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hoothootmotherf-ckers · 10 months ago

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#here we are at another anniversary #I think my actual first hospitalization was at the end of January #But shit started a few weeks before #so.#happy nine years of being disabled.#over a third of my life #And like it fucking sucks #But I’m still here #I am disabled. And I finally feel comfortable saying that #because yes I’m disabled enough.#and anyone who wants to say otherwise can fucking bite me #should I have to deal with this? Fuck no.#but I am and I’m here and I’m alive.#to seventeen year old me: you’re gonna have a rollercoaster of a time #there’s gonna be major ups and downs #but we’re surviving and even thriving despite it all #nine years ago I didn’t know if I could go to college #I didn’t know if I could ever hold down a job #and guess fucking what? I did it #you did it.#I have a migraine right now #and the last two years have been terrifying and like being seventeen again #but I have hope #I shouldn’t have to deal with it #pushing through these is not a sign of bravery or competence or effort #it’s just a sign that the world’s on some shit #but nine years later and I’m still here and doing the things I love #And that matters a lot.

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isjasz · 1 year ago

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[Day 98 - Day 3: Fortune]

Sand monopoly

#dddaily4sherin #hermittober #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #my art #trafficblr #trafficsmp #double life #double life smp #3rd life #third life #i died over the coloring this is the longest ive spent on a piece for a while HSKJWKEJEKWJKE #the monopoly never ended up working didnt it

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tatretot · 2 years ago

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nightmare. or, a “double victory” and its consequences

#desert duo #third life smp #grian fanart #gtws fanart #3rd life smp #traffic smp #trafficblr #(squidwards real estate agent voice) ARE THERE ANY OTHER TAGS I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT #this took me 3 MONTHS i can FINALLY WORK ON MY OTHER DESERT DUO IDEAS WOOOOOO #this one is technically part of a comic(?) idea i had but the howls moving castle inspo worked best as its own illustration :3c #if i were a fast artist itd b OVER 4 all of u desert duo enjoyers out there #my art

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ask-spiderpool · 2 months ago

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Dear mod. I just wanted to ask how you're doing atm? Are you eating good food and sleeping well?

Oh bless you, anon! Regrettably, neither of those things, no. My appetite has been very poor since my surgery, and I'm more than a little sleep deprived with all the jobs I'm juggling at the moment - buuut... I'm alive. My head is good. My work is good. Always manage to make everyone happy, oh, yes sir, but can't wait to pass out for a whole day and then hang out with some friends. It'll heal me.

#mod speaks #i'm doing some of my best work!#kind of unstoppable at the moment! but. very. very exhausted.#very popular at my new workplace and very popular with the clients at the moment.#but it means when i have spare time it's Solely for A) sleeping and B) spending time with the people i love #oh and C) spending time with the people i love's pets.#very important.#i do miss drawing for myself but it'll happen when i have a quiet patch #but honestly right now i'm enjoying my success. successful career. successful social life...#spiderpool is like.. the third circle in the venn diagram.#i don't think i can have all three. i can only have two at a time.#i'm trying to squeeze in “self care” somewhere in there too. which involves exercising and getting enough sleep.#that one i'm really struggling with at the moment.#i think that one has to take priority over spiderpool too. sighs.

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zishu-arts · 6 months ago

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“SCAR PUT YOUR CLOTHES BACK ON”

i rewatched 3rd life :(

#my art #mcyt #3rd life #3rd life smp #third life #desert duo #grian #grian fanart #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #goodtimewithscar fanart #i’m so devastated over them #years have past and i’ve never moved on #you could take the girl out of the desert but you can never take the desert out of the girl #scarian #was planning on adding another panel where scar leans over and smooches grian on the forehead #and then grian kicks him in his knees and he dies #but i got bored

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cozylittleartblog · 6 months ago

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hey wait a minute, i've seen this one before

#transformers #transformers g1 #tracks #raoul #knight rider #kitt #doodles #dat me #ms paint #art #life is paint #mk2000 #i am 89% sure one of the times in my life i was tangentially being exposed to knight rider was when i was hyperfixated on those two #sighs. i am so predictable. i just like the same things over and over again FDJHBSDFGBHJDSFBHJG #sorry for having good taste i guess #it would be REALLY funny if it happened a third time !

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0yorixu · 7 months ago

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the first and fifth

ehhh this one was messy and had to experiment a bit, don't rlly like it

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ghosted-jazz · 2 years ago

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Take me to war

Honey, I dare you

for @cherrifire ‘s DTIYS! I made a second version with lighter colours

#cherri dtiys tcw #third life smp #grian #my first ever dtiys! :D Knew I had to do this cause I've been feral over this 3rd life Grian design ever since I saw tongues and teeth #Took the opportunity to try a different rendering style and I actually really like it!#my art

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yenshui · 4 months ago

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maxley brainrot human maxley brainrotttttttt

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matchalovertrait · 6 months ago

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The Alegrías are having an intimate Christmas Eve with only the four of them. Given recent events, this is the calmest they've felt in years and they wish for a tranquil celebration this time around.

#yall my ornament accessories were not showing up for some reason so i had to strategically angle the second and third pics LOL #also angel spent the winter break over here but he'll be back at school #noemi alegria #erick wade #angel alegria #dulce alegria #tjolc gen 1 #tjol challenge #tjolc #joy of life legacy #joy of life challenge #alegria legacy #matchalovertrait #ts4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 legacy #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 2 months ago

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Besties give me a diplomatic phrasing to communicate "if I leave for the evening and tell you roughly when I'll be back and text 20 minutes before I'm home on your request, please be done having screaming sex by the time I'm home"

#this is the third time i've walked in and like #ok to be fair i said before they got married that i wouldn't be uncomfortable if they're not uncomfy with me hearing #but i feel like that's a fair boundary to change #esp given. the screaming #i just need the words to say that a) minimize awkwardness #b) avoid the implication that i'm trying to curtail their sex life #i'm happy for them to have sex! that isn't audible from the front porch!!!#i guess the other part that feels weird is the whole point of spending nights away is so they can be comfortable having sex #without me around #which is a huge drain on my energy and sleep and time management and heck even gas budget #but if they're totally fine having sex when i'm out of the house for an hour as on book club night?#and if they wait til i'm on my way home after being gone for 4 hours?#why am i doing that??#i'm SORRY i'm talking so much about my roommates having sex #it's very present in my life #just be glad you follow me now and not 6 years ago when i lived with julie and she picked up trevis on tinder #and had him over across the hall from poor little fresh out of evangelical college me #(yes trevis. pronounced like crevice. or trellis.)

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marimbles · 16 days ago

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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3

#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom #s3 was soooo much fun for me #and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha #things just feel so different in the fandom now #both the fandom has changed and I have changed #and of course the STORY has changed #and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react #cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol #committed to spreading positivity #and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore #this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters #and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing #that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol #like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining #and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t #I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd #i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol #cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter #I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha #but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter #or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction #is that too much nuance for tumblr lol #see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…

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fudgecake-charlie · 11 months ago

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i would like to hear about the third life au!

HELLO BELOVED FROG DASH FRAUD you are always so kind to me!!! Very long disorganised thoughts and context to the AU [EDIT: IN A NEW REBLOG I GUESS!! tumblr hates me and my formatting!!]

#scar #grian #desert duo #third life AU #I wrote over a thousand words of infodumping for this. god #SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!! writing this took forever and it's christmas and i reaaally wanted to draw a comic with this #dear fl tag if i've clogged your tag with my block people i am sorry <3 #watcher lore #<- for blacklist i guess?#not scheduled this time! it's 3am. whoops

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jalo-parker · 3 months ago

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I did not mean to make my sonas void form this tall canonically 💀 (I'm keeping it though) (hes 9ft tall btw)

My sona is a shapeshifter btw. Hels is very used to seeing it's 'normal' form so the massive 9ft tall one was a bit of a surprise

#art #artists on tumblr #jaloparker art #hermitblr #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #helsknight #oc art #helsknight fanart #love when theres a big guy #and then an even bigger guy #hels has seen others taller than him before though so its not like “wdym people taller than me exist”#its more like “wdym this guy whos usually at like the level of my chest is now well over a foot taller than me”#hels is like 6ft 6 in my brain universe btw #and my sona is usually like 5ft 9 #what would you guys do if i made my self incert oc (my sona) hold hands with my helsknight in a not so /p way..#who am i kidding i already made a hels x reader fic..#might draw them holding hands now just out of spite #very fond of my helsknight..#holding him gently #i need to draw him in sweaters and other comfy clothes more it makes him more cuddle-able looking #he doesnt like sweaters too much though cause hes already pretty warm (nether dragon)#he still wears them sometimes! just not often #he also wears shorts with sweaters a lot (me too)#either sweatpants and tanktop/tee shirt or shorts and sweater (or the rare third option shorts and tanktop/tee shirt when its real warm out)#i imagine him just living life too much i think.. specifically living life with my sona.. (definitely not me as my sona or anything 😁😁)#(look my sona is literally just me but i look different)#i am mentally unwell #thats what therapy is for though!

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ruvviks · 5 months ago

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finally got around making a proper outfit reference sheet for nathan! he likes wearing dark clothes which really emphasizes just how pale he is. he was a STEM developer at MOBIUS for nine years what did you expect </3 click for higher resolution and to get a closer look at all the details! outfits from left to right: his gear for the evil within 2, 1am convenience store trip, his mobius gear, and an improvised outfit for my own fictional the evil within 3 =^)

taglist (opt in/out)

@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;

@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;

@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;

@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree;

@jacobseed, @swordcoasts

#tew #art #art:nathan #nuclearocs #nuclearart #the mobius gear killed me dead on the ground because the official concept art has a ridiculous collar / shoulder pads situation going on #i love his tew2 outfit so much he's had it for so many years now. it basically matches sebastian's outfit since they're going in together #he's got white hair patches all over his body btw!! you can see it in the underwear version it's in his happy trail too heehee #the burn scar on his upper arm / shoulder is from the fight with the harbinger in tew2 and the slash on his waist from the guardian #he basically saved sebastian's life but got mowed down by the giant buzzsaw arm in the process and then he's very dramatic about it #my tew3 is very difficult to explain in tags but it's basically about ruvik coming back and they need to hook the two old devices up #to like a single system to gain access to the STEM environment he's powered back on with himself as core #which means that the two separate environments from the games get mixed together in a very twisted and fragmented environment #i'm trying to write out the story for myself now in video game style so it would actually be fun to play as hypothetical third installment #it'd feature a lot of old enemies but kind of mixed and twisted in the same way as the environment... giving them new abilities etc #it would dive deeper into the sublevels aspect of STEM as they need to travel through different sublevels so there would be #a bunch of new environments to explore as well :^) someone give me access to a bunch of game devs and a budget i'll make it reality

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nytwhadestown · 15 days ago

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Damon Daunno the man you are

#I’ll never get over his Orpheus #never ever #it’s been seven years #almost a third of my life #so.

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