#paint but now isn't the time for that
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I gotta finish the skin game thinggy at some point. I've tot loads of sketches lined up too for them so if it comes tk it i will just post them all at once
#thing is i enjoyed it but i felt like i kind of finished with rhat style as soon as i used it and then was kind of bored so i moved on idk#but the concepts were super cool so id like to finish them idk and i liked the unifying nature of the style that could be easily adapted#and also those mycyrequests from like 2 weeks ago are dead in the water now lol#i kind of want to spend some time on something cute tho like an infomercial or guide on (fun) methods for language learning#since im not drawinf so much and im instead spending so long on languages#FUCK MY DUOLINGO STREAK#i also want to use more complex styles#ive realised that rendering just isnt really my thing atm and that maybe id like to develop a more graphic style#i really liked usinf textures in that 1 b dubs post#idk these are just my current thoughts#im really getting on on nom-internet physical work and so this stuff is taking a backseat until like next year#im hoping to get better training in digital painting in abour a years time or so that will really give me a kick up the ass if i want to#paint but now isn't the time for that#now its time for ACRYLIC
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chat imma be honest that project diva PC release has had lasting consequences ,
#vocaloid#hatsune miku#art#doodles#dat me#comic#ms paint#life is paint#i should get in on that animation meme. for my obligatory july animation that i always get possessed to do.#i sourced these sonas from my actual old art on my deviantart and here on tumblr. weeps#this blog is too ooooooold#10 years old ..................#technically the ipod isn't dead but the battery is shot so it only holds charge for maybe a half hour if you use it#i still have it. it lives in my desk. i just charged it for the first time in 7 years a few months ago so i could rebuilt my#authentic middle school vocaloid playlist as a youtube playlist. AND add to it#268 songs and counting! there could be even more on here but i had to delete some in middle school cuz my ipod could only hold 8 gb#My ipod was literally filled to the brim with vocaloid. I had to delete some 50 songs over time so if i didn't i would be over 300 now#do you guys remember the chunky rubber wrist bands of the late 2000s and early 2010s. miss those
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one thing that's missing from these convos about amc not submitting assad zaman for a golden globes nom that makes it 10x more malicious on amc's part is that a nomination isn't just like oh... ~simple appreciation for an actor's performance. even if there's no win, it results in a profile boost for these actors & them being able to command a higher salary when it comes to future projects. it's something that gets notice on their CV. these studios and networks love being able to market their shit with things like "starring golden globe nominee john doe" or "emmy winner jane doe." the emmys are more prestigious than the golden globes which are more prestigious than the critics choice awards (the one they submitted him for with two other actors lol). actors get nominated and have the opportunity to get attention from social media posts, article mentions, attending the red carpet, having their name announced and a little clip of their acting shown. that's not nothing! attention from possible new fans, publications, execs, peers, producers, directors, fashion houses & other industries which could lead to $$$ and sponsorships. I won't make any presumptions about the cast's finances but I do know amc is probably not paying them their worth, least of all the bangladeshi muslim who barely had any major roles in tv/film prior to the show.
there are fees and costs associated with submitting for awards consideration and FYC ads. the network basically took a look at assad's brown skin and name and said they don't think he's worth the money over the white actor who had less screentime and narrative importance (to the season ig) which is absolutely crazy lmao. it shouldn't be controversial to say that and you can't not discuss this without bringing up sam's name. this has nothing to do with whether he "deserved" to be submitted (and even if I said he doesn't deserve it over assad who's gonna beat my ass?). this white man isn't being persecuted by conversations about blatant racism. but I'd expect nothing less from this fanbase x.
#assad zaman#i don't go here much bc this show's fandom sucks ass lmao#like yeah the show/actors probably aren't getting nominated but on the off chance they do??#amc count your days#them submitting assad for less-known-and-less-expensive-to-campaign-for CCA alongside two white actors means nothing#what it really boils down to is a global flareup of islamophobia like another reblog stated#the worst thing is watching this fandom woobify sam#& twist the words of anyone discussing it to act like shots are being taken at jacob/delainey by every single person#who says assad is experiencing a different kind of racism or any racism at all.#not to say those ppl don't exist and shouldn't be called out#but you can just tell these crusaders are painting everyone with a broad brush to stymie any criticism of amc & sam's submission.#assad experiences a different kind of racism bc he isn't black & doesn't experience the antiblack racism that jacob/delainey do#that's not an opinion or playing oppression olympics it's just a fact.#I have to read the most racist antiblack shit imaginable about jacob and delainey constantly as a bw#only for these people to throw their names around for cover & act like amc is the most moral anti-racist network for submitting them.#meanwhile a random person wouldn't even know how prominent the issue of race is within the show#with the way amc promotes it and actively prevents any discussion of race in interviews and panels.#every day fanart and posts of that decrepit white man plowing armand's delicate ass will do numbers#every day they'll bring up sam gifting assad some cheap suspenders#but crickets about any discussion of racism from those people.#can't even say shit about a white man not being deserving of something the network decided can only go to one person.#white ppl & their feelings have to be centered every fucking time even when unfair treatment is happening to their marginalized coworkers.#and now the prevailing narrative is ppl being mean to their poor meow meow sam :(#which ofc it is lmao
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Stubbornness.
#oc#haven#i worked genuinely hard as fuck on this one#tfw you follow someone to their home to demand they speak with you face to face because you want to commit extreme violence on them#over a business dispute. and because they do not want you to do this they simply do not come outside. and you eventually make it clear you#will not be leaving until they come outside so you can discuss (read: harm them over) said business dispute. so they turn on their#sprinkler system and go to sleep. and you decide on the spot that this isn't that big a deal and if you leave now you'll lose ALL#credibility FOR EVER. so you decide to stand around and wait until they come out and . by the time the morning arrives you have#contracted Hypothermia and The Beginnings Of Pneumonia and also Did Not Maul That Guy#started this as a proof of concept test of doing an overpainting on super vivid red#expecting to spend like#maybe forty minutes on it#and then about uh.... like... at least seven hours later i was like okaayyyyy now im done#stay tuned i have two variants that didnt make the cut also#also the picture is big as fuck so i recommend straight up opening it into a different tab to look at details#not that there are that many#i painted it 80% at zoom-out scale#favorite
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Vflower wrapped up in a blanket would make my day :]
i wrapped her like a burrito too many times so i put the burrito in bed this time
#vflower#v4 flower#v4flower#vocaloid#vocaloid flower#my art#ms paint#she's so SLEEPER!!!!!!!!!!#The Sleepy.............#drawing this made me want to go to bed aswell ngl#especially cus i changed all the sheets yesterday and it's so comfy now OUGH#one blanket isn't enough she has to be wrapped like a burrito at all times
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thought it'd be weird not to post a drawing, but i wanna get sentimental too my 20s were spent working. some school but mostly work. and living with my parents still which sucked. only in the last few months did all these big changes happen (quit my job, moved out, changed fursona lmao)
i dunno what's in store in the future, but i feel like my 30s are gonna be way better than my 20s. posting this to manifest that i suppose
#self portrait#ms paint#if you're having a shit time in your 20s right now#this isn't the last time in your life to have a good time
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I feel so near to the howling of the wind / Feel so near to the crashing of the waves / Feel so near to the flowers in the field...
[moth and compass is a collaboration with @natdrinkstea!]
#em draws stuff#oc time again hehe#moth and compass#the light keeper: luna maitland#LONG TIME NO MOTH AND COMPASS!! HERE SHE IS :3#it feels like forever since I've just let myself paint around instead of fast scribble or big limited-palette colorblocks#and coming back to my usual brushes just felt so much easier in comparison - relaxing even though I didn't realize I was stressed!#well. I did know I was stressed but not About This.#feel like I've got a better idea of how to quick-render an effective background now!#genuinely I'm pleased enough with this that it's going in the portfolio#<- he says as if the portfolio is getting used for anything and isn't just a folder on his phone with his favorite art pieces of his own#caption lyrics from 'feel so near' by dougie maclean which I have had on a cd for over a decade and is very precious to me
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I may have lost this painting when I quit my drawing programme, but I can offer a small writing snippet to accompany the WIP screenshot, so it's not all gone to waste:
“What are you painting?”
Tamara hadn’t heard Ockham come in, but the way the corners of her vision shift around her, harsh lines of light softening to a dreamy blur, she should’ve realised it much sooner.
“It’s the view from my bedroom balcony. In Varchas,” she says, choosing her words carefully in a tongue that still feels foreign and clunky.
Ockham squints, studying the painting with a furrowed brow, and the expression suddenly reminds her of her auntie. Tamara shakes her head, dismissing the illogical comparison. They clearly look nothing alike. They shouldn’t, at least.
Ockham’s hand traces along the line of a wall of mirrors, where it intersects with a planter containing long dead greenery, careful not to touch the still wet paint. She’s suddenly aware that the perspective on the planter is off, and makes a mental note to fix it as soon as she’s able.
“It is not a very nice view,” Ockham finally says.
Although it’s a somewhat rude thing to say, it’s not entirely wrong. There was nothing special or aesthetically pleasing about the view. She’d barely paid it any mind herself, in all of the years she’d lived and slept in that room. The part of her brain that had been slowly developing since she’d picked up this new hobby urged her to move some elements, give the piece stronger tones than the monotonous muddy yellow characteristic of Varchaasi evenings. But that would go against the aim of painting it in the first place.
“It is not a very nice view, no. But it’s the one I had, and if I don’t paint it how it was, I fear one day I won’t remember how it really looked like anymore.”
Ockham’s studying her now, and she wishes, not for the first time, that she had any insight into her flatmate and companion’s mind, whether it even worked the same way as a real person’s would. If Ockham would find her thought offensive.
“Ok.”
“Ok?” she repeats, confused.
“Ok,” Ockham nods, then moves away from the painting towards the door, “I go now on the market. Is there something not on the list that we need?”
She nods no, then catches herself and changes the motion.
“No, nothing.”
“Ok.”
Ockham is gone again. This time she hears the door click closed. With a sigh, she draws her brush across the canvas, determined to fix that planter before it cements itself as warped in her memories.
#tamara#ockham#my art#and they were roommates#oh my god they were roommates#this is set in early days after tamara's arrival in london#when she is still picking up english (though honestly speaks it much better than ockham by this point)#and has just picked up drawing/painting in her free time#and ockham is still recovering from an identity crisis after learning heshethey is a parabolan reflection#ockham isn't in the flat very often and they only recently overcame a language barrier#so they haven't really gotten to know each other all that well#but it will come#especially when tamara starts to learn flemish because she feels it would make ockham more comfortable than using english#but for now a bit of 'what is wrong with my bizarre flatmate' slice of life#how i approach ockham's pronouns in non-meta settings is a whole other writing piece#and i couldn't introduce it here without derailing from a short piece#so that's for the future#my writing
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"bad decisions, that's alright; look, i'm still alive"
#&juliet#if you saw the old version of this... no you didn't#anyway. &j posting now... made this into what i like to call a public transport wip#in which painting on phone with fingers commences! usually it happens to doodles that get coloured and i want to clean up#idk about the colours here though... that said it's a livable error#smth smth reminders to not feel so scared... many many paths.#be less afraid of messing up? just live life? many many paths#one of my key takeaways from this show was along those lines#sobs.. if that isn't the premise of the musical huh? juliet is so young and has her whole life ahead to live...#still so much ahead of her- so what if she Didn't kill herself?#<holds tightly> many routes. many routes. i am young and have my life yet to be lived.#also this comes from the joint bit near the end where angelique sings to juliet#!! also just realised that the nurse and juliet's hairstyles parallel each other... such a cute detail..#// sometimes the stuff i make is really just because the themes resonate at this specific point in life..#i think it's getting more self-specific! tbh every time i catch myself creating for Myself specifically i go <333
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Usually I tap out on shark art for a little while after Sharktember, but there is a different shark themed art event in October called Sharktober that sometimes tempts me with really enticing prompts.
Day 1's prompt was fairytale, which (a) how do I not participate in this very specific overlap of interests and (b) inspired this Cindershark.
Some day her prince will come!
#sharktober#fairytale shark#watercolor#I am so sorry to anyone following me who isn't into sharks right now#I promise I am also painting other things ahaha#I contain multitudes and sometimes that multitude is sharks and sometimes it is anime lesbians and I like to give all of them air time
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old piece i started in 2018 when i first watched the show, but didn’t finish until sometime in 2021
these two still make my heart absolutely soar
#rvb#Agent Carolina#agent york#rvb fanart#my art <3#i only just realized the other day i never posted this on tumblr#whoops#this was the first#and until what i'm working on right now#the ONLY time i had ever like#properly drawn or painted halo armor#anyways expect me to do more scene redraws like this one in the future bc man this shit is fun#also congrats you guys get to see the version that isn't the weird color adjusted one i put on instagram
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well. apparently I did something bad yesterday because I woke up with very very very bad pain in my shoulder/arm/upper back. I guess it's sore muscles but I don't know from what. 🙃
#didn't do anything unusual yesterday. mostly sat around. also drove 30 minutes but that was fine. painted a while. stuff like that#I just wish sore muscles (or whatever it is) didn't feel so absolutely fucking horrible#it feels like my arm is being ripped off. it feels like it's on fire. it's genuinely like an 8 or more on the pain scale#it's SO BAD.#and I remember that it did not used to feel like that. the first time it happened I was like 20.#that was... awful.#and since then it keeps happening#anyway idk I just feel like that isn't normal???#it's not something I've heard other (healthy) people describe?#like it's not. oh yeah I exercised too much and now my arm is sore. I remember what that felt like. no it's like being tortured#or maybe I am just a big baby. it's probably that.#I'm trying to distract myself by watching stuff but the pain is so bad that I can't focus on anything#I've taken painkillers. hopefully they'll work soon. it hurts so bad.#personal
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Day 27 and 28 of @amphibianaday's Amphibuary! I redrew my day 10, for the prompts of 'self' and 're-do', once again under the cut for very mild rainworld spoilers
And my mom also redid her day 10! We didn't plan that, it just worked out that way
#i'm really happy with how this one came out!#the line art isn't as good because i just traced it from the first one instead of carefully measuring things out and using a straight-edge#but the coloring is much better because i put so much time into it#the big black blocks were much easier due to my remembrance of my dear friend paint#the shading for the pillars and statue at the top of the page are also courtesy of my dear friend paint#also! internet amphibian person! you keep saying how cool it is that so many people did it#but i would like to say that it's really cool that you made it in the first place#for several years now i've been meaning to begin drawing and amphibuary struck me with a lightning bolt of inspiration#and you always add commentary to every piece!#even if it's just a simple ''very cute'' or pointing out a detail you like that's still really cool of you!#all through february one of the highlights of my morning has been checking my notifications and seeing what kind words you had about my art#i thank you as i'm sure many others do as well
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I thought this one part in a Doom comic from 1996 felt extremely fitting for Hank, so here :)
Original below cut:
I also based Torture's design from how Krinkels drew him here!! :D
#My art#Madness Combat#MadCom#Mag Agent Torture#Mag Agent#Hank J Wimbleton#Hank#DOOM#FIRST TIME DRAWING MAG AGENT WOOOO#I can't draw blood to save my fuckin life lmao#Blood cw#Comic#Really loving Clip Studio Paint like it has preset action lines#so you don't have to draw them by hand :D#and the line tool which is great for speech bubbles n stuff#If it isn't obvious already I'm exclusively using this program for making art from now on
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BIRTHDAY
Birthday! :D
#Doodles#DDoodles#Lalaloopsy#Day after now since I was asleep haha ♪ But the birthday was fun! :D#My big presents this year were Super Mario Galaxy - my first 3D Mario game! :D#We have to find our Wii first tho lol - it's also my first-owned Wii game!#Have I mentioned lately that I'm slow to technology adoption lol#I'm looking forward to it tho ahh ♪ It was one of the shortlist I made for our Wii :3#So looking forward to adding to the collection hehe#And I got a Lalaloopsy! I think this is the first time I've drawn one of my collection digitally? Lol been long enough#This one is Blossom Flowerpot ♥ Isn't she adorable hehe#She came with all her clothes! Yay!! I love when they still have their ensemble ahhh it feels like such a treat#I'll have to count what I'm up to at some point lol - no repeats so far!#And then it was another of the dollar store trinkets but smol and I ended up having a silly amount of fun with them lol-#I dunno if this is a universal elementary school experience but counting blocks? Did everyone have those?#The ones that are broken up into individual blocks and then ten-block sticks and 100-block slabs?#They were my absolute jam lol I liked them even better than lego - and now I'm into Minecraft! Huh! Haha#We started tossing around the idea of painting them to look like Minecraft blocks and fjdsafsd it would be so cute!!#Glue two of them together and make super chunky ''player'' models and snow golems and the like hehehe#I always love a fun craft idea ♪ And modular Minecraft toys are so fun to me!#It was a good birthday hehe ♥♪
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The Hero of Time returns home.
(sort of)
#tloz#oot#child timeline#animatic project#thralls of power#link#my art#wip#baby#:(#I'm not making lightning fast progress right now#was sick a lot#also we're just getting to a lot of: make ms paint abominations into something semi passable#still not super comfy about drawing natural light but learning#and also fiddling with the quality level I feel ok keeping things at#I need to train my brain to be okay with approximations and trust I'll get more efficient the more I practice#or I will never finish anything#and the 5% more quality probably isn't worth the time investment#But
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