#or when you said I was your moon

[iwantmygun]

I’m tired of the weight of you. The things I carry because of you. The things I can never enjoy again and the things I love because of you. I’m tired of your ghost. The way it follows me around, the way it haunts my dreams. Why can’t you be as you are in my sleep? So blissful and serene. But sometimes the truth seeps through those memories and you swallow me. I don’t consider horror movies scary anymore, because I know that the worst monsters wear human skin. The most terrifying creatures on this earth—are people. How could someone so beautiful, cosmic, a gravitational force grow and bloom love in my veins only then to turn around and salt and poison all the flora that remained? I don’t know you. I can’t see you. You’re too far away to send electricity through my brain, yet here I am being touched by you. Here I am in the same white dress I wore to court, dancing in it on your birthday trying and succeeding in not thinking of you. I hope you see me glowing and spinning around in your sleep. I hope you feel me “forgetting” you. As if I ever could. I see your birthdate everywhere. I hear your name in people and in songs. I skip music that reminds me of you because I don’t want to be swept away by you again. For the millionth time. The other day adrenaline coursed through my body before I could stop it because I saw a pair of eyes, nose and a freckle and for one splinter of a second I thought it was you. I have to stay present. I have to remind myself of the colorful and vibrant life I have now that you’re gone, because it’s so easy to be drawn back into the kaleidoscope that is being with you.

[chasing-faith-and-fate]

Moon 35

Moon 34 bonus | Moon 36

[sems-diarie]

ima have to stop defending her soon but fuck it gets me tight when ppl say cowboy carter was a bad album

[melonisopod]

"Type-Moon is allergic to money!" No they're allergic to caring about their western fans please learn the difference.

[binah-beloved]

cat ear binah sits on ur keyboard

she does it so smugly. you'll hear a soft tapping sound as she trots over, pawing delicately at your typing hands before carefully, purposefully, clambering over and sitting right in front of you, where you were just typing. she adjusts her feet a few times for good measure, a satisfied smirk on her face as she tilts her head up towards you

she looks at you. you look at her. she stares, and silently slow blinks, and you sigh.

Binah refuses to admit that she begins to purr when you pet her ears. her tail unwinds from around her body and languidly flips back and forth, your keyboard clicking when she eventually decides to crawl onto your lap and curl up. it's the best way to get back to work. she will need constant headpats, however, and will nip you if you do not provide

you just hope she still prefers your lap over your keyboard when she's not cat-sized anymore.

[everythingwasalreadypicked]

Ethan @ Alabaster

[magician-hero]

might trash a particular project because i personally think people have gotten on my nerves for the past 2 months

its not even a matter of a "particular person" but i think i haven't really healed from the cyclical hypocritical damage and criticism people will give me every month when something goes wrong

sorry for venting on an account i barely get personal on but tumblr felt safe enough and i didn't really think yelling to one particular person would've helped bwomp

[rexcaliburechoes]

does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?

[blart-og]

ishmael time :)

we're 3/12 of the way through the sinners! a full quarter

dunno when im gonna get time to do the next ones tho so heres some doodles to tide you over

[megarywrites]

from The Silent Shore, the first book of the Seafoam trilogy

↳ Part II — Split | Ch14 — In Broad Daylight [excerpt below] [Part I]

All was still—the air itself was taut in anticipation of…well, I wasn’t sure quite what. His mouth fell open, and from it spilled a lilting, strung-together chant of what I could only assume was the Old Tongue. The very same that he had spoken over Ma and Sosta’s consecrated union. His chanting flowed like the Smara beneath him, rapid and ever-changing. Faster and faster until all at once, his voice severed and he staggered back as if he had been struck.  At the very same instant, daylight poured into the auditorium, his robes gleaming in the light.  A chill slithered up my back and down my limbs as gasps peppered the air.  The Diamo’s eyes flew open, his mouth still parted with the prayer or platitude that he never finished as he stepped forward, reaching for the light with an awed smile. “He’s here,” he breathed out, blinking slowly as he tore his enraptured attention away from the sunlight to survey the excited crowd.  A sharply cut-off hiss wrenched my gaze away from the spectacle and brought it back to Solera, who had stepped up, solemnly carrying the pitcher before her as she followed the curve of the dais to head toward where the Diamo stood waiting, his face still upturned. I jumped to follow her, holding the bowl before me now. From the other side of the auditorium, two Dromas approached, carrying between them a low table that they set before the Diamo when we were mere steps away.  Solera stepped aside as the Dromas retreated from the sunlight, scurrying around to retake their seats on the right side of the auditorium. I took a hesitant step forward, setting the bowl before the Diamo in the pool of daylight. The reflected light bounced off of each hammered dimple, dazzling me until I stepped back and out of its reach so that Solera could fill it with the Smara’s water. As she poured it in, it was as if the bowl was being filled with liquid sunlight. It was so bright that I had to squint and step back even further to be out of reach of the glittering, eye-stabbing brightness.  When she moved away, the Diamo dipped his cupped palm into the sparkling water, letting it dribble unchecked down his arm as he lifted his hand again, the water spilling out from both sides. His reverential breathing out of Isolios’ name was the only word I recognized as he began to speak again, slipping back into chanting a prayer in the ancient language—starting from a whisper as Solera touched my arm with her free hand and nodded back toward the way we had approached from and crescendoing into a sonorous invocation that filled the room as we settled back along the wall. Light was pouring in from every angle in the auditorium, the glass floor framing the Smara beginning to glow with Isolios’ intensity. The walls groaned, the floorboards creaked, and the stained glass windows trembled as the sunlight within the auditorium swelled. The Diamo was quickly consumed by the light, completely cut off from view, though his desperate, pleading voice was still clamoring with the cacophony of rumbles and rattles filling the room.  Something in my chest was constricting—the breaths I was trying to take in didn’t sustain me. Isolios? Was this truly his presence? Maybe he had entered me, entered all of us, just at the Diamo’s beckoning. Pinpricks of light danced at the edges of my vision as the room began to spin.  He was really here. I could feel him. Genuinely feel him. I wanted to laugh, and maybe I did. I could feel the joy bubbling out of me. I couldn’t help myself, but— Something sharp pinched my arm, and the euphoria thrumming within me abruptly ebbed, leaving me lethargic. Hollow. 

[binah-beloved]

How did your love with binah start? for me it came to me in a dream (literally just slept one day and boom now i love binah. finding this blog solidified it more)

one of my friends showed me a photo of her before i knew what Project Moon was and the rest is history

[killmymind]

you know what’s crazy i actually came out to my mom like five years ago and she deadass forgot. ????????????????????? i had to come out twice (the second time i almost killed myself in front of her cause wdym you FORGOT)

[andrwgarfields]

someone edited charlie spring to lykke li’s song possibility and i feel like pulling my heart out

[volturiprincess]

whoever decided to do the whole Cowboy AU x JJK men, how dare you combine two things I like together🥲. I can't even scroll on here or on other social media apps without being faced with artwork of this (if only I knew how to do that, I would so do a Cowboy AU x volturi). I mean I click like so fast that you would think im obsessed with this (i am🫠). Anyways thats all.

[seaweedstarshine]

To soothe it further, Dr. Moon totally said it. Probably kept waking her up at 'night' to tell her he loved her :) It did probably eventually end in River answering with 'I hate you' for being waken up all the time

('no, you don't' <3)

Oh…!!! No “I love you” until they’re BOTH dead so the Doctor no longer has to fear the razor-sharp pain of losing her. 😖 Layers of emotional constipation, finally falling away…

This is the most perfect kind of soothing because it’s complicated emotions honestly — and you are so real — because it always fits them, even if I personally like to think eleven said “I love you” when he was dying, well, it’s easier to say these things when you’re dying and may not have to live with the pain that comes with love that’s fated to end…

Night-long “I love you”s when they’re both dead. (😭 “no, you don’t.” After ten giving the wrong response to “I hate you,” that would heal all. 😭)

On the vein of the Doctor’s various equivalents to “I love you” that he definitely would’ve said if he couldn’t actually say “I love you” in those moments — I once heard a headcanon that eleven whispered “you are always and completely forgiven” in LKH and honestly, that’s the only possibility (apart from “I love you”) that really makes sense to me — if something’s gonna persuade you last-minute to save the man you were raised to kill, why not being (lovingly) forgiven as he loses consciousness?

RIVER NOT ONE PERSON ON THIS SHIP NOT ONE LIVING THING IS WORTH YOU

[sirlancenotalot]

hidden in their words

a world of million colors

i love you, auro

talking to you paints my world yellow @auroplane (11/24)