the collar. âYou know where she is?â
He nodded. âTake me.â
âBut-â
Joel shot him in the leg.Â
âAlright! Alright!âÂ
Dragging him by the collar, Joel carried him outside and through the town. Meanwhile, Ellie sat and watched from the cover of the bar before turning to Tommy who came to her side.Â
âHeâll find her.â
Tommy nodded. âHopefully.â
But Ellie was adamant. âHe found me. Heâll find her.â
Tommy didnât know the full story about what happened after his brother and Ellie left Jackson the first time, but going off how heâd reacted to finding you gone and in danger and how heâd been on Outbreak Day with SarahâŚTommy had a feeling someone wasnât coming back.Â
After forty minutes, the guy lifted his hand, âSheâs in there.â
The only thing there was a mound of dirt. The guy was already crying.Â
âWe buried her. She should still be alive-â He didnât finish his sentence because the blow of the bullet at the base of his skull shut him up.Â
And Joel got to work, shovelling piles of dirt as quickly as he could.Â
âJoel!â
From the hill, a few others appeared with guns. âWe heard a shot-â Then they realised.Â
âGrab a shovel! Help me!â
And they did.Â
Eventually, they hit a wooden box.Â
âJoel, sheâs here.â Bryan told him before wiping the thin layer of dirt from the edges where both himself and Joel stabbed at the edges with their shovels, using them as a crowbar until finally the top popped off.Â
Seeing more light than before, your lungs seemed to rush with air quicker than you could breathe it in. Sitting up quickly, you felt a pair of hands on you.Â
âGet off me! Get off me!â
âHey, hey, hey. Itâs me. Y/n, itâs me. Hey, hey, look at me.â
Holding your face in his hands, your vision cleared to find Joel standing in front of you. âJ-Joel?â
âHey.â
Joel helped you up quickly, pulling you into his arms as his back rested against the side of the grave, your sobs falling against his chest.Â
âItâs okay. Iâve got you. Youâre safe.â
Bryan laid a hand on Joelâs shoulder. âTake her home. Weâll take care of the rest.â
Joel nodded, his hand at the back of your head. âCome on. Iâll help you out.â
And he did. You were still shaking like a leaf.Â
With his jacket over your shoulders, Joel held you into his side as you both walked back to town and towards home.Â
âIâm so sorry, Joel.âÂ
Those were the first words youâd spoken to him since the morning when youâd kissed him goodbye.Â
Joel shook his head as he was crouched in front of you, washing your face for you. Despite the shower, there still seemed to be dirt in your eyes.Â
âYouâve got nothing to be sorry for.â
You nodded but he still had to tell you the same a day later when you woke up in his bed for the second time since heâd woken you up to tell you heâd be back in one hour. When you finally did pull yourself out of bed, you opened up the bedroom door to find Ellie standing to attention.Â
Neither of you said anything but in a few moments, she ran towards you and hugged you. It wasnât long before you both sunk to the floor.Â
âIâm so sorry I was late.â
Ellie shook her head. âAre you going to be okay?â
You nodded. âThanks to Joel.â You tried your best to dry your tears. âWhere is he?â
âStill with Tommy. Theyâre still dealing with the guys thatâŚâ Ellie skipped over that part. âEveryone is on your side, and Joelâs side, too.â
You just nodded again. âGood.â
Then Ellie leaned forward and hugged you again before you both heard a familiar pair of boots walk up the stairs. âYouâre awake.â
âI think so, at least.â
âIâve got breakfast.â
The morning was mostly spent in silence until Ellie fell asleep tucked into your side of the sofa. Joel went to pick her up to carry her to bed but you stopped him. âLeave her.â
He did so and sat on your otherside, his arm resting around your shoulders whilst his hand brushed the back of Ellieâs sleeping head.Â
âIâm so sorry, Joel.â
âYouâve got nothing to be sorry for. It wasnât your fault. None of it.â
You shook your head. âNo matter where I go, I seem to collect scars. And they never let me go.â
Joel pressed a kiss to your head before gently placing his other hand on your thigh. âYou should be proud of them. Theyâre a sign you survived. Theyâre a sign youâre still alive and here. With us.â
Looking at Joel, all you saw on his face was sincerity. He truly meant it, and truly believed it, too. Leaning up, you let him kiss you gently before you settled your head against his chest.Â
Maybe he was right. You knew he was right. You trusted he was right.
Especially when youâd come to learn of all the ways Joel could appreciate your survival, proving to you how you could appreciate it, too.Â
#joel miller x reader#joel miller x you#joel miller#the last of us#tlou#18+ mdni#fluff#angst#joel miller the last of us#the last of us hbo#joel takes care of the reader#reader has a past#unlikely friends to lovers#patching up wounds#cleaning each others wounds#pedro pascal#pedro pascal joel miller#smut#joel miller smut#joel miller fic#joel miller fanfic#joel miller fanfiction#tlou x reader#tlou x you#x fe!reader
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had a little thought about this variant in particular :)
warnings/tags: no use of y/n, gn!reader, though reader wears a dress and heels, light blood
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"Patch!" Wade called out from behind, his voice cutting through the murmur of the dimly lit casino room.
Loganâs one good eye flicked up from the poker table, an eyebrow raising just a bit. "Do I know you?"
Wade grinned under his red mask, hands up like he was just there for a friendly chat. "Not yet, but you're about to." He glanced around, feigning awe at the luxury. "Nice place you've got here. Fancy suits, eye patchesâvery debonair."
Logan didnât smile. "You got five seconds to get to the point."
Wade stepped closer, ignoring the glares from the other players. "Alright, hereâs the pitch. I need you, big guy. Got a universe thatâs falling apart, and Iâm in desperate need of a certain⌠je ne sais quoi that only you can bring. You, Patch, could be the anchor this whole reality needs.â
Logan didnât even blink. âYouâre either insane or just plain stupid. I donât know you, and I donât care about your problems.â
Wade let out an exaggerated sigh. âOkay, okay, playing hard to get. Look, I didnât want to do this in front of your⌠uhââ Wade gestured towards everyone at the table. âLovely friends here. But timeâs running short.â
Wade, who was crouched down to the right of Logan didnât get to continue his rambling as he unsheathed his claws straight in his skull. Loganâs claws went back into his hand as Wade fell to the floor.
You, who had gone briefly to get a glass of champagne, stopped at the body who had just flopped onto the ground. You glanced at your dress, a nice mauve color, now with a few small spots of red at the hem.
âHoney!â You dragged out, âhe got blood on my dress.â
Logan turned to look at you, finally tearing away his gaze from being front facing to you, standing holding a half-full champagne flute looking as beautiful as ever and yes, you now had blood on your dress.
Wade, who was shaking his head, clearing the fog from his mind, looked up from the floor, âhey! He got my blood on your dress. All I did was very kindly introduce myself- â
You stepped forward, your heel digging into Wadeâs arm with a squelch. Wade let out a small screech as you took another step toward Logan, one foot bare, the other still sporting your special heel with a concealed blade.
Wade groaned, twisting on the floor to look up at you. âReally? Really? First the claws, now the stiletto treatment? I thought this was a classy establishment!â
âYou got blood on my dress,â you said coolly, taking another sip of your champagne as you met Loganâs gaze.
Loganâs mouth twitched, almost a smile. âShouldâve aimed better, bub.â
Wade managed to sit up, rubbing his head where Logan had left his mark. âThisââ he gestured vaguely around, ââis exactly why I need you. That unrelenting charm, the claws, the scrappy partner who, might I say, has a very sharp sense of fashion.â
Once beside Loganâs chair, his hand went around your waist, pulling you down into his lap with a casual possessiveness. He looked up at you, a flicker of amusement in his eye. âDidnât expect company tonight,â he murmured, his hand resting comfortably at your hip.
You raised an eyebrow, giving him a slight smirk. âDidnât expect blood on my dress tonight either,â you replied, tilting the glass toward him. âThis is on you.â
Wade, still on the floor, held up a hand like he was back in school. âIf I may interject, itâs technically on me. All over me, really. And your heelâŚwhich is still in my arm, by the way.â
Logan didnât even look down. âDidnât I tell you to scram, bub?â
Wade let out an exaggerated groan, dramatically flopping back on the floor. âAlright, fine! Just thought maybe youâd like a littleâŚadventure through the multiverse, something different. Iâll even throw in a couple of perksâhealth benefits, access to all the chimichangas you can eat. You know, the important stuff.â
You laughed, settling back against Logan. âSounds like a tempting offer, doesnât it, hun?â
Loganâs grip on your waist tightened. âTempting? This guy canât keep his mouth shut long enough to get through a meal, let alone a job.â
Wade scrambled to his feet, brushing off his suitânow slightly stained with his own blood. âHey, everyone needs a wildcard. Keeps things spicy! But fine, fine. I can take a hint. Youâve got your classy, poker-playing life here withâŚwell,â he gestured towards you with a nod. âGuess Iâll just have to move on.â
You leaned down, giving Wade a sweet but pointed smile. âGood luck with that.â
Wade looked back and forth between the two of you, holding his hands up in mock surrender. âOh, I get it. Lovebirds, bound by fate and poker chips. Donât mind me, Iâll just let myself out.â
With a dramatic flourish, Wade turned around, pulling a strange, glowing device from his belt. He tapped a button, and a swirling golden doorway appeared in front of him. He looked over his shoulder one last time, winking at you. âIf you change your mind, Patch, you know where to find me.â
Logan rolled his eyes. âNot a chance.â
As Wade stepped through the doorway, disappearing into the glowing portal, you took another sip of champagne, shaking your head. âWas he for real?â
Logan scoffed, watching the portal close with a quiet hum. âI have no idea. Donât care to find out, either.â
The room settled, the quiet returning along with the glares of the other players, who clearly wanted nothing more than to get back to their poker game.
You gave him a look. âIf you think youâre getting out of replacing this, youâve got another thing coming.â
Logan chuckled, leaning in to kiss the corner of your mouth. âWouldnât dream of it, darlinâ.â
#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett x you#wolverine x reader#wolverine x you#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett patch#wolverine patch#logan howlett fanfiction
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Lighter x gn!reader (drabble)
you take off his sunglasses. flipping them around in your hand. grey, hazy. what a blurry sight through them. all scratched up over the years. or perhaps from the small sand particles and high speeds on his bike. driving through those hollows as he likes to. "I should buy you a new pair." you focus on him now. his green eyes hang low, set on you. long lashes resting softly against his cheeks. messy hair covering his eye and forehead. you brush a strand or two aside. it is dark in his room. a sliver of light providing a dim hue to the room. enough for you to see him, and not too much for him to feel the pain from his old wounds opening up in his eyes.
"eh, I'm used to this pair." Lighter voices in a smooth low voice, tilting his head a bit.
"I can get the same model" you utter and lean in to press a soft kiss next to his lips. Lighter lazily smiles, his arms wrap around your waist tightly and pull you even more on top of him. a soothing feeling fills you as his hand rubs up and down your back, making you relax completely. "mh, you give it a try finding them and I'll try them out" he hums. his hand cupped your cheek, making you look at him again. a familiar flutter in your stomach makes you smile, he is so handsome.
"gorgeous" Lighter smiles and leans in to brush his nose against yours. a familiar chuckle feels his ears. you live for moments like these. for the soft touch of his lips against yours. the scent of his cologne, not as strong, worn out from the day. the smell of clean cotton sheets. he makes life feel good again.
#im in love with this man#i wanna write him more#especially since the current patch event and the trust events#getting to know more of his personality#he is ughhhh#lighter x gn!reader#lighter x reader#zzz#zenless zone zero#sons of calydon#drabble#fluff#oneshot#divider cr: milklemondrop
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⼠DADDYâS DEALINGS
patch!wolverine (logan) x fem!reader
summary ⼠dont fuck with him while heâs working. you knew that, but what happens when you try to fuck on him during work?
warnings: telekinetic reader & code name is diamond, mentions of blood, semi-public sex (in an empty casino), multiple orgasms, creampies, hair pulling, choking, spanking, teasing, rough sex
note: round two, enjoy! wc: 2.7k, m.list here
men in suits sat at the round poker table. laughing, smoking and having a grand ole time. it seemed like a regular poker night with friends, however it was not. all these men were successful businessmen, but one of them was tonightâs target.
and the two of you were here to uncover who that was. patch sat at the table, keeping a blank face while playing the game. however, he was really reading the room. trying to find one slip up so he could take whomever out.
and he couldnât do it alone, thatâs why you were here. you were the distraction, a manâs weakness was a beautiful woman and that you were. the ruby red spaghetti strapped dress clung to you like another set of skin, catching the eyes of the men in there when you walked in. the gleam of your jewelry blinded them, but the scent of your perfume as you passed by only made them want you even more.
you sat at the bar, ordering something light, not wanting anything to get you drunk, but enough to give you a little buzz. you turned in your and watched the game of poker progress, while glancing at patch.
he looked so good sitting there. muscles flexing each time he moved a chip, thick fingers covered in ringsâwhich you wished were deep inside of you, splitting you openâand the eyepatch that was slapped across his face and covered one of his beautiful hazel eyes; still made him even more sexier than ever.
you couldnât help but to press your thighs together, mind starting to cloud with lewd thoughts of him bottoming out inside of you. until you were snapped out of your daze by the bartender handing you your drink.
you sighed, sipping on the fruity drink you ordered and taking in your surroundings, hoping the target for tonightâs mission would fuck up and show themselves; so you could finally go home and have hot sweaty sex with patch.
however, as time passed, you realized you were going to be here for a while. the game still went on and nobody moved an inch, boring you to death. but, as you sipped on your third drink for the night, you were hornier than ever. you were dripping, aching for some attention and you were going to get it.
the mission was far from your mind as you got up from the bar and sashayed over to the table, standing between patch and another gentleman , before bending overâyour cleavage catching the attention of the other man, while your presence gained the attention of your partner. âmind if i join in?â you asked and the stranger got up from his seat in a hurry.
âyou can take my spot miss. im losing anyways,â you smiled and sat down, taking his spot and looking down at your cards. you could feel patch boring holes into your face, but you paid him no mind. you knew you werenât supposed to interfere with his mission unless he wanted you to, but you didnât care. you had your own mission to worry about.
âyou look a little empty there, can i buy you a refill?â you asked him, leaning over to get in his personal space, so you could whisper in his ear. â âm horny. take me home?â
he glared at you before throwing out one of his cards, âno. busy, working.â you whined and sat back in your chair, following suit and throwing out cards as well. you flagged down a waiter and ordered a margarita, telling him to keep it coming before trying to focus on the game in front of you.
however, the more you sat next to him the more aroused you became. it didnât help that his cologne turned you on, you wanted to pounce on him right then and there. you slid your heeled foot next to his, teasing him by rubbing it against himâonly for him to pull his away. he grunted in response, but never turning to look at you.
you werenât going to give up either. using your powers, you made the waiter bringing your drink, trip causing him to crash into another waiter, making a big commotion; which distracted the other players. using this as an opportunity to speak to him again, you whispered in his earâvoice soft and sexy.
âplease, fuck me. need you so badâ he could smell how bad you wanted him, the moment you sat down, but he didnât have time for that right now. a new scent took over his nose and he glanced around the room, spotting an older man walking in the room; with two girls on each of his arms and two guards behind him. âtheyâre here. focus.â
by now the waiter had cleaned up his mess and came back with a fresh drink, handing it to you and apologizing for the first one. you sent him a smile before dismissing him, sipping on the cold drinkâwatching the new player join the game. he sat across from you and you flashed him a smile, immediately gaining his attention.
the male whispered to his guards, before one of them came over to you. âthe gentleman over there wants to know if you could sit next to you and could he buy you another drink?â you glanced at him and he winked. smiling at him, you nodded your head and the guy made his way over; dismissing the women.
he sat next to you and you smiled, taking a look at every detail of his face. he was attractive and you couldnât help smirk to yourself. you knew exactly how to get patch to pay attention towards you.
âwhat can I get you to drink?â he asked and you slightly turned towards him, putting out the last of your cards, losing the game. âscotch, on the rocks.â
he smiled in amusement, not many of the girls he came across liked dark liquors. ânot good at poker?â you shook your head and he smiled, motioning for the dealer to bet him in. âiâll teach a pretty lil thing like you how to play. name's richard, but you can call me, dick.â
âdiamond,â you moved your chair closer to his, glancing over at patch an evil glint in your eyes. you were playing a dangerous game and you were ready for the consequences. as he taught you how to play, patch watched with a clench jaw. he wanted to rip the guys head off for even talking to you, but he knew what was at stake. all he needed was the guy to touch you and heâd take him out right then and there.
âgot a boyfriend diamond?â
âcomplicated,â that slipped off your tongue too fast for patchâs liking, making him grunt loudly, gaining the attention of dick. âis there a problem?â
âfocus on the game, bub.â dick chuckled and stared at patch, wondering who the hell he was. and before he could fix his mouth to say something, your drinks came; gaining his attention. you thanked the waiter and held up your glass, lipstick spreading when you smiled.
âyou gonna teach me or what?â you got up from your seat, the frame of your body being outlined by your dress, made his breath get caught in his throatâeyes glued to every curve, watching as you sat down on his lap. the way you sat gave you full view of patch, who was seething. and when dick placed his hand on your hip, he had enough. he jumped up, claws unsheathing, sticking them into richardâs guardsâtheir blood splattering against his white suit.
the people in the private casino scurried away in a hurry, trying to make sure theyâre not next to get taking out. more of dickâs guards came running in, guns in their hands, ready to attackâuntil you appeared in front of them. âsorry boys, youâre not getting through.â you sent them flying into the other room, crashing against the slot machines; knocking them out cold. and for good measure, you picked one up and dropped it on them.
oneâs that slipped past were slice up by patch, their bodies dropping at dickâs patent shoes. patch huffed, eyes glued onto richardâs.
âyou fucking bâ.â his head was sliced clean off, dropping next to the pile of bodies. the rugged man didnât have time for monologues, he was pissed. pissed at you. the people that were still hiding in the room, peeked their heads out; hoping that it was safe, yet there were proven wrong by the feral looking man in front of them.
âGET THE FUCK OUT!â his claws retracted and they all ran out, not trying to be the next person to piss him off. you tried sneaking out with them, only for him to grab you, slinking you over his shoulder. âbaby! waitâfuck!â he said nothing and sent a hard smack to your ass, the vibration from it made the stinging sensation linger a little longer. oh you were in for it.
he slapped everything off of the poker table before propping you up on there, your hands and knees pressing into the plush green surface. he hiked your dress up to the middle of your back, grunting when he seen the wet spot in the middle of your black panties. with another powerful smack to your ass, you yelped out, only for him to grip your hairâpulling you towards his chest.
âlike having that jerk feel up on you. he makes you wet?â his hand massaged your cheeks, easing the stinging sensation he caused. you whimpered and shook your head, âno babyâonly you.â
he slapped both of your cheeks, the wet spot on your panties growing by the second as he took his frustrations out on you. it was one thing to try and sabotage the mission, heâd deal with that later, but to sit on another manâs lap in front of him? oh you deserved this punishment.
you were practically drooling, from both sets of lips, while he continued the torment on your assâhis hand prints now molded on your cheeks. he moved his hand from your hair and slid it down to your cunt, pressing two of his fingers against your clit; your slick immediately seeping through the fabric and onto his fingers.
he grunted and massaged his finger on your clit, eliciting whines from you. you backed your ass up in his palm, trying to add some more friction to your cunt, but he stopped you.
â âm in charge here, doll.â you could hear the clinking of his belt buckle and it excited you. from the way he manhandle you and forced your back down, deepening your arch, you knew he was going to fuck you so good.
your panties were pulled down, exposing your bareâslick coated cunt to him and he let out a low groan. he took your panties and brought it up to his nose, smelling your arousal; his cock becoming stiff behind his boxersâbefore he reached around and placed them into your mouth.
your moans were muffled as you turned your head slightly to see him pull his underwear down, revealing his fat beer can shaped cock. he fisted his cock for a bit, globs of his precum coating his hand, before he pushed through your entrance; your juices coating his dick immediately.
he didnât even need to prep you to take him, you were beyond soaked, making it easier for him to slide ride inârubbing right against your spot. âfuck. gotta keep this pussy to myself.â
you moaned into your panties, while he gripped the side of your hips and began to pound your pussy, splitting you open with each stroke. your ass rippled against him and you struggled to throw it back on him, causing him to smack one of your plump cheeks.
âf-fuck me backâŚ..atta girl,â you started to bounce back on him, the poker table shaking with each thrust. your eyes rolled back into your head, the pleasure so unspeakably intense. he knew exactly how to hit your spot with each thrust, which made your legs shake uncontrollably and an orgasm course through you prematurely.
he felt you clench around him and he stopped his movements, pulling out of you slowly; your bottom lip trembling as you turned to look at him. âdid you just fucking cum?â you nodded and his eyes darkened. before you could even process what was happening, you were on your back with ankles pointing up to the ceiling.
the red dress that was hiked up was now on the bar not too far away from you both, and your soiled panties were finally removed from your mouth, allowing you to finally moan freely, as he plunged back into your sopping wet cunt.
he was abusing your cunt each time his cock pistoned in and out of you, cock bullying your walls, sending bolts of electricity towards your clit. you reached down and tried to rub the sensitive bud, but he slapped your hands away causing you to cry out. ânope. you wanted this dick, so thatâs what youâre gonna get. got it?â you nodded your pretty little head, earning a powerful smack to your cuntâmaking you gush around him.
âwords. i wanna hear it.â
âyes! yes! fuckâdaddy. youâre so deep!â rough calloused hand found its way around your throat, turning you on even more. the look on his face, the way his cock filled you up and how he treated you like his fuck toy, had you wanting more.
the squelching sound that followed when he was balls deep inside of you, made that knot in your stomach become tighter. you were so close and with him twitching inside of you, you knew he was too.
with the help of your powers, you brought him closer to you. his white, blood stained blazer pressed against your breasts, adding some stimulation to your tender nipples; which helped speed up your orgasm. you whimpered, staring into his uncovered eye, cumming for the second time; without him.
specks of white blurred your vision as you came undone. the grip around his shaft, tightening with each thrust that hit your spot over and over again.
he was pissed. first you tried to ruin the mission and had some guy all over you, but now you came twice? oh he was more than pissed.
his grip around your neck loosened and he moved his hand up to your cheeks, gripping them; causing them to puff up in his hands. his stroke was faster and deeper, practically kissing your cervixâmaking you whine out.
â âs too much! please daddy, canât take it.â you were able to huff out, but he ignored your pleas, still treating you like a common slut.
âgonna breed this pussy. have you dripping cum for days when im done with youâlet everyone know who owns this pussy.â he pounded deeper, his vision getting blurry and his stroke becoming sloppier; before he let goâemptying himself deep inside of you.
he let out a primal growl, sporadically twitching inside of you, before pulling out, globs of his cum slowly starting to pool out; until he plugged it back in with his fingers. you squirmed, but he held you down, making you take the extra pleasureâleading to squirting against his palm.
the wet gushy mess, combined with the previous fluids, stained the plush green fabric underneath you and the bottom of his blazer. patch removed his fingers and sucked your juices off, before he pulled his pants up and snapped his belt on. he pulled your panties back on and walked over to the bar to retrieve your dress, tossing it at you.
âget dressed. youâre punishment isn't over yet.â
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noncon - somnophilia
simon rutting his thick fucking and leaking cock on your clothed pussy, staining the lacy little thing, grunting in hushed whispers how heâs going to make a bigger mess if you just let him.
youâre sure you werenât supposed to have heard him say that. hell, he shouldnât even be in your roomâŚ
whereâs john? whereâs your husband?
#john gave him permission actually so#yk#brought simon home to patch him up but son wont calm the hell downâadrenaline rush and allâand sicced him to you#that maybe if he fucked his energy then the bastard can finally pass out before he dies of blood loss#youâll understand wont you baby? heâs just tryna help sâallâŚ#cw somnophilia#cw noncon#sun rambles#simon ghost riley x reader
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after some sort of âaccidentâ in the shop, there comes to be a fleshlight that is bound to admin. everything that happens to it, admin can feel! <3 admin attempts to hide it but has to go deal with some important business and leaves it in the break room. whatâs going down?
[Oooh nice!! I changed the source of the fleshlight a bit though. Fem reader.]
TW: Sex toy sharing (unsanitary); Dubcon; Double penetration in one hole.
You have absolutely no idea what this is.
It felt like a joke in poor taste, at first.
This... Fleshlight -Because it can only be that- Appeared in the break floor. A deep violet case with golden swirls around the rim, featuring an uncannily realistic mold of none other than your pussy.
So many things went through your mind as you picked it up. Who could have done this? Certainly, to be here on display, only one of your staff team could have concocted such an insult.
Perhaps Santi. He did always have the strangest and lewdest gifts for everyone. He'd offered sex toys molded after notable figures before, this wouldn't be entirely uncharacteristic out of him. Did he simply forget it here or is he planning to give it to someone?
If not Santi, then maybe Nebul. He does operate the shop, and toys of all kinky kinds hold no secrets for him. He could easily make a custom one, right? But he's not the type of monster man to have such a careless lapse and forget his fleshlight on the kitchenette counter like this. This would have to be intentional of him.
It could also be Fank-e. Lord knows that robot will get his metallic little hands on any kind of genital attachment and weird toy he can find. Maybe the creep wants to use a model of your vulva as his own genitals. You wouldn't put such past him. It's a lot more likely the mechanical menace could have gotten distracted by something and left the toy out in the open.
Humming, morbid curiosity makes you gently touch the depraved imitation, fingertips dipping to scissor the thing open when you notice that it's clean.
Instant regret washes over you.
The moment you do such, it's as if phantom digits pierced into your covered cunt and physically spread you out. The thing is dropped back onto the counter and you bend to clutch your panty-covered privates as a sting of pain punishes you.
For a blank moment, you almost believe that Lord Krulu had been the one to finger you. Even if he usually likes to announce their presence before using your form. But it can't be! Your higher has been busy all day, you can feel how diminished his connection to you is right now. This is not his doing.
Paranoid, you glance behind you just to be sure that there really is no one somehow screwing with you. Predictably, you're alone.
Eyes narrowed, you pick the toy up again and reshape your approach, this time making a slow stroke up the left labia, feeling it in your right with a scary level of intensity. The quality of the material itself is strikingly life-like, not just cheap silicone. It's even... Warm? Dear Lord, it's probably the same temperature as you, as your insides. The thought has a gross kind of shiver racing up your spine. Daringly, you thumb over the imitation of your clitoris, met with direct feedback in your own body which perfectly corresponds to the tentative circular motions of your index over the sensitive bundle of nerves.
You stop the moment your knees reflexively press forward.
This... Is magic. Which puts a new candidate on the table. The thought alone makes you scoff, could Patches truly be audacious enough to do this? No. Not at all. You don't doubt he'd take a toy molded in your vague resemblance to pathetically rut into- But actually connect said thing to your body? That's already a level of courage that can't be expected of the dullahan in question.
Unless... Ah, this can be the work of his trickster counterpart. That you find more believable.
A pulse in your pocket has you setting the plaything aside to check your phone, reading the text detailing your esteemed guest's arrival.
Maintaining ties to the Rings is imperative in this stage of Krulu's vision for the future. Hell and its denizens are apparently sources of great potential in your Lord-Master's eyes, and he's been very keen in keeping close ties to the fiendish rulership of said location. You're only too happy to help forge bonds with these demonlords, which means scraping around and trying to get to know them. Ironically, it falls upon you the responsibility to tempt them into seeking contact.
Your latest endeavor of this sort involves establishing an explorative partnership with one of the demonlords' sons. He's quite the character, and now that you know he has arrived at the front of The Clergy, you can't just leave royalty waiting.
Both hands busy with texting back a hasty reply, you panic as you try to guess where you could stuff this gross little thing away. Taking it with you is not an option, there's no pocket large enough to conceal the thing and its depraved outline.
Time is not on your side.
The meeting can't take that long, can it? What if you just... Left it in one of the cupboards above the kitchenette?
Yes, and then you'll come to retrieve it, interrogate the team to find which of these losers thought it was a bright idea to play with fire.
That'll do. Hopefully.
Opening a cupboard loaded with small plates and cups, you quickly stuff the fleshlight inside and make your way over to the elevator, fixing your hair and clothes to go greet someone of great importance.
Vinnel almost barges into the floor.
More of his coworkers had caught the ride up, talking amongst themselves idly, but the jester wasn't preoccupied with their small talk, he was ravenous.
The first item on his shift was a show he had been particularly looking forward to, an opportunity to test some bizarre new weaponry and a game whose rules he deliberated on for more than a week prior to the event itself. Needless to say, it was a display that took a lot of work, tears sweat and love poured into it- And fucking Hell did it pay off! He's ecstatic! And hungry. Starving.
Doing a good show always gets his stomach riled up.
Some flecks of blood still covering his suit, Vinnel is quick to dart to the kitchenette, ignoring anything and everything as he rummaged around for snacks that aren't there.
His temper spikes when the fridge is devoid of meals.
" Chef! " He barks, turning to the blue shroom monster in question, who is only now just setting his apron aside. Morell rises a brow. " You're slacking! "
The large monster scoffs into his scarf. " None o' you assholes got a fuckin' hint of shame, do ya?! " His locker door slams shut. " Ah ain't gonna cook for ya every single day! "
" But- What are we supposed to do then? Starve? " The waiter whines, making big twinkling magenta eyes at the other.
" Not fallin' for it. " Is Morell's flat response.
" Have you tried making your own food? " A bartender chimes in. " I know doing anything for yourself is challenging for you, but give it a try. "
" Rich coming from someone that can't cook for the life of him. "
The jester has entirely disconnected from the banter going on, a shred of hope driving him to keep searching fruitlessly. It's not as if he believes anything to be in the top shelves where cutlery is stored, but maybe one of them could be hiding some type of candy?
Slamming cabinets and cupboards open, the last thing he expects is for something to fall off them. So he nearly jumps in the air when a sizable object tumbles from the cupboard shelf right onto the carpeted ground.
The floor becomes silent, everyone stares blankly at the item in question for a pregnant pause.
Gloved orange digits pick the thing up, Vinnel bringing it closer to his mask. " Huh. "
He knows what it is exactly.
It looks very high-quality, and clean thankfully. Vinnel swears something about the model itself looks... Almost familiar. Hm. Nevertheless, laugher starts bubbling out his chest and he sways his head, juggling the thing.
" Ohohohoho!! " The next time the toy falls, Vinnel grips it viciously and points the thing right at-
" Morell! Such interesting kitchen utensils you have here... "
" Wha- That ain't mine! " The shroom retorts a little too fast.
" Suure. Then why was it in the cupboard, buddy? "
There's a glare, people around the chef are beginning to murmur amongst themselves.
" Like Hell ah know! For all I fuckin' know, ya could'a been tha one to put it there and fake tha whole thing- 'S yours! "
Vinnel titters, clapping as best as he can with his occupied hand. " Oh no, you think that lowly of little old me? " A feigned gesture of offense is met with no sympathy from the rest of the staff team, who do, in fact, think that lowly of the jester. " Unfortunately no, I don't usually perform tricks with fucktoys... Not the silicone ones anyway. "
" Well it ain't mine. " Morell insists. " Which one o' ya little sickos put a fuckin' pocket pussy in the kitchen? "
The suited performer, still vaguely examining the thing, finding it to be a little heavier than most of these toys tend to be given the materials involved in their manufacturing, swivels his head towards the next suspect.
" Sex pest! "
Santi, already very interested in the turn of events this day is taking, smiles as if just having been complimented. " Yes? "
" Why did you put your fucktoy here? " The performer looms over his demonic coworker, accusatory and demeaning. " So we could find it? So you could be gross about it, hm? "
The incubus hums, eyes on the toy rather than his frilled coworker. " Mm no, that's not my toy sweetheart. Though do let me have a closer look, maybe I can find a trace of our dirty little culprit... "
" Liar! " Vinnel spits.
Santi chuckles, making a move to grab the object yet thwarted when Vinnel angles it away.
" And why would I lie, love? If it was mine I'd tell you readily. I've brought toys to work before, haven't I? Never lied about it. "
And he's right, much to the jester's chagrin. The incubus could bring a cum-soaked dildo into this floor shamelessly, he wouldn't lie about a fleshlight.
Vinnel growls and floats back to point it directly at Nebul, but the shopkeeper beats him to the punch.
" I do not bring items from the shop into the break floor. Furthermore, I don't recognize that model. Does it have a brand? "
The jester checks, flipping the thing in all angles only to find neither words nor numbers printed anywhere. He glances to the crowd around him again, gears turning, machinating, until his attention falls on the dullahan, making Vinnel dart to him.
" You've been far too quiet this whole time, gourd brains... " He accuses, painted eyes narrowing.
Patches flusters, arms raised and leaning back. " What- What do you want me to say? I don't- "
That vegetable expression shifts suddenly, going from uncomfortable and anxious to complete focus. It's enough to make the jester tilt his head. " What? "
" That thing is brimming with magic. " He points out, leaning closer as if the gesture could reveal more by itself.
" ... Is it now? " Vinnel won't lie. It's a possibility. The fleshlight looks and feels anything but normal.
" You- You do know what that means, right? " Patches fumbles, squirming in mild discomfort. Those green cheeks acquire a tint that makes the jester's eyes roll in irritation behind his mask.
" Oh do fucking enlighten me, you masochistic kabocha. "
" Boys, boys- " Santi starts, tail wagging as he wedges himself between the two men. " We're missing the point. I've seen this before. That little thing is connected to some poor sap. And, if I'm not suddenly visually impaired, it looks extremely human to me. "
Another moment of silence stretches across the room
The jester's inked grin widens, and armed with a brand new realization, he starts feathering his digits along the edges of the pocket pussy's entrance, paying close attention to it. His mask nearly falls off when the thing physically seems to twitch. Uhuhu!
" No. " Belo begins, pointing a trembling finger at the demon. " You wouldn't dare suggest- "
" That our lovely Administrator has sent us a gift? " Santi challenges, tone sultry. " But of course, Belo! This is a reward for our hard work, and ohh, I just can't wait to make the most of it. "
Vinnel has now managed to slip one finger inside, completely tuned off to the conversation happening right next to him. Shock of all shocks, the thing hugs his digit as if it were real. And, as he experimentally removes the intrusion, a sheen of what can only be arousal wets his gloves. It really is you. He just fingered you. Hah!
" Filthy beast! You shall not touch that, this can't be right. " The angel's wings flex and twitch in growing agitation. As always, he seems very eager to try to choke the life out of Santi- And he would, if he didn't already know that the demon would immediately salaciously get off on it.
" But what if it is? What if she wants us all to take turns, experience her supple little cunt? " He taunts, surfing the room, gouging the reactions of his coworkers as most of them flush with sudden want at the idea. Yes, they like it as much as he does, Santi's just honest about it. " Would you reject her gift, Belo? "
The power in question is puffed like an angered parakeet, a myriad of emotions warring in those expressive, large eyes. " Control that foul tongue of yours lest I rip it off your worthless mouth and make your depraved clients very disappointed. "
" One day you'll revel in your own perversions. " He says it calmly, as if it were fact, grinning when the angel prepares another outburst.
" Guys. "
Vinnel is now two fingers deep into the magical fleshlight, a stupefied look on his face as he finds the toy -You- Welcoming him without resistance. You clench around him. Gods, he can't wait to stuff his cock in there, to fuck you, to rail you knowing that you can't do anything to stop him. At least not until you find him. Oh, he could make a game out of it!
" She's practically dripping. " The jester pulls both fingers out, spreading them to showcase a film of arousal between both digits.
" She's... Enjoying this. " Patches murmurs, breathy, fixated on the dirty gleam.
" Alright, if you're done being manchildren, I want to go first. " The slime suddenly pipes up, moving in on the stage performer.
" My ass you will! " Grimbly gets in the way, scoffing.
Vinnel finds a crowd of monsters suddenly gather around him, hands twitching for the item in his hands, eyes glinting like wolves corralling a chicken in its coop.
" Give me that, jester, it needs to be secured somewhere safely- "
" No no, give it to me, I'll make her feel so good! "
" Maybe if I have it, I- I can tell whose magic this is. "
" It was in mah cupboard, maybe she wants me ta be first! "
" Nuh uh!! " The jester suddenly shouts, floating higher in the air. " Finders keepers! Piss off! "
An ashy hand clamps around his ankle, jostling the bells there. " Were you not accusing us of being perverse? Let us take that dirty thing off your hands. " Nebul beckons.
As he's tugged down, Vinnel deforms his limbs inside his suit to twist away from the hands pawing at him. Growling, he pulls away, towards the window, towards the outside. If he can make it through the window, a significant portion of the staff team will be halted in their pursuit. He might get to hide with the toy and keep it all for himself.
Gallon, anticipating this, moves fast. Yellow tendrils coil over both the jester's legs and waist, trying to pull the extended arm back into the room even as Vinnel tries his damndest to keep it at out, his arm bending weirdly inside its red sleeve.
" Fuck off! All of you sad sacks of shit- This is MINE! " The slime gargles and screams, other hand clinging to the tall window's edge as tightly as possible. " I found it! "
" Stop strugglin' boy. We gonna talk this out. " The chef chuckles, successfully using brute strength to start pulling him inside.
The others help. He's fighting a losing battle and he knows it.
As soon as the performer feels a disturbance in the fabric of his suit's composition, he freezes. Primal, soul-shaking terror, grabs a hold of his body and he gasps, shrieking as he drops both hands to instantly claw, kick and try to mangle whoever's about to possibly rip his suit.
There's a chorus of pained cries and he's thrown to the ground, clinging to his form for dear life. Literally. Because if anything opened, he would potentially leak to the carpet and meet his end very quickly.
" Gah-! You useless clown! He dropped it! " The bat squeals, a high-pitched noise that grates on everyone's ears.
Vinnel startles. His possible panic attack and frantic body checking is halted by the sudden realization that yes, he did drop the fleshlight in his panic. That means...
The orange and purple menace stumbles to a stand shoving the group bent over the window aside to poke his head out and see for himself where the sex toy landed. After a few grunts and curses, the view is revealed.
On the grass of the garden outside the building, the toy landed sideways, rolling aimlessly over mutated flowers that lean away from the unidentified object. There's a beat of stillness.
Everyone knows it's only a matter of time until the thing is retrieved, possibly by a client, which means they'd have to waste time hunting for a random loser before getting to their prize. They exchange stares, aware that as soon as someone moves, the hunt is on, the game starts.
And yet, before even a step towards the elevator is taken, the scene below them changes.
A bench sat some distance away uncurls, black iron body turning into a grayed gangly mass with a wooden chest for a head, teeth poking out of it. Said monster seems to stretch himself before moving on all fours to inspect the thing.
Sybastian squats, picks up the fleshlight. Although his eyes are hidden in the great darkness of his objectum head, everyone can practically see the gears turning in his head.
The mimic glances up, perplexed yellow eyes staring dubiously at his coworkers.
" Syb. " Patches calls, reaching a hand out. " That is very special, leave it there. Do not touch it- "
Too late.
" No! No!! "
He found a toy, he's going to play with it. Sybastian starts hurriedly moving out of view.
" Motherfucker! I'll gut you! " Vinnel screeches, banging uselessly on the building's exterior.
" Blasted mimic... " Belo is the first to peel off the window. " What do we do now?! "
" Well... " Morell sighs, pulling his apron back on while everyone sulks and simmers.
" We go huntin'. "
Huh.
Isn't that one way to wake up...
Sybastian's nap had been disturbed when he sensed an impact nearby. It couldn't have been something very large, but part of his hunting routine involves being in that fine line between resting and alert enough to sense the faintest vibrations, categorize them as noteworthy or not on a subconscious level. His curiosity had him rising anyway, shedding his disguise and following the direction of the sound until he found...
A sex toy.
In the middle of the grass.
His eyes don't deceive him, he knows what kind of toy this is, has seen them in the undead's shop. They're the kind you can fuck into, small and convenient.
He was unsure as to why such a thing had been tossed out, so he looked around and found most of his coworkers already fixed on him. It didn't take a genius to piece together the fact that they had been likely squabbling over the thing.
Yet, oddly, it didn't smell used. In fact, it featured an odor Sybastian could swear he's had his face buried in before.
The mischief of his nature acted up, and the mimic crawled away with the toy held in his maw.
He knows the rest of them will come looking for him immediately, so the mimic scurries deep into the less stable parts of the garden- Where Hellion tends to dwell. The parts that can shift, remold and relocate themselves in the blink of an eye as the establishment periodically "refreshes" itself. It's a gamble, he admits, but it's the only place staff will hesitate to enter due to its volatile nature. Sybastian is more well-equipped to deal with these areas, given he spends most of the time in the garden, has learned many of its tricks.
Let them bump around like blind moles.
Eventually, Sybastian finds an area dense in plantlife, a good distance away from the main building already, and sensing no approaching threats, the mimic seats himself next to a wide trunk, spitting his conquest into his hands and taking the time to examine it.
It's a fancy fuck-pocket alright.
Curious about the scent, he drags the thin end of his tongue across the length of the artificial pussy, eyes widening when taste hits him. Not just any taste, arousal and wetness and- Human. A human he's put that same roving muscle upon before.
You.
Sybastian is certain these things aren't meant to have such specific tastes. He's not sure how such a thing came into being, a carbon sort of copy of your cunt, but he understands why the others were fighting over it. Syb would too.
A little thrill crawls along the length of his spine.
No time to waste, he better make use of this before he's accosted by a swarm of angry monsters.
The mimic drools and smiles as he pushes a good portion of his deep blue tongue past sweet folds and into the surprisingly warm, hugging insides of the toy. He removes his loincloth hastily and palms his already chubbing cock to the thought of you flipping your work outfit up and spreading yourself out so he can have full access to that puffy pussy. The mental image of your provocative, inviting smile while you grab onto the fat of your ass has him moaning, dick pulsing.
Fucking the pathetic little escapists is one thing, but nothing beats your delicious, perfect holes. You have everyone here by the balls and Sybastian is no different.
Releasing a filthy murr of anticipation, the mimic's shackles rattle as he brings the now thoroughly slobbered pocket pussy down, teasing it along the head of his cock.
Oh, if all of them feel this real then he really has to bother Nebul for one.
Sybastian swears he feels it quiver against his length, panting as soon as he starts sinking it onto his thick length. The moment his tip pops in, he rumbles, feeling its walls immediately clinging to him, spasming in such a life-like manner he can't help bucking into it, greedily and impatiently stuffing more of himself into the exceptionally pleasurable fucktoy.
He couldn't take it slow even if he wanted to, claws curling viciously around the purple tube as he starts jerking himself off with it in earnest, loud groans echoing amidst his panting. It feels exactly like you! Hot and tight and spongy and so so good, he loves to fuck you- This is going to be his favorite toy ever.
Syb's hips snap into a grossly desperate rhythm, a lurid plap of skin on wet artificial skin as his balls hit it with every senseless rut upwards. His maw closes slightly, the mimic's eyes glaze and he pictures you there. On his lap, back turned to him, juicy ass on full display while you put both palms on his gangly knees and ride the monster for all he's worth, milking his cock and drooling like you've never had better.
Gods, if Sybastian focuses enough, he can almost feel the softness of your rump on him with each thrust. He wishes he could grab onto your waist, onto the cushion there, and use you the same way he's using this copy to breed into.
You're the hottest, prettiest little human he'll ever have the opportunity to stuff himself into.
There isn't a single intelligent thought in Sybastian's head when he starts grinding the pocket-pussy down, the tensing of his legs and abdomen bringing him ever closer to that sweet release, and he's looking forward to flooding the fucktoy full of his cum, feeling it clench heavenly around him the same it has been for a while now.
With one last, obscenely loud slap of his meat into the fleshlight, Sybastian howls and throbs hard, coming undone with great intensity and melting onto the grassy ground, the feeling of his own hot jizz spurting out the toy and leaking past his balls to coat this thighs a depraved sign of his victory.
He lies there, boneless from his own orgasm, hand still clumsily dragging your toy up and down his now spent cock, and all is well for a blissful moment.
...
Until-
" Bravo. Mm, good show... "
Sybastian peers up, not as sharp as he would be now that he's disoriented from cumming. A pair of glowing green eyes poise on him, and none other than the incubus makes it past the foliage of this part of the garden.
He's vaguely surprised the other was brave enough to come here.
" What? " Santi places a hand to his hip. " Thought I wouldn't find you? I could smell you getting off like a rabid animal, you need more than greenery to hide from me. "
Fair. Syb was being loud too. He doesn't let go of the toy however, suspiciously allowing the demon to lewdly scheme the dirty mess between his legs.
" Hand me the fleshlight, love. "
There's a growl. Santi frowns.
" Oh come now, you greedy slut, I'll make sure you get something out of it too. " He lulls, drawing closer slowly, to the point where he stands in front of the mimic, before crouching.
Sybastian keeps growling faintly, pulling out of the fleshlight to hold it away from the high-ranker, a gross pool of cum still oozing off the recently used thing. He doesn't miss the way the incubus' nostrils flare.
" Why, I'll even tell you a little secret, hm? "
Santi crawls between the mimic's legs, collecting a bead of the monster's cum and putting it to his mouth, luridly sucking the fluid off his finger before spitting onto his palm and using it to stroke Sybastian.
What begins as overstimulated shocks that force his legs to twitch and squirm away is forcibly turned into a brand new wave of arousal and need. He doesn't fight it, letting himself get stimulated anew and only offering a little bit of resistance when Santi pulls the fucktoy out of his grasp.
If he's here... Where are the others?
" What if I told you this little thing here- " Santi starts, selfishly and deliberately fingering globs of cum out of the toy for his own amusement. Syb notes the rigid length bobbing between his coworker's dark thighs. " Is loaded with magic? "
A toothy head tilts in confusion. Sybastian kind of assumed there was something unknown at play here, he just can't tell the implications.
" You can smell it, right? You know who this reminds you of. "
Syb's eyes widen.
" Did you also know that this fleshlight is connected to our Admin? She felt everything you just did to her, Sybastian. " The incubus chuckles, letting his drool seep onto the rim of your pussy, then spreading the aphrodisiac fluid over your lips, circling you clit with it languidly.
Sybastian doesn't need to be a scientist to know you're probably losing your mind by now.
" Oh you fucked her open like a rabid bull. I wish I could see her state right now- I bet she's sweating a storm in her clothes, her own cum and wetness dripping down her legs, too cock-drunk to speak! What a good job you did... "
Sybastian spaces off slightly, picturing what the results of his careless and selfish fucking must have reduced you to. He almost feels bad, if the image the Lust demon painted in his head wasn't so awfully erotic. He literally used you.
" Mmm, now, let's give her something to really scream about, big boy. "
In a blur of movement, Santi presses against the gray monster, both lengths squeezed together, pumped hastily a couple times but with practiced precision that makes Syb groan. And then, much to his growing amusement and shock, the incubus hovers your toy above them both, strings of falling seed used to further lubricate both of them.
The demon looks to be burning with anticipation, shuddering as he presses the thing down.
" ... Won't. Fit. " The mimic eventually mumbles, wondering if Santi's intent is to actually rip you open.
" Don't be silly- " There's a rasped snicker. " I've seen her bounce on Lord Krulu's lap. Just lie back and let me make this memorable for the three of us. "
It's a stretch. A fat stretch, but it seems the magical properties of the toy are indeed aligned with your own physical limitations, because the fleshlight gradually accepts both monsters, clenching with mind-melting pressure against both leaking cocks.
Santi is the first to moan low and needy, claws sinking into the bark of the tree his coworker leans against so he can steady himself in the face of such sudden ecstasy. Sybastian follows with his own trill, their members twitching and pulsing, trapped against each other, within you.
When Syb makes a disoriented motion to try and grasp the thing, make it move over them both, the incubus snaps his teeth at him in a language the other understands, determined to control the pace. And control he does, viciously pumping them both off, twisting, grinding the thing frequently.
A pace that would otherwise certainly chafe both males is now sloppy and soaked, lubricated by Syb's seed, your wetness and Santi's precum. They fuck themselves silly, trading groans and frantically bumping their hips, one moment thrusting in perfect sync, the next selfishly seeking their own pleasure.
The incubus' tongue hangs and he tosses his head back when a certain familiar pace of contractions around him is felt.
" Oh- Ohhh fuck- " He calls to the other. " Feel that? Yeah? " Sybastian nods and makes a strangled ambiguous noise. " She's cumming. Hard. "
Both of them grow fevered, preening at the knowledge.
" I hope she's fucking screaming. I hope she's trying to guess who we are. "
The fiend had always been too good with his obscene little comments, Sybastian's second, overstimulated orgasm is flayed out of him with no ounce of mercy. Santi gets almost hysterical with the conquest, getting high off the power he's exerting over both you and the mimic, climbing to his peak and letting his eyes roll back when the first pulses of an approaching end seize him.
The only reason he doesn't scream when he's suddenly grabbed by the horns is because there was already little breath in his lungs to begin with.
A pair of metallic, sticker-adorned arms loom from above, rigged hands wrenching his head back to face a slightly cracked visor displaying a deceitfully friendly face.
" 1'll B3 t4k1Ng 7H4t N0w. :] "
Fuck.
His robotic coworker uses superior reflexes to grab the toy, wrench it off both monsters, and bolt out of sight with surprising speed for a being of such immense density.
Instincts claw at the hellish monster. He only stands there for a stunned second, clutching nothing but air, before he's snarling like a feral creature and racing after the party bot, pushing many of his other coworkers away.
Grimbly gains on all of them, but when the incubus drops onto all fours the two collide and roll away in a mess of shouting limbs.
Gallon passes by them and laughs, then gets lashed aside by a whip lit on dullahan fire.
Vinnel is thrown across the garden, apparently launched away by Fank-e cackling in the distance.
This isn't ending any time soon...
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gilded
sunday x reader, established relationship i suppose, ooc sunday perhaps, refs to sunday's trauma and a lot of his unwelcomed thoughts, ummmm it's very short guys idk
wc ; ~700-ish words
this is my (late) submission from the stellaronhvnters sillay halloween event! i used the prompt foliage this time :-)
"doesn't he owe this to you?"
Sunday lived in a gilded cage, and he liked it there.
It was safe in there, sacred, with the bars perfectly, evenly spaced, just enough room for him to see out of, just enough to see what a proper child should not do, just enough to see what he should be better than, just enough for him to see what naughty, rowdy children look like.
So when the cool breeze reddens your nose, and your eyes peek at him from over your scarf, and you ask him:
"Sunday, wanna play in the leaves?"
Of course, his careful, calculated answer is:
"I'll pass, thank you."
He doesn't quite understand why your face falls the way it does, but it sends a shiver down his spine. That response was wrong.
But who can blame him, really? His shirt is crisp and clean, and the leaves have crinkled and curled on the ground for ages. They're dirty. Proper, well behaved children stay at Gopher Wood's side, back straight and posture proper, safe inside his gilded cage. He longs for it, sometimes. The safety. The sacredness. The cleanliness.
But this isn't all bad either, he muses. This is as close to safety as everâ your hand is placed securely in his own, your bared flesh against his gloved one, and every so often you make sure to give your joined arms a hardy swing. You've all but shut him out of his office for the day, the sky turning a mellow pink as the sun sinks beneath the clouds. "Autumn" you had called it; Penacony removed the harsh breezes and early darkness from this season, and its reality would be distasteful if not for your unabashed enjoyment of it.
Your favorite part of this time of year, you've told him, is how the leaves change color. Greens disappear into warm gradients, and he supposes he can see the appeal of that.
But that doesn't mean he has to roll in them.
You nudge his shoulder, and he realizes he's spaced off. Uncouth. Pay attention.
"Come on Sunday! Can't we live a little?"
Sunday allows a short, clipped chuckle to escape him. Your face is scrunched lightly, the way it always gets when you want to pout at him uselessly. You refrain from doing that, sure, but Sunday can tell it's only a few minute twitches away from forming such an expression.
"We? I never said you couldn't indulge," Sunday presses a finger against the knit in your brow, ironing out the crease formed there. Such an expression causes wrinkles. "You can go ahead. I'll be here."
You shake your head immediately.
"It's not the same," you sigh, and Sunday knows that tone. It's disappointment, hard and sharp and cold. Though it is faint, a different flavor when encased in your gentler, kinder, form, he can still detect it a mile away. "But it's okay, we can still go to the cafe as planned."
You don't seem disheartened. You've moved on, gracefully, with the ease he both envies and admires from you.
Everything was set out for him in his cage. He had a role to play, and fulfilled it properly. Played all his pieces properly, too, made sure everything set out for him stayed in its proper place. When that all shattered, he was lost. It was your guiding hands that found him and picked up what was left of him. You...loved what was left of him in fact.
Now that he plays the role of "boyfriend," doesn't he owe this to you? Would this simple act be enough to start balancing the scales for the sin of loving him?
"Sunday?"Â
Pay attention. Uncouth. Shame on you.
"It's not that big of a deal, okay?" Your own finger rubs at the crease in his brow. Normally, his facade is perfect, practiced. Ease is supposed to be the neutral face for a leader. He let his guard down.
"Look," you point, and overhead the trees shimmer with their reds and oranges and yellows, shining with the little scraps of sunlight that remain, "This is enough, isn't it? We don't have to jump in the piles if you don't want to."
Your hand in his grows tighter, and the reprimands that Sunday has repeated to himself again and again suddenly feel distant.
"Walking with you is more than enough, Sunday."
Sunday had lived in a gilded cage. But he supposes life outside isn't so bad, now.
Sunday takes a deep breath, and walks with you amongst the leaves.
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ty for reading đââď¸đââď¸ rbs & comments are appreciated !!
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hello!! may i request a gender neutral reader topping patches pls and ty đđđđ
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Bottomwhore!Patches who purposely wears his trousers tight so as to tempt you.
Bottomwhore!Patches who simultaneously flirts (to hell with him and that smirk) and plays coy with you in order to rile you up. It works. Tremendously.
Bottomwhore!Patches who, on one occasion, presses up against you and you feel the telltale signs of his arousal against your upper thigh.
Bottomwhore!Patches who absolutely, positively, fucking dares you to make the first move and claim him, and by the Greater Will, you do. Finally.
Bottomwhore!Patches who wholeheartedly enjoys the way you practically tear his clothes off of him in a frenzy.
Bottomwhore!Patches whose body is absolutely covered in love bites; his ass lovingly bears the marks of your handprint. And Patches fucking loves it.
Bottomwhore!Patches whose smirk makes way for lascivious gasps and moans, whose cheeks are flushed red, and whose voice, husky with desire, unashamedly says your name. ("Whose whore are you, Patches?") ("âOh darlingâFUCK! Yours. I'm yours.")
Bottomwhore!Patches who's proud of himself for making you snap and finally get around to fucking him, pushes against you and begs for more (and you inwardly rejoice because you wiped that damnable smirk off his face), and you respond by doing the opposite, stopping when he least expects it.
Bottomwhore!Patches who's finally on the receiving end, being teased relentlessly, his completion denied numerous times. You take some pity on him and start to fuck him mercilessly. The cries of your name are music to your ears.
Bottomwhore!Patches who's rewarded with his long-awaited orgasm. As you both rest, he kisses you with surprising tenderness. You grab his ass cheeks and he mewls in response.
Bottomwhore!Patches who can't get enough and that damnable smirk makes an appearance again. Patches goads you into another round and you can't help but groan. ("Fancy another round, darling? Think you got the energy for it?")
Bottomwhore!Patches who bites back a moan when you smack his ass in response. ("Think you can keep up, Patches?") This time, it's you who smirks. Patches' eyes widen slightly because his smile matches your own. Yeah, he was your whore alright.
#patches the untethered#patches x reader#elden ring#elden crack.#dark souls#elden ring x reader#dark souls x reader#nsfw.
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Iâll always love you.
Pairing: Logan howlett x reader
Summary: Logan has a nightmare and hurts you in his sleep. This is a short story of that and the aftermath.
Warnings: Angst, Mentions of blood, Logan stabbed you in your sleep, Profanity, Cigar smoking, mention of the scene where wolverine gets his adamantium skeleton. (Written with fem!reader in mind but no she/her pronouns are used or feminine features are mentioned)
A/N: this started off as a drabble but tbh it got a bit longer than i expected so đ but anyway, i love this plot so of coursee, my turn!
He was in the tank again.
It was the same nightmare every other week. Or, one of them. But this was the worst one of them all.
Suffocating. Confused. Scared?
He felt it all again.
He could never, ever describe what metal covering your skeleton feels like but itâs a horrible, disgusting feeling.
As he rose and roared angrily from the water, tubes fell out his body. He gets hit with a bullet to the head and he fiercely turns to the source, growling animalistically. There are more gun shots as he jumped out, screaming. Oh, and of courseâŚFucking Stryker.
Stryker. Stryker. Stryker.
Of course, the nightmare version of this event is more intense feeling. His heart was racing. His mind. His feet. Adrenaline is pumping through his veins. Everything is on fire.
Then suddenly, heâs in a dark room.
Still yelling and thrashing, he doesnât stop until he comes to finally seconds later. Oh, it was a nightmare. Not real. Though, the screams still echo in his head.
And then he hears a soft, âLoganâŚ.â
He looks down.
Youâre laying there, under him. There are tears in your eyes as you held hisâŚwrists with..his clawsâŚinâŚyourâŚ.sides..
His heart drops. Blood runs cold. He feels like heâs gonna be sick.
Shit. Shit shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck-
He mouths, âNoâŚno no noâŚâ
âLogan, itâs okay. Itâs okay, youâreâŚâ A pained groan from you interrupted yourself. ââŚokay. Iâm here.â
He frantically pulls his claws out and sits there, looking at you in pure horror. Heart pounding still as guilt washed over him. Consuming his entire soul.
Luckily, for the both of you, you also had a healing factor..just not as good as hisâŚit took twice as long for you to heal.
But you were prepared for this moment anyways. You knew one dayâŚheâd wake up like this. That youâd wake up like this. You practiced what you would say and do. Remain calm and ground him. Remind him heâs okay and that you two are far from any enemies.
Logan looked at the blood covering his hands once he unsheathed his claws. Looked at you once more and then back at his own hands.
âIâm already healing, Logan. Itâs gonna be okay. It was an accident.â You sit up in bed, even though it was horribly painful still, and rub his shoulders trying to relax him.
â..iâŚi..hurt you.â He softly said looking into your eyes.
âIt was an accident.â
âI hurt you. I fucking hurt you.â
âYou didnât mean to, Lo.â
He bit his lip, holding back a sob. Still, a tear escaped his eye.
You hugged him solfty, not minding the sweat covering his skin and clothes, and rubbed his back.
âIâm sorryâŚiâm sorry baby i-â
You hear him finally break down a bit as his voice hitched. You rub his back more telling him itâs okay. Youâre okay.
âI know, youâd never do it on purpose LoganâŚi forgive you. Look, Iâm already halfway healedâŚit wonât even scar..â You pull back and gently held his face and kiss his forehead.
He sighed.
âWanna stay up with me? Wash the sheets and sit outside a bit?â You smiled.
He nods. âIâm so sorry.â
You donât respond as you get out of bed, pain on your sides quickly fading. You pull him with you and you both start pulling off the blood soaked sheets quietly.
Once everything is in the washer you sit with him on the couch in the dark, cuddled next to him as he smoked a cigar to calm his nerves.
âThat was my worst nightmare.â He said softly as he took a long drag.
âI know..but i know you didnt mean too. Youâve been through a lot it was bound to happen at some point⌠and plus, iâm better now..â
âIâŚI dunno why you put up with me.â
âBecause I love you. âCause i know deep down you have a good soul.â
He huffed at this and smiled as he said, âLove, huh?â
âYes, love. All of it. Your scars, your personality, justâŚyou.â
Silence filled the room once more. He put the cigar out and laid it on the table then looked away.
âIâm just..scared. Of losing you. Are you sure? About us? This? I donât want to hurt you anymoreâŚi-â
âLogan, look at me.â
He turned to face you. Face unreadable as usual but you knew he felt worry.
âIâll never leave you. And iâm so sure about us. 100%. You donât have to be scared of anything considering that anymore. Okay? Iâll always love you.â
He doesnât say anything for a moment but then he closed the distance. Hugging you tightly. A soft thank you came from him moments later.
That night you two fell asleep on the couch in each others arms.
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Ἅᥠdate nights with logan
âpictures are from pinterest
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How A Fight Ends
|| Sevika x fem!reader
|| Warnings; bar fight, brief mentions of killing but nobody dies, injured reader, blood mentions, protective Sevika, short drabble
|| Summary; when Sevika leaves reader to get drink refills, she comes back to reader getting caught in a bar fight.
Requests closed!
Started; December 2nd
Finished; December 3rd
HurtCember2024; Day 3, Blood
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The ringing in your ears was almost unbearable as you laid on the floor of the bar. You'd gotten caught in the crossfire of a bar fight while out on a date with your girlfriend, Sevika. Sevika had stepped away for a moment to get refills for the two of you. When she came back... well, let's just say the fight quickly escalated. She never liked seeing you in pain. She'd always been protective of you. So, to come back and see you on the ground. Blood dripping from your nose and mouth. She was upset. To say the least.
You slowly sat yourself up, rubbing your eyes for a moment. Trying to refocus them. When they focused, Sevika was the first thing you saw. She was tossing her glass at the guy who'd hit you. She ended up throwing it so hard that it shattered on him, the contents spilling everywhere. Your cheeks flushed at the sight. Having always loved watching Sevika fight.
The guy grumbled something you couldn't fully understand before charging Sevika. Taking her on in what looked like a wrestling match. Okay, now that you've had your fun watching your girlfriend.. you should probably end it before she kills the dude. Knowing that Sevika would.
"Sevika!" You called out to her. Putting yourself between her and him, having found a moment where you could get in. Sevika stopped. But the guy didn't. He ended up tackling you, his weight pressing against your body for only a moment before Sevika heaved him off. Shoving him away with her prosthetic. Right into the bar counter. He was dazed, which gave Sevika the time she needed to grab you and get out.
"Why'd you get in the way?" Sevika asked, narrowing her eyes down at you once the two of you were far enough away. Your arms folded across your chest, the nose bleed had slowed down a bit by now but it wasn't fully finished.
"Not all fights have to end in death," you replied. She scoffed and rolled her eyes at that, taking you by the wrist and pulling you along. You figured she was taking you back to your shared apartment. Given the direction she was going in.
"That's how a fight ends," you heard her mutter. You stayed quiet this time, not pressing the matter any further. Knowing that if you did it would just turn into a pointless argument.
When you got home, Sevika took care of your bloody nose and checked over the inside of your mouth. Just judging by how she was behaving, you knew Sevika wouldn't risk leaving you alone for at least the next week. She'd be keeping a much closer eye on you. After all, she had only left you for a second and you managed to find yourself in a bar fight. You definitely kept her on her toes, that's for sure.
Once she was satisfied with your state, the two of you cuddled up on the couch. Sevika resting behind you. Your back against her chest. Head leaned back on her shoulder. Her hand found its way to your waist. Gently resting against your hip. She was gentle with you; it took her some time at the start to learn how to be. But she did it. You were the one person she never wanted to hurt. She cared about you. More than she liked admitting. You were her soft spot.
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The Edge of Safety
Living in Lowtown meant crime happened all the time. After your sister gets taken, you turn to Patch for help to find her.
patch/logan howlett x fem!reader - takes place in madripoor, no y/n used, no reader description but reader does have a sister named emily, violence, blood, death, killing, very action packed, some sexual tension, patch is an asshole, angst, reader is a lowkey badass, kid and sweetheart nickname used
a/n: okay this one is an essay of an authorâs note but listenâŚ.I honestly havenât stopped thinking about Patch since deadpool and wolverine soooo I did some research on Patchâs character, read some comics and googled it. Then like a vision this idea came to me so i was like okay gonna write it after i finish other stuff but nope, ended up writing nonstop so. Not complaining (okay maybe my fingers are) but yeah, hopefully this is accurate. i did take some creative liberties because patch is still logan just in a âdisguiseâ---if you can call an eye patch a disguise. lol
word count: 21k
divider credit: @enchanthings
The acrid stench of sweat and cheap cologne filled the cramped convenience store, mingling with the faint buzz of flickering fluorescent lights overhead. Your pulse thundered in your ears as you gripped your sisterâs hand, pulling her close. The rough concrete floor felt cold even through your shoes, grounding you in the grim reality of the moment.
 Lowtown was no stranger to crimeâmuggings, drug deals, the occasional gang scuffleâbut youâd always managed to keep your head down and avoid it until now.
âDonât make me ask again!â The manâs voice was rough, edged with a brittle desperation that set your nerves on edge. His eyes darted around the room, wild and unfocused, like he was looking for an excuse to pull the trigger. The barrel of his gun swung in a lazy arc, cutting through the air as he fixed his gaze on the store owner. With a sneer, he herded everyone to the front of the store, shoving people together like cattle pressed up against the cold metal shelves.
His eyes fell on you and your sister, and something dark flickered in his expressionâa hint of menace that made your stomach drop. You tightened your grip on her hand, feeling the tremor in her fingers as she clung to you. Her wide, fearful eyes darted around the store, seeking a way out, but there was none.
The store owner, a grizzled man with leathery skin and a face set in a permanent scowl, barely blinked. He watched the gunman with an almost bored expression like heâd seen this kind of thing too many times to muster any real fear. The gunmanâs jaw clenched his impatience mounting. âYou heard me,â he barked, voice cracking as he waved the gun in your direction as if you were somehow responsible for the old manâs slow compliance. He stabbed the air with the muzzle, the barrel now pointed squarely at your chest. âOpen the register, or I swear Iâll blow her head off!â
Your breath hitched, heart hammering against your ribs. The gun was only inches away, the metal glinting under the fluorescent lights. You could feel your sister shaking beside you, her small fingers squeezing yours so tight it was almost painful.Â
You took a step back, instinctively trying to shield her with your body, but the movement only drew the gunmanâs attention. His eyes narrowed, zeroing in on you, a twisted grin stretching across his lips.
âI said, hurry up!â The manâs voice was splintered, the wild edge creeping further in. There was something unhinged in his eyesâa flicker of mania that made your skin crawl. This wasnât just a man looking for a quick score. This was a man on the verge of losing control, and you were all trapped in his orbit.
The store owner finally sighed, his shoulders slumping as if he was annoyed. He shuffled over to the register, his gnarled fingers moving with an infuriating slowness as he popped it open. The old, rusted drawer creaked, and he began peeling off crumpled bills one by one, as though he had all the time in the world.
A low growl escaped the gunmanâs throat, his patience wearing dangerously thin. âFaster, old manââ
Suddenly, the air exploded with movement. The gunman lurched forward, his arm swinging as he reached for your sister, his fingers digging into her arm with a brutal yank that tore her from your side. The world seemed to splinter at that moment, her terrified scream slicing through the heavy silence like a knife. Time slowed, the sounds around you muffled as adrenaline flooded your veins.
Without thinking, you lunged after her, instincts overtaking reason. You swung wildly, aiming for anything you could reachâa fist, an arm, something to get him off her. But he was faster, or maybe just more desperate, and in one fluid motion, he spun around and cracked the butt of the gun against your head.
Pain flared, white-hot and blinding, and the world tilted. Your vision blurred, your knees buckling as darkness closed in at the edges of your sight. The last thing you heard before everything went black was your sisterâs panicked cries, growing fainter, slipping away into the shadows as you fell into oblivion.
Ë ŕź ŕšŕŁ ࣪ đŁâ・Ë
You awoke to the sharp scent of antiseptic and the soft hum of medical equipment. Your head throbbed like someone was pounding nails into your skull. The sterile white of the hospital room pressed in on you from all sides. Panic spiked through your veins as the memories rushed backâthe robber with greasy hair, the gun, your sisterâs terrified face.
âSheâs gone!â The words tore from your throat, raw and ragged. You struggled to sit up, but a firm hand pushed you back down.
âEasy now, hon,â a nurse said, her voice soothing but firm. She was a broad-shouldered woman with lines etched deep around her eyes. âYouâre safe. Just breathe, okay? You're in the hospital. You took a nasty blow.â
âMy sisterââ You fought against the dizziness threatening to drag you under again. âWhere is she? Did they find her?â
The nurseâs expression tightened, sympathy clouding her eyes as she glanced away, studying the dull linoleum as if it held an answer. âNo one knows where she is yet, sweetheart. The police are looking.â
You shook your head, frustration tightening in your chest. âThe police wonât help,â you spat, your voice cracking. âThis town is rottenâcrimeâs everywhere, and the cops donât do a damn thing.â
âI know,â the nurse began, her voice gentle but uncertain, âbutââ
âNo, you donât understand!â The words erupted from you, raw and desperate. Your throat burned with the effort to keep from breaking down. âI have to find her. Sheâs all I have left. My only family.â The last words came out like a plea.
The nurse hesitated before her eyes softened. She leaned in closer, her tone shifting, becoming almost conspiratorial. âListen,â she whispered, her gaze flicking to the doorway and back again, âthereâs someone who might be able to help you.â Her voice dipped lower, barely audible over the hum of the machines.
You blinked, struggling to steady your breath. âWho?â you managed, your voice thin and rough.
âA man they call Patch,â she said as if the name itself carried weight. It slipped from her lips like a secret traded in the dark. âHeâs... not with the police. More of a vigilante, some say. Others call him a mercenary. Word is, he deals with the kind of trouble that the law wonât touch. The kind that hides in the shadows.â She glanced at the door again, then took a step back, as if wary of saying too much. âIf youâre serious about finding your sister, he might be your best shot.â
The name hung in the air between you, heavy with promise and risk. A flicker of hope sparked, but doubt quickly smothered it. Who was this Patch? And would he care about some girl from Lowtown?
You pushed the thought aside. You couldnât afford to be picky. âWhere can I find him?â you asked, forcing the words past the knot in your throat.
The nurseâs mouth tightened into a thin line. âIt wonât be easy,â she warned, her gaze steady. âPatch isnât exactly the friendly type. Heâs got a reputation for being... rough around the edges. Dangerous, even.â
âI donât care,â you said, your jaw setting with grim determination. âJust tell me where.â
She sighed, folding her arms across her chest as if trying to shield herself from the weight of what she was about to say. âHe usually hangs out at a place called The Lucky Dragon,â she said. âItâs a casino in Hightown. You canât miss itâbig neon sign, a dragon wrapped around a roulette wheel. Classy place, for all the wrong reasons. JustâŚâ Her voice softened, almost pleading. âBe careful. Hightownâs not like here. Itâs meaner. More secrets. And Patchâwell, if you get on his bad side, donât expect him to show mercy.â
Her words settled over you, cold and unyielding. There was a flicker of a warning laced within them. The kind that whispered, if you were willing to walk through the fire, there was still a chance.
âIâll be fine,â you said, though your voice shook a little. âI just need to find her.â
The nurse gave a slow nod as if deciding whether or not to believe you. âThen good luck, hon,â she murmured. âOh, andâPatch isnât in the habit of doing favors. Youâd better be ready to give him a reason to care.â
You swallowed hard, pushing down the fear and doubt that threatened to surface. It didnât matter. None of it did. There was only one thing you had to do nowâfind Patch, and hope that somewhere in that smoke-filled casino, amid the clatter of dice and the murmur of broken dreams, lay a path that would lead you back to your sister.
The image of your sisterâsmall, terrified, yanked out of your reachâburned itself into your mind. It was like a fever that spread through your limbs, propelling you off the hospital bed. The dull throb in your skull was nothing compared to the hollow ache in your chest, a void that swallowed every other sensation. You had to move. You had to do something.
Ë ŕź ŕšŕŁ ࣪ đŁâ・Ë
Outside, the city loomed like a beast under a blanket of murky night. Neon lights buzzed, reflecting off the rain-slicked pavement as if mocking your urgency. You stumbled into the street, your legs feeling weak. Everything seemed to cling to you, as you raised a hand to hail a cab.
The first few drove past without even slowing, and panic tightened its grip around your throat. Finally, one screeched to a halt, and you threw yourself into the backseat.
âWhere to?â the driver asked, glancing at you through the rearview mirror. His eyes widened a little when he took in your bruised face, blood-stained clothes, and the hospital bracelet still dangling from your wrist.
âThe Lucky Dragon,â you said, voice hoarse. âIn Hightown.â
The driverâs eyebrows lifted. âYou sure, lady? Thatâs not exactly a place forââ
âJust go,â you snapped, too drained to care about his judgment. You slumped back in the seat, your hands balled into fists on your lap as the cab sped off, the engineâs low rumble vibrating through your bones. The city blurred past outside the windowâcrumbling brick, flickering signs, and the occasional flash of blue and red from a distant police cruiser. It was a cruel world youâd stepped back into, and every second that ticked by seemed to deepen the chasm between you and your sister.
As the cab climbed the steep hill toward Hightown, the landscape began to shift. The streets became wider, the grime less visible under the garish glow of high-rise billboards and polished storefronts. The Lucky Dragon stood near the end of the strip, towering above the other buildings like a gaudy temple. A giant neon dragon wrapped around a roulette wheel glared down at you, its ruby eyes glinting like a predatorâs in the darkness.
You tossed a handful of crumpled bills at the driver and stepped out, feeling the weight of stares from passersby almost immediately. Your clothes were wrinkled from sweat with bits of dried blood splattered on them making you look completely out of place.Â
The cold air bit your cheeks, and you could feel the eyes crawling over you: casino patrons in tailored suits and glittering dresses, eyeing you with a mix of suspicion and contempt. A few whispered, nudging each other as you walked by. You kept your chin up, though it felt like every step was sinking you deeper into quicksand. You didnât belong here, and everyone knew it.
The casino doors hissed open, releasing a wall of sound that crashed over youâlaughter, the ringing of slot machines, the clink of glasses, and the low murmur of conversations spoken in secret. The Lucky Dragonâs interior was drenched in crimson and gold, a haze of smoke curling beneath the chandeliers. You drifted in, feeling small beneath the vaulted ceiling, and glanced around, searching for a face that meant nothing to you. How were you even supposed to know who to look for? The nurse had given you a name, but nothing moreâno description, no sign to point you in the right direction.
The poker tables caught your eye. Figures hunched over cards, some grinning like foxes, others steely-faced, staring down their opponents. Then you saw him. It was as if the world sharpened, everything else fading into the background.
He sat at the farthest table, a tall, brooding figure in a crisp white suit that made him stand out against the dark wood and dim lighting. His hair was dark, almost black styled into two high tufts. An eye patch covered his left eye, leaving the other to gleam with a harsh intensity as he studied his cards. There was a casual elegance in the way he leaned back in his chair, a hand resting on his chin, but the lines of his body spoke of coiled strength, like a predator waiting for the right moment to strike.
You hesitated, your legs suddenly heavy as you took a step forward. What were you even going to say? You didnât have a plan, just desperation driving you forward but the thought of your sisterâlost, afraidâpushed you into motion. You could feel the weight of judgmental eyes again as you approached the table, but you didnât care. Not anymore.
âAre you Patch?â The question came out stronger than youâd expected, even though your heart hammered against your ribs.
The man didnât look up right away. He flipped a card over with a lazy flick of his wrist, then let out a low, dismissive chuckle. âDepends on whoâs asking.â His voice was deep, rough around the edges like gravel.Â
Finally, he raised his gaze to meet yours, and you felt the full force of that single, piercing eye lock onto you, taking you in from head to toeâthe blood-stained clothes, the bruises, the desperation etched into every line of your face.
He arched a brow, an almost amused smirk curling at the corner of his mouth. âYou lost, sweetheart? 'Cause you sure as hell donât look like you belong here.â
You swallowed hard, steeling yourself against the urge to wilt under that gaze. âI need your help,â you said, fighting to keep the tremor out of your voice. âSomeone took my sister. I was told youâre the kind of guy who could help.â
His expression didnât change, but the air around him seemed to shift, growing colder, and heavier. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table, and for a moment, you thought you saw something flash in his eyeâsomething dark and dangerous, like a knife unsheathed.Â
âKid,â he said slowly, âdo you have any idea what youâre getting yourself into?â
âI donât care,â you replied, your voice barely more than a whisper. âIâll do whatever it takes to find my sister.â
Patchâs gaze held yours, unyielding, for what felt like an eternity. His single eye was cold, appraisingâlike he was stripping you down to the bones, searching for the truth behind your words. You could feel a bead of sweat forming on the back of your neck, your skin prickling under the weight of his silence. His stillness was unnerving, like the calm before a storm, and the longer he just sat there, the more your frustration flared.
Finally, you couldnât take it. You shifted your weight and crossed your arms as if bracing yourself. âLook, mister,â you snapped, your voice cracking from the strain of holding back tears. âThe police arenât going to do shit. Lowtownâs a goddamn warzone, and you know it.â You took a step closer, your fingers tightening into fists at your sides. âWhile you sit here, lounging around in a fancy suit, playing cards, and sipping drinks, people like me are getting robbed, beaten, and killed.â
Patchâs expression didnât change, but something flickered in that eyeâa spark, a shadow, gone too quickly to read. He leaned back in his chair, casually swirling the remnants of his drink as if your outburst had barely registered. âAnd what makes you think youâre any different?â His voice was low, edged with a hint of boredom. âAnother desperate girl with a sob story, wandering in from Lowtown, hoping someone else will clean up her mess.â
His words cut deep, stoking a fury that flared hot in your chest. âThis isnât just some âsob story,ââ you spat back, your voice rising despite the stares from nearby tables. âMy sister is out thereâtaken by some lowlife who had a gun in her face. I canât justââ Your breath hitched, and you forced yourself to push through it. âI canât just sit around hoping sheâll magically come home. I have to do something.â
Patchâs gaze sharpened, his jaw tightening ever so slightly. He set his glass down, the dull clink resonating like a judgeâs gavel. âAnd you think coming here, shaking like a leaf, is doing something?â There was a bitter edge in his tone as if he was testing you, pushing to see how far youâd go before you broke.
You took a steadying breath, ignoring the heat rising to your cheeks. âYou think I wanted to walk in here like this?â you shot back, gesturing to the dirty clothes clinging to your skin. âI came because I donât have any other choice. I was unconscious in a hospital bed while some bastard dragged her away. So yeah, Iâm desperate. But that doesnât mean Iâm just going to give up.â
For a heartbeat, the silence stretched between you. The murmurs of the casino faded to a dull roar in your ears as you locked eyes with Patch, refusing to look away even though every instinct told you to. His expression remained inscrutable, but there was a shiftâa subtle change in the air between you, like the first stirrings of a breeze before a storm breaks.
Slowly, Patchâs lips curved into a humorless smirk. He tapped a finger against the poker table as if coming to some unspoken decision. âYouâve got guts, Iâll give you that,â he said, his voice dropping to a murmur. âBut guts donât count for much if you donât know what youâre doing. The kind of people who snatch girls off the street donât just give them back because someone asked nicely.â
âThen tell me what I need to do,â you said, swallowing hard. âOr are you just going to sit there?â
Patchâs smirk faded, replaced by a cold, calculating look. He stood up slowly, the chair scraping against the floor, and took a step toward you. The scent of smoke and whiskey clung to him like a second skin. He was close enough now that you could see the faint scars trailing along his knuckles, the signs of countless fights hard-won. âI donât take on charity cases,â he said quietly, his breath warm against your cheek. âYou want my help, youâve got to prove youâre worth my time.â
âHow?â you asked, your voice trembling but resolute.
He held your gaze a moment longer, then jerked his head toward the back of the casino, where the neon lights barely reached and the air was thick with shadows. âThereâs a back room here where debts get settled,â he said. âPeople who owe money and donât pay. Thereâs a guy insideâa dealer who owes the house more than heâll ever be able to repay. Find out what he knows. If you can handle that, then maybeâmaybeâIâll think about helping you find your sister.â
Before you could respond, he turned on his heel and began to walk away, the white of his suit disappearing into the crowd like a ghost fading into the night. You took a shaky breath, glancing toward the shadowed hallway heâd indicated.
How the hell were you supposed to make some guy talk? You didnât have the kind of presence Patch hadâthe kind that could silence a room with just a look. He was the sort of man who wore danger like a second skin, and youâd bet he could get a confession out of someone without saying a word, just by staring them down with that single, unnerving eye.Â
You? You were just a woman caught between terror and adrenaline, your whole body trembling as you tried to keep your breaths even. The absurdity of everything pressed down on you like a weight, threatening to crush you.Â
You sighed, your breath shuddering out of you as you glanced toward the darkened hallway Patch had pointed to. The back room where debts got settledâthe very idea sent a chill crawling up your spine. It wasnât like you hadnât been in shady places before, growing up in Lowtown, but this was different. This was Hightownâs version of shady, where the rich got away with sins even the criminals in Lowtown wouldnât touch.
The image of your sister flashed in your mind againâher wide, frightened eyes as the gunman dragged her away. A hollow ache twisted in your chest, and you straightened up, forcing your limbs to stop trembling. You didnât know how to do this, but you were about to learn. There was no other choice. There never had been.
You slipped through the crowd, weaving past tables and drunken gamblers. The din of the casino grew muffled as you approached the dimly lit hallway. The red and gold of the main room faded, replaced by shadowed walls and the stale scent of sweat and cigar smoke. The sounds of laughter and clinking glasses died down to a murmur like the world had turned down its volume, leaving just the thud of your heartbeat in your ears.
At the end of the corridor, a heavy door loomed, the kind you could tell wasnât meant for guests. You hesitated in front of it, feeling the weight of the moment pressing on you. How were you supposed to do this? What were you supposed to say? You didn't have Patchâs cool composure or his casual air of authority. All you had was your desperation and that gnawing emptiness inside youâfuel that burned hotter than your fear.
You shoved the door open and stepped inside.
The room was cramped and dimly lit by a single dangling bulb, casting harsh shadows across stained walls. A poker table sat in the center, scattered with crumpled cards and empty whiskey glasses. In one of the worn-out chairs slouched a man in a rumpled suit, his fingers drumming nervously on the table's edge. His eyes flicked to you as you entered, his expression shifting from bored indifference to wary curiosity.
âYouâre not one of them,â he said, his voice gravelly, squinting as if he was trying to place where youâd come from. âWhat do you want?â
You took a breath, forcing yourself to step further into the room, your sneakers silent on the gritty floor. âI need information,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady, though it wavered at the edges. âAbout a girl. She was taken recently. You know anything about that?â
The manâs gaze darted toward the door, then back to you. A thin, crooked smile tugged at his lips. âYouâre barking up the wrong tree, sweetheart,â he sneered, reaching for the cigarette resting on the ashtray in front of him. âI donât know anything about any girls, and even if I did, why the hell would I tell you?â
His tone was dismissive, the kind of tone that told you he thought you were harmless, a nuisance to be shrugged off. It stung, but it was also exactly what you neededâbecause he didnât see you as a threat.
You took a step closer, letting the harsh overhead light catch the bruises on your face, the hospital bracelet still dangling from your wrist. âBecause if you donât,â you said, your voice hardening, âthe next person who walks through that door wonât be as nice.â You leaned in just enough that heâd have to catch the seriousness in your eyes. âItâll be Patch.â
The name dropped like a stone, and you could see the reaction ripple across his face. It was slightâa tightening of the jaw, a flicker of hesitation in his eyesâbut it was there. He looked you up and down again as if reevaluating what kind of game heâd walked into. âPatch sent you?â he scoffed, but there was less conviction.
You nodded, playing up your calm, letting it stretch out like you had all the time in the world. âHe sent me to ask nicely,â you said, âbut Iâm sure heâd be happy to finish this conversation his way if youâd prefer.â
The manâs cigarette wavered between his fingers, his gaze sliding to the door as though expecting Patch to walk through it any second. You didnât have to know what kind of history lay between them to see that he was rattled, that the mere mention of the name had carved a crack in his defenses.
He took a long drag from his cigarette, the smoke curling around his face as he exhaled slowly. âAlright,â he muttered, stubbing it out in the ashtray. âWhatâs the girlâs name?â
You swallowed, relief flooding through you even as you kept your expression neutral. âHer name is Emily,â you said, your voice steady now. âAnd I need to know where they took her.â
The manâs eyes darted away, his fingers tapping anxiously on the table again. âLook, I donât know much,â he said, his voice lowering to a near whisper. âBut I heard some guys talking a few nights agoâsomething about a shipment coming through the docks. They mentioned girls, and... well, it didnât sound like they were there by choice.â
Your stomach twisted, a knot of dread tightening as his words sank in. âWhat else?â you pressed. âWhat do you know about the men involved?â
He shook his head, glancing nervously toward the door again. âThatâs all Iâve got,â he said. âJust some lowlife dealers from the docks. If Patch wants more than that, heâs gonna have to dig for it himself.â
You turned to leave, but before you reached the door, the man spoke again, his voice barely audible. âIf youâre smart, youâll walk away now,â he murmured a note of pity in his tone. âPeople who go looking for the kind of trouble youâre in donât usually come back.â
You didnât respond. There was no point because you would do whatever it took to get your sister back even if it meant crossing lines you never thought youâd cross.
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You wandered the casino, weaving through the smoke and noise, scanning every shadowed corner and poker table for a glimpse of that white suit. It was like heâd disappeared into thin air. Your pulse quickened with each passing second, dread tightening its grip on your lungs. What if Patch had already left? What if heâd sent you into that back room as some kind of test and then walked out, leaving you here alone?
âExcuse me, maâam?â A voice cut through the din, and you felt your stomach drop.
You turned slowly, your heart thudding in your chest. A security guard stood a few feet away, arms folded over his broad chest. He gave you a once-over, his eyes narrowing as he took in your disheveled hair, the bruises darkening your cheek, and the smear of dried blood on the sleeve of your jacket.
You swallowed, forcing a shaky smile and trying to smooth down your hair. âMe?â you said, aiming for innocence, though your voice betrayed a tremor. âIs there a problem?â
The guardâs gaze hardened. âYou donât exactly look like a regular customer,â he said, his tone flat, the words edged with suspicion. âAnd you shouldnât be wandering back here.â He took a step forward, making it clear that you were not welcome in this part of the casino. âWeâre going to have to ask you to leave.â
Panic flared hot and fast in your chest. You opened your mouth to argue, but before you could get a word out, another voice broke in, smooth and cold as steel.
âSheâs with me.â
The guard stiffened and stepped back as Patch emerged from the crowd, his white suit pristine, his expression as calm and dangerous as before. He didnât even spare the guard a glance as he brushed past him, catching your arm with a firm grip and steering you away.
The guard hesitated, clearly unsure whether to question Patchâs authority, but in the end, he simply nodded and stepped aside, his gaze lingering on you for a beat longer before he turned away.
Patchâs fingers tightened slightly on your arm as he guided you through the casino, weaving between the slot machines and roulette tables until the noise faded into a low hum behind you. He led you down a narrow hallway lined with plush crimson carpeting, the lights dimmer here, the atmosphere more intimate, as if you were walking deeper into the belly of the beast.
Finally, he steered you into a small, secluded alcove near a back exit. The muffled sounds of the casino were barely a whisper now, and the only light came from a single wall sconce casting long shadows across Patchâs face. He released your arm and leaned back against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest as he regarded you with that unblinking, solitary gaze.
"Well?â he said, arching a brow. âDid you get anything, or did I just save you from getting thrown out for nothing?â
You took a breath, steadying yourself as the adrenaline still coursed through your veins. âThe guy I talked to,â you began, your voice stronger than you expected, âhe said something about the docks. A shipment coming in. Girls, and⌠it didnât sound like they were there by choice.â The words tasted bitter as they left your mouth, and you could feel the knot of dread tightening in your stomach. âHe mentioned dealers. Low-level guys, but he didnât have any names.â
Patchâs expression didnât change, but there was a flicker in his eyeâsomething hardening as if your words had confirmed something he already suspected. âThe docks,â he echoed, his voice low. âThatâs a rough place to start, but itâs better than nothing.â
âDoes that mean youâll help me?â The question escaped before you could stop it, and you hated the raw edge of hope that colored your voice. âYou said I had to prove myself.â
Patchâs gaze locked onto yours, sharp and measuring. He didnât speak for a long moment, and you wondered if he was about to tell you to walk away, that this was as far as your desperation would carry you. But then he gave a slow nod, pushing off the wall and stepping closer, his voice dropping to a murmur. âAlright, kid,â he said, his tone carrying both a promise and a threat. âIâll help you. But you gotta follow my lead. No questions, no hesitation.â
You nodded quickly, the relief rushing through you like a wave. âI understand. Iâll do whatever it takes,â you said, your voice firm despite the uncertainty gnawing at your gut.
âGood,â he replied, his gaze flicking toward the dimly lit hallway youâd come from. âWe start at the docks tonight. If this lead turns out to be a dead end, then you better start praying your sisterâs got a hell of a lot more luck than you.â
Patch turned, already heading for the back exit, and you hurried after him, determination burning in your chest. For the first time since youâd woken up in that hospital bed, you felt like you were finally moving forward. Toward answers, toward your sister, and deeper into a darkness you didnât understand yet.
âYou should probably get some fresh clothes,â Patch muttered, not bothering to look back as he strode ahead. His long strides ate up the distance, and you had to hurry to keep pace, your sneakers slapping against the tile.Â
âYeah, well,â you quipped, a touch of dry humor creeping into your voice as you picked up the pace, âI donât exactly have a lot of money lying around, and my apartmentâs in Lowtown, so unless you know a cheap boutique nearbyâŚâ
Patch slowed just enough to glance over his shoulder, his eye narrowing. âWatch the attitude, kid,â he growled, his voice low and edged with a warning. âIâm already going out of my way for you. Donât push it.â
You huffed, struggling to keep up as he picked up the pace again, his white suit cutting a path through the dim casino lighting like a shark through water. âIâm just saying,â you muttered, âitâs not like I have a lot of options. I did just wake up in a hospital bed.â
Patch stopped abruptly, turning to face you with a look that was half annoyance, half something elseâcuriosity, maybe. âYou donât have any options,â he said flatly, âwhich is exactly why youâre stuck with me.â He ran a hand through his dark hair as if trying to brush away the frustration clinging to his voice. âCome on,â he added, a resigned sigh escaping his lips. âI know a place.â
You blinked, caught off guard by the shift. âA place?â
âYeah,â he replied, already moving again. âMy place.â
The words hung in the air for a moment, and you couldnât help the flicker of surprise that crossed your face. Patch had struck you as the type to drop you off at some dingy motel, toss a few bucks your way, and call it a night. But his place? You werenât sure if that was a good sign or not.
âWow,â you said, with a hint of a smirk you didnât quite feel. âDidnât know you were so generous.â
Patch shot you a sidelong glance as he pushed open a back door, leading you out into a narrow alley where the neon lights from the casino cast strange shadows on the wet pavement. âDonât get used to it,â he said. âIâm not running a charity. I just donât want you drawing attention while weâre out there.â He paused, then gave you a once-over, his gaze lingering on the bruises darkening your skin. âBesides,â he added dryly, âyou look like you crawled out of a dumpster.â
You snorted despite yourself, falling in step beside him as he led you down the alley. âThanks for the confidence boost.â
He grunted in response, guiding you toward a sleek, black motorcycle parked near the mouth of the alley. âYou think you can hold on without falling off?â he asked, tossing you a helmet.
You caught the helmet awkwardly, feeling a little thrill of apprehension run through you. âGuess weâre about to find out,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady. You climbed onto the back of the bike, wrapping your arms around Patchâs waist a little too tightly.
âRelax,â he muttered as he revved the engine. âYouâre gonna crush my ribs.â
âJust making sure I donât fall off,â you shot back, loosening your grip a fraction.
The motorcycle roared to life, and Patch sped off, weaving through the city streets with practiced ease. The wind tore at your hair, and the city blurred around you in streaks of neon and shadows. The ride didnât last longâten minutes, maybe fifteenâbut it felt longer with the weight of everything pressing down on you. The docks. The men you were about to face. Your sisterâs terrified eyes. You shoved it all down, focusing on the feel of the road beneath you and the solid presence of Patch in front of you.
He pulled into an underground parking garage beneath a sleek high-rise on the edge of Hightown, the kind of place that whispered money and power. Definitely not the kind of place you wouldâve pictured Patch calling home. You dismounted and handed him the helmet, your eyes drifting up to the polished glass and steel above you.
âSeriously?â you asked, a brow arched. âThis is where you live?â
Patch shot you a look that bordered on amused irritation. âI like my privacy,â he said simply, leading the way to an elevator tucked into the corner of the garage. He punched in a code, and the doors slid open, revealing a mirrored interior that seemed too pristine for someone like him.
You stepped inside, feeling out of place amid the gleaming metal and polished surfaces. âThis definitely beats Lowtown,â you muttered under your breath.
Patch gave a noncommittal grunt as the elevator ascended, his eye fixed on the glowing numbers. âDonât get too comfortable,â he said as the doors slid open on the top floor. âYouâre here to change, not to move in.â
The elevator opened directly into his apartment, a spacious loft with an open layout and floor-to-ceiling windows that offered a view of the city stretching out below like a sea of lights. It was surprisingly cleanâminimalist, with a few leather couches, a glass coffee table, and a sleek kitchen in the corner. It didnât seem like a place anyone actually lived in. More like a picture in a magazine, or a safehouse for someone who moved around a lot.
âBedrooms down the hall,â he said, jerking his head toward a narrow corridor. âThere should be some clothes in the closet thatâll fit you.â
You hesitated, glancing around. âYou just⌠keep womenâs clothes lying around?â
Patchâs expression remained impassive, but there was the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth. âIâve had company before,â he said dryly, then turned away to rummage through a cabinet near the kitchen. âGo get dressed. Weâre burning time.â
You didnât need to be told twice. You hurried down the hall and found the bedroomâspare and uncluttered like the rest of the place. There was a walk-in closet filled mostly with menâs clothing, but you found a few items that looked like they might fitâa pair of black jeans, a faded gray t-shirt, and a leather jacket that was slightly too big. You changed quickly, tossing your clothes onto the bed and taking a moment to look at yourself in the mirror. You still looked a little rough around the edges, but at least you didnât feel like a walking mess anymore.
When you emerged, Patch was leaning against the kitchen counter, a half-empty glass of whiskey sitting on it. He gave you a quick once-over, then nodded. âBetter,â he said, pushing off the counter. âNow letâs go.â
You fell in step beside him as he led you back toward the elevator, the weight of the night settling back onto your shoulders. You were dressed, you were ready, but the uncertainty still gnawed at you. The stakes hadnât changed. Your sister was still out there, and you were about to walk straight into the kind of trouble most people wouldnât even dare to think about.
Patch glanced at you as the elevator doors closed, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. âTry not to get yourself killed, kid,â he said, his tone laced with a mixture of sarcasm and something almost resembling concern.
You shot him a sideways look. âIâll try my best,â you replied, your voice steady with a resolve you hadnât felt in a long time. âJust make sure you donât get in my way.â
His smirk deepened as the elevator descended, the faintest hint of approval in his gaze. âI wouldnât dream of it.â
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The sun had vanished below the horizon, leaving the docks shrouded in a deep, restless darkness. As Patchâs motorcycle rumbled to a halt, you slid off the back, the chill of the night seeping into your bones. The air was thick with the salty tang of the sea, mixed with diesel fumes and the faint, distant clatter of metal on metal. Every shadow seemed to twist and stretch, and you couldnât shake the feeling that you were being watched from all sides.
Patch cut the engine and swung a leg over the bike, his movements fluid and controlled. âCould you calm down?â he muttered, shooting you a sideways glare. âI canât hear a damn thing with your heartbeat pounding like a drum.â
You stared at him, your brows knitting together. âYou can hear myââ
He just gave a curt nod, already turning away as if the matter was of no consequence. âHereâs the plan, kid,â he said, his voice dropping to a low murmur. âYou stay here. I go in, see what I can find out. If things get ugly, you get the hell out of here. Got it?â
Your jaw tightened at the implication. âThen why am I here? What am I supposed to do? Just sit here while you play hero?â
Patchâs eye flicked back to you, a glint of annoyanceâor was it amusement?âin that sharp gaze. âYou can either stay here and let me handle this, or you can come in and get yourself killed. Your call.â Without waiting for your response, he started toward the darkened warehouses at the edge of the docks, his steps silent on the cracked asphalt.
You stood there for a moment, anger flaring in your chest. There was no way you were just going to sit back while he did all the dirty work. He mightâve been right about you being out of your depth, but that didnât mean you werenât willing to dive in. You glanced around, scanning the shadows for any sign of movement, then quietly trailed after him, keeping a safe distance. If he noticed, he didnât let on.
Patch moved like a predator, his silhouette blending into the night as he slipped between shipping containers and rusted machinery. You followed as quietly as you could, your breath catching in your throat each time a loose pebble crunched underfoot or a metal chain swayed in the wind.
Up ahead, Patch stopped near a cluster of abandoned crates. You crept closer, just in time to see him crouch beside the door of a warehouse, his body tensed like a spring. He pressed an ear to the corrugated metal, listening. For a heartbeat, there was only the sound of distant waves lapping against the docks. Then, with a sudden SNIKT, three gleaming blades sprang from his knuckles, each one catching the faint glint of moonlight.
Your breath hitched in your throat at the sight but it was short-lived.
Before you could fully process it, the warehouse door burst open, slamming against the wall with a metallic clang. Three men spilled out, their footsteps heavy, voices raised in harsh, hurried whispers that cut through the still night air.Â
Patch moved before they even noticed himâa blur of muscle and precision, springing forward like a coiled viper. His fist shot out, striking the first man square in the throat. There was a sickening crunch, a dark spray of blood, and the man staggered back, eyes bulging as he choked on a gurgled gasp. He collapsed in a heap, his body going limp on the cold concrete.
The other two froze, their faces draining of color, eyes widening as they processed what had just happened. You pressed yourself against the steel container, the chill seeping through your clothes as you struggled to stay hidden. Your heart pounded so loudly you could almost feel it in your throat, but you couldnât tear your gaze away from the scene unfolding before you.
Patch didnât give them a chance to recover. He spun, fluid and lethal, his focus shifting to the man whoâd just drawn a knife. The man lunged, but Patch sidestepped effortlessly, his movements smooth and economical. In a flash, he caught the manâs wrist, twisting it with brutal efficiency. The sickening snap of bone echoed through the night, followed by a strangled scream that sent a shiver down your spine. Patch barely hesitated, driving his fist into the manâs temple with a fierce, controlled strike. The man crumpled to the ground, blood pooling around him.
The third man, panic etched into every line of his face, fumbled for a gun at his waistband, his fingers clumsy in his desperation. You saw his hand close around the weapon, saw him raise it, aiming squarely at Patchâs unguarded back.
Before you could even think, instinct took over. You darted out from behind the container, your hand grasping a rusted metal pipe lying discarded on the ground. Without hesitation, you swung it with every ounce of strength you had. The pipe connected with a dull, sickening crack against the gunmanâs shoulder, sending him stumbling forward. The gun slipped from his fingers, clattering to the ground.
Patch reacted instantly. He pivoted, claws slicing through the air. In one swift motion, he drove them into the manâs chest, his strike precise and merciless. The manâs eyes went wide, a strangled gasp escaping his lips as his body jerked, then fell slack. Patch withdrew his claws, letting the man crumple to the ground in a lifeless heap.
For a moment, the silence was absolute. You stood there, breathless, the weight of the pipe still in your hands as you stared at the bodies sprawled on the ground. Your pulse was a thunderstorm in your ears, your hands trembling slightly from the adrenaline that coursed through you.
Patch turned toward you, his eye narrowing, the tension between you crackling like static. âYou were supposed to stay put,â he growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble.
âAnd you have knives coming out of your hands,â you shot back, your voice trembling with adrenaline and disbelief. âI wasnât about to let you get shot.â
He stared at you for a long beat, his gaze sharp and unyielding, as if he were assessing whether you were brave, reckless, or just plain stupid. Maybe a bit of all three. âDonât make a habit of saving my life, kid,â he said finally, his tone edged with a reluctant sort of approval. âIâm not in the business of owing favors.â
Before you could think of a response, he jerked his head toward the warehouse. âCome on,â he said, his voice losing some of its sharpness but not its urgency. âLetâs see what weâre dealing with.â
You followed him inside, the metal pipe still gripped tightly in your hand like a talisman against the darkness. The warehouse was cold and dimly lit by a few flickering overhead lights. As your eyes adjusted, you saw rows of metal cages lining the walls, each one filled with frightened girls. Some were sobbing quietly, others stared blankly into the distance, their faces pale and hollow. Your stomach twisted at the sight, and you had to swallow back the bile rising in your throat.
Patch was already moving down the line, his gaze hard as he scanned each cage. âLook for your sister,â he said, his voice flat and steady. âQuickly.â
You moved down the line, your eyes scanning each girlâs face, desperation clawing at your chest. But as you reached the last cage, a sick realization settled in. She wasnât here. None of these girls were Emily.
Patch came up beside you, his gaze shifting from the empty cages to your face, reading the despair etched there. âSheâs not here, is she?â he asked quietly, though there was a certainty in his tone as if heâd already known the answer.
You shook your head, dropping the pipe, your hands curling into fists at your sides. âNo,â you whispered, the word tasting bitter and hollow. âSheâs not.â
Patch let out a slow breath, his jaw tightening. âThen this was only the start,â he said, his tone hardening again, as though he was steeling himself for the battles still ahead. âThe guy at the casino gave us a lead, but itâs not the end of the line. Weâre going to have to dig deeper.â
Your gaze drifted back to the girls still trapped in the cages, their hollow eyes pleading silently for rescue. âWhat about them?â you asked, your voice cracking. âWe canât just leave them here.â
For a moment, Patchâs expression softenedâjust a flicker of something almost human in the harsh lines of his face. âStand back,â he said, his tone gruff as if trying to mask that brief flash of empathy.
You obeyed, retreating a few steps as Patchâs claws slid out with that familiar, metallic SNIKT. He moved down the row of cages in one swift motion, slashing through the padlocks like they were made of paper. The harsh sound of metal being cleaved filled the warehouse, and then the doors swung open one by one. The girls hesitated, their limbs trembling, but as the realization that they were free sank in, they began to stumble out, some leaning on each other for support.
Patch pulled a cell phone from his pocket, flipping it open with a flick of his wrist. âYeah, itâs me,â he said gruffly as if the person on the other end was already expecting his call. âGot a situation down at the docks. Girls in cagesâtrafficking operation. Send someone to clean it up.â He paused, glancing over at you before adding, âAnd make it quick. Weâre not sticking around.â
He hung up and turned back to you, his expression returning to its usual gruffness. âWeâve done all we can here. Letâs move.â He gestured toward the exit, already heading for the door.
You hesitated for a moment, watching as the girls huddled together, some whispering frantic prayers of relief. You wanted to stay, to make sure they were alright. But you knew that finding your sister meant pushing forward, following Patch down whatever dark road lay ahead.
You followed him out into the night, stealing a glance at his profileâthe way his jaw was set, the hard lines etched into his face. He wasnât just a man with claws. There was something else there, simmering beneath the surfaceâsomething raw and wounded like he understood exactly what it was like to lose someone.
Patch glanced back at you, his lone eye narrowing slightly as if he could read the turmoil simmering just beneath your surface. âTheyâll be alright,â he said, his voice gruff but softer than before, almost as if he was trying to reassure you. But there was also a distance behind his tone that suggested he was more used to dealing with facts than offering comfort.
You shrugged, quickening your pace to fall in step beside him, the frustration bubbling up and out before you could bite it back. âHow can you be so sure?â you snapped, your voice cracking from a mix of exhaustion and desperation. âWe didnât even do anything but cut them loose. What if someone else shows up before your people get here? What if they just get taken again?â The questions spilled out of you, each one sharper than the last. âAnd my sisterââ You said, sucking in a breath. âHow are we going to find her with no leads?â
Patch stopped walking, and you nearly collided with him. He turned to face you fully, his expression hard, but not unsympathetic. For a moment, you thought he was going to snap at you for doubting him. Instead, he took a slow breath and looked at you in a way that made you feel like he was seeing past your words, straight into your doubts and fears.
âYou donât think I ask myself the same thing every day?â His voice was low, gravelly, but there was a crack in the armor, a flicker of something almost vulnerable in the way he spoke. âHow many people Iâve helped just end up right back where they started?â He shook his head, a bitter smirk twisting his lips. âThe difference is, I donât let it stop me from trying.â He let out a breath, his gaze flicking briefly to the dark waters of the bay. âSometimes, you just do what you can and hope itâs enough.â
The words landed heavily, and you found yourself searching his face for some deeper understanding. The hard lines, the unshaven jaw, the haunted look in that lone eyeâall of it told you this wasnât the first time heâd been up against impossible odds. He looked like a man who had seen the worst the world had to offer and was still fighting against it, even if he didn��t believe in winning anymore. There was a kind of comfort in that, knowing you werenât the only one feeling helpless.
You took a breath, your voice quieter now. âBut we still donât know where she is,â you said, hating the desperation that crept into your tone. âAnd if we donât have any leads, thenââ
âWe do have a lead,â Patch interrupted, his tone firm but not dismissive. He started walking again. âItâs just a small one.â
You frowned, hurrying to keep up with him. âWhat lead?â you asked, trying not to sound too skeptical.
âThe convenience store,â he said, casting a sidelong glance at you. âWhere you and your sister were before she was taken. I assume this wasnât the first time thereâs been trouble there. Lowtownâs full of secretsâit doesnât take much for a place like that to hear things, see things. Somebody mightâve seen something, or maybe the owner knows more than heâs letting on.â
Your stomach tightened at the thought of going back there. The memory of that night was still rawâyour sisterâs terrified scream, the flash of the gun, the feeling of helplessness that had wrapped around your throat like a noose. âYou think heâll talk?â you asked, your voice coming out smaller than youâd intended. âThe owner⌠he didnât exactly seem like the helpful type.â
Patchâs mouth curved into a sardonic half-smile. âPeople talk when they have a reason to,â he said. âAnd if he doesnât want toâŚâ He tapped his knuckles against the claws sheathed inside his hand, the faintest snikt sound slipping through. âWell, letâs just say I have ways of encouraging them.â
You rolled your eyes at the display, though you felt a small spark of relief. âSo your plan is to scare him into talking?â you asked, forcing some of your earlier skepticism back into your voice. âWhat if that just makes him clam up more?â
Patch gave a short, dry chuckle. âThen we improvise,â he said simply as if it were the most natural thing in the world. âMost people canât handle pressure the way you might think.â He glanced down at you, his expression softening for a moment. âBesides, you might be surprised what theyâll say if they think theyâre helping you.â
There was a beat of silence, and then you shook your head. âWhy would you care if someone helps me or not?â you asked, the question slipping out before you could fully think it through. âYou donât even know me.â
Patch looked away, his gaze settling on the lights shimmering on the bay. âMaybe I see something familiar,â he said quietly, his voice rough around the edges. âSomeone who doesnât know when to back down, whoâs got too much fire for her own good.â He shrugged, the motion almost dismissive. âOr maybe Iâm just a sucker for a lost cause. Take your pick.â
Something about the way he said itâthe hint of a confession buried in his gruff toneâmade your throat tighten. You didnât know if you believed him, but you could tell he meant it, at least on some level.
You fell into step beside him, a new determination building in your chest. âAlright,â you said, your voice steadier than before. âLetâs go back to the store. But if we donât find anything thereâŚâ You trailed off, the unspoken fear still lingering between you.
Patch glanced at you, his eye glinting in the dim light. âIf we donât find anything,â he said, his voice low and steady, âthen we keep looking. We dig until thereâs nothing left to dig.â He paused, his gaze locking onto yours with a kind of fierce intensity. âAnd I won't stop, sweetheart. Not until we find her.â
ââYou felt a tiny flicker of hope catch in your chest. It was a fragile thing, barely more than a spark. But it was enough to keep you moving, enough to help you push back the darkness that seemed to cling to the edges of everything. There were still shadows, countless unknowns waiting for you in the dark. But now, you had someone walking with you who understood the weight of desperation and the need to fight, even when the odds seemed impossible.
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The early morning sky had just begun to soften to a pale, grayish-blue creeping over Lowtown like a faded bruise. The convenience store loomed ahead, its cracked neon sign buzzing faintly, casting an uneven glow over the peeling paint and grimy windows. As you climbed off Patchâs motorcycle, the knot in your stomach twisted tighter, a dull ache spreading through your chest. You hadnât slept, and the weariness settled over you like a heavy fog, making every step feel like wading through quicksand.
Patch swung his leg off the bike and glanced at you, a frown tugging at the corner of his mouth. âI can go in alone,â he said, his tone more a suggestion than an order, though his eyes flicked warily toward the store.
âNo, itâs fine.â The words came out harsher than you intended, and you pushed past him, crossing the street before he could respond. The truth was, you didnât want to sit back and let him do all the talking. This was your fight, and you needed to feel like you were doing somethingâanythingâto get closer to finding your sister.
The bell above the door jangled as you stepped inside, the familiar scent of stale coffee and cheap cleaning products hitting you all at once. The store looked the same as it had the night your sister was takenâdimly lit, cluttered shelves, a few bored customers milling about, and behind the counter, the same old man with his scowling expression and deep-set eyes.Â
He glanced up as you approached, his gaze flicking briefly to Patch before settling on you. Recognition flashed in his eyes, and he immediately stiffened, his scowl deepening.
âBack again?â he grunted, his tone dripping with irritation. âDidnât think Iâd be seeing you so soon. Look, if this is about that night, I already talked to the copsââ
âThis isnât about the cops,â you interrupted, your voice cold. âThis is about my sister.â
The store ownerâs mouth tightened into a thin line, his fingers drumming against the counter. âI already told the police everything I know,â he said with a shrug. âNot that they cared much. Itâs Lowtown. Crime happens.â
âYeah, well,â Patch cut in, his voice a low growl, âyouâre going to have to do better than that.â He leaned in, letting just a hint of menace creep into his posture. âYouâre going to tell us exactly what you saw that night, old man.â
The owner bristled, his eyes darting nervously to the gleaming claws sheathed inside Patchâs fists as if sensing their presence even though they hadnât made an appearance. âLook, I donât want any trouble,â he muttered, his gaze shifting away. âIâm just trying to run a business here. I didnât see anything more than I already told the cops.â
A wave of frustration surged through you, hot and sharp. You didnât have time for thisâdidnât have time for vague answers and excuses. Before you could think, you stepped forward and grabbed the front of the old manâs shirt, yanking him toward you across the counter. âStop lying!â you snapped, your voice trembling with a raw edge. âThis isnât just some robbery weâre talking aboutâmy sister was taken! If you know anything, you better tell us now.â
The ownerâs eyes widened, shock flickering across his face as he took in the desperation in your expression. âHey, heyâcalm down,â he stammered, his hands coming up defensively. âI donât know anything, I swear!â His gaze darted nervously to Patch, who stood back with a raised brow, clearly surprised but not intervening. âThe guy that nightâheâs just some lowlife whoâs robbed me a few times. Thatâs it! The police donât even bother arresting him anymoreâthey say heâs small-time. He usually hangs out at this old abandoned building a few blocks from here.â
You tightened your grip on his collar, leaning in closer. âWhere?â you demanded, your voice a low, dangerous whisper.
The owner swallowed hard, his face pale under the flickering fluorescent lights. âItâs an old warehouse on Canal Street,â he said quickly. âJust a few blocks west. The place has been falling apart for yearsânobody else goes near it. Thatâs all I know, I swear.â
You released him, letting out a shaky breath as you stepped back. The owner stumbled slightly, his hand flying up to straighten his collar, his eyes still wide and wary. âYou better not be lying,â you said, your tone cold. âBecause if you areââ
âHeâs not,â Patch interrupted, his voice calm but edged with finality. He gave the old man a hard look before turning to you. âLetâs go.â
You nodded, your pulse still racing from the adrenaline, the anger. As you turned to leave, the store ownerâs voice trembled after you, âGood luck, kid,â he said, almost reluctantly. âBut donât say I didnât warn you. That guy⌠heâs trouble.â
Outside, you took a deep breath, trying to shake off the intensity of the moment. You hadnât even realized how tightly wound you were until now. Patch glanced at you, his expression unreadable as he pulled a cigar from his pocket and lit it. He took a long drag, the smoke curling around him as he studied you.
âDidnât know you had that in you, sweetheart,â he said, his tone carrying a hint of approval. âYou might just make it out of this alive after all.â
You shot him a look, not quite sure whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. âIâm not doing this for your approval,â you said, still feeling the heat of anger simmering in your veins. âIâm doing it for her.â
Patch blew out a cloud of smoke, a half-smirk curling on his lips. âI know,â he said simply, then nodded toward the street. âCome on. Weâve got a warehouse to check out.â
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The roar of the motorcycle faded as Patch brought it to a stop near the crumbling entrance of the old warehouse on Canal Street. The place looked like it hadnât seen upkeep in decadesârusted metal siding, cracked windows covered in grime, and a faded sign that had long since lost any meaning. Despite the early morning light breaking over the horizon, the shadows clung to the corners, refusing to let go.
Patch scanned the building, his keen gaze narrowing, his head tilting slightly as if tuning into a frequency only he could hear. He took a slow breath, nostrils flaring, and you knew he was using that heightened sense of his to pick up anything unusualâsounds, scents, even the faintest movement.
After a moment, he exhaled, frustration curling his lips into a scowl. âItâs quiet,â he said, his tone flat. âToo quiet. I donât hear a damn thing in there. If anyoneâs here, theyâre either dead orâ.â
âOr maybe theyâre hiding,â you argued, your voice trembling slightly despite your effort to sound resolute. âOr maybe Emilyâs in thereââ You cut yourself off, refusing to say the rest. You didnât want to give voice to your fears, the idea that if she was here, she could already beâno. You werenât going to think like that.
Patch gave you a hard look, the concern in his gaze surfacing just enough for you to catch it. âYou need to stay out here,â he said, his voice low and firm. âIf something goes down, youâll be in the way.â
But you were already moving, your feet carrying you toward the warehouse entrance before you could give yourself time to hesitate. âIâm not staying out here,â you snapped. âI didnât come this far to wait around while you do all the work.â
Patch reached for your arm, his fingers closing around your wrist in a firm grip. âYou think youâre ready for whateverâs in there?â His voice was almost a growl, frustration lacing every word. âYouâre running on fumes, kid. Donât make this harder than it has to be.â
You yanked your arm free, anger sparking hot in your chest. âI donât care what you hear or donât hear Patch,â you shot back, your voice rising. âIâm going in there. Whether you like it or not.â You turned and pushed through the door, the rusted metal creaking as it swung open.
The air inside was musty, thick with dust and the lingering scent of stale cigarette smoke. Rows of abandoned crates and broken-down machinery loomed in the gloom. You took a cautious step forward, your senses on high alert. The silence pressed in around you, heavy and suffocating, but it did little to quell the desperate hope burning in your chest. Emily could be here, you told yourself. She has to be.
As you ventured deeper into the warehouse, you heard a faint shuffle, the quiet scrape of a shoe against the concrete floor. You froze, squinting through the dim light until your eyes locked on a figure crouched behind a stack of crates. It was a man, the same one you remembered from the convenience storeâgreasy hair, ratty clothes, and a face youâd never forget.Â
Rage flared white-hot inside you, burning away the exhaustion and fear. Before you knew it, you were movingâyour feet pounding the ground, the world narrowing to just you and him. âWhere is she?â you shouted, your voice echoing off the warehouse walls as you closed the distance. âWhereâs my sister?!â
The man scrambled to his feet, his eyes wide with recognition and panic as you lunged at him. He tried to swing a fist at you, but you ducked and slammed your shoulder into his chest, knocking him backward. You grabbed him by the collar, slamming him against a nearby metal beam. The impact sent a hollow clang reverberating through the building.
âWhere is she?!â you screamed again, your grip tightening as you pulled back a fist and drove it into his jaw. The pain in your knuckles barely registered over the adrenaline surging through your veins. âTell me where you took her!â
The man grunted, blood trickling from the corner of his mouth as he tried to shove you off. âIâI donât know what youâre talking about!â he spat, his voice trembling. âI didnâtââ
âDonât lie to me!â You struck him again, your fist connecting with his ribs this time. He let out a choked groan, his knees buckling as he struggled to stay upright. âI saw you! You took her from the store! What did you do with her?!â
You were about to hit him again when a strong hand grabbed your wrist, pulling you back. âEnough,â Patchâs voice rumbled behind you, deep and commanding. He yanked you away from the man, spinning you around to face him. âYou��re not going to get anything out of him like this,â he said, his tone calmer but edged with warning. âLet me handle it.â
You shook your head, the rage still burning hot in your chest. âNo!â You struggled against Patchâs grip. âI was handling it just fine. He knows somethingâI know he does!â
The man coughed, wheezing as he tried to catch his breath. âAlright, alright!â he croaked, his eyes darting between you and Patch, desperation etched into every line of his face. âI took her, okay? But I swear I donât know where she is now!â
Patch let go of you and took a step toward the man, his expression darkening. âStart talking,â he growled, the claws sliding out of his knuckles with a menacing SNIKT.
The guyâs face went pale as he eyed the claws, swallowing hard. âOkay, okay!â he stammered, raising his hands in surrender. âI sold her! Thatâs what we doâgrab girls and sell them off to whoeverâs buying! She was taken to some place up northâprivate buyer, big money!â His breath hitched as he glanced nervously at you, then back at Patch. âThatâs all I know, I swear! They donât tell us where they take the girls after the sale, just that itâs out of town, upstate!â
Your heart sank, the anger in your chest twisting into something darker, colder. âYou sold her,â you whispered, the words tasting like bile. âYou sold my sister.â
The man opened his mouth to speak, but Patch stepped forward, the glint of his claws catching the dim light. âYouâre going to give me the name of the buyer,â he said, his voice low and dangerous. âOr you wonât be leaving this place in one piece.â
The manâs eyes darted frantically around the room as if searching for an escape that didnât exist. âIâI donât know his real name!â he cried. âThey just called him âThe Collector.â Thatâs it! I swear! He deals in... special requests. High-profile stuff. If you want more than that, youâre gonna have to talk to someone higher up the chain.â
Patch held the manâs gaze for a moment longer, then retracted the claws with a snikt and turned to you. âCome on,â he said, jerking his head toward the door. âWeâve got what we need.â
You hesitated, a storm of anger and helplessness roiling inside you. A part of you wanted to drag every last bit of information out of the man, to beat the truth out of him until he confessed something usefulâanything that would bring you closer to finding Emily. âWe canât just let him go,â you said, your voice trembling with barely restrained fury. âHeâs a criminal. He sold my sister.â
You took a step closer to the guy, your hands curling into fists at your sides. The man flinched, shrinking back against the metal beam, his eyes darting toward the door as if planning an escape. But you were ready to lunge if he even tried.
Patch stepped in front of you, blocking your path to the man. âWhat do you want me to do, kid?â he said, his tone flat and calm, but with an edge that hinted at something darker. âKill him? Beat him to a pulp?â He glanced over his shoulder at the man, who was trembling now, his eyes wide and pleading. âOr maybe you think turning him in will make the cops give a damn?â
The truth in his words hit you like a slap. You knew how things worked in Lowtown. The police wouldnât waste their time on some street-level thug, even if he had been part of something bigger. People like him slip through the cracks all the time. That was just the way it was. But the thought of letting him walk away, after everything heâd done, twisted your insides into a knot.
You swallowed hard, taking a step back. âI just donât want him to get away with it,â you whispered, the fire in your voice fading to something more fragile. âHe deserves to pay.â
Patch held your gaze for a moment, then turned back to the man. âYeah, he does,â he agreed, his voice cold as ice. Before the guy could even react, Patchâs fist lashed out, striking him squarely across the jaw. There was a sharp crack, and the man slumped to the ground, unconscious, his body hitting the floor with a dull thud.
Patch flexed his fingers, the claws sliding out then back into place with a faint snikt as he turned to you. âThere,â he said. âHeâs not going anywhere now.â He nudged the manâs limp form with the toe of his boot, then glanced up at you, his expression unreadable. âBut weâre not sticking around, either.â
You took a shaky breath, staring down at the unconscious man. It wasnât enoughâit would never be enoughâbut it would have to do for now. âWhat now?â you asked, the adrenaline ebbing and leaving you feeling drained, almost hollow.
Patch rubbed a hand across his jaw, then lit up a cigar, taking a long drag before speaking. âNow,â he said, exhaling a plume of smoke, âwe regroup. Weâve got a nameâThe Collectorâand we know heâs the kind of scumbag who deals in âspecial requests.â Thatâs more than we had before.â He glanced over at you, his gaze lingering on the bruise forming on your knuckles, the scrapes on your face. âBut youâre running on empty. You need to rest and clean yourself up. Weâll go back to my place.â
You opened your mouth to argue, to tell him that you didnât need rest, that there wasnât time. But the exhaustion hit you all at once, like a weight settling on your shoulders. Your hands were still trembling from the adrenaline, your head spinning slightly from the lack of sleep. You hated to admit it, but he was right. You werenât going to be any help if you collapsed before you even found another lead.
âFine,â you muttered, the word tasting like defeat. âBut just for a little while. Then weâre going after this Collector.â
Patch gave a small nod, his mouth curling into something that was almost a smirk. âDonât worry, sweetheart. Iâm not planning on sitting around,â he said as he started toward the exit, the early morning light spilling into the warehouse. âIâll reach out to some contacts, and see what I can dig up while you get cleaned up. Weâre just getting started.â
As you followed him out, you couldnât help but glance back at the man sprawled on the floor, his breathing shallow and uneven. You still felt a simmering rage in your chest, but at least now you were moving forward. It wasnât much, but it was something.
The motorcycle ride back to Patchâs place felt longer than before, every bump and turn jarring your already frayed nerves. When you finally arrived, you climbed off the bike, wincing as your muscles protested. Patch led you back up to the sleek high-rise apartment.Â
Inside, he gestured toward the bathroom down the hall. âThereâs a first aid kit under the sink,â he said. âGet yourself cleaned up. Iâll be making some calls.â He pulled out his phone, already scrolling through contacts as he lit another cigar.
You nodded and headed to the bathroom, pausing when you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. You looked like hellâhair tangled, dirt smudged across your face, dried blood on your knuckles. You almost didnât recognize the person staring back at you. You didnât feel like the same person youâd been yesterday.Â
As you scrubbed the grime from your skin, letting the hot water beat against your sore muscles, you could hear Patchâs voice rumbling down the hall. His tone was low and gravelly, clipped in a way that spoke of urgency and frustration.Â
âYeah, The Collector,â he was saying. âHeâs back in the market. Upstate, from what I hear. Need you to dig up any recent sightings, transactions⌠anything thatâll give me a trail.â There was a brief pause, and you could imagine him pinching the bridge of his nose as he listened. âYeah, I owe you one. Just get it done.â
The water scalded, but you welcomed the stingâit was better than feeling numb. You wrapped a towel around yourself and padded softly into the bedroom. You noticed Patch by his closet, rifling through a stack of clothes. He must have heard you, because he glanced over his shoulder, his gaze trailing over you sending a shiver down your spine.
âAnything?â you asked, your voice husky from fatigue, though there was a thread of hope laced in the question.
He pulled out a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, handing them to you. âGot a few leads,â he said, watching you with that sharp, assessing eye. âThe Collectorâs keeping a low profile, but heâs been spotted at a private estate upstateâreal exclusive, where the rich and dirty go to do business no one else should see.â
You took the clothes from his grasp, your fingers brushing against his. His skin was warm and rough like he was someone who had been through hell and dragged himself back. âI donât think Iâve said this yet,â you murmured, averting your gaze as you pulled the shirt over your head. âBut⌠thank you.â
Patch arched an eyebrow, a slow smirk curving his lips as he leaned casually against the wall, arms crossing over his chest. âDonât get all soft on me now, sweetheart,â he drawled, his tone edged with amusement. âYouâre making me blush.â
You shot him a glare, though it lacked any real bite. âIâm serious, Patch. You didnât have to help me. Most people wouldâve just told me to get lost.â
His gaze softened, just a fraction, and for a heartbeat, you thought you saw something flicker in his eye. âYouâre not most people,â he said quietly, then his mouth twitched into a half-smirk again. âBesides, Iâve got a soft spot for troublemakers.â
âMust be why youâre helping me,â you shot back, tossing the jeans and towel on the nightstand. âYou just canât resist a little chaos.â You meant for it to sound teasing, but there was an unspoken tension humming between the two of you, thickening the air. It lingered there, a spark that could easily ignite, but Patch was already turning away, the moment slipping back into the shadows.
âGet some rest,â he said, his tone gruff again as he nodded toward his bed in the center of the room. âIâve still got a few calls to make. Iâll wake you when Iâve got something solid.â He glanced back at you, his gaze briefly dipping to where the hem of the shirt you wore brushed against your thighs.Â
You settled onto his bed reluctantly, exhaustion tugging at your limbs. As much as you wanted to stay awake, to keep pushing forward, the weight of the day was catching up with you. The pillows were firm and smelled faintly of leather and cigar smoke, and despite the situation, it was surprisingly comforting. You let your eyes drift shut, just for a moment.
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The nightmare hit you like a punch to the gut. One moment, you were sinking into sleep, and the next, you were back in that convenience storeâhearing Emilyâs screams, seeing her being dragged away. The scene replayed in sharp, agonizing detail, but this time, you werenât paralyzed. You fought, struggled, reached for her, but every time you got close, she slipped away, her face twisted in terror as the darkness swallowed her whole.
You woke with a gasp, your heart pounding violently against your ribcage, your skin slick with sweat. The room was dark, save for the faint glow of the city lights filtering in through the window. You struggled to catch your breath, your fingers digging into the sheets beneath you as you tried to shake off the remnants of the dream.
âBad one?â Patchâs voice was low, coming from the other side of the room. You hadnât noticed him there, sitting in an armchair, one leg propped up on the coffee table. His gaze was steady, and even in the dim light, you could see the concern etched in the hard lines of his face.
You nodded, swallowing against the tightness in your throat. âJust⌠couldnât stop seeing her,â you whispered, hating the vulnerability that crept into your voice. âI keep thinking, what if weâre too late? What if sheâs alreadyââ
âDonât go there,â Patch interrupted, his tone firm. He got up from the chair and crossed the room in a few strides, crouching down beside you. âFearâs a poison, kid. Itâll eat you alive if you let it.â His hand rested on your shoulder, a steadying weight, and when you looked into his eye, you saw something raw, something familiarâa shared understanding of pain.
âIs that how you deal with it?â you asked, your voice barely more than a whisper. âJust⌠shut it down? Pretend youâre not scared?â
Patchâs jaw tightened slightly, and he looked away for a moment as if considering how much to reveal. âIâm not afraid of dying,â he said quietly. âBeen through that more times than I can count.â He hesitated, then continued, his voice rough. âBut losing people⌠watching them slip away and not being able to do a damn thing about itâthatâs a different kind of fear.â
His words settled over you, heavy and cold. âHow do you deal with it?â you asked, unable to keep the desperation from leaking into your tone.
Patchâs gaze flicked back to you, his hand still resting on your shoulder. âYou donât,â he said simply. âNot completely. But you keep moving, keep fighting. Because giving up isnât an option. Not if youâve got something worth fighting for.â His grip tightened just slightly, the roughness of his skin grounding you in the present.Â
The air between you seemed to crackle, the unspoken understanding deepening the tension that had been building since youâd met. His touch lingered, warmer than youâd expected, the lines on his face softer, as if heâd let you see a glimpse of the man behind the mask.
You found yourself leaning just a little closer, your breath mingling with his. âIâm not used to someone sticking around,â you admitted, your voice hushed.
Patchâs mouth twitched, that smirk returning, but his eye remained steady, serious. âWell, donât get used to it,â he said, his voice dropping lower. âIâm just here to see you donât get yourself killed before we find your sister.â
âIs that all?â you murmured, the corner of your mouth curling up as you felt the familiar spark of challenge in your chest.
His gaze held yours for a long moment, something unspoken passing between you that felt like the edge of a blade, sharp and dangerous. âFor now,â he replied, standing up and stepping back, the distance between you stretching out once more. âGet some more sleep. Youâre going to need it.â
You nodded, lying back down, but this time, it was different. The darkness wasnât as suffocating, the fear not as overwhelming. You werenât sure if it was because of Patchâs words or the warmth of his touch that still lingered on your shoulder. Nonetheless, you drifted off again.Â
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âWake up, kid.â Patchâs voice rumbled above you, and his hand shook your shoulder with just enough force to rattle you out of sleep.
You groaned, the heaviness of exhaustion clinging to your limbs as you blinked against the dim light of the apartment. âFive more minutesâŚâ you muttered, your voice thick with sleep.
âSorry, sweetheart. We donât have five more minutes,â he said dryly, stepping back and crossing his arms as he waited for you to sit up. âThe Collectorâs making a move. Got word heâs doing a deal in Hightown tonight. Weâre running out of time.â
The mention of The Collector jolted you awake, your pulse quickening. You rubbed a hand over your face, forcing yourself to focus. âTonight?â you echoed, pushing yourself up off the bed. âHowâd you find that out?â
Patchâs smirk was a little too smug for your liking. âIâve got my ways,â he replied, the hint of a chuckle in his voice. âTurns out, a lot of people are willing to talk when you give them the right incentive.â He leaned back against the wall, his gaze trailing over you as if assessing whether you were ready for what was coming next. âOr when youâve got claws that can slice through steel.â
You rolled your eyes, reaching for the jeans on the nightstand. âGuess you didnât need my help for that, then.â
His smirk deepened, the corner of his mouth curling up. âI wouldnât say that. Iâm just not big on watching you sleep while I do all the work.â
You shot him a glare as you pulled on your jacket. âDonât act like Iâve been sitting around doing nothing. Iâm the one who got us that lead on Canal Street, remember?â
He gave a casual shrug, but his expression softenedâjust a touch. âFair point,â he conceded. âBut if youâre coming with me tonight, youâd better be ready for things to get ugly.â He tilted his head, eyeing you up and down like he was measuring whether you could handle whatever lay ahead. âThe Collectorâs not your average street thug. Heâs a heavy hitter with connections. If heâs making a deal, itâs gonna be big and dangerous.â
âIâm not afraid of a little danger.â There was a challenge in your voice, a fire that hadnât been there before. You werenât sure if it was adrenaline or sheer desperation, but it felt like the only thing keeping you upright.
Patchâs gaze held yours, a glint of approval flashing in his eye. âYouâve really got guts, Iâll give you that,â he said. âJust try not to let them spill out tonight.â He turned and headed toward the door, his voice drifting back to you. âThe dealâs happening in one of the private clubs in Hightown. Real swanky place where the rich get their hands dirty without staining their clothes.â
You followed him, your pulse quickening with each step. âAnd whatâs our plan? Weâre just gonna walk in and ask politely where my sister is?â you asked, trying to match his casual tone, though there was a sharp edge beneath it.
Patchâs chuckle was low and rough, almost a growl. âNot exactly. Weâll blend in as much as we can,â he said, glancing over at you with a faint smirk. âI can pass for someone with money to burn. You, on the other hand, might need a bit of work.â He raised an eyebrow, his gaze flicking over your current attire.
You scoffed, narrowing your eyes at him. âWhat, youâre saying I donât look the part?â you shot back, a wry smile tugging at your lips. âI think I can fake a little high-class attitude.â
Patch tilted his head, his smirk deepening. âYouâve got plenty of attitude, thatâs for sure,â he remarked, his tone dripping with teasing. âBut attitudeâs not gonna get you past the doorman. You need to look like you belong there. Right now, you look more like you belong in a street fight than in a place with crystal chandeliers.â
You crossed your arms, your brow lifting in defiance. âThen I guess youâd better help me, Patch,â you said, your voice laced with sarcasm. âYou seem to know a lot about dressing up.â
He shook his head, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest. âFine, kid. Iâll see what I can dig up.â He gestured for you to follow him back down the hallway. âBut if anyone asks, youâre my date for the night. Try not to embarrass me.â
Your laughter was sharp, filled with tension. âOh, donât worry,â you replied as you walked behind him. âIâd hate to ruin your reputation.â
Half an hour later, you stood in front of the bathroom mirror in Patchâs apartment, barely recognizing the person staring back at you. The dress heâd found was sleek and black which hugged your figure in a way that made you feel both exposed and powerful. Your hair was pulled back in a loose twist, a few tendrils framing your face to help hide the bruises. You hadnât worn anything this fancy in⌠well, maybe ever. You couldnât decide if you liked it or if it made you want to crawl out of your own skin.
âNot bad,â Patch said, leaning casually in the doorway, his arms crossed as he looked you over. âYou clean up pretty well, kid.â
You turned to face him, a slow smirk curling on your lips. âYou almost sound impressed,â you said, lifting an eyebrow. âDidnât think I could pull off the high-class look?â
He shrugged, but the gleam in his eye betrayed his amusement. âJust wasnât sure you knew how to wear anything that didnât involve bloodstains.â
You took a step closer, your gaze locked on his. âGuess I like to keep you on your toes,â you replied, your voice low.
He didnât move away, his expression unreadable as he stared back at you. For a moment, the air thickened between you, and you found yourself acutely aware of the heat radiating from his body, the way his jaw tightened just slightly as if resisting the urge to say something. But then, just as quickly, he turned and gestured toward the door.
âCome on, sweetheart,â he said, his voice back to its usual gruffness. âWeâve got a date with The Collector.â
You followed him out of the apartment, your nerves buzzing beneath your skin. The thought of walking into a club filled with dangerous people didnât exactly thrill you, but if it got you one step closer to Emily, then it was a risk you had to take.
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The club in Hightown was an entirely different world. It oozed luxuryâplush velvet drapes, glittering chandeliers, and people dressed in expensive clothes that screamed wealth and power. The low thrum of jazz music hung in the air, mingling with the scent of perfume and cigar smoke. As you and Patch approached the entrance, he wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him.
âTry to look like youâre enjoying yourself,â he murmured near your ear. âWeâre supposed to blend in, remember?â
You shot him a sideways glance. âIs this where I swoon and cling to your arm?â you whispered back, a smirk tugging at your lips.
âIf you want to sell it, yeah,â he replied, his tone half-teasing, half-serious. âAnd if anyone asks, Iâm taking you on a private tour of the club. Just follow my lead.â
You took a deep breath, letting the warmth of his touch steady you as you stepped inside. Your gaze swept over the room, searching for anything or anyone that looked out of place. But everyone here seemed to belongâexcept you.
Patchâs grip on your waist tightened slightly as you entered, his body tensing ever so subtly. âThe dealâs happening in one of the private rooms upstairs,â he murmured, his voice low enough for only you to hear. âWe need to get up there without drawing attention.â
Your heart hammered in your chest as you took in the sight of the staircase leading to the upper levels. The plush carpet, the gold-trimmed railings, the way the lights seemed dimmer up thereâit all felt like a line you werenât sure you could cross. A rush of panic tightened your chest. This was a different kind of danger than what youâd faced so far. Up until now, youâd been chasing shadows, following vague leads, but here⌠here youâd be walking straight into the heart of it.
âHow are we going to get up there?â you asked, your voice coming out quieter than you intended. Your eyes flicked to the hulking security guard posted at the base of the stairs, his arms folded over a chest that looked like it could stop a freight train. âI donât think saying youâre giving a private tour is going to cut it.â
Patchâs mouth quirked into a half-smile, his gaze sliding over to the guard and then back to you. âGood thing I just came up with a better plan than that,â he murmured, his voice low and rough. He pulled you snugly against his side. âJust follow my lead, sweetheart,â he added, his breath warm against your ear. âAnd try not to blush.â
You barely had time to react before he steered you toward the staircase, his grip on you firm but gentle. You glanced up at him, narrowing your eyes. âSo whatâs the plan?â you whispered through gritted teeth, trying not to stiffen at the way his hand rested against your hip. âCharm our way past him?â
âSomething like that,â Patch replied, his voice laced with amusement. âJust play along, act like you canât get enough of me.â
âIâll try to contain myself,â you shot back, matching his smirk.
As you approached the guard, you plastered a flirtatious smile on your face, leaning a little closer to Patch as if you were hanging on his every word. The guardâs gaze flicked to you, then to Patch, his expression shifting to one of suspicion.
âUpstairs is off-limits,â the guard said, his voice a low rumble. âPrivate event.â
Patch didnât miss a beat, flashing a grin that was somehow both casual and threatening. âCome on, big guy,â he said, his tone smooth. âIâm just showing my girl here a good time. Sheâs never been to a place like this before.â He tightened his hold on your waist, his fingers brushing the exposed skin just above your hip. âFigured Iâd give her a taste of the finer things.â
You caught the guardâs gaze, widening your eyes just a bit, adding a hint of breathlessness to your tone. âHeâs right,â you said, forcing a giggle that felt foreign coming from your lips. âIâve heard about the view from upstairs⌠Iâd hate to miss out.â You leaned into Patch as though seeking his warmth, hoping the performance was convincing enough.
The guardâs eyes narrowed, flicking over you with a mix of skepticism and something darker. He seemed to hesitate, his gaze drifting to Patch as if weighing the consequences of letting you through.
âLook,â Patch said, his voice dropping an octave, adding a dangerous edge. âIâd hate to cause a scene, but if youâre going to make this difficult, I can always take my business elsewhere.â His hand shifted to your lower back, his thumb brushing in a way that sent an unexpected shiver down your spine.
The guard grunted, his jaw tightening. âFine,â he said reluctantly, stepping aside. âBut if anyone asks, you didnât come up this way. Got it?â
âCrystal clear,â Patch replied, giving the guard a curt nod. As soon as you started up the stairs, his grip on you relaxed slightly, though his arm remained draped around you.
When you reached the first landing, you pulled away, shooting him a glare. âYou enjoyed that way too much,â you whispered, though there was a hint of a smile tugging at your lips.
Patchâs mouth curled into a smirk. âMaybe I just like seeing you squirm,â he teased, his gaze flicking down to your flushed cheeks. âYou played the part well, though. Almost had me convinced.â
You rolled your eyes, ignoring the way your skin still buzzed where his hand had been. âIâm sure itâs not the first time youâve had to sweet-talk your way into someplace youâre not supposed to be.â
His smirk widened. âYouâd be surprised.â
Before you could come up with a retort, the distant sound of raised voices drifted down the hallway to your left. You stiffened, instinctively reaching for Patchâs arm. He noticed the change in your posture, his expression hardening in an instant.
âThatâs coming from one of the private rooms,â he murmured, his gaze darting down the corridor. âCould be our guy.â Without waiting for your response, he took your hand and guided you forward, moving quietly toward the source of the commotion.
The closer you got, the more you could make outâa gruff voice barking orders, someone else protesting in a panicked tone. As you reached the door, which was slightly ajar, you caught a glimpse of a man in an expensive suit, gesturing animatedly while another figure, partially obscured by shadows, sat calmly at a table, watching with an air of detached amusement.
Patch glanced at you, his eye gleaming with intensity. âStay behind me,â he whispered. âAnd if things get ugly, donât try to play the hero.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but before you could, Patch had already nudged the door open with his shoulder, striding into the room as if he owned the place. You followed a step behind, your pulse racing as the room fell silent and all eyes turned toward you.
The man at the tableâa thin, elegant figure with cold eyesâraised an eyebrow, a slow, serpentine smile spreading across his face. âWell, well,â he drawled, his voice as smooth as silk. âWhat do we have here? I wasnât expecting company.â
Patchâs smirk was all teeth, dangerous and casual. âJust thought Iâd drop by,â he said, his tone deceptively light. âHeard you were doing a little business tonight. Figured Iâd see if you had something I might be interested in.â
The Collectorâs gaze flicked from Patch to you, lingering just a bit too long for your comfort. âAnd whoâs this lovely creature?â he asked, the smile never quite reaching his eyes. âI wasnât aware you brought dates to negotiations.â
Patchâs grip on your waist tightened slightly. âSheâs not for sale if thatâs what youâre asking,â he said, his voice low and edged with a warning. âBut you might have somethingâor someoneâIâm looking for.â
The Collectorâs smile faltered, and for a moment, his gaze turned calculating. âI suppose it depends on what youâre looking for,â he said slowly. âAnd how much youâre willing to pay.â
The air in the room seemed to thicken, the tension vibrating like a live wire. You could feel the Collectorâs eyes boring into you, as though he was trying to peel away your façade and see what you were really after.
You swallowed hard, keeping your expression composed as you glanced up at Patch, hoping he had a plan. There was a moment of hesitation, a flicker of uncertainty in his gaze that made your stomach twist.
âI heard you have girls for sale,â Patch said, his voice calm but edged with danger. He made sure to keep a measured distance between himself and the Collector, his tone deceptively casual. âAnd Iâm looking to buy one. Willing to pay quite a lot.â
The Collector's lips curved into a slow, mocking smile as he shook his head. âI donât know where you heard that,â he replied, his voice a smooth purr. Rising from his chair, he placed his ringed fingers on the table and leaned forward. âBut thatâs not the kind of business Iâm in.â
His gaze found yours, his eyes cold and piercing. You felt a shiver wash over your entire body like an icy hand sliding down your spine. The way he looked at you was invasive, stripping away your bravado layer by layer. Patchâs hand on your waist tightened ever so slightly, a warning to stay calm.
âI guess I misheard, then,â Patch said, his tone even, but you could sense the tension beneath it, like a taut wire ready to snap.
The Collectorâs smirk widened as he straightened, folding his hands behind his back. âIs that why you brought her here?â he asked, raising a brow as his eyes raked slowly over your figure. âTo distract me? Sheâs a pretty little thing, Iâll give you that. But you must think me a fool, Patch.â He chuckled a low, contemptuous sound. âYou think I donât know who you are?â
Patchâs jaw clenched, but before he could respond, you felt a surge of anger rise in your chest, hot and raw. You werenât about to stand there and let this bastard talk circles around you, not when Emily could be hereâcould be just behind one of those doors.
You stepped forward, pulling away from Patchâs grasp, and leveled your gaze at the Collector. âStop pretending you donât know,â you said, your voice cutting through the room like a blade. âWhereâs my sister?â You took another step, your hands curling into fists at your sides. âI know youâre the one who took her. Just tell me where she is!â
The Collector's smile didnât falter, but a glint of amusement danced in his eyes as if he found your outburst entertaining. âYour sister?â he repeated, his tone dripping with false innocence. âIâm afraid I donât know what youâre talking about. You see, I conduct legitimate business here. But I suppose if you were willing to make it worth my while, I couldââ
The door to the private room swung open, cutting off his words. Two of the Collectorâs men strode in, dragging a small group of girls with them. Your breath caught in your throat, the world narrowing to a pinpoint as you scanned their faces.
And then you saw her.
Emily.
She was hunched over, her hair tangled and her clothes dirty, but there was no mistaking the familiar curve of her cheek, the frightened wideness of her eyes. She looked up, her gaze finding yours, and her expression crumpled into a mix of relief and terror. âSis?â she whispered, her voice cracking.
âEmily!â you cried, starting to move toward her, but one of the men stepped in front of you, blocking your path.
Patch's claws shot out with a sharp snikt, his voice turning into a low growl. âMove,â he said to the guard, his tone like gravel grinding together. âOr I start decorating this room with your blood.â
The guard hesitated, glancing back at the Collector, who simply raised a hand, signaling him to stand down. âAh, there she is,â the Collector said with a sigh as if he were showing off a piece of fine art. âYou know, Patch, I really didnât want this to get messy. But since youâve found what youâre looking for, Iâm afraid we have a little problem.â
Patch stepped forward, positioning himself slightly in front of you. âThe only problem here,â he said, his voice low and deadly, âis how many pieces Iâm going to leave you in.â
The Collectorâs smile faded, and he took a step back. âYou think you can just walk out of here with her?â he said, gesturing to his men. âI donât think so.â His tone sharpened. âGet them.â
Before you could blink, the room erupted into chaos. The guards lunged forward, and Patch was already in motion, his claws slashing through the air in a deadly arc. The first guard barely had time to react before Patchâs fist collided with his jaw, sending him sprawling to the ground. The second guard swung a baton, aiming for Patchâs head, but Patch ducked, his claws slicing across the manâs chest in one swift motion.
You ran to Emily, pulling her behind you as you backed toward the door. âWeâre getting out of here,â you whispered fiercely, your hands trembling as you gripped her arm. âJust stay close.â
As you turned, one of the guards grabbed you by the shoulder, yanking you back. You lashed out instinctively, throwing an elbow into his ribs, but his grip didnât loosen. Emily screamed, and in that split second, you saw Patchâs eyes flash with a wild, feral rage as he barreled toward the guard, knocking him away from you with a force that sent the man crashing into the wall.
âGo!â Patch shouted, shoving you and Emily toward the door as he whirled around to face the Collector. âGet her out of here!â
You hesitated for a heartbeat, your gaze flicking between Patch and the exit. There was something in his eyesâa promise, or maybe a threatâthat made it clear he wasnât leaving until this was finished.
âCome on, Em,â you said, pulling your sister toward the exit. âWe have to go. Now.â
As you stumbled into the hallway, you glanced back one last time. Patch was still there, standing between you and the Collector, his claws gleaming in the dim light, a snarl on his lips. Whatever happened next, you knew he wouldnât let anyone get to you or Emily without going through him first.
You ran, Emilyâs hand clutched tightly in yours, your heart pounding with a mixture of relief and fear. You had herâyou finally had her. But you also knew this wasnât over. Not by a long shot.
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You hurtled down the stairs, pulling Emily along behind you, weaving through the throng of well-dressed patrons who barely glanced your way. Panic thrummed in your veins, making each step feel like a jolt of electricity. Your grip on Emilyâs wrist was tight, almost desperate, as you fought to keep her on her feet. Her legs wobbled beneath her, and every few steps she stumbled, but you didnât slow down. You couldnât.
The club's entrance loomed ahead, and you shoved past the last of the guests, bursting through the doors and out onto the street. The night air hit you like a slap, a mix of humid heat and the lingering scent of car exhaust. You glanced wildly around, searching for anything that looked like an escape.Â
There was no doubt in your mind that he had eyes all over Hightown. Staying in one place too long was as good as signing your own death warrant.
Emily stumbled, nearly dragging you down with her. âEm, we have to go,â you urged, your voice strained as you pulled her back to her feet. âI know youâre hurt, but we canât stop now.â
She looked up at you through the tangled mess of her hair, her face pale and drawn, dark circles underlining her wide, fearful eyes. âI know,â she whispered, her voice hoarse. âIâm trying.â You could see the exhaustion settling over her, her limbs heavy and sluggish from whatever she had endured.
You spotted a taxi at the curb and practically hauled Emily toward it, banging on the window. âPlease, we need a ride!â you shouted, your voice pitched with desperation.
The driverâs eyes flicked over you and Emilyâher dirty clothes, your frantic expression. He shook his head quickly, his gaze hardening. âI donât want any trouble,â he said, his voice muffled behind the glass. âGo find someone else.â
âPlease!â you begged, yanking open the door, only for the driver to slam it shut again. âJust drive us out of here! I can payââ
âI said no!â the driver barked, throwing the car into gear and peeling away from the curb, leaving you standing there with Emily slumped against your side.
âDamn it,â you muttered under your breath, your eyes scanning the streets for another option. This was Hightown though, and here, you and Emily stuck out like a sore thumbâtwo bedraggled figures in a sea of polished suits and cocktail dresses. Even now, people were starting to notice you, their curious stares prickling the back of your neck.Â
You wrapped an arm around Emilyâs waist and started moving, half-dragging her along as you navigated through the winding streets. âCome on, Em,â you whispered, forcing strength into your voice. âJust a little further.â
Your pace was frantic, your steps uneven as you guided Emily down narrow alleys and across cobblestone squares. More than once, you heard voices behind youâshouts, the click of heels on the pavement, the low rumble of an engine as a black car turned a corner. Each time, you forced yourself to keep moving, ignoring the burn in your legs and the way Emilyâs weight seemed to grow heavier with each step.
You turned another corner and spotted a familiar building in the distance, the sleek high-rise where Patchâs apartment was located. It wasnât much, but it was somewhere safe, somewhere out of sight. âWeâll go to Patchâs,â you said, mostly to yourself. âJust⌠we just need to get there.â
Emily nodded weakly, her breaths coming in shallow gasps as she clung to you. âOkay⌠okay,â she mumbled, though you werenât sure how much longer she could hold out.
When you finally stumbled into the underground parking garage of the high-rise, you were both out of breath, your dress sticking to your skin with sweat. You dragged Emily toward the elevator, pressing the button repeatedly as if that would make it arrive faster. The doors finally slid open, and you hurried inside, practically collapsing against the wall as you hit the button for the top floor.
The elevator ascended with a dull hum, the minutes stretching out painfully, each one feeling like a lifetime. When the doors opened to Patchâs apartment, you half-carried Emily down the hallway, her head lolling against your shoulder until you set her down on the couch. Her eyes were already closing as exhaustion overtook her.Â
âJust rest for a minute,â you whispered, brushing a strand of hair away from her face. âIâll get you some water, and then get you cleaned up.â
You turned toward the kitchen, rummaging through the drawers for anything you could use to clean up Emilyâcloths, bandages, a bottle of antiseptic. By the time you returned to the couch, Emily had already passed out, her breaths coming slow and even, her small body curled into itself like she was trying to disappear. You dipped the cloth in warm water and gently wiped the dirt and sweat from her face, your heart aching at how fragile she looked.
The elevator doors slowly open, and you jumped to your feet, the cloth slipping from your hand. Patch strode in, his white suit spattered with bloodâsome of it fresh and still glistening in the overhead light. He moved with a noticeable limp, his jaw set in a grim line, but there was a wild energy about him, a rawness that hadnât yet settled. It was like heâd just walked off a battlefield and wasnât entirely convinced heâd left it behind.
âPatch?â you breathed, your pulse quickening as the elevator doors shut behind him. âAre you⌠okay?â
He glanced at you, then at Emily on the couch, and for a fleeting moment, his expression softened, a quiet tenderness flashing in his eyes. But it disappeared as quickly as it came, replaced by his usual gruffness. âIâve had worse,â he replied, his voice rough around the edges. He rolled his shoulder, testing for injuries, and you watched in awe as the faint cuts and bruises on his skin began to fade, healing right before your eyes.
You stepped around the couch, taking a hesitant step closer to him, your gaze locked on the bloodstain spreading across his pant leg. âHowâŚ?â you began your voice barely above a whisper, your breath catching in your throat. âApparently, thereâs more to you than I thought.â
Patch met your gaze, a flicker of something raw and unguarded passing across his face. âI donât go spilling all my secrets, sweetheart,â he said, his tone casual, though there was a faint vulnerability beneath it. âHealing factor. Fast one. Comes in handy.â His lips curled into a sardonic half-smile like he was letting you in on a joke only he understood.
You blinked, trying to process what heâd just said. âAnd here I was willing to risk my life for you,â you teased, a faint smile tugging at your lips. âAll this time, you could just⌠heal?â
Patch took a step toward you, wincing slightly as his weight shifted onto his injured leg. âHealingâs not instant,â he muttered, his tone dropping lower. âAnd the son of a bitch got me pretty good.â He paused, his gaze flicking to Emily. âEnough about me. Is the kid okay?â
âSheâll be fine,â you replied, but your eyes were still on his leg. The blood was soaking through the fabric, a dark, spreading stain that told you he wasnât healing as quickly as he usually did. âSit down,â you said, your voice firmer than before. âLet me take a look at that.â
Patch started to protest, shaking his head. âI told you, Iâll be fine. Itâs already healingââ
âYeah, but itâs being slow about it,â you cut him off, your gaze hardening with a determination that left no room for argument. âYou said it yourselfâhe got you good. Now, sit down and let me help.â
For a moment, he looked like he was going to argue, his jaw tightening, but then he relented with a resigned sigh, limping over to the armchair and lowering himself into it. âFine, but donât get any ideas about playing nurse, sweetheart,â he grumbled, but there was a hint of a smile in his eyes as he watched you kneel beside him.
âJust shut up and let me help you,â you shot back, grabbing the first aid kit youâd set aside for Emily and popping it open. âTake off your pants.â
Patch arched a brow, his smirk deepening. âUsually, I get dinner first.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât help the faint flush that crept up your neck. âDonât flatter yourself,â you muttered, as Patch stood. He slid down his pants revealing a deep cut in his leg. The skin was jagged and raw, already knitting itself back together but slower than youâd expected.
You worked in silence for a moment, cleaning the gash and wrapping a bandage around his leg with steady hands. Patch watched you, his expression unreadable, but his gaze was heavy, almost curious. You could feel the intensity of it, and it made the air seem thicker, more intimate.
âWhy is it taking so long?â you asked quietly, your fingers brushing against his skin as you secured the bandage.
He let out a breath, his voice softer than youâd ever heard it before. âHealing takes time,â he said, leaning back in the chair as he studied your face. âSome wounds are deeper than others.â There was a weight to his words that felt like more than just the injury itself.
You glanced up, meeting his gaze, and before you could stop yourself, you reached for the eye patch he always wore. âAnd this?â you asked, your fingers hesitating just an inch away from the black fabric. âIs it just for show?â
Patchâs expression tightened, and for a moment, you thought he might pull away. But then, with a sigh that seemed to carry years of weariness, he reached up and removed the eye patch himself. Underneath, his eye was perfectly normalâsharp, hazel, and very much intact.
You blinked in surprise, your breath catching. âWhyâŚ?â
âDisguise,â he said simply, his voice rougher than usual. âKeeps people guessing, like I told you. BesidesâŚâ He gave a wry smile. âMakes it easier to be someone else when you donât look like yourself.â
âSomeone else?â you echoed, your voice softer now. The way he looked at you, so unguarded, made your chest tighten.
âUndercover,â he explained, leaning a little closer. âMadripoorâs a cesspool of crime and corruption, and someoneâs got to keep the worst of it from spreading. Not everyone needs to know who I really am.â There was a pause, then his voice dropped to a murmur, âUntil now.â
The honesty in his eyes, that raw vulnerability he rarely showed, made the space between you feel impossibly small. You could see the weariness etched into the lines of his face, the scars that healing couldnât erase. For the first time, you realized that his roughness wasnât just armorâit was a way of surviving, of keeping the world at armâs length.
Without thinking, you reached up and cupped his cheek, your thumb grazing the stubble along his jaw. âYou donât have to do this alone,â you said softly, your voice steady even as your pulse quickened. âYouâve done enough for me, for Emily. Let me help you for once.â
Patchâs gaze flickered, a mix of surprise and warmth. His hand came up to cover yours, his touch rough but careful. âI donât let a lot of people in, kid,â he murmured, his voice like gravel. âBut⌠maybe youâre an exception.â
The words hung in the air between you, thickening the tension until it felt almost suffocating. He leaned in, just a fraction, his breath brushing against your lips. âIf I didnât know any better,â he said, his voice low and rough, âIâd say youâre trying to get me to stick around.â
You smiled, your heart racing as you met his gaze. âGuess I like the idea of you keeping an eye on me.â
Patch chuckled softly, the sound vibrating between you. âYouâre trouble, you know that?â he whispered, his lips just inches from yours.
âGuess thatâs why you like me,â you replied, closing the distance just a little more.
Before the moment could tip over into something deeper, Patchâs expression shifted, and he pulled back slightly, his tone turning serious. âYou canât stay here,â he said, his voice low and steady. âTheyâll come looking, and you need to be gone before that happens.â
âYou want me to leave Madripoor?â you asked, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to keep it steady. âWhere would we even go?â
Patch rose to his feet, his gaze steady on yours. âSomewhere they wonât think to look,â he replied, a hint of a smirk playing on his lips as though trying to lighten the weight of his words. âSomewhere you and your sister can actually get a fresh start. Away from all this.â
You followed him into the kitchen, the silence stretching between you, filled with things you didnât know how to say. âI donât have money or... anywhere to stay,â you murmured, your fingers curling into fists as you tried to keep the fear from creeping into your voice.
âIâll take care of it,â Patch replied, his tone matter-of-fact, as if heâd already made up his mind. He stopped in front of you, taking a step closer, closing the distance between you until you could feel the warmth radiating from his body. His presence was overwhelming, filling up the space between you until there was nothing else. You could feel his breath on your skin, the intensity of his gaze boring into yours, like he was searching for something you hadnât yet offered him.
You swallowed hard, the tension thickening like a slow, bittersweet ache in your chest. âAnd what about you?â you asked, your voice barely more than a whisper. âAre you⌠coming with us?â
His gaze softened, a mixture of regret and something unspoken passing across his face. âI canât,â he murmured, his hand lifting to brush lightly against your cheek, his thumb tracing the line of your jaw. His touch was careful and tender, as though he was committing the feel of you to memory.Â
âThereâs still work to be done here. I killed most of the Collectorâs men, but he got away. Even if I did manage to track him down, someone else would just take his place. Itâs a never-ending cycle.â He hesitated, his voice growing quieter. âAnd I canât just walk away knowing heâs still out there.â
âBut itâs safer if you come with us,â you insisted, leaning into his touch, your pulse racing beneath your skin. âItâs safer if we stick together.â
Patch shook his head slowly, a faint, rueful smile touching his lips. âItâs safer for you and your sister if Iâm not around,â he said. âYou donât need me making things more dangerous than they already are.â His thumb continued to trace gentle circles against your cheek, as though he couldnât quite bring himself to let go. âYou can handle yourself, sweetheart. Youâve proven that.â
The words, meant to be reassuring, only made your chest tighten with something that felt like a loss. You reached up and wrapped your fingers around his wrist, keeping his hand against your skin for a moment longer. âWhat if I donât want to handle it alone?â you whispered, the honesty slipping out before you could catch it.
He looked at you then, his hazel eyes searching yours with a depth that made your breath hitch. âYouâre stronger than you think,â he said softly. âAnd youâll be even stronger for her.â His gaze flicked briefly toward the couch where Emily lay sleeping, and the tenderness in his eyes was almost painful.
You leaned up and pressed a light kiss to his cheek, your lips brushing against the rough stubble. âThank you, Patch,â you murmured, your voice thick with emotion. âFor everything.â
He closed his eyes briefly, as though savoring the touch, and then pulled back, his expression hardening slightly as he took a step away. âGet some rest,â he said, his tone rougher now, as though putting a barrier back up between you. âYouâll need it for the flight.â
You ended up sharing his bed, the mattress firm beneath you and the covers smelling faintly of leather and cigar smoke. You lay beside Patch, the silence settling over you like a weight. It was strange, being so close to him, feeling the warmth of his body beside you but knowing that this was temporaryâjust a moment stolen from the chaos of everything else.
You turned slightly to face him, your hand resting on the space between you. âYouâre sure you wonât come with us?â you asked quietly, the darkness making it easier to admit how much you wanted him to say yes.
His gaze shifted to meet yours, his expression unreadable. âYou know I canât,â he murmured, his voice strained as if it hurt him to say the words. âThis life⌠itâs not for you. Itâs not for her.â He reached out and brushed a strand of hair from your face, the touch lingering. âBut that doesnât mean I wonât be watching out for you. From a distance.â
You managed a small, bittersweet smile, your chest aching at the thought of leaving him behind. âYouâd better,â you whispered, turning your face into the pillow to hide the sting of tears. âOr Iâll come back here and drag you out of Madripoor myself.â
His chuckle was soft, almost tender, as he reached over and squeezed your hand. âIâd like to see you try, sweetheart,â he said, but there was a quiet sadness in his tone that told you he wished things could be different.
Ë ŕź ŕšŕŁ ࣪ đŁâ・Ë
A few hours later, Patch drove the three of you to the airport in the dead of night. The roads were mostly empty, the city still and quiet, as though it was holding its breath. Emily dozed in the back seat, exhausted from everything sheâd been through, while you stared out the window at the passing lights, your heart heavy.
When he pulled up to the curb outside the terminal, Patch cut the engine and turned to you, his face partially shadowed in the dim light. âIâve already arranged for your tickets,â he said. âThe flight will take you far enough away from here that the Collector wonât be able to reach you. Youâll be safe.â
You nodded, struggling to find the right words, knowing that nothing you said would be enough. âThank you,â you managed, your voice breaking slightly. âFor saving her. For⌠everything.â
Patch reached out and cupped your cheek, his thumb brushing away a tear that had slipped free. âYouâre tougher than you look, kid,â he murmured. âDonât let anyone tell you otherwise.â
You leaned into his hand, the warmth of his touch grounding you. âAnd what about you?â you asked, your voice trembling. âWill you be okay?â
His mouth twitched into a small, sad smile. âIâve been through worse,â he said, though his eyes betrayed a loneliness that ran deeper than words could express. âAnd Iâve survived. So will you.â
You nodded, and then before you could second-guess yourself, you leaned forward and kissed himâa soft, lingering kiss that tasted of goodbyes and promises left unspoken. He didnât pull away, but when you finally did, there was a look in his eyes that told you heâd carry the memory of this moment with him, wherever he went.
âGo,â he whispered, his voice rough. âBefore I change my mind and drag you back with me.â
You gave him one last, bittersweet smile, then turned and helped Emily out of the car. As you walked toward the terminal, you glanced back over your shoulder, half-expecting him to follow.
Yet, Patch stayed in the car, watching you go, a lone figure against the darkness of Madripoor. Even though you knew you were doing the right thing, it felt like leaving a piece of yourself behind.
Ë ŕź ŕšŕŁ ࣪ đŁâ・Ë
âYouâll be fine!â you called out, laughter bubbling up in your voice as you watched Emily wave to you from the passenger seat of her friendâs car.
âIâll text you when I get there!â she yelled back, her voice bright and carefree in a way that still felt fragile to you. You smiled and nodded, giving her one last wave as the car pulled away, the taillights disappearing down the street.
As soon as she was out of sight, you let out a long sigh, the tension easing from your shoulders just a bit. Even after nearly two years of being away from Madripoor, that gnawing feeling of worry hadnât left you. It was a constant presence, a shadow that followed you around no matter how much time had passed. You still slept with one eye open, double-checked every lock, and scanned the street whenever you stepped outside.
Letting Emily live a normal life again had taken everything in you. She deserved to go to college, to have friends, to be young and reckless without always looking over her shoulder. Youâd even taken up martial arts classes just to convince yourself that you could protect her if the past ever tried to catch up. But every time she left your sight, that familiar knot of fear tightened in your chest.
âSurprised you let her go,â a familiar, gruff voice rumbled from behind you.
You spun around, already feeling the sting of tears prickling at your eyes as if your body knew before your mind did.Â
There he wasâstanding just a few feet away, his broad figure unmistakable even after all this time. He was different from the last time youâd seen him. Gone was the bloodstained white suit and eye patch. Instead, he wore a plain white shirt and jeans with a leather jacket slung casually over his shoulders, his hazel eyes, both of them, piercing and clear.
âPatch?â you whispered, your breath catching in your throat as disbelief crashed over you. For a moment, you wondered if you were hallucinating, if your constant vigilance had finally taken its toll and made you see things that werenât there.
He nodded, a half-smile tugging at the corners of his lips, that familiar hint of mischief in his gaze. âTold you that was just a disguise, sweetheart,â he said, his voice softer than you remembered. âCall me Logan.â
A strangled laugh escaped you, and before you knew it, you were moving, closing the distance between you in a few hurried steps. You threw your arms around him, the leather of his jacket cool against your cheek as you buried your face in his chest. He stiffened for a moment, as if surprised, then wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly. It was like something inside you finally unclenched, a pressure you hadnât even realized was there releasing all at once.
âYouâre real,â you breathed against his chest, your voice trembling. âYouâre actually here.â
âLast time I checked,â he murmured, his tone carrying that familiar edge of sarcasm. But there was a warmth in the way he spoke, a tenderness in the way his hand rested on the back of your head, fingers threading gently through your hair. âFigured it was about time I came to see you. Make sure youâre not getting into too much trouble.â
You pulled back just enough to look up at him, blinking away the tears that blurred your vision. âI thought⌠I didnât think Iâd see you again,â you admitted, your voice breaking slightly.
His smile softened, and he reached out to cup your cheek, his thumb brushing away a stray tear. âYou know me, kid. I donât stay away forever,â he said, his eyes meeting yours with a sincerity that made your heart twist. âBesides, I made a promise, didnât I? To keep an eye on you.â
You let out a shaky breath, your hands still resting against his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your fingertips. âTwo years is a long time,â you whispered. âI didnât know if⌠if you made it.��
âHad a few close calls,â he admitted, a shadow passing over his features before he pushed it away. âBut Iâm here now.â His gaze grew more intense, his hand still warm against your cheek. âAnd so are you. Stronger than when I left. I can see it.â
You managed a small, bittersweet smile, remembering all the nights youâd spent wondering where he was, if he was alive if he ever thought about you. âI tried to be,â you said. âFor her. For myself.â
âAnd you did good,â he murmured, his voice rough with emotion. âBetter than good.â
The words settled over you like a balm, soothing old wounds. You reached up and placed your hand over his, leaning into his touch. âWhy now?â you asked quietly. âWhat made you come here?â
Loganâs gaze flickered, and he let out a breath that seemed to carry years of unspoken thoughts. âI finished what I started in MadripoorâŚand because I couldnât stay away any longer,â he confessed, his thumb tracing slow, tender circles on your skin. âI thought⌠maybe I owed you more than just disappearing.â
Your heart skipped a beat at the honesty in his tone. âSo⌠youâre staying?â you asked, hope threading through your voice despite yourself.
Logan hesitated, a faint smile touching his lips. âWeâll see,â he said. âFor now, Iâm here. And if youâll have me⌠maybe Iâll stick around.â
You didnât know what to say, so you just nodded, a soft laugh escaping you as more tears finally spilled over. âYouâre an idiot, you know that?â you whispered, reaching up to swipe at your damp cheeks.
His grin widened the familiar glint in his eyes making him look younger, almost carefree. âYeah, well⌠I guess thatâs why you like me,â he teased.
You laughed and leaned your forehead against his, feeling the warmth of his breath against your skin. âMaybe,â you whispered.Â
For the first time in a long while, that gnawing feeling of fear seemed to ebb, replaced by something softer. You stood there in his arms, the world feeling a little less dangerous and you let yourself believe that maybe the future didnât seem so bleak anymore.
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