#otis milburn fic

[elephantlovemedleyx]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sex Education (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otis Milburn/Maeve Wiley Characters: Otis Milburn, Maeve Wiley, Aimee Gibbs, Isaac (Sex Education) Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 04, Post-Canon Fix-It, Future Fic, Fluff and Angst, Mild Smut Summary:

The first night back in her dorm, nestled in the shirt that’s losing his scent by the day, she thinks about texting him. Future Fix-It / One-Shot.

[pwasilewski]

Maeve’s eyes slowly fluttered open, and she blinked slowly, momentarily confused as she took in her surroundings before recognizing she must have fallen asleep on the couch. There was a small puddle of drool on her hand that laid on Otis’ chest, her body heavy and warm pressed up against his. 

They’d just gotten back from Moordale earlier that afternoon, after spending just over a week there for the holidays. It was as if time slowed down while they were away, a harsh juxtaposition to how time felt here, where she’d blink and entire weeks would pass. Here, it felt like there weren’t enough minutes in the day, that she’d give and give and give, until she was exhausted, aching fingers and a sore back, climbing into bed just to do it again the following day. Old habits die hard and all. 

Here, it felt like she was torn between letting work consume her; a wildfire with no end in sight, or slowing down, melting into this new chapter with Otis, letting herself be cared for in a way she’d never had before. She shivered at the thought, hating that part of her that couldn’t just fully let go. Hating that she already knew, but didn’t want to admit, she had dreams spread under his feet now too; terrified he wouldn’t tread lightly enough. 

He shifted slightly at the movement and she propped her head up on his chest, looking up at his face, tracing a finger over his jaw. She loved him so much it felt like her heart was crawling its way out of her chest, trying to get closer to him. Why couldn’t she just be better at fucking showing it?

Unable to resist the urge, she wiggled further up his body, kissing the skin where her fingers had just been. Gradually, his eyes flickered open, his blue eyes meeting hers, and time felt like it stopped for a split second, his face relaxing with recognition, and she wondered if they’d search and find themselves like this in every lifetime. 

She’d like to think they would. 

She thinks lots of things and then nothing at all, when he smiled at her, his eyes softening and crinkling in the corners. 

“Hi.”

Her own lips quirked upwards. “Hi.”

“Were you watching me sleep or something?” he asked through heavy eyelids. 

“No,” she shook her head. Maybe. She knew the way she was looking at him probably told a different story, but she couldn’t help herself. 

He raised his eyebrows in question, or disbelief, or some combination of the two. “Writing poetry in your head about me?”

She breathed a laugh. “Something about the bright incipience of love, still promising to solve, and satisfy, and set unchangeably in order.”

Otis looked thoughtful for a moment before he said, “that’s definitely not you. Far too optimistic.”

“Phillip Larkin. It’s actually kind of a sad poem, you know.”

[ficnation]

Thank you so much for the tag, hun! @drabbles-mc 💖 It made my day 🥰

Rules: reveal the titles of the documents in your WIP folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit! (unfortunately I don't think i know that many people 😭)

WIP Game

“Way Down We Go” Chapter 6: Facing the Strangers - Rick Grimes; Shane Walsh

“The Heart Wants What It Wants” Chapter 2: A Sweet Connection - Angel Reyes

“She” Chapter 4: The Secrets She Keeps - Angel Reyes

One More Ride - Daryl Dixon

The Cockroach: Chapter 3 - Negan Smith; Lucille Smith

Unexpected - Negan Smith

Just a Man - Joel Miller

Unnamed Project 1 - Diego Hargreeves

Baby Talk 2 - Daryl Dixon

Power - Shane Walsh

May We Meet Again - Ivar Ragnarsson

Negan?

Otis Milburn Fluff Alphabet

Consolation - Miguel Galindo

Family - Miguel Galindo x Oceteva! Reader

Happy Lowman x Reader

EZ Reyes x Reader? Angel Reyes x Reader?

Feel free to send in asks about any of the fics above 🙏🏻💖 I love talking to y'all!

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and anyone else who wants to participate! ✨

[cruel-summerxy]

People are liking my Otis milburn fics…… I still haven’t finished season 3 😭

[stitched-mouth]

CHARACTERS I WILL NO LONGER WRITE FOR

So I’m doing a bit of a page remodel.

I am removing some masterlists and some characters from masterlist. I have no desire to write for these characters anymore so I won’t be. These characters, so far, are not characters I have ever written for but added to masterlists because at some point I did want to write for them. So no worries about deleting fics or any work.

But please understand that I only write for characters that I’m interested in writing for, I won’t write for characters just because others might want to read something about them.

Also my Diabolik Lovers masterlist is missing. I have not stopped writing for these characters, I just want to redo the actual masterlist. As well as my Black Butler masterlist and My Hero Academia, these masterlists are still up though.

Anyway, the characters I will not be writing for anymore are:

• All Hazbin Hotel characters

• Sylvie (Loki)

• Steve Rogers/ Captain America

• Stephen Strange/ Doctor Strange

• Miriam Wexler (Turning Red)

• Jang Deok-Su (Squid Game)

• Kang Sae-Byeok (Squid Game)

• Enid Sinclair (Wednesday)

• Eugene Ottington (Wednesday)

• Jack (Last Night In Soho)

• John (Last Night In Soho)

• Alan Zervi (Russian Doll)

• Sandie Milkovich (Shameless US)

• Monica Gallagher (Shameless US)

• Nina Locke (Locke & Key)

• Tenya Ida (My Hero Academia)

• Shoto Todoroki (My Hero Academia)

• Rei Todoroki (My Hero Academia)

• Himiko Toga (My Hero Academia)

• Kurogiri (My Hero Academia)

• Rachel Phantomhive (Black Butler)

• Elizabeth Midford (Black Butler)

• Edward Midford (Black Butler)

• Francis Midford (Black Butler)

• Alois Trancy (Black Butler)

• Hannah Annafellows (Black Butler)

• Charles Phipps (Black Butler)

• Tanaka (Black Butler)

• Baldroy (Black Butler)

• Nina Hopkins (Black Butler)

• Beast (Black Butler)

• Dagger (Black Butler)

• Doll (Black Butler)

• Black Star (Soul Eater)

• Light Yagami (Death Note)

• Near (Death Note)

• Matsudo (Death Note)

• Luther Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy)

• Otis Milburn (Sex Education)

• Jackson Marchetti (Sex Education)

• Lily Igehart (Sex Education)

• Payton Hobart (The Politican)

• Skye Jackson (The Politican)

• James Sullivan (The Politican)

• McAfee Westbrook (The Politican)

• Johanna Constantine (The Sandman)

• Lucifer Morningstar (The Sandman)

• Catwoman (The Batman)

• Nega Scott (Scott Pilgrim Vs The World)

• Ashley Campbell (Sally Face)

• Todd Morrison (Sally Face)

• Tommy Maximoff (WandaVision)

• Billy Maximoff (WandaVision)

• Peter Quill (Guardians of The Galaxy)

• Spider-Man (Tobey Maguire)

Watch me add half these characters back when the next season of their shows comes out

[avenging-fandoms]

i feel like otis would kiss you without any warning and then mumble on about how stupid he was for doing that but you'd roll your eyes and kiss him back while he was mid sentence. sndjjfjfjf

"hi mrs. milburn. i'm here to study with otis" you smile and she invites you in and you thank her.

"please, call me jean, darling" she says and you nod. "otis isn't home yet, but you're more welcome to wait here. would you like some tea?"

"that'd be great, thank you" you thank her and sit down at the table. "how's the baby? how's joy?" you ask and thank her quietly as she sets your mug in front of you.

"she's a doll, she's sleeping right now. so this is my relaxation time" she whispers and takes a sip from her mug. "how's school here, is it different from the states? are the kids at school nice to you?"

"for the most part. otis and eric are basically my only friends. besides this boy in my chemistry class, adam. he's sweet. quiet.. but he's nice" you smile and the keys in the door clanged.

otis pushed his way into the house and you turned around, setting your empty mug on the table. you smiled and otis returned one, jean smirking behind her sip. "sorry i'm late, had to help ruby with something real quick"

her name made your stomach jump, and jean noticed. "otis, yn just had a.. woman question for me. she'll be up to study in a few minutes darling" you look at her and she winks at you. otis nodded and headed up the stairs. "ruby. do you know her?"

"uh.. i-i know of her, yes. i know her and otis have been becoming closer" you put your mug in the sink and jean met you there. she tapped the counter and you hopped up, playing with your fingers. "mrs. milburn, is it weird to tell you that i have a major crush on your son?"

"oh darling i knew from the first time you came over" she tapped your thigh and you laughed. "but i saw your face when he said he was with her. you didn't like that"

"of course i didn't. ruby is popular. she's sexy, she's confident. she's all i want to be" you sigh and jean touches your chin.

"you are gorgeous, darling. and anyone, even otis, would be grateful to have you" you smile and hop down, thanking her as she rubbed your back.

"thank you, jean. and if joy starts to fuss, i got her. you enjoy your outside porch read" you smile and she groans and thanks you, hugging you tightly before grabbing a book, her mug and sitting on the porch.

you grabbed your backpack and took a deep breath, heading up to otis's room quietly with the baby monitor in hand. joy was still sound asleep, so you went into otis's room.

otis sat on the edge of his bed, math book in his lap and you took your shoes off and sat criss cross on his bed behind him. you took out your book, and he turned his body with his leg touching yours.

"this shouldn't be too difficult, but if you don't understand something, i'll help" otis smiled and you nodded, grabbing your pencil and you started to write.

"this is much different from the states" you mumble and he laughs, looking at you instead of the paper.

"is there anything you miss about the states?" otis asked and you looked at him, thinking. you didn't really miss anything, you liked it better in england.

"the food, maybe. but i could live without it. i like it so much better over here" you reply and he nods.

"anything in particular you really like over here?" otis asked and you took a deep breath. you closed your book and took a breath, letting it go and otis leaned forward to kiss you.

you blink slowly as he pulls away, putting it math book on his lap again. "i'm sorry, i shouldn't have done that. that was.. really dumb. we're here to study. right.. studying. not-not kiss-" otis rambled and you laugh under your breath, rolling your eyes and grabbing his face and kissing him again.

the kiss was slow, and his math book fell onto the floor on his feet. "ow" he mumbled and you laugh into his mouth, his hands holding your ribs. you grab his hands and push them lower to your hips, and you felt his breath hitch in his throat. "i don't.." he pulled away and you looked at each other. "i don't want to do anything just yet. if-if you want to do something"

"of course i want to do things with you, otis. but not all of it all at once" you smile and brush your hair out of your face. "can i ask you a question that has been weighing on me?"

"of course, what's up?"

"do you.. do you have feelings for ruby?" you asked and he looked at you, smiling.

"no, but i do have feelings for you" he admitted and you smile, leaning forward to kiss him again.

"we don't have to do anything today, maybe just making out?" you asked and he nods, and you laid on his bed. "fuck studying"

"yeah.. fuck studying" he grinned and you held his face, kissing him slowly as you grabbed his shirt to pull his body into you. you two did more than make out that day, but no one needed to know that. it was yours and otis's secret.

[onthepageoftears]

A Little Bit Further (Otis Milburn x Reader) // Sex Education

A/N: Sorry this is kind of short! Also, I didn’t feel comfortable writing the full smut scene, but I hope this was okay!

Request: hi sorry to bother you but i was wondering if you could write something with otis where he’s slowly getting over his intimacy issues and gets all flustered when he asks the reader to give him a bj cause they’ve been together for awhile and he always stops make out sessions when they get far but now he’s like wow can you do this for the rest of time after she does it

Warnings: mentions of sex, make-out, insinuated blow job, so basically smut i guess?? but not really

Words: 1,051

Please Don’t Plagiarize My Work!

You and Otis had a system.

Ever since you started dating, Otis made you aware of his inexperience and intimacy issues. You had no problem with it, and reassured Otis that you were glad he was honest with you, and that you would never do anything to make him uncomfortable; on another hand, you were pretty relieved, because you weren’t so ready to rip your clothes off and say goodbye to your virginity either. You two seemed to agree that time wasn’t an issue and that it would be best to wait to have sex until you were both ready.

“Small steps,” you remember saying to Otis when you had your first kiss. It was a quick peck on the lips, just to test the waters of your new relationship. Of course, it hadn’t stayed that way, and as time went on so did your experience.

Soon you two had delved into the French kiss, which was quite uncomfortable at first, and definitely felt strange. But you got the hang of it, learning together and trying new things. Eventually, those kisses evolved into longer periods and more desperate contact. There had been some touching as well; Otis blushed when he first brought his hand to the band of your bra, and you would trail your fingers softly along his skin with encouragement. But, that was about as far as you two had gone.

Because, you had a system.

The first time you were about to go full on make out, you told Otis you two needed to have a safe code. Not a word, because screaming ‘flamingo’ in the middle of a kiss would be a bit jarring. Instead, you opted for the wrist-tap: when one of you felt uncomfortable, or wanted to stop whatever it was your were doing, the person would tap twice on the other person’s wrist. No harm, no foul.

You two had used it many times before; when you touched his upper thigh, when he accidentally touched your right boob. If that happened, you two would resort to cuddling together, and talking about your favorites bands or movies or games. Sometimes you two would fall asleep and wake up with even more love for each other than before, if that was even possible. It was clear to say the system had worked quite well for the both of you.

So, when you were making out in Otis’ room and placed a hand carefully on his thigh, you were surprised that he didn’t stop you. You frowned, letting him lean in a bit further into the kiss, taking more control. You let you other hand travel to the back of his neck, tugging lightly at the strands of hair.

You let out a soft moan when you felt his fingers trailing along your spine; you always loved how soft they were, and how gentle his touch could be. Still, it couldn’t distract you from the fact that he was moving towards the clasp of your bra, fingers pulling delicately at the band. You suddenly pulled away from the kiss, looking at the boy in amusement.

“Time out,” you said softly, frowning at the boy in front of you. “Are you okay?”

Otis licked his lips, placing his hand back at your waist. “What do you mean?”

“Did Eric put you up to this?”

“Up to what?”

You tilted your head and sent him a pointed look, eyebrows raised.

“No. No, I just…” he moved his hand from your waist and closed his eyes with a sigh. “You make me so happy. I...I’m so lucky to have you.”

“Okay.” you lay your hand over his, encouraging him to continue.

“Really. You are so understanding...of everything. Of my parents, and my feelings. It’s amazing. You’re amazing.” You blushed, but kept your eyes on him as he took a deep breath. “I think I’m ready to go a little further. I really care about you, and...it feels right. But, only if you want to.” He looked at you with eyes wide with concern.

You placed a hand on his cheek with a small smile. “Are you sure, Otis?”

He only nodded, leaning in to kiss you once more. But before he could place his lips on yours, you slid off the bed.

“Wha-“ He watched with wide eyes as you kneeled down in front of him, laying your hands on his knees. “Oh. Oh. Okay. Yeah.”

“Are you okay with this?” You slowly trailed your hands up his legs, watching with a small smile as he gaped at you.

“Y-es.” His eyes followed your hands as they went to unbuckle his pants. He could feel his heart beating a mile a minute, and he kept moving his eyes from your position on the floor, to the little crack in the ceiling, and back.

“Remember,” you spoke seriously, leaning up a little further so he was looking in your eyes. “Just tap my wrist if I’m going too far.”

When he nodded, you took a deep breath, and let the magic begin.

—

“That was-“ Otis looked at the ceiling, speechless.

“Better than your imagination?” You teased, looking at him with a wide smile.  He looked back at you to where you were laying on his chest, drawing patterns into his shirt.

“Way better.” He said, kissing you sweetly on the head. “You were amazing.” He looked back to the ceiling, blush forming on his cheeks.

Laughing lightly, you snuggled closer into his side. “Couldn’t have done it alone.”

You watched as he blushed harder; he shifted a bit so he could hug you closer into his chest. As he traced his fingers along your arm, a shy smile crossed his face.

“What is it?”

“Maybe we could do that more often?” He looked nervous, like he thought you would be mad or disgusted. Instead, you smiled and kissed him softly on the lips, letting your face linger close to his.

“Of course.” You snuggled back into his chest, letting your eyes close as you listened to his heartbeat. You hummed at the feeling of his hand on your back, rubbing soft circles over your skin. “We’ll go a little bit further each time.”

“A little bit further.” Otis nodded, smile spreading on his face. “Sounds fantastic.”

[aerishey]

What I want is Otis and Ruby treating their relationship as a fun, more of a friends-with-benefits, nothing serious kinda thing with no strings attached, with the occasional deeper emotional moments where they’re like whoah what is this. And Otis constantly ruminates on how he lost Maeve, but when they finally kiss, it doesn’t feel right. When he kisses Ruby, it puts a smile on his lips, and his whole being feels lighter, and that’s when he realizes, that he’s fallen head over heels for Ruby without even noticing. So he apologizes to Maeve, and he goes off, because he knows now that love doesn’t have to be heavy and difficult. Love can be easy and fun and uncomplicated, love can be Ruby.

[tommensbaratheons]

don’t think about otis inviting ruby over to his house months after they haven’t been speaking. baby joy is finally asleep so there’s a moment of peace and quiet. but ruby shuts the door a little too loudly and of course the baby starts crying instantly. otis panics in his own big brother way and runs to the nursery, ruby following quickly behind. otis picks up joy to see if she needs a new diaper, thankfully she doesn’t. he hands her to ruby and insists he holds her while he goes and makes her a new bottle. ruby is on the edge of throwing a fit but gives in anyway. when otis comes back upstairs, joy is fast asleep in ruby’s arms in the rocking chair. he flashes back to when they had the pregnancy scare and he didn’t hesitate to tell ruby that he would drop out of school and get a job so they could be a family if she kept the baby. and looking at her now, holding his baby sister with such care, he doesn’t regret saying any of those things to her. he meant it, he still does.  

[bylerisc4non]

this scene but make it byler

literally the premise of my fanfic (go read it)

[catty-words]

#9 for Motis pretty please?

9. Wiping away someone’s tears + Maeve/Otis

“I’m starting to suspect,” Otis says, hoisting himself up onto the wall overlooking the tetherball and recreation ground, “Connor signs up for sessions to brag about his latest self exploits rather than out of any genuine desire for reassurance that he’s normal.”

Maeve starts at the sound of his voice, gives a weak laugh as she snaps her borrowed copy of Little Women shut. “Long as he pays, yeah?”

Otis gives a noncommittal hum, eyes trailing over her face.

She squashes the urge to slip down from the ledge and run far, far away by instead tilting her chin up and staring defiantly back at him.

“You’ve been crying,” he says, a worried crease forming between his eyebrows.

“Nothing escapes your keen eye these days, hmm?”

He shakes his head. “Is everything alright?”

“Fine,” she says. “Beth’s just died, is all, and I—” She breaks off, embarrassed by the sudden catch in her voice.

For some infuriating reason, this makes Otis’ worry morph into amusement. “You’ve read Little Women before. More than once, if I recall.”

It’s not fair of him to speak about their past conversations with such a moony expression on his face. If she were the sort prone to obsessing over every little interaction with her—she hears Aimee’s voice in her head, a teasing sing-song that leaves a sour taste in Maeve’s mouth—crush, looking for signs that he might feel the same way… But she’s not, small mercy.

She scoots away from him. “Your point?”

“Do you cry every time, then?” he asks, still grinning at her. “Or is this read special?”

“Piss off.”

“I’m only curious,” he says, knocking his sneaker against her boot.

Being with Ola loosens him, makes him perpetually giddy. Maeve hates it for the same reason she can’t look away.

“Just get caught up in the tragedy of accepting your shit lot in life,” she says, fussing with the torn cuticle on her thumb and ignoring the fresh tears pooling in her eyes, “and still, somehow, finding it in yourself to hope for more. Better.”

“Fall victim to the hope every time, do you?”

“You know me,” Maeve says, flashing him a hard smile. “Eternal optimist.”

He reaches for her—hand suspended between them for three painful heartbeats—and then resolutely catches her next tear with a gentle brush of his thumb.

Maeve’s smile slips in her surprise and, for a moment, she’s simply staring, hope entirely on display.

“I suppose,” Otis says, voice warm and quiet in a way that lulls her eyes closed, “if Beth can get enough out of life even while saddled with scarlet fever, I can always put up with another story about Connor’s inventive masturbation habits.”

She laughs even as her heart crashes into her stomach; she’d not been expecting a joke. “Yes, I’m sure that’s exactly the sort of life lesson Louisa May Alcott was hoping people would take away from this beloved piece of literature.”

With the grin back in place, Otis shifts off the ledge to the ground, and then turns back to face her, wringing the straps of his backpack in his fists. “See you tomorrow, then?”

She nods, incapable of more at the moment. Not when hope’s made her Otis’ fool yet again.

[beezyland]

Fandom: Sex Education Pairing: Ruby Matthews/Otis Milburn Rating: M Word Count: 14,000 Summary: For Ruby, their arrangement is an escape from dire family matters and the monotony of being untouchable. For Otis, their arrangement is a distraction from a hurt he still hasn't properly dealt with and is desperate to ignore. Casual isn't complicated until they complicate it. A Season 3 Fix-It.

[fluffyximagines]

A Little Jealous

(Sex Education) Otis Milburn x Reader

Word Count: 2008

Summary: When your boyfriend starts acting weird you go to Otis for help and he is there to comfort you when you find out what's been going on.

Masterlist

“I need to talk to you” You approached your boyfriend, Jackson, as he was standing at his locker.

“I have swimming practice.” Jackson shut his locker and tried to step around you.

“No.” You stepped in front of him, blocking his way.

“Y/N I don’t have time for this” Jackson snapped, his voice rising slightly, as he tried to shove you out of the way.

“Of course you don’t” You sneered.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Jackson turned around to face you, raising his eyebrows.

“I don’t know” You shrugged, “Just seems like you never have time for me anymore.”

“Can we just talk about this later” Jackson shook his head, “maybe somewhere a little more private.”

“That would require you to actually speak to me” You scoffed. But Jackson just ignored what you said and continued walking away from you.

Your boyfriend had barely spoken to you in weeks, constantly avoiding making plans with you and never replying to your texts. He kept telling you that he was just busy and didn’t check his phone much but then whenever you did see him, he couldn’t look away from his phone for 10 seconds just to talk to you. You didn’t know what to think anymore. Of course the first thing that crossed your mind was that he didn’t want to be with you anymore, but you didn’t understand why he wouldn’t just break up with you if that was the case. Your friends kept trying to convince you that he must have something personal going on, of course you knew that his mums had issues, but this was a common thing and you didn’t think that would be his reason for pushing you away. 

You didn’t know what to do anymore. You felt as though you were out of options. You didn’t want to get anyone else involved in your relationship with Jackson but you had tried to speak with him so many times and he wouldn’t let you, so maybe the only way to find out what was going on was to get some help. You decided you knew just the right person to help you with the problems going on within your relationship.

“Hey Otis, can I talk to you for a minute?” You whispered, as the rest of your class began to leave the room, heading for lunch.

“Yeah of course, what’s up?” Otis replied, placing his book back on the desk.

“Umm” You hesitated, looking shyly around the room to make sure no one would over hear you. “I heard people were paying you to help with their relationships and stuff.”

“Yeah, Maeve and I are running sort of like a sex clinic” Otis answered, nodding his head.

“Well I was hoping you could help me with something” You smiled shyly.

“Yeah of course, what is it?” Otis asked, looking at you with a concerned look.

“Well I guess you know that I have been dating Jackson for a few months now?” You began explaining your situation to Otis.

“Yeah I heard something about that” Otis nodded.

“Well the past few weeks he has been acting really weird” You continued, “It seems like he’s avoiding me. I have no idea what I did or why he doesn’t want to hang out all of a sudden but every time I try and make plans he has some sort of excuse.”

“I’m not sure that I’ll be able to fix anything” Otis responded, “but I can definitely have a chat to him and see if I can figure out what’s going on.”

“Thank you so much Otis” You smiled, “I know it’s not exactly what you normally do but I really appreciate it. I just want to understand.”

Otis gently placed his hand on your shoulder for comfort. “Y/N I’m always happy to help, you’re a good friend.”

You thanked Otis before turning and heading towards the door of the classroom.

“Hey Y/N” Otis called, turning you to turn back around and face him, “I really hope it all turns out alright.”

“Yeah me too” You gave Otis a smile before exiting into the hallway and heading for lunch.

You had known Otis for as long as you could remember. The two of you had always been best friends, inseparable. Otis was there for you through everything, your first crush, first kiss, everything. But when you got your first boyfriend, things started to change between the two of you. You never meant for it to happen, it just did. You and Otis had never been popular, in fact Otis and Eric had been the only friends you really had. But once you started dating someone on the football team, things started to change. You tried to remain friends with Otis and Eric, but slowly you began hanging out with the popular kids more and more. Before long it became difficult to maintain your friendships and you began to drift apart from Otis and Eric. That was the beginning of 9th grade, you were now half way through 10th grade and the the two of you had barely spoken in a year. You had to admit, you always kind of missed Otis and the friendship that the two of you shared, but you were to stubborn to ever admit that. So here you were, friends with a bunch of people who barely knew you, and a boyfriend who wouldn’t even talk to you. 

You were laying in your bed thinking about everything that had been happening recently, and soon tears had begun to form in your eyes. You picked up your phone, deciding to try one last time to talk to Jackson. It had been almost a week since you had last spoken, maybe now that you had given him some space he would be ready to talk.

You: This is getting ridiculous, can we talk?

You: Please?

You put your phone next to you on your bed, deciding to read a book to take your mind off things. After about half an hour you heard your phone ding, you quickly picked it up checking who it was from.

Otis: Hey Y/N, Sorry I haven’t gotten back to you but can I talk to you at school tomorrow?

You: Did you find something?

You: Please just tell me.

Otis: I don’t think this is something I should say over text.

You: What are you doing right now?

Otis: Nothing. Why?

You: Feel like coming over?

Otis: Be there soon.

About 5 minutes later you heard a knock on your door.

“Wow that was qui-” You began before suddenly stopping when you saw who was standing on your door step.

“Hey” Jackson sighed, giving you a small smile.

“Hey? You barely speak to me for weeks and now you just show up here and say hey! What the fuck is going on Jackson” You yelled at him, blocking the doorway so that he couldn’t enter your house.

“Can I come in” Jackson mumbled, barely looking you in the eye.

“Fine” You agreed, stepping aside, “but you have some explaining to do.”

“I know” He nodded, entering your house.

“So, what’s going on?” You asked once you and Jackson had reached your room at the top of the stairs. You crossed your arms over your chest.

“I want to start by saying I’m really sorry.” Jackson took a seat on your bed, placing his head in his hands. “I know I haven’t been treating you right recently. I’ve just been trying to figure out how to tell you.”

“Tell me what?” You were even confused now than when Jackson had arrived. He genuinely look worried by whatever it was that he had to tell you.

“Y/N I care about you so much” Jackson continued to explain.

But before Jackson could say any more he was interrupted by the sound of your door bell.

“I’ll be back” You quickly said to Jackson before running down the stairs towards the front door. “Come in” You smiled as you opened the door and there Otis was on your doorstep.

“Sorry I got a little bit lost” Otis apologised as he entered your house, taking his helmet off. “Guess it’s been a while since I’ve been here.”

“Yeah” You frowned, suddenly feeling bad for what had happened between you and Otis last year.

“No no” Otis suddenly realised how that sounded. “I didn’t mean to make you feel bad.”

“So what did you need to tell me?” You changed the subject, wondering what was so important that Otis couldn’t tell you over text.

“So I mentioned to Maeve that you had asked for my help” Otis began to explain, “Y/N I’m really sorry, but she told me that her and Jackson hooked up at a party a couple of weeks ago. I don’t think she realised that the two of you were together but she feels horrible. Anyway, I guess that’s why he has been avoiding you recently. I’m really sorry this is the way you had to find out.”

Tears started to form in your eyes as Otis explained what he had discovered. You looked up as you heard a creak on the stairs, seeing Jackson slowly walking down.

“Y/N” Jackson began, a distressed look on his face.

“Don’t” You shook your head, tears streaming down your cheeks.

“I can explain.” He reached out to try and take your hand but you quickly snatched it away. “It was a mistake. I know it’s not an excuse but I was really drunk and I didn’t realise what I was doing. I don’t want to lose you Y/N, I care about you so much.”

“I don’t want to hear it Jackson” You couldn’t even look at him, your eyes were fixed firmly on the ground below you. “Just leave.”

Jackson quietly walked past you and Otis, who was awkwardly standing next to you with a surprised look on his face. He opened the front door and left after apologising again.

“I’m so sorry Y/N I didn’t realise he was here” Otis apologised, giving you a concerned look.

“What is wrong with me?” You cried, sitting down on the bottom step and sobbing into your hands.

“There is nothing wrong with you” Otis comforted you, taking a seat next to you on the step.

“Obviously there is. All the guys I like either don’t like me back or they lose interest and cheat on me.” You sobbed.

“Well obviously they are idiots” Otis wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer to him so that you were crying into his chest. “If you were my girlfriend, I would never make you feel like you aren’t good enough.”

“You don’t mean that” You shook your head, trying to wipe your tears away.

“Of course I do” Otis smiled slightly as he helped you wipe some tears off of your cheeks.

“Otis I’m really sorry for what I did.” You raised your head so you were now looking into his eyes. “I should have been a better friend.”

“Its not your fault Y/N.” Otis brushed away the hair that was stuck to your face. “I guess I sort of pushed you away too. I didn’t realise it at the time but I think I was a bit jealous.”

“Of me?” You smiled giving him a confused look.

“Yes of you” He gave a small laugh, as he played with his fingers nervously.

You slowly leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to Otis’ lips. When you pulled away he was staring at you, his mouth slightly open with surprise.

“I know this is terrible timing but would you maybe like to get something to eat.” You offered, reaching out to take his hand as you stood from where you were sitting.

“I’d love that.” Otis took your hand as he raised himself from where he had been sitting.

The two of you had gotten ice cream and just talked for hours. You had to admit, it was the best you had felt for a long time.

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25 Days of Ficmas 🎄

Day 13: Bells

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“Silver Bells”

Sex Education

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Jeankob sexy time 🔥

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Hi! I was wondering if you ever posted the part 2 of that otis milburn fic titled ‘my consequences’ or was it just consequesnces? I was reading some of your works and i really liked that one!

Heres to me hoping that it was actually posted 😗✌🏻

I saw the sneak peak but i couldnt find your post about the full story anywhere on your account. I really absolutely liked it!!

I’ve got bad news…. I never finished it 😭

But I did find a different outline and I’m kinda tempted to finally finish it🫣

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nice to see you again - adam groff

summary: y/n had been away from Moordale after the first semester of school, which lead her to no see Adam a lot. She \just missed him when he was been drived away from his home and taken to the military school. But she didn’t even know where he was going or if he was going to be back. So when she she’s him in his driveway six months after him leaving she is happy but not happy to see him.  pairing: Adam Groff x Fem!Reader  warnings: swearing, smoking, fluff (and a stubble slap across the face from y/n)  word count: 1929 requested: no one of my own  season: 1 & 2 [ slight backstory ]  

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After Aimee dumped Adam he was pretty broken up about it, but he knew that he still had a girl in his life and that was y/n. They have been best-friends since primary school and just stuck by each other ever since, she saw how he treated people sometimes and she knew that it was bad and she tried to get him to stop but Adam being Adam he was stubborn and a ass and didn’t listen. But for some reason she never gave up on him and that is why she was his bestfriend, through all of the bullshit with his dad and school she was the one person who didn’t treat him like utter shit.  After the first semester of the new school year y/n never really turned up to school due to her own family drama and problems, with every town there will always be the shit show part and that was where all of the caravans where, but this shitty little caravan that y/n lived in, she had lived in it her entire life [ was even born in it ] her mother and father were full time junkies who had no time for their two kids and y/n never understood why but as she grew older she learned more to how selfish her parents are and were when she and her brother were growing up.   *  It was a tradition that y/n would come over to Adam’s house on a Thursday night to do their homework [ well y/n to do hers then do Adam’s as well ]. The air had a cold crisp to it the afternoon that she rode her bike to the familiar house, she turned the corner sharply and was now in the Groff driveway but was confused when she saw the military cadet in the car and watched Adam put his bag into the car.  “Adam?” y/n asked as she got off of her bike,  “Shit, y/n’.” Adam cussed to himself. “what’s going on?” y/n asked  “I can’t explain, I have to go.” he said as he turned to the girl.  “N-no you can’t just leave I need you here.” Adam sighed then kissed his friend on her forehead and got into the car.  The car started up and began to roll out of the driveway.  “You could've said no to him, Maureen.” y/n said to the woman behind her, his mother had become like another mother to her but this move was low, even for her.  “It was what Michael wanted, it’s the best for Adam-.”  “He was doing perfect.” y/n said as she grabbed her bike and peddled away from the house that once felt like home.  *  “So you got a girlfriend?” one of the boys asked Adam, the three of them were sat high up in a tree not too far away from the grounds of the military school, Adam smiled slightly as he thought about y/n.  “yeah, Yeah I do.” he said before taking a drag from the joint  “Her name is y/n.”  “Big tits?” Adam slightly smiled and nodded at the ginger so that he would shut up.  “Tell me are you a tits or ass guy?”  “I like elbows.” Adam retorted and all three of them laughed.  “Go on tell us, what she like?”  “I’ve known her since primary school, she’s my bestfriend that’s all there is to say.” Adam stated “she a good fuck?” Adam chocked at this question of course he was going to have to lie, he had never slept with y/n before at all, well they have both fallen asleep together on his bed on a Thursday night whilst watching a movie but he had never fucked her.  “Yeah, Yeah she is.” Adam said and sunk back a slight bit knowing that he should not have lied. * “Oh would you quit moping around.” Eric said to y/n as they worked on their calculus homework. “I am not, I am just simply studying for the calculus test that we have soon.” y/n stated back.  “Shit, I got to go to work.” y/n said as she rushed to get all of her things into her bag. “Okay, bye!” Erica yelled from the top of the stairs.  “So sorry that I am late, lost track of time.” y/n said to Ola as she rushed into the store throwing her smock over her body.  “There is no need to be sorry, but you are lucky that you called me saying that you would be late.” Ola said back with a laugh. y/n smiled at her friend as she started to stock up the shelves of medication.   “So how are things with Otis?” y/n asked  Ola smiled shyly at her friend before talking “Yeah, it’s going good, I mean we are taking it slow but it’s what we both want and I like that.” she replied to y/n  “Awe, that is fantastic Ola. I’ve known that sweet kid since I was five he has always been so awkward and closed. Since he has been with you he has become this whole new person and it’s great.” Ola smiled at what y/n said  “Thank you that means a lot.”  “Anytime.” y/n said with a laugh.  -  “Imma head home straight away.” y/n said to Ola as she was declining her friend’s offer to drive her home.  “Okay then, see you tomorrow! Text me when you get home!” Ola said before winding up her window and began to drive off. y/n sighed before placed her bag around her shoulder and hoped onto her bike and began to pedal off away from the store.  Eric was right y/n was still mad and sad about Adam not telling her anything about leaving, which is why she decided to go by his house on her way home just to see if he was home or not. Before getting onto Adam’s street she dismounted from her bike and walked it along the pavement.  As she made the turn to go turn onto his street she could hear the yells of his father.  “Adam!”  “Fuck.” y/n cursed to herself, she waited until she heard his dad leave before showing herself.  “Adam.” she said and Adam just stood there he looked different then what he did last time that she sw him, his long hair was gone but he had more shape to his body.  “Hey y/n-.”  “You asshole Adam Groff!” y/n yelled before slapping him in the face.  “What the fuck y/n!”  “Where were you?” y/n yelled again.  “Y/n please, calm down-.”  “No I will not calm down, you left me for six months with no note, text or fuck Adam not eve a letter! I needed you-.” Adam cut her off by pulling her in for a hug, it was a bloody thight one too he wrapped both of his arms around her shoulders so that she couldn’t let go or leave.  “I’m sorry okay, I didn’t want to leave.” Adam mumbled to y/n as she tried to calm herself.  “It’s okay, I’m here now.” he said again. “I’m gonna let go now, so don’t slap me again.” Adam joked and he felt y/n laugh slightly. “Yeah, I promise.”  Adam looked down at y/n and used his thumb to rid of the tears that were under y/n’s eye’s.  “I just I didn’t know where they took you. I didn’t know if I would see you again.” y/n said as she took ahold of one of Adam’s hands.  “Well I’m here now.” he said with a smile.  “Walk me home?” she asked and he nodded with a smile.  “Of course.”  he said then kissed the top of y/n’s head before grabbing ahold of her hand again.  **  “Have you seen your mum or dad recently?” Adam asked as the two walked dow the street.  “Don’t make me laugh Groff.” y/n said back to her friend.  “I’m serious y/n, what happened while I was gone?” Adam asked.  y/n didn’t answer all she did was grab the key’s out from her pocket and unlcoked the tralier door.  “What happened?” Adam asked again as he followed y/n into her home.  “Mum died okay! There you happy!” y/n snapped  Adam visbably sank into his own body.  “She died they day you left Adam, that’s why I couldn’t let you leave.” y/n said through the tears. “And you didn’t stay you left!” y/n said and pointed her finger at Adam.  “You left and I had no one!” y/n yelled one last time before Adam placed his hands upon y/n’s face. “If it makes you feel better, I had a photo of you with me the entire time I was there.” Adam said trying to get her to smile and it worked for a second. “Don’t try and smooth talk me Groff, you’re still an ass.”  “I love you, I should’ve told you the day that I left for that school but I didn.t But I should’ve but now I am glad that I didn’t, because I knew how much preasure that would of-.” y/n cut Adam off by placing her lips upon his [ finally ] her hands wound themselves around his neck pulling him closer to her body, both of his hands placed themselves on her waist.  “I love you too, you dumbass.” she said as she ran one of hands throw his short hair.  “I have to tell you something.” Adam said and y/n pulled away from him, she opened up the fridge door and grabbed two cans of soda and threw one to Adam before sitting on the counter top.  “Tell.” she said as she opened her can od soda. “So the school I was at, two of the guy’s asked if I had a girlfriend, I said you were..” Adam said bracing himself for another one of y/n’s slaps but it never came along.  “I thought you would of been mad.” Adam said truthfully  “But it just fet wrong saying Aimee even thought we are’t together but neither are we so I don’t even know why I-.”  “Yes I’ll be your girlfriend Adam.” “Really?”  “Yes really, well I mean if you think about it we have been ‘dating’ for just over a year, just with no sex.” y/n said  “really?” Adam asked dumbfoundedly  “Yes really, what did you think that all of hand holding, firehead kisses, arms around shoulders, movie dates and me coming over to your house every Thursday night to study and dinner with your family was then? Your mother has treated me more like a daughter than my own mother did at all throughout my life.” “Wow.”  “Yeah wow, you are so oblivoius Groff. I’be been waitimg for almost a year for you to make it offical for us but you never did, I mean wow I stayed a virgin becuase of you-.”  “Fuck, I wasn’t meant.. to say.. that. Fuck.”   “You’re a virgin?” Adam stated more than asked.  “Yes, I am. Go ahead make fun of me why don’t you.” y/n said before she started to bite her fingernails slightly.  “But you told me that you slept with Jackson-.”  “I lied, he did too. we tried to but I just had a panic attack before he could even get my bra off.” “I’m sorry.” Adam said as he moved to standin between y/n legs. “Not gonna lie, I am really suprised that you waited for me though. I’m not that-.”  “Shut up. and kiss me Groff.” she said as she wrapped her legs around his and pulled him closer. “Whatever you say y/n.” he said with a laugh before closing the gap between the two again.