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LOCAL NEWSIES ANALYSIS
ACT I
Jack doesn't have timing
Finch: smash
Holy fuck medda is so
ARE YOU BLIND?!!! S-SHES GOT NO CLOTHES ON!!!!
Step aside *shoves Davey away*
When they ran away from Snyder they just ran off stage so we were robbed of the chase scene :( it would have looked silly on such a small stage tho
Holy fucking shit medda
Davey is casted so so perfect
Katherine is so sassy holy shit
Uh. Bottom line was. Um. yeah so the guy who played Pulitzer actually spoke most of his lines that were supposed to be sung (and when he did sing it was pretty clear WHY this was) but he was good acting wise
Bunson said that the newsies will have to sell 25 more papers to make the same amount, which is mathematically incorrect sir
When the strike first started, after the union JUST voted to make it official and Jack was hyping everyone up, Davey was standing off to the side taking deep breaths and tapping his fingers on his legs and doing a couple of grounding techniques my therapist gave me for panic attacks (holy shit his actor was so autistic and definitely had anxiety and he also graduated from my high school like 5 years ago which was wild to see him again)
Les doesn't just say "I have a pencil!" he said "I have a pencil AT HOME" which to me really emphasizes just how impoverished the other newsies are. Even the ones who have homes don't have simple items (such as pencils) in those homes. Les isn't the only one of them who happens to HAVE a pencil. He's the only one who OWNS a pencil.
I wanna write a medda origin story (random thought I had)
During Jack and Davey's little dance thing in WWK Jack turned the wrong way and Davey had to nudge him to turn facing the back instead of the audience
There was a newsie in the ensemble who was so fucking pissed the entire show, especially during WWK, he put everything he had into that it was crazy shout out to him
At the end of WWH, Katherine started typing really dramatically and it actually looked more like autistic hand flapping (which I kinda love)
Davey talks with his hands a lot
The first scab looked like he was forced into this (not the stabbing, the show) he didn't throw down his papers, he dropped them and went "I'm with you đ" and walked off stage
When they're striking and then weisel and the delanceys interrupt their songs, they didn't all stop at the same time and the last one you heard was Davey stopping after everyone
The delanceys took crutchie's crutch and literally like sabbed him with it before they dragged him off
Crutchie yelled for Finch as he was being dragged away
When crutchie was taken, the stage was completely empty except for him and the delanceys
During Santa Fe Jack was hyperventilating and he fell to his knees on the first couple notes. When he stood back up he kept leaning and looking over the railing like he was going to jump.
After he hit the last note of Santa Fe, he fell to his hands and knees near the edge and started wailing until the house lights came on for intermission
Les was really good omfg and it's apparently his first show like he's SO good it's insane
I got a newspaper purse during intermission :DD
ACT II
After viewing the program, the actor for Crutchie's day job is a MAILMAN (modern day newsboy pretty much)
Finch was laying face down on the table the entire time before Katherine walked in at the start of act II, including for the delivery of his line, "why do old people talk?"
The tap dancing was pretty good actually
When Crutchie says "so far they ain't brung us no food... Ha. Ha." he laughed like "heheh"
The music cut out earlier than in the original during letter from the refuge (it didn't stop, it just paused after "your best friend" and didn't continue until after the guard yelled) so "your brother, crutchie" was completely acapella and I sobbed
When the guard yelled from off stage to tell crutchie to quiet down, crutchie got this look of absolute terror in his eyes and it was heartbreaking
"Even Horace Greeley moved back to new York" "*waves his hand around like he's in class and really wants to get called on* OOH OOH YEAH! YEAH HE DID! AND THEN HE DIED!!"
"Dave (angry)" "Jackie (excited)"
Davey sounded pretty similar to Ben Fankhauser negl
Spot conlon was tall :( but he was scrawny asf so we'll accept it
At the rally, all the newsies were chanting "Jack Jack Jack Jack-" and Davey came and yelled "NEWSIES OF NEW YORK" and one guy just went "Jack?" and someone shoved him. Davey didn't acknowledge it.
Jack didn't storm away after the rally, someone paraded right in to the center of the floor and handed him the money where everyone was sure to see him and someone went "t-traitor! Youre a traitor!" And then the stage cleared until it was only Jack and Davey under two different spotlights, both looking at each other like they were about to cry. Jack looked at Davey like he wanted nothing more than to run to him and explain everything and Davey looked at Jack like he wanted to throw up. (Sobbing)
Jack and Katherine only kissed once, when she was threatening to punch Jack. All of the other kisses were replaced by hugs and to me that is so much more personal.
Jack seemed to be on the verge of tears for the entirety of Something to Believe In, like all he'd ever had was Santa Fe, but now there's something- some*one* who cares about him and he's gripping so hard onto that. He hugged her so tight I could see the tension in his muscles from the audience.
"... Oh no đ© I know a printing press he'd never think we'd use đźâđš"
"Hey, ah- um, Jack? It's uh... It's good to have you back..." "... Shut up *teeny tiny loving smile*" your honor they're in love
The newsies all came into the audience during once and for all and the girlsie standing at the end of my row was singing harmony and she slayed so hard shout out to her
"Did you read this?? đĄđĄ These kids put put a pretty good paperđ€Źđ€Ź"
"I can't lower the price of papers-" "goodbye. *deadass walks out*" I CACKLED THIS WAS HILARIOUS
"*pouty, over his shoulder because his back is faced to Pulitzer,his arms are crossed, and his shoulders are up to his ears* it's a compromise we can all live withđ€đ«Ł"
Davey didn't lose any clothing :( but he also started out dressed more or less the same as Jack was so.
Katherine was blonde, which felt note worthy for some reason
Everyone cheered for medda the loudest during curtain call she was so fucking good
Davey kept stuttering throughout the show and at times it seemed like he was almost trying (and lowkey failing) to cover an accent of some kind but I know that his actor has an American accent because he and I are from the same town, which really feeds into my immigrant Davey hc
I can't get over how good Les was he's gonna grow up to be a star
Over all, this show was really fucking good
Also seriously, Medda. Girl if there's anyway you're reading this what on earth are you doing in the middle of fuck nowhere Pennsylvania?? I don't see many local actors who I believe can make it on Broadway, but you, you could thrive on Broadway.
Every one kept saying "San-ta Fe" and not "Sanna Fe" which felt note worthy
#i have no idea if this format makes any sense at all#my asks are open if you have any questions#or if you want me to expand on anything#or analyze more#because i will#newsies#local theater#david jacobs#jack kelly#davey jacobs#les jacobs#racetrack higgins#spot conlon#medda larkin#finch cortes#katherine plumber#katherine pulitzer#small show#local newsies#crutchie morris#the delancey brothers#warden snyder#the delivery of some of these lines was#hilarious#idk if my format makes sense here#but im too lazy to fix it#too eepy#so very eepy#it was really good tho#and everyone there seemed so nice too
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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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#red vs blue#rvb#locus#felix#sam ortez#isaac gates#felix mcscouty#lolix#mine#*24#art#rvb19 spoilers#just to be safe ig?#i love how even no one in the mercs discord rly knows what the hell was up with the random felix 'cameo' in restoration lol. we're all just#'idk man. maybe it's charon maybe sigma just used him as a base. who knows.'#its kinda hard to even make it into a merc plot point bc the reason WHY he's even there is non-existent. if epsilon didn't namedrop him#i wouldn't even have noticed tbh. like yeah his armor has felix's colors but that also could've just been sigma/omega mix too y'know#ofc tucker's relationship w/ felix can't be discounted reg. meta and epsilon and betrayal of trust etc. idk maybe i'll expand on this later#like maybe felix is in there bc tucker felt very betrayed by epsilon and felix to tucker is the embodiment of betrayal so meta = felix?#BUT i do like ghost felix haunting shit. even if it's not actually him but like a narrative/traumatic thing#he said you'll never get rid of me what i did to you will always linger <3#i do have some thoughts abt... Everything and the concept of haunting. wash's 'ghosts' and the guilt. meta wanting to destroy epsilon/the#past to be free. resentment of the past. nostalgia for it. the guilt of survival. moving on as a complete severing vs carrying it w/ you.#ok i'll stop rambling now lol#this didnt turn out exactly how i envisioned but i dont wanna work on it anymore and its not bad or anything so
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Do nightmares Minions respect him or just fear/given up escape?
I'VE BEEN WANTING TO TALK ABOUT THIS SINCE DAY ONE
it's different for each of them and there's a lot of nuances to each of their feelings towards nightmare
dust *sort of* respects him in a way where he agrees with nightmare only because it overlaps with dust's own judgement. they don't have the exact same ideology, but dust's considers it close enough for him to put effort in. nightmare's negativity also fuels dust and his hallucinations, which he oddly finds comfort in for reasons regarding his experiences in his erased timeline.
killer is on a self-appointed leash. he doesn't realize it but he subconsciously seeks for the new intense feelings that missions give him. his lack of self drives him to find new self, blindly so of course. he's stuck in the thought that he is everything, thus he means nothing. after so many people try to help him and his conditions, at this point, killer only finds stability in the carelessness and negativity of nightmare. his lack of feelings towards killer is what drives killer to keep down this road.
horror wants to be involved the least but his shadowed care for his people and family is what drives him to stay and keep shut. he follows because he's also reaching a point of not even seeing a point. however, he's probably the most reasonable out of the three despite still pushing through with nightmare's philosophies. sort of 'agree to disagree' just to keep his AU going. him and dust are probably the only ones who are semi-aware of what nightmare's plans truly imply, but still lack the structural understanding to completely agree with their boss yet do so anyway.
#wyllaztopia rambles#there's more to discuss but i'll wait until those topics are asked#feel free to ask questions abt this if you want me to expand on anything!
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the desire to observe them under a microscope is overwhelming
#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#millions knives#legato bluesummers#livio the double fang#elendira the crimsonnail#gatart#hey hey im back with the roleswap because the roleswap is back with me#Because I think making knives the main character of anything is unbelievably hilarious#Elendira I love drawing you my queen#I might turn into an elendira stan account. Sorry knives and Livio! She slays too hard#I enjoy making knives miserable as you can tell. Heâs my sweet baby boy 𫶠I only want the worst for him#Iâll probably expand on this later but itâs basically insurance duo elendira and Livio tracking down the outlaw millions knives (nai)#Whoâs also being tracked down by âbounty hunterâ with a heart of gold Livio who ya know is a gung Ho gun and yadda yadda#What if elendira has a giant nail gun? That would be funny I think
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like, archives used to be THE BIGGEST overwatch event for me because it was the most we got in terms of in-game lore and i just genuinely enjoyed playing them (retribution, my beloved), but invasion? don't know her. i refuse to pay for it and not only do i not regret not getting to play it - i haven't even bothered to check the gameplay on youtube. this is how uninterested i am in the game these days. so yeah, the fumbled overwatch big time.
THIS IS WHAT IM SAYING THIS IS THE REALEST THING EVER
genuinely always felt like such a treat going to play the archive missions uuuggghhh i miss her so bad........ there will never be such a fumble for a videogame than ow this i'm absolutely certain
#overwatch#overwatch 2#ask#this is so true tho! i havent looked up gameplay either and i dont really know what happens in that#because I Too refuse to buy it. i generally just have a No Buy rule when it comes to blizzard#not like i ever bought anything besides the game when it first came out but its just exemplified nowadays#dropping the ball on PVE is something ill truly never get over like... come on man....#that was THE MOST hyped about thing AND FOR GOOD REASON!!!!#i'm not saying the PVE was going to expand on some interactions like cassidy to 76 about hanamura#but it COULDVE... and now we will DEFINITELY never know what the hell that meant#outside of PVE though like that's what i mean- there's SO many interesting little lore bits with overwatch#but blizzard's just so careless with it that it's all gone to waste with no where to go#not that it's rock solid lest we all forget. Kiriko.#should i make a post on kiriko because she's such a funny unfortunate character and it's really sad but anyways#i don't want to prattle too long POINT IS. you get me#i miss the archives.........
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@userdramas âą event 17: plot twist âą â kento's return
"The future has already been decided." "That can't be true."
#kamen rider saber#kamen rider espada#touma kamiyama#kamiyama touma#kento fukamiya#flashing lights tw#flashing lights#fukamiya kento#umbrella.gifs#udevent#userdramas#kamen rider#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#episode 26 of saber is a masterpiece and kento served so hard#kento's arc of having to get back to touma's side and not accept the absolutes that he's been shown is so important to me and i have#talked about it extensively#imagine watching your friend 'die' and then he comes back and he's witnessed your death countless times and now is traumatized and against#you not bc he hates you but bc he cares so much for you that he'd do anything to possibly save you even if he has to throw away his life#but you just want to work together and find a way to avoid the futures but he's too scared to believe things can change and has resolved#himself to play this specific role like jfc kento and touma make me ill (positive)#anyways had i gone into saber without knowing kento comes back it would have shaken me to my very core but either way it lives in my head#rent free and i just love it so much especially bc it expands on the lore and i love lore
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My favorite part about being obsessed with something is that you start looking for it everywhere. Especially in media that shares actors with the thing youâre obsessed with.
So thanks to the idea from one feralheartedalien here on tumblr and my current watching of A Quiet Place: Day One, Iâm suddenly being roped into the Steddie Alternate Universe with Eric and Keys.
------ Minor "A Quiet Place: Day One" Spoilers after this point ------
Havenât watched Free Guy in a while, but the dynamic is kinda sticking with me. Struggling, emotionally repressed, desperate, foreign exchange law student Eric, coming to the States for school due to parental pressure (canât have a Steddie-like ship without some shitty parents). Redeemed bully, people pleaser, hopeless romantic, lonely Keys, trying to make something out of his love for programming and design while under his repressive boss (canât have a Steddie-like ship without some doomed ambition).
Maybe next floor neighbors, Eric living right above Keys. He comes back to his basically empty apartment after school every day exhausted, collapsing on the carpet in his living room at 2am, lulled to sleep by the soft, muffled music in the place beneath him. Meanwhile, Keys only plays his "falling asleep" music when he's home, in hopes to calm the person above him, who has a habit of frequent pacing, self monologues, and unfortunately, breakdowns.
Maybe Eric just has a shit day at school one day; stressful projects, lack of progress in his studying, sleep deprived, and itâs absolutely fucking pouring on his way back home. Maybe Keys has accidentally memorized his neighborâs schedule, accidentally began to care, and noticed how late it is. Maybe their floors are different but the rooms are the same, so when Eric pushes the wrong floor on the elevator, he ends up at Keysâs room. Breaks down when his key doesnât work, falls to his knees in the hallway muffling sobs. Barely reacts when Keys opens his door because heâs so tired and cold and numb. Weakly tries to fight Keysâs attempts at help but nearly faints in this strangerâs arms. Eric finally lets himself be helped, loses himself in Keysâs thick blankets and soft music and well meaning rambling and killer hot chocolate-
Maybe thatâs when Eric realizes how much this man has saved his life, and vows to return the favor.
#hi hello aqp:do is awesome and so is quinn and nyongâo like guys you fuckin killed it#you even inspired me to draw for it thatâs a movieâs highest honor#and itâs steddie art no less !!! amazing work you two all the awards#anyway i may have accidentally fallen in love with the steddie multiverse so boom Keys x Eric (aka Padlock bc thatâs a cool ship name imo)#and bc my brain can never leave anything they do get angst yayyyy !!!!#theyâre pining but keys doesnât wanna fall in love bc ericâs visa to study in the us will end eventually and they would be split up#meanwhile eric wants to make the best of his law school years before going home to get a green card#im too busy to work this out rn but maybe one day#take art for now :]#free guy#a quiet place day one#walter keys mckey#keys mckey#eric a quiet place day one#technically#stranger things au#steddie au#steddie#steve x eddie#keys x eric#making it a tag yall bc i think this ship should be more known and maybe expanded on#also slight dumb by eli again#aqpdo spoilers
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yanno what. Im in a yappin mood. Feel free to send me two emotions in my inbox and I'll write some words about how i see their dynamic (either as characters/how the emotions they embody work with one another, and etc)! To make things simple, I'll only write about them in a platonic sense.
Late edit but feel free to add your thoughts in the comments/tags/whatever!! I'd love to hear your own opinions of the relationship I'm talking about :3
And another clarification: Don't be afraid to send "unlikely pairs" i Want to think about them, but my inbox is open to any emotion combo, popular or not !! I thought it'd just be fun to explore the ones that don't get to interact much in canon and in fanworks, but I'm always open to thinking about the others in general!
#inside out fandom#inside out#gene rambles#not that romance is bad! I mean ur talking to me#A big shipper#i just kinda want to expand my horizons a bit more / challenge myself lol#Dont be afraid to send me like 'unlikely pairs' i Want to think abouy them. I promy#<- og tag sorry for the confusion haha#if YOU want to start your own thing like this feel free to!#You dont need to credit me or anything
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Ink October day twenty-nine: Wilder
To bewilder; to perplex.
Comparative form of wild: more wild.
#tears of the kingdom#loz totk#totk#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom#totk link#blue boi draws#ink october 2023#ink October 2023 day 29#I have extremely conflicted feelings about this game that I think boil down to: I donât dislike it but it did disappoint me#like there are a lot of things about it but the things I dislike are loud in a way that makes them hard to ignore#there are also a lot of tiny nitpicking things I dislike about it that I feel bad about because they are probably insignificant or cases of#people having different taste in things. like the bombs I miss my remote destination bombs :( but also the mechanics that replace them are#really fun. I actually think most of the mechanics and puzzles are really good (I probably have more fun in Zonai shrines then sheikah#on average) I also think expanding to the sky and underground was really smart and good. I think most of my issues are with the story#they did Zelda so dirty. sooooooo dirty. the three good things they did with her are 1 gave her good parental figures 2 cut her hair#3 tURNED HER INTO A FUCKING DRAGON. A WYRM. A CREATURE.#thatâs probably my favourite main story thing besides maybe the companions and also Tulin#I love Teba the fact that his son is featured heavily and is done so good in this game is amazing.#also revali being basically never mentioned was really good. fuck you revali#love the Zonai HATE them founding Hyrule (or well rauru)#love the designs dragon goat people love good dad to Zelda the king can go fuck himself#the thing about me is I hate âcolonial the divine right of kings and monarchies so much. the kingdom of Hyrule stinks of these things#botw to me was in part a story of a monarchy failing. the king and the system failed Zelda failed Link and failed their kingdom.#I knew that more then likely they would be rebuilding the kingdom in the sequel but oh my gods does the addition of the politics of Hyrules#founding make it worse. there are so many people who have explained in detail this but right now my brain is just⊠GAH#*banging my head against the wall* can we PLEASE acknowledge the flaws of the Hylian royalty Iâm not even asking for them to be discrowned#at this point I just want anything that isnât this glorifying shit. and it sucks because I like Sonia!!! I like Minaru!!!#ran out of tags but I need you to know I am fucking vibrating about this
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So what's the lore with Juniper n their relationship with Vitimir n Hettie?
WELL for both, their relationships go back to their school days! Although the difference being that Juniper and Hettie went to St. Epiderm together, while Vitimir went to a different school (Glandus at the time he met Juniper).
Iâve briefly touched on how Juniper and Vitimir met here, so that explains their first meeting. To reiterate, Vitimir was a shy kid that didnât really have any friends growing up (aside from bugs/whatever little creatures they spent their time around) and was bullied frequently, so that single positive interaction with Juniper, though small, really stuck with him and he never forgot it. Juniper didnât forget it either, but being the sociable type meeting and talking to lots of different people, that moment sorta blended in with the rest of their memories. So fast forward to them both working as Coven Heads at the same time, Vitimir immediately recognizes Juniper. Despite Juniper changing a lot since his child self, that one good memory left such a big impact on Vitimir as a kid that he still held that soft spot for them. So of course, when Juniper eventually approached him on their own time, Vitimir already had this layer of vulnerability. Even though they might not have recognized him, from Vitimirâs perspective, there was that sense of familiarity and comfort; Juniper might have changed, but that kind kid was still in him. Now that they have the chance, Vitimir wants to actually get to know this one person who had plagued so many of their thoughts as a kid. And the rest is history!!
As for Hettie! Again, she and Juniper attended St. Epiderm together. Hettie was just as terrifying as a kid as she is now. She was everything- a jock, a princess, a bully, a weird girl, whatever you can think of. Though sheâs very open about who she is, everyone around her was always so intimidated by the fact that she was unpredictable (and the fact that sheâs both the smartest AND strongest person youâd ever meet is terrifying enough on its own). Most everyone- except for Juniper. To Juniper, Hettie was always such a character. Sheâs always been so confident and unapologetic, able to command peopleâs attention without even saying a word. Her unpredictability made everything she did so interesting. Juniper so deeply admired this about Hettie. And the fact that sheâs 100% his type only drew them closer to her. Hettie was Juniperâs first ever crush, and that love Juniper had for her never faded. Though as kids, they werenât in the same social circles, they did cross paths a lot, whether it was through Sonia (Scooter Craneâs daughter and childhood best friend to Juniper, who was also in the Healing Track), or Juniper getting injured for whatever ridiculous reasons. At this age, Hettie didnât reciprocate her feelings (yet), but she had a fondness for Juniper because he was so different from the other kids for the fact alone that they had a (very obvious) crush on her. And while their crush may have caused them to do embarrassing things, and foolishly being used as her own guinea pig from time to time to practice her magic on, Hettie had cared about Juniper. To her, he always made life more fun and interesting. Fast forward to them as Coven Heads- Hettie has grown a stronger affection for Juniper. Heâs changed over the years, but he still makes life so much more fun and interesting. Perhaps now, Hettie admires Juniper for the same exact reasons they always have her. Theyâre still a bit pathetic around her, but Hettie finds it endearing. Not to mention, Juniper still makes for a good doll to experiment on, and she takes good care of her favorite dolls ;-)
#ask#juniper jazz#vitimir#hettie cutburn#junimir#medical mirror#I HOPE THIS ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION I tried my best to make it sound coherent and not ramble on about certain things đ#tried to talk about hettie more bc i donât think Iâve explained much of the medical mirror stuff publicly yet#or. anything tbh đđ#BUT I MEAN I GOTTA GET EVERYONE ON THE SAME PAGE EVENTUALLY SO THIS IS A START đđ#I can always expand on anything else if anyone wants me to and is curious :3c#you KNOW how much I love yapping about my stupid peacock I didnât put all my blood sweat and tears into him for nothin đ«°#ALSO!! FUN LIL THING I WAS GOING TO MENTION BUT DECIDED NOT TO IN THE END BC IT WOULDVE BEEN TOO MUCH-#long story short lets just say hettie chose to hang out w juniper during the night of a school dance đ€#THATâS ALL IâLL SAY FOR NOW ABOUT THAT i have Art Ideas for that i -really- want to get to one day#okay i gotta stfu now i told myself i was gonna hold back on the yapping đđđ#OKAY WAIT ONE LAST THING-#idk if anyone actually cares but reminder that Iâve got both junimir and med. mirror playlists if you wanna get a better idea of them!!#theyre not perfect but theyre still fun Okay Iâll shut up for real fr now âïž
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Finally got my Mario Shipping chart together!
Despite having the least amount of characters compared to my past shipping charts, this one took a lot longer to format sense the main 5 are all connected in a big square. I ended up having to leave out Mario and Bowserâs dynamic and make the Just Platonics itâs own chart to get everything to actually flow correctly.Â
Sense itâs so few characters though I added in everyoneâs opinions on who theyâre connected to so you can get a better sense of the dynamic. Let me know if itâs hard to read in any way and Iâll add a transcript under the cut to make it easier.
#Ship List#Mario Shipping#Am I tagging all the ships? Mayhaps#Royal Polycule#It's probably not actually a good idea sense the center piece of the whole thing is Mariocest#And I don't feel like attracting too much attention#Powsario#Mareach#Luaisy#Powser#Bowsario#Booigi#Luisley#Peaisy#Bowuisley#Bowmargi#Mariocest#Okay I lied I did it anyway#I opened the Ship Wiki and found all their names out of curiousity#Do. Do DK and Pauline not have a ship name? That's boring#I also didn't see one for Luigi/Dimentio but I'm sure it exists and I just missed it#Powser is cracking me up like a LOT what a name#Anyway here's all my thoughts. Enjoy them mayhaps#And feel free to expand on any of them if you want to because I will#I know I'm in Mariocest hell right now with a blue million requests in the ask box#But I'm also a big stupid multishipper who loves Polyamoury above all else#So ya know. Ask about anything really#Emile's Edits
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Like how are you gonna be romance-repulsed while essentially functionally being a self-shipper. This IS a trick question but also it is undeniably an unfathomably stupid position to be in. And Yet
#like... i should be nicies i should play w everyone we're more alike than we are different ect ect#but i have. so many shrimp color issues. on top of the rigidity. i'm not subjecting anyone to that.#SAVE YOURSELF...... IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.... sadly exiles myself ant bindle style#i'm gonna be so real added context this has been sitting in my drafts for a while.#and some other posts alongside it (just kinda jokey/shitposty but also expanding on it in the tags)#i straight up deleted that shit. determined i was being too messy and stupid.#but you know what. i'm looking to cause problems on purpose rn.#NOT WITH. ANYONE SPECIFICALLY. i believe in the power of parallel play and peace and joy#but i have so many fucking issues man. entirely a me issue.#any which way devoid of the context this is a good post. bc what the fuck IS up w that#i guess final disclaimer i'm not elitist about anything i just got that evil autism that makes me evil.#plus the previously mentioned shrimp color issues.#do whatever you want forever and i will too. two ships crossing in the night........#again this isn't targeted i'm just emphasizing i'm insane and hostile and it's for the best.#that you only see me from a distance.
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#pericky#ricky owens#professor pericles#anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die#i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did#the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks đ„Č#which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late#ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world#(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore')#(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all')#and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao)#and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong#his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE.#pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together#'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood'#that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more#and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all#ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally#....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him#he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control#there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore#it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much#(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth)#(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind)#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby writes#SDMItag#dyn: when i die i want you to die too
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Tourniquet
How do you stem the bleeding
When the wound is all there is?
I close my eyes
I try not to think too hard
about the flattened rubble
and the bloodstained streets
and the crowded camps and small boats
and the magnitude of suffering
.
When a wound can't be stemmed
When the poison can't be washed out
and the thought that there are people
who can look a hundred thousand corpses in the eye
and call it defence
and argue that they started it
What can you do
With your own problems?
.
Go numb
Find a reason that it's not your blood
And remember that it's a rule of triage
To fix your own bandages first;
Even if the wound isn't as bad
You can't heal others if you're passing out.
.
I cannot save Sudan
Or Palestine, or Lebanon,
Or the fleeing fearful folk washed ashore,
Or even one man frozen outside the Tesco's;
I cannot change the world.
I can only dress my own wounds
Before I bleed to death -
- slowly, yes, in dribs and drabs
and without the drama of disaster
but a knife is still a weapon
even if it's not a mortar shell -
There is nothing I can do for others' wounds
If I do not tend my own.
.
So I will find where my hope gives way to gaping wreckage
And where my energy bleeds out into the ground.
I will triage.
I will spare myself.
I will close my eyes to what I cannot change
And cut off the wounded limbs of humanity
With a tight ligature of What more can I say?
Wrapping empathy in a much-needed tourniquet
Because I am bleeding out.
.
And I will try not to think
About how many people have no tourniquets left.
.
And I will try not to think
How much of my pain I can cordon off
To stop the bleeding
Before the tourniquet has amputated all of me
And strangled around my heart.
#day 10#poetry#politics#... very myopic politics tbh this is very BUT WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT MULTIPLE GENOCIDES MAKE *ME* SAD?#but tbh i think that's where this is coming from#trying to find that balance between self care as triage and just. numbness and inertia.#gaza#sudan#lebanon#hey btw there's still a massive humanitarian crisis going on in Sudan did y'all know that?#there was already so little coverage of it even before oct 7 took over the headlines#and now I've fully not seen anyone but MSF mention it in nearly a year#so. you know. in case a full blown genocide with tacit support from the u.n. wasn't enough to make you want to never know anything again#there's a civil war that's been raging for nearly two years and 25 million sudanese in immediate risk of starvation#we nearly had a fucking race war this summer#(assuming that per israel's use of the term we've expanded âwarâ to mean âjust the crimes bit thoâ)#anyway I'm fucking depressed and incredibly angry all the time#and i wouldn't mind if all that anger were going into anything USEFUL but it's NOT I'm just in a constant state of futile rage#ugh#anyway yeah that's not my cheeriest creative output but such is.
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*draws something for the first time in a while. âMan I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!â
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âOh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!â Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that theyâre âtrying to fix#their sleep schedule ~â#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with âjust one more videoâ#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I donât think Iâm depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no oneâs home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasnât about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesnât know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Peteâs sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all likeâI canât reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take placeâ#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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