#overwhelming to say the least
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brain,,,, p l esase,,,, work with m e,,,,
#rambling in the tags ahead#i just!!! want!!! to finish a god damn!! wip!!!#is that so much to ask!!!!!!#psyched myself out bc i was so close to finishing something and then overthought it#and was like “ah yes well now i must return with an expertly crafted masterpiece bc it's been a while”#but that's.... silly#and i know it is!! but my brain won't cooperate!!#i'm also going on a trip here in a few days and trying to prep has been......#overwhelming to say the least#anyways#i'm gonna try some different Pro Strats and see if i can get something done#but i'm also trying to be a lil more Gentle with myself this year#so i appreciate y'all's patience in this Post Holiday Recovery Phase#maybe i'll have to do something Unexpected next#wouldn't that be fun#even i won't know what it is!!#but yes going to try some different stuff in an attempt to get myself out of the writer's block i'm in rn#hopefully some time off will help as well and i can actually do some recharging#i hope y'all are doing okay#staying safe and rested and all that#love ya i'll see you soon thank you again for your patience
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very straightforward redraw because this quest and this whole scene have been ON my mind.
#fenhawke#fenris#hawke#garret hawke#dragon age 2#da2#dragon age#da2 fanart#dragon age fanart#itseart#im sure everything that can be said about this scene has been said but ohh my god.#obviously its funny that fenris says that and then we get this long silent cut of mage hawke with his big wet puppy eyes#before fenris gets overwhelmed and leaves#but like the self loathing in the statement? thats the meat#at least thats how i interpreted it#im right at the end of act two right now. i love their messy relationship.#and i just played the legacy dlc and brought fenris with me... he's so charmingly awkward in between the horrors#“thank you for... bringing me along again hawke”#“why wouldnt i? the more the merrier”#“i just.. am pleased. to see you :)”#varric hitting him with the ooookay gay boy HELLP#the shading on hawke's clothes is lackluster i lost steam around that point lmao#EDIT: forgot to image describe now its up
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anyone else losing it kinda
#all of this is postcanon laios is in hakama cuz hes visiting wa . fyi#regarding the first comic idk if laios would say tht im not done yet but at least#as an also autistic person i know that if im called out on behaviors im unaware of i become more conscious of them#even if i can’t correct them completely. or if i just don’t want to#which is what i was trying to convey. laios doesnt want to change his personality but he also doesnt want to overwhelm toshiro#(also autistic. to me. btw)#(which is why i think laios frustrates him so much. perpetual infodump audhd vs heavy mask autism. fight go)#*frustrated…theyre chill now#laishuro#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#falin touden#maizuru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#myart
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"i am 15% scandinavian 18% french 3% eastern europea-" okay well i will kill 100% of you
#even if you removed the whole evil corporation/data harvesting aspect from ancestry tests#the way people's immediate response is racial essentialism is.......... mh#are you guys not creeped the fuck out by these things. or at the very least weirded out#and that is not to say that there absolutely isn't a 'healthy' way to interact with them#- again removing the whole dna data collection aspect from the convo -#but it does seem to me that the overwhelming majority turns to this weird essentialism bit which makes me barf#but it seems to be weirdly acceptable/accepted behavior
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I beat Veilguard.
It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.
#datv spoilers#the moment that completely broke me#''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas#you are free#and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years#I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully#I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years#and that was for him to find peace#so these are mostly tears of joy#I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now#this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love#and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been#the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me#it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long#but I'm so thankful to have closure now#my heart is full#you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season#snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked#I like to think he regained it now#thinking about a little Wisdom spirit#hmm#I don't think I can sleep now#I think I'll just watch the snow a little more
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shoutout to whatever L and Light had going on in Time Speaks
#and they had A LOT going on#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#death note fanfiction#lawlight#been thinking about rereading it. overwhelmed with emotion simply at the thought#god that fic is so. so.....#if you've read the fic please....... please talk to me#it's a time loop fic it's a fix-it fic it's got angst it's got lore it's got good misa writing it's got domesticity it's got mind games#it has everything like EVERYTHINGGG#I've never been so engaged with death note lore before#the world building is crazy the build-up to the reveal is crazy#almost every character shows up at least once and I cheered every time#if it weren't 400k words long I'd almost say it should be required reading I love it a lot#I know the author is on tumblr I follow them#if they see this hello thank you I owe you everything actually
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I'm curious, in general do we prefer Poison Ivy with Green Skin or Nah?
oh reblog for more responses please lol
#poison ivy#poison ivy dc#dc polls#tumblr polls#polls#dc poison ivy#dc#dc comics#also I find it more interesting when Poison Ivy is very biologically plant#I think I prefer her with green skin I think partially because I like her more plant than human#but also because design-wise I love her red hair as the pop of color contrasting the green#a white ivy can be good tho to break up the green and making the design more visually clear#also I like when she is very plant and like needs sunlight and water and dirt not food lol#(but also she should still have human emotions)#I love Poison Ivy#I love love Ivy#Oh and I really don't like when she's a ginger (orange hair) her hair needs to be bright red#to me her core character traits are 1. her overwhelming and intense love for plants and the environment#2. her care for people (usually restricted to Harley but never underestimate Ivy's motherly instincts)#this trait is usually where the conflict with her character lays#3. her sex appeal this was originally her only trait I'm a gay man so I have less to say about it but I do love her femininity and slay lol#4. probably least important her evilness which is best when it's motivated by one of her other traits I like w#if its not clear I love Poison Ivy and I just put an entire other post in the tags lol#I like when she has cool lesbian aunt vibes#but I also like when she has unhinged plant lady vibes#pamela isley
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overhated female main characters who are products of their environment and are blamed for every conflict in their story because for some reason an extreme lack of media literacy has become the cool and interesting thing to do
#the most insufferable person u know will say Hot Take But Shes The Worst Character In The Series as if they arent the overwhelming majority#and WRONG lmao#no quicker way to make my blood boil than to start talking about how Actually 🤓 shes the Worst character if u think about it#i have thought about it in fact ive written essays about it that ive gotten graded on and ive come to the conclusion that youre incorrect#interpreting every move in the most negative light while removing context yeah if i do that to a character id probably hate them too#like i wish these people would at least stop pretending like theyre new and interesting#hate who you want but know that people have been saying what youre saying for yeaes and you arent special#i dont interact with discourse anymore so if you have something mean to say just know im probably not going to say anything back#you do you etc etc#rory gilmore#apple white#rory gilmore defense squad#apple white defense squad#gilmore girls#ever after high
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Not Yharnam posting, but I need to tell everyone that Phantom in the Rain was fantastic and I have had my brain chemistry permanently rewired since watching it.
#sin speaking#(also the way i screamed when crispin freeman's voice came out of his mouth in the dubbed version LMAO)#(i have loved the mononoke series since college and have waited for this movie since it was announced AND MATE. I WASNT DISAPPOINTED.)#(i actually cried in the second half because i was so overwhelmed with joy it just felt THAT good to watch. for me at least)#(and the story itself was pretty damn potent with a lot of themes i care DEEPLY ABOUT)#(it was everything i hoped it'd be. it was gorgeous the soundtrack SLAPS the art style the story the VIBES)#(and theres two more movies coming???? god is good. I will be seated bitch)#(it is a worthy modernisation of the original franchise imo it has all the old school vibes with a fresh coat of paint)#(even if youve never seen the original series you can still enjoy this movie. the incredible art style alone justifies the watch.)#(LORD I SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND FOR OTHERS)#(if you catch me drawing fanart for this when im done with my bb comics. dont say u werent warned LOL)#(i know a psychological psychedelic horror anime movie isnt exactly seasonally appropriate but do i give a fuck)#(no its halloween every day when you live in yharnam brother)
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When you fall asleep praying to Apollo for prophetic dreams you really get what you ask for lol
He was guiding me through different ‘dreams’ but we were observing from the outside and no one had any clue we were there so basically I was shown stuff I definitely shouldn’t have seen and that being said I need to establish more boundaries with him before he takes me on a grand tour of my future again!!
#it was quite overwhelming to say the least#I woke up so exhuasted#what do you mean I now know how my future in laws look like#divination#hellenic worship#helpol#hellenic deities#hellenism#hellenic pagan#apollon worship#Apollo divination#apollo deity#apollo devotee#sleep divination
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“I’m overprotective to the people I love.” | from this scene in Some Kind Of Monster.
#lars ulrich#metallica#80s bands#dave mustaine#some kind of monster#metallica family#Megadeth#these two moments are so important#Lars seems overwhelmed after Dave says that but he never seems uncomfortable or scared of Dave#at least here now that they’re older and they’re talking about the things that went unsaid#you can still see the love in Dave’s eyes the way Lars still means so much to him even after all the hurt he’s experienced because of#Metallica and their fans and their fame#and outright telling Lars he didn’t want anything from him#gods.
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Cobra Kai fans rn:
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I hope you don't mind me asking this but I'm confused about something. Did you only do Mario art because it was a popular thing? Because it seemed like you thought a lot about it with headcanons and such
Quite the opposite! I ultimately stopped because my blog had gotten too big for my personal comfort, and also because it was occupying too much space inside my mind. 🥲 I was intensely invested in my personal vision of these characters; so much so that I was putting aside important things to accomodate time and energy for it.
And that wasn't healthy.
The previous communities I was in were very small by comparison. Private discord groups for the most part. I was still very new to sharing art with a broader audience when I joined the Mario fandom, and like I mentioned in my update, the effect that this had on me long-term was sadly far from beneficial.
I've always loved discussing headcanons and other concepts regarding the subjects I'm passionate about! And I still very much do. 🤲 But now I aim to do it in a way that feels more reasonable to me and doesn't obstruct my every day life. 🌱🌤️
#Making fanart for the Mario fandom was a memorable experience to say the least#There have been exhilarating moments of excitement and fun#Others filled with stress and doubt#The more it went the more overwhelming it got#And eventually I had to make a choice#While I certainly don't regret having been a part of this community...#I do regret obstinately creating at a rhythm that was bad for me and keeping at it for so long#But it's part of learning and on some level I feel grateful for that lesson too. ✨#Now I know better#Mario#Fanart and fanwork#Wellbeing#Thoughts and ramblings
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they're so GROSSSSSS (<- desperately wants what they have)
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#martzipan#komahina#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#2 final colors bc my brain is allergic to desaturation. i needed to have One Bright One for my sanity#anyways i think they have this thing when they finally get together#where komaeda will just say. Anything basically. in an attempt to fluster hinata#and it does fluster him! but also sometimes he decides to do something about it#which flusters KOMAEDA even harder bc the dumbass forgets that like. affection can happen to him#which makes HINATA flustered again because 'you can say all that but one kiss is overwhelming?!?'#and they do this. all the time. especially early on before they're really used to each other#and they're gross about it. they do this in public. everyone else has to watch them do this like. thrice daily#they're awful. and also i envy them#tried some new things this time. more character interaction practice which is fun#i think this is likee... the third???? kiss i've ever drawn??? good for them#but i care more about the lineart. i tried to think about line weight at least a little bit :] it is Difficult lmao#this one made me realize i need to do a hips study lmao. also a neck study#in other words a girl needs to practice her joints more#there's still smth bugging me abt hinata's face in the 3rd one. but. i don't care it's done i'm not touching it
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In the past I’d (incorrectly) assumed everyone wanted to be given some space when they’re upset (e.g. sitting with them silently and doing our own thing)
and also that people would surely tell me what they’d want me to do to help them, because I couldn’t guess how myself (e.g. a hug? Affirming their feelings like “it must be hard for you”/“it’s indeed difficult that this happened”? More casually like “Man, that sucks”? Offering them food and distraction? It really depends)
I’m also not the type to say “I understand how you feel” because, well, I often don’t understand
Helping/Comforting others when they’re upset really isn’t my forte
#c’est notre histoire de vie#I’d like to think I’ve gotten a least a little better at doing it but I’m not actually sure#I’m often not sure what to do when I’M overwhelmed by how they’re upset#because of course you can’t say ‘stop this you’re making me feel bad too’
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I’m never not thinking about DS Sean Stone. He is the man of all time. Is the autistic detective trope overused? Yes. Am I still a sucker for it every single time? Also yes. I love this man so much. Reece Shearsmith, you have done it again. You have played yet another autistic guy that lives in my head rent free.
#obligatory Sean stone appreciation post#I love this little autistic guy#why did I have to hyperfixate over a character from a niche itv show from 10 years ago with practically no fandom#I swear there’s only about 10 of us who have even watched the show#this is the smallest fandom I have ever been in#and I’m a fan of cabin pressure so that’s saying something#ds sean stone#chasing shadows#it’s so underrated#you should watch it#do you like Reece shearsmith and do you want to see him play a lonely misunderstood autistic detective?#(I know you do)#watch chasing shadows#it will fix you#it fixed me at least#need another reason to watch it? he hides in the airing cupboard when he gets overwhelmed. literally the perfect man#Sean stone I love you so much#sean stone#ds stone#reece shearsmith#autistic representation
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