#oscar vents??????

[lovelyrockstar]

i love to draw ocs during school while having a shit ass day. makes me feel good. but???? im still having a shit ass day and i still feel bad????? jot like. "oh i did something now i feel bad" like "oh i feel terrible physically and mentally and im scared whats gonna happen next"

venting in tags a little bit kind of ihhuuh

[girldriveroscar]

sigh. boxer oscar

[sweet-allien]

If I keep reading comments from people comparing Logan and Colapinto I swear I'm going to stop being a friendly blog and I'm going to be one of the most fucking aggressive blogs.

To begin with, they did not have the same car, LOGAN DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE SAME CAR AS ALEX and let's not forget that JV was not the one who saw that spark in Logan, he never saw him as a possible driver for Williams or as someone to accompany Alex, the the one who saw that potential in Logan was Jost Capito, not James. Not to mention all those derogatory comments from journalists towards Logan for being American (I really don't understand why that was a problem).

Colapinto has the support of both the Argentines and his own fans and James himself. Logan didn't really have a support network like Franco's, which, realistically, added to the pressure of being in one of the most competitive sports, is not exactly the most favorable for a person's self-esteem and confidence.

Logan was not only compared to Alex, his teammate with more experience in both F1 and Williams, but also to Oscar, Oscar, who drives a McLaren, who probably had more experience regarding F1 cars, Oscar, that always stood out in the rest of the categories and that has Mark Webber as support.

There's really no way to compare Logan and Franco, firstly, because they're both completely different, and secondly, because they were never on equal footing.

[adustoflove]

Trying not to end up in a psychiatric ward when you have bpd should be considered an oscar worthy performance. You're all witnessing a mental breakdown in real time, and not one person will have a clue

[stripedstarsblueflags]

let me be clear: this blog is NOT a safe space for lando haters. i’m sorry if that rubs you the wrong way, you’re free to block/unfollow.

“he bottles his starts” “he’s not as good as max” “he’s only good cause he’s got a rocketship of a car” “piastri has more potential” “he throws away opportunities” “he should’ve won and he fucked himself over” YOU DON’T THINK HE KNOWS THAT? even with all the PR training he has no poker face in interviews. he has moments, more and more frequently, where he radiates self-hatred. he isn’t out here protesting all the criticism, he’s taking it personally– way too personally– and people keep heaping it on harder and harder as if that makes a difference??

jesus christ people are coming after him like he’s making mistakes on purpose to spite them. i get it if you don’t like the fans– i don’t like them either. i’m talking about the hordes of mainly girls, often underage, who treat him like the next harry styles and drop really creepy/inappropriate comments in his posts and overall contribute to the “overhype” image. but then your beef is with the fans.

scraping the bottom of the barrel for every single excuse to put him down, to deny his performances, to nullify any single good result he comes up with is not going to change the numbers. he’s second in the championship. he’s won two races. he’s one of three drivers out of twenty he’s won more than one race, and lewis’s second win was after the disqualification and max is max. “he got a free pit stop in miami” “he just has a better car than max” okay, take it up with the FIA if you’re so upset.

i don’t really share my opinions on socials. i mostly just share other people’s memes and drop charlos-themed comments on instagram, and i’m new to tumblr but i try to stay in my own stupid little rpf lane. but now i just need to vent. if that makes you mad then like don’t read this far i guess??

my voice doesn’t matter. like, at all. i don’t have the full picture and i never will, and i physically can’t have any more of an objective opinion than anybody else who’s experiencing this all from the other side of a television screen. but i don’t like bullies. i personally don’t like it when people take it upon themselves to find the chinks in someone’s armor and sharpen their teeth. confidence, self-assurance, faith, the ability to silence everyone else’s voice is just as vital to an athlete as their strength and endurance. max verstappen has shown the power in mental/emotional invulnerability. lando doesn’t have that, and if anything it’s getting worse.

f1 isn’t structured to be fair. it is what it is. if you don’t like who’s winning, watch a different sport.

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

[datamodel-of-disaster]

Swordtember 2024: Jester

“Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.” - Oscar Wilde

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Isn't that funny? And here you tried so hard to show neither your face nor your hand.

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Drawing the icepick/mini sword thing in this reminded me of how there's an unexpected overlap between painting gems and non-metallic metal bits on warhammer minis and actually drawing them. Getting into Warhammer 40k was probably the single most impactful thing I've done for my art as a total noob. I'd recommend putting paint on plastic mini figures to anyone else who is a total beginner and wants to do something fun and creative that's not soul-destroying the way beginner art so often is.

Basically, sit down, watch a tutorial in which a tabletop-games-loving neckbeard version of Bob Ross shows you how to paint tiny plastic skeletons, and put some paint on plastic in the safe knowledge that "painted is better than grey" and you can't actually fuck this up. It is, no lie, Healing.

Before you know it, you find you actually enjoy making things and it doesn't feel like you're gonna die.

[littlebearnation]

new guardian angel

lando norris/oscar piastri | 2.7k | T | oscar-centric vent fic

summary:

After finally finding the right card, Oscar scans it and opens the door, letting Lando through first even as his brain screams at him to run upstairs and into his room before he has a rather embarrassing meltdown in public.

“You wanna come to mine? Chill, watch some F1 videos or something?” Lando says gently. Oscar smiles at him before politely declining. He’s about three seconds away from sobbing his heart out and he doesn’t want his boyfriend panicking over his panic.

or, Oscar has trauma surrounding drugs.

[soulreader05]

✩ ✨𝒯𝓇𝒶𝓊𝓂𝒶 𝒟𝓊𝓂𝓅 ✨✩ 𝕮𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖞 𝕭𝖔𝖜𝖑🍬

This is a crack fic, I did this for sh*t’s and giggles cause I’m bored.

All of these kids are Oscar Isaac Characters adopted children.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ : these are kids who are trauma dumping, there some stuff that will be said that could probably triggering for some readers, so please read this at your own risk. Know that you’re loved and cared for.

Jamie Alvarez : “Hi, my name is Jamie, and one time my alcoholic mother told me I was born as a mistake and that I’m reason my brother unalived himself. I brought a pack of gushers.”

*Dumps the candy into the bowl, you can hear a voice in the background say ‘holy shit’ and someone letting out a snort.*

Ebele Tavarez : “Hello, my name is Ebele, I still haven’t figured out if my birth parents really loved me or not and I still keep thinking that the older girls in orphanage who bullied me were right about that nobody will ever really want me. I brought sour patch kids.”

*Ebele lets out sorrowful chuckle as they dump their candy into the ball while Jamie pats their back lightly for moral support.*

𝐇𝐢𝐛𝐚 & 𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐛𝐚 : “We’re Hiba and Sheba and we spent most of our childhood as literal slaves to bunch of shitty men because that’s simply our curse as Djinns…oh and our mother is dead. We brought airhead bites.”

Antonio : *Can’t hold his laughter* “My name is…I’m sorry…Let me calm down. Okay. I’m Tony, and one time, when I was thirteen, my step-dad threatened to unalive me, saying that if I keep acting like a skippy queer, he’s gonna make sure I die like my mother…my mum died in a car accident…I was with her. I brought war heads.”

*You hear Jamie’s voice in the background whispering loudly ‘What the fxck’ and one of the other kids trying to hold back their laughter.*

Romeo Tell : “I’m Romeo…I get physically and sexually harassed every day at school…and not just by classmates. I brought jolly ranchers.”

*You could hear the twins wheezing in the background and Antonio saying ‘damn.’*

Yuka : “My name is Yuka…Growing up in a hidden base, raised to be a weapon, meant I had to go through heavy intense training, one of my trainers pushed me so hard that it triggered something in me..so I snapped his neck…I brought airheads.”

*Almost everyone in the room is quiet as Yuka dumps their candy into the trauma bowl.*

Bambi Jackson : “Hi, I’m Bambi, and before I met Jack, I was in a wilderness therapy camp and one of the camp counselor tried to molest me because they wanted to know if I was a real boy or not. I brought fruit roll-up’s.”

*You could hear Romeo and Antonio saying ‘Trans Solidarity, brother.’ in the background.*

Augustus : “My name is Gus…my mum is a crazy crocodile goddess that wanted to kill every human who could possibly be bad on earth…I brought oranges.”

*Every kid bursted out laughing and you can hear the twins in the background trying to explain to Gus that oranges aren’t candy.*

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Tags : @ominoose @hoedamn-eron @sillymarillly @ladywynne @minigirl87 @iolaussharpe-24

I apologize to you all for what you will read but in my defense, I was bored and left unsupervised.

P.S. I couldn’t add Daisy in this because she would say something very explicit that would be very hard to explain to Gus, who’s only ten years old, it’s bad enough that Yuka was there, not say that Yuka is all bad, she’s just very blunt.

[sirenicornio]

I will say something controversial, but Juli was a terrible friend with Oskar. And I know that Juli had every right to distance herself and didn't owe him anything and it's a normal response to trauma, but man... your friend took care of you in silence, respected your space and protected you at all costs. He deserved to know the truth. He didn't even say a thank you and his apologies seemed bitter to me (but that's because I'm spiteful).

[lovelyrockstar]

jm so hungrtyhhh

[gigifluidcat]

"Happy Oscar's Day! Remember to that you're not allowed to Watch it or any other numbing distractions that keep your sheeple brain from crumbling apart. You're only allowed to watch children and families get bombed, with you being powerless enough to not be able to stop it.

You're supposed to witness the blood and tears, with you of course, having nothing to do with it but blame yourself anyway because you live in a country that's actively funding it!

Oh what's that? You don't wanna see kids lose their limbs? Or worse, you want to *cope* with what's happening by distracting yourself? You support the terrorists. You may have done absolutely nothing in life to cause it, or even said anything about it, but your country's president supports the slaughter so that means YOU DO TOO by not wanting to watch children die!

But hey, that's all OK in the end! Drink water and eat plenty of vegetables, and be sure that things will get better! Mental health comes first after all! <3"

- This fucking site.

[yearinlou]

what do you mean i'm sensitive to mundane struggles? i am the youngest child. i am the melancholy that plaques the family christmas party. i put my grades on the kitchen frige. the shift from july to august rots my body. a laxative leaves me beridden like victorian child wasting away. my dreams drown in the time i will never get back. i've grown older than my comfort character, my favorite band will never play together again, every season gets shorter

[l-alan-l]

I’m genuinely going insane Oscar Wilde got a hold on me for not-so-straight three days he’s there I feel his judging gaze on me WHY AM I LIKE THISSS can I not just enjoy something in a normal amount??? do I have to feel like he’s reading my mind??? Sick and tired of this sick and tired

[dykekingofhell]

I am starting to think that some of the people screaming about how “cinema is back” and how the marvel era is finally over during barbenheimer don’t actually care all that much about the art form or positive transformation within the film industry. y’all know that other technically great, emotionally powerful, and beautiful films came out this year right? like to be clear, i immensely enjoyed both of these films, but people have been acting like nolan is the only auteur and like barbie is the only feminist film ever made and that it isn’t a massive IP marketing project. like especially in the past two days, reactions to oscar nominations have been genuinely unhinged. Barbie was not snubbed, it got EIGHT FUCKING NOMINATIONS. like sure margot robbie and greta gerwig wouldn’t have been bad choices for nominations but it was a stacked year. like im sorry but where is the celebration for the other amazingly talented women who have been nominated this year? ESPECIALLY LILY GLADSTONE, the first native american person to be nominated for any of the major acting awards at the oscars

[dawn-sunlight]

Today is the December 18th. That means it's Thadius Vent's birthday.

Which means it's time to play the 18:12 Overture!