#papyrus im so sorry youre my favorite character

[havockingboo]

Was listen to the EC AU YT playlist again specifically ‘It Was Futile-vivivivivi’ and ‘.flow OST-Neon World’ & ‘The Sewers’

[twinpancake236]

Im sorry i just have to rant about this

Why can’t anyone get a good interpretation of Horror Sans like he’s not even that unpopular, yet i can’t find any good content of him. Not only is the actual made content very limited, most content (the following statements will be extremely exaggerated, stereotyped and generalized) is either “omg i luv you im a gentle papa bear UwU” or “i’m a mad yandere cannabalist (i spelled that wrong but whatever) and a psychotic sadist who has an obsession with eating human flesh” like no he’s neither bro is just your average, starving, psychotic hungry guy who starves himself so that his brother can eat and because he believes eating human children is wrong and an impractical way of doing things and surviving, this man is a sadist who loves Aliza’s tears and screams of terror because he’s BORED OUT OF HIS MIND. Important note: HE HAS NEVER EATEN HUMAN FLESH. He has mood swings, probably bipolar disorder, nobody ever fucking considers it or expresses it in fanfiction. And what about his dark humor that is slightly uncanny, creepy and concerning? Or how he’s such an unreliable narrator? Like my guy is either purposefully lying, misinformed, having a psychotic episode or telling either the whole or half-bent truth. Horror is the closest thing Aliza got to a hint system up until now.

And another very important thing, HORROR JUST DOESNT EAT. Like how many times has he been offered something to eat in the comics and he just went like “nah you should give that to my bro” i think the only time he actually ate something is when Aliza gave him the ketchup bottle at the end of book 1

Speaking of his brother, have you noticed that Horror is not all over Papyrus anymore? It’s like a hate-love relationship almost, it’s very weird. Horror also doesn’t seem very concerned when the Dogaressa and the other monster (i dont remember her name) told Horror that his brother was attacked by the human, he almost looks apathetic and unbothered.

Don’t get me wrong i love the “gentle” part, (it’s always very good fluff that i enjoy reading-) it’s just that it doesn’t have Horror Sans’ personality traits that make this particular Sans AU my favorite. All of Horror’s character traits are wiped and replaced and it’s just so sad, so now im writing shit myself.

[luna-purple454]

What is your Favorite Character from each of those medias you have listed on your pinned post?

AHEJSHGWJDVRHEB IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T SEE THIS I DONT USUALLY GET ASKS-

Harry Potter: Hedwig deffo, little owl guys cute. And maybe Sirius Black (maybe it's just cause of his name but still-)

Rick and Morty: Rick, I hate the bastard but he really is an interesting character tbh. But a total asshole.

PJO: Percy deffo 100℅ prob a bit overrated but like, he's so interesting and stupid and silly scary like "ooOOooo I like BLUE that is my DIET my (2nd) LOVE and my LIFE. Oh yah I also killed like, a titan b 4 lmaooo."

Ninjago: Kai my idiotic, lovable fool. Hot-headed mf with a backstory so unknown that I could basically make my own for him.

GS: Geronimo Stilton, cause tbh the rest of the cast are unbearable (but Benjamin's pretty ok tho ngl). Like, the only reason he got a crush on Petunia is cause she's one of the nicer ones, and she did her own bs to him.

Encanto: Bruno. Ik, overrated, but still. Rat man.

Undertale: Papyrus my beloved, silly, goofy, probably knows more than he lets on, fav skeleton.

Edit: I forgot to mention that for Animator VS Minecraft, my fav is Green. He's just a musical dude who gave Purple (second fav) a chance to redeem like yessss. Redemption that sticks ass so hard they become good.

[mewmewkissycutie02]

Mad Mew Mew is an amazing addition to undertale and i'm personally SO glad she's in the game. She's full of life just like every single character Toby Fox writes, personally I love the fact that we have a ghost possessing an anime catgirl animatronic that not only loves ska music but CANONICALLY skanks, loves knives and violence, is a video game streamer, is completely chaotic and unhinged and CUTE and we love her for it <3 not to mention she just. lives in papyrus's and sans' sink??? like she just ..floated in. do u think they know? are they friends?

also im very biased because my personal favorite characters in the pc version of undertale are alphys, mettaton, undyne, and napstablook and she just fits in perfectly like a missing puzzle piece bringing everyone together and UGH . i jst love her me and every other winter alarm clock dialogue enjoyer are waiting Patiently for it to be released. (this will never happen).

She is the only character that you can defeat through fighting in a true pacifist ending of undertale, because you cannot truly kill her, just destroy the vessel she's inhabiting, which is honestly really tragic because you spend the whole battle listening to her talk about how much she loves this body and that she finally for once in her life feels like "herself". she even has a sprite for this* and she promises to get revenge on you . she's easily the most tragic character in the true pacifist ending and i love her so dearly . she struggles with a lot of the same family issues as mettaton, and i absolutely love to hate the dramatic irony of her rivalry with him. the way she thinks about him when she finds that humanoid dog statue??? stop it. im gonna cry. as someone who ADORES mettaton and all four of the ghost cousins honestly she gives their whole family dynamic a lot more depth <3 also here's that sprite :

also??? her dynamic with burgerpants?!? im sorry but im Obsessed. like im praying we get more of them together in deltarune they are so . "The guy working there is SUCH a creep, it's not even funny! He just kept STARING! Like you've never seen a pretty girl… … turn her head around 270 degrees? While, cutting all the pictures of your boss, out of the menu? And replacing them, with pictures, of herself? It's absolutely normal for girls to do that is what I'm saying." they both hate (its Complicated) mettaton and hate each other i think they could create the worst duo in the whole of the underground. not in a ship way to be clear. i dont want to be seen as a dirty shipper (joke)

and the dynamic between her and the Lovers™ (who else but alphys + undyne?) is so good like we all get it every sapphic bitch in the underground wants undyne carnally (nonsexual) "Well, if she's got somebody else… THEN YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO TO THEM!?? I'LL RESPECT THEM!!!! I'LL RESPECT THEIR RELATIONSHIP!!! HAHAHA!!! HAPPY FOR HER!! NOTHING BUT THE BEST!!! BEST OF LUCK!!!" in her very short amount of onscreen time she not only establishes that she is Down Bad for her but also extremely respectful of their relationship which isnt something we get in a lot of media!! especially not for lgbt+ relationships lol.

not to MENTIONN. im sorry i know i keep going off on tangents but there is literally so much to love about her. her dynamic with alphys is insane. she stole alphys prized possession and also im going off on a limb here but alphys definitely has ptsd which makes the scene where she pretends the doll is possessed is so much worse (in a good way.) like . with all the true lab shit imagine her FEAR when she goes "That white box? Pretty sure this body interfaces with it somehow! There's some Mew Mew game on there, where if you press the controller… It makes my body's voice box speak in response to what's onscreen! Alphys was using it trying to find this body right when I, er, took it over! I could hear her footsteps approaching as she kept tapping the X button… I crouched in the corner, trying to cover my mouth and voicebox, but… My body kept yelling 'Right here! I'm right here, mew!' Finally, when she was just about to turn the corner and see me… I stood up and shouted with my own voice. 'I'M RIGHT HERE, MEW!' She fainted." like . i jsut want everyone who's reading this to picture this situation with her trauma in mind. its pretty awful and i love it <3 but alphys is still like. totally here to support her and fix up her body if she ever needs it ? another reason alphys is a queen but this post isnt about her sorry

As someone who's played undertale over 100 times on the switch port (#autism) even though she's a skippable character i make sure to visit her every single route because she's so FUN! Her battle mechanic is super enjoyable and her dialogue is really fun too. and yes. shes trans. thats pretty cool too. but personally i feel more seen by the whole. catgirl rude girl? like. ska is so good. i think every character should be more like Her : obsessed with alternative music, combat, bloodlust, and destruction. but just like mettaton she has way more to her character than being trans and i wish everyone could give her credit where credit is due!!!! plus every single toby fox character is written with so much love like i genuinely dont understand how you could think that a toby fox character isnt deserving of its own dedicated fan base. like have you seen sans. papyrus. Mettaton, even?

Okay but do you like Mad Mew Mew for reasons other than the fact she's trans? Or is she only your favorite because she's an easy way to start arguments with transphobes online? Do you only like her because she makes the little wasps in your brain that crave the adrenaline rush of righteous anger feel fed rather than finding a healthier outlet than discoursing shitty people who's minds you're never going to change?

[leshyleaf]

No question, just wanna say you make the best Flowey content in this fandom, also I love his friendship with Papyrus especially in your work <3

wow no way!?! this is such a huge compliment and it means so much to me, gosh ty! They’re my favorites so I’m really really glad that I can do em justice hahahsd

Here r some unfinished floral sketches I never posted, just 4 u 💞

But yeah, I’ve always been really interested in papyrus’s and flowey’s friendship(?) dynamic, it just seems like they had something complicated but special, yk? I think a lot of ppl see papyrus as temperamental, but in reality I don’t think that’s actually true? He gets annoyed at extremely specific things, but you can make flowey SO MAD or so scared, and no matter what u say or do to papyrus he never gets offended, and never dislikes you. Your choices concerning papyrus almost never matter. I think the only true friend flowey could’ve had is someone like that really, because flowey has no empathy and no filter…he’s stuck in a childlike mindset, and is soulless to boot. I don’t think that makes him unable to feel…he helps toriel when she collapses in the ruins (see the alarm clock dialogue) and he seems sad and confused when you spare him.

I really just think he lacks empathy now, which would be something that I think monsters as a species would not be used to (they’re all so kind), especially bc he used to be one of the kindest. I think that abrupt, violent change in your empathetic capability would make anyone (especially a child) confused and hurt…I believe he thinks that he can’t feel anything about anyone, but that’s not actually true. I just think he’s traumatized. His life went so fucking wrong so fast, his best friend and sibling died, he died, and then was given godlike time powers. That’s not a good recipe for well-adjusted child.

In typical flowey fashion, he betrays papyrus in true pacifist, and aludes to messing around with him when he had the ability to reset, but names him as his favorite, and seems to know more about him than even his own brother (see the official undertale tumblr ask thingy) Papyrus is canonly really good with kids. He is the only character we battle that does not kill frisk. Every single one of his puzzles are harmless, and the ones that aren’t, he puts away or just uses on himself (still not sure that electric maze mishap was truly accidental…). he traps you in a cage that is totally 100% escapable, and praises you when you do…he goes on a funny little date with you…it just seems like he’s trying to get this kid to laugh and smile.

He even gives you his number so he can assist you in your journey through the underground…and answers in every single room where there is reception. I think flowey deserves/needs a friend like this. Someone patient (most of the time lol), understanding, and forgiving. Someone who’d see the sadness behind your emotional cactus exterior and start a fan club for you to cheer you up. Someone who believes you can do better, literally no matter what. Someone goofy and exuberant he can just be a kid with. Someone who can take any insult and turn it back around on the little shit who threw it at him.

Ok I could write about this forever lmao Im so sorry. I just think they’re neat.

[stitchwork-madness26]

BIRTHDAY HEADCANNONS 3 OF 4

Characters: phobos,tricky,dr. Hofnarr, jebus, and dr. Christoff

Notes:i legit didnt have time to finish this part and part 4 before my birthday ended but its not stopping me!!!!

Also jebus/dr. Christoffs parts are platonic. Im sorry.

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Phobos

He most likely found out from some employees talking to each other

"Birthday? Why would a mortal even care of that? Its like any other day" proceeds to immediately care about it and plan

And let me tell you this god complex papyrus will treat you like royalty!

Makes you take the day off and wont let you lift a finger

You ask for something he will order someone to give it to you

Unless its affection from him then he would drop everything without other people knowing, he still has a reputation to keep

You will get the richest chocolate cake

"Happy birthday love of my life" he mumbles. "What was that last part?" "You heard NOTHING" he proceeds to get flustered under the wrappings, you definitely heard it 😊

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Dr. Hofnarr

I imagine he always knew by how you act during the start of the month. (Or end of the previous month if you was born on the 1st)

Just to make sure on what specific day he does ask as casually as he could

Once he gets the proper date he does try and plan

But it does distract him from his work and gets in trouble over it by jeb

Once the day comes he immediately surprises you with a cake! With those joke candles that relights themselves every time you blow them out

He also gave you a cute music box as a gift

It plays your favorite song 😊

He also does your work for you despite your protests, he does not want you to work on your special day

He may pull a all nighter and fall asleep on his desk because of this

You probably should make him some coffee the next morning

Bonus:

Tricky

Yknow those super over the top sweet 16 birthday parties in tv shows? Thats basically what he does for you

Except its apocalypse style

Dis mf would legit toss confetti around singing happy birthday to you

He cant get you a cake....but he somehow gots COOKIEZ

if you knew him when he was dr. Hofnarr he would most likely try and dance with you as the old music box plays

Don't expect it to be graceful he probably will step on your feet by accident from his twitching and fast pacing

"Clown sorry!"

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Dr. Christoff

It depends on how long you knew him

Like if you knew each other since you was kids then he always knew your birthday

If you met at work and knew eachother for maybe several years then he got curious and ask because you never celebrated your birthday

He does make some sort of effort like a casual happy birthday

He frankly didnt have time to get you a present but certainly gave you a slice of cake or some other desert

He does not take all your work away like hofnarr but will help you with it so it will be done faster

May or may not pull a big friendship speech out of nowhere

Bonus:

Jebus

Dis man legit gave you a halo wrist band as a gift

So you can defend yourself and not die

Cuz my god you went through several life threatening situations per week

On purpose

"Can you please stop running head 1st into bandit camps now?" Jeb asked annoyed "not a chance" was your answer.

[vsa-pieldepapel]

Charisk anon again, sorry I keep talking about UT, but uhhhhh. I feel like sans has the weirdest relationship with frisk. Like, sans knows something is up and kinda knows about the time travel thing. Kinda knows that they’ve killed the underground. Definitely knows they’ve saved the underground. Sometimes they talk to themself or act briefly like someone else. They flinch at inane things, like ketchup spills, or comments about beautiful weather. He kind of loves them. Is very afraid of them, too.

They’re also able to see through his facade, which is terrifying. They know him better than he knows them, which is a difficult thing to do. But they’ve had more time to figure it out than he has, haven’t they? They’ve been able to try again, and again, and again. What happens when they get bored?

So here he is, trying to appease this child who has the whole timeline in their hands.

Would you still love me if I told you I dont really care about sans sjdjshdjshd……… He and papyrus were probably my least favorite of the entire UT cast and I like sans mostly in the context of… Soriel, not really Frisk… haha (gets sniped)

Im still posting this because other people could enjoy the concept enough to write it as an existential horror oneshot (vibe I got from it at least) and its definitely cool even if I dont have that much to say about it… unrelated sperg below after the sans slot. Thank you for still sharing your ideas charisk anon, listening to new takes on stuff is always cool even if I have no strong opinions on it!

Maybe it’s because I treat each run as a separate incident, instead of treating the default timeline as having hundreds of resets on it. I think your idea is interesting, but I don’t have much to add on it because I rarely think about the timeline stuff outside of the context of it being meta commentary on the player

<autism_infodump> (meta analysis-wise i find Toby fox’s penchant for guilt tripping the player for playing and replaying the game intriguing) I extricate myself as a player from undertale, treat the player as a faceless entity (sorry Toby I know you wanted me to self insert but I cannot)… when you’re not in the Videogame anymore, and try to write stories about the characters with a firm fourth wall, it becomes strange to implement without direct interaction to allow for the meta commentary (all I state here in my perspective)

Consider how all the implications of genocide ingame because you made the choices that led there, insisting on continuing despite the different points you could turn back at… versus a fanfic, third person, where you did nothing to instigate the narrated circumstances, only observe the events… that’s what I mean. Your direct responsibility changes the emotional punch, Toby fox takes full advantage of the added layer of involvement you have with the media (another game that does this masterfully is Spec Ops: The Line for example)

watching genocide route/snowgrave videos I still oof because you can sympathise with the plight of the characters and Toby is very meticulous about making you care for them (precisely to make you suffer or be happy for them) but I think the blow is different when you are the one triggering these sequences, and third person changes how you process it </autism_infodump>

[peaterookie]

I FORGOT ABOUT THE POKEMON MYSTERY DUNGEON AU NOOO OMG OK.I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THESE

IMPULSIVE MASTERPOST TIME!! ABOUT ALL MY AUS

Merman Lupin 🐟

obviously we've talked much about merman lupin, my favorite child. if you havent caught up on them please check out these two!! posts!!

Swap AU 🔄

its like underswap but with lupin that's crazy. here's a minipost about it. i might rework some shit but here's a basic rundown of who's swapping roles with who

Lupin 🔄 Goe

Jigen 🔄 Fujiko

Zenigata 🔄 Melon ig??

there's genuinely not a sixth recurring character to use sorry..

Demon Angel AU 😇😈

these emojis are funny

this one is just kinda. there. im not interested in making it a thing i just kinda like making cool designs. funnily enough, the demon lupin is my pfp all this time, that's kinda how it started. then i naturally got goemon tied up in this as per usual and made him an angle

here's their designs i literally changed nothing for lupin ong

goemon imo is fire though. the rundown of this story is that goemon is tasked to fucking kill lupin!!! but he keeps failing because hes stupid and lupins just like haha ur funny woww then silly things ensue. jigens also there and hes also a demon but he can turn into like a hellhound. yeah i just made this up on the fly haha

ok so the other lupin fallen angel au is genuinely shitty so let's not even talk about it lets skip to the omori one!!!

OMORI AU 🪻🌌

I DONT. KNOW WHY I MADE THIS.HELP BUT NGL ITS PRETTY COOL

SPOILERS FOR OMORI GAME IF YOU WOULD LIKE NO SPOILERS PLEASE SCROLL DOWN TO THE NEXT AU OK HERE WE GO

ok!! so i remember i made a drawing for this but it really wasnt the concept i was truly going for yknow?

the idea is this:

omori/sunny - jigen 🌷

kel - lupin 🌵

hero - zenigata 🌹

aubrey - melon 🪻

basil - goemon 🌻

mari - fujiko 🪷 (ik this isnt the flower but its the closest to lily ok)

so yeah this story jigen is the one that kills fujiko (my friend and i made a joke that jigen did it on purpose cuz yknow. we love to joke that jigen hates fujiko) it kinda works like typical omor so you can just imagine the rest. yeah i wasnt that creative with this .

you can even imagine it as a super unserious story and goemons the only sane human that's traumatized by all of this. the poor guy he cant catch a break in any universe HELP if anyone wants to steal this idea? go wild baby

SPOILER ENDS

Cookie Run AU 🍪

this shall be saved for a future post. just know that i am COOKING (haha get it? post here

Undertale AU ❤️

woooaoaaooa sorry

this was a joke au tbh did you really think i assigned everyone a charac-yes

yes i did. sorry worm

SPOILERS FOR UNDE- no i don't care. its undertale

frisk - jigen im sorry for giving you the blank slate i genuinely didnt know where to put you

flowey/asriel - lupin jr. (i wanted to give him some feeling of relevance

toriel - fujiko for obvious reasons

asgore - lupin yeah he murders children. typical day man

sans - melon cop giving you a bad time

papyrus - zenigata

undyne - goemon. goemoncore

alphys - kyosuke mamo ong

mettaton - pycal. yeah.

chara - that girl lupin jr was with i forgot her name....

uh i guess gaster can be gnome mamo thatd be funny

PMD Sky AU ☁️ ��️

i genuinely almost forgot about this

i remember fixating a bit on the pmd universe during december 2022 and so i made this drawing to accompany lupin month (which i failed miserably at

let me summarize the plot for this decade old game

*inhales*

you wake up in the pokemon world and realize you have turned into a pokemon! meaning you were human before!? ur pokemon partner finds you on the beach, traumadumps on you, then you get assaulted, and your partner forces you to join a guild with them because they have social anxiety. then time travel gets involved and this grovyle dude starts stealing time gears and people think hes trying to stop time!! but no!! he's trying to prevent it!! and then this dusknoir guy who you thought was a good guy stops being good and is working under dialga who wants to stop time !! and then you, your partner, and grovyle gets sent to the future and everything's shit so you find shiny celebi to go back to the present and stop the world from paralyzing!!!! also you find out that when you were a human you were friends with grovyle and when you and grovyle went back to the present you lost ur memory and turned into a pokemon (cuz time stuff)

*exhales* whew.

ok yeah, so to put this in a lupin context, lupin(zorua) and jigen(murkrow) are the protag and partner, who joined the guild purely cuz jigen had nothing going on in his life and lupin convinces him that the cool rock he found could lead to cool stuff if they join the wigglytuff guild and stuff

(uhm i havent really figured out who would be wigglytuff sooo yeah hes there as a placeholder)

when the Shit Goes Down, they meet fujiko(vulpix) who is the grovyle of this au and they think she's the bad one due to zenigata's (who stays as dusknoir) manipulation.

and goemon is the shiny celebi, if you dont know celebi has a crush on grovyle and grovyle's also shipped a lot with dusknoir so its kinda like a cute goemon x fujiko x zeni couple hehe

if we wanna go in depth with my pkmon choices, i picked zorua for lupin because it is a pokemon capable of disguising as anything. jigen is a murkrow because of the hat and their tendency to follow. fujiko is a vulpix because it feels right for her to be a red fox. also ninetales just didn't feel right. goemon and zeni kept the og pokemon because i felt that it fits. also celebi's the only other pokemon aside from dialga that can time travel, so there wasn't much of an option to begin with.

...that was a lot! but i just remember another au. the LAST au hopefully trust

Kirby AU ⭐

woaw!!

there's no extra info or kirby lore needed to understand this au. they still steal shit, they're just kirby characters now!

in the drawing i have right here, lupin is a waddle dee because of their monkey-like appearance. but I've changed him to a key dee after that drawing because they unlock doors and are much more monkey-like than original waddle dees.

jigen is a waddle doo. there's no deep reason for this, he just really fits as a doo.

goemon is the same species as meta knight. they're both swordsmen so i decided to go with that. i tried keeping the knights notif for his design but with a more japanese feel, still partially hiding his face, and giving him gloves and shoes. i imagine before he became friends with lupin his body would look much more similar to the knight characters.

oh my god ok im gojng to sleep now

to date me you have to defeat my 7 evil lupin aus

[wingsofivory]

Things about Bonely Hearts club

So I played through the intro demo of the game (https://gamejolt.com/games/bhc/538663 by @bonelyheartsclub), and there are a few things i want to rave about. You see, I'm a small detail sort of person, so its the small things with me. I’ll it it under a keep reading for spoilers, and because i will be mentioning some theories my brain came up with at the end.

So one: BLACK! i love him, and that's only partially because of @improvidence318 voicing him. his dialogue is my favorite, and to be honest he’s always been my favorite and my type.

2: and this is the beginning of my detail raving: how boss’ expression barley changes. i know its a weird one, but even in the scene selection screen where you can see the characters neutral portraits and a secondary happy/ embarrassed portrait, only his eyes changed. I think that just goes great with his character.

3. another interesting one to like, but at the end i chose stretch/ black (of course) the first time when sans asked, and he proceeded to threaten me. I liked that (sorry sans, gonna take more that that to scare me). i liked that quite a bit (only for story reasons, and totally not for any other ones.) 

4. the nuance in the designs, but especially in Ash. the fang is the cutest, i like his eyelights, he’s wearing overalls. its great. they are pretty diverse despite being literally the same person. which brings me to number 5.

5. the voices. They all fit the characters so well. they are similar in some slightly subtle ways (because of them, once again, technically being the same people) but different enough to easily distinguish them. i think the idea of having different people voice each one was a good decisions, because while voice actors can do multiple voices, i think the differences add to the game.

6. tsunderes. i can sense them.

7. As someone who sucks at talking to people, some of the characters strike a chord with me. sometimes in a ‘i cringe because i see thing that i don't like about myself in this person’ way. sometimes in a ‘honestly that's something i might say so i understand my dude’ way (here's looking to you, Rus).

8. the cursor changes from red to white at some point. i dont know when, why, or if there is any significance. Chances are it is just something to match the theming of human and monster souls (I'm not a red soul, i can tell you that) , and to make it so the curser pops out. but if it does mean something and it changes due to your choices, or if your choices affect what color your soul is and the cursor reflects that, and im not over-analyzing it, I will be gloating about it forever. 

one thing i didn't like is how the track would stop for a second before it looped. it might be a software limitation thing and its honestly not huge, just something i noticed. 

I have one theory, and it has to do with sans and papyrus and their undernet profiles, specifically the fears section. Sans’ fear is the void, and papyrus’ is being forgotten. it took me a bit for my brain to make the connection between the two, mostly because i think being forgotten is a pretty valid fear so I didn't think much about it, but i think their routes might touch on Gaster and the core, and how it affected the two of them.

so I'm excited. I think its great so far, and i cant wait for the full release.

[zeragii]

Well, since we were on the topic of shipping, are there any non-canon ships that you particularly like? Im a huge shipper but with Sans he has so many frickin ships that I honestly don't know who to ship him with. I see him as someone who ships others, but doesnt actually have any feelings for anyone. Also some of his ships are just plain weird, like Sans X Flowey, Sans X Michael Afton (from FNAF) and even Sans X Papyrus. Like, just w h y ( sorry to anyone who ships these but I'm not a fan). Anyways I'm getting off topic. Any non-canon ships you like?

:D Weeeeeell, let me see. Hmmmm. I’m really not much of a shipper in general, not for any particular reason other than that romance isn’t really my cup of tea in the fictions I write or read. ESPECIALLY with all the weird combos out there that I just actively avoid. A lot of ship stories are also rated higher than I usual care for. I’m an adult, yes, but there’s a lot of explicit stuff out there I just have NO interest in reading. But it also has a lot to do with how something is written. I might not go looking for ships, but once in a while a story will sound good and I’ll start reading it and then BOOM! It’s, like, REALLY good. My favorite example is a story called All These Broken Pieces by PaddieFrog on Ao3. It’s basically a story about Toriel realizing slowly that something is wrong with Sans and her having the opportunity to reach out and have him open up to her about his past and the resets. I was so engaged, so entranced, that before I knew it Sans and Toriel were growing from friendship to something more and I was ACTUALLY LOVING IT. And that’s saying a lot, because, like I said, not a shipper. But PaddieFrog writes all of this in such a genuine, detailed, well-paced way that it becomes BELIEVABLE. It’s not just an out of the blue BAM! Ship in your face! It’s like you can actually see these characters go from friends to something more, and by the time it actually happens you’re HOPING for it. But yeah. Can’t tell I like that story at ALL. NOPE. ;) 

So, short answer, no, I don’t have any non-canon ships I like. Because if that were the case, I’d be loving any Sans x Toriel story, and I don’t. It’s more that I appreciate a story that is well written and beautiful, and if it has a ship in it that is well written and honestly good, well, count me in! 

[rosescries]

okay i have to dump my thoughts about things in tsm so far:

mutt and mc? liiiittle more than best friends. like, it's such mutual pining, big puppy love vibes, and they just need to kiss already >:(((

im genuinely living for edge and red being mc's besties in echos and!!! the fact that both of them are coming around to her side in tsm quickly but still naturally is so nice i love! and personally i kinda see their relationship as brotherly, as oppossed to mutt's romance, but!!! whatever happens ill love tbh they're just great in general

ALSO, lunar and grey??? mwah mwah mwah, bestest dudes

g and aster and guns and ace and charmed and lilac??? ahhhh they're just. just. the best. we reeaally need to get to know them because the times they do show up i am!!! very very charmed

also blue and papyrus's friendship!!! i live for that!!! and i love how you actually made them. mature adults that're being manipulated rather than making them childish and naive and stupid like most others would, every good thing is so subtle but it's there and it's so nice when i do notice it!

makes me smile

also ik mc is a kindness soul but she really needs to dropkick taylor at some point. like once black stops simping and sans opens his tired eyes taylor just needs to have an agressive kiss with the concrete

your writing is. splendid to read, everything comes naturally, nothing's too forced, the moods are always clear! beautiful work and i can't wait to see what you do in the future!

remember to take your time, take breaks, take care of yourself while working please! everything is wonderful but i'd hate to know that you feel like you're being forced to take time out of self care to do it. such a wonderful story is worth every read and reread in the world until the next chapter comes out.

you're doing so wonderful! keep up the amazing work

Thank you! I'm happy that you're enjoying!

I love writing character interactions, it's my favorite part. Everyone's definitely going to be friends with Mc before anything even remotely romantic is considered, and even then they'd be hesitant to consider it.

We'll definitely be seeing more of the non-lodge skeletons in the future, they're not going anywhere anytime soon. And Blue and Paps are adults, I think the child-like versions of them are cute but they're just not what I'm interested in. Nor do I find them really realistic in a sense, but to each their own!

Also, Mc isn't going to kick Taylor, I'm sorry! She may deserve it, but I really don't like violence all that much. It and fighting make me very uncomfy. When it's needed it'll come up, but otherwise I'll pass for now.

And an update, it's looking like I will have to end up taking a hiatus for a bit. But we'll really see in a week or two.

[keltii-tea]

Hi!, i dont know if you response this before, but im going to ask it aniway(sorry), I just wanna Say that i love your work, i wanna ask you... what do you think about the undertale ships? What are your favorite ships? What do you think about the undertale characters? What do you think about the fandom of undertale? What do you think about the dreemurr family? Sorry for the bad English. It's okay if you don't answer all the questions.

Hello, friend! Thank you for all your kind compliments, I am grinning to myself like a fool in my room. It means a lot :D

I’ll rapidfire answer your questions!

Undertale ships: UT has such a perfect shipping dynamic, in my opinion - it all seems wonderfully innocent and pure somehow. For specific ships, you know I am 150% down for Soriel at any point. Undyne x Alphys are also amazing. For me, I sort of take these two “couples” (though I personally take Sans as being on the asexuality spectrum, so for him and Toriel it’s more along the lines of an intimate friendship) as a given in most situations. Papyrus also strikes me as being aromantic, so between him and his bro there is fantastic (and much-needed) aroace representation :D

Undertale characters: I love them all more than life itself. Which, for me, is extremely rare to have a whole cast of characters and not a single one that I am not fond of. However, when reading fics, I usually don’t stick around unless Sans plays a major role in the story (because I am Sans trash ugh).

Undertale fandom: I’m pretty new to it, but so far I am pleased with this fandom. I have been met with nothing but support and kindness, for which I am grateful. I am also blown away by the pure imaginative power and the quality creations of this community - between the fan games, fan music, fan comics, art, fiction, etc., etc.... there is just so much to enjoy!

Dreemurr family: Really cute while it lasted, with a very tragic and sad ending :( 

Thank you for the ask!!!

[puppyenergy]

@rickenrolled​ you’re an absolute mad man i love you. here’s all my answers. long ass post beneath the cut

1. Who’s your favourite character from UT?

i love them all but if i had to pick one then chara

2. Who’s your least favourite character from UT?

asgore

3. Your opinion about UT fandon:

very sweet, lots of smart and lovely and creative and gay people. could do without all the transphobes and incest/pedo shippers tho but like, theyre kinda everywhere aren’t they. like flies! smack

4. What’s your favourite quote?

“you never gained LOVE, but you gained love. does that make sense? maybe not.“

5. What’s your favourite soundtrack?

death by glamour

6. Pacifist, neutral or genocide?

pacifist

7. Why did you decide to play UT?

when it came out, my first exposure to it was thru supporting a friend who had recently started a youtube channel and they did a playthru of undertale! i ended up being unable to wait for them to finish it and just went and bought the game myself so i could play it. i was just so invested, i couldn’t wait for them to upload asklghskl

8. Favourite battle?

undyne’s

9. Favourite scene?

GOD I CAN’T CHOOSE JUST ONE SCENE. fuck. you can’t do this to me.

10. Your first letter to Mettaton was:

“legs” probably sldkghsd i don’t remember

11. Your reaction when you saw Omega Flowey for the first time:

VERY SCARED. I LEGIT THOUGHT MY GAME WAS POSSESSED.

12. Your headcanon about Frisk’s gender:

they’re nonbinary but i specifically headcanon them as agender! i also rlly dig genderfluid frisk as well bc same.

13. Which UT character reminds you of yourself?

mostly frisk but also chara and also mettaton

oh and all the dogs

14. Which UT character reminds you of your best friend?

TEMMIE. we are dog and cat solidarity.

15. Would you smooch a ghost?

i already have!

16. Which UT character would be your best friend? Why?

all of them. i will befriend them all.

17. Do you remember your first killed character? Who was that?

toriel ;_; i reset & redid the entire game for her, i felt so bad

18. Did you do sth in game you regret?

killing toriel lmao

19. Which ending was your first?

pacifist!

20. Your favourite land in UT and why: (Snowdin, Waterfall or Hotland)

snowdin is my favorite... it’s just so home-y. i rlly love snow, it brings a lot of happy memories. the christmas aesthetic does as well. and it’s also where you meet sans & papyrus & all the dogs. it’s just such a happy place.

21. Your favourite place in UT and why: (Undyne’s house for example)

i just rlly love snowdin ok. every area in snowdin. i still remember my little gasp!! when i found out that the snow on frisk’s head is always a different shape every time you go thru that slide-y puzzle.

22. Your headcanon about River person’s gender:

“it doesn’t really matter.”

23. Your headcanon about one of the UT characters:

papyrus is nonbinary!

24. Butterscouch or cinnamon pie?

cinnamon!

25. Your opinion/headcanon about six human souls:

i always connect the deltarune characters to the six human souls for some reason. kris is the cyan soul, susie is the purple soul, ralsei is the green soul, lancer is the blue soul, noelle is the yellow soul, and then im not sure who would be the orange soul... ofc only one of them is actually human but that’s always an association i made asdlghsd

26. With who would you go on a date?

none of them tbh sdkglhskdlgha i would go on hangouts with them tho!

27. Marry, fuck, kiss and kill:

marry: napstablook fuck: mettaton kiss: all of them getting kisses from me!!! mwah kill: none :(

28. Do you wanna have a bad time?

no!! i wanna have a fun time. a sillay ol’ time.

29. Your favourite UT au:

there’s this one unfinished comic someone made a while ago i don’t even remember what it was called but it was about two charas or smth??? idek if that counts as an au but tbh that comic is the origin of my love for feral chara

30. Your least favourite UT au:

all of the ones where anyone is misgendered or there’s incest/pedo/abuse in it it just automatically makes it a bad au.

31. Would you want to fall into underground?

i mean, yeah. where’s the hole. i’m on my way.

32. Describe or draw your undersona:

the puppy is specific to dfta

my other undersona is dragon kid. he’s a human & monster fusion with a rough past. he’s also adopted. the cat is his sibling.

33. One reason why you love UT:

toby said Hello LGBT Community

34. One reasom why you hate UT:

frisk’s design is,, u kno

35. If you could choose one type of food from UT, what would it be?

dog salads for days!

36. Your favourite amalgamate:

snowdrake’s mother & endogeny

37. Your headcanon about Gaster: who do you think Gaster is to Sans and Papyrus? (Father, brother, uncle etc)

i like to headcanon him as their dad

38. Your opinion about bad puns:

they’re good, ok.

39. Do you draw fanarts from UT? If yes, then what do you like the most to draw?

yes i do asklghsdkgl i could probably draw chara/frisk/asriel forever and be ok with it

40. Which of human souls fits you the most?

red, baby

41. What would be the first thing you would to show to Sans, Papyrus or the rest of characters in human world? Why?

the stars!!! they’ve been wishing on rocks for too long. time to see the real thing.

42. Which song reminds you of UT or one of the UT characters? Why?

skglhslkhg i make playlists just for this tbh. i have a playlist for mettaton, chara, frisk, asriel, undertale in general, and then one for both chara & frisk. too many songs to talk about rn so here’s the most recent one i added to chara’s playlist:

https://soundcloud.com/serious-url/last-night-on-earth-2

my favorite lyric is “we are horrible but not bad”

43. Your opinion on underloid:

i. i’m not sure what that is askdlghsdk

OH I JUST LOOKED IT UP ITS UNDERTALE VOCALOID??? i’ve never listened to it before but tbh that’s real cool

44. Do you forgive Asgore for what he’s done?

no lol

45. Did you pay for Tem’s college?

I DIDNT, IM SORRY TEM... i just dont have the patience to sell all that residue

46. Have you seen any youtube letsplay of UT?

i swear i’ve seen them all now. i watch them when i need some free serotonin. u_u

47. Do you listen to any fanmade songs? If so, then which are your favourite?

i don’t rlly listen to any but i have a few saved! i rlly love the fucking checker dance & death by glamour mashup

48. What are your favourite theories?

narra!chara if you can even CALL that a theory man it’s literally canon

i also rlly like the theory that ut sans is actually from deltarune, and also maybe a darkner.

49. Who is your favourite enemy? (Not including boss monsters)

LESSER DOG

50. Do you have any headcanons about Chara’s past? (Why they hate humanity, why did they fell to the underground etc)

i think they had some pretty shitty ppl in their life until they met the dreemurrs, probably.

51. Who is your favourite dog?

DONT DO THIS TO ME,

52. What was your reaction to true lab?

fear and a lot of emotion

53. Your fabourite voice acting:

myself sakldhgklsh

54. At the end of pacifist run did you stay with your friends or did you come back to your family?

i always send frisk to stay with toriel bc as their player guardian i would not feel comfortable with myself if i just left a child stranded on their own. it was the same in oneshot. if i’m ur temporary game dad then i’m leaving u in a safe place before the game ends ok.

55. Who is older - Sans or Papyrus?

sans

56. Your OTP(s):

OK LISTEN. GOATBUN,,

also ALPHYNE

57. Your NOTP(s):

any of the incest/pedo ones. especially with fr4ns & ch4sriel i’m gonna get real stabby.

58. Your BROTP(s):

chara/frisk haa

59. Your favourite puzzle:

i like the shooty spaceship ones!

60. Which battle was the hardest for you?

fingers in his ass.... fingers in his ass.... asgore he likes b

61. Did you still hate Flowey after you discovered his true indentity?

i never hated flowey, ok. and also no.

62. The saddest moment:

“the next day.”

“the next day.”

“...”

“the human died.”

63. Which ending is your favourite?

true pacifist, pls

64. How old do you think Frisk is?

9, maybe? i always change my mind on this asdlghsdk. they’re just a baby. age is baby.

65. Any post pacifist run headcanons?

both chara & asriel get revived. always.

66. Your favourite NPC:

the trans woman lionness npc who mettaton gives his dress to

67. Humans or monsters?

both!

68. The funniest situation:

my brain is failing me but i fucking love the idea that frisk is just walking away from undyne during her battle sequence and she’s just CLANK CLANK CLANK in her armor stomping after but ugh has to stop and wait while frisk gets a phonecall and UGH has to check on sans who fell asleep at his post.

AND UNDYNE’S HANGOUT

UGH JUST UNDYNE IN GENERAL I LOVE HER

69. Skeletonfucker, robotfucker, goatfucker or kinkshaming?

listen i KNOW i said i’d fuck mettaton but i’m NOT a robotfucker.

70. When playing for the first time how many candies did you take?

one! i wanted to be a good boy.

but then i just went ham,

71. Did you kill or spare Flowey at the end of the game?

spare and i got emotional with how he reacted

72. If you had to be one of the main characters, which would you choose?

73. If you had to kill one of the main characters which would you choose?

i wouldn’t kill any of them!! i love them all. i refuse.

74. Which character(s) would you like to cosplay?

HMM. i could probably pull off frisk the best.

75. Your favourite Burgerpants’ quote?

[savi-our]

UT/UF Bros and SF/US Papyrus reacting to a crush who is really quiet and doesn't talk much but when you get them started on one of their favourite topics they get too excited they won't shut up? Bonus points if the crush starts to stutter cause of how they excited they get but doesn't even notice

Heya!! Thank you for requesting!! Honestly im so weak for crush!asks and i love this so thank you for bringing this to me :’)

Also my limit is 4 characters per ask, so im only gonna do the UT and UF brs, but if youd like pt. 2 with the other bros make sure to pop by and give me a sign!! :)

I did a little twist for the UF boys, hope you dont mind.

-Undertale-

Sans

Honestly he thinks its so cute??

Like he throws some puns at you about it but hed probably try and find more topics youre passionate about, so that he could get to know more about you + see you so passionate.

I mean like, he’d never allow himself to fall more in love with you, but just seeing you like this makes him so happy.

it kinda even reminds him of his brother in a weird awkward way, since Papyrus is always going off about stuff that he likes.

He think is cool how you just click open about certain topics, and he kinda wishes he had something that he was so passionate about too, though thats probably not gonna happen.

He’s a big ol’ pessimist, sorry about that.

Papyrus

Hed probably just join you in your ranting.

He loves that you opened up so much and he wonders if its because youre finally warming up to him.

Honestly it just makes his day tbh.

If its an activity that youre passionate about, he’ll deffinetly suggest that you go out and do it and if its something hes not familiar with, he asks you to teach him.

When you go back to being shy and quiet, it kinda bums him out a little bit since he assumes its because you dont really like him (??????????????)

He tends to overthink too much since youre so timid, but hes determined to become your friend and thats exactly what he plans on doing.

Probably brings the topic up a lot just to make you open up.

-Underfell-

Red (Sans)

Your timid nature was something new and refreshing for this ol bag a bones, since where he’s from its all straight to the point and all that, its why he even started liking you in the first place.

He loves teasing you for his own amusement (and to gain your attention since the poor soul doesn’t know how else to do that) but when he stumbles upon one of your nerves and you start going off on him, hes honestly shocked into silence.

That is, he actually thinks its super hot and hes lowkey starting to sweat.

It makes him like you even more than he already had, which, in his opinion, is a bad thing.

Youre a nice, shy, timid girl who doesnt deserve a bloke like him hanging off her shoulders all the time.

But at the same time, the fact that you have some fire in you has given him hope. 

Maybe youre not so timid and weak as he thought, maybe you could handle him after all?

Edge (Papyrus)

You two were just going about your business when a rude monster bumped into you.

Edge, sighing and already preparing to dust the monster on the spot is stopped by your sharp words towards the brightly red colored being.

Apparently you had been on your last nerve and you werent taking any more crap from anyone, especially since you overheard this same monster trash talking one of your favorite thing in the whole world.

Now, Edge didnt really like you all that much before, because in his eyes you were just another weak little pathetic human who just waited to be killed. 

But when you completely destroyed the soul who bumped into you, honestly he was just shocked into silence.

Perhaps he had underestimated you?

And if so, then what was this nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach???

It felt like something was tugging at his soul whenever he looked at you, and it was pissing him off.

Only when your voice reached him did it click.

Boy was he not happy.

[withoutcomedy]

❊ I want to roleplay with you 

((Aww I mean, I’m totally down for that. I’m always up for new roleplaying partners, though I might not be the fastest - just to warn you beforehand. I’ve tried to work on my speed recently but still. >.<))

✸ I want to plot with you 

((That’s great because I love plotting! Just jump into my ims or I just jump into your’s. :’) My plotting game hasn’t been that good recently though. I’m sorry :( ))

❋ Your blog is one of my favs 

((Thank you!!! That makes me very happy to hear. <3))

✦ I like seeing you on my dash

((Thank you for that too. ; u ; I hope I don’t annoy you with all of my ooc posts, though.))

@the-lost-adventurer-plum

((I mean I want to roleplay with you too!! Like very badly? :( I miss these two... I want to do something more long-term, too. Something that develops their relationship. And adds some fluff and delicious drama :’) I’m pretty sure we have something open already but if you want to I can write a new starter for you. Maybe we can plot, too, if you are interested in that.)) 

@burmecias-protector

❊ I want to roleplay with you 

((Same here!! I’m glad that you had the courage to jump into my inbox. I love your characters and world-building, even though, so far I only know Thalessa. She is great, though!))

✸ I want to plot with you 

((SAME!! Though right now, I kind of really enjoy how natural their relationship is developing. I wouldn’t want to interfere with their natural interactions too much. I will tell you though... I might have secret plans. :’) Maybe. Depends on how they will develop~))

✤ I want to ship with you

((Well.. you know. You should feel super honored because with those two, so far, I could actually see it happen? But it would be a slow burn and yeah. :V They have great chemistry though!!))   

✥ I have roleplayed with you and it was great

((I agree. Our roleplays are definitely among the ones I enjoy the most right now. I don’t have that many to begin with but I love Thalessa, Sans and even Papyrus interactions so far!!))  

✢ I like your characters 

((Same goes back to you. <33))

✣ I like the way you express your muse(s) 

((And once again, same! <3 The musings you reblog really fit her character and make you feel for her.))

✦ I like seeing you on my dash 

((Same, I always get excited when I see your stuff, tbh. ^^; ))

✪ You seem like a cool person 

((... I’m not though. I’m kind of an asshole tbh. But thank you!))

❇ I love the way you write 

((; /// ; Thanks that helps. I really hate my recent writing. It’s nowhere as good as I used to be... so hearing that someone still enjoys it makes me happy. The same goes back to you, by the way. I do love your writing a lot!))

* I want to learn to know you

((Heheh. Same with you. But I’m really not that interesting. Mostly a disappointment when you get to know me better.))

@devotionoftheocean @syzygyofmuses

((Oh deer, since I am too lazy to copy all of these to make them quotable, I’ll just answer in one big chunk of text. My favorite thing to do. 

Anyway, thank you I loved roleplaying with you too! We did only a really short roleplay but it was fun and I totally want to do more sutff with your muses (as you already know anyway). 

I’m curious what it is that you are shipping though?? Our crack ship? :’D Tbh I kinda wanted to see where it goes. It was fun. 

And yeah I wish our characters were friends though, but my Sans is super picky who he considers his close friends so it really depends if they will click or not. Though I have a feeling they would, depending on which character we are talking about right now. :0 

Thank you, I like your muses too! I kinda even like them a bit better because they are either very creative depictions of Canon characters or complete OCs and I admire everyone who can do that. Personally, I can’t and yeah. I think I have told you these things before, too, but you know, complimenting too much (if it is honest) never hurt. :) 

And I’m glad you like the way I express the boi. I assume you mean my musings? Or just my shit posts ahaha XD.I like your stuff too. 

Hmm. Tbh I can see why you think he is underdeveloped. I stick to canon a lot and try to be very close to it, which kind of always limits some things I can do. However, I also would argue that I kind of know sans almost... too well??? And thus my development has kind of faltered a lot recently. In the beginning I wrote way more headcanons about things and now its just too obvious to me. xD Might sound weird but I can just go into “sans mode” and don’t need to think about it at all anymore. 

Either way, I would like to develop him more, but I also want to do it slow burn. So if a thread I have leads to character development, he will get that (for this thread, since my blog isn’t one verse). But for this I need some deep character interactions... and developmental things to happen. :(

Aaah makes me glad you agree because I know how picky you are with Sans depictions ;U ; I will wear it as badge of honor!! 

And your blogs are ALL my favs, even the ones I don’t know the fandoms of. But I love skimming through your stuff and I just enjoy seeing you on my dash in general. Even OOC, because your OOC stuff is very great most of the time. ;3 

Well as I mentioned above, I don’t think I’m cool and I’m pretty much an asshole, but thank you very much! I think you are a cool person too!! 

And as I stated above already... thank you for having confidence in me and my writing and idk if you want ot get to know me more bc i am very boring. XD But I do want to talk to you more. Aaanyway

Thanks everyone for having sent in something!! I love y’all.))

@fiflmegirrp

[skele8rity]

Green and Navy Blue plz

✨🌸Colorful Asks!🌸✨

fjshf the plz in this is unholy endearing for some reason. np anon! all for u 💜💚💙💚💜!

Green: What’s your favorite movie or TV show, and why do you like it so much?

i dont watch tv! im by myself most of the time and prefer watching shows and tv with other people, and its been a long time, so im a little hard pressed for an answer on this one orzhmmm.... ive watched “the little prince” like four times because the book really impacted my life! i think that its a really cute homage to the source material, a really lovely new way to express the story artistically and ideologically...and every time the animation changes to tell the old man’s story in the style of the old book, or the old man gets in trouble, i end up tearing up LOLi like it so much that if i had to get a tattoo of a quote, itd be from the little prince! (a kid’s book. of course.)

Navy Blue: What book/movie/fandom character are you most like? Why?

i dont think im a TON like any particular character, but...!

papyrus is a great start!!! i am ALSO stunningly attractive, incredibly popular and never ever wonder what its like to have lots of friends! ha... a lot of people see my upbeat attitude and think im a really cheerful person, that ive got everything together and im smart and funny... and i am all of those things! sometimes. but im also really sad, and i get a little uncomfortable when people get around to seeing that... i also dont want them to be sad, so i have to keep trying my best no matter what! even if my talents are kind of, erm... hard to get to suit my environment. i fail a lot lol... orzbut if i keep trying, eventually ill... figure something out! and i wont be so dependent anymore. also, my brother is amazing and ill fight anyone who says otherwise LOL(bonus: undateable npc but everyone wants to ✨ IM SORRY TO BREAK YOUR HEART....)

and of course ive latched onto 707 like a vice grip LOLhes so?? unapologetically himself LOLlike hes quirky but its because he genuinely has fun with it more than being dramatic for attention! he has weird and funny hobbies, he likes cars, hes got glow in the dark stars in his room too, SPACE.....and another sterling example of someone whos chipper and bright on the outside to the point that people get really disheveled when they discover how upset and complicated he feels on the inside. bonus points for ‘o rite lol people have parents’his fears of being so upset on the inside that one day it might become too much and turns him into a bad person is like.... really relatable.theres a lot that makes saeyoung choi really special to me fjshfj he makes me feel better about being myself since i feel like?? were similar kinds of ‘weird’, and if i think hes so funny and charming and other people really like him, maybe im not as annoying as i think (‘:

are you. sensing a pattern here 💦