#otp: you're welcome

[kinardsevan]

remember me

(I'm an asshole for writing this and I know it, but now you have to live with it too)

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Tommy squeezes Evan’s hand lightly as they walk down the street. The blonde has been quieter as of late, not really letting on what’s going on inside his head. He’s not sure if it’s something happening at work or just noise inside Evan’s head from typical anxieties, but he tries not to push him when it feels like the younger man isn’t in a place where he’s ready to talk. Still, he’s curious. 

“Are you worried about the transfer going through,” he asks softly, bumping lightly into Evan’s shoulder as they round a corner. 

“No,” Evan murmurs back, not much louder than a whisper. “I didn’t put in for a transfer.” 

Tommy furrows his brow slightly, glancing over at Evan again. “Oh. I thought you said-..” 

“No,” Evan cuts him off, but his voice is still in that same low, soft tone. “You assumed.” 

“You gonna take some time off,” Tommy asks. He’s not really sure what’s happening over at the 118, since the last time he spoke with Howie everything still seemed to be going well. Plus, it’s only been a few days since he last sparred with Eddie, and even he seemed to let on that things were still pretty normal over there. “See if things shake themselves out?” 

“No,” Evan replies, pulling his hand away. Both of his hands slide into his pockets as he walks a few paces ahead of Tommy, and they round into an empty alley.

“Hey,” Tommy calls out to him softly. Evan stops walking and turns towards him, and a small smile pulls on the corners of Tommy’s mouth as he stares at his boyfriend. “What’re you gonna do?” 

Evan stares at the ground between them for a beat, and when he looks up at Tommy, his eyes are glassy. Tommy gulps at the expression. He’s only seen Evan upset enough to cry a handful of times, and none of those moments have ever felt like this.

“I’m sick,” he rasps.

Tommy steps toward him, brushing his knuckles over Evan’s cheek and closing the space between them. “Okay. I’ll take you home. You’ll be better in a few days-..” 

“No,” he growls lowly, his brow furrowing in frustration as he takes a half-step back. “Tommy. I’m sick.” 

The older man stares at him for what feels like an age, whatever he’s saying not fully registering for him. Evan’s shoulders sink with a breath. 

“I have leukemia.” 

Something like a laugh comes out of Tommy’s mouth, but it’s not because he thinks the moment is funny. He shakes his head as he looks back at Evan. “No. You’re- you’re thirty-three. You’re perfect-…”

“No. No,” Evan stammers, shaking his head, biting on the inside of his lip briefly. “I found out a year and a half ago and I’ve stopped responding to treatments.” 

Tommy stares at him with that same expression for a moment, quiet as he runs Evan’s words over in his head. He licks his lips and then sets his jaw for a moment. “So why didn’t you tell me?” 

Evan inhales a deep breath as tears run over his waterline, shaking his head. “The doctors said i should go on living life as best I could. I- I didn’t want anybody to be weird around me.” His voice pitches higher as his emotions take over, his chin trembling. 

“Including me?” Tommy asks, and he’s not yelling but his voice has picked up in volume. 

“Especially you,” Evan replies, his resolve completely falling apart. 

Tommy turns his head away as anger fully overtakes him at what he’s being told. 

“You know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened,” Evan tells him, and Tommy’s not sure if it’s the moment, or the new information, but it’s like he’s seeing Evan with brand new eyes, seeing what’s been in front of him the entire time. His sallow cheeks, the purple lines around his eyes, the way his skin isn’t as pink as it was when they first met. “I never saw you happening. And I do not need a reason to be angry about this.” 

Tommy stares at him, anger still present on his face. Evan shakes his head again, stepping further away, but he only gets two or three more paces away before Tommy reaches out and grabs his wrist, pulling him back in. 

“Wait, wait,” he rasps, pulling Evan back in close. 

“I’m sorry,” Evan replies, his voice hoarse as Tommy bumps his nose up against Evan’s, resting their foreheads together. “I’m so sorry. I should’ve told you sooner.” 

Tommy shakes his head, blinking away the tears in his own eyes. “No, I made you do too many things-…” 

“No no no,” Evan argues, lifting his head and leaning back just enough to see Tommy clearly. “If anything, you’ve kept me healthy longer.” 

Tommy gulps, taking a breath. He releases one of Evan’s arms and brings his fingers back up to his face, brushing against his jawline as his eyes skate over the younger man, trying to memorize him. He takes a breath. 

“Are you scared,” he asks. 

“To death,” Evan replies. Tears quickly flood Tommy’s eyes and run over and he looks away from him, his chin dropping. “Lighten up.” 

“It’s not funny,” Tommy argues, looking back up at him. His other hand slides off of Evan’s wrist and around his back, pulling him closer. Evan takes a breath and then leans his forehead back against Tommy’s again, and Tommy closes his eyes, tries to breathe against the ache settling into his chest. When Evan pulls away and looks back up at him, his eyes are red-rimmed and lined with tears.

“I’m scared of not being with you,” he admits, his voice choking off into a whisper at the end as blue meets blue. 

Tommy clenches his jaw, shaking his head as both of his hands come back to Evan’s face, pulling him closer. “Baby, that’ll never happen.” 

Evan’s chest caves with a silent sob as Tommy presses his lips to his forehead and then pulls him in tightly. Evan curls his arms around Tommy’s shoulders, his tears running into the smooth material of the gray waffle-knit henley he’s wearing. 

There are a million things he wants to say. I love you. Don’t leave me. Fight harder. Stay for me. I love you. But in that moment, all he can do is breathe and hold Evan closer, tighter. 

[lucy-moderatz]

[wistfulwatcher]

YELLOWJACKETS | 2.06 “Qui”

[larryrickard]

thinking about beez's and gabriel's convo about how the demons and angels live for the coming war, and gabriel says "you can't always get what you live for"

beez and gabriel get what they live for.

crowley does not.

[claudia-kishi]

🤭🤭🤭

[rhinocio]

[pins apritello server to the ground] YOU

[fragmented-tales]

Continued from here. @tenebriism

    When Shad had stepped AWAY from it, the wolf had stopped walking towards him, stormy blue eyes staring at the studious man before planting its rear on the ground - perhaps in some futile attempt to appear SMALLER despite it's sheer size.

    It would seem, however, that despite Link's own FONDNESS of his friend already making his tail wag, the beast's nature took the praising title and moved the fluffy appendage with more speed as his pupils dilated wide.

    The wolf seemed to PREEN himself on the way he captured Shad's interest in the unknown, standing once more to meet him halfway 'fore circling him. He was meant to nudge him back towards the town but...

         ... A little time together wouldn't HURT, right?

    What harm could it bring to allow the man to draw THIS form? To take notes and do as he pleased while Link's large body brushed against his legs and hips? Laying 'front of the researcher would surely be fine.

[vampandvisiongirl]

"You're Welcome" (ATS)

Just rewatched this and this is where I will stop. What a beautiful episode. Really emotional and moving and David & Charisma did it so well, you can see the tears & (the crew said they were both crying.)

Gems

Loved that it's Wesley & Cordelia who come to see her first (the OG 3)

Loved Cordelia & Wesley scanning the books. A good throwback scene to Seasons 1 & 2.

Loved Angel & Cordelia rewatching Doyle's "Angel Invst." ad.

Loved Lindsay/Angel/Cordelia scene. Brought me back to season 1.

Love how we later find out that Cordelia gave Angel a vision during the kiss that leads him back to his path and going against The Circle

Loved ALL of Angel & Cordelia. If this was the last time we got to see them together, I'm so glad it played on who they are, together. Cordelia guiding him and being his strength and helping him remember who he is. And just the love that these two have for each other.

Such a beautiful performance.

Angel & Cordelia forever.

"You can't fight Kyrumption, cinnamon buns. It's fate. It's the stars."

[sheena-is-a-punk-rocker]

Okay, listen, I KNOW it's literally been like two whole ass years since I wrote a Mandomera ficlet but the inspiration hit me literally this morning so I'm determined to finish the "Omera falling asleep on Din's shoulder" prompt ficlet by next week!!

[finalgirlkateausten]

not a couple butttt “How are we going to keep our family safe?” and Ramsey 👀

okay it's 11pm and i am pulling this "plot" out of my hat so!! enjoy!!!!!

Clack.

Clack.

Clack.

Each bullet nestles into place smoothly, their shells gleaming up at Kristin as she loads the magazine. The sting of silver against her fingertips is almost theraputic-- she should wear gloves, like Blake does, but honestly, right now she has bigger things to worry about.

"Kris," Garrett says, his voice tired and quiet in the dusky dark of the study, "Would you settle down? We can't go anywhere without talking about this... we need a plan."

"I'm all ears," she snaps, her skin smarting as her grip on the individual bullets tightens. "Because it doesn't feel like we have much of one right now-- we could barely keep all of them from running off when we started to smell smoke."

"You said it yourself, part of that is instinct," Garrett sighs, his hand twitching against the curtain as he stares out the window. "Aaaaand part of that is, they're eighteen-- well, and eleven, counting Danny. But they're focused on sorting supplies right now-- right? You can still hear them in the cellar?"

"Mhm," she hums, pressing her lips together. "I can hear their heartbeats, too. Harlan's freaking out, Garrett. Everett keeps trying to calm them down but you know he's struggling too much himself. Blake is bouncing off the walls and taking care of Danny isn't helping, and Luna is just feeding off all of them."

"I know," Garrett grumbles, stepping away from the window and pacing over to where she stands by the desk. "I know, Kristin. But just-- one thing at a time. How are you doing?"

She slams the magazine of the gun and sets it down on the desk with a loud bang, scrubbing her hands over her face and shoving her fingers into her hair, which has been in her face all night and is really only adding to her frantic mindset. "Shit, Garrett, I smelled the smoke just when the sun started to set and honestly, I don't think I've felt a single human emotion since. I don't know why this is happening again, and really, I don't care why this time... all I can focus on is, how are we going to keep our pack-- our family-- safe?"

"By sticking together," he answers, his hands carefully circling her wrists so he can bring her arms away from her face. "We can take care of each other, not just us and the kids, but you and me, too. We can do it together, and I promise you, I know this feels scary, but it is going to be so much better with all of us together."

"Is it?" Kristin closes her eyes, shuddering at the smell of smoke in her nostrils and the memories of flames behind her eyes. Garrett is kissing her burned fingers, and she can barely look at him, her heart hammering with fear at the possibility of losing him forever, of losing her kids again. "Or is it all going to be worse?"

[hooligansconglomerate]

we’ve been working on them for two years and I'm just really proud. emma’s never given up on us (even when eye suck). i just love them and the small breakthroughs they have. can’t wait to see what this year has in store for them.

[piperslovebot]

nateleia & gwenikki nation, anyone up?

[expectiations]

Omg YES YES YES!! WELCOME TO THE FOLD!!

I have listened to the entirety of star-crossed with nine and river and i honest to god fucking love them so much ?? Nine's personality feels like it somehow works so well with rivers ?? And archipelago ?? Omg ??? Has anyone else listened to it yet cause i think nine and river might be my favourites <33

[raki-fallfallingfallenfall-2]

Love My New Look

⇒AO3

This is my fourth commission work!

The biggest appreciation to my requester and friend, Céline, for being so generous and patient with me whole this time! It took me over a year to get it done because my life was a mess last year...Thank you so much for understand and being encouraging me!

The request was 'Established Johnlock, where John is a bit insecure about his beard because of Sherlock's comment on his moustache from past,and needs detective's reassurance'

  ¥6,000 comic / 3 characters / 6 panels ($38.5 €35.8 £30.8 *approximated) 

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I’m working on next commission work (double peter) now, and there are 5 slots left! I'm thinking changing the prices after getting reset the slots fyi!

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[claudia-kishi]

I'm still trying to figure out why the lads aren't trying to bite your head off.

[romanticatheartt]

You always have to bring feysand into everything specially in your gwynriel or elucien posts. Can you not do that? Some of us doesn't like their content in the tags

I've rarely seen a feysand also loving gwynriel and elucien and it seems you're the only one

You know I always wondered why some of Feysands who have already stated that they ship Gwynriel or Elucien, never talk about them. I got my answer. Because y'all are so welcoming, thank you so much!!

I'm not the only one who ship Feysand and also ship G and E, there are so many out there but I admit that Feysand might not be their otp.

And first of all, this is my blog and I post anything that I want. Either you can like and engage with it OR, this might be shocking to you I know you can block me. That way you will never see any of my posts. (do you want me to make a tutorial for it? just ask!)

Second, if you have problem with my post and you still, for some weird reasons, don't want to block me you can always filter the tags. (I can also make a tutorial for this too)

I'm sorry that your brain can't comprehend the fact that I can be a multi-shipper without being a hater and enjoying my time being in this fandom.

I never noticed that I bring Feysand into everything, guilty as charged... I can't stop talking about them.😔

I didn't want to answer this because it seems you're just a child and no mature person would ever talk like that but if this is a problem of anyone out there and is bothered by my posts I want them to block me. Don't worry I wouldn't be offended... I'd actually appreciate it<3