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i have to start looking faggier...
#seven months of estrogen and i still hate presenting myself in public#not like I'm even trying tbh but on my best days i look like a Kinda Fruity Cis Guy#i need to get out of here i need the wiggle room to actually learn who i am#otherwise this is gonna kill me#i need to be able to connect with other queers but i have a wardrobe that's barely changed since high school#I'm a GIRL now and I'm blowing my chances to actually appear as a girl#i don't even care how well i pass in detail i just want people to file me under the Girl category#hhhh. ugh. i was in public too much today and I'm gonna be in public too much tomorrow#so my brain is doing this to me tonight#delete later
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After @randomationality mentioned Starscream getting thrown around often here, I remembered him being shiny for the first few episodes and decided to do some digging and figure out exactly when he lost the shine.
In Episode 1, while Megatron is still gone, Starscreamās chest has a very prominent shine.
Then again, Episode 2, Megatron returns and he is very shiny.
In Episode 3 heās not as shiny as earlier (possibly due to the lighting, possibly due to offscreen Megatron) but we do see the glow of his weapon reflecting on his chest.
Same for Ep4, continuation of the Fowler scene. But at the end of Episode 4, Megatron beats Starscream on camera for the first time. And when you watch Episode 5,,,
You can clearly see heās lost the shine. The same lighting is hitting both of them and while it reflects from Megatron, it doesnāt from Starscream.
Worth noting that Ep 6 does give him back a bit of shine, he never quite recovers to the same degree as the first few episodes. I stopped watching carefully after that point. Make of this what you will. The animators tweaking his design after the first few episodes, or an intentional change to show Megsā abuse.
#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#starscream#tfp starscream#transformers theory#but thatās just a theory#a screamer theory#thanks for reading#Megatron#tfp Megatron#reading too far into a kids show from 2010#also starscream was justified in trying to overthrow Megatron you cannot convince me otherwise#he was nothing but loyal for 3 years#and the first thing Megs does when he returns?#tell starscream heās gonna kill him and use his corpse for experimentation#and he woulda done it if he didnāt have cliffjumper#not even using a vehicon trooper or anything#even though decepticon high command donāt care about their well being#nah he wanted to use starscream#if my boss did that Iād try to kill him and take his job too
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Akihiko becoming a cop is something that simply doesnāt happen in the coma route cuz Shinji would see that shit and be like Aki what the actual hell is wrong with you
#persona#persona 3#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#akishinji#i guess#im making it that way lol#see if you know me you know i actively avoid p4 arena like the plague both cuz i hate p4 and cuz#i simply have no interest in how the p3 characters turn out if this is whats being done to them#i seen how akihiko and mitsuru look I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH I WANNA EAT GRAVEL#the only character i care about is ken really i approve of him getting to be a funny teenager i love my baby boy so much#but i watched the akihiko social episodes for reload and he talks about becoming a cop and i was just like. of fucking course š#we just cant escape this shit huh theres always gotta be a cop character for some reason#i consider this a bad ending for him cuz even though atlus and their copaganda loving asses would probably looove to tell me otherwise#theres literally no way shinji would stand for that shit like my guy has beef with the kirijos and was a homeless addict#so you know cops wouldnt like him and hes seen some shit#they had to kill him cuz hed tell the truth sldjks#i definitely am gonna explore this dynamic in my fic but you know. no way in hell is aki gonna be a cop on my watch lol#maybe he can be like. a PE teacher or some shit akskkls
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why is rivals Erik caked up
Whoever modeled rivals magneto has better self control than me i couldnt be trusted with modeling his proportions
#snap chats#looking at his model on the big screen again im gonna be sick#i woulda given him a bulge. sorry.#tuck king like ok ā¦. thank you ā¦. i wouldve been distracted the whole game otherwise#i fear having a huge dick and perfect ass wouldve been game breaking so fair move#his ass aint even that big its just Well Sculpted. sorry.#double sorry to my brother cause i keep Not Subtly looking at magnetos ass and verifying my statement#just one squeeze mr lehnsherr you may then kill me after the fact
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I remember watching rots for the first time as a maybe 7-10 year old kid and being completely mad at Obi-Wan for chopping Anakin's limbs and letting him fry alive..I SWEAR I HATED HIM SO MUCH I CRIED BECAUSE IT WAS MY PRECIOUS ANI :(( i believed that he didn't deserve that.
#bunny's talking#period.#none gonna tell me otherwise#i dont care he killed kids and betrayed everone#HE WAS MANIPULATED FROM THE DAMN BEGINNING AND IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND IT THEN LEAVE#anakin skywalker#hayden christensen#i love my ani so much you dont understand#but baby aga was so mad#so much hatred for this beared man in this precious heart
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I will stop creating elaborate aus when I'm dead
#arkayne#kayne#arthur lester#this one came to me in a dream#tldr azathoth happened#they're trying to stop him#somehow the most wholesome au has the highest body count#and it is. weirdly wholesome. I mean they kill some cultists#for enrichment but you have to give them that they would be so unhappy otherwise like a snow leopard w/o pine trees#malevolent#(sort of)#art#mine#life is short I am gonna keep making art nobody cares about sorry
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Tfw when I realize Iāve known this whole time my dazai and general bsd hyperfixation was self destructive and I kinda donāt care
#I saw dazai and went oh shit we are quite literally the same person#Heās just killed more people#But otherwise weāre the same#In the sense of like almost everything else#And yeah Iāll read angst fanfics because every little fucked up tell dazai has in those I have#And itās like a little fucked up bouncing off of each other because Iām just like him and my headcanons of him reflect me#And I know itās self destructive#I know I was doing better and now i can barely avoid the itch#But itās fucking addictive#Just gonna drown myself in our matching sorrows#lol#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai kinnie#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#dazai bsd#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bungou sd#actually mentally ill#When I read no longer human I had to take a moment to process that other people feel that alienation he describes#Like I didnāt know how to explain that I donāt feel fucking human but irl dazai somehow managed to#And yeah heās a horrible person and Iām no where near that horrible but it wouldnāt startle me to discover I have the potential to be
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Henry Emily time because hot damn the FNAF mood is strong.
#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#henry emily#digital art#my art#for wiliam and michael i just went for genericly my type while henry emily is a callout on my boyfriend and his taste in men#he doesnt even go here but would 100% date henry emily#also had to rush this one because work week is gonna be hell and im gonna have zero free time this weekend due to renfaire#this is like the most I've rapid posted on this blog since I made it#i swear im going to do things with it eventually but like whenever i plan to work kills me#also henry emily would totally nerdily wear merch pins from freddys and no one can convince me otherwise#feel like hed also get a kick out of off brand merch and wear them around to bother william who absolutely hates them
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(so... uh... how far into dai do you have to get before it starts being good?)
#i thought da2 was worse than dao in almost every way#repetitive undetailed environments boring combat less player influence over the story less customization of the player character etc.#but it had one shining redeeming quality#and that was the characters#who i actually cared about more than the characters in dao#and lucky for da2 characters are the most important aspect of a game (for me at least)#and good characters can carry an otherwise mediocre game pretty damn far#but i have yet to find the redeeming quality of dai#i mean... it's pretty i guess? though i still needed mods to make a character that looks decent bc the character creator was lacking#but the environment is pretty and detailed i will give it that#but i've been at this eight hours and almost every quest is just go get an item and then go bring it to someone?#there's really minimal story to these quests#and the characters seem interesting but i've barely had opportunities to talk to them#even the ambient party dialogue seems significantly rarer than it was in either dao or da2#why should i care about people i'm not getting to know?#also do they really just go with 'templars and mages are both equally evil & crazy and we're gonna need to just kill all of them you see'#surely that can't be the whole conclusion to the templar-mage war?? there has to be more right??#i'll keep playing bc hopefully it gets better#to be fair i didn't actually like da2 until act 2#i liked dao right away but it still took a bit to get really good#so i think there's still potential here#we will see i suppose#dragon age#dai#dragon age critical
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iwaizumi tells you that if those barbell hip thrusts arenāt making your legs shake the same way he does, then you arenāt doing it right š
#he says it to u when u ask him INNOCENTLY how to tell if ure doing it correctly while on the drive back home#and he says it while making a turn by a stoplight so he isnt even looking at u when he says it . so casually . u spit out ur drink#and when he watches u do it in the gym next time u make eye contact and r reminded of it SO MUCH u dont think u can concentrate#iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi hajime x reader#but ofc u have to . bc heās staring at u . waiting for u to do it . and iwaizumi everywhere else is ur loving bf#but in the gym heās Actually your Living Hell š#so u do it . and u shake . TERRIBLY . like he has to help get the barbell off u . and by the end of leg day your legs feel like JELLO#u get out of the gym and he actually has to carry u to d car otherwise youād be limping for the rest of the afternoon#and the MENACE that he is . COMPLETELY INCONSIDERATE (just this once) . makes ur legs shake even more that night š#(gets absolutely TURNED ON by u killing it at the gym)#everytime i step into the gym i have iwa thoughts and it kiLLS me#iwa hours open again rn so sorry š gonna head back out now ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦#i mEAAAAAANNN WHAAAAAAAATTTT i didnt write this#bye#hajime#rated#shotorus.bubble
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Fresh Meat
Pairing:Ā Karlach/Tav (at end of fic) Characters:Ā Karlach, Florenta the Garroter, Custom Male Tav (Hector Carlisle) Rating:Ā G Warnings:Ā Dark Themes Descriptors:Ā Flashback, Military Backstory, Dark, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Happy/Bittersweet Ending Chapter Word Count:Ā 2.2k Chapter Setting:Ā Ten years pre-game, then early Act 3
Summary:Ā
Memories of a young Karlach's first days in Zariel's army.
This fic is a character study investigation of some of Karlach's experiences in Avernus, inspired by this gorgeous and devastating piece of art by @featherwurm. Please go check them out; their Karlach-related art is some of my favorite in the fandom. <3
The ending of the fic is also a response to a prompt from @astreamofstars from this ask meme.
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Sweat trickles down her spine, pools at the base of her neck. It's so fucking hot in Avernus, like being buried in the depths of a coal fire. It matches the burning in her chest, the boiling in her guts. She fidgets her weight from one leg to the other, back and forth, as if thatād somehow ease the volcanic pressure behind each pneumatic pulse of molten blood in her veins.Ā
āI said ATTENTION!ā Legate Jastor pauses in his inspection of his troops and halts in front of her, bellowing in her face. The pit fiendās pale red eyes are filled with disdainful loathing. āI don't care if youāre Zariel's new pet, Cliffgate; you'll hold still when you're told!ā He lifts a hand and cuffs her in a vicious backhand slap across the face.Ā
She squeezes her eyes shut, forcing herself not to react to the pain. Easier than it should be, really, because everything else hurts too. Her chest hurts and her head hurts. The exhaust vents along her shoulders burn with searing chemical heat. The bruising sting of the slap disappears, swallowed up by the inferno.Ā
āYes, sir,ā she grinds out.Ā
This isn't real, some part of her brain still stubbornly insists. No fucking way this is real. I'm dreaming. Gonna wake up any second and go see Gortash and laugh - hey, boss, you'll never guess the shit I dreamed you did to me!
It can't be real, that he betrayed her, after everything they've been through together. It can't be real that sheās on another plane in the fires of the Hells themselves. It can't be real that she met the Archdevil of Avernus, and the bitch cut out her heart.
It can't be real. It can't be real. It can't be real. It's not real.Ā
She opens her eyes again and stares into Jastor's smirking, grotesque face. His breath stinks of brimstone as he laughs. āFidgety little fuck, aren't you, Dart? We'll fix that soon enough.ā
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#karlach#karlach cliffgate#karlach fic#bg3 karlach#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fic#bg3 fanfiction#bg3 avernus#florenta the garroter#zariel#hector carlisle#karlach x tav#tav x karlach#this compelled me out of nowhere after seeing that art and it made me sad the whole time :(#i'm not sure i'm ever gonna get around to writing a whole longfic about young karlach in hell#but i'm starting to establish a bit of a canon in one-shots/drabbles that i kind of like#had to end this one with a bit of comfort from hector tho cos it made me too sad otherwise :(#please do go check out featherwurm tho#their karlach art kills me so good
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the fact that ive been drawing a bunch of shit for days but none of it is actually presentable is so sad please have half of dennis' face
#ada speaks#i think im gonna work on one of my actual exciting wip drawings tonight instead i need to do something more creative#my back has been killing me from sitting like a freak while drawing otherwise this wouldve been done ages ago#i need to draw more joycetoria stuff im starved i need lesbians to cheer me through it#both my joycetoria doodle and my vicky doodle are like halfway to presentable but i havent technically shown either of them here hsjsndnfjf
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Shelly: Oh, you beautiful boy!
Fang: :)! Thanks, I've been experimenting with backcombing--
Shelly, petting a cat: š„° Aren't you sweet?
Fang: Oh.
#submission#source: doctor who#source goes first because my bestie is gonna kill me otherwise /hj#kickshots#brawl stars#incorrect quotes#incorrect brawl stars#brawl stars fang#brawl stars Shelly#the cat is Kit and I don't take criticism
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Resurrected
#trece#my art i guess vdkshdk#my art#art#artists of tumblr#digital art#procreate#dnd oc#dnd oc art#oc#oc art#original character#blood#now I'm going mimir otherwise uno sleep is gonna kill me hsjshsh
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when the common sense and rationale kicks in for once and i have sit here and be like well yes that would be so fucking funny but the consequences would be bad
HATE having to do that.
#- e#lime is gonna kill me tomorrow but its okay itll be so funny#i mean.. i am already kind of making the joke rn#and it is like 1 rn..#hm.#anyway were plural. this is a petition for lime (and sea) to stop being idiots about it#limes already gonna kill me tomorrow (edited a post on confessions blog lol) whats a silly little post on the website i never use huh. huh.#if you know us irl and you see this post: please ignore it bcs lime will EXTRA kill me otherwise Ę>#anyway emerald signing off. i got to make my joke. see yall never again. i do not belong on tumblr.
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I met people I knew only online for the first time irl last night and I'm still extremely exhausted cause I am not a social person so here. Take an OC.
Katale (Kitty) is wonderful and I love her and she's a criminal and that's fine. She likes to look cute and so whenever I see a really cute outfit in public with a specific vibe, I'm like "Kitty would love that". So here. Please. Please know that I saw this very pretty woman jogging with her hair pulled back, running shorts, and the CUTEST top with a little scarf from the same fabric tied and wow. It was. So wonderful, please have a wonderful day @ the lady I saw jogging yesterday.
#my characters#kitty is so funny to me cause she is absolutely used to a life of crime#shes second in command in a huge group because she actually forfeited the top command spot to her future boyfriend#and now they are exes and besties and she just really likes their criminal crew#and then she adopts a lil agent guy bc hes like a puppy and she is like listen that is my son now you cant hurt him#ANY OF YOU TRY TO HURT MY SON I HURT YOU including you rud my beloved ex current boss#and hes just like okay#and then they become a very weird messed up family of two crime bosses and a good boy#but anyway kitty is the glue that holds everything together and she commits crimes on the side of being nice#like oh sorry im late to get here i had to kill a man#but its also her getting phone calls from rud telling her sorry babe cant show up im a bit gross#and shes like oh yeah dude i get it sometimes blood just doesnt wanna hide :c ttyl smooches ily#anyway she deserves to have cute outfits and no one is gonna tell her otherwise#ALSO for those who dont know and might care shes a weeb she watches so much anime#she just ..... really likes anime and makes rud watch some shows with her during and after dating#he just goes along with it no complaints and he doesnt understand all the appeal#but it makes kitty happy so hes happy
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