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Had to deal with some real-world stuff, but I finally got around to finishing these girls and moving onto red!! I actually had to rework Sailor Moon because she was looking a bit wonky before 😅
#rans art#color wheel challenge#sailor moon#mha#ochako uraraka#my favorite pink charcters 🩷#or pink anime characters in this case
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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change was inevitable.
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finally!!! two months later and Vagabond's racer look is colored. he's so rouuund and meaaaaaaaaan and... yeah i'm glad he almost died-- let Carnage die and reform into Vagabond, he gets better character development.
i guess this is my first public angsty thing with Vagabond (other than his backstories but i'm fuckin Mister Malvolio Malaprop so... that's to be expected.)
It's been a while since I've talked about his backstory, and i have a bigger audience, so...
Vagabond (then Carnage) used to compete with Blurr a shit ton during racing tournaments. While Blurr went off to join the Elite Guard after the start of the Autobot-Decepticon war, Carnage would stay neutral and almost dies in the crossfire, becoming badly wounded and left alone. He'd be eventually rebuilt by one of his previous sponsors (Swindle) and leave his neutrality behind and start anew as Vagabond.
Vagabond wouldn't have any run-ins with Blurr after that. At least, well, when Blurr is... functional.
Carnage would've stomped Blurr's body into dust and rubble, cackling all the way as he cheers his victories, but Vagabond?
He just... understands.
Being broken and destroyed, left to rot alone until death finally takes ahold.
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#transformers#maccadams#tf animated#transformers animated#tf ocs#vagabond oc#vagabond art!!!#tf blurr#tfa blurr#tf fanart#angst#major character deaths#tf oc x canon#< just in case#im not sure#maybe thats an angsty side ship i'll explore#oc lore#carnage finally gets his design#and he's pink#spoilers i guess
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blue lock characters reaction to us picking them up like they weigh nothing? 🤭🤭
“𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫”
a/n: more muscle mommy content i am LIVING for this
ft. isagi yoichi, itoshi rin, nagi seishiro, mikage reo, shidou ryusei, kaiser michael, karasu tabito, ness alexis, kunigami rensuke, itoshi sae
isagi yoichi
you just wanted to hug him. he walked in the door, sweaty from practice, shirt clinging to him in all the right places, and you just impulsively wrapped your arms around his waist and lifted him off the ground like a puppy.
"h-hey?? wait– ARE MY FEET OFF THE FLOOR?"
flails like a surprised cat. immediately wraps his arms around your neck just in case you drop him (which you won’t, you’re a queen).
absolutely shook that you did it so easily. he’s like “okay, no offense, but i’m literally built?? i train?? gym membership?? professional striker???”
the second you put him down, he just stares at you like you’re made of magic. “can you do that again? but like. next time warn me. i almost ascended.”
10 minutes later he's trying to pick you up in revenge. struggling. failing. “i got it this time– wait no– MY KNEE–”
itoshi rin
he was not prepared.
you tugged his sleeve and said, “you’re cute today,” then immediately dipped under his arms and picked him up bridal-style like it was nothing.
he blinked. twice.
“put me down.”
but you didn’t. and rin.exe just started buffering. standing there in your arms, silent, face slowly turning pink, because you weren’t even struggling???
“you’ve been working out?” he asks after a beat. like he’s suspicious. like you’ve been training behind his back to dominate him emotionally and physically.
now he’s weirdly competitive about it. starts squatting 100kg the next morning. accuses you of being on steroids.
but lowkey? the second you leave the room? he’s smiling at his phone and changing your contact name to “dangerously strong gf🖤”
nagi seishiro
he was lying across the couch like usual, completely melted into the cushions.
“come cuddle,” he mumbled.
so you scooped him up like a princess, blanket and all, and he literally cooed.
“wah... comfy.” he curls into you immediately. no resistance. zero shame. like this is the most natural thing in the world.
your arms? his bed now. your chest? his pillow.
he does not care that he’s like six foot four. he just lets you carry him around the house like a lazy cat.
but now you’ve awakened something. he starts asking for piggyback rides.
dramatically fake faints into your arms. “babe, i’m weak… pick me up again… i’ve collapsed… my legs no longer function…”
calls you his “portable nap unit.” affectionate. parasitic.
mikage reo
you picked him up and he was SO caught off guard he straight up gasped like an anime girl getting confessions under a cherry blossom tree.
“wait wait wait– i’m off the floor??? HOLY SH–”
he clutches your shoulders like he’s on a rollercoaster. and then laughs, completely flustered but also like… loving it?
“is this what it feels like to be a princess??”
his ego is only slightly dented. like, 10% dented and 90% down bad.
will spend the next 20 minutes flexing in the mirror and muttering “okay, but she lifted this like it was nothing…”
brings it up in conversation all the time. “my girlfriend’s stronger than yours.” “shut up reo no one asked–” “SHE LIFTED ME BRIDAL STYLE LIKE I WAS A TISSUE BOX. RESPECT HER.”
shidou ryusei
you picked him up mid-rant.
he was in the middle of some unhinged monologue about wanting to headbutt a goalie when you just… lifted him. off. the ground.
his jaw dropped. he looked genuinely betrayed.
“DID YOU JUST MANHANDLE ME??”
“yes. now shut up.”
he’s blushing, giggling, and kicking his feet.
you’ve just unlocked a new kink. congratulations. he will now demand to be picked up every time he gets in trouble.
“babe, i almost set the kitchen on fire.” “you what–” “PICK ME UP. PUNISH ME.”
tries to get stronger to pick you up back, but every time he fails he goes “ugh whatever. just throw me around like a ragdoll again 😍”
at this point you’re not even dating a soccer player anymore. you’re dating a chaotic toddler with abs and zero shame.
kaiser michael
this man has never been picked up by anyone in his life. his ego wouldn’t allow it.
so when you did it? when you walked up and lifted him up into your arms like he weighed no more than a bag of flour??? oh he MALFUNCTIONED.
“how dare thee defy gravity and my authority?”
tries to act unaffected but he’s blushing like crazy. stiff in your arms. sputtering half-insults.
“you’re embarrassing me. put me down– no wait not like that, gently, i’m worth millions–”
he will never admit it, but he keeps replaying the moment in his head for weeks.
flirts differently now. “wanna carry me to bed tonight, liebling?” “wanna press me against the wall while you do it?”
karasu tabito
you picked him up and he yelled.
not a scared yell. an “EXCUSE ME???” yell. like his pride just got drop kicked.
“WHAT THE HELL– HOW ARE YOU SO STRONG???”
flails for a second, realizes you're steady, and just. dies laughing.
“okay okay, this is lowkey hot. dangerous. terrifying. i respect it.”
the most dramatic about it. calls you “the hulk” in the group chat. makes memes. photoshops your face onto powerlifters.
but then he gets clingy. starts jumping into your arms at random. “catch me, babe! TRUST FALL–”
accidentally exposes his deepest fantasy when he’s drunk, which is apparently you pinning him to a wall with brute force. “wait, i didn’t mean to say that out loud–”
ness alexis
ness is already a believer in magic. like he genuinely thinks love is a spell and that his soulmate will float down from the heavens or something.
so when you pick him up off the ground effortlessly while talking to him sweetly, he’s like: “… am i dreaming or did an angel just lift me like a plastic chair???”
instantly puts both hands over his chest like a victorian maiden fainting. “oh mein gott–”
he’s giddy. he loves it. his toes dangle in the air and he giggles.
“this is like one of those romance manga!!! where the girl is strong and the boy is just…there. i love it i love it i love it!”
clings to you like a backpack the rest of the day. refuses to walk. “carry me again… please… i’ll trade you my rarest tarot card…”
tells kaiser and immediately regrets it. “your girlfriend WHAT??” cue endless teasing.
but you know what? ness starts doing it on live streams. jumps into your arms while the camera’s rolling. the fanbase explodes. "POWER COUPLE ENERGY 😭"
kunigami rensuke (post-wild card)
okay, listen. kunigami is built like a literal truck. muscle on muscle. like the final boss of a protein shake company.
so when you pick him up? when your arms scoop around his waist and lift him clean off the ground???? his soul LEAVES HIS BODY.
“you… picked me up?”
he stares at you. eyes narrowed. jaw tense. like you just challenged his entire post-wild card masculinity arc in one move.
“put me down.”
“why? :(”
kunigami is blushing furiously like “because i… i don’t know how to handle this emotionally.”
he’s never been picked up. never dreamed of it. and now he’s rethinking his whole gym routine because you didn’t even grunt.
the next morning? deadlifts 300 pounds out of spite.
but lowkey… gets addicted. like he’ll be brooding in a corner and you just lift him up gently and he softens immediately.
mumbles into your neck like, “this stays between us. if you ever do this in front of anyone else, i’m jumping into traffic.”
itoshi sae
you warned him. you literally said “come here for a second,” and he raised an eyebrow and walked over and the next thing he knew: airborne.
"did you just pick me up?" he says, blinking. completely monotone. but there’s a vibrating silence between you where you can tell he’s going through every stage of grief.
he’s not mad. just confused. and processing. slowly.
“you’re stronger than you look,” he mutters. still calm. still deadpan. but now his ears are pink.
he thinks about it all day. ALL. DAY.
can’t focus at training. forgets his protein shake. accidentally nods at rin like they're friends or something.
he will never tell you this, but he secretly loved it.
and he wants you to do it again. but he refuses to ask.
so instead, he starts doing stuff like standing really close and tilting his head like, “ugh. my legs are sore today. if only someone were strong enough to–” “GET IN MY ARMS, PRINCESS!”
you eventually catch on. “sae, do you want me to carry you?”
“uh… no comment.”
© 𝐤𝐱𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock headcanons#isagi yoichi x reader#yoichi isagi x reader#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin x reader#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader#nagi seishiro x reader#seishiro nagi x reader#mikage reo x reader#reo mikage x reader#shidou ryusei x reader#ryusei shidou x reader#kaiser michael x reader#michael karasu x reader#ness alexis x reader#alexis ness x reader#karasu tabito x reader#tabito karasu x reader#kunigami rensuke x reader#rensuke kunigami x reader#strong girl summer
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I'm so glad you love writing for bimbo reader x Hotch because i love READING them so much 💕
What about reader getting jealous a witness or unsub is flirting with Hotch? Kinda like how the prostitutes are always flirting with Reid but this time it's Hotch getting all awkward and reader misreading it and thinking he's interested back?
Love your stuff!
JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY - A.H
a/n: hi so im so glad you love bimbo reader 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 that literally makes me so happy, thank you sm for requesting i hope you like that <3
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pairings: aaron hotchner x bimbo!assistant!reader
warnings: reader being jelly, kind of out of character for bimbo reader honestly, she’s also a little flustered in this fic which also feels out of character but i kind of like it idk lmk what yall think
wc: 1.2k
The space between her hand and Hotch's bicep was dangerously narrow. She was saying something--something that was way flirtier than the situation required. Matter of fact than any situation required. Your pink nails, the same shade as your favorite bubblegum lip gloss, dug into the flesh of your palm, your lips forming a tight line as you fought the green jealousy that bubbled up like champagne.
It was fine. You were fine.
Until it wasn't.
She flashed a smile at Hotch, one that was undeniably pretty which only served to make your blood boil a degree hotter.
She was stunning, black hair, red lips, perfect skin. You loved yourself, obviously, but it was not in your character to deny that this woman was gorgeous by nature and she was edgeding her chair closer to him.
"Thank you so much for your help today, Agent Hotchner." Her voice had climbed a few pitches in comparison than when she was talking privately with you. "Is it okay if I give you my number, just in case I think of anything else?"
"Of course." Hotch was smiling-- no beaming--at the woman, reaching into his pocket to grab his business card.
Your lashes fluttered up and down is disbelief, jealously rolling off of you in category nine waves. You folded your hands on top of your skirt, cleaning and unclenching until you started to lose feeling in your fingertips.
You're fine, just take a deep breath. Hotch was simply being polite. That's it. But the rationalized thoughts in your head did not match the quicksand feeling in your stomach.
Unfortunately for you, showing and expressing your feelings in an appropriate manner had always been a struggle. Articulating when things were bothering you was a foreign language to you. The other side to this was you had no logical reason to feel the way you did. He was your boss, and you were his assistant. He wasn't your boyfriend. But that fine distinction did nothing to dampen the primal impulse to reach across the desk and drag the woman by her hair.
That was dramatic, really. It was unfair to project your ugly feelings onto her when in all honestly, in her position, you’d be doing the exact same.
As much as you loved your job and adored your boss, sometimes you wished you didn’t work for him so you could push the boundaries just a little bit when it came to flirting with him.
Thankfully, for the sake of your career, the woman gone before your rash instincts could manifest into action. You needed to get a grip and possibly go reapply your lipstick.
You spent the majority of the day, from that point, avoiding Hotch like the plague. You weren't quite equipped to sift through the emotional chaos brewing inside you, especially when your focus needed to be on getting your tasks done, not on who Hotch might be interested in. It didn't matter if he liked that woman. You could cope. Maybe.
When you did have to come into contact with him, you found yourself acting like a wounded animal. The sight of his face only served to replay that stupid smile he flashed at her. He was probably already in love, daydreaming about their shared life ahead. Their three kids, the white picket fence, maybe even a dog.
You flipped open your makeup mirror, dabbing powder on to your nose and forehead while mentally reminding yourself to pull it together and behave like the grown-up you were supposed to be.
No sooner had you left the bathroom had you crashed into something, legs betraying you as you lurched forward, nearly spiraling to the floor. Your hands shot out, closing around the nearest object which felt to be the lapels of a suit.
Your gaze snapped into sharp focus. Yes, definitely the lapels of a suit, and not just any suit--It was Hotch's.
Fantastic.
You quickly retracted your hands, letting them hang limply by your sides as you took a cautious step backward.
His brows furrowed, lips tipping downward as he absently adjusted his watch. "You okay?"
"Peachy!”
That was too much.
You attempted to sidestep him, but he anticipated the move. His arm reached out with surprising speed, fastening around your wrist to keep you in place.
"Hey." It was funny how a single word in that deep voice of his was enough to make your heart beat a little faster. "You've been avoiding me all day. I don't want to pry, but if there's something I've done to upset you, I'd like to know so we can clear the air."
"What?" you responded too quickly, avoiding his gaze as your hand went to your neck. "Oh, no, no, it's not you, sir. I just... I think I might be catching a cold or something. Just feeling a bit woozy."
You were definitely coming down with something—it was a green, nasty disease that had your judgement in a clouded haze.
He smiled, making your heart go into overdrive. "You're a terrible liar."
"No idea what you mean." Your voice went up an octave too high. "But, um, there's a bunch of witnesses I need to follow up with. There's this one who was... really eager. Maybe she'd respond better to you?"
There was a pause before Hotch spoke, his voice low and certain. "I've seen many reactions from you, but jealousy? Is that what's happening here?"
You blinked rapidly, heat rising to your cheeks. "Jealous? That's... that's ridiculous."
"I'd like to think I know you better than that." He gave you a deadpan look. "You've been avoiding eye contact, you've been unusually quiet, and I didn't necessarily miss that look you gave her."
You swallowed hard, proving him right and looking anywhere but him as you fidgeted with the hem of your sleeve.
"It's not... it's just, you know... I don't know, the smile you gave her, it seemed a bit unprofessional to me."
Your words tumbled out in a flustered rush, not capable of taking them back as you realized the absurdity of it all.
Hotch's eyes crinkled as he smiled. "Unprofessional? Did it look like I was flirting? Because that would be a first."
"No, I don't think you were flirting, not exactly." You should stop yourself while you're ahead. "But she was, and you didn't exactly shut it down."
Hotch's face was unreadable. "Honestly, I didn't even realize she was flirting with me. Even so, I'm curious—why would that bother you?"
"Well, I mean, I... It doesn't, not really. I just think we should all be focused, that's all," you managed, voice faltering as you tried to be convincing.
"I assure you, my focus is on all the right places," Hotch said, taking a step closer that almost felt invasive. His gaze dropped to your lips momentarily before snapping back up to your eyes.
"O-okay."
The closeness of him was sending your body into overdrive, the room suddenly feeling too small, his presence way too intense.
"And just for the record," Hotch said over his shoulder as he turned to leave. "If I were to flirt, trust me, it would be with someone who already had all my attention."
taglist: @hotchhner @khxna @readergf @sarcasm-and-stiles @edencherries @aurorsworld @princess76179 @malindacath @freyy253 @broadwaytraaaaash
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-ˏˋ. Ren headcanons ˊˎ-

✎ᝰ. : I Do not own this character! These headcanons are just for fun and may not be what the creator headcanons for there character! Please keep that in mind !
✎ᝰ. : warnings! 18+ content ! 14 days with you is an 18+ game so is my account if you are underage please leave. This writing contains, smutty acts, fluff, and more ! Not proof read!! You have been warned.
→ : I have a feeling ren has a bunch of those cheap Chinese toys that you’d get from the dollar store in a bin in his room. Idk he just looks like he would
→ : Rens closet is like those two houses that are opposite from one another yk what I mean that black and pink houses yeah that’s his closet.
→ : they definitely have a thing for public sex. Like come on the living room scene … I mean that dudes freaky.
→ : Ren is a big guy he’s 6’5 I see him having too get a bunch of pants he thinks are cool tailored too his size cause if not his whole ankle is going too show.
→ : they definitely like too Color. But like adult coloring books with colored pencils.
→ : if you where too live with them he'd put all your “special plates/cups” aka the ones you use frequently, on the top shelf so you have too get his help.
→ : lets you paint their fingernails, Dude love seeing your face go bright when he says yes.
→ : I know this dude has a thing for seeing you in black and purple. Idk why purple but I just think he’d be all happy and complement you 24/7 if you did wear those colors. Especially if it’s alt fashion
→ : Ren just gives off the vibe that he wants too be called a good boy while he dominates you. Like Imagine their fucking you dumb and all of a sudden they go “call me a good boy please” in like a breathy voice GAH.
→ : Definitely loves it when his partner bites or marks him he likes showing it off. As much as he can
→ : that ring that he wears, yeah that one. That’s definitely gotta be your future weeding ring.
→ : he likes when you draw imaginary shapes on any part of their body. Doesn’t matter were they just like the feeling.
→ : The best at taking photos of you. The beach scene just says it all. They’ll take as many as they can too get the perfect photo for you. He’d do anything for their angel
→ : Halloween with Ren definitely wouldn’t be boring. They’d drop a hint saying that a new horror house opened up for Halloween and if they saw you were interested he’d take you there.
→ : the same thing with Halloween I 100% see them wanting too do an angel and devil matching costume with you.
→ : randomly buys you flowers and leaves them at your door with a letter saying something like “have a good day angel” or “these were just so pretty and thought you’d like them”
→ : would have those pink fluffy dice in his car.
→ : they’re those people too like anime figures and get a bunch of them and get a case too put them in.
→ : would get a tattoo of his partners name. (Bad ren don’t do that shit.)
→ : into bondage and cum play definitely. Like tying your hands behind your back and putting a blindfold on you that definitely gets him hot and hard. They’d love seeing you covered with his cum. Mostly would like it too be on your stomach or inside you.
→ : I know this freak has a thing for you in costumes (like a cop or a nurse) idk he just gives me the vibe that it would make him hard.
→ : likes the sound of you gagging on him. especially if you have drool slipping out your mouth.
→ : he’s a switch no doubt about it. I just think it depends all on you how you feel. If you a dom I know he’d sub for you and if you a sub he’d dom for you. Ren would do anything for you.
→ : try’s too match your breathing when your asleep.
→ : I feel like he hates fish. Like food wise.
→ : would get you a custom made biker helmet with cat ears or something on it for when you ride with him.
→ : randomly scares you. Like not like he means it just they walk so quietly that he’d randomly appear behind you and you wouldn’t even notice till you turn around
→ : likes too hug you from behind while you cook, maybe even sway his hips while he does it.
✎ᝰ. : I did it !! Took me forever cause I got overstimulated half way through. Which is why it got kinda short at the end because I was starting too lose motivation…
✎ᝰ. : I hope you liked this pumpkins !! Non of this is going too be 100% canon because it’s not mine, these are just for fun remember!
#Ren x reader#14dwy#ren14dwy#Ren 14 days with you#14 days with you#yandere vn#yandere games#yandere x reader
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Its Butchtober. Bear with me for a second as I rant about children's cartoon ships, butchphobia, the conditional acceptance of butches in sapphic spaces on the basis of desirability, and feeling erased as a butch kid.
It's so funny that I realised early on as a 2000-2010s teen/kid how a lot of so called "sapphics" of social media are really, really anti butch4butch, only by interacting with certain subsets of Catradora and Appledash haters. It may be flippant to connect butchphobia with children's cartoons, but you cannot deny it is there. We finally had two canon butch4butch and masc4masc lesbian animated ships. And the fandoms decided that the best possible reaction to this is to violently hate on the ships for bullshit reasons and write up masterdocs about how the butch character actually looks better with a femme character instead (in both cases–Rarity and Glimmer, who is arguably feminine but not femme, but that's a conversation for another day, how the SPOP fandom waters down gender identities for aesthetics).

This is not just about two cartoon ships; this mindset of seeing two masc lesbians and immediately going "actually they act like bros; but this BUTCHFEMME couple has real chemistry" comes off sounding really, really bad in 2024 when you have no idea how butch identity operates, outside of depicting us as pants-wearing sexually aggressive muscular women. Butches ARE bros, even the ones who kiss each other. Camaraderie and tomboyish swagger *is* a part of their life. It's not our fault you are too fanfic trope-pilled to read these interactions are sexless friendship bantering.
It's also quite concerning, given how there are only a handful of butch4butch books in the market, and almost all of them talk about the stigmatizing of relationships between two butches/studs/masc lesbians. There are many butch lesbians who themselves face internalized butchphobia because of societal standards and expectations of being turned into the "gallant" provider of femmes. Butch and femme are not always inherently complementary, butches can be attracted to other butches, there is no "natural order" model of lesbian/sapphic attraction and your thinly veiled butchphobia is really off-putting, given you guys don't seem to extend that same rhetoric to mascfemme ships like Korrasami or Caitvi, or femme-femme ships like Harlivy.
Here, I must mention relationships like Rei and Kaoru from Oniisama E, or Jess and Lupe from A League of Their Own, who have bucket loads of chemistry but still have some vehement antis only because both the lesbians are masculine. (What's funny is the new wave of lesbian Oniisama E fans are almost all Rei/Kaoru shippers despite the show putting them into two butchfemme pairings.) Something something to be butch4butch is to be failing the tests of palatability and desirability according to conventional models of societal norms. Forever.


Again, one may have valid reasons for disliking these fictional ships (what, I genuinely don't know). But it *is* weird that you guys can watch fifty white fem4fem sapphic shows in a year and read 100+ GL with the same feminine girlish blonde and brunette/pink haired archetype and not bat an eyelid, but conjure a world of made-up "platonic" dynamics just because you read every butch4butch interaction as fundamentally platonic.
A lot of you love to throw around Stone Butch Blues as a catchphrase to educate strangers on the internet about 1950s-70s blue-collar bar culture and USA butch femme history, but how many of you actually know that within the book itself, the lead character acts prejudiced and hates on another butch for being butch4butch? How many of you know that she apologizes to her friend at the end for her hateful remarks? Fun fact: when you ostracize a butch for not fitting into your butch-femme subculture aesthetic, you're no better than lesbiphobic bigots actually.
Anyway, here are some butch4butch resources if you are a baby butch4butch and feel alienated by these kinds of weird rhetoric in online and fandom queer spaces too:
Butch4Butch romance books
My Butch4Butch books masterdoc (**being updated regularly**)
Leo Wilder's Butch4Butch writing (18+)
Butch4Butch photography archive (insta)
Boyish² Butch4Butch yuri anthology (insta)
@milsae Butch4Butch artist (tumblr/insta)
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Meowdy Saint 😼
I got goth vibes and so does my AngelOC, Elodie. So it's funny to imagine this pink boy who is secretly an emo boy in disguise next to a wednesday addams esque babe lmao. Poor boy miscalculated, I like that there was an option to be like 'Oh I like that goth style' at the cafe.
But this raises a question! Would he drop the Ren persona and aesthetic if he realized it wasn't totally necessary?
⌞♥⌝ This has been answered multiple times in the past, but yes, he'd drop the light academia aesthetic if Angel wasn't into it! ^^
However, from a game dev standpoint, it'd be extremely difficult for me to include a bunch of types and aesthetics in hopes of making Ren's appearance feel more inclusive for everyone, so it's easier for me to say, "Oh, Angel likes this one anime character" and build the lore around that.
So, for those who like Ren's real appearance and would've preferred if he introduced himself as [REDACTED] (instead of his Haruko persona), I hear you!! ^^
But please understand that if that were the case, the 14DWY storyline would be a lot less interesting and would defeat the entire purpose of Ren's motives. A big part of his characterisation is that he's more than willing to alter every part of himself to become Angel's ideal type, and if their type happened to be [REDACTED], then it'd make the buildup to his reveal in Day ??? feel far less anticlimactic.
#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#💖 — about ren.#kazefiend#Drawing Ren with multiple hairstyles is already A Lot™️ for me#so you can only imagine what will happen once [REDACTED] comes into da picture lmao#I don't think this is something players think about; but I have to draw both Ren AND [REDACTED] variations of CGs to compensate for—#—each choice the player makes. E.g: choosing long haired Ren but [REDACTED]'s fit; short haired Ren with his normal fit; normal hair with—#—[REDACTED]'s personality but Ren's normal fit; etc.#There's a lot goin on behind the scenes so I (unfortunately) can't add variations in outfit/personality styles#Sorry for ranting!! I get this question (and other very similar ones) a lot; but folks tend to skip over the pinned post T_T
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Steven Universe as a character is someone who has been mischaracterized and flanderized over the years, to the point people who aren't into the fandom or haven't watched the show believe that mischaracterization to be a fact rather that a product that comes from memes and jokes
The truth is that Steven often fights in the series when it is needed, usually by fusing with someone else like Connie or Amethyst since he is still developing his powers in the original series. He doesn't cry when he has to fight back or defend himself, with exception if the person attacking is someone he considers a friend. Because, yes, for a 14-15 old teenager it isn't fun having to do something like that and it can be traumatic.
He also doesn't start to cry the moment someone refuses to change their mind or is being mean. He often isn't afraid to be sarcastic or call that person out. He didn't cry when Aquamarine mocked him in ¨Stuck Together¨ nor when Jasper didn't apologize for poofing Amethyst in ¨Crack the Whip¨
However, what we see is sometimes him blaming himself for not being able to help people that, more often than not, have been hurt by Rose Quartz, his mother, in some way. After Season 3, Steven fears a lot that he is going to become like Rose and he is going to hurt people the way like she did.
In general Steven deals with an Atlas complex in the show. He feels like he has to fix his mother mistakes and deal with ¨what she left behind¨ even when Rose wanted for him to be his own person as seen in the tape she left for him as it was revealed in the episode ¨Lion 4: The Alternate Ending¨.
Steven also defines his identity a lot for being to help other people and fix their problems. He believes that he has to be ¨useful¨ for others. So when he believes that he failed to help someone, that may lead him to think that he isn't living up to his ¨purpose¨ or that he is a failure as a person.
In reality, he isn't that much different from other hero protagonists from other animated shows. Those who are kind and emphatic and willing to listen to other people and give them a second chance if the person changes their ways. You probably like an animated show that has a protagonist like this. (Who was probably taken inspiration from Steven if the series came out after SU).
The main difference, i think, is that Steven goes a bit more than those protagonists do when it comes to listening to other people, understand their motivations and give them another chance if they regret their actions. A lot has to do with how he is aware that his enemies (usually gems) act the way the do because of the system they were born into rather ¨they are evil just because¨. He gets that their motivations come from the system that hurt them or lead them to believe that their actions are justified.
Another common mischaracterization is that Steven becomes super buddies with every person he helps...when this isn't always the case. There are some occasions that Steven shows discomfort around people who he has given a second chance. Just because he gives them a second chance doesn't mean that he immediately considers them close friends, maybe allies at best.
A good example of this is the gif above of Steven's interactions with White Diamond in ¨Homeworld Bound¨. White Diamond touches Steven very close to where his gem is- which makes Steven distressed since in his battle again White, she ripped his gem out to prove that Pink was still ¨alive¨. In most of the episode Steven shows to be very uncomfortable around the Diamonds and Spinel, to some extent. They bring him bad memories, which is the main reason he has been doing everything to avoid going to them to ask for their help until this point in Steven Universe Future. He even almost accidentally hurts White's gem by smashing her head against a pillar when she lets him control her to talk to himself. This being result of a intrusive ¨vengeful¨ thought.
I wouldn't say that Steven hates the Diamonds,but- he doesn't want to be their friend neither and wants to avoid in general because he feels nervous and bad around them. It's something like ¨I'm glad that you are changing but i don't want to be associated with you. Please, i would appreciate if you kept your distance from me.¨ dynamic.
On last point, Steven is someone who usually pushes his feelings down in certain situations and buries them down, which has led him to have strong emotional outbursts in bad moments. He usually prefers to ignore his own problems and take priority on others. Again, this comes a lot from his desire to be useful and be needed, making him trying to ignore how he feels about certain people and pretend that he is doing fine.
This explains why we don't see him lash out that much to others in the original series, and, why he feels so frustrated and angry in Future, since all that anger and negative feelings can't no longer be ignored as they used to and they are having a negative impact in Steven's mental health. This, of course, isn't meant to be seen is a healthy coping mechanism. It is in fact potrayed as something pretty self-destructive for Steven, as a huge flaw of his, that over time he comes to learn that it isn't the best way for him to deal with his problems.
These are some of the most common misconceptions i have seen about Steven's character online. I could go in more depth with some of them but i think the points should be clear enough. This could be considered a general analysis of how Steven is as a character and how he operates, leaving aside more specific things that can be covered in other posts.
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Hints towards future AVA characters
In case someone doesn't know, several hours ago Alan dropped a new newsletter as part of the free subscription you can get. Which included a new teaser for AVA:
Obviously, it's a Newgrounds page showing several animations. Out of curiosity and to see if we can get any lore, I checked Newgrounds to see which animations are real, and which were made up for AVA 11. This is the result:
To start out, the Reds. The ones we know are real videos up on Newgrounds. It's worth to note that the newest episode here is from December 2006. Not only does this prove this is a Victim origin, it also gives us a date on what's the earliest moment Victim could've escaped onto the Outernet, and proves it was just one month after Chosen's creation (Nov 2006). So here is some timeline-building.
Now, the Purples. I looked through Newgrounds, and couldn't find any animation or game to match these searches. They could be real, or they could be made by Alan for AVA. Here's a list for anyone who wants to help:
1 - Bathroom
2 - Alfred Pokingstick
3 - An American Action Movie (which shows up twice for some reason)
4 - Deep Creatures: The Game
5 - Build Me Up Buttercup
6 - Coldplay - Yellow
7 - Daft Punk Collab
8 - Dead Dude
9 - Crimson Pistols
10 - Bad Flash Kills
And to end things off, the Blues. Animations that were very likely created purely for AVA and might be important characters in AVA 11. The list is:
1 - Mitsi. She(?) seems to have long hair, so we might get the second female stick in the whole series behind Pink.
2 - Silly Steven. He looks EXACTLY like the sticks at the beginning of The Box, so he's very likely lore important.
3 - The Shepard. It's worth to note the previous teaser showed a bunch of sheep, so if he's been teased twice then he's likely very important.
... they're all going to fucking die in Dark's internet rampage won't they.
#animator vs animation#alan becker#ava victim#ava mitsi#ava shepard#ava silly steven#making those tags before ava 11 comes out#analysis#prediction
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How To Always Have Writing Ideas…
For A New Story:
1. Keep a list. Any time you have one of those sudden bursts of inspiration in the middle of writing a separate story, don’t quit your current WIP or pretend you’ll ‘just remember it’, put it into a separate list. You can always go back to this later on
2. Writing prompts. Look them up, use random word generators, pick a random object you can see, whatever helps you come up with any idea at all. Write a few paragraphs. Can it evolve from there?
3. People watch. Go to a public place and make up backstories for the strangers you come across. That man in the hat is using it to hide his elf ears. That woman with the bright pink hair didn’t dye it, she’s secretly the main character of an anime trying to dodge all the tropes and cliches. That toddler is actually a guardian angel reincarnated to watch over their new baby sibling. What brings them to this place? Where did they come from? Where are they going next?
To Continue An Existing Story:
1. Act it out. Say the words aloud, act out what your characters are doing, get props or people to act off of if you need to. See what feels like the most natural progression of the moment
2. Coffee shop AU, or other substitutional one-shot. Good for establishing dynamics between two or more characters, or even just working out a lone character’s day-to-day. Just write a few paragraphs about your characters entering a coffee shop or similar appropriate establishment/ordinary location. What do they do? What do they order to eat/drink? What do they say to each other? How do they treat the staff and other customers? If all else fails, write what they do after they leave, as if it were an ordinary day for them
3. Rubber duck it. This is something programmers use to work out where they went wrong in their code, but I’ve found it can work for figuring out story stuff as well. What you do is get a rubber duck, or any other object of focus, and start explaining your problem to it out loud. In this case you can read your chapter to the duck, or even give it the full run-down of the plot so far. Warning; side effects may include getting frustrated that the problem was right in front of you and subsequently throwing the duck
For Both:
1. Writing graveyards. I talked a bit about them in a previous post, but writing graveyards are basically just the folder you store your deleted scenes in instead of yeeting them into the void. Reread those, see if they have anything you can recontextualise or repurpose
2. Combine ideas. My WIP Byoldervine is a combination of two separate plots I had that I realised I’d be able to combine - twice. I first realised I could put together my ‘angel and demon heroes protecting humans from a war between heaven and hell’ story and my ‘quest through the fantasy realm to find the ingredients to a cure for a dying god’ story into the same universe as two sides of the same story as a duology. Then I realised I could just remove a few characters, tweak a few plot points and mash them completely together into one book. Combining them works wonders and minimises worldbuilding
3. Go out with friends or family. I guarantee that the one time you’ll be flooded with inspiration is when you don’t have an opportunity to write it down
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Help, I Reincarnated as the Female Lead’s Sister-in-Law!
‘Slight’ Yandere! Dion Agriche x Fem! Reader
Chapter 20
Story masterlist
Arranged marriage AU
Interact with THIS LINKED POST to be added to the tag list.
NOTE: Reader is not having a good time. Or Grizelda. Or Dion. Or Fontaine. No-one is. Whatever this chapter is, I do not know. It came to me in a dream/j (it's been sitting in my google docs and I decided to go with it in the end).
Warnings: toxic marriage/relationship, implied suicidal thoughts/ideation, attempted murder, choking (Dion to Fontaine), mental breakdown (Reader), Reader pulls her hair harshly, toxic and abusive family (the Agriches), talks of punishment, small themes of imprisonment, themes of abuse, implied past/recent attempted sexual assault, the Reader and Grizelda do get stalked a bit for plot reasons, the Reader can’t decide on what she wants, Dion gets called a dog a few times, mention of pregnancy once at the end, the Reader is an emotional mess and genuinely does not know what she wants in this moment, possible yandere themes (I’m not even sure, just adding just in case). Lant only cares about the hypothetical child since it would be Dion's and thus a rising star. Please tell me if I missed any.
Warning #2: some suggestive lines.
Everyone is out of character but that’s f i n e -
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THE HARMFUL AND/OR DANGEROUS ACTIONS THAT MAY TAKE PLACE IN THIS PIECE OF FICTION. THESE ACTIONS/BEHAVIORS SHOULD NOT BE NORMALIZED NOR ROMANTICIZED AS THEY ARE BOTH EXTREMELY TOXIC AND DANGEROUS.
MINORS/BLANK BLOGS (BLOGS THAT DO NOT HAVE ANY CONTENT), BLOGS THAT DO NOT INTERACT WITH OR REBLOG ANYTHING FANDOM RELATED (FICS, ART, ETC, OR EVEN ANIMAL PICS), DNI.
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Grizelda had made a turn to show you some of the safe flowers. The direction also leads to the indoor training room, but she’s sure that Fontaine is outside the gates of the mansion - after all, it’s bigger. More room to act recklessly.
She didn’t know that others were outside it right now, which led to her older half-brother staying inside an isolated area, awaying from prying eyes.
You didn’t either.
“Oh, they’re… lovely,” your eyes soak in the sight of the colorful flora. The grass was also a healthy green - if there was one thing you could say about Lant Agriche, it’s that he makes damn sure everything is pleasing to the eyes.
If you ignore his face and the monsters raised here for dubious reasons. Fontaine being one of them.
You bite your lip - it’s still fresh in your mind. His voice. His touch.
No - just ignore it. He’s not here. Grizelda is.
Even so, you’re jittery, scanning your surroundings every few seconds. In spite of her good company, you can’t help but to feel naked, watched from the shadows. Paranoia works wonders, especially when you see a shadow move from the corner of your eye.
“They are, aren’t they?” She watches as you approach a rose bush, fingers lightly tracing the petals. The pink flowers she had given - burdened - you with are in your left hand, held against your chest. “I don’t come here often, but it’s a nice change of pace.”
She joins you in looking at them. However, she doesn’t admire them like you are. They’re beautiful, sure, but they wilt rather quickly once plucked. They’re also used to make drugs.
Of course, she keeps that fact to herself.
Approaching footsteps catches your attention, looking over your shoulder to see two guards. Your heart fills with guilt the moment you recognize them -
They’re the ones you smiled at while ignoring your husband. They look tired, a bandage on one’s neck while the other looks half-dead. You immediately knew that Dion was behind it - frankly speaking, you thought they would be dead.
You’re also amazed at how fast he works - it was only yesterday they committed the crime that is looking at you. You freeze as they get closer, making your sister-in-law curious.
When they see you they become stiffer than a statue. The air becomes awkward as Grizelda looks on with curiosity. Their eyes trail over to her, seeing that you’re not alone.
That’s when they bow.
There’s a bitterness in your mouth. You quickly remind yourself why they’re like this. However, this interaction is only making you resent Dion more. Your grip tightens on the flower stems.
“Greetings, Lady Grizelda and Lady (Name),” they say with a croaky voice. They don’t lift their heads for several seconds until your sister-in-law commands them to. When they do, they avoid looking at you, their eyes glued to something behind you.
You hold back an apology - what good would that do? If anything, you copy their behavior, humming awkwardly as you stare at the flowers in your hands.
The remnants of their ripped thorns dig into the fabric of the glove.
The three of you don’t want a repeat of that day - them getting punished for daring to look at Dion’s lovely wife, and you being ‘teased,’ hearing Dion call himself your husband - while it’s true, you hate hearing the word come out of his mouth.
You want him to leave you alone.
‘If it were me, I wouldn’t have left you alone in this maze of a mansion.’ A wave of nausea washes over you when his voice swims to the surface. Chills crawl down your spine at the thought of being married to Fontaine. It almost feels like a blessing that you got stuck with the second eldest.
But is it really…?
“... ah, we should get going - we’ve been ordered to help with the children’s lessons,” the brunette guard states. “They’re practicing with their weapons,” he finishes before attempting to walk past you.
“Oh? That’s today?” Grizelda asks the retreating guard. He stops, turning to face her as he confirms it. He tries his best not to look at you.
“Yes; it’s taking place in the outside training grounds, My Lady,” the grey-haired man answers. Now that his attention is on the seventeen-year-old, his body becomes less stiff, a bit more comfortable.
It makes you want to smack Dion.
… no, I shouldn’t… it’s tempting, but -, and the resentment only blooms more.
“Hm… I suppose that means we can’t go anywhere near there - father is rather strict about that. Not only that, but there’s a chance you might accidentally get hit.”
“O-oh.. right.” You nod your head.
The guards bid their farewells before leaving. You watch their retreating figures with a hint of guilt - they wouldn’t be like that had you just ignored them. But that guilt is slowly replaced with a thin layer of anger, baffled that Dion would go that far - you’re not sure what he did, but from how they acted, it wasn’t anything good - just because you smiled at them.
…does that horrible man expect you to eventually cave in? With his actions, it only makes you see him in a worse light, signaling he might not even let you have friends. The flower stems in your hand threaten to break under your grip. A moment later and you finally relax your hand.
For now, you bury the thought away, returning your attention to Grizelda. You try to smile. It feels tight.
“Since we can’t go there, how about another area? Anywhere is fine.” The sun beams down on you, your (h/c) shining in it as your (e/c) eyes reflect her figure, but there’s a hint of something she can’t put her finger on in them.
She hums, tapping her chin with her pointer finger, mulling over the options. “Well… we have to pass by the indoor training grounds - it’s a building smaller than the mansion, but still rather big. It’s usually used for whenever it’s raining and it’s too slippery.”
The description reminds you of a gym.
“Since the children are outside, it should be empty - no-one to run into. I doubt Dion is there, and Fontaine is probably taking his anger out on some monsters right outside the estate gates.”
As you would later find out, her guess was wrong. Extremely wrong.
She continues, “We have to pass it to get to this one area I would like to show you. It’s peaceful there; barely anyone visits. Same for the library if you ever want to check it out.”
You hesitate to nod your head, your gut twisting uncomfortably. The nice smell slowly fades away, unable to kick the feeling away. You must be tired.
“What type of place is it?” You ask instead, shifting your weight onto your right foot. The left one still has a faint sting. It’s barely there, but it’s still a reminder of what happened.
Despite your outward behavior, you can’t shake everything off. So, you just smile.
Either she doesn’t notice or doesn’t care as she answers. It sounds like a nice place - a small gazebo tucked away in a corner covered by trimmed bushes.
Apparently it wasn’t as flashy as the rest of the mansion, simple but durable.
So ordinary that no-one bats an eye at it, and it is something that your father-in-law has forgotten about completely - a nice place to hide away from the horrors of the world.
“That actually sounds… nice,” you say with a smile - doing your best to forget everything that happened earlier.
Right.
The sun is bright and the air is fresh.
“It is. A nice little hiding place - I doubt that anyone is there right now.” And with that, the younger girl takes lead, and like a baby chick you follow, still holding the pink flowers as the red ones are in her own hands.
It still feels like eyes are on you. Your legs are starting to feel strained, walking becoming an effort. The hairs on the back of your neck are standing, a small sheen of sweat on your nape.
Your eyes travel downwards to the flowers in your hands - still vivid and pink, not a hint of wilt on them. You look back up at Grizelda’s back, her brown hair gently bouncing with each step. It’s peaceful.
… how long will this last…?
Your gaze drops to your feet, slowly inhaling before shaking your head at the silly and useless question. But the feeling of being watched only increases. The lie you told yourself moments ago is already starting to shatter as you’re imprisoned by your own mind.
“Once we get there, we can stay for a bit, admire the view of the garden.” The brunette suggests with a quick glance behind her shoulder. She looks back ahead once you nod your head. The rest of the walk is quiet, something heavy edging at the back of your mind.
When you get near the indoor training room, two guards are carrying dummies while heading towards it. You both halt, surprised to see anyone there - you shouldn’t be, but the sorceress was so sure of herself it almost felt like the scene was going against the laws of nature.
Confusion fills you - Fontaine was the oldest, Dion the second, Grizelda the third and Roxana the fourth. Twenty-three, twenty, seventeen and fifteen. The rest are considered children, therefore wouldn’t they be attending their lesson…?
Neither of them notice you, too caught up in their conversation. Both you and your sister-in-law don’t see a point in calling out to them, simply continuing your walk.
That is, until they drop the dummies, their expressions turning grave. They scream out two certain names before rushing in.
“M-Master Dion! Stop, please!”
“Master Fontaine!”
“...huh?”
“What?”
You both look at each other, Grizelda looking over her shoulder. There’s a pause before you silently agree to check out what’s the commotion about. You don’t rush, you don’t run, your steps hesitant while hers are confident. She drops the flowers once she peeks inside, still as a statue, eyes wide and mouth ajar - an expression you have never seen on her once, both in this life and your last in illustrations.
You hurry, heart dreadfully drumming against your chest, a hollow pain swelling your chest cavity. Both Dion and Fontaine are in there - just what’s going on?
The flowers drop to the ground as your grasp loosens.
Holding the first born against the wall, your husband was choking his own brother. You can’t see his face, but his entire body is tense, putting his all into trying his best not to snap Fontaine’s neck. You can see the veins on his neck and hands.
… it’s a nice sight, until you remember -
He’s not supposed to die yet. Fuck, he’s not supposed to die yet!
Reflexes taking over, you run over to the two men.
This isn’t supposed to happen. He’s not supposed to kill him. He’s not supposed to die yet - the story has changed so much already! What happens if he dies right here and right now!?
Someone calls out to you, their voice distant. Hands grab your shoulders, firm but not enough to stop you from shaking them off. You grab him without thinking.
Dion freezes.
You pull harshly. Part of you wants to watch the scene in full - does he even deserve to live? He’s trash, worse than your husband and yet -
The fear you’re feeling isn’t for your own safety nor is it for his outburst. No, in spite of yourself, it’s for Fontaine’s worthless life -
What happens if he dies right now?
It’s a question you don’t want answered.
Distantly you feel your head shaking side to side. You don’t stop pulling, but your body is screaming that you should. You ignore it, ignore the nagging voice at the back of your head to let it happen. A lot has changed already.
So, what if this happens? No, you tell yourself, no.
Your gut is twisting painfully, screaming he can’t die now.
Dion looks at you like you’ve gone mad and honestly, you think you have. You shouldn’t be saving his brother’s worthless life. You don’t want to.
But -
Not yet.
Two words you silently mouth. You dig your feet into the wood as you use all of your strength to attempt to pull your husband away. Of course, it doesn’t work, he’s too big and strong to be physically stopped by you.
His red eyes become blank as his grasp on his brother’s neck slowly loosens. Good.
He called himself my dog… Dion Agriche, you better keep that promise. You feel gross for calling him one, reducing him to something that has no choice but to listen to you.
You don’t notice how his gaze travels to your chest, the way his eyes narrow once they see the blood stain on your bodice. But you do notice how he tightens his hold on Fontaine’s neck again.
You’re not listening well for someone who said he’s my dog!
These thoughts will haunt you for weeks on end once all of this ends.
You try another method. It feels shaky as you talk, the words feel heavy. You force them out regardless, scared of what would happen if Fontaine Agriche were to die right here and right now. You can’t let that happen.
Even as a small part of you wishes to praise Dion.
“Dion… please.”
THUD
Like the obedient dog he promised to be, he lets go. He takes a few steps back and you follow suit. You don’t let go of his arm. You repeat your words from earlier silently.
Not yet.
The man looks confused before returning his attention to Fontaine. Your eyes also fall onto the older Agriche, small amounts of regret joining the fear in your chest. How are you supposed to take care of this…?
This isn’t like you.
You blink before you look up at your husband, seeing your reflection in his scarlet eyes. Your lips painfully force a smile and you hope it looks sweet and loving. Your fingers dig into his sleeved arm and you don’t even notice it.
It takes effort to rub your thumbs across his knuckles after a moment passes. Pretend to be a caring wife, pretend that you don’t want him to stain his hands further.
You can feel your hands tremble. It’s hard to keep smiling. The man before you said he was your dog and he listened like one, which brings forth a new worry -
What if he wants a reward?
You swallow the thought down. “Let’s go back. Please?” You don’t want to return to his room, you don’t want to be alone with him. But if you just leave him here…
Everything after that is a blur. The only thing you remember before reaching his bedroom is his tight grip on your hand. If only you noticed the figure in the background.
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Grizelda stares at her older brother on the floor. He doesn’t make any attempts to get up, and he’s still breathing heavily. His men fret over him, but know better than to touch him. She wonders if he’ll kill them for not forcing Dion off of him.
The sight was amusing.
But it was also slightly… concerning.
‘... he listened. Fontaine knows he has a soft spot for her now… not to mention, Dion might even listen to all of her demands… ah, this will either be amusing or horrible.’
She leaves before Fontaine even notices her.
It’s concerning but also interesting. She slightly smiles in amusement - things will change around here.
But that amusement is washed away once someone calls her. When she looks at the person, she forces a scowl away. The tattle-tell will rat this out to Lant.
- - -
You’re still scared of your husband. You still hate him.
Your heart won’t stop hammering against your chest. Your hands feel clammy and his larger one holding yours only adds more heat. His pace is enough for you to keep up, but it still feels like he’s dragging you.
You feel like you’re becoming his little doll.
You want to cry. You want to scoff. To scream, to encourage his behavior towards Fontaine. But the uncertainty of the future prevents you from doing so, unsure if hell will be let loose if he dies so early, if doesn’t die at the hands of Cassis.
You bite your lip. None of this should be happening. You shouldn’t be here. He shouldn’t be married.
But someone has twisted their and your faith for entertainment.
Wait, you think. Maybe Roxana will pity you some more after learning what happened with Fontaine… hopefully that’ll give her a good enough reason to help you out of this hellhole.
Then, you realize it -
He knows.
Your heart drops at the realization. Why else would he try to kill him? So early at that, before the timeskip. Should… should you be happy he knows? That he tried to murder him for you?
But you didn’t ask him to. You might have, you probably would have once you found your voice. Regardless, your skin starts to feel filthy - are you, an unwilling wife, really about to rely on your sadistic and possessive husband? The same man who indirectly told you he would lock you up if you even try to leave?
You can hear your heart beating against your chest. The sound is loud, echoing in your head dully. It hurts, bringing your free hand to clutch at your chest. It does little to soothe the pain.
Breathing becomes difficult. Thinking about anything else is hard. If you’re not thinking about the man in front of you, then your mind reaches for the recent memories of being chased and touched. Threatened with violence.
Your waist starts to tingle where Fontaine gripped it. Your skin feels prickly, dirty. The taste of iron makes itself at home on your tastebuds again. A sharp sting on your bottom lip, the pressure only increases the longer you walk.
You made a mistake.
You shouldn’t have gone to him. You should have let Grizelda take care of it. You shouldn’t have fucking left the room.
He might lock you up after this. He might hover around you more now, might -
A hand gently cups your cheek, handling you with utmost care. Like you were made of glass. However, the touch burns your skin, bringing forth an unpleasant sensation that travels down your spine and drowns in your stomach.
SLAP!
“Don’t-!” By reflex you slap the hand away, taking multiple steps back until your back hits something sturdy. Pressed against the double doors, your eyes travel to your side, landing on the door handle. Your hand grabs it as you look ahead, seeing the figure of the man who might trap you in this very room, if it means Fontaine won’t touch a single hair on your head.
Safety for freedom - he would be that type of person. The bird he wants to keep is mere inches away from him - it would be easy for him to grab you. But it wouldn’t be in the same manner as Fontaine. Regardless, it doesn’t ease your worries.
You don’t want to be touched by that pervert but you also don’t want to be trapped by your own husband.
You don’t want to rely on him, either. He’s scum too, he took you from your family - why else would you be married to him? He probably blackmailed your father, or, or something.
An emotion unfamiliar to you flashes through his eyes. He almost looks hurt, but doesn’t take another step towards you. It’s then do you look around, only to realize you’re in his room.
This stupid room!
Your heavy breathing fills the room. Your head hangs, chest twisting and turning as your heart beats to a tune that’s too loud and heavy. It’s painful, breathing is painful, thinking is painful, you feel dirty -
You look at Dion again. Like a dog, he stays in place, waiting for you to call him. He looks worried and it makes you sick, stomach churning at an expression he shouldn’t even know how to make. This isn’t right.
This is going against the natural order of things.
This isn’t right.
A small part of you feels guilty. That small part wants to thank him and even praise him. But the rest of you want to run and hide from him, from Fontaine, from everyone.
Your husband remains quiet as your chaotic state of mind refuses to calm down. Your back presses harder against the door as you slide down, unable to support yourself on your feet and legs anymore.
Pathetic, I’m pathetic. This isn’t -
Should you blame yourself? Blame him? Fontaine?
Should you blame God?
… you don’t know anymore. You only know how to run and cry.
You should have stayed dead. Ah, but God wouldn’t give you that pleasure, would he?
“Wife -”
“Stop. Please. I’ve been through enough already,” you interrupt, on the verge of bawling your eyes out. You were able to touch him earlier. You smiled at him. You considered praising him on the way back.
What happened?
You were fine with him holding your hand. But now -
“You can’t keep ignoring this-! Whatever delusions you’re living in, they won’t!”
You should thank him.
You should curse him.
Stay.
Run.
Praise him.
Degrade him,
Accept him.
Escape him.
Harshly tugging at your hair, you fight with yourself mentally. It was fine, you were fine, you could touch him earlier, so why can’t you now? It feels like your scalp is being ripped apart. It hurts, it hurts, it fucking hurts -
Something grabs your hands. It’s warm but unwelcoming. Firm enough to stop you but gentle enough it doesn’t hurt.
You hate it.
“Hey.” The voice is deep and scratches the back of your mind. It’s pleasant but the person it belongs to isn’t. Wait. No.
It’s not pleasant. It’s horrible, nails on a chalkboard, making your ears bleed. It makes you want to go deaf. You shut your eyes tight.
This isn’t right.
“...let go. You touched me enough, haven’t you?” Your words come out broken, small. He almost has to strain his ears just to hear you.
“If I do, you'll just hurt yourself again,” Dion states, refusing to let you go. This isn’t romantic. And both of you can’t even pretend that it is.
“... I… I didn’t ask for it, I didn’t ask for this either. I just… wanted some fresh air…,” you trail off, exhaustion catching up. Maybe you’re about to start your period - yeah, that’s it. That explains everything.
You’re just emotional because of the hormones. You’ll be fine in a week from now. This will be a distant memory.
The lie only takes you so far before Dion asks what you meant by that. The first part specifically, and it’s obvious that he’s trying his best not to grip your hands harder.
Dion… he… he wouldn’t blame you, right?
Hah. one moment you’re fearing him and the next you’re hoping he’ll take your side. You don’t know what you want anymore. You want to sleep everything off.
You can’t help but hate him. But as a husband, he should know, but you don’t want him as one -
“... he grabbed me. I - I stomped on his foot before he could go further - he ch-chased me but Grizelda he-helped me… I mean, that’s all he did, so I shouldn’t -”
“He would have done more if you didn’t stop him.”
The fact only makes you curl into yourself. Dion still has a grip on you, not allowing you to escape him. There’s nothing but static in your head. Your body is slowly giving up on you, having to remind yourself to breathe.
You have a family here, a lovely one. A father who cares. A mother who nurtured you, loved you. An older sister who guided you, a younger brother who teases you. You have a family who you love, who loves you.
Yet, resentment has been building up for a while now, hasn’t it? Small amounts of it that are starting to clump together. No, you shouldn’t, you love them.
But even at the thought of them, your breathing becomes slower. More gaps between each breath. You blink.
Secretly, you’re starting to wish that you would drop dead.
…is living worth it when I struggle to keep up?
It’s a dangerous thought. It darkens the corners of your mind the more it echoes in your head. You’re not supposed to be here. This is supposed to be a fictional world.
These people are supposed to be fictional characters.
This setting is supposed to be a dark fantasy, survival first and romance second. The Agriche family are only supposed to be names on the screen, beautifully drawn digital pictures to tell the story. You’re not supposed to be here.
But God has decided to make this your punishment.
Are you willing to do it? After all this mental distress? After wanting to survive and escape this hell - are you willing to do it?
Do you want to?
Living here is death. But your family, they’ll mourn, right? Don’t you want to see them again? Your siblings, your parents - don’t you want to hug and laugh with them?
So, why? Why are you considering -
Because you are weak.
“...” The air is suffocating, something is constricting your throat. Your mouth feels dry and your mind goes blank. You can’t think. The static gets louder and louder, filling your head, ringing in your ears. You were fine earlier.
But now something is tugging at your feet, daring you to stand. It would be easier to just drown at this point. If you’re breaking down just from this… then there really is no hope for you.
Your eyes feel heavy as you force yourself to lift your head and look at bright scarlet. His face looks fuzzy, but your reflection in his eyes is clear. That’s all you can see.
Today, you decide that you hate bright and vivid red the most.
That Fontaine Agriche is enemy number one.
Your mouth moves but you don’t hear your own words. You don’t see your husband’s expression. You can’t even feel the beating of your heart. You feel nothing but the static filling your little head.
The urge to die has begun to resurface.
- - -
“You what?”
Lant’s deep voice becomes lower after hearing the report - unfortunately for everyone involved, a faithful servant to the Black Master overheard and even saw the aftermath of the incident.
It was also that same servant who happened to be in the locked room across from Grizelda’s study when Fontaine showed up to wreak havoc. They had debated opening the door until the sibling’s conversation went on.
They decided to wait it out. To trail behind you and the Master’s daughter. He had planned on appearing sooner once he saw the physical assault, but his gut screamed he would die had he did.
The oldest son stands in front of his father’s desk with his head hanging low. Sweat pools at his temples before slowly sliding down his face. His hands are clammy as a million excuses rush through his head.
He knows that even if he were to tell Lant that you had stomped on his foot, it wouldn’t work for him but against him. Of course, there was a chance you would receive a small punishment for injuring an Agriche, but since it was he who went against Lant’s orders, Fontaine would get the worst of it.
You were off-limits. But the oldest son always had greedy hands.
Grizelda stands off to the side, watching the entire thing unfold. Lant’s faithful servant stands at his side, hands clasped as he awaits for further instruction. Silently she wishes for him to ram his pinky toe into the sharpest corner of a dresser while barefoot.
Fontaine’s men are on their knees, bowing with their head on the floor. The oldest person in the room pays no heed to them. Instead his heated gaze is on his own son.
“F-father… I was just -”
“Silence - I did not give you permission to talk, you fool!” Your father-in-law stands behind his desk as his fist slams down on it, unable to believe that his own flesh and blood would go against his orders. He doesn’t know what punishment to give him.
He doesn’t even want to see his dull face.
“Where is Dion?” He growls out, holding out a cigar for his servant to light. The smell of smoke starts to fill the room after a few puffs.
“He took the Lady with him, Master. I saw them on my way to the training room,” the man dressed in black answers. “He was holding her hand.”
A moment of silence before Lant lets out a laugh. “Is that so? Tell them both to stop by later today. I’m curious as to why he reacted so violently.” Dionn wasn’t exactly known to be emotional - he had little to no interests.
The change in his attitude is clear - anger at Fontaine, slight amusement with Dion. The grey-eyed man grits his teeth in silence. He was the one who got choked!
No-one notices the slight flinch Grizelda gives. This was why she didn’t want to report it - it’ll only cause complications. If her older brother does care about you, then Lant finding out would only bring forth something awful.
You’re a stranger but this wasn’t your fault. You just were a poor soul who got dragged into this hell.
Her stomach churns at thoughts of possibilities of what could happen. Dion was already unsteady deep down - this would only make it worse. What would happen if Lant does something to you?
“Going back to you,” their father looks at Fontaine again, taking a hit of his cigar. He puffs out smoke, doing his best not to physically lash out at him. Everyone waits with bated breath.
“The punishment room isn’t enough for you. You dare touch something that isn’t yours? Go against my orders?”
Lant goes on, watching as his son’s body starts to tremble. It’s a pathetic sight, and could have been avoided if he listened like the good boy he’s supposed to be. “But for now, until I say otherwise, you’re going to be held in a cell without any food or water - I’ll even lash your back personally.”
Another puff as Fontaine’s head whips up, protests on his tongue. He bites the pink and slimy muscle when Lant glares at him. “As for the girl - she’ll be confined to her room for a few days. She should have had a maid with her - what was her name again…?”
“Hana, Master.”
“Right. She needs to be punished too.”
“And what of Young Master Dion, Master Lant?”
The Black Master stops to think. While it’s true he was in the right - after all, you belong to him - he can’t exactly let him get away with attempted murder on a family member. It’s almost tempting, but then, thoughts might start to pop up in his head.
He doubts Dion will ever betray him. But, at one point, he was also a son to a father who trusted him. He was a son who killed his father.
Besides… he’s curious. Why would he react so violently? A man who showed no interest in anything, simply carrying out orders. Something’s not adding up.
Or maybe he’s just stressed right now, with the paperwork due and Fontaine being a fool.
“I’ll send him to the hunting grounds. It’ll take at least a month for him to return,” he answers after taking another puff. “Now, who should I replace that maid with…”
“... I’m regretful to say this, but Hana was sent on an errand by the Young Master when this happened. She was preparing the contraceptives on his orders.”
Lant blinks before sighing. “Right. I forgot about that.” He looks at the stack of papers on his desk - did this really have to happen when so much is due? His teeth grind against each other.
However, before Lant could think of what else to say, the servant spoke up once more. “While we are talking about the Lady… she hasn’t stepped foot in her room once.”
Grizelda’s nails dig into her palms once her father was finally alerted. Still, this could easily be brushed off as Dion simply sleeping with you, addicted to carnal lust. Until that damn man speaks more.
“Even when he’s off on missions, she stays in the Young Master’s room.”
This is a matter that frankly, doesn’t concern Lant. But does that matter? No.
“...interesting. I’ll question them about it later.”
Grizelda’s stomach twists. You’re nothing more than a stranger she pities. So, why? Why is this dread so deeply etched into her bones? You only spoke a handful of times before today - you are nothing to her aside from an in-law on paper.
This isn’t like her.
This doesn’t feel natural.
Oh.
Maybe… something interfered with their faith. With yours.
She scoffs at herself quietly enough that no-one hears. What a stupid thought. Her attention returns to her father. It’s here when he finally speaks to her.
“Grizelda. Tell me, why didn’t you report the incident that made her run into your study?” His accusatory tone is ironically justified, but he doesn’t need to know that. Grizelda has always been a good girl, and she never interacted with you once you moved in.
“I thought it would be best to have her calm down first. I was going to bring it up when we ran into each other in the hallway - but she was still jittery. Please forgive me, father.”
She bows her head before adding, “I’ll accept any punishment you see fit.”
It goes without saying that Lant considers this for a moment. After a beat, he replies with, “Until I say otherwise, stay in your room.” The same punishment as you. Twins!
Grizelda mentally cringes at her uncharacteristic thought. What was she, a child?
“Go and bring them both to me. Now.”
“Yes, Master.”
The servant leaves with a bow. The room goes quiet, panic in everyone’s head. Lant doesn’t dismiss any of them. His footsteps echo in the room until he stops right in front of Fontaine. He puffs smoke directly into his face, causing his son to cough.
“Prepare for the worst if she’s pregnant.”
= = =
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Title: One More Night
Pairing: An Yujin × Fem!Reader
Warnings: ▸ Character Death ▸ Domestic Abuse (mentioned, not graphic) ▸ Grief and Trauma ▸ Psychological breakdown ▸ Time Loop / Death Loop themes ▸ Emotional distress, crying, panic attacks
Summary: When your abusive father returns home, you run — barefoot and terrified — into the street. Yujin chases you, but she's too late. You die in her arms. Then she wakes up... and it’s the same night again. Trapped in a time loop, Yujin will do anything to save you — until you finally ask her to let go.
You were always a quiet girl. The kind that flinched when people raised their voice, even if it wasn’t meant for you. The kind that smiled gently, cried easily, and held onto people like your life depended on it. Because sometimes, it did.
Yujin adored you.
You were lying on her lap that night, your hand tucked into the front of her hoodie like you always did when you needed comfort. Her fingers combed through your hair absentmindedly, eyes half on the horror movie you’d picked and half on you — always on you.
"You’re not even watching," you mumbled, lifting your head weakly.
"You're hiding your face anyway," she teased gently, poking your cheek. “I’m watching you.”
You pouted and sank back into her lap with a soft little sigh. “I’m scared.”
Yujin grinned, leaning down to kiss the crown of your head. “I know.”
You were staying over for the weekend. Her apartment was small, cluttered with blankets and your things already halfway unpacked. You always brought too much — oversized hoodies, stuffed animals, tiny trinkets — and she never once complained. You had your place there. With her.
Until the phone rang.
It was a shrill thing. You always left it on loud in case your mom needed you. Yujin barely paid attention until you sat up — fast, stiff — your body suddenly alert in a way that made her stomach twist.
“…Mom?”
Your voice cracked.
Yujin’s heart dropped.
You were frozen. Kneeling on the couch, one hand clutching the phone to your ear, the other shaking in your lap. She didn’t hear the voice on the other end, but she knew that tone. You’d heard it before.
“No, no, don’t—! Lock the door, okay? Just… just lock it!”
You were already off the couch. Barefoot. Still in your soft pink pajama shorts. Running.
"Wait—wait!" Yujin was scrambling behind you, grabbing your wrist before you could reach the door. “Baby, what happened?!”
You were crying. Loud, broken sobs that made your whole body tremble.
“It’s my dad—he came back—he’s drunk, he’s—he’s hurting her again, I need to go, I need—”
“Wait—wait,” Yujin was shaking her head, trying to ground you. “Baby, listen to me. You can’t go alone like this. Please, let’s call the cops, okay? Let’s think—”
“She’s alone!” you screamed, yanking your arm free and bolting.
She chased you down the stairs. The building blurred in flickering hallway lights and the echo of your bare feet slapping against concrete. She was fast — but you were running like your soul was burning, like fear had taken hold of your lungs and replaced your breath with fire.
“Y/N—!”
You didn’t stop.
Out into the night. Into the cold, into the street, past honking cars and neon lights. You darted across a red light, sprinting barefoot over broken pavement, the city swallowing your cries.
Yujin was behind you. Always behind. Calling your name, begging you to stop.
You never looked back.
And then—
A scream. Metal. A sickening, wet crunch.
Time paused.
Yujin’s body slammed to a halt as her eyes caught the sight.
You. Crumpled in the crosswalk. A truck skidding to a stop. Your blood, too red, painting the street like a grotesque mural. She dropped to her knees next to you before the driver could even climb out.
“(Y/N)? Hey—hey, look at me—look at me,” she sobbed, cupping your face with shaking hands. Your lips were already trembling, blood on your teeth.
“I’m… I’m sorry,” you whimpered. “I couldn’t… let her be alone again…”
“No, no—don’t talk, don’t talk,” Yujin begged, her voice cracking into something wild and helpless. “You’re gonna be okay. I’ve got you.”
Your hand reached for hers. Weak. Cold.
“Take care of her… my mom… okay?”
Then you were gone.
The light faded from your eyes like a candle smothered by wind.
And Yujin screamed.
—
The funeral was a blur.
People whispered condolences. Your mom cried in her arms. Yujin held her like she’d promised, numb and hollow, dressed in black with red eyes and trembling lips.
She didn’t sleep for days.
When she finally collapsed into her bed, it was because her body gave out. Her mind stayed awake, playing it all again and again.
Then she saw it.
A small red button. Round. Smooth. Sitting on her nightstand.
She hadn’t seen it before.
Her hand hovered over it, confused.
Then she pressed it.
—
Ring ring.
“...Mom?”
Yujin sat up in bed, breath catching.
You were beside her.
Alive.
The world spun. Time warped. Her hands were shaking as you stood up again, just like before.
“No, no, don’t—! Lock the door, okay?”
Yujin lunged.
“No—wait—!” she grabbed you before you could run. “Don’t go! Baby, please—”
“Let me go!” you sobbed, ripping free.
Same route. Same barefoot sprint. Same red light.
She chased you again, screaming louder this time.
Same truck.
Same blood.
Same dying words.
Same night.
—
She pressed the button again.
And again.
And again.
Each time she changed something. Each time she begged harder. She tried calling the police first. Tried driving you herself. Tried holding you down while crying into your shirt. Once, she even got there first — but the truck still came.
Every time you died.
Every time she held your body.
Every time she heard, “Take care of my mom.”
Until one night—
She pressed the button before you could even reach for your phone.
She sat up, panting, watching your sleeping face in the dark.
This time, she unplugged your phone. Hid it.
When you woke, confused, she smiled.
“It’s okay,” she whispered. “Let’s just… sleep in today.”
But you frowned. “I feel weird,” you said softly. “Like something’s wrong.”
She shook her head, pulling you into her arms. “Nothing’s wrong. I’ve got you.”
You rested your head on her chest.
And then—
You sat up suddenly. “I need to go.”
“No—no,” she whispered, terrified. “Where?
“I don’t know,” you whispered. “I feel it. Something’s wrong with Mom.”
She grabbed your arms, begging you. “Baby, please—don’t. I’ll go, okay? I’ll go instead. Please.”
But you kissed her cheek with that same soft smile.
“I have to.”
And the street claimed you again.
—
Loop after loop. Nightmare after nightmare. Yujin stopped sleeping. Stopped eating. Stopped talking to anyone but you. You — the girl who kept dying. The girl she loved so deeply, so desperately, that she tried over a hundred times to beat fate itself.
Once, she handcuffed you to the bed.
You cried.
And when she left the room to get water, you managed to undo it with a hairpin and run anyway.
Another time, she confessed everything. About the button. The loops. Your death.
You looked at her with wide eyes. You cried with her.
And when she fell asleep that night in your arms, she woke to the sound of the door slamming.
And a truck horn.
And silence.
—
Then one night.
You died in her arms again. Barely breathing. Bleeding. Crying.
But this time, you looked her in the eyes. And your hand reached for her face.
“Yujin,” you whispered, your blood pooling beneath you. “Don’t press it again.”
She froze.
Your voice was soft. Cracked. Full of love.
“You… you tried so hard,” you said. “Thank you. For loving me.”
“No—no,” she sobbed. “I can still fix it. One more time, just one more—”
You shook your head, coughing. “I’m tired.”
She held you tighter.
“You’ll never move on,” you whispered. “Not if you keep going back.”
Tears poured down her face. She pressed her forehead to yours.
“I don’t want to live without you.”
“You can,” you said. “You have to.”
The lights above flickered.
Your hand went limp.
And Yujin…
Didn’t press the button.
—
It sat on her nightstand. Red. Unmoving.
She stared at it for hours.
Then she picked it up.
And threw it out the window.
—
Spring came. Your mom moved in with her sister. Yujin visited her every weekend. They cried together sometimes. They laughed, too.
Yujin still dreamed of you. Your soft smile. Your sleepy voice. The way your hand always found hers at night.
But she didn’t try to go back.
She kept walking forward.
For you.
For the one more night you’d given her.
And the hundred more she gave up.
Because love wasn’t holding on forever.
Sometimes, love was letting go.
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Author’s Note:
guys pls don’t come for me i KNOW i’m in my angst era and no i’m not stopping 😭 i love angst, i live for it, and yes i fully cried writing this bc the idea was too good to stay in my head. yujin being trapped in a time loop just trying to save the love of her life?? yeah, it hurt me, too. if you read this and feel something—anything—just know i’m hugging you through the screen. thank you for letting me break your heart a little 💔
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Undertale YELLOW ReImagined!
I wanted to put my own spin on how the cast of UTY would look in my style! :) I'm new to pixel art, and I had a blast trying it out! [Just to clarify, this is NOT an attempt to "fix" UTY's designs; I have immense respect for all the artists and developers working on UTY, and their work is incredible! I LOVE the cast, their animations, art and designs! This is all just for fun!] A ton more thoughts and comparison under the Read More! if you feel like reading a lot.
Flowey the Flower: I gave Flowey flushed, freckled cheeks and a tooth gap to make him look cuter and more approachable! Just a ruse, though - fluster him enough, and he might revert to that typical pale face and frown.
Clover: Clover is the iconic player character of the game so I changed as little as possible. I simply adjusted some colors and added details, including the adorable blush they have in a lot of promo art!
Dalv: I aimed to showcase Dalv's lightning powers through his design, so I gave him glowing horns and some subtle markings, including a pinkish nose. <3 While he’s originally based on Vlad, I added some minotaur elements because they really suit him. I Like in the original story, the minotaur trapped in a maze, unsure of what else is out there.
Martlet: I'll be honest, I saw some art of chubby Martlet and was inspired. To bring her passion for woodworking across, I gave her some tight but comfy overalls! She has some cool goggles that she always forgets to wear when flying - typical Martlet! Since a martlet is said to be a bird that never rests or settles, I gave her some cool glowly ghost legs! They're translucent!
Starlo: I revamped Starlo's cape by changing the patterns and adding tassels! I also removed the piece of wheat sticking to his hat because, honestly, I tend to forget to draw it. ^^* The inner fabric of his cape has a fun star pattern, tying into his previous obsession with space! And of course, big boots!
Ceroba: I made Ceroba a bit furry-like and taller, sort of to mirror Toriel! I wanted to give her a more traditional kimono with beautiful patterns, and I added eyebags to make her look a bit tired. She also has large paws now; I considered giving her sandals but ultimately decided against it.
Axis: To be honest I wanted to push his design even further but!!! Then it wouldn't be Axis anymore! :( I kept most of his original features but added some pink highlights. His antennae now have pointy tips, resembling bunny ears! I couldn’t resist the idea of a fox monster creating a bunny robot to apprehend humans - it’s just too cute! He's also taller now for intimidation factor and in case a larger human comes along.
And that's all! Thank you so much if you made it this far! More is to come soon! :) here is a wip!
I also have an AU in the works! And lots and lots of art!!!
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The main cast of Hazbin hotel on Valentine's day
I know I may be a little late. I had to do some shopping today and hadn't had the motivation or time to get down and write until now! I apologize is some characters are given more writing than others... the truth is that I am bised for some characters or simply have more for them. :C
Regardless I hope you enjoy these, I likely won't do these large posts very often.
CHARLIE:
I hope you can forgive me for being a little short on Charlie's part, I had stated earlier what she would do for the holiday in an alphabet post! But to recap she makes you a mixtape with songs dedicated to you, songs made by her and songs she knows you like! The case is handmade too, covered in hearts as well as having a hand written note inside further expressing her affections for you. She would also give you some of your favorite candies! Expect to go out and do something fun and romantic too!
VAGGIE:
Much lower compared to her canon partner, Vaggie is not much of an enjoyer of the holiday. She keeps her thoughts to it to herself, though sometimes you might find her grumbling about all the pink and the red. She just doesn't enjoy the aesthetic all that much. However despite that she will still participate if she knows it will make her significant other happy! She would get you something small, like a stuffed animal and some flowers.
ANGEL DUST:
Respectfully stealing this idea from my mutual, but he already gets so many gifts and cards from his crazed horny fans. He hardly has the room for any more! Though.. he probably sells a lot of it for some extra cash, only keeping some of the candies. If you get him something, he probably wouldn't sell it. He's actually touched. In terms of what he does for you, he might treat you to a night full of him... in more ways than one if you're open to it. If you don't feel like going out he's fine with staying inside and watching some movies in his rooms... perhaps it's a deserved break after a rough day during the love season.
ALASTOR:
Similar to Vaggie, Alastor wouldn't do much. He understands the purpose of the holiday, but he simply. Does not care for it all that much. However I do rather enjoy the though of Alastor sending letters to his friends (Mimzy, Rosie, Niffty, ect). He even puts them in fancy envelopes and seals them with wax. How nice is that? If he can, he might even send a box of chocolates. Fingers, in Rosie's case. However, he doesn't do much to celebrate outside of that. That's assuming he sends anything at all, anyway.
SIR PENTIOUS:
He would go all out. He might even make a machine dedicated to you and gift it. He makes a mechanical heart that beats and gives it to you. He gives you all of the candy he can get his hands on, not exactly sure what you prefer. He takes you out for the night, to the nicest restaurant he can go to without getting jumped (because let's be honest... his days of trying to pick fights and climb to power has probably landed him with some enemies...). He's a total gentleman on the date, opening the door for you and pushing in your chair for you. Considering he's a little flustered that he is on a date with you, everything goes smoothly.
HUSKER:
He likes to stay in, but you can count that if you manage to get him to go out it's going to be a to a club or bar. Anywhere with alcohol. He'd much rather prefer a bar, since it's usually... lower in energy. He also isn't much of a Valentine's person, and he does show his disdain. He does tone down on talking negatively about the day around you, so there's that at least. A simple night in with an affirmation of love is enough for Husk.
NIFFTY:
She bakes you something and perhaps sews you something. A red throw pillow in the shape of a heart. Though you may have to tell her that's what you want because otherwise she's going to try something akin to the roach crown.... shivers... The baked goods are actually pretty good, and you'll be snacking on them for the rest of the week due to Niffty getting too excited and making too many. She will stab someone with a needle if they try to take one without asking you first.
LUCIFER:
He also goes all out, it might actually be a little overwhelming! He can conjure nearly anything he can think of, if his song was being literal! He wants to make sure you're loved, and that there's no possible way that you would ever think otherwise. Despite this he might rather stay inside, or maybe alter the home to look more fancy to make a mock dinner. Generally very sweet and you will be drowning in gifts from the second you wake up to the minute you go to sleep. He also makes you breakfast in bed.
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bro i have a questionwhy did the fandom choose Giyuu to feminize? I mean in my opinion Giyuu is the most cisgender male character I've seen in kny

and for some reason I've also noticed that the fandom reuses the features of the male characters that have more "feminine" traits and gives them more to Giyuu, they are ironically the ones that Giyuu is shipped the most withso here goes what I've noticed
Tengen



Tengen loves to be flashy, he paints his nails, wears makeup and wears jewelry, things that are commonly associated with femininity
Sanemi



I won't talk much about this topic since @thatdawgx has a post talking about this (please go read it, it has good points) but something I will mention and that is also mentioned in the post is that Sanemi has a motherly smile, and you know (which another thing that seems strange to me is that they want to put Giyuu as a motherly figure, something that Giyuu never be)
Sabito

ok you guys might call me crazy for this but I'll give you my reasons (and I personally think this is the most extreme case along with Sanemi's, where they take away someone's femininity and give it to Giyuu) most of the fandom sees sabito as someone super manly and with toxic masculinity but I have my proof to believe that Sabito has more femininity than Giyuu in my opinion!
Sabito has a lot in common with female characters
Sabito and Nezuko have the same ideologies and ways of thinking


Sabito and Mitsuri have an almost identical color palette


Sabito and Koyuki are technically counterparts (or they have a similar role in the story but in a different way, I don't know how to explain it)


Also, going back to the color palette, in the color pages of the manga Sabito's hakamas are pink and his hair is not orange but pink! (a color normally associated with femininity) In general Sabito is more associated with bright, soft colors and normally pink tones although in the anime or ufotable Sabito is usually portrayed as orange, his real color is pink
(If you want, don't take this so seriously, but I still wanted to do it)
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#kny#giyuu tomioka#sanemi shinaguzawa#tengen uzui#Koyuki#mitsuri kanroji#nezuko kamado#Sabito#Giyuu is not feminine
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