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idk if i've seen this before, but where are the vampire! sam fics? like ive seen vampire! dean but wheres vampire! sam huh?
(do i have to be the person to write it? because i'll do it LOL)
#daisy yaps <3#like idk if i searched hard enough#but there's a severe lack of vampire! sam#like the AU is RIGHT THERE#ripe for the taking#or writing in this case lmao#although i lack the confidence or skill to write this AU#nor do i have a concept of a plot#but goddamn it ill try#but if there are vampire! sam x reader fics out there#send them my way please LOL#i need it#yapping about sammy
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i think. everyone should stop reading my most popular fics that aren't really that good and start reading the ones with 18 kudos that are significantly better
#this is about (just wanna be) somebody i'm proud of#yes i had fun writing it. but it's REALLY NOT THAT GOOD#also i cannot stress this enough: that fic was a fluke#it's NOT a good example of what i write. guys i'm so much better at the angsty character study fics#i promise i actually can get proper characterization. i had to sacrifice some of that for the light-hearted stupid cheesy premise#alas#no one in fandom actually cares about characterization#ngl sometimes i even wonder what the point of writing stuff in-character is if the flat#'characters reduced to a single trait that they may or may not even possess'#fics will ALWAYS end up being more popular than the ones with good characterization#anyway i know why the 18 kudos one is so low. it's the mcd tag. AND it's a gen fic centered around a character no one cares about#i wasn't expecting that one to do well#but it does suck that like. my most popular fics will never actually be my best ones#it's the same with bsd but THAT'S a whole other story#that's the phenomenon of everyone reducing bsd to the skk show and not giving the time of day to fics centered around anyone else#do u guys realize there are SO many other INCREDIBLE characters and dynamics????#like i was doing that bsd fic rec event on twt and almost all of the fics recced were skk#meanwhile i was searching for anything NOT skk bc idk other ships and characters deserve appreciation too??#and i don't even read much skk bc it's so hard to find anything that's. like. ACTUALLY good.#anyway. i don't actually care if you read somebody i'm proud of#but i hate that that's like. one of my most popular fics by a longshot#i have stuff that is so much better that people won't even glance at bc it's not tagged with the most popular m/m ship in the fandom#hello grace here
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me: yeah i didn't project too badly onto taob haha *sees a quote from taob randomly on a tiktok webweave about girlhood*
#HELLO?????? yeah zuko they girlhooded you. yeah no they transed your gender#idk if this makes sense but ur coping mechanisms are just sooo she/her#like do you have any idea how baffling this was like no tags no search no nothing it was just there by sheer luck#i saw it was a webweave about girlhood and i was like ohoughhee this will be good#got a few slides in. hello i recognise thAT FUCKING QUOTE WHAT IS HAPPENING#like it's such a niche quote and out of context like it was it could have been from ANYTHING#AND it wasn't credited which i'll get to in a second#but honestly i felt like a mother identifying her child through something incredibly niche like a single freckle or some shit#bc i was like 'this is such a nondescript quote and isnt a big enough moment for me to remember vividly and yet somehow i Just Know'#and low and behold i double checked with a cheeky ctrl+f on taob AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT#WHAT THE FUCK#im a tad fuming there was no credit like the person used like 12 images and only 3 of them are Non-Tumblr Writing Quotes#and NONE got credited#like i get it's hard enough to get art credited but i feel with artists there's still a general conensus that you're SUPPOSED to tag them#but with writing people honestly just treat it like it's free real estate and the thing is it kinda IS especially if it's fanfic#but also..... why would you not just say who wrote that? like you clearly like it enough to put in ur little slideshow#so why not give credit where credit is due. annoying. bc now im like if this happened by pure fucking chance#then how many times has this happened when ive literally been totally unaware of it?#how many times have MY WORDS just been flung about tiktok without any acknowledgement that i wrote them?#idkkkk just how writing especially amongst tiktokers is treated as a lesser or watered down artform#that doesn't require the decency given to 'actual' art. i might just be being cynical bc i dont like tiktok tho lol#like girl (taob) what the hell are you doing at the devil's sacrament#taob
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käärijä drawing!!! because i have fallen in love with this man and i need to enforce my love for him onto everyone!!!!!!
can't believe the esc final was over a week ago, i am still INCREDIBLY bitter about the results. he should've won ughhhh i am exploding the jury in my mind💥💥💥💥 (p.s. tap the drawing for better quality if it's blurry 🥲)
#sorry to my followers for posting a non dr drawing! i hope nobody minds#käärijä#kaarija#jere pöyhönen#eurovision#esc23#idk what to tag this sorry i have no idea lol ive stared at so many käärijä posts but the tags aren't familiar enough in my mind yet#my art#anyway yeah i am in love with him<3<3<3♡♡💚💚💚💚💚 he is very special to me#cha cha cha#watched the livestream of his concert yesterday and i ughhhhhhh i love him#can i speak finnish? no. will that stop me from admiring him? of course not#do yourself a favour and listen to more of his songs than just cha cha cha though because all of his songs are so good !!!#if you are a follower of mine and have no idea what this is about i am sorry for your loss🥲 search finland eurovision final rn#<- (but not if you're photosensitive lol because. it is very flashy!!! as is the whole of eurovision)#im nervous to post this it's the first art im posting outside of dr but i hope people like it#anyway cha cha cha slays so hard#sorry for me going insane mode in these tags i just. i love him. i love him i love him i love him i love h
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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍
#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off#and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there#and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts#and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit#and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite#i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl#but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it#but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites#anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider#so. shrug. <- actually very afraid#but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone#so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking#which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl#man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl#i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl#but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything#WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs#in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs#im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside#i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out#i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it#and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys#unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl#spider tw
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Good morning gamers! Hope you're doing well!! As for me, I'd like to apologize to the Y.akuza series for buying the three of its games months ago and still not touching them😔
#pan rambles#I'm sorry Y.akuza!!! I'll play you eventually!#It just seems like such a fun series!#idk if I'll get an f/o from there (only knows about 2-3 characters) but it seems fun nonetheless#Mutuals who are more knowledgeable about Yakuza- Do you think I'd f/o anyone from there (Doesn't just have to be romantically)#anyways on an unrelated note#I've been thinking about the possibility of a Fankid between a certain f/o and s/i (not saying which)#And you know it's bad when you already have a name you like for the kid#Which reminds me that I gotta find a name for my Snow fankiddos...#I have a hard time finding a name for them because I want their names to be perfect I guess-afjsnfjsn#I'm sure with enough searching I could find a name for the two of them
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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question!
i've been wanting to stray away from lu for a while now and do my own thing with wars n ledge and the rest of the links (mainly bc i feel restricted by jojo's rules/don't agree w her takes, and wanna pursuit my own stuff), but there's one big thing holding me back, and that's lack of views to put it bluntly
if i make my own au and don't tag its content as #lu, then it will most definitely get a fraction of the attention my lu content does. and i know it sounds self-centered of me to worry abt something like that, but i put months of work into the fics i post. i put days of work into each art piece i post. if i work on something for months and then 10 people on ao3 read it and an astounding 0 of them even leave a comment, that will be Devastating to my motivation And confidence
what im asking y'all is this: should i finally make my own au to separate myself from lu and risk the plunge in notes, or should i stay in the lu fandom and suffer?
#qktalks#i feel like my links are far enough apart from lu's canon to justify this#ESPECIALLY my wars#my wars is Nothing like lu wars; he's silly and goofy and not at all serious#not even accounting for the fact that he Looks completely different design-wise i think he's pretty far from canon lu now#my sky design is Nothing like lu sky's and i have my own characterizations of him despite not posting abt it much#to put it bluntly once again i wanna post stuff of them all cuddling and being a family without dipshit lu fans coming in and correcting me#so far it's only happened like Once but the fear and anxiety of being ridiculed is still very much apparent#im afraid to post stuff. i don't wanna be afraid to post stuff#i wanna have my own au where i have my Own rules#and i wanna be in a fandom that doesn't fuckin suck VGIEAYGV#but im terrified of switching over and out of the fandom bc then my stuff won't be viewed at all#and without reblogs of my art and comments on my fics i have a feeling i will simply stop producing anything altogether#i know the whole ''u should make art for yourself'' thing but . it's no fun if nobody else is gonna see it yaknow ?#i wanna show other people what makes me happy and maybe make them happy in the process#that's hard to do when u don't tag ur posts w a popular fandom tag that everybody searches through#idk . willing to hear anybody's takes on this
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why is there no actually good music app :/
like i’m using apple music and most of it works okay but the search function sucks so bad and i considered switching to spotify a while ago so i tried that out for a bit but holy shit the user interface sucks so much. the only good thing there are the user created playlists
and why youtube music and amazon music suck is obvious probably lol
#literally i have to say apple music is so close to being good enough but its not and i doubt they’re ever gonna fix that stupid search thing#like it can’t be that hard yall#youtube can do it. spotify can do it. so why can’t apple 😤😡#ahkdbdkfn#but i also don’t value that enough to switch to spotify bc i rly don’t want to torture myself with that infuriating ui (no offence but i#dislike it immensely lol)#like who tf thought itd be a good idea to put everything into playlists???? like stop it bro don’t do that to me#and why the heck can’t i change the name of that default playlist :(#also the software is just kinda ugly ngl#but if the rest was good i could try to look past that but its just not#:/#i mean i do have to say there are also music apps i havent tried yet but i feel like if the megacorps can’t do it then the smaller ones are#probably also not better?? bc like how yk? anyway yeah idk idk#rant rant rant#moi#ignore this i just needed to complain bc ut rly annoyed me today#uwu
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For a drawing request, I'd love to see you draw Helena Wayne and Karen Starr!! :^D
here, hope u like it < 3 !!! anw for folks who see this, my art requests r still Very much open, check this link out 2 see what i would do heehee
#ough. i will be 100% honest idk things abt these 2#maybe karen a lil bit but helena wayne....#WHICH MADE IT SO HARD 4 ME (<-- not personal towards u requester i just like 2 ramble nyehe :]])#like bc. i tried to search up helena wayne suits and. all of them felt like. too much like bertinelli huntress and not wayne huntress#i wanted to add pinks and blues to it but i was too lazy bc !! more details blegh my hands r hurting hehe#but yeah ahdghsgdgdgd i just . i should know them more so that i know what i am Doing#at least ms. powergirl has One Really iconic costume#meanwhile i was supposed to mesh up Some huntress looks bc helena wayne's first look is Way Too Campy for what i am going 4#but i didn't anyway and it ended up looking like a budget early bertinelli huntress look#Lmao.#but yeah enough rambling HAGSGAH hope u liked it < 3#dc#dc comics#helena wayne#huntress#the huntress#robin#powergirl#power girl#karen starr#batfam#batfamily#superfam#superfamily#my art >:DD#art reqs
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i may not be able to open posts from my notes or messages or get more context on posts via looking at the notes, but at least i can make fucked up coffee properly now
#toy txt post#while i was away i began my journey into coffee snobbery. im doing my best. i have a lot to learn#i have a fancy hand grinder that all the ppl on reddit hemmedvand hawed andaid it would probably be somewhat#Acceptable for pour over coffee that I got for less than $100. i want you to understand the coffee grinder ppl are insane.#there are grinders for sale that cost like more than my car did brand new. these ppl are insane? i got a chemex pour over#and a glass stovetop gooseneck kettle cos i couldnt find an electric kettle that didnt have the metal touching the water. prolly cos it#would make them less energy efficient and defeat the purpose but i dont fuck w metal water vessels cos historically They Keep Betraying Me#by making my drinks taste like ass. i got some genetic fuckery going on ig. like the cilantro soap gene but its the metal makes water taste#like ass gene? idk. but i wanted a kettle that didnt have metal and i wanted that gooseneck pour so i found one on Amazon. surprisingly#hard to find? annoying. mostly bc every search engine is bad and kept showing me metal kettles anyway. i got a grinder i got a pour over i#got a kettle i got fancy beans from a local small business i started drinking it black. im going to unlock these flavors. i will get it#but also. im still a goblin. i put garlic powder in with the grounds and made garlic coffee. its interesting. it tastes like garlic. and#coffee. but actually the garlic is mostly an aftertaste?#so it feels very similar to drinking a cup of black coffee to accompany your garlic bread actually. the first time i made it i think it#underextracted the coffee tho. second time i extracted the coffee enough but i didnt like it as much? both times. fascinatingly#i did not get strong aromas! which was weird: i find both garlic and coffee have pretty strong scents already#i wouldve thought combining them would make it stronger? it was a little stronger while brewing the second time but smelled good to me#i find the flavor of it compelling enough that id like to try to refine it a bit more and see if i can make it good#ive come a long way since my first garlic coffee haha#(adding garlic salt to black coffee out of a keurig. dont reccomend this: garlic salt has too much salt and it overpowers everything.#could not get a garlic flavor without overpowering salt flavors. so it mostly tasted like seawater with a hint of coffee. garlic powder is#the way to go. anyway next i want to try it with a lighter roast. i was using medium roast#of a local brand that i would name for exposure but wont name lest it doxxes me haha#also want to try egg coffee sometimes? the vietnamese one. looks..intriguing. robusta beans scare me a little tho#anyway. if youre interested in interesting flavors i recc garlic coffee. it was intriguing. if i find a methodology i think tastes best#ill update yall#im also interested in other things. i want to experiment with spicy coffee. chili powder or cayenne#make the paprika dracula coffee haha#im also admittedly intrigued by butter coffee? as a flavor profile tho not for fad diet reasons.
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#lee’s bullshit#i hate to be an asshole but. if the only two things i requested today were museum and lunch#and the museum was closed .#could we please have gotten lunch. would it rlly have been that hard.#ignore this im a bitch when im tired and havent eaten enough etc etc. however .#and like also not for nothing. I can’t eat most places !!! I like actively have to search out stuff that won’t make me sick#like god forbid I get smth I can actually eat. idk im j annoyed#we walked for so long to go to this store for my sister and it was deadass j regular clothes. girl WHY.#’they only ship to the us a few times a year’ is this not the same as other things in the us ??#<— again being rude and mean bc im hungry. disregard
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i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(
#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY#it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures#we’ve come a long way yall 🥲#NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG#WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER#and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so#like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭#i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭#and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡#but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog#i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again#if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog#cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here#and that’s ok w me#ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭#maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn ��#and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻♀️#no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻#i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me#but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that#but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn#em speaks
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people who make mood boards, where do you find pics and stuff to put on the mood board? like generic things but also if you want something specific? and like screen caps of characters or actors, how do you get those? are there specific places you go or is just like internet searching? also do you use any specific programs? I would like to learn but can't seem to find the information.
#im probably not like searching hard enough#but i figured id ask here anyway#moodboard#mood board#creators of tumblr#help#idk how to tag this honestly
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hello hello good morning!!! i am just stopping by to let u all know that fishie touya nibbled on my finger today and it was literally the cutest thing in the entire universe <333
our pretty rainbow boy <333
also!!! today’s everskies outfit under the cut!! (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*:・゚✧
how cute is this!? i wish i had a pair of black overalls irl :(( i only have blue ones atm 。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。
anyway anyway come add me on this silly app if u wanna!! my username is inkyclari! let’s be friends!! i’m still figuring out how the whole thing works hehe but my gosh does it ever remind me of the hours my best friend n i spent dressing up digital dolls when we were lil kids!!!
#i kind of love the fact that there’s a blog AND a guestbook#i was so so so young when i had myspace (way too young to have myspace but all of my bffs older brothers had them D:)#(so we HAD to have them too duh)#but the guestbook function especially reminds me of myspace SO much!!!#like just early web 2.0 type sites#and msn!!!!!! tbh i miss msn HAHA#i was one of the last kids in fifth grade to get one >.>#because that’s when i FINALLY got internet lmfao#my zia made my account bcoz i didn’t know how to#anyway we used lil pixel dollies like this one as our profile pictures ALL the time#and we’d like;;; gatekeep them so hard LMAO#like we’d search online for hours for the cutest ones and then when someone would ask where we got it or if we could send it we’d be like#“oh sorry idk where it is on my computer i lost it :((” and then we'd all laugh together#terrible we were mean kids man#anyway enough reminiscing#i’m off to go edit ta!haitham!!!!!!!! <333333333#all +10k words of him!!!#heeeee wish me luck#have a wonderful day friends <3#clari chatters#pxl.clari
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perhaps Consider that i am not doing well and will not be doing well for a while— Sorry y’all.
#it’s coming up on my birthday and traumaversary time and on top of that the stress of knowing we likely wont have enough next month is uh#stressing me out to the point of depressive episode with psychotic symptoms??#my sleep is all messed up again and i keep having fucked up dreams#im getting shadow darters in my peripherals and hearing ticking sounds coming from Outside of my head when nothing is happening#i keep getting funky smells even though we’ve been cleaning for like 2 weeks straight#and my brain won’t stop remembering these moments from childhood and teenage years i absolutely do NOT want to remember#so just know that y’all aren’t alone me and the system are struggling pretty hard this new year#also korrin is still job searching and i’ve got no clue how that’s gonna go so uh yeah idk no end in sight?????#tbd when i finally snap out of this state y’all and i’m super sorry bc i know what it’s like to be around me when i am like this
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