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I was 27 when I actually made some new friends, which I hadn’t really done since middle school. Those friends are now like my second family.
I was 28 when I started watching more anime and reading manga and webcomics. These weren’t activities I ever got into as a kid or teen, but as an adult I find great joy in them. I then started writing and drawing again, which I hadn’t done in a long time, having found inspiration from these shows and stories. These hobbies are now how I spend most, if not all, of my free time.
I was 29 when I came out as bisexual, and within a few months realized I was also nonbinary. These are things I had never really thought of 15, 10, or even 5 years ago, but now are a huge part of my identity.
I was 30 when I started publishing my own webcomic. I had always been called artsy, and even started college pursuing an art degree, but I gave up on that years ago and hardly ever actually saw a creative project through til the end. Now I feel determined and excited to see this through and improve along the way.
My point is, sometimes you discover things about yourself later in life (if you even wanna call late twenties / early thirties “later in life”…). And that’s OKAY. I thought I had all my shit figured out by the time I was 25. Hell, I was living my normal adult life doing all the normal adult things and thinking “welp guess this is it”. I was wrong. And thank goodness for that.
So next time you see someone and think “isn’t that person a bit too old to be doing that..?” Maybe ask yourself - why shouldn’t that person be doing that thing? What exactly is wrong with it? Is there really an age limit for the thing they’re doing? Just… be kind and let people enjoy things, man.
#never too old#ramblings#self discovery#bisexual#nonbinary#queer#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#anxiety#you know that meme that’s like ‘trying to sleep but my brain is replaying a slightly embarrassing thing that happened years ago’#that’s basically me right now#a few weeks ago someone basically told me that I was too old to be making a webcomic#and my anxiety won’t let me forget it#they specifically said ‘you’re 30 and making shit like this’#maybe they just didn’t like that it was a gay romance comic lmao#or maybe they didn’t like my art style#or maybe they don’t like comics#or maybe they didn’t like that I Blazed the post unironically lolol#whatever#maybe just mind ya business#and just be kind
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Me when I get on a kick of drawing my ocs I hardly draw, only to then never draw them again after maybe a week of this lol
#Sometimes I wonder if maybe I’d be a bigger artist if I didn’t just draw my own characters most other times I don’t not care !!#HEIDI!! she’s supposed to look like Finn because remember kids it’s not same face syndrome if it’s LORE!!#and I live by that#she has a strange connection to herons#digital art#procreate#my art#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#digital artist#digital doodle#oc#oc artist#oc artwork#oc art#character design#original character art#original character#I’ve been reading wildwood recently and it’s doing WEIRD things to my art style#I need to like study my own style for a while to set things back to equilibrium or something idk
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Sun and Moon lesbians again for I am ill
#the sun and moon#guy I only draw these guys when I’m sick apparently 😔#are officially#lesbians#wlw post#weridcore#evil art style challenge#mindless doodling#though today I feel better so huzzah#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#finished piece#my art#digital art#my oc art#2024 art#sick drawings#which I didn’t even remember making that tag but lamooo I don’t think I post art when I’m sick a lot#maybe I’ll remember that is a tag#here guys have this as a treat#I dunno I really like them <3 what can I say I think the yearning is cool#they can kiss every eclipse!! and see eachother on opposites sides basking in each others glow#no idea when I’ll post more art#I’ve been doing a lot of traditional art so I dunno maybe I’ll post some of that
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my angel…
#I’m not 100% happy with this but just to post SOMETHING !!!!!!!!!!#my bf made us be social butterflies this weekend🙄#so I barely did any art really…except this 10 min sketch#kind of realistic eloise…a bit different from my normal sketches but still exactly how I picture her🥰🥰#no sketches…I just went in with black pencil so that I would need to be deliberate and think about my lines etc#but also going fast#idk if I’m improving at all but I enjoy these sketches a lot💓💓#we played a lot of board games today & the beach was FULL of jellyfish#maybe I’ll do a diary post soon🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#anyways I feel like my style changes a lot but there is still…something that glues it together#I almost didn’t post this but…my art documentation blog and whatnot😤
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Infamous sketch dump
Seven and amazing story belongs to @infamous-if //Violet is my MC I play with ✨
#infamous#infamous if#infamous fanart#seven lawless#infamous violet#infamous oc#like i said i’m in the middle of a style change/art crisis#but i like how these turned out so idc#i like the shapes yk?#i also really like the way i drew sev like he has a lot more character now#still wanna give him a few more piercings and maybe curlier/messier hair?#redid violet photoshoot sketches cause they were my fav I did for her#didn’t do her tatts cause I had no time :(#chapter 3 was so good can’t wait to gush about it when it goes public#my art#sketches
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always wanted to arrange my artworks in a gradient and since I started drawing again over a year ago, I was finally able to put this together 🫶
#did an edit like that for an old fandom with official manga art and it’s kind of breathtaking that I actually managed to make a rainbow#edit with my own art?!? everything is 2023 art except the fall skk artwork but it matched yellowish green well enough lol#you can tell which kinds of color palettes I prefer but I really want to use more warm color palettes & maybe try more desaturated palettes#some other goals: drawing more women and environment focused artworks#(but who knows how much time I’ll have this year)#bsd#bsd fanart#my art#I did start a few non-bsd related artworks but didn’t have enough patience to finish them#that’s why it’s mainly skk too… the obsession hits different… I have other non-skk pieces I like too but the color palettes were hard to#fit into this edit…#my only non bsd related artworks where some concept pieces for uni#so strange to see the random mix of styles for this past year but also nice to see little consistencies#long post
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リンリンシグナル⚡️
#kagamine rin#project voltage#pokemiku#Pokémon#vocaloid#vocal synth#rin kagamine#fanart#Disney chronicles#diz chronicles#my art#warm up as I practice something lol#I was originally gonna draw her in Junky’s Happy Halloween style of chibi#but I flat out forgot to lol#also it was like 6am when I finished so I didn’t draw morepeko#maybe I’ll go back and do that#not that everything ever made needs to be content but I want to be more comfortable sharing imperfect and unfinished things#yno
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Thinking about these two…
Roleswap Rin AU by @tangeringe
#originally I was gonna draw out scenes from the fic but that was hard so I only sort of did that#the Rin on the top left is little Rin with the dark reflective eyes and then there’s the Rin on the top right putting in the red contact#but like I didn’t put in the dialogue or draw out like a comic style#maybe one day I’ll make like a proper fancy comic#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru dungeon meshi#kabru#kabru of utaya#kabru dunmeshi#rinsha fana#rin dungeon meshi#rin dunmeshi#one sided Kabrin#but from Kabru’s end#my art#digital art#doodles#messy art#rope/spider art#rope/spider post
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I diagnose her with tism.
will do nontism pink icons too. wanted to add the infinity symbol somewhere but uh… I couldn’t get it to look fine so w/e.
#pieces of powder#lemons random rants#autism#autistic#autistic icons#autism icons#pride icons#icons#if these look bad it’s because I cropped them- cuz adobe doesn’t have an online photo editor anymore.#I mean it does but I ain’t signing for that#anyway sorry I couldn’t fit the infinity symbol in. didn’t know where to put it.#I relate so much to powder and Marcy…#I kinda wonder if Marcy has a bad home life from some of the dialogue she has. maybe an orphan but that’s a stretch#but powder is very tism coded. I have tism sense you get it with your diagnosis#or if you don’t have a diagnosis you still have it they just don’t want you to know about it cuz ur too powerful#I’m like a blend of powder and marcy.#anyway I rlly love the#art style of the show it reminds me of that game ppl used to play…#anyway again sorry about the symbol but if you’ve seen my book cover#you know graphic design isn’t my passion
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ME‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#featuring some clothes i saw online i wish i had#i like how this turned out a lot tbh!! but i had to change the clothes and the colors a lot to sorta match#maybe too much? yeah#that’s ok tho i like wearing a lotta stuff#i wanted to give myself bracelets but#.actually idk why i didn’t#ANYWAY UMMM REBLOGS ARE VERY APPRECIATED ESPECIALLY OF MY NON-FANART ART!!!#my art#self portrait#also i’m so sorry i can’t pick a style there’s so many options#artists on tumblr#art#artwork#digital art#digital artist#♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
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Skirt Toge made a special appearance while drawing online with friends!
I ended up really liking how it turned out so I cleaned it up a bit, keeping on theme with the funky colors my friend drew behind him lol
#it’s lower res than I would usually shoot for but I had to work from a JPEG of my sketch and#i told myself I wasn’t gonna take too long on it so it wouldn’t matter (a lie)#but anyway!! sparkling!!! like sea salt#with all the toges I’ve been drawing lately I didn’t even need a reference lol#until the coloring at least (;w;) the uniforms have such a unique lighting style it took me hours hhhhhhhh#it makes everything look so soft and shiny and clean tho so 👀 i might have to do it again#anyway the lineart's not ideal if I were to make prints or charms but maybe I'll go back over it again with vector at some point#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#inumaki toge#fanart#siphisketches#my art#artists on tumblr#csp#(i drew the lineart in magma studio tho)#id in alt
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This is my Kill the Lights AU y/n!! I’ve had the au for months now and I’ve been posting chapters and I never thought to draw design pages/concept art of them ;v;
#they have red sneakers I just didn’t feel like drawing them rn :)#also used some different brushes to draw this and I actually like it a lot#maybe im testing my art style again#ALSO DON’T LOOK AT THE FOOT ITS SO WEIRD I NEED TO REDRAW THAT#hahskeleton#fnaf#y/n#x y/n#x reader#kill the lights#kill the lights au#concept art#floppy art#floppy doodles#reader insert#reader design#character design#y/n design
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help I wanna draw either otto or mj or both but ive been scrolling so long and i cant find any refs ughh please post them /gen /nf /neu
:D awww thanks for considering to draw my characters ‼️💥🐟
🐟Refs under cut🐟
⭐️ Otto ⭐️
🚬 M.J 🚬
The fish net is supposed to be on the left hand while the arm warmer is on the right. I just messed it up in the standing on
#M.J#ottto#if you did see all of these while looking through tags and you didn’t think they were proper references SORRY 😔 guys this is all I have#lamo I was surprised that despite how much I draw M.J I don’t actually have to many references#lamo I always meant to fix the M.J drawing I messed up but I dunno#LOVE OTTO YAYAYAYYA I’m so glad whoever wants to draw xem 💥❤️#anyway MJ could really be put into any and all outfits which is why I put the evil art style challenge there#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#my oc art#2024 art#text post#I love getting stuff in my inbox<3#super unrelated but I have some new Otto lore because I’m evil :) so maybe I’ll draw something like that soon I dunno
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Art I’m never gonna finish
I imagine this would be somewhat after Jayden joined. So Tomura is still immature, and they don’t like each other yet. They joined like a year before Toga, and the others. Eventually before the other members join they will become close friends :)
The last panel was going to be him saying this anyway. If I redraw this might do it with Dabi instead. But that will be in the future
#art#fan art#digital fanart#digital art#procreate#meme#oc#original character#oc and canon#not a ship#never ever.#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#anime#tomura shiragaki#shigaraki tomura#Shigaraki#I am still making little changes to their design all the time#I need to do a ref sheet but that’s not gonna stop me from making small changes lol#Originally was gonna give them black lipstick except it’s actually just how their lips look naturally#cause it would be like a dogs mouth where they have thin black lips but it just blended into the mouth line or didn’t look the way I wanted#maybe when I get better at drawing and have a more detailed style I can
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My family’s craft sale is finished and I’ve got like $250 to pick up from my stepmom!! ALSO got money in the mail from a sales rep as thanks for helping with the account!!! ALSO ALSO got a promotion today!!! 🥹🥹🥹
#talk#I’m really happy tbh!!!#I never expected I’d get that promotion#I’ve been suffering setback after setback after setback at work and I was sure I’d be disqualified#and they didn’t even interview me for it!!#it’s like $200 extra every month I’m so happy#also I’m planning on setting up a new commission type for my Little Guys art style because I’m just having a good time drawing like that#and it seems people like it and it’s WAY easier on me and takes much less time than my usual art style#so I’m excited to hopefully open those up soon#maybe for the holidays? who knows#anyway the commission stuff isn’t primarily even about money I just like doing them#it’s fun work!!! I want to do more commissions#I haven’t done any in several months#anyway. all that to say is it’s been a nice day despite everything ☺️
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Here *throws random and actually much more important than I realised at first OC redesign at you after two and a half years since the OG*
Meifeng, Ming-Hua’s cousin! I just randomly remembered that she exists while putting together my OC family tree and since the only art I have of her is… nearly 3 years old and mediocre at best, and Kat and I have recently spent so much time focusing on Red Lotus siblings, I thought “Hey, why not redraw her? Just because she’s a cousin and not a sister doesn’t make her any less special than Lien-Hua, Summiya, Aiza or Haya!” (On that note… Nia give someone a brother challenge. The only one that counts is Aiza and she’s only a brother half the time)
Some headcanons about her, both new and old (the old copy-pasted over and slightly edited to save everyone the second hand embarrassment of going to look at my old art), which will go under the cut because this has gotten LONG:
Old:
Older than Ming-Hua by around 10 years
Her dad is the older half-brother of Ming-Hua's mom who’s… not the most fond of their side of the family
Has never left her home in the Foggy Swamp Water Tribe
Master healer, specialises in children. Can't have any of her own because of the high pollution levels in the swamp which is why she puts all those motherly instincts into teaching and caring for kids
Got a scar on her leg while saving Ming-Hua from some wild swamp creature when the latter was a child who was absolutely convinced she could handle everything herself and never listened to anyone. Ming-Hua still insists she had everything under control that day
She tried to understand Ming-Hua's perspective on things, she really did, but ultimately tribe mentality and fear for her cousin’s safety, believing her not to be nearly as capable as she claims to be, won over
Attempted to stop Ming-Hua from running away but was, obviously, unsuccessful
Was the one consoling Nuying after Ming-Hua left
Helped Suiren learn waterbending and held genuine affection for the girl, although she ultimately refused when Suiren begged for the chance for her and Midori to escape from Haya and live with the tribe. She thought that while Suiren would most likely adjust well, Midori was simply too Gaoling to survive in a place as dark, damp and isolated as the Swamp. She regrets that decision every day since she found out Suiren became an assassin
Mourned Ming-Hua more than anyone else in the tribe when informed of her death
New:
Was the one who babysat Ming-Hua a lot when Nuying was going through one of her depressive episodes after Cadeo left, and Ming-Hua actually enjoyed spending time with her because she was a lot less overbearing and protective than her mother. Was the first person to start calling her Ming. Sometimes Ming-Ming, but Ming-Hua had a tendency to deliver a very hard kick to the shins every time she tried that
Never left Nuying’s side when she got sick in the years following Ming-Hua’s disappearance, no matter how much everyone, including her own father, told her to stay away, there’s nothing she can do to help her. In her final moments, Nuying was delirious with fever and called out for Ming-Hua. Meifeng didn’t have the heart to remind her that her daughter left so instead let her hair down, covered her own hand in water and told Nuying that she was “right here, mom. I’m right here” and stayed like that until Nuying passed
When Ming-Hua returned, Meifeng was the one to break the news to her. Later, when Ming-Hua asked how and when it happened, she couldn’t quite stop herself from snapping at her because she should have been there, Meifeng shouldn’t have had to pretend to be her so her mother could die without worrying about where her daughter was. Their relationship never really fully recovered after that fight
Still, she had met Suiren when she was little on the rare occasions when the Red Lotus passed through the Swamp and Ming-Hua chose to take her daughter to visit the tribe. She never met Midori, but she did see Ming-Hua pregnant with her once
Didn’t know about Ming-Hua’s imprisonment until an 11-year-old Suiren told her because world news don’t reach into the heart of the Swamp. She just thought they had decided to stop visiting. The news crushed her but… a part of her couldn’t help but go “you should have fucking listened to me when I told you to stay, then this wouldn’t have happened”
Her teaching Suiren waterbending involved mostly the basics of combat (she herself doesn’t know much of it since she’s a healer), plantbending and healing. Suiren reached her level of mastery and proficiency as well as figured out icebending on her own through sheer determination and spite (she’s so much like her mama 🥹🥹🥹)
Is the only one from the tribe Suiren had ever confessed to about being an assassin. That knowledge broke her heart and she spent all those years absolutely terrified that Suiren would meet Ming-Hua’s fate. When Suiren stopped visiting at one point (when she left for her mission to kill Kuvira, got injured, recovered at ATI, reunited with her parents, broke Kuvira out and started living with her, etc etc) she had assumed that it really did happen, until Suiren randomly showed up one day with Kuvira in tow (Meifeng did not approve bc of the whole spirit vine thing 😅)
Absolutely reunited with Ming-Hua at some point and it was an extremely emotional moment
Ripped Cadeo a new one when he suddenly appeared looking for his daughter after 45+ years after it became common knowledge that the RL are all alive and no longer wanted by the law
All in all… quite an interesting character that I really should do something with at some point, bc how come Ming-Hua’s family is the only one to get 0 attention in our discussions?? #justiceformeifeng2024
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl meifeng#she doesn’t actually appear in any of my works. let alone sotrl. but she exists in that verse#and it’s the verse in which she plays the most major role so… that’s what her tag is now#anyway#it doesn’t seem that way but she really is a very emotionally conflicting character for me#because she was in the position to get Suiren and Midori away from Haya only four years after they were left with her#which would have left them with 75% less trauma#but she didn’t. coming up with quite a bullshit excuse#yes Midori would have missed the sun and everything but the swamp is still miles better than Haya#meifeng must have seen his skittish Suiren is. how skinny. how bruised#and yet she did nothing. yet another adult whose inaction led to tragedy#ugh. imagine a UtOS-style au where she does take them in and while the biggest obstacle is the trauma#Midori does have an insanely hard time adjusting#she’d probably spend most of her time by the giant tree because the sun gets through there#and maybe one day.. she’d run into one cranky old earthbender#who takes her up as a protege for old times’ sake#(and later hooks her up with her granddaughter– WHO SAID THAT??)#and Suiren would grow up to be a swamp warrior who decides to go after Kuvira when she harvests the spirit vines#I’m a fucking genius#Kat if you’re reading this. look at what fun new branch of the multiverse my brain just spat out!! come yell about it with me!!!#but okay. that is currently besides the point. back to meifeng#you know…#‘oh my art has really stagnated I feel like I haven’t improved in years’#BITCH THIS YOU?? look at the OG version and look at this and TELL ME you haven’t improved#my self hatred may be intense but even I can admit that I’ve gotten much better at drawing. in the character design department at least
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