#outgrowing places

[deliriumandmelancholia]

My town looks like a toy box

The buildings are too small

The roads seem fake and the people made of wood

I am not sure how this came to be

The only thing that’s real

In this quaint place of make believe

And faded memories

My need to get out

And the ocean breathes life

Into me again;

Isolation

When I go back inside

Destined to die

In a box filled with toys

[housecow]

As comfy as it is, I think you might need a new bra with how it’s tearing LOL. And with how expensive they can be, maybe we can help fund it?

it tore because i accidentally put it thru the dryer and that mesh part is sensitive to heat 😔😔

i will not deny any help with bras but i warn y’all well-fitting bras are pricy asf and there’s a reason i’m sticking w the ones i outgrew 30lbs ago 😭

if y’all wanna help find something… i’m a 44O/42P or, fuck it, a 44P

[shalom-iamcominghome]

Shul question of the day: why are there so many books on our free book table... Is there a jewish book fairy that goes to each shul to give us an excessive amount of books or is my shul just filled with eccentric book collectors who collect very niche books on judaism and need to get rid of them before they take over their entire house

If there is a jewish book fairy, though, could she please grace my bookshelves please 🙏🙏🙏

[shahrwrites]

I headcanon that in an alternate universe where aDitF didn’t happen, Jason joins his college’s football team.

He’d been wanting to play football with his high-school’s team for the longest time, but he was never the right fit (physically) so he puts in the extra effort to build up his body.

Some days feel like his work is finally paying off, and others are just spent scrutinizing himself and every little flaw detail about himself in the mirror.

Bruce is very encouraging about it, reminding him on the worse days that Jason will achieve whatever he sets his mind to, and optimistic that all that work will definitely amount to something. He’s still a growing boy after all, and he’s got a lot of time till college to turn things around. Bruce makes sure to praise Jason’s hard work and give extra tips here and there on what workout or diet regimen could use an improvement.

This also means he has to sacrifice a few things, like avoiding certain foods at all costs, which proves to be a challenging feat for him for obvious reasons. Once upon a time he had to teach himself not to be picky about food because any kind of food at all was a luxury, which most of the time meant he had to make do with least beneficial kind, hence the predicament he was in right now. This, in turn, had caused sever changes to his digestive system and his taste buds. (His body had rejected the healthy food on the first few weeks he'd come to live with Bruce.)

Of course things had changed over the years, what with him having to adapt to becoming Robin. But it was different now, because he had to actively avoid certain foods and it went against a fundamental instinct.

Nothing is too great a feat for him, though.

So then he’s in college, and he's finally gotten into the team he'd always dreamt of one day playing in. Jason's in the field, and the benches are overcrowded with spectators and fans, other students or the family of the other players, an then his eyes lands on his family. Because they never lose a game, always there to cheer him on and raise his spirits specially during difficult matches. Bruce and Alfred can always be seen among the crowd, and Dick, whenever he's in town.

And that's why he can never help turning to find their faces in the crowd when his team wins, specially when he's the one scoring the win, the biggest of grins on his face, looking to share all his euphoria and happiness with the most important people in his life.

[side-b-bumblebi]

Men who view women as their intellectual equals 😍

[canongf]

i'm sort of testing out spending a lil less time here :)

[antisocialxconstruct]

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[simikae]

experimenting with brushes + stumbling on the linear burn metamy

[dilfhos]

very random thought but i feel like a lot of adult anime fans would really enjoy more plots centered around adult life? like imagine being an anime fan as a kid/teenager bc you somehow felt connected. THEN also finding that same comfort in anime centered around adulthood which eventually you grew into. im sorry, but the “friendship and determination is all we need to defeat the opposition!” trope and anything akin is a little played out for me personally. (note, i said personally)

like i wish there were more Seinen creators. mappa and the jjk team did their big one and in just the little time the franchise has really existed fr. they gave awesome plot, relatable and/or provoking characters. and all genders approve. i love seeing one side of social media all hyped up about the most recent kill move and then you have those screaming on the other about willingly ripping off their clothes for the 2 second clip of a cursed presence.

and more specifically they did LITTLE but gave us everything with the fanservice. everyone was fully clothed, but they knew exactly how to animate certain movements, speech, drama, and action scene to where it was both appealing yet still exciting. no upshot panties, no cheap breasts pans that make you shift uncomfortably (like wtf.) no weird perverted underlying plot mechanism used as a lazy way to make barely legal characters fuck.

and more importantly, everyone’s a grown. ass. adult.

plus the characters were either really likable, relatable and kin-worthy even, but also thought inducing (and panty dampening). but i don’t know, im not gonna suck the jjk fandom’s dick any longer. i just say all this to say, jjk will just be one of those franchises for the books and any creator wanting to animate more Seinen or adult genres need to take a couple notes

[thegodofkhaosinkarnate]

Currently thinking about my character (who is technically just an au version of a public domain character but shh), who goes through the story being the designated Squishy Weak Human. A medic, a healer, constantly getting kidnapped by bad guys, being talked over and babied and patronized. "We need to protect you, you're fragile and weak, you're human- which means you can't protect yourself."

And imagining the exact scene where she finally loses it and uses ALL of her power at once. Decimating the space in a show of raw unfiltered power, screaming her lungs out as light and heat coalesce into horrid destruction. Everyone else watching in horror as she razes the earth and crushes buildings, clouds of dust exploding into debris. Destruction, fear, the most violent among them standing stock still in horror as he watches her great work unfold. And then it ends, and everyone stands up realizing that even though the space around them has been utterly destroyed, not a single person was hurt.

And the collective moment of "Oh. Oh, this was intentional. This was a choice."

Anyways all that to say I like characters who choose to be kind, gentle, and merciful. I like characters who are peaceful by choice, not nature, and who could revoke that choice at any point if they wanted to. They won't. But they could.

[killerchickadee]

I've only had the snake for a week but I've been making adjustments to the tank as needed. The black vase thing I got her as a hide is too big for her to feel comfy, so she's been hanging out behind/under it all week. At work I got a cave thing that's actually a fishtank accessory and wasn't sure she'd go for it, but within an hour of it being in her tank she

So. She likes it I guess lol.

[morgan-gillory]

i feel like giffing has become so boring lately. and maybe i’m just outgrowing this thing (i’ve been doing it for over a decade) or maybe it is the fact that tumblr keeps changing and making it so hard for us to be here. does anyone else feel this way?

[perenlop]

as someone who enjoys both hobbies it is the most bizarre thing when people try to insinuate that reading books and playing video games are mutually exclusive hobbies that one person cant have at the same time and theyre an indication of your intelligence somehow?

[galaxywhale-moved]

people are so fucking weird about the language used to discuss autistic and neurodivergent kids/people lol it’s so frustrating

[cyberthot666]

I want to move to a more progressive city. nothing too big. but somewhere that’s mostly walkable or has decent public transport. and work in like a quaint little coffee shop or bookstore or something. and meet a cute girl. and get involved in the local art scene.

[multitrackdrifting]

this site will never be the same to me until my brother @minatokun returns from the war

until then im just biding my time