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I have to start planning my 2022 Favorite Fanfics list.
#i am SO EXCITED#to highlight my favorite fics and authors#this year#because this was a very tough year for me but also#extremely transformative creatively#my life totally changed thanks to this blog#and my writing confidence and joy came back after years of just... not having motivation#or nor having confidence#so i am thrilled to give back to the community#and actually make a rec list of all my faves that made me feel things this year
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Character design. Posh hunter guy, Shonen protagonist (not actually a protagonist) with a revenge plot and The beast™. Just three guys who have some serious beef with each other.
#do not ask me about my humanoid designs for I have 0 confidence in them#Nor do the two legged guys have names yet#character design#original species#creature design#fantasy species#fantasy animal#original character
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Hot take: Anyone who writes a problematic fic to get their rocks off is a disgusting piece of shit who needs to touch grass and/or go to therapy:
Like I have NO PROBLEM with kinks, mental illness, injuries, abuse, SA, incest, or a general big sad story IF WRITTEN WITH RESPECT AND GRACE TO VICTIMS OF BAD THINGS OR KINK LOVERS INSTEAD OF ROMANTICIZING THE BAD STUFF OR DEROGATING KINK CULTURE TO FIT YOUR DISGUSTING WHIMS!!
Like can’t we all be SEMI NORMAL and write a NON PROBLEMATIC and HEALTHY schlatt x reader.
Please?
And on top of that, can we PLEASE stop being CREEPY towards schlatt, like bro doesn’t even leave his HOUSE because of you crazy fucks!
God, some of y’all deserve to go to super tumblr hell (derogatory). ~🍰🍓
#jschlatt#schlatt#jschlatt x reader#schlatt x reader#jschlatt x you#schlatt x you#jschlatt x y/n#schlatt x y/n#This goes to the AO3 writers too!#Some of y’alls make me SICK 🤢🤮#(god I wish I could write a story; but I don’t have the motivation nor confidence to write a story 😔)#*sigh*#🍰🍓anon
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I reiterate that if you're going to ask people for donations, you will come across as extremely suspicious if you spam their inbox. People are likely to report and/or block you, thinking you're a bot. If you need donations, I do not recommend going about like this. I really, REALLY do not recommend it.
#blog post#not helpol#i am tired of the spam y'all#literally every single day since I've opened my ask box back up#i have gotten a SHIT TON of random people asking me for donations#which is somewhat silly considering i was literally just running my own donations#so no I'm sorry but i won't be answering asks about donations#i don't think it's ok to that personally; it feels really invasive and is extremely suspicious#because you know who else comes into your inbox asking you for money? bots. bots do that exact thing.#it's extremely difficult to know who to trust especially when gofundme isn't supported in gaza#nor is paypal actually#they ciuld just be using a VPN but i don't know enough about VPN to comment on that confidently#but i feel it's important that people are sceptical honestly#because there are assholes who will scam you and take advantage of your kindness for others#don't buy into a potential scam especially at a time where supporting oneself is often already a challenge
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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I am filled with HATE and SORROW y'all know how like Nurm is my favourite character my number 1 guy out of any piexe of media ever I love him dearly which sucks cause he's pretty unpopular but whatever whatever. N I'm like "man I really want to see some new Nurm content but everything I find I've either seen before or I created ☹️" and then I. I go on tiktok and I KEEP seeing edits that start with a clip with Nurm in them and then haha surprise it's actually a Petra edit!! Cause it's ALWAYS PETRA GOD DAMN IT and I love her. I love Petra so much. She is a fabulous character but ohm y god I am tweaking. I genuinely started crying y'all I am not sane nor normal. I'm so normal about him. Oh my good god I am going insane I am 💥💥💥💥
#I envy people who's favourite characters are like. Lukas or Petra or Jesse. Y'all don't know how good you have it#At least I can confidently say I'm one of Nurm's biggest fans. You guys can't say that without a fight breaking out aha ha#HRGAHSBSJSJSNNSN#Actually losing it#Scampering about#Ignore this I'm just#ARG 💥💥💥💥#No cause I saw a post that was super funny but the screenshot used had like. Nurm's left leg in the foregriund and I started tearing up#My period is coming I can sense it there's no other explanation for this madness#Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Going genuinely feral for a guy with like 2 fans)#I don't know the term for this attachment. Cause it's not a normal person thing I'm 90% sure it's the autism#But I don't know enough about villagers to consider this a special interest and it's too long to be a hyper fixation#(even though I am very fixated and it is tearing me up inside)#This is why I tweak so bad in the tags of Nurm art sometimes I genuinely start crying g and scratching my phone like a rabbit animal#Rabid not rabbit.#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#There are no emojis nor words that accurately depict my current state#I'm normal I'm normal I swear please I'm normal
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aint bad with good company and a good drink
#trigun#vashwood#millymeryl#vash the stampede#vash saverem#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#nicholas d. wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#zazie the beast#trigun 98#trigun fanart#scrib: linkings#worked on this for a trigun secret santa for a server... its a 98 specific fantasy western au a bit?#changed up the outfits slightly to reflect some victorian esque vibes [yes i know its not historically accurate it pains me but i was not#going to do costume design for a month and a half. nor did i have time to LOL]#but yeah! a bit of a vampire + vampire hunter au.... i did have a set of doodles i had in universe that accomponyed it but... idk if i have#the confidence to post fully gay shit yet lmfao#vash is a vampire. zazie is a vampire. insurance girls are vampire hunters assigned by the government and ww is a vigilante hunter... also#sent to collect specimen.... meryl could not believe vash was a vampire at first bc she thought vamps were supposed to act a certain way...
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i like to think, as a hc or a theory (because it’s definitely possible), that charles has had a few kisses throughout his high school years, sure, but past that he’s undeniably a virgin– well, kind of undeniably, because I think he’d deny it if found out by trying to use technicalities (“I mean that one time there was friction involved–“), but to any reasonable person, and by occult standards (see: edwin being a virgin sacrifice), he’s a virgin.
and i think this because it seems like him to fib about his level of experience (like he did when agreeing he’d sleep with crystal, matching her level of casualness about it) when in the presence of people who do, actually, have experience, in the hopes he doesn’t come off as lame or childish. given what we know about his “friends” when he was alive, they seem like the type to have teased or bullied boys– especially in their own circle– who haven’t gotten laid, or at the very least would’ve thought less of someone for it. and given what we know about charles, i don’t think he’d be nearly as sleazy and inconsiderate as his group when it comes to landing girls with the primary intention of adding to his body count. and considering he’s only supposed to be 16? and has never mentioned any significant relationships pre-death? it just seems unlikely.
all that to say– I can see him maintaining that facade of experience and confidence literally right up until the moment it matters, and in the heat of the moment getting nervous and embarrassed because “uhhh. so I may have been exaggerating some things.” though he’s not totally clueless either, I think it’d take a bit of a soft heart to heart moment for him to be reassured enough that he won’t fuck up and hurt his partner to go any further.
anyway not sure what the relevance of this is, but it’s something.
#rambling#charles#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#that means almost definitely crystal is the only one who’s not a virgin. I don’t think I need to explain why#though that wouldn’t make intimacy particularly easier for her I don’t think. considering most of her experiences have probably been with#her Literal Demon Abusive Stalker Boyfriend#but I digress#trying not to put too much weight on ages when it comes to these kinds of headcanons/theories because. I mean. they’re not treated like#16 year olds by the plot nor do they look like 16 year olds at all and it really seems like they’re just sorta#pushing that fact off to the side and pretending it’s not there which frankly is understandable (but I do think since they already aged up#the characters from the comic they should’ve just went a couple years higher and everything would make more sense– just make them all 18#instead then crystal and niko renting rooms on their own would be feasible and edwin could still have been a student at the boarding school#when he died; just would’ve been in his last year instead of whatever he was supposed to be canonically)#buuuut that being said I think that as a teenager in general it’s far more common than not to be a virgin simply due to the fact that#you literally have not had much time to get that experience yet. among other reasons#so. incredibly normal. but charles’ friends were the type to pick someone apart for anything less than masculine#including proving one’s masculinity via getting a woman under you#sad. like I said though it’s not like he has no game or anything; he clearly had some experience in making out and whatever based on#the scene with crystal. plus he was confident enough in his abilities to take initiative. but beyond that. yeah#I think this is the more interesting way to go too when it comes to this topic. in addition to being in character
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Smh I reblog one (1) post with 18th century dog collars making fun of Jean-Jacques Rousseau and this is the sort of targeted ads I get from then on apparently 🙄:
#sir I have nor the resources nor the confidence to pull it off#jean jacques rousseau#age of enlightenment#shitposting#ramblings#shitpost#targeted ads#history shitposting#rousseau
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wishing certain qsmp fans a very Stop Being Fucking Misogynists
#im not wading into twitter but from what ive heard from my friends: very big fuck you to#anyone shitting on bagz yet praising etoiles (or antoine or aypierre) for their statements#in no fucking way did she condemn quack she quite literally says she has full confidence in him#‘thank you etoiles for being a true friend’ etoiles would tear you apart and mock you out of his tchat live on stream if you sent that#just because he is friendly and is a fan favourite of many (aka: your favourite disposable guy who exists only to hype up your precious fave#does not mean he would tolerate ur fucking asses for a second get out#nor would he tolerate any messages like that in his tchat get fucking real#jay rants#boiling with rage#baghera has been so fucking dedicated since the goddamn second she stepped foot on this server and it is making my blood curl with how#deeply sexist these people have been and continue to be#discourse
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This is my first attempt at drawing @superbfirnacho 's OC, Ivy, and Nightmare with his canon outfit. It's also the most ambitious watercolour pencil drawing I have ever completed. I think it turned out way better than I thought it would!
So yeah, this is my entry for their DTIYS. If you want to enter, check out their blog since it's in the pinned message.
#raccoons random garbage#this is my first dtiys actually#until recently i didn't have enough confidence nor did i believe i had enough skill#but lately i've become more comfortable and i think i'm finding my own style the more i draw#i hope you don't mind that i made ivy's outfit a bit different#i couldn't help it!#she's so cute and i didn't want to put her in plain brown#nightmare is as handsome as ever although you can't see much of him but oh well#thank you for being a good friend!
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I need to stop thinking I'm funny, but that is one of my only discernable personality traits
#takaba fumihiko#kenjaku#pinchan#<<< did i need to put these guys in the tags?#jokes#bad jokes#when does a joke become a dad joke?#when it becomes apparent!!#the crowd goes silent#one of my friends said i should be a comedian funnily enough#unfortunately i would not make it in showbiz#i don't have the skills nor the confidence
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Miguel glazers will never not be funny to me because they REALLY believe Miguel can beat Axel like he is nothing 😭
#cobra kai#robby keene#johnny lawrence#miguel diaz#just stop please#axel#like#really?#axel doesn’t have big moves or the best kicks#he has techniche#strenght#and he is confident as hell#the only ones who can match that techniche are sam and robby sorry not sorry#full cobra kai is not going to win against axel or zara#nor fully mijagi do either#but I really believe mijagi do will be more convinient for this kind of fight
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me @ men today
#i've become such a misandrist#with every year i get older i hate men more and more#i've never been one to receive male attention at all i'm not super attractive nor confident#but i've been trying to put more effort into myself#men are never tipping more than when i have a full face of make up and am not wearing my apron#so you can see my body since i have a very tight fitted work uniform#the need to always perform but also not wanting to but also having the urge to because validation is smth engraved SCREAAAAMMMING#and everyone daring to lie that 'natural is better' and 'men don't even like make up' LIARSSSSS I'M SO SICK i don't wanna date a man ever#maybe lesbianism is a choice and maybe i'll choose it#tbd!!!#☆°.—kathy talks!!
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did this picture of windsock in his own overpowered angel form, heavily based off sunset shimmers daydream shimmer form. did this as a part of caliborns joke redemption arc where he gets defeated by all alive kids and trolls, is knocked down to the floor of their battlefield and after getting all the nasty smoke and dirt off his body apologizes to john, crying hysterically. oh god oh man
#homestuck#hom3stuck#john egbert#heir of breath#also based this off a god tier redesign i saw on reddit once (dont have the link nor memory of the artist sorry)#im sorry to anyone who has to see this#this looks straight from caliborns deviantart and i do NOT mean this in a self confident way#equestria girls
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idk if i've seen this before, but where are the vampire! sam fics? like ive seen vampire! dean but wheres vampire! sam huh?
(do i have to be the person to write it? because i'll do it LOL)
#daisy yaps <3#like idk if i searched hard enough#but there's a severe lack of vampire! sam#like the AU is RIGHT THERE#ripe for the taking#or writing in this case lmao#although i lack the confidence or skill to write this AU#nor do i have a concept of a plot#but goddamn it ill try#but if there are vampire! sam x reader fics out there#send them my way please LOL#i need it#yapping about sammy
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