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Hello!! This is my first post here so uhhhh I have like no idea what to say but I have a (definitely not late) Halloween drawing I wanted to share!
A spooky Echo for the spooky season!
I have literally no idea how much I'll be posting in the future but I'll try to come back sometime soon loll
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted echo#shoutout to my best friend who convinced me to post this loll#I'll try to remember to post more hehe
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my new OC: cempaka!
she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)
also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)
bonus first iteration under the cut!
i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3
#my art#original character#oc#oc art#art#im in love with her actually#she has 4 brothers all named after flowers#mawar kekwa orkid and melati#not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers#shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother#mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life#kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes#orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30#orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni#melati is traveling the world doing soul searching#cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone#so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing#she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN#like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life#he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough#ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT#basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while#and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it#but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved#so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly#also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL#HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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I literally cried when i read this chap... i had to take off my headphones and bluelight glasses and plop down on my bed to comprehend what I just read....
DDUDE!!! THAT CHAPPPP!!!! AUGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS ON MY BED STRUGGLING TO COMPREHEND WHAT I HAD JUST READ!!! MY EMOTIONS WERE ALL OVER THE PLACEEEE!! KNOX!!! DUDEEE UR TRAUMATIZING MEEE!!!!!!!
Anyways *ahem* the expression I imagine that was on Kai's face was one of a kicked puppy loll. Bc after all that Knox has put the poor fire boy thru.... Kai is most def a kicked puppy.... :')
ANyways, y'all!! Go and check out @ninja-knox-ur-sox-off's fic Wobbly Hearts AU !!! IT"S EPICCCC!!! <3333333
https://kittenninja14.tumblr.com/post/731916269075480576/hey-yall-i-just-found-this-incredible-video-and
#not me trying out a new style.... again#seriouslly tho.... why does it look soo anime?#not that im against taht... kai looks adorable here <33#Knox.... i think my realtionship with u is a love-hate one...#bc dude!! i love the angst and trauma u put on Kai bc of ✨plot✨#but dudeeeee..... I hate how much Kai's trauma is literally traumatizing *me*#anywyas#time for real tags ig#lego ninjago wobbly hearts au#knox#KN14 rambles#ninjago#ninjago kai#tlnm au#tlnm#tlnm kai#kai angst#kai fanart#ninjago fanart#KN14 draws#wobbly hearts#my art#magma studio#digital art#KittenNinja14#knox is mentioned loll
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#tw: blood#I unintentionally realized too late that it looks kind of similar to my bride Nick drawing hhhhhhhh#oh well#I tried going back to sfm once again and this is like another warm-up ToT#some blood were actually edited in loll#(watch me forget how to do SFM after this one lol)#also heavily based on Ao no Sumika/ Where our Blue Is MV (was trying to get ideas)#the song also reminded me of n ellis because of the lyrics (just wanna share about that one loll)#this wouldn't be the last one that might be based on that song (there's actually some scenes I want to try to recreate loll)#//#l4d2#left 4 dead 2#l4d2 nick#l4d2 sfm#left 4 dead 2 sfm#l4d2 fanart#sfm#source filmmaker#sfm poster#warm-up#reference#inspired#fanwork#fanart#my art#(am posting this like 3 in the morning so bare with me hhhhhhhhh)
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new music got me inspired to draw dolly!vitus in various outfits ^^ (not pictured: fulgrim getting so h*rny he needs to lie down)
#i love how vitus has evolved into having sad droopy eyes its great#i gotta do a nurse oufit one#i was looking at different lolita subgenres and saw there was a medical themed one (i forgot the name#also stirrups are growing on me thank you neon#ok i am. exhausted imma try to work on this fic till i pass out loll#wuvz draws#vitus dolly au
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hit random on a picrew n dressed him up :3
[inks below because they're neat]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#!! yay yippee yay :D#greatly enjoyed this! i need to put him in more skirts Truly#can imagine he stole it from his cousin for an errand run loll#/i should also draw skirts more often because i. cannot hghfsh#struggled a bit! but not as badly as i did with The Shoes#need to draw those more often too <//3 turns out drawing heels all the time does Not help when trying to draw sneakers lmao#/anywho i really love this!! just a lot of stuff going on it really tickles my brain hfhs#//also yea i should do more clothing details... ohhh i love seams so much you have no idea lol.....#they're just really good!! seams and well-defined folds my darlings <33#well. folds torment me but still hgfsh <3#//also a bit weird drawing him in other shoes lol#i know he has other shoes but also. no he dunt hgfs#//but YE i'm off n about now lol#do to my things... ooh my.. things.... [<- no idea what they could be]#will be going to bed in like an hour so let's seeee hfhs :33#toodles toooooodles!!
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is anyone still in the mood for a hypmic imagines blog these days lol
#mod rambles#giant ramble incoming ->#the tag seems so..#dead. which makes me sad :(#it’s looking pretty grim for us yumes out there ngl#do the people still yearn for self indulgent romance with their oshis. lol#i am still very much a yume freak. perhaps more so lately. but i never do talk about my own yume ships loll#plus the yume community does not seem.. very pleasant. to say the least#i do kinda want to come back and write here#but not on this account. i’d make a new one#i kinda want to start all over tbh. like a fresh slate#plus it'd kinda force me to try and get back into the groove of writing bc i feel like i've forgotten each and every rule lol#also it's important to have a creative outlet!! even if i most likely do not have the time for one lmao#i do want to provide for the h.ypmic yume community on here though. plus i love to write#even though i'm not caught up on the drama tracks..#idk if i'm emotionally ready for them#yes i did see this is the final drb. i got the news while studying for my final the very next day so suffice to say i was not doing well lo#idk if I’d share the new blog though. but i feel like it’d be p obvious if were me? lol#but i also wouldn’t have the time to write or post so idk.#i have time rn bc I’m on break but#when school starts back up again I’m gonna be packed. esp since I’ll be starting neuro so that’s gonna take all my brain activity (ha)#also will be starting research back up again so that’s a pain#plus. truth be told this year hasn’t been particularly kind to me#i haven’t really been in the mood to write or share it bc of what’s been going on back home#my people are always on my mind all the time#esp my village#🇱🇧❤️#been doing a lot of rambling lately but not a lot of writing. hm#all this to say: i might be coming back but prob with a new blog. lol#i write a lot just to get to the bare basic point (hence the 30 tags)
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someone needs to give cheye a lot of money so he can buy more art supplies to play with
#and. move out so he has the space to do so 😭#talkys#pls god give me a $100/hr entry level jawb that doesnt require um a useful degree amen#i want. more watercolors and brushes t_t <- guy who isnt even making paintings with the shit he has#I WANT TO MAKE ART BUT IVE NEVER KNOWN WHAT TO MAKE LOLL#i wanna do another linocut but idk what id do.... man man man man man#i wanna try colored inkssss i want to buy everyone's handmade watercolors....i wanna make stuff#i wanna buy one of those spiral bound notebook makers and make my own watercolor sketchbooks with my art on the cover#i wanna buy bookmaking tools. A PRINTERRRRR#i need surgery to pass so i can save for things again
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just realized we were an extroverted schizoid as a kid/teen 😭 you may think "wait thats not possible" but hear me out.
basically, the szpd criteria of "not enjoying close relationships" does not mean you dont enjoy spending time with people at all, at least not for everyone. so we in particular enjoy talking with people but when we were younger we did not enjoy "emotional closeness" and friendships and such. so we wanted to talk to people like all the time but we also did not want it to sort of mean anything, yknow.?
{in the past we've described it as wanting a fwb sort of relationship except its like "talking often without friendship/closeness attached"}
{{by extrovert i mean the "feels energized by/better from spending time with people" definition here.
#our posts#dont try to argue with me over this idrc im just sharing our experience because i like talkign.#also dont fakeclaim us over this loll we're more bpd than szpd nowadays and probably dont fit szpd criteria anymore#szpd#text
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Random Turbo headcanon, but I wonder if he based some of his looks off of Felix when making his King Candy appearance.
What would the most friendliest, non-suspecting, genuine person who could be trusted to fix allll your problems look like?
... OH--
#wreck it ralph#king candy#wir#turbo#headcanon#I saw they both had big noses and I'm like haha what if? but it also makes me sad UGH TURBO ANGST REAL#trying to fight getting into my wir phase I CANT GO BACK BUT I HAVE TO GRAHHH LET ME OUT LET ME INNN AAAAA#I already have a ton of other fandoms I'm in like sometimes being multifandom hurts the brain but it's so fun I can't help it LOL#also not to randomly mention sonic but I always wondered if some folks expected him to turn turbo when everything went down#I mean he's a speedster who's cocky and races a car (if we're basing his game as the sonic and sega all stars racing one lol)#he probably had some people wary of him BUUUT THAT'S A CONVO FOR ANOTHER TIME BECAUSE I GOT ALOT OF THOUGHTS ON WIR SONIC LOLL ANYWHOOOO
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nasty pick me, choke on that male validation
HUH??? 😭
since when was taking care of yourself considered pick me behavior?
not everything a girl does is for male validation , get a life
#this made me laugh so hard when i saw it in my inbox im sorry 😭😭#girl blogging#they sent me more stuff but im trying to keep this page as positive as possible loll#as much as i want to laugh i need to be the bigger person lmao
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more Nick expression stuff
#ngl lookin back at it it reminded me when I first tried to do comic-esque or multiple scene renders with sn i per s py lol#but this was one was like mixed of studying with lighting and expression#one of the problem here was the adjustment of lighting since I kinda cheated in the original renders lol ToT#and I tried not to go overboard with the expression here while still trying to copy from that sceneToT#but yeahh loll#//#old wip#sfm#(no more tags)
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and then i freak out about how much we know about the 1d members. and all the content we have aaaah
#yes there's so much we don't know#BUT WE KNOW A LOT#LIKE.#A LOT#FAMILY PRIVATE AND CHILDHOOD STUFF#when i was younger i was thinking i should do the same with other artists yk?#never really had the energy#its just odd to try to know EVERYTHING#im happy not knowing much loll#wrote this bc of that photo album#and also thinking about how ppl have been looking into this luigi dude#its scary!#i would never want to become famous like this#fans can be A LOT#ignore me ignore meeeee#gonna work
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#i am almost always imagining myself as the character LOLL#sometimes ill imagine that im reader.. especially if im writing from their POV#but even then... im imagining myself as the character most of the time#when i am writing from a characters pov there is no difference between us#i am them and they are me and we are we#we're BOTH trying to woo you#anyway i am so so curious
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things have been learned 👍 (slight audio warning !)
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#video#pink space#took me a minute + my computer Did explode herself in the middle of it but i DID finish the bulk of it yesterday EHE :D#i actually had more fun with the editing than i thought !! it's messy but i love it hbfsh ^v^#also that part with the flag fading in was what had me animate the 3 doodle-comics these were together. i needed that fade kfshvgh#/will Not be putting this on yt bc it's 37 seconds long and Un-Croppable so 💥#/yea though i had fun with the audio !! i would have used a deeper note for aura but i liked the microwave sound enough in the moment :)#thought that part was gonna suck the most but Nope once again i underestimate the suckage of visual timing. sigh hfhvshf#was laughing a lot at the potential audios for the last panel lmfsvh ; the first option was this slowed-down human voice that didn't change#pitch really but sounded like a droid (star w4rs) and i might export that sound by itself cuz i love it so much. it's bad Hbfhsvhf#//Yeeeee though i liked doing this a lot i might try doing more of these ?#i've gotta practice that's for sure but i like how it's turned out :D#i'm gonna poof rn though !! toodlesss ~+#//edit: changed my mind on the yt thing i'm just unlisting it so it can't get cropped badly loll 💥💥
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