#overwhelmed by the beauty today
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It is not to enough to simply read, walk in the woods, travel, listen to music, and watch cinema, I must slurp up the letters and words into a great literary soup sprinkled with punctuation pepper on top, I must scrape the green of the trees and grass and grind it into a paste and smear it all over my face and body as they do with Dead Sea clay, I must attach myself to the wall of every cathedral and tower and hidden alleyway so that I may osmotise its recorded history and touch of every human that has passed thither, I must pluck every note and rest out of the air as it is breathed and pop it into my mouth like candied crisps, I must plaster my tongue against every frame of film until it is absorbed into my bloodstream like idolatrous heroine, I must devour it all with immediate and voluminous sensual fervour!!
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You ever scrolling through tumbler and you see everyones beautiful au’s of these beloved jesters and think
Damn am I lucky to exist in this world at this time
#yalls beautiful creativity is overwhelming at times#nothing makes me happier to wake up in the morning and see what your brilliant minds have come up with today#first thing I see in the morning last thing I think about when I go to bed#never stop creating#artists never stop drawing#writers never stop writing#never stop doing what you love#even when the day comes where you move past the fandom we are all still rooting for you#and just as excited to see what you come up with next!#we see you#we only wish we could put to words how much your creations have become a deep rooted part of our lives#and you inspire us to put as much love into our work as you have in yours
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It has been an incredibly loaded & emotional week, but I just wanted to come out here to tell you that I'm okay :) I also want to say thank you to all of you who reached out to me in some way.
I really appreciate you 💕 I'll be back soon!
#yesterday was my grandpa's funeral service. it was intimate and beautiful. me and all his grandkids closed the casket thursday evening#me and some of my cousins carried him all the way to the cremation room and were there with him at the very end as well#i'm really grateful i got the chance to be a part of his last little bit of time on earth in such a special way#everybody's at peace with the way this ended#i helped clearing out the room he passed away in today and that took what little energy i had left in me#mentally i'm okay (drained- but okay) but i've been having pretty severe nerve pains in my lower back/buttock/lower leg#so the next couple of days to a week i'll be resting and recuperating#thanks again for the overwhelming support and sweet messages. it means the world to me <3
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Day 21 of missing Adam Cole
#adam cole#i miss him extra today#he's so beautiful and amazing i dont want to change a thing about him#so overwhelmed#its the neurodivergency
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BMB Chapter 374 Moodboard
SPOILERS under the cut:
#AAHRTHJGHGHGHHEHEHHG#AARGHGHHH IM SPEECHLESS#ACTUALLY SPEECHLESS#URURURURGHHHHHH CRIED MY EYES OUT ITS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN WITH SO MUCH CARE AND EMPAHTY UURUGHGHGHH#NICK!!!!!!! NICK!!!!!!!!!!! NEED TO HUG HIM RIGHT NOW ITS SERIOUS#AND THE FINAL PARAGRAPHS IM SPEECHLESS IM FUCKING SPEECHLESS#REAL SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!: THE FOREHEAD KISS AND ALL THE TENDER TOUCHES AND HUGS AND ITS GONNA BE OKAY IM GONNA CRY EUETZGHHEHHRRUGHUEHGUHEJSH#(if you zoom into the 2nd iv bag doodle it's literally a screenshot of the final paragraphs <3 i'm gonna explode from that)#literally overwhelmed from the emotions i got from that chapter OMG#how am i supposed to get any work done today when this masterpiece is fresh in my mind?? OUUGH the struggle of reading beautiful literature#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#bmb spoilers#l4d2
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HI if anyone sees gifs of wino doing the i like it dance…. you know who to call…..
#i have been overwhelmed by my guys today fr LMAO#im making a beautiful ragu she’s almost finished and then im gonna do some taemin stage watching 😈 and some wino gif hunting 😼
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Man. All I do these days is fail to meet expectations and then get upset at myself for failing to meet those expectations. This sucks.
#the dragon sings his songs#blowing out smoke#i'm supposed to be taking this break from my course as an opportunity to do the things I've been meaning to do and I've just been rotting—#—in bed on my phone and sleeping in and jacking off like i hardly even get up to eat or go to the bathroom#side note i know this is a textbook sign of depression and burnout (comma) most likely both (comma) but who in my Chinese family is going—#—to believe that? def not mom who'll just scream at me for not sucking it up and pushing through it and not dad who won't do shit#my grandparents might believe me but there's a language barrier on mom's side plus 公公 seems to think I'm the perfect infallible capable—#—[granddaughter] and I can't bear to break his heart with the truth#and then on dad's side they'll probably be sympathetic but everything i tell them makes its way back to my parents and that'll just result—#—in ont huge blowup that'll drive another wedge between mom and dad. and I mean PLEASE hurry up and get divorced but I also don't want 爺爺—#—and 嫲嫲 to get caught in the crossfire#plus I'm supposed to be helping them esp now that 爺爺 is running out of time as an active able-bodied person but instead of doing that I—#—spent all day in bed. which is not helping my guilt and shame on top of everything else i have to deal with (comma) let alone his workload#today's such a nice sunny beautiful day too which makes me feel even worse for not even going for a walk or anything#it's still light out so i could but sunk cost fallacy is kicking my ass plus i have Mandarin class kn a couple hours#and k know it's a couple HOURS but I'd have to get dressed and set a timer and everything and just the thought is so overwhelming that I—#—just can't. i'd ask to be institutionalized if it wasn't for the rampant ableism in the mental health field plus the fact that—#—institutionalization is just an extension of incarceration#if only the people who have power over me would just listen and actually take care of me so i wouldn't have pushed myself to this point
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#I expected anything today except for getting this beautiful bts pic out of nowhere 🥹🥹🥹#He's so handsome and beautiful I can't handle this#It's always so overwhelming to be able to see a scene from a different poco#Different POV *#He's beautiful i seriously can't 🥹#This scene is a ne of my ultimate weaknesses#I love how he keeps his hands fondled in#And his greasy hair 💓💓#What a rare beauty Arthur is#One goes on about their day only to get these bts pics out of nowhere and go crazy over them#And you may think c'mon it's just a pic and we have already gotten a similar one back in the days#but my heart gets overwhelmed still at any chance to see him again no matter how small can be#Arthur Fleck#My edit
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i am once again overwhelmed by love for humans as a whole
#just. fuck#oh my god. oh my god. i love humans. i love humans and i love life and i love that i get to be a part of it#it sucks sometimes and there are awful terrible things that happen and im not going to deny any of that#but just. im thinking about all the strangers who've ever been kind to me and im overwhelmed with love#the girl ive never seen before who grabbed me to dance during my last homecoming with the biggest smile on her face#the kid who taught me where to dig for clay in a lake when i was 8 who told me he loved me when i said i had to leave#the stranger at the last show i went to who held onto my shoulder as we jumped and yelled and laughed together#the little girl who came into my workplace today that told me with the most starstruck face that she liked my hair#the older lady who helped me pick up all my things after i dropped them in a park after an incredibly hard day#the trio of teenage boys who played with me on the playground for hours one evening when i was 6 because they saw i was lonely#the random man who bought me the snack i tried to put it back when i realized i didn't have enough money for it#the teen girls who chased off some guy who tried to kick my head in and then ran back to hold my hands and make sure i was okay#fuck. i love people. i love human beings so much.#i love being alive and im so so glad i made it past middle school even though i thought i wouldn't#i get to look at sunsets and sunrises and i get to pet dogs and i get to wade around in lakes and pools and ponds#i get to hug and hold people and i get to laugh so hard my stomach hurts and i get to yell and scream in happiness#i get to eat good food and listen to good music and i get to run and jump and dance#i get to see beautiful things and i get to watch strangers live their lives around me and i get to be a part of it all#it's amazing!!! fuck!!!! i get to be a part of it all!!!!!#i love being alive and i love that ive made it this far#i don't know what the future holds but im just so glad im even here at all#sorry about the long sappy ramble and i know this probably looks weird but i could not care less#im just overwhelmed with love for everything
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So... I have twitter now. Only time will tell if getting an account there was a good brain spark or a bad one. I'm still learning the app and setting things up, but if you want you can follow me there.
#at least I can say figuring it out melted my brain yesterday and made me super overwhelmed#feeling a bit better about it today#I'm not sure what I'll be doing there other than maybe sharing the same updates as I do here and admiring all the beautiful art people make#also not sure if it was a clever move because of not knowing if twitter will be around for much longer#and stan twitter is stan twitter and it's been bad enough to watch from the sidelines#but I'm taking it as an experience in my fandom experience#also it's really quiet here and my tumblr is glitching#not that I'll be any better at socialising there than I'm here#but we'll see#tempted to have it private though#and I'm not leaving tumblr#this is still my safe space
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Do you ever just look at the sky and think how lucky we are to experience 'that'!?
#stargazing#moon gazing#sometimes its a little overwhelming#when its just so beautiful like it is today#no cloud#just a clear sky#littlered with stars in a vast blue#and i greet them i say hi and smile up at the sky#because its beauty is overwhelming#sky
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ERIKAAAAA 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
i just saw ur tags on my gOJO FIC 11:49pm 😭😭😭😭 i am sniffling right nAO 😭😭😭 HOW CAN U DO THIS!!!! oh gosh 🥺 that fic was my first ever gojo fic 🥺 tho it was just months ago, a part of me feels like that fic belongs to baby sel, stressed out of her mind and intimidated af writing for that stinky lanky man 🤧 i can’t believe u found it and read it and even took the time to leave ur tags on it 🥺 i am so!!! TOUCHED!!! i love u i love u i love u i am so glad u enjoyed it 🥺🥺🥺 thank u thank u thank u
SEL ALWAYS FOR YOU!!!
Also funny story- last night I had wanted to jump into your COL series but in my tired sleepy haze I jumped into ‘11:49pm’ and it was such a sweet happy accident because it felt like the coziest blanket to snuggle up with 🥺
For that being baby Sel’s first piece I am so proud of her (and you!) and now look at you grow!!! 💕☺️
And PLS THANK YOU!!! Thank you for taking the jump with “11:49pm” and sharing such a sweet piece with us! 💖
LOVE YOU MORE!!!! 🥹✨
#I didn’t want to spam your entire masterlist because I completely understand how overwhelming the notification rush and spam can be#but I seriously cannot wait to dive in fully into your works!!!!!!!#I hope you have a beautiful rest of your day today 🥰#Sel’s tag 🍭✨#asks and such things 💌
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Tomorrow marks my 6th day working at my new job and Monday will be my 7th/weekiversary....
#its a tiny bit confusing on some parts but...i really do like this job!!!#everyone is easy to get along with and makes sure to say good morning to me in the morning and :)#i like the type of work @ the beauty store i once worked at a bit more.....but regardless. I do genuinely love this job so far#i dont feel overwhelmed or frustrated#and i havent had one bad customer towards me yet#i did have a bad customer today but it was more her piss poor attitude towards her spoiled brat 4 year old daughter and being unable to pay#and giving in to said brat#god that shitty brat had such an ear grating whine i wanted to stab my own eardrums out#“I have enough cash for her toys bc she will NOT let me go without them” YOURE BUYING CLOTHES FOR SCHOOL FOR HER. SURELY THATS MORE IMPORTA#THAN PRINCESS PIGGLES RAINBOW RAKE??????#fkdkfoforor i was. Very annoyed.#Their delay made me half an hour late for my lunch break :(#well. Anyway. Everyone else has been very sweet and lots of customers have called me “extremely pleasant” and said they look forward to#seeing me again. And my coworkers said that im a good worker already#aghfifkfkdkdmsksk i may not have as much time for my hobbies but at least im being welcomed so warmly ...
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i really don't think it's helpful to discuss historical figures as being 'actually' ugly or 'actually' beautiful or not.
better phrasing: were they perceived as being ugly or beautiful by others during their time? why? why not? how did this affect them? what does this say about the beauty standards of the context they lived within (time, place, status, etc.)? what might their view of their own beauty or lack thereof say about themself?
#myevilposts#click bait videos about anne of cleves or charlotte bronte or etc. being 'actually ugly' or not based on recreations is so.#like c'mon. it's just as shallow in a lot of ways and is frankly pretty irrelevant.#they were PERCEIVED as being ugly. either by others or themselves.#how we as a modern audience would view them is very very different.#a better phrasing could also be: are they beautiful or ugly by today's standards?#but i also think that really isn't helpful bc beauty standards are bullshit no matter what.#i am saying their perceived beauty or lack thereof is interesting from a historical standpoint and we shouldn't#judge that by today's standards bc today's standards frankly should be 'who gives a fuck how they look? what were they like as people?'#and the fact that it's usually cis white women from history too is very telling.#so you admit it that western beauty standards are overwhelming white/euro-centric and sexist?
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✨ **Rise and Shine Beautiful Souls!** ✨
#🌟✨ **Rise and Shine#Beautiful Souls!** ✨🌟#Hey there#lovely people! 💖 Sometimes#life throws challenges our way#and it can feel overwhelming. But remember#every stumbling block is just a stepping stone on your path to greatness. 🌈#✨ **You are capable of incredible things!** ✨#Take a moment to reflect on all the obstacles you've overcome in the past. You’ve weathered storms and emerged stronger#wiser#and more resilient. 🌪️🌈 Embrace your journey and know that each experience has shaped you into the amazing person you are today.#**So#here’s a little reminder:**#1. 💪 **Believe in Yourself**: You have the power to create the life you want. Trust in your abilities and don’t be afraid to dream big!#2. 🌱 **Embrace Growth**: Every setback is an opportunity for growth. Learn#adapt#and move forward. Your potential is limitless!#3. 🎉 **Celebrate Small Wins**: Every little victory counts. Whether it’s finishing that book#starting a new project#or simply getting out of bed on a tough day#celebrate YOU!#4. 💖 **Surround Yourself with Positivity**: Seek out those who uplift you. Let go of negativity that brings you down#and cultivate an atmosphere of love and support.#5. 🌟 **Take Action**: It’s time to turn dreams into reality. Start small—set achievable goals#and let every step forward fuel your fire!#Remember#it’s okay to struggle. It’s okay to feel lost sometimes. What matters is that you keep moving forward#one step at a time. Keep your head high; you’ve got this! 🌻#Let’s shout it out together: **I AM ENOUGH. I AM CAPABLE. I AM WORTHY OF MY DREAMS!** ✨🙌#Sending you all the positive vibes and love! 💕🌈 Now go out there and shine like the star you are!
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i sat down to write poetry about you, but the only thing that comes to mind is the sound of your laughter and i can't put that into words
#you asked me today if i felt satisfied with the words i've written#if they feel right#and i answered yes#but now i'm not so sure#because i can't write this about you. there's too much to say#its overwhelming#the thoughts. the feelings.#i would write about your hands. the familiarity and the warmth and the gentleness#i would write about your smile. the sweetness of it and the proud feeling inside at the knowledge that i made you laugh#i would write about lazy conversations in the sunshine#i would start writing and i don't know if i would stop#i cannot put everything into words#all i can say is that i think of you when reading beautiful stories. i think of you when i see kookaburras.#all i can say is that i love you#~
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