If this applies to you, observe the resistance within yourself. Observe the attachment to your pain. Be very alert. Observe the peculiar pleasure you derive from being unhappy. Observe the compulsion to talk or think about it. The resistance will cease if you make it conscious. You can then take your attention into the pain-body, stay present as the witness, and so initiate its transmutation. — Eckhart Tolle, from the book “The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment” #kindlequotes #eckhartTolle #thePowerOfNow #pain #unhappiness #consciousness #painBody #stayPresent #resistance https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck_NzYhO3_6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
🖤The dark feminine resonance is first of all autonomy
🖤That is the completion of Self within & no emotional or energetic need for an other
🖤Completion ‘within’ is the holy union & marriage, the consummation of the masculine & feminine principles inwardly—
🖤In such a sovereign state a woman will not meet a man in co-dependency or for pair-bonding purposes— there is no need—
🖤But because the outer union reflects the already achieved inner union… the outer union becomes a vehicle, a single being of two bodies through which energy cycles in such a way that higher psychic gates are opened through which communions & channelling of information becomes activated— knowledge, insight & understanding emerges through the union
🖤The conceiving & incarnating of higher knowledge into this world is made possible through the descending pathways
🖤Autonomy here is not that of wilfulness & opposition, but is rooted in true divine Will, the reality of being, you know yourself as existence/truth with certainty & therefore choices & behaviour unfold from that knowledge…
🖤From the outside such a stance could look fierce & fearless, but to be sure, it is enacted from pure Will, not from old shadows & pain, it is action taken in the present moment, it is naked truth— & such action is clean, it does not indulge
🖤This dark feminine will not acquiesce, tip-toe or please, she speaks a clean no to what is not true in the world— cuts its head off without sentimentality, rids of addictions & attachments so that Truth can shine, so that she can walk free
🖤This action carries no weight, no karmic or psychic load, it does not activate a cause-effect chain that needs resolving in time, it is entirely freed from time
🖤The so-called rage carries no residue, it is a pure no—
🖤This dark feminine is not drama—
🖤Sometimes the stand for truth is arduous, & a battle
🖤The dark goddesses are martial goddesses— discipline in action, the fight for truth— it is not reactive lashing out, over spilling of uncontained emotion—
🖤Discriminate the centred & responsive dark feminine vs. the reactive, possessed by pain demonic form of the dark feminine
An I N I T I A T I O N within an initiation tapped as G R A C E because of it's acausal, unprecedented, unpredictable, undefined occurance is where, one takes a leap FROM trying to seek-- "How to attain self realization? How to awaken? How to be enlightened?"....
...TO...
--the event of knowing the answer to the question - "Who am I?' , "Who is the 'I' that wants to attain self-realization?" This is when the very question dissolves to reveal the answer. The paradox must collapse on itself to delete the questioner. The answer only comes when there is no-one who is asking. But unless someone arrives at the point of asking, someone must keep asking to keep the query alive. This query is the portal of liberation. If the query stops running, the hypnotic spell of the senses takes command and perpetuates the karmic manifestations of the painbody ( even if the being doesn't have a strong painbody of their own, they will most certainly pick up the painbody of the collective unconscious ). Losely known as Maya- the Matrix.
The answer is the 'I' because it only comes when there is no 'I'.
Do you (👁) get it?
Have you arrived at the query?
Is this initiation beginning to occur as you breathe?
Perhaps it’s (x) $ in income, maybe health, love, relationships, a self sufficient way of living and much more….
Perhaps it’s a combination of all of the above and more? Only you truly have the answer to this and what true ‘Abundance’ means to you. We only experience 10% of reality with our 5 senses, 90% of reality is energy and a field of frequency which we are swimming in constantly.
Your highest timeline exists as a frequency potential in the field, the only thing preventing you experiencing this in the 5 senses, is you and your field.
Clutter and ‘mess’ can overwhelm our fields and prevent us from living our highest potential. Clutter which includes but isn’t limited to.
Ancestral patterns.
Karmic Patterns.
Soul Patterns.
Energetic seals and implants.
Curses, hexes and spells.
Subconscious affirmations
Contracts, oaths, agreements and bonds.
Unresolved past life painbodies.
Distorted frequency programs connected to your subconscious mind.
Organs being saturated with pain and trauma frequency.
And so it goes on…..
You see, we only know what we know and we are usually blissfully unaware of what sits quietly in our field, blocking us and obstructing and blocking us from true Abundance in this lifetime. The key is to perform targeted metaphysical work in 90% of reality (the field of frequency) to affect change in 10% of reality (5 sense physicality) 90% to fix and transform the 10%, it’s that simple.
What happens to the pain-body when we become conscious enough to break our identification with it? Unconsciousness creates it; consciousness transmutes it into itself. St. Paul expressed this universal principle beautifully: "Everything is shown up by being exposed to the light, and whatever is exposed to the light itself becomes light." Just as you cannot fight the darkness, you cannot fight the pain-body. Trying to do so would create inner conflict and thus further pain. Watching it is enough. Watching it implies accepting it as part of what is at that moment. — Eckhart Tolle, from the boom The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment #kindlequotes #painBody #consciousness #pain #eckhartTolle #thePowerOfNow https://www.instagram.com/p/ClHWj9rOmI-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Lately I feel when energetic cords are siphoning from me as literal physical pain/discomfort. Today it was a black silverfish made from myself. I pulled the Moon card and it has a literal black crayfish on it. Built-in armor.
Why is it so hard to let go of pain? (3 of Swords rx)
Depression is a protective mechanism. It stops us from doing the things that hurt us before. The mind can know logically that circumstances have changed but the same old chemical reactions in the body are triggered.
The pic is from my family's summer vacation in 2009 after my grandma died. I was extremely depressed, from the loss but also because I had never been kissed and felt extremely unlovable. I decided if I still felt like dying in a year I would swim towards the moon. And weirdly, that gave me enough energy to change my life a little bit at a time. Go on mental health meds. Try to leave my dorm room and make friends. Kiss several other emotionally unhealthy people, once I was manic enough to be brave.
I don't know how to get my brain to the middle ground where it is possible to flow back into the sea but not drown (3 of Wands). Logic alone cuts both ways, because unfortunately I am a very literal bitch. (Ace of Swords)
The Moon holds no answers. It says the clouds will move at some point. The crayfish is a symbol of transformation, too. And cycles that I must roll with even though they hurt.
Card of guidance: 9 of Pentacles. The bird's helmet blinds it. My painbody thinks it will be painful, to take it off. I have to find a way to brave again, like last time I wanted to die. The flowers on the woman's dress say to ground down into the body, into the Earth. Remember who you are. Remember no one can truly take anything from you. Remember you are abundant, even when you feel like a void.
The feminine principle of consciousness has suffered so when patriarchy rose to the frontline —
Patriarchy was needed for the cerebral mind to have its opportunity to grow— but then it swung too far— and at its extreme it has desecrated the HEART—
The women were turned from their Nature, the worship of Mother Goddess was forbidden & banished, the door of the HEART,
to other realms, was slammed shut—
No longer could the women come & bathe in the sacred temple pools to open the high Heart door and feel saturated with Love & Beauty; in the streams of Venus-Aphrodite-Mary
To be immersed in this depth of the feminine principle, opens the heart
To bathe in the light—cleanses the pain— heals & restores wellness & wellbeing
It is a feminine heart technology of healing, working through the parasympathetic nervous system
Instead they had to carry their pain & lost touch with this watery feminine realm of everything dripping & streaming, enlivened with the felt frequencies of deep Love & Beauty…
It is a sacred charge to return to the heart, to make the qualities of love, beauty & enjoyment a sacred discipline, a priority—
Not in any indulgent or materialistic way
The WAY of the heart, is the way of deep appreciation, of feeling, of noticing the details of things—
Of giving things your deep attention—
You elevate experience
And so we can bridge Venus & Earth & bring high love back to give to others
First we drink & fill up our cup, then we pass it on to others, holding nothing back
We don’t need to hoard when we have free access to the source
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YOU CAN RETURN TO THE FREQUENCY OF THE ANCIENT ROSE - THE HEART
😂😂😂😭😭😭 . #Smile & #laugh at yourself today. You #beautiful #complicated #infinite #Soul you! . Once you see it you can't unsee it. Once you know it you can't unknow it. . #toxicpatterns #triggers #painbody #SoulAwakening #accountability . Reposted from @thebluntreader - Not this shit again 🙄🤣 https://www.instagram.com/p/BykXjJXn86F/?igshid=1upf8oe0j6tzi
All of the worldly problems we have would be solved with logical, reasonable communication but humans just don't wanna do that so I'll see you all in hell I guess