#pastabuse

[allwaswell16]

A fic rec of One Direction fics in which a character had experienced abuse of some form in the past as requested in this ask. Please don't forget to leave kudos and comments for the writers! You can find my other fic recs here.

- Louis/Harry -

🧱 Run Like the Devil by benzos

(E, 143k, Supernatural au) Louis hunts demons; Harry's the strangest demon he's ever met, and he keeps fucking meeting him.

🧱 Saving Symphony Hall by @helloamhere

(E, 124k, omegaverse) “That’s the attitude,” said Louis, “I’ll tell you tomorrow. Tonight, I need to do some research. Zayn, give me your number. I’m gonna save our symphony.”

🧱 Hang there like fruit, my soul/Till the tree die by louloubaby92 / @louloubabys1992

(M, 111k, omegaverse) Louis knows he's a defective omega. He knows its also not his fault but it is what it is. He takes the world head on even when the world is unkind to him. 

🧱 Give Me Truths by iwillpaintasongforlou / @canonlarry

(E, 110k, punk Louis) the one in which Louis falls in love with a fragile boy and tells him every beautiful truth in the world, as long as it makes him happy.

🧱 The Naked Truth by @larrysmomfics

(E, 80k, Naked Attraction au) The producers of Naked Attraction decide to do a 'Second Chances' edition of the show where past contestants who didn't find love on the show the first time can re-apply in hopes that the second time's a charm. 

🧱 Here In The Afterglow by fondleeds

(NR, 88k, historical) 1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger.

🧱 Shout It From The Rooftops by therogueskimo / @bravetemptation

(M, 70k, PTSD) Plagued by memories of the worst day of his life, Louis Tomlinson feels like he’s constantly living in darkness. Harry Styles might just be the person to bring him back to the light.

🧱 These High Walls by LarryAlways28

(E, 68k, omegaverse) Born to one of Seattle's wealthiest families,  Harry was raised exactly as a Styles heir should be: sharp as a tack, witty, charming, and powerful. He was the ideal son - until he presented as an Omega.

🧱 you're ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece by Valentia

(E, 50k, uni) The one where Harry is soft and pretty but doesn't see it and Louis just wants to love him the way he deserves.

🧱 elephant juice by @stylinsoncity

(M, 32k, uni) harry doesn't understand boundaries. louis doesn't mind at all.

🧱 With These Arms Folded by @taggiecb

(NR, 21k, famous/not famous) Harry Styles is living a peaceful existence in California as a very successful songwriter. That is until he receives a curious email one sunny summer morning, and his life almost immediately gets turned upside down buy a force that's bigger than any storm he's seen outside his window.

🧱 why take your life when you give it so willingly by we_are_the_same / @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed

(M, 19k, pirates) When Louis Tomlinson, Captain of The Rogue, ends up adrift at sea after Captain Cowell attacks his ship, he is surprised to find his enemy, Captain Styles, coming to his rescue.

🧱 vatican cameos by nightwideopen / @themarshalstale

(T, 14k, asexuality) sometimes louis gets sad and sometimes harry lets louis write on him

🧱 Just a touch of your love by @thegirlontheblackhoodie

(E, 12k, omegaverse) Harry is a touch starved omega trying to get through it on his own. Louis happens to be the only alpha around to realize it and offers to help.

🧱 You've Got A New Life (Am I Bothering you?) by LilyBlue28

(NR, 5k, omegaverse) the one where Louis is an omega who suffers from PTSD and is triggered one day. He doesn't know how to ask for help from his doting alpha, doesn't think he deserves it, and tries to handle it on his own.

🧱 I Don't Wanna Hurt Anymore by offwiththeirheads / @hazzabooween

(M, 5k, kidfic) Harry walks a thin line between breaking his best friend’s heart and fighting a losing battle.

- Rare Pairs -

🧱 Sugar, We're Going Down by sunsetmog / @magicalrocketships

(E, 131k, Louis/Nick Grimshaw) At 37, Nick has everything he could possibly want in life: huge success in business, a Bachelor of the Year award hanging in his toilet, piles of money, and a rather odd little habit of visiting a cafe with terrible service on his way into the office every morning.

🧱 It's You by happily_missy

(E, 56k, Zayn/Liam) Liam is a PA for a famous fashion designer and Zayn is their gorgeous new model.

[hlficlibrary]

Hiii,

I hope you're doing well!! I love your page!🙈

By any chance do you have fic suggestions similar to: Cold Heart by seducedbycurls

I would be so so greatful. Xx

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Thank you!

Hi, anon! Thank you so much! So glad you like the blog! This one's a little tough because it kind of depends on what tropes you're looking for. I'm not sure there's anything out there that hits all of them in this one because there's a lot going on in this fic. But I'll try! So I'll look for omegaverse with alpha Harry and omega Louis, kid fic, falling in love, and/or past abuse. And I'll list the tropes these have with them.

confections of the heart by pleasinglouis (omegaverse, falling in love, kid fic)

Harry chuckles, smiling when Louis’ breath hitches as he reaches up to brush his thumb over Louis’ cheek. “Louis, would you like to go on a date with me?” He still worries that the date won’t go well, that Harry will get bored of him or decide it’s too complicated dating an omega with a pup, but he nods anyway, “Yes.” It feels worth it when Harry’s lips widen into a grin and the dimple that Louis finds quite charming craters into his cheek. Who knows, maybe it won’t be as awkward as you think, Louis thinks to himself and follows Harry to where Oliver is watching a chef with a loud laugh show the pup how to sculpt with chocolate. Maybe this time it’ll work out.

Or Louis is a single mom, Harry is a pastry chef, and Oliver just wants his mom to be happy. With a teaspoon of love and a sprinkle of fate, the three might just find a home in each other.

you go undercover (you cross your fingers) by forthetherapy / @forthetherapyy (omegaverse, falling in love, kid fic)

When they reach the top of the steps, Harry puts the buggy down gently. “Thank you,” Louis says. “My hero.” Harry laughs. “You don’t need rescuing,” he says. or louis didn’t think that motherhood would be easy, but he certainly wasn’t prepared for just how challenging it would be. he also wasn't prepared for a certain alpha called harry appearing each time he needs help until accepting is no longer a difficult thing to do.

Rogue by Laventriloque (omegaverse, falling in love, past abuse)

Werewolf AU 'cause there aren't enough already :)

“No, Liam! How many times do I have to… before you finally… NO WAY … a rogue in our pack?… cannot trust him … don’t care to know him … have enough members to worry about.”

He hears more indistinct shouts before he hears pretty clearly: “His own pack didn’t want him!”

Sitting here, his precious bag between his feet and everyone in the room looking at him, some with pity, some with disdain, some with curiosity, Louis feels like someone squeezed his heart in their hands and isn’t letting it go. He wills his head to stay up high and his posture to stay confident. He will not flee the room. He will not let that stupid lump in his throat get the better of him. He will stay here until Liam returns. He will take the rejection in stride and move on. Like he’s been doing all his life."

Louis is a rogue Omega who's suffered through rejection and abuse for the biggest part of his life. He stumbles onto the Styles pack, quite possibly the kindest one he's ever met.

What Are You Running From? by polasteroids (omegaverse, falling in love, past abuse)

Louis is a smart, self-sufficient omega that’s quick on his feet and running from his past, but when a new alpha finds his way into his life, he is unsure if trusting him would be yet another mistake in a long line. One thing he does know, though, is that as secrets, lies and people of the past work their way into the complicated intertwining of Louis and Harry, it is up to them to either face their fates heads held high or crumble beneath them.

[littledemonlorne]

A Chance to Heal (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/248399024-a-chance-to-heal?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=mstiqueb4be&wp_originator=eq2g5%2FlymYLYRyZFILGf5mBKbGDqdbbH73bv3%2BUkEbNJAX%2BcTkIG0X4lzNLtl2pXoozasmlCL5W%2FQC3VquS4mmRHxVaTbS8XkoifMyIWu4Lv%2FWB73ec1sQHzIMsMJoOY It was difficult to put her past behind her. All the pain, anger, and betrayal. Kathryn felt she was on the right track. That was until someone from her past is back. Someone she thought she'd never see again. Now things're going to change. Possibly for the worse.

[autumnkellywrites]

The Simulated Reality of Cattle - Eight: An Old Woman with a Wall of Screens (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1375573620-the-simulated-reality-of-cattle-eight-an-old-woman?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=AutumnKellyWrites&wp_originator=nZSyO7pT8e3rRdFdklwMNXln1hTw0vvqxLmIzTKuZnc7gNny5jDdFz5uy7ZCD4U5FeON5t%2BgGqVkmn2TPGMxIOgch9MohyXcQ%2Bv2dlQ5kB1e0m9IZs5Vop9kOGAESulJ 

 Ronnie has always been skilled at finding the truth, even in the strangest of places. While looking into a mystery involving strange tattoos on dead bodies, she discovers that it may be linked to her son's death. 

 Through a series of unexpected incidents, Ronnie awakes to find herself far from everything she has ever known. She never expected to find herself on a spaceship but that is the least of her worries. 

Please read tags for trigger warnings. This is rated 'Mature'.

[okami-avalon]

[Mormor. Teenlock. AfterLife. PastAbuse. Sorry for my English in advance. We can continue via email if you like. :33 vaticancameos@outlook.es ]

Jim Moriarty woke up abruptly in the middle of the night. He was feeling terrible pain in his head. The Irish boy tried to think about the last thing he remembered. The St Barts Hospital. The Roof. The end of the game. Sherlock. All was going according to his plan. The plan he and his sniper had been talking about for months. But then...

'...Oh, I may be on the side of the angels, but don’t think for one second that I am one of them. '

And his worst nightmares became true. The Consulting Detective knew about it. About him. About his pressure point. And with all that implied... He didn't have any options. He couldn't even say goodbye to Sebastian, who was probably watching everything from the front building. He knew what he had to do. 'As long as I’m alive, you can save your friends; you’ve got a way out...Well, good luck with that.'  After saying those last words to Sherlock Holmes, he took the gun and shot himself...

Moriarty had never been afraid of death. But he didn't ever imagine that he would just go back in time. Back when he was just a teenager, to the exact moment where he was still thinking about killing Carl Powers for bullying him, his first step to building his criminal organization

But not only that. He was back on time. The time when he needed to survive.

Survive at the school. From the students, who liked to torment him for some reason. Survive at home with his father, who used to beat him up almost every day.

Survive on his own, sometimes not being able to eat, because he didn't have any money, or cause of his bullies. Sometimes sleeping in the cold streets to avoid being beated up again at home...

Of all the moments from his past, coming to that one was the worst one. 

But the good thing was that now he had an adult mind. He knew better how to handle most of those situations. 

Now, after weeks later, he was in one of the boring classes of his high school, watching the sky through the window with his chin resting on his hand, while the teacher was talking, something about a new kid joining the class, about to introduce him. But Jim wasn't listening; he was thinking about what could have happened in the future. About his organization. About Sherlock. About the last moments of his previous life. About his sniper. And mostly about how he was going to change the future now. He was completely lost in his thoughts, just when a boy behind him was about to hit him on the head with one of the books on purpose.

[sayahs-corner]

Secrets Don't Make Friends (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/310982754-secrets-don%27t-make-friends?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=sayah1112&wp_originator=KpRJmdrePVn7xs8Yk8KEKo5jNFdNKizNEn0HLUp5GWVf5aGij265pCCzNw%2FWeB5e51L5AMWbBeuSva40NRcGDWGGzcBsQmaBUcPz37bgrgDmNMh%2BzSczWj8C8QrRWD8W Tony Stark has a secret. Several, in fact. Outed to the world as an Omega, he finds himself stuck between a rock and a hard place. His only hope at salvation rests upon the strong shoulders of a certain Captain Steven Rogers. The problem? Rogers hates his guts.

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>>>>omg guys I did a thing

[alexis-draws]

A Humerus Time (rewrite) - Chapter 1: Snow naps (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1046212021-a-humerus-time-rewrite-chapter-1-snow-naps?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Bu7ItRefused&wp_originator=nvMAXFIHCuwwRGECSONuoydwLuIO7kW8PhHgqgjsxq7yqB8BX%2BaKABwtRwY1haE5%2FI68UthsUWh8t19YIjHwH5SJRxtmc9CLdLZtwCSg67RhWNFFkpLmMlnsQMFkschl You didn't really understand what had happened. One minute you're taking a nap in the snow, the next you wake up in a house full of very familiar-looking skeletons from different games, You were already stressed out with trying to find out how you had gotten there in the first place, you didn't need the added stress of finding out that you were the soulmate to all of them coming in and facepalming you when you were already knocked on the ground. --- Rewritten because of plotholes and bad writing. (Black will now be named Razz to match fellswap)

[honeyimthedevil]

Please, leave

Guess who had a mental breakdown. Let me help you, it was me. So here you go, a story coming from my emotions. Yes, the devil has emotions. Enjoy.

Word count: 450 Trigger Warning: break up, mentions of self harm, mentions of past abuse, bad arguing

Peter turned around and stared Tony dead in the eye. “Why can’t you just try to understand?” he screamed. “I tried,” Tony yelled back, “I tried everything to understand! But it seems like I just can’t” “It’s not that you can’t, Tony, it’s that you don’t want to” “I don’t want to,” Tony’s voice turned deadly calm, “I changed my life completely for you, so we can be happy,” his voice started wavering and his eyes became glossy, “I’ll do everything for you, and I do everything to make you happy, even if that means I’m not” “Do you really think you do everything to make me happy? Because I don’t think so. Where were you every time I asked you to come upstairs so we can just do something together? Why do you come to bed at three in the morning?” Peter asked. “I do it so you can be pleased, so I can make money and buy you everything you want, I do it so you can be happy, Peter!” “I’M NOT HAPPY, TONY!” “I tried everything, everything to please you. What else do you want me to do?” Peter shook his head. “You can’t do anything. I know that you don’t love me anymore” “What? Peter, what the hell are you talking about? I love you! I’ll never stop loving you” “Stop lying to me, Anthony. You know what, sometimes I just understand why your father hit you” Peter said, looking straight at his eyes. Tony took a step back, pained expression on his face. A tear rolled down his cheek. “Leave” he said, looking away from Peter. “With pleasure” the young man disappeared in the darkness of the corridor. He returned with a suitcase. “Goodbye Tony” he reached for the elevator button.

“Wait” the man called out. He took a small box from the drawer under the TV. He observed it a few times. “Take this. I won’t need it anymore” Peter took the box and opened it. He looked back at Tony, who was sitting on the couch, staring at the wall, expression blank. “I’m sorry, Tony” “Please, leave” Peter pushed the button. A few seconds later the elevator opened and Peter stepped in. He looked at Tony as the doors closed and the machine started moving down. Tony stood up, walking to his workshop. He locked the door, leaving him with himself. He didn’t let anyone in, not anymore, not after Peter. He couldn’t let anyone else hurt him. But he was a bad person in his own eyes. That’s why he hurt himself. So he can be tortured and eaten from the inside out, by his own mind.

[aftgficlibrary]

Any fics where the Foxes (or Trojans) go to Pride? 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

hello, here’s what i found! :)-Scout

faking it by flybbfly (T | 24,037 | 4/4)

After being photographed together, Neil and Andrew decide to roll with the rumors that they’re dating.

Some Rainbows are Gold and Red by KazBrekker_morelike_KazWrecker (G | 1,405 | 1/1)

Jean and Jeremy go to Pride and fluff ensues

out & proud by kayxpc (G | 1,417 |1/1)

Same sex marriage is finally legalized in Germany and the foxes come to support Nicky and Erik! Lots of love and happiness in this fic, angst who?

a glimmer of hope like an exhale of smoke in the sky by modernpatroclus (T | 1,586 | 1/1)

Prompts: Andreil talk about Neil's mother's abuse + Holy shit but andreil at a pride event

[lovelyoneirataxia]

ineffable hatred - ineffable hatred: oneshot (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/KQPEsBWuQU the enemies to friends to lovers/fake dating au that no one asked for. The story of James and Kate, two college students who are trying to start fresh in New York City. Both have their demons - will they help each other through it, or let their hate for one another get in the way of what could be the start of a beautiful relationship? trigger warning: sexual assault, past self harm and abuse.

[brokenbitchybby]

I Just Want to Feel Safe

[stitchup]

Song: Candle Queen

Annabellas Past

Part 1/?

[indiloveslarry]

The lonely Starbucks guy L. S. Mpreg - Engaging love making ! (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/UiNb/wxEYwvBmlK Au where Louis has been single for quite some time, he's fed up with being alone when all his mates are seeing someone or even married. He had been with his best friends Liam and Niall who spend the entire day nagging about how Louis should find someone and find a date to the wedding he needs to go to in a month from now. He entered a Starbucks right after hanging up with his mum who again reminded him to find a date to his sisters wedding. "ARE THERE ANY GAY GUYS IN THIS STARBUCKS?!" He yelled out of pure desperation, the entire mass of people stopped moving and talking. All of them staring at Louis as if he was insane, slowly a guy with brown curly hair raised his hand timidly. Credit to my friend @larryislouisxharry for making the cover to me Credit to priceofsalts (on tumblr) for the idea

[theredpilgrim]

#healingfromemotionalabuse #reikiforselfcare #artforabuse #healingfromhiddenabuse #recoveringfromabuse #recoverywarriors #recoverfrompast #pastabuse #tinyart 3x4 inches.year 2019 #healingartistindia #smallartbigimpact #smallsizedart #artforemotionalalchemy #sigilsandsymbols #artforsymbollovers #modernhealingart #artistofthespirit #artthatheals https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz2sgnGlsPr/?igshid=1uewpvf62dam2

[geekdogsndid]

They’re not sorry if they keep ignoring you & doing the same things to hurt you. That’s not love or a healthy relationship, it’s abuse. The best apology is changed behaviour, otherwise they care more for themselves than hurting you. . . #relationships #therapy #thoughts #reminiscing #pastabuse #relationshipadvice #love #toxicrelationships #toxicfriendships #toxicpeople #counselling #totd #instamood #adulting #divorced #single #happy #emotionalintelligence #dissociativeidentitydisorder #depression #ptsd #cptsd #keeptalkingmh https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHQNHZHsmO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=y4kb3v6es51p

[yjsgf]

not this fanfic tag saying #pastabuse and i was like pasta abuse???? the mafia???