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okay, that's it, i am thoroughly obsessed with this episode. existensial crisises with mr. callum. suvi making a choice that is effectively a betrayal of her friends for the values of the citadel. the fox's sheer utter chaos. ame blowing up the system to make it out of the citadel on time. eursulon's mastery of the dimension door fire. you are magic, and it is you. the reappearance of the stranger, the man in black. kalaya's burrow at the base of a fire tree. that brutal cliffhanger of an ending. IT'S SO GOOD.
#i spent the last 15 minutes frantically pacing around my room#and saying “girl?! what??!!” out loud#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn: www#wbn pod#wbn spoilers
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If you’re doing pride animals still do you think you could make a pan tiger maybe? If not that’s ok ofc :)
I can absolutely do that for you, my friend. Here you are!
#ask#art#art request#my art#tiger#sumatran tiger#(or should i say sumat-pan tiger...wait why are there crickets here and when did they get so loud. don't you like pan puns?)#(or should i say pa— *i am forcefully dragged from the room*)#pansexual#pan#pan pride#queer art#animal art#digital art#pride art#pride month#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#queer#critter series#i'm actually quite happy with how this turned out. i wasn't sure if such a big animal would translate to my style well but i think it worke#and the colours ended up being really well suited for a tiger (well i took some liberties with the shades obviously but still)#i hope you like your pan tiger! :D
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Which other sport would you want to be a pro at?
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mr ganondorf sir i want to start writing again but there are constant bees in my brain (autism+adhd) and i can't focus well, how do i teach myself to be more productive? 🥺
#though do be careful if you choose to use a treadmill#I like to pace around my room and talk out loud. i record what i say and write it down later#the legend of zelda#loz#tloz#ganondorf#good advice ganondorf#good advice#adhd
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iceman + his concern for maverick post-hop 31
#icemav#top gun edit#ice is a FASCINATING one to watch post-hop 31 imo because while yes‚ obviously‚ the focus is on maverick and his grief and devastation#ice is there the whole time in the background‚ watching. and he's visibly disturbed by what he's seeing. because yeah -#he and mav had a rivalry going and yeah he called maverick dangerous and reckless to his face and he stands by that - he does.#but the problem is that this time - this one fluke freak accident of a time - it wasn't maverick's fault at all.#an unrecoverable flat spin brought on by a compressor stall from ice's jetwash isn't something that maverick could've outflown#by sticking to textbook maneuvers. it was just shit luck and shitty circumstances aligning to create a tragic mishap.#but now - now ice can see the way maverick is unraveling in the aftermath#and i'd bet that on some level it terrifies him to see that.#he's used to seeing maverick with all that brash cocky confidence with the moves to back it up.#he's maybe even had a bit of fun jockeying against that. not that he'd admit that out loud. (yet)#but maverick's spiraling now - a hollowed out shell of his former self - leaking grief and self-doubt and despair everywhere he goes#and it actually hurts to look at for ice‚ seeing maverick like this. seeing how much maverick really REALLY fucking cared under that facade#and wondering if maverick is finally taking the stuff ice said to him to heart‚ but applying it all wrong.#so he watches maverick and eventually that concern builds to a point where he tries to offer an olive branch in the locker room#you can SEE how carefully he gathers himself - how much he's holding back - he doesn't want to say the wrong thing to maverick NOW#he doesn't want to make this worse than it already is. so it comes out stilted. it's earnest - but restrained. he can't find his footing.#he doesn't know where he and maverick stand now but he's sorry - that goose is gone‚ that maverick's going through this‚#that he doesn't know how to help or what to say‚ and - crucially - for his own part in this.#but he wants mav to stick around and push through this. even though he's dangerous. even though he's reckless. ice wants him to beat this.#so when maverick shows up to graduation‚ ice is encouraged. and he's a little warmer. maverick really might pull through.#but then‚ all too soon‚ it's ice's life on the line in maverick's hands. and it scares the shit out of him because maverick's not ready#and now ice - and slider - are going to have to pay the price for that.#and then‚ against all odds‚ maverick pushes through. he comes back for them. he comes back for ice.#and after that...well.#after that‚ ice does know what to say: a vow.#my amvs#linds original
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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The only thing worse than the government mandated jumpscare is missing the government mandated jumpscare. What do you mean I'll just die if there's a disaster
#and i was even awake. i was just taking a piss across the hall from my room! and in berlin not the middle of fucking nowhere! i SHOULD have#heard it loud and clear thru multiple channels but instead i found out thru tumblr. very worrying 😭#mine#personal#probealarm#german stuff
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they should hire me just to jump around onstage at Fall Out Boy shows and scream along off-key into a microphone to whatever Patrick is singing and act like a whore and run around trying to get the crowd hyped up. I promise I could bring the energy up to 100% in even the most boring cishet dude crowd
#I don't need a Fall Out Boy livestream#all I need is my living room and a speaker and American Beauty/American Psycho played loud enough to annoy my neighbors
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It never ceases to amaze me about how many different dehumanizing labels Dream is cast in. The tyrant, the green boy, the bad guy, the wrong���un, the villain, a psycho, psychopath (which tbh are already rather kinda extreme for his supposed crimes especially at the beginning when they started). But then they go further, calling him a snake thing, pure evil, a monster [clip], a freaking ghoul [clip], even to the point of calling him Lucifer in the finale - The Biblical incarnate of evil [clip].
And what’s really interesting is the inconsistency in which Dream reacts - because on one hand he should stand up for himself, but on the other maybe he should just lean into it and maybe they’ll leave him alone. Maybe the fear and label can be his defense instead of their offense. And that gives him control over it, turns him from the victim to the victor.
In the disc confrontation, Tommy calls him pure evil and asks “how do you sleep at night”, to which he responds “just fine” [clip] {oddly, directly contradicting his comment to Techno about no sleeping btw lol…}. Later, he talks about building the prison with a “little bit of evil” but then counters Tommy’s accusation of calling him evil again with “evil is in the eye of the beholder” and “you’re evil to me” [clip].
In the finale, towards the end, Tommy talks about how he saw Dream as nothing but The villain but that isn’t true, and surprisingly Dream disagrees by saying “I am. I tortured you” [clip] {also contradicting what he says to Sam in Daedalus…}. Which is interesting. In the finale, he also makes statements like ‘we can’t because we’re soo evil’ and “we have done plenty of evil evil things” [clip] (which Punz actually counters with “not for no reason.”) But in instances when they call him a psycho and psychopath he has a different reaction saying “huh, I mean, I wouldn’t say that,” [clip] “I’m not a psycho. Everything I do is deliberate” [clip] and, in the finale, “you guys are psychos. You broke in and tried—and killed me in my own house—the prison.” [clip]
One of the keys here I think is the distinction of having reasons - he’s not evil for kicks, he has a reason and motive and logic behind it. Something, in the finale, he questions whether Tommy has, first because he broke in and killed him unfounded and then towards the end of the stream asking about why he constantly steals and griefs and stuff, “why are you trying to ruin everything all the time.” [clip] - What was your reason? Because that mattered to Dream, someone can do evil things but they have their reasons, it’s when they don’t that they are more so truly evil.
He may have done evil things, he may even be the villain, but in his mind he’s not a psycho or pure evil, or a monster because he has reasons, there is a reason he did the things he did, there is a reason he ended up here. Not that those make his deeds justified and less evil (like Sam and Quackity more so believe) but that just makes him a person, who sure does evil, but also feels, and has reasons, desires, and motivations…etc. Just like everyone else. He doesn’t even see Quackity, who confessed to being sadistic and spent months torturing him, as pure evil or even a psychopath instead saying sarcastically in Daedalus, “like Quackity ‘cause he’s full of feelings… He’s totally not a sociopath…” because that distinction between sociopath and psychopath in Dream’s mind is important. Quackity is a bad person but he isn’t the embodiment of evil, he’s just a person who did evil things.
During the first war, Wilbur calls him a little lizard snake thing, to which Dream responds “I’m powerful” [clip]. Which is strange and kinda sad to me that despite being called an actual animal(s), one more importantly often representing evil like Lucifer the snake, he doesn’t counteract it. Maybe because he’s tired of Wilbur calling him similar dehumanizing terms or tired of arguing with Wilbur in general, since everyone believes him anyways. Regardless, he instead rephrases Wilbur’s words - maybe I am a lizard or a snake but you better not step on me because I am venomous and powerful. Which aligns pretty well with his monologue [transcript] where he talks about “Do snakes just bite?” or is there a reason. Because maybe he can’t change Wilbur and Tommy’s metaphor and maybe he can’t change the label of evil despite his attempts because everyone believes them instead, but maybe he can try and use their own words to defend himself. Maybe then they’ll see him as an actual person. {or not…}
#i hope this makes sense I’m not sure I did a good job expressing what I mean but I tried… this has been on my mind for a while#dsmp#c!dream#dreblr#dream smp#dsmp analysis#no one does it like c!dream#dsmpblr#dsmp dream#pandora's vault#did someone order an essay?#this is fine#aghdbnabdbbd god I’m sorry it just… how is he the bully again? heh?… like damn talk about name calling#no lie when Tommy called Dream Lucifer I laughed out loud before class in a college class room and got stares XD LOL… like bruh for real?#dsmp lore#snake monologue#some snakes just bite do you do I? not even once?……
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(alan wake-gravity falls crossover) man i love that character. you know, the deeply paranoid author who made a pact with a dark entity that ultimately ended with him stranded in another dimension separated from his loved ones for years at a time? takes place in the pacific northwest? has twin imagery associated with him and a reoccurring specific piece of symbology related to the unfortunate situation they're in? doesn't ever explain the reasoning behind his actions and instead just kinda goes "bro trust me"? yeah he also wears an outer layer of clothing with elbow pads on it, that one.
#my art#stanford pines#alan wake (the man)#ford pines#gravity falls#alan wake#remedyverse#SAtT au#i am. normal about the crossovers i make up.#what do you mean the esoteric weird horror game about stories and the disney cartoon about family dont have a shared audience. sounds fake.#anyways the comic on the right is in honor of a joke i had to scrap in my fic wip due to a perspective switch.#rip that joke i thought you were pretty funny. i like the idea of alan critiquing his own manuscript pages upon the events happening.#oh i should probably do a warning since theres that crunchy image of the aw2 alan death screen huh. uh#blood#aw2 alan death screen my beloved. literally made me go ''oh god'' out loud in shock and horror when i first saw it#anyways did you know theres an au to this objectively already an au crossover. i call it ''bill cipher gets sent to the shadow realm''#bill doesn't show up a lot in this au he gets one scene where he taunts ford abt alan being a danger#with the implication that the dark place/presence genuinely freaks him out. but in this self indulgence of a self indulgence#alan essentially manages to trick bill into swapping places with him and bill ends up trapped in the writers room/the dark place.#lmao get yötön yö'd idiot. YOU are aleksi kesä now.#also i like the idea of zane and bill meeting as well as door and bill meeting. i think they might scare bill a little bit.#just like how zane scares me <3 what a cool character what the fuck is his deal#also you may be wondering why alans in his aw2 look and not aw or awan look despite the fact that lines up closer#to when gravity falls happens-ish. well the answer to that is 1: the crossover uses a lot of the elements from aw2#and 2: i like alans long hair and suit and beard. i like the pathetic sopping look when his hair is in his face
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“How did you become a child of the stepmother? Which of your parents..?”
#Things I needed to say out loud but my moms in the room and I don’t think she’d get the joke#Diversity win! The monster consuming your world is bisexual!#the stepmother#neverafter#Dimension 20
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#vampire hunter d#vhd#doodle#Happy Halloween ! Just some more doodles during class today#I was able to this time since it was the midterm checkpoint and we just all went over our thesises#I hate it here bro 😭#Also not my classmate mentioning my adult 🌚 vhd drawings out loud in class 😭😭#Bonus is that we're the only french speakers in the room but she still said it in english HELP#Karma for getting her into VHD ig💀
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masters of the air, episode five: when the silence is louder than the noise that it replaced
#masters of the air#mota spoilers#it's not really an edit bc it's just some text and my screenshots#i just felt so deeply struck by the oppressive silence in the final scenes that i had to post about it somehow#when places so full of noise and movement and people rushing about hectically debriefing their missions#suddenly fall silent#and not just quiet#but like every bit of air has been sucked out of the room#like a vacuum of emptiness and it's so inexplicable#it just hits so different#these locations are always shown to us as loud and busy and full and now it's a single table of people barely uttering a word#julian made a thing
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challenge: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters, and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.
tagged by: the lovely @crithir and @thatswhatsushesaid
this threw me for a loop and i had to face my ✨not like other girls✨ media persuasions. humbling. also i read almost exclusively children’s fiction for work so once again i am plumbing the depths here. thank you so much this was the best fun!! 🤗
tagging: @down-and-out-in-guicheng , @wonderingcheshirecat , @icarus-suraki , @oyasumiaow, @galadhir and @jingyi-ma-boi — and anyone else who sees this do join in, i love seeing everyone’s blorbos and assorted strange guys (gender neutral)
#picture me pacing around my room glancing at all my stuff and asking out loud what media have i experienced#it has been SO FUN to see who is into stuff I’ve literally never heard of#i am googling avidly pals#i tried to be honest instead of favourites from shows i have recently watched#because that would very quickly become aziraphale and edwin payne#tumblr polls#poll tagging game#can you imagine i almost included puck from midsummer nights dream#insufferable#🥰
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What the fuck is wrong with it. Should I throw rocks at it
#kallamar and one of my disciples a work thing fell in love so i made them fuck. WHAT IS THISSSSSS#i thought it was going to be a worm. baby that made me say 'what the hell' out loud alone in my room#*worm thing#think its name is thormerty#anyway named this thing jelly
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Was watching a Doctor Who Cookbook Revisited highlights video and veritably freaked it when I saw this.
WHO IS THAT? THAT'S NOT FUCKING ADRIC I'M SORRY
god doctor who has a lot of art that doesn't get the likeness of the actors right most of the time but,,,,,,who is THAT GREMLIN? WHY IAS HIS FACE LIKE THAT?? AND WHY IS HE WEARINGCONVERSE? ghwgjashkfjaHJHDLSJKjlkds
#i yelled in disgust out loud in my room with my sibling sleeping near me about this#why does this exist#doctor who#classic who#adric of alzarius#adric doctor who#doctor who art#doctor who cookbook
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